"involvements" poems
Strong is the foundation,
but renovations needed
Signs of wear from past involvements
Darkness settles, absence of power
Then an unexpected luminescence
Out of the fog and into the light
Broken, healing, mending
Like an emotional carpenter,
She begins to repair his wounds
New relationship is formed
But scars from the past causes doubt and fear
Stubbornness, insecurity, irrational immaturity
Relationship agreement null and void
Heart dipped in liquid carbon
Shattered across the slab
Alone again, button of
Self destruct almost activated
But a change is brewing
God is present, never alone
Lessons learned, heart at ease
Sharp is the mind, priorities clear
Calm and peaceful, open heart
Confident, self worth known
Fixer upper upped and fixed?
Only time will tell
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 8:13 PM UTC
I have had 10 romantic involvements.
60% have told me they loved me.
I have told 50% that I love them.
I lied to 80% of that 50% (.4)
I do not remember if 10% meant as much as I think it did.
And 10% has me.
I have hurt 100%.
I only talk to 30% now.
Numbers are the only
source of oxygen that
my veins accept as currency
refuting blood and organic matter
I am 100%
sorry
Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 2:59 AM UTC
Ambitious achievements
Believable dreams
Continual dedication
Distinguished devotions
Empathy assembles
Fabulous frames
Genuine exceeds
Helpful highlights
Indications increase
Joyful overpowers
Kindness proceeds
Laughter succeeds
Management changes
Nomination strengthens
Optimism produces
Politeness conquers
Quiet decides
Restful reminds us
Satisfying solutions
Triumphant sensations
Understandable involvements
Victory defeats
Worthiness reigns
X-ray heals questions with
Yearning desires
Zestful concludes 26 meanings
Deborrah Ann Stenberg
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 10:22 AM UTC
only English has disgraced itself, as a language,
it didn't learn from it's other Latin
orthographers, whether french or german,
just didn't learn from them,
i mean, English, the language,
could have started improving its style,
its orthography, adding accents, here and there,
improving elocution, it's worth the
particulars in harbours, ironically it isn't
a universal language, there are no universal
instances in using it, there are plenty
of particular instance that do require stresses
and other such involvements,
but the six brothers dreamed up too much
technology prior, the Grand Father of the Empire
split the cabbage patch between the five brothers:
gave much to the American son,
much also to the Australian son,
much also to the Canadian,
the South Africa got a part of Europe from the 1940s,
the Caribbean son received a pretty sunset,
the English son got ****** in the ***
and given what the newspapers are covering
i'm really sceptical while only children migrants
are welcomed... ********** the tournament
of who can shove an ice-cube into a teenagers
*** to make **** *********** seem cool?
really sceptical while the prime minister only
wants children... come, you following-up
the hot topics in british journalism?
but like i said, the one chance the English language
had to improve itself, to succumb to the
judgement of the preservation of the Latin via
a - z was to add diacritical marks, instead the internet
emerged and we simply got an Eaton mess...
look how mishandled English is among the young!
omni acronym omni short-script,
omni dyslexia,
lazy lazy buggers... while the Germans are fiercely compounding,
Rindfleischetikettierungsueberwachungsau
(law delegating beef label monitoring) - now let's
do some syllable surgery on it to get a tennis ball
bouncing rhythm:
rind' fleische' tikettierung' sueber' wachungsau' -
or thereabouts in Pomerania - and the French
such hark rather than trill Rs and produce excess
spelling via tongue ties upon tongue ties
(every time i hear it i just hear bubbly blue
bubbly blue bue bue and Moulin Rouge cancan) -
English is shrapnel, empty pistachio shells in comparison,
and yet still the internet proved how ugly
things became... *** LOL (e.g.); and yet i'm
finding it the most effective language for volume.
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 4:37 AM UTC
Is love like a fire? Burning away the unwanted involvements and reminiscences just by that one person. Does love feel like a sweltering desire? Or maybe an eruption in your gut that has the baby hairs on your thighs stand?
How might love be clarified without making it too impenetrable for longing humanity? I believe that love feels tremendous and to have a complete heart, you need someone to make it grander, brighter, and swell.
When I study love from afar, I suspect that it is as flimsy as a snow-flake. It becomes perfect in the winter, but momentarily, summer spreads and the snow-flakes dissolve into water that rapidly washes away down a canal. But if wintertime remained endlessly, the snow-flakes will be impeccable.
Maybe love is flawless and the love we see isn’t how it’s supposed to be perceived. Perhaps we have it all wrong. I predict that there is love in everyone’s body; they are just waiting for someone to give it to.
Aug 27, 2013
Aug 27, 2013 at 11:32 PM UTC
I want to be 21 eternally
Why must youth disintegrate?
I want vitality as my lifetime warranty
Is a physical body mandatory for existence
Or is our body just the hardware and
Our soul is the software
I've disposed of fickle involvements
So why can I not possess unlimited knowledge about the Universe
Colloquial chatter among the subservient is prose
Whereas the secrets of the universe
Are akin to poetic verse
Is it truly a desirable thing to be a Tuck Everlasting?
I am just aware that I need a lot more time for everything I want to do in life
That I preferably wish to fulfill in my youth
But not everything is ideal, is it?
21 will soon be gone in not very long, and a decade will be blown away with something as weak as a breeze
Adulthood has stretched out it's grey and leathery hands and is trying to pull me under it's hold
But I push away with all of my youthful strength
For I refuse to grow old in my soul
Diagnosis: Peter Pan syndrome
Take me to never-land
Where all unfinished plans will have a place to take seed and grow.
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 9:49 PM UTC
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/ \ / \
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the solitary girl
Looks on out across the vast emptiness
Of our society
And smiles
•
Slowly softly
She rises
)(
The internecine wars !
The petty love affairs and other false involvements !
our shrinking disappearing self esteem !
//
She smiles soft and slowly
Enters the world
•••
She will not falter
She will not sell her birthright
For no stinking porridge !!
//
She walks the real Earth with the Saints
•
Broken hearts !
Mend !
Walk the true road and she
( & I )
Will still be standing here
//
Death surrounds us
LIGHT !
Shine !!!!!!!!
•
We are the only TODAY
that shall have
A TOMORROW
!!
Come
Out of Trump's *******
Into the world !
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Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 3:28 PM UTC
To my heart you are fixed or fastened so as not to give way, become loose, or be lost.
Protected against attack of any disloyal activity.
Feeling safe, stable, and free from fear or anxiety.
Feeling no doubts about attaining our certainty to achieve
Love makes it hard to open up to any one else you have the key therefore it's fasten and locked.
Like a suspect secured in the back of a patrol car
Forever detain in your solitude
The heart is concerned to secure the feelings against too many foreign ownerships
Seeking to guarantee repayment of [of love] by having a right to take possession of an digression in the event of non involvements.
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 8:36 AM UTC
It's been a battle
you got hurt
and went unhealed for so long
sometimes it was a "friendly fire"
and sometimes you ended up losing a part of you in this war
they called it collateral damage
they called it
life
You might be wounded inside
I can't tell
because you've forged such a thick skin
an armor
that shields you against
all the judgements
sympathies
involvements
and the diggings
the diggings
that often turn into a scene
in which you throw up the passion you had for "focusing on the future"
i love that armor though
it isn't just a makeup
it's an identity
and rightfully it's not see-through
so, it's safe inside
I get it
I do
I wear mine every morning
or night
or day
I don't know
whenever I am up
I mean, down
Nov 10, 2020
Nov 10, 2020 at 1:33 PM UTC