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"irrationality" poems
Before I begin, allow me to explain, I too loved.. once, so think of me not as some cynic- nor as a master in the ways of love- but rather as a keen observer- now, that may mean I have nothing to offer you- no insider knowledge- no secrets of love- But I do  know how to tell a true love story - Interested? Fantastic- So let’s begin, True love, if there is such a thing at all, is like the thread that makes the cloth you can’t tease it out- you can’t extract meaning- without ending up deeper in the web- and it always remains- hidden under layers - In the end, that’s all you can really say about any True love story- They don’t generalize- They don’t analyze- They arent found- They just… happen. and that’s what makes them “true.” But what is this coveted “love” - the emotion?- the act?- the mentality?- Love, is a constant state of illusionment- A collective agreement amongst humans- that it, whatever it may be,  can be treated as an excuse for recklessness, irrationality, and misplaced strife-   A quid pro quo  between two individuals- to agree that they are doing something- anything- other than mindlessly drudging through life- Now that is not to say that what love creates is pointless- I said before, I have felt the embrace of love Love festers between individuals for so long it has no option- but to mould the physical to itself- and alter our personalities- Characterized by spontaneity- by indulgence- by risk- to love is the most dangerous experience in existence- the act of being fully vulnerable with another- while promising not to hurt them the same- Love is characterized by vulnerability- and the constant fear of being hurt- So you want to know how to write a true love story? be honest- dwell not on the “romantic” blindfolds that keep us irrationally seeking our partners- dwell not on the on the memories of a love that blossomed- reveal the core of love - A true love story comes from gut instinct- A true love story, comes from experience. A true love story, if truly told, makes the stomach believe So I said I loved once, allow me to elaborate- I too have felt the “butterfly stomach” - where the insides of the lovestruck turn on their host and manifests the emotional significance of meeting “the one” I too have spent the day daydreaming... -Lost in the thought of “the one”, seeking brief breaks from reality in my mind between moments of  utter normalcy I too have melted into a puddle of emotion…. -lying next to “the one” as we slowly spill more and more of the secrets that bound us as individuals, joining a spirit much larger than ourselves- I too have felt... invincible- -to know that I’ve found something more significant than myself. Something that replaces the fear of the future.. and makes it something to look forward to. Yes, I too have fallen in love. and I did just that- I fell. ..And that is my true love story-
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Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 2:12 AM UTC
How to tell a *true* love story
Before I begin, allow me to explain, I too loved.. once, so think of me not as some cynic- nor as a master in the ways of love- but rather as a keen observer- now, that may mean I have nothing to offer you- no insider knowledge- no secrets of love- But I do  know how to tell a true love story - Interested? Fantastic- So let’s begin, True love, if there is such a thing at all, is like the thread that makes the cloth you can’t tease it out- you can’t extract meaning- without ending up deeper in the web- and it always remains- hidden under layers - In the end, that’s all you can really say about any True love story- They don’t generalize- They don’t analyze- They arent found- They just… happen. and that’s what makes them “true.” But what is this coveted “love” - the emotion?- the act?- the mentality?- Love, is a constant state of illusionment- A collective agreement amongst humans- that it, whatever it may be,  can be treated as an excuse for recklessness, irrationality, and misplaced strife-   A quid pro quo  between two individuals- to agree that they are doing something- anything- other than mindlessly drudging through life- Now that is not to say that what love creates is pointless- I said before, I have felt the embrace of love Love festers between individuals for so long it has no option- but to mould the physical to itself- and alter our personalities- Characterized by spontaneity- by indulgence- by risk- to love is the most dangerous experience in existence- the act of being fully vulnerable with another- while promising not to hurt them the same- Love is characterized by vulnerability- and the constant fear of being hurt- So you want to know how to write a true love story? be honest- dwell not on the “romantic” blindfolds that keep us irrationally seeking our partners- dwell not on the on the memories of a love that blossomed- reveal the core of love - A true love story comes from gut instinct- A true love story, comes from experience. A true love story, if truly told, makes the stomach believe So I said I loved once, allow me to elaborate- I too have felt the “butterfly stomach” - where the insides of the lovestruck turn on their host and manifests the emotional significance of meeting “the one” I too have spent the day daydreaming... -Lost in the thought of “the one”, seeking brief breaks from reality in my mind between moments of  utter normalcy I too have melted into a puddle of emotion…. -lying next to “the one” as we slowly spill more and more of the secrets that bound us as individuals, joining a spirit much larger than ourselves- I too have felt... invincible- -to know that I’ve found something more significant than myself. Something that replaces the fear of the future.. and makes it something to look forward to. Yes, I too have fallen in love. and I did just that- I fell. ..And that is my true love story-
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Stricken by the absence of color, and the absence of rainbows that once sung to me. Nullified and numbed by the irrationality of my ego, and my hatred for sanity. These are punctured wounds by the hands of the stained glass, as this shattered hourglass speaks gibberish to me. I'll take all the blame, it was all my fault anyways. As if my world wasn't trippy enough, the only thing standing in my way is you. So let violence sing one last time... Scream for me poetry.
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Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 5:56 PM UTC
Trippy
You are the practicality that keeps me grounded; I am the spontaneity that drags you along. You are the reason to my irrationality; I am the tumult to your calm. You are the answer to my questions; I am the words to your quiet deeds. You are the engineer I cherish; I am the bookworm you esteem. You are the chef I rate as top; I am the baker you adore. You are the handyman I can count on; I am the seamstress you prefer. They say opposites attract, and it seems that might be true. Like two pieces from the puzzles we both love, We fit together seamlessly. To be cliche, you complete me, But in ways I never knew weren't whole.
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Apr 3, 2011
Apr 3, 2011 at 8:34 PM UTC
antonyms and synonyms
Beastly is this monster state yet many damsels cannot avoid Some may call it disturbingly conflicting and become annoyed Where rationality coexists with irrationality in an unstable realm Pretty monster states navigate this journey as captains at the helm Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states No need to disguise your fury or depressions Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states This is just part of your amazing expressions Wonder is this monster state since the inception of Adam and Eve Men can only hope to be compassionate, steadfast and never peeved One moment, pretty monster states can be loving and best friends Next moment, challenging one’s good nature and spirit to extreme ends Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states No need to disguise your fury or depressions Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states This is just part of your amazing expressions Frightful is this monster state like a suspenseful thriller or mystery Only those who are not faint of heart can sleuth this case history Where a profound will of character serves to stabilize one’s constitution Bringing the monster state to an uneventful but amenable restitution Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states No need to disguise your fury or depressions Pretty monster states, Pretty monster states This is just part of your amazing expressions.
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Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 10:44 AM UTC
Pretty Monster States ***
inspired by https://hellopoetry.com/poem/5120189/love-cannot-be-controlled-or-confined/ <> Love is Meant…… and there, I stop… <> nnnnyup; continuing on, this phrase a self~sufficiency, is it not? no conditional clause, dangling particle, no conjunction peg upon to hang your wintered hat, no adjacent adjective for summer's ending sadness, no preposition to lead us to sunny places, where we search more for nouns and pronouns, or to project/protect, in adjectives to clothe our irrationality in logic-e, logic to define, logic to confine, illogically love permits one to say to another human, you mine, hu-mine, [an aside: "you mine,' (really?)] a preposterous prepositional insanity notion, that needs no explication, love is meant, love is meant, love is mean, dream & yet, meant! stadium sized. concert hall big, mini pup tent, love is clean+dirty s i m u l t a n e o u s l y don't you see the self~sufficiency in that? yet you still seek definition, reasoning, seasoning, love is meant to-be bent irregular straightaway, love is meant, to be/not, cold 'n bot, silly hot, lover is inert, hurt, ert,(1) love is every point of, of a sword's length hilt & blade, yet ironic, the tip alone is a self sufficient ***** to be full~on damaging enough to **** to fully comprehend, that  love is meant needs no further modifying defying pointless phrasal modification of explanation… s u n d a y (if the week did not commence with a sunday, hu-mans would have needed to create one, to understand, love is meant) 4:39am Sun Aug 10 Twenty Twenty Fidelio (5) in a new york city frame of mine
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Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 8:06 AM UTC
A Sunday Declaration: Love is Meant...
inspired by https://hellopoetry.com/poem/5120189/love-cannot-be-controlled-or-confined/ <> Love is Meant…… and there, I stop… <> nnnnyup; continuing on, this phrase a self~sufficiency, is it not? no conditional clause, dangling particle, no conjunction peg upon to hang your wintered hat, no adjacent adjective for summer's ending sadness, no preposition to lead us to sunny places, where we search more for nouns and pronouns, or to project/protect, in adjectives to clothe our irrationality in logic-e, logic to define, logic to confine, illogically love permits one to say to another human, you mine, hu-mine, [an aside: "you mine,' (really?)] a preposterous prepositional insanity notion, that needs no explication, love is meant, love is meant, love is mean, dream & yet, meant! stadium sized. concert hall big, mini pup tent, love is clean+dirty s i m u l t a n e o u s l y don't you see the self~sufficiency in that? yet you still seek definition, reasoning, seasoning, love is meant to-be bent irregular straightaway, love is meant, to be/not, cold 'n bot, silly hot, lover is inert, hurt, ert,(1) love is every point of, of a sword's length hilt & blade, yet ironic, the tip alone is a self sufficient ***** to be full~on damaging enough to **** to fully comprehend, that  love is meant needs no further modifying defying pointless phrasal modification of explanation… s u n d a y (if the week did not commence with a sunday, hu-mans would have needed to create one, to understand, love is meant) 4:39am Sun Aug 10 Twenty Twenty Fidelio (5) in a new york city frame of mine
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There’s a copper covered floor      swept in by father’s hand. And a sweet scent dwelling in the thick air      of mother’s sigh. Streams leak into the sills      upon my face. And a blindfold      drapes the ***** A mesmerizing buzz      echoes within. And irrationality      fills my presence.
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 12:23 AM UTC
Inside Outside
I don't know much about Jellyfish, but I do know of a girls biggest wish is to become one of those fish and oh, she would fit. The female Jelly of a rare species, one of the most beautiful, divine finds. A very rare kind, that would ever so shine, there's only one of it's kind, it leaves me so blind. The gentle Jelly so breathtaking that it takes away all of my oxygen, The Jelly's, heart breaking. She's so damaged, she's dead on the inside with many different strings loosely draping among with her, it's a representation of all of her past, so terrible, I wonder if I could  fix that? I don't know if there's a Jellyfish that continuously changes colors in a glowing manner, but she would. This is why this Jellyfish would be the rarest. This Jellyfish would glow colors of Yellow,Purple,Gray,Black,Blue, and Red. The yellow would be her happiness, though it may be the rarest of her colors. Purple, would be her scars. Black, is her hidden irrationality that I wont ever let her drown in, in her wonderful blue lit sea. Gray, would portray something like the clouds on a rainy day, something that keeps her happiness hidden. Blue, a very sad colored blue that would be the color of her tears that I try to wipe and keep away, this blue is more distinct than the color of the waters she lives in because it represents only her pain and only comes out of her. Red, would represent her recent scarring's, a recent ****** wound that has just been cut or even a wound that will not disappear. The Jellyfish being through all that she has been through still continues to float among the sea, a weak, but also a strong Jellyfish as my bubbles keep her afloat, I wont ever let the waves engulf her. The persistent sea critter drifts delicately reminiscing, but not forgetting.
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Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 3:37 AM UTC
The Everlasting Oceans Luminance
I don't know much about Jellyfish, but I do know of a girls biggest wish is to become one of those fish and oh, she would fit. The female Jelly of a rare species, one of the most beautiful, divine finds. A very rare kind, that would ever so shine, there's only one of it's kind, it leaves me so blind. The gentle Jelly so breathtaking that it takes away all of my oxygen, The Jelly's, heart breaking. She's so damaged, she's dead on the inside with many different strings loosely draping among with her, it's a representation of all of her past, so terrible, I wonder if I could  fix that? I don't know if there's a Jellyfish that continuously changes colors in a glowing manner, but she would. This is why this Jellyfish would be the rarest. This Jellyfish would glow colors of Yellow,Purple,Gray,Black,Blue, and Red. The yellow would be her happiness, though it may be the rarest of her colors. Purple, would be her scars. Black, is her hidden irrationality that I wont ever let her drown in, in her wonderful blue lit sea. Gray, would portray something like the clouds on a rainy day, something that keeps her happiness hidden. Blue, a very sad colored blue that would be the color of her tears that I try to wipe and keep away, this blue is more distinct than the color of the waters she lives in because it represents only her pain and only comes out of her. Red, would represent her recent scarring's, a recent ****** wound that has just been cut or even a wound that will not disappear. The Jellyfish being through all that she has been through still continues to float among the sea, a weak, but also a strong Jellyfish as my bubbles keep her afloat, I wont ever let the waves engulf her. The persistent sea critter drifts delicately reminiscing, but not forgetting.
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Look, you have now broken your back bone Because of climbing tall trees and high balconies To spy on your wife as she roves the village, You climbed a Tall baobab tree up to the apex To play sentry and spy on your wife When she went down the river to fetch some water For you to bathe and wash your jealousy body And when she met her brother-in –law; The man from another village across the river Who greeted her with a prolonged hug Embracing your wife in his strong arms They way a giant can do to a beauty model, Feat of goofy jealous gripped you And you forgot that you were perching in high danger At the top of the baobab tree, you left yourself unsupported As all selfish men can in feats of irrationality Coming down like a sack of wet sand Falling in a thud, breaking your poor backbone! Dude; be warned from spying on your wife.
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Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:25 PM UTC
BE WARNED FROM SPYING ON YOUR WIFE
I have a heart made to adore juvenile fantasies, despite modern tragedies. In moments of madness when modern photography presents to me the horrors of humanity I can engage for a minute and escape the insanity in the comics that carry super hero forms. When I see bombs that blister skin till flesh bursts revealing red disfigurement I can travel in my own mental compartment to escape this. I can revisit Winnie the pooh or review the crew of “Star Trek The Next Generation.” When mind numbing poverty rears its sad faces at me, with stranger’s eyes and thin lips quivering in lonely desperation, despite my empathy I have a gift for escaping the irrationality of human suffering. I just sip the soft brew of nostalgia for old cartoons recalling a slightly saner time, when all the sorrows were only mine, when I ached with a mother’s fury but tv shows saw me distracted the fact is I have been escaping my whole life, and I don’t see that changing.
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Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 10:30 AM UTC
Untitled 12
Dealing with anger innocently means we become angry and immature where you shout and you scream and you make love to  irrationality and you make truths            tweaked and mice             monsters then, how do you deal with mature anger? the type that's repressed and kept the type that expresses through clipped words and picked sounds and licked letters where you hold your tongue and beat your drum and sigh loudly. What now do with this anger. When neither can answer and each has understood each has come to know the anger and which it there stem so why be it.. the lost remain lost this "mature" language of anger is obsolete we must like children disrupt this planet erupt amidst the winds and cry
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Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 3:36 AM UTC
mad
Everything was going according to plan Highschool. Pre-Med. Med. Specialization. Never in my wildest dreams did I think That you would add up to this equation Never did I think that things would end up Like how it is at this moment. *You never were meant for this equation And yet, you fit in so perfectly* I was expecting nothing, and yet.. You Never did I think that you, once a variable, would become a constant. That you would succeed euler's number or the symbol for radians, pi, as important constants in my life, you're as important but as confusing as i. I mean, at times you're really confusing me like rationalizing the negative square root of 3, but it's simply, really how I thought it would be to make sense of irrationality. Things like this would make sense mathematically, but not in reality. In reality, you're more simple, yet oh-so filled with insanity. But it still boggles my mind, on how a lovely variable like you becomes a constant in my life.
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May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:30 AM UTC
Out-of-the-plan
Fear Judged by irrationality Hidden in accidental oversights Feeding the dragon that leaks molten lava in salty streaks of regret Fear Empty wasted emotion Saving ourselves from ourselves Saving you from me Worst case scenarios never included you punishing me at the sight of my weakness Fear You only love me beautiful Love is a profound type of collective psychosis Looks like strength but hides the truth The truth that certainty is the truest delusion Fear On my best day, in the best possible scenario, I am still invisible Open and still transparent Full and still forgotten Insightful and irrelevant my thoughts pour out unheard Fear In my demon's shadows lives the truth of my vulnerability I am weak because I love you I am a warrior because you love me I am strong because I love you I am a lamb because you love me Fear Spilling my unseen secrets My evil self-talk, my mantra of honest lies The purr of a kitten unsettles a soul beginning to believe it mattered Pain dismissed in the peaceful snores of a tired moon Fear The sun shines in hope on the remnants of dream On the nightmare of forgotten, overlooked, inconsequential truth Empty apologies and the familiarity of beloved anguish Herald the realization, that words don't matter Truth or lies, faithless faithful, and a newfound silence Fear Invisible save for the ash lines that tell the tale Of how I begged forgiveness for sharing my tormented and twisted mind Only to be interrupted by the sounds of your peaceful slumber Fear To be everything to your everything and realize I am still........nothing at all
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
Invisible, Irrelevant, Forgotten, and Dismissed (spoken word)
Fear Judged by irrationality Hidden in accidental oversights Feeding the dragon that leaks molten lava in salty streaks of regret Fear Empty wasted emotion Saving ourselves from ourselves Saving you from me Worst case scenarios never included you punishing me at the sight of my weakness Fear You only love me beautiful Love is a profound type of collective psychosis Looks like strength but hides the truth The truth that certainty is the truest delusion Fear On my best day, in the best possible scenario, I am still invisible Open and still transparent Full and still forgotten Insightful and irrelevant my thoughts pour out unheard Fear In my demon's shadows lives the truth of my vulnerability I am weak because I love you I am a warrior because you love me I am strong because I love you I am a lamb because you love me Fear Spilling my unseen secrets My evil self-talk, my mantra of honest lies The purr of a kitten unsettles a soul beginning to believe it mattered Pain dismissed in the peaceful snores of a tired moon Fear The sun shines in hope on the remnants of dream On the nightmare of forgotten, overlooked, inconsequential truth Empty apologies and the familiarity of beloved anguish Herald the realization, that words don't matter Truth or lies, faithless faithful, and a newfound silence Fear Invisible save for the ash lines that tell the tale Of how I begged forgiveness for sharing my tormented and twisted mind Only to be interrupted by the sounds of your peaceful slumber Fear To be everything to your everything and realize I am still........nothing at all
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My ***** Lover Irrationality always wins Chicago is aspirated beast Braggart forced laugh I had a vision but I have no vision Dreamed I was making out with a woman Who had long stretchy pink octopus tentacles Sedulously legato ephemera Growing from external rim of ****** Sobriquet inimical desiccation One tentacle wrapped around and tickled Diurnal nugatory verisimilitude While other squeezed testicles What was I talking about, oh yes Everything got out of hand Expect unthinkable gusting winds To huff puff blow house down Filthy rotten scoundrel but Started out so sweet Inchoate caliphate apocryphal Wish I had her gift
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May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 11:13 AM UTC
My ***** Lover
remember... when you were young, very young, recently untethered from proximal parental strings... that liberated freshman rushing into a .... cave of independent studies and uninhibited sexuality... that mulligan phase of impulse and irrationality and...yes...experimentation... of wide-eyed science interns  with mother's cheeks, daddy's visa and the best animal-testing lab on the planet... with live uncontrolled studies of sleep deprivation, orgiastic tolerance, *** toxicity and the effect of extreme jello-shooting on graduation rates... and, of course, the ultra-rad LUG/GUG philosophy, the ultimate pregnancy-avoidance plan guaranteed or your STD back... then you got a degree, a real job, and a surreal 5-figure student loan balance... or was it 6? or maybe you just dropped out like bill, steve or mark... and started a revolution... ~ P (7/21/2013)
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Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 3:59 PM UTC
Revolution 101...
you are the reason and I am the cause together existing as a single tangible flaw staring down fate with our hearts entwined a bitter feud of passionate irrationality showing all the signs adorned with a conscious need to seek more with time no time left, the clock strikes midnight and we go, we go; we keep going on bringing our hands closer to what we want pushing through unto dawn with this plight solidarity benefits the purpose of why separating all the words between meanings aligned defining reason alone with blank canvas minds ready and willing to satiate this place in space and time decimating indecision with open eyes combined efforts sought through curiosity the blank pages wired down with what we know but what we want has forsaken us without a means to write it all down carried away with doubt and fear of being burned from the bright sun still whispering lullabies that help us both stay in the fight this helpless inspiration is determined by the stronger voice I wont rest until I reverberate every breath of ours by choice solemn hours of sleepless nights breaking the lines between life and love and a scarred heart desperate to redefine shores lie dormant, ready to drown us under its persistence every provocation and implication suffers from empty lies deceiving ourselves, trying to forget the lifetime of pain deliverance lost in the darkness, seeking to make things right and I just want to be the one to show you the light
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 5:52 PM UTC
determined
all day on the brink saline hinging on lashes reading minds far away fortune-telling actions and overgeneralizing filtering the nonsense to make room for the nonsensical minimizing positivity maximizing black and white negatives focusing on despair internal anguish; vicious cycle of irrationality automatically a day in the life inside of me
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Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 6:18 PM UTC
cognitive distortions
Summon up the courage keeping up the cover A Minefield of memory, I see you uncover Irrationality implosion - Energetically, explosion. Do you really think, in our realities that a happiness love, might continue? When emotions are temporary & feelings too fleeting Listen when I announce my selfishness. Listen, as I manipulate.
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Jun 17, 2023
Jun 17, 2023 at 7:50 AM UTC
(on a Bed of Feather White)
Barefooted teenager Sliding D&G; watches Into a bag filled with Addidas shoes. It's bonfire night in the cities Of England. Come out, children, To the heart of the city and Bleed it dry. Betray your hunger, The greed that consumes you And the indifference bred into Your marrow. Bred by despair and shiny Baubles in window displays And worn by all those Stars in those glossy mags. It's a consumer's world; it's about Instant gratification, not hard work - Even if work could be found. But why work if you can steal? Bonfire night. Like when we burn that Guy. Fawkes? He tried to destroy Parliament But teenage angst and thugs could do in a few nights What his barrels of gunpowder couldn't. Alcohol and **** to last a Short lifetime. Shopkeepers in the way Should know better; You can't fight Irrationality. It has no conscience. ****** loot, burn like in those Movies about war, Grand Theft Auto, And a million other games. Just keep Moving so you never have to actually think. But just in case, let's blame someone else: Let's blame race, the Met, politicians, The schools, the economy, parents -   Society. Burn, London. Burn, Birmingham, Burn, Manchester, Burn Liverpool. Burn, Gloucester. Burn, burn, burn, But let tomorrow be just another day. Bonfire night. Every night. Till they put out the fires, Tend the wounded and Bury the dead.
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Aug 19, 2011
Aug 19, 2011 at 5:55 PM UTC
England is Burning: Bonfire Night
MAHA SHIVA RATHRI Truth, goodness and beauty are eternal trinity They are the qualities of rarity and divinity Today the Hindus celebrate maha shiva Rathri(the great night of goodness) may this Hindu festival bring upon you all brightness and greatness! Christians believe only Yahuwah as reality Muslims regard only Allah as divinity but Hindus believe that God dwells in every entity and worship every plant, mountain, river as Diety Atheists plead God as mere irrationality but nobody can deny the trinity which are more internal than external God may not be truth but truth is God God may not be beauty but beauty is God God may not stand for goodness but goodness is surely God Let us all strive for the trinity Truth, goodness and beauty
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Mar 2, 2011
Mar 2, 2011 at 5:26 AM UTC
MAHA SHIVA RATHRI (THE GREAT NIGHT OF GOODNESS)
I walk the empty road of hurried days the dark holds opportunities that the light burns through. Nerves have been narcissistic in that self-loathing battering that I promised you I wouldn't commit to again. is it different if you're a witness? Hiding isn't part of the agenda, if you could call irrationality an agenda. here's to touching upon a few points in which I don't show all sides. I'm nervous to talk to the people who make me happy and I'm jaded to their presence, because I'm a modern-day gatsby with a touch of bukowski (or maybe a slam) and all I want is for  this romantic inside of me to give up on the struggle and give in. I want to let her form allude me because it's not important, she just wants recognition for the fact that she has an education and knows how to use it. I'm just going to let my words smash onto the page, maybe edit before a show, maybe not. Probably go drink a beer on the local trail and stare at the back yards of the wealthy and sharpie in an eye ball on the cement brick on which I set my empty bottle for company, because flowers don't get far in foam. Nostalgia here we are again, this time there's no search for meaning, I know you completely and ever since we've met you've refused to let go (somewhat of a curse, yet I love you). If I want to let myself be free, then I have to let go of others judgement. If maybe for a second I didn't think of what others thought about me and I didn't think about them to occupy the empty space, then I would truly return to the person I was before my self-esteem plummeted beneath all that I knew to be right and wrong. Before it hurt to write my feelings because of the fear that what I wrote wouldn't be good enough, or long enough, no matter how many compliments came shooting through me. "I forgot, you're bad at accepting compliments." I don't want that to be true, I don't want to beat myself up over the fact that someone else has great beauty simply because I am blind of my own. Self-love, here I come, it'll help me live life without tangles.
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May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 4:06 AM UTC
the power of applied knowledge
I walk the empty road of hurried days the dark holds opportunities that the light burns through. Nerves have been narcissistic in that self-loathing battering that I promised you I wouldn't commit to again. is it different if you're a witness? Hiding isn't part of the agenda, if you could call irrationality an agenda. here's to touching upon a few points in which I don't show all sides. I'm nervous to talk to the people who make me happy and I'm jaded to their presence, because I'm a modern-day gatsby with a touch of bukowski (or maybe a slam) and all I want is for  this romantic inside of me to give up on the struggle and give in. I want to let her form allude me because it's not important, she just wants recognition for the fact that she has an education and knows how to use it. I'm just going to let my words smash onto the page, maybe edit before a show, maybe not. Probably go drink a beer on the local trail and stare at the back yards of the wealthy and sharpie in an eye ball on the cement brick on which I set my empty bottle for company, because flowers don't get far in foam. Nostalgia here we are again, this time there's no search for meaning, I know you completely and ever since we've met you've refused to let go (somewhat of a curse, yet I love you). If I want to let myself be free, then I have to let go of others judgement. If maybe for a second I didn't think of what others thought about me and I didn't think about them to occupy the empty space, then I would truly return to the person I was before my self-esteem plummeted beneath all that I knew to be right and wrong. Before it hurt to write my feelings because of the fear that what I wrote wouldn't be good enough, or long enough, no matter how many compliments came shooting through me. "I forgot, you're bad at accepting compliments." I don't want that to be true, I don't want to beat myself up over the fact that someone else has great beauty simply because I am blind of my own. Self-love, here I come, it'll help me live life without tangles.
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Why rush something? I can't control. It pays to be patience. Least that what I been told. Rushing never solved anything. When you late. Except gave a bad impression to a date. And when the total joy doesn't appear. That's when you suddenly fid fear appears. Irrationality then sets in. And we starts to defend the things we did. Just to hear that thought within our brain. That rushing never solved a single thing. Patience has always been the key. To common sense reasoning to succeed. God moves at his own course. And have given us that great choice. To realize good things always come within time. So let's not make decisions that leave us wondering why?
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Jun 9, 2012
Jun 9, 2012 at 9:24 AM UTC
Patience
when my hands turn to claws and my eyes burn red i sometimes cant hold back the things that i have said the fear of unrequited love of losing someone so dear is always so present always so near and im still learning to push these delusions aside to just breathe and be with you and let the seas have a calmer tide its these past fer days i'v been under so much weight the bad thoughts cant hide from everything attacking me from the outside so i attack myself and i didn't mean for you to feel the shrapnel for you to see the blood but i'm drawing a treaty of my sides the irrational and logical logic is in charge now irrationality has surrendered now we can be happy again we can be like we were before you made me fight even harder fight this war for you
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Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 3:43 PM UTC
War Torn
Power pulsating between my legs Irrational intrigue  between my ears Alacrity asunder between my ribs -Heretical human blender- Serving up cleverly crafted cocktails I am Spouting sureness from between my lips I am Stirring in sweet sultriness Soliciting sour sabotage Submerging you in salty squeamishness -Colloquial courtesan, curtly castrating consumers- Inebriating you equally with inevitable irrationality Welcome to my "Reader’s Digest" Prepared especially for you with my psychologically indigestible
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Jan 14, 2012
Jan 14, 2012 at 10:35 AM UTC
Reader's Digest
O LOVE! O LOVE! WHY ARE YOU EVER DEVOID OF LOGIC? Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya; [email protected]) Mankind in its pathetic folly entice you in a dint of stupor Knowing not your true colour and texture Endeavoring to achieve glory in your mastery With the so limited human capacity In grey faith that you are a cradle of bliss But O love! Why are you ever crooked? Young men and women in strength of their sinews Toil day and night in ******* of humanity Praying and whining incantations with the hope for optimal love Ornamenting their bodies with diamond and bronze Fibre and silk ornamented to helm of providence In the foolish quest for love equillibria But in full stretch of your vice, you impish love You catapult all away to the shifted goal posts O love! O love! Why are you ever ruthless? You hate the learned but you favour the strong You hate professors but you favour the soldiers You hate the rich but you favour the agile You hate the lawyers but you favour the footballers You hate the pastors but you favour the ruffian You hate the whites but you favour the Negroes You hate the groomed but you love the ragamuffin You hate the chaste but you favour the mistress O love! O love! Why are you ever illogical? Love, I revere you for wickedness and irrationality In all of your history you scored sum *** laude In the duo as blend of your domain, Look; You never dwell in a genuine companionship You like where the couth will interject; Amidst fornication between married and single ones Amidst adultery in the triangle of foul compassion Amidst miscegenation between black and white Amidst infatuation between the whole and the lame Amidst conjugal appetite between the old and the young Amidst concupiscence between house master and houshelp Amidst immorality of married master over the wallowing servant Amidst libidos between literate teacher unto the peasant pupil Amidst disordered passion among the sly lesbians Amidst impious ********** among the suave gays O love! O love! You are the most wicked force! Love I am told; your colour is red You may be red or you may not be red But all in all, you deserve poetical veneration For your herculean ability to bend the most wise; In your force you made sagacious Shakespeare to bend In your force you made Princes Diana to bend and bend Bending downwardly stooping for Afawoyed the moor, In your stupefying dint you made Napoleon de Bonaparte To bend and bend downwardly stooping for Josephine Josephine a famed she-Casanova in the gone Paris Among the then humanity and the then animality, In your impairing machinery you set sons on their fathers In the roman empire of Antony and Ceaser In the scramble for Cleopatra, the Egyptian queen Beauty of her aquiline nose heavily hovered perhaps In the eyes of the Roman beholders The father and the son only to sent the empire To the love forlorn smithereens!
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 5:08 AM UTC
O love ! O love ! why are you ever devoid of logic ?
O LOVE! O LOVE! WHY ARE YOU EVER DEVOID OF LOGIC? Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya; [email protected]) Mankind in its pathetic folly entice you in a dint of stupor Knowing not your true colour and texture Endeavoring to achieve glory in your mastery With the so limited human capacity In grey faith that you are a cradle of bliss But O love! Why are you ever crooked? Young men and women in strength of their sinews Toil day and night in ******* of humanity Praying and whining incantations with the hope for optimal love Ornamenting their bodies with diamond and bronze Fibre and silk ornamented to helm of providence In the foolish quest for love equillibria But in full stretch of your vice, you impish love You catapult all away to the shifted goal posts O love! O love! Why are you ever ruthless? You hate the learned but you favour the strong You hate professors but you favour the soldiers You hate the rich but you favour the agile You hate the lawyers but you favour the footballers You hate the pastors but you favour the ruffian You hate the whites but you favour the Negroes You hate the groomed but you love the ragamuffin You hate the chaste but you favour the mistress O love! O love! Why are you ever illogical? Love, I revere you for wickedness and irrationality In all of your history you scored sum *** laude In the duo as blend of your domain, Look; You never dwell in a genuine companionship You like where the couth will interject; Amidst fornication between married and single ones Amidst adultery in the triangle of foul compassion Amidst miscegenation between black and white Amidst infatuation between the whole and the lame Amidst conjugal appetite between the old and the young Amidst concupiscence between house master and houshelp Amidst immorality of married master over the wallowing servant Amidst libidos between literate teacher unto the peasant pupil Amidst disordered passion among the sly lesbians Amidst impious ********** among the suave gays O love! O love! You are the most wicked force! Love I am told; your colour is red You may be red or you may not be red But all in all, you deserve poetical veneration For your herculean ability to bend the most wise; In your force you made sagacious Shakespeare to bend In your force you made Princes Diana to bend and bend Bending downwardly stooping for Afawoyed the moor, In your stupefying dint you made Napoleon de Bonaparte To bend and bend downwardly stooping for Josephine Josephine a famed she-Casanova in the gone Paris Among the then humanity and the then animality, In your impairing machinery you set sons on their fathers In the roman empire of Antony and Ceaser In the scramble for Cleopatra, the Egyptian queen Beauty of her aquiline nose heavily hovered perhaps In the eyes of the Roman beholders The father and the son only to sent the empire To the love forlorn smithereens!
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