Maa,  kya tj pta h
Tri beti ko yha kse jeena pdta h
Ghrpe tu jse mj jgati thi
To koi b chinta mj na satati thi
Yha tri bht yaad aati h
Pr phr b tri beti khud ko smjhati h
Sone k phle aakho se aasu aa HI jaata h
Kuki yha ka akelapan mj bht satata h
Bht jhoota h ye jha
Aasan ni rhna yha
Hr Mod pe ek nayi chunauti aa jati h
Mgr tu preshan mt **
Tri beti tjhko HI yaad krke sbka saamna kr paati h
Maa ku ni h tre jse sb
Kuki pta ni chlta kon yha dhoka DE jaaye kb
Or papa.. Tumhari pari tumko b bht yad krti h
Jb b tumhari yaad aati h.. Ye aakhe ro pdti h
Me tumko dikhati ni ki  akeli hn ME yha
Plz tum mj le jaao na aap sbka saath mil ske jha
Ku wapus ni aa jaate vo din
Jb b tumahri pari preshan hoti thi
Uske saath uske Papa ki himmt hoti thi
Yha to bs roti rh jaati hn
Tumhara intezaar krti rh jaati hn
Koi b mere paas ni aata
Isliye kai baar dil sehem sa h jaata
Bhai..  Tri vo ladai yaad aati h
Jo mj rote wqt b hsa jati h
Or jb Tra, mera US trha dhyan rkhna yaad aata h
Vo hste wqt b mj rula jaata h
Is Hostel ki zindgi ne sbko door kr dia hai
Or Bs hr mode pe akela krke cchod dia hai
Kaash bdi HI na hoti ME
To ab b PAPA ki vhi pari HOTI ME
Maa ki vhi laado hoti ME
Bhai ki vhi shararti bhn hoti ME ..

Kabhi phir se, aajao
  "bas mere banke."
Sare taar cher jaao,
"soone man ke".
Paas betho, kuch to batao.
Usi ada se, muskurao.
Jo tum rutho, hum mana le.
Tere nakhre, bhi utha le.
Vo akad me, kya ada thi.
Teri narazgi b, maza thi.
Ji bhar k, dekhlu
Aja phir se, ban than ke.
Kabhi phir se, aajao
  "bas mere banke."
Sare taar cher jaao,
"soone man ke".
Tu bhi mna le, kabhi jo roothe.
Chore de tere, tewar ye jhoothe.
Koi dekhe tuje, mera jalna.
Uff ye bekhauf,tera chalna.
Bin ruke tere bole jana.
Mile jo ankhein, palkein jhukana.
Kitni batein, hai adhuri..
Nyi yadein, hai zaroori.
Chadhi collar, teri gira de.
Fold sleeves,unfold kara de.
Gala laga ke, band kardu.
Teri shirt k jo, khule button the.

Kabhi phir se, aajao
  "bas mere banke."
Sare taar cher jaao,
"soone man ke".
# BJ writes
# bj diaries
# incomplete

hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
hai ab to bas  intjaar us pal ka,
kab fir se chahakna unka sun paunga,
meri choti choti baton par,
kab unka khilkhilana sun paunga,
kyun meri shikayat hai lagti buri,
k fir shikayat karne ka mauka hi cheen liya......
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
yun tanha chod k mujhko gaya,
kyun hak mujhpe jatana chod diya,
ab kaise karu mai unko khabar,
k unk bina na ji paunga,
agar aaye na vo vapas jaldi,
mai duniya chod chala jaunga,
hai ab bhi waqt vaapas aa jao,
kahin khabar na mile kisi aur se,
k  yaaad me unki maine saanse bharna chod diya....
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
teri khushboo me jo madhoshi hai,
kyun mujhko juda hai usse kiya,
bas aur nahi takat mujhme,
maine khud ko samajhna chod diya,
na jaao mujhe yun ghayal kark,
aankhen bhi sath nahi deti,
aa jao mere pas sanam,
aab ashkon ne b bahna chod diya,
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya.......

ab aa rahe ** toh jaana mat !
busy hoon , gharwale saath hain , ese bahane banana mat
ke ab kabhi chodh ke naa jaane ke khwaab dikhana mat
aur ab hi gaye ** na toh jaana mat !
ye block unblock phirse shuru ** jaana mat
aur is baar mere hi saamne kisi aur ka haath pakad besharam ** jaana mat
zindagi me aa rahe ** dil me aana mat
ab aa hi gaye ** toh jaana mat !
magar jaana toh tumhein hai
dusron me mooh maarna toh tumhein hai
ke mujhe apni aadat daalke khin kho jaana toh tumhein hai ...
mgr ab rhoge kahan dil toh tumne todh dia
toh  tum dhoondhlo naya thikhana ab
aur ek kaam kro ab aana hi mat
k chle hi jaao vaapis aana mat !
-aadi