"isin" poems
**A note: Notice what feeling, if any, arise when reading the writing in-between the stars, let it breathe and keep that feeling or no feeling until a new one arises. - Saeng-Fah **
* the tickling smile that only ever , ever appears on the corner of lips * Don’t lose your head , we’re all mad in here.
Sumptuously deliciously mad.
* the last , late rainstorm, unexpected, a long time after the rainy season had ended * The signs are just so queer…like nothing you’ve imagined,
* the slight intrigue that feels familiar * before, it had seemed that there was no tomorrow or yesterday…* the look *…well it’s almost too good to be true, because there isin’t.
Swimming in the water all you can do is float. There is no time to build to that point where there is acceptance, like the time right now. That all we have is time, all we create, all we collide into is the time we make.
creepy guy, standing at the street corner, writing rhymes under the street lamp, who you thought was an ax murderer as you walked by All we spiral out of makes more, of whatever we built time with last time that’s fo sho!!
dips his hat at you as you pass by, the night all of a sudden get’s serious but stop making it and start feeling it, well then…
* the sigh of the wind ripples a stalk of wheat, where a ladybird sits, she has 16 spots, all around her spreads a field of yellow wheat ablaze in the afternoon sunlight. Under the Oak tree sits the french boy from downtown Paris, he softly strums the guitar as he hears the drumbeat. Beyond the tree lies the open Savannah, the planes where we run wild, where we run free, two by two, i’ll be the crow or will you be the fox? Never mind dear, we’ll be a mixture of the two. Slip in and out of each others forms. I don’t even know who’s who anymore, or where i put that last potion…ahh which one was it?….ahh After several hours of delay , and drinking coffee from the stand where there was a guy who smelt like tacos and several types of salsa, our gate was finally opened it was the smoke from the caterpillars lips….*
Now we’ve arrived here, we may as well just stay… It’s the cough scenic route. cough
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 3:04 PM UTC
with your heart open for years
decades pass and you realize that you
still despite the air around you
cannot breath
You open the eyes
to find that you are far far away
from everything that you were promised
In the lovely and bright
we are merly nothing more but a shadow
In this moon and darkness
I think you will find one moment
that isin´t yours to capture and frame
we´re all just equally dead
in the presence of god.
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 6:30 PM UTC
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Its been
Days, weeks, months
Since you left me behind
Left me head over heels in "love" with you
You had me thinking that i knew you so well
That I was the best thing in your life
That I was the only thing that you trusted
You had me thinking that you loved me
that you truly did care for me
that our countless messages meant something
that our phone calls every night weren't just out of boredom
You had me thinking that I was worth something
that for once I could be somebodies that person
that every time you walked me to class
and every time you waited for me at the end of the day was because you needed me
I want to scream that you used me
that you lied and it all meant nothing
that you manipulated and stayed cause I was the only one there
that I wasn't the one who made myself believe something that isin't even there
Its been so long since we talked or seen each other
All the reality and words of what people say all start to make sense
I trusted you with everything, took your word above all
But I wonder if that was the right choice to make
If I should have trusted my other friends after all
But your gone now, Theres no need to stress
All the words and things no longer hold any meaning
You don't care about me, You don't even bother to text
My hollowed out heart doesn't bother anymore
Not after its been broken to it's very core
Sometimes I close my eyes at night
All I can see is your cheerful face
Grinning and laughing, as you did when we were friends
The memories we shared, things like watching our show together, falling asleep in the middays sun and playing video games till we finally won.
And I know that in these moments I was truly happy
I was content, in love and I wished for nothing more.
But as I lay awake I can't help but wonder
Did you really not love me, did you find me a bore?
Was it all really a lie?
Did you truly not care?
Was I nothing more than just a person who happened to be there?
Cause I loved you, loved you so much that it ******* hurt
I blindly gave you everything till I was completely stripped bare
So do enlighten me
Do tell me blunt and clear
Tell me your true feelings
For the whole world to hear
I've been suffering in silence
Not allowing myself to shed a tear
I refused to believe that my love meant nothing
The very thought fills my soul with fear
Tell me so I can cry
Tell me so I can finally move on
Tell me the truth behind it all
Tell me so that I can stop loving you
Cause in my heart you are still
My beloved pedestal boy
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May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 8:52 AM UTC
Blazon Sun
Love is a hurdle ,a hindrance which one has to rock
A soldier knows love of the country surpasses but all
No one can dare to stop my way or just to but block
Let me cross my love every wall to call and to recall
No rival I dare to fore bear on just my glorious path
For my beautiful land I can but shed my blood to color
The beautiful face of my beloved I can take any wrath
My sacrifices are my token of love to every answer
I do not mind if some one leaves or becomes angry
Whatever some is interested to do do I don't mind
I can forego all assets for the sake of love i do agree
Blazon sun isin my front and black dark night behind
Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2017 Golden Glow
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 12:39 PM UTC