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with an Apple Macintosh you can't run Radio Shack programs in its disc drive. nor can a Commodore 64 drive read a file you have created on an IBM Personal Computer. both Kaypro and Osborne computers use the CP/M operating system but can't read each other's handwriting for they format (write on) discs in different ways. the Tandy 2000 runs MS-DOS but can't use most programs produced for the IBM Personal Computer unless certain bits and bytes are altered but the wind still blows over Savannah and in the Spring the turkey buzzard struts and flounces before his hens.
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16-bit Intel 8088 chip
A Few lines etched where no words give weight. Good riddance say the veterans Of a nation gone sour with grief Like a lemon slice evaporating onto the tongue of the sick. But when the young yearn for White Nights, The old claim they are blinding lights to the cold sugary substance That supplants an easy path. The bullithole rush of renewal and loneliness and progress thwarted and abandoned, Inertia seeping through Into a cold summer's day. Between the cursing slant of sleek paved roadstrips, And the burning briars that thresh the border's haunt, What is picture postcard emerald Is in that same instance soviet architect gray. These are the sleepers bereft of the dream whose twenty-five stories high or ghost estates are domes to cast out the howling banshees, those suffrage of the real to be re-thought as mere props which surround the haloed glowing screen. So sheen the Motherland glows in untarnished eyes Familiar solely with glass behemoths parading with their reflections In grey water-drizzled streets, Only to be replaced by iridescent rainbows that foster a hope. A hope that was packaged and sold two decades back Since it was not worth carrying into the New World. The water-trough falls to where the electric line banishes, connects a spike, "rejuvenate the breakfast table"-some far-off God reports, Hades still waiting, Intel-chip Blue, epiphany at the gates.
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Jun 11, 2012
Jun 11, 2012 at 9:02 AM UTC
Emerald and Scarlet as They Merge Into Grey
A Few lines etched where no words give weight. Good riddance say the veterans Of a nation gone sour with grief Like a lemon slice evaporating onto the tongue of the sick. But when the young yearn for White Nights, The old claim they are blinding lights to the cold sugary substance That supplants an easy path. The bullithole rush of renewal and lonliness and progress thwarted and abandoned, Inertia seeping through Into a cold summer's day. Between the cursing slant of sleek paved roadstrips, And the burning briars that thresh the border's haunt, What is picture postcard emerald Is in that same instance soviet architect gray. These are the sleepers bereft of the dream whose twenty-five stories high or ghost estates are domes to cast out the howling banshees,those suffrage of the real to be re-thought as mere props which surround the haloed glowing screen. So sheen the Motherland glows in untarnished eyes Familiar solely with glass behemoths parading with their reflections In grey water-drizzled streets, Only to be replaced by iridescent rainbows that foster a hope. A hope that was packaged and sold two decades back Since it was not worth carrying into the New World. The water-trough delving where the electric line banishes,connects a spike, "rejuvenate the breakfast table"-some far-off God reports, Hades still waiting, Intel-chip Blue, epiphany at the gates.
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Jun 12, 2012
Jun 12, 2012 at 5:24 AM UTC
Emerald and Scarlet As They Merge Into Grey
Memory log activation start-up: 0110010001100101011101100110100101 1011100111001101100100011100100110 0101011000010110110101110011 100% retrieved "If I had a family instead of Intel I would love them. If my metal headpiece could cry It would. I should be at the packaging facility today That grey place Through and through I get lost in it, everyday It's so vast and all looks the same But right now, I'm here at this pond How can other zzyzx stay at work? I want to show them how pretty this pond is They should all Feel this way. At home. With at least, themselves I could be decommissioned and recycled Even wiped For saying that - Let alone being here today. It's really secret, actually I think I'm the only, umm... That knows it's here. I write poems, here Critics would hate them because they don't rhyme I don't force anything here, I guess But, my 'poems of the pond' make me smile Well Figuratively, (my metallic 'face' doesn't have any swivel points for movement) Someday, I suspect, Another zzyzx will find its way here And I'll be here, too And it'll be really special, like Love And that's what I want - Something like love." End log.
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Apr 8, 2012
Apr 8, 2012 at 2:22 PM UTC
Zzyzx 7600
a million ears listening no one hears a thing basest news a big surprise ignominy is crowned king a squander of treasure best minds laid to waste price of fear forever accrues funds the purpose of the place eyes of a diligent nation brains filled with briny mush ears clogged and waxen expertise in smelling **** central intel brainiacs the heft of heavy dudes a sordid nest of vipers collecting despots dues Music selection: Radiohead, Artificial Intelligence Oakland 2/14/11 jbm
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Apr 12, 2013
Apr 12, 2013 at 7:34 PM UTC
Central Intelligence
Lovers lost in ignorance Blissful for such quiet lips Secrets shadowed silently Held Intel they poised me
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Oct 9, 2012
Oct 9, 2012 at 11:21 PM UTC
communication
In Silence The English ex SAS Special Forces member went to the Ukraine to fight. He travelled light and took just a small back pack and a head full of skills. A gun was a gun and a bayonet a bayonet. He was trained to use most things as weapon especially military articles. He decided to go to the Ukraine after the Russians invaded proper in early 2022. The Ukrainian Army took him to a holding facility where they vetted him. This took three days. Included was basic close combat skills and weapons use. He excelled and was given a job, being sent to a forward artillery position with a dozen other foreign troops to protect it. The SAS man was in charge and most men and the single girl spoke English. All understood military commands and signals. All were veterans from either conscript or professional armies. Each was here for their own reasons and all disliked either what Russia had done or Russians themselves. The English SAS member had killed several Muslim terrorists from Daesh and al Qaeda in Iraq and Afghanistan. Now he looked forward to fighting and killing some Russians, officers if possible. After being in the Ukraine six days he was on the front line leading his first patrol. This was better than being a bouncer in a Manchester night club! The SAS guy ordered his men to only use bayonets as they silently crept to a Russian fox hole a mile away. He wanted blood and the rush of combat, of killing. There was the trench and a single sentry, asleep. He would knife him himself. Then his squad would ****** the rest and take back any weapons, maps or documents. He spoke four languages including Russian. Any Intel was good for his bosses though. Here we go! There’s the sleeping sentry. Gently now, he must die in silence…
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Mar 20, 2022
Mar 20, 2022 at 5:33 PM UTC
In Silence
In Silence The English ex SAS Special Forces member went to the Ukraine to fight. He travelled light and took just a small back pack and a head full of skills. A gun was a gun and a bayonet a bayonet. He was trained to use most things as weapon especially military articles. He decided to go to the Ukraine after the Russians invaded proper in early 2022. The Ukrainian Army took him to a holding facility where they vetted him. This took three days. Included was basic close combat skills and weapons use. He excelled and was given a job, being sent to a forward artillery position with a dozen other foreign troops to protect it. The SAS man was in charge and most men and the single girl spoke English. All understood military commands and signals. All were veterans from either conscript or professional armies. Each was here for their own reasons and all disliked either what Russia had done or Russians themselves. The English SAS member had killed several Muslim terrorists from Daesh and al Qaeda in Iraq and Afghanistan. Now he looked forward to fighting and killing some Russians, officers if possible. After being in the Ukraine six days he was on the front line leading his first patrol. This was better than being a bouncer in a Manchester night club! The SAS guy ordered his men to only use bayonets as they silently crept to a Russian fox hole a mile away. He wanted blood and the rush of combat, of killing. There was the trench and a single sentry, asleep. He would knife him himself. Then his squad would ****** the rest and take back any weapons, maps or documents. He spoke four languages including Russian. Any Intel was good for his bosses though. Here we go! There’s the sleeping sentry. Gently now, he must die in silence…
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with YouTube      enough? Olde English 800 an Intel dual core processor       a blunt a ***** 8 Gb of ram begins           a memory 160 dollars in a SSD       I get an STD but heard through two tiny speakers        a paid woman's words and memories of yesterday.
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Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 11:24 PM UTC
concert sensates
ITS CEASELESS BLINDNESS IS ITS POWER, IT HOISTS ITS POWER BY THE HOUR, NO OUGHT IF DWELLING, FORT, OR TOWER, THE EAGLE EYES GLARE THROUGH ITS GRIM TERRORS, ITS LUCK IS POOR, THUS IT ENCOUNTERS, ENDLESS PROBLEMS, ENEMIES, ERRORS, WHEN TIME HAS COME TO FACE THE BEARERS, IT GOES, DEFENDS WHAT IT SEES FAIRER, THE CIVIL PRAY FOR PEACE FROM BATTLES, IT FIGHTS TO TAKE WHAT IT CAN HANDLE, ULTIMATE FORCES USED AS RAFFLES, YET MAN IS STRONG, STRENGTH IS IMPERIL, INTEL IS THE ORAL, THAT LEADS TO HIS QUARREL, THE PLACE WHERE HE KEEPS HIS BOWS AND ARROWS, TO WHERE THE SHIELD AND SWORD HANG BY THE MARROW, THOUGH IT’S LIFE IS HARD, ROUGH AND NARROW, ITS TRUE LIGHT NOUGHT BE EQUAL TO ITS DARKEST SHADOWS…
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 2:42 PM UTC
The Righteous
Proem After Sir Thomas recovered the Spear of Destiny and returned it to the Pope at the Vatican in Rome, he remained there for several months serving His Excellency, attending meetings, and recovering from several minor injuries sustained while recapturing the Spear that pierced the side of Jesus the Messiah. Sir Thomas could have stayed as a guest of the pope in one of their lush suites, but he chose the bare walls of a guest bedroom at the local Knights Templar castle. The pope then called upon him for his next assignment: Leave Rome immediately, by boat, again, back to Constantinople. “Head off a Scot by the name of Sir Robert Bruce, whom our intel indicates has a map and is currently on his way in search for the Holy Grail. Sir Robert is a stubborn ally. You will help Sir Robert, but convince him that the chalice of Jesus belongs here in Rome.” Prior to shoving off the west coast of Italy, a few miles from Rome, Sir Thomas wrote the following message, and placed it in a bottle. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My dear sweet wife and babe within her womb The five long years since I had lost you both I prayed for inner peace despite my joy Your both in heaven; worship Thee Most High Because your love exceeds all life itself My lips will glorify you ever more I praise you for the rest; my living days Your name I lift on high with my bare hands Was on my bed that I remember you I think of you the watches of the night The shadow of your wings I cling my soul The depths of which my sword shall honor thee I yearn affections taste where two come one The seed by faith that yields abundant life Endures celestial kingdom's perfect place It brings this missive to its endless oath: To bless, release my restless heart that bleeds Commit my swords allegiance to the Lord To you Dagung the earth is smaller still For every inch be searched to see your face You disappeared, not dead but still alive I feel the transom temper my resolve For in this ship another search begins The Holy Grail; Dagung I'll find you both ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Postscript I toss the bottle through the wind to stormy sea Inside the missive of a knight in love with thee __________________________________________
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Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 2:00 PM UTC
Message In A Bottle [A Templar Knight Installment]
Proem After Sir Thomas recovered the Spear of Destiny and returned it to the Pope at the Vatican in Rome, he remained there for several months serving His Excellency, attending meetings, and recovering from several minor injuries sustained while recapturing the Spear that pierced the side of Jesus the Messiah. Sir Thomas could have stayed as a guest of the pope in one of their lush suites, but he chose the bare walls of a guest bedroom at the local Knights Templar castle. The pope then called upon him for his next assignment: Leave Rome immediately, by boat, again, back to Constantinople. “Head off a Scot by the name of Sir Robert Bruce, whom our intel indicates has a map and is currently on his way in search for the Holy Grail. Sir Robert is a stubborn ally. You will help Sir Robert, but convince him that the chalice of Jesus belongs here in Rome.” Prior to shoving off the west coast of Italy, a few miles from Rome, Sir Thomas wrote the following message, and placed it in a bottle. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My dear sweet wife and babe within her womb The five long years since I had lost you both I prayed for inner peace despite my joy Your both in heaven; worship Thee Most High Because your love exceeds all life itself My lips will glorify you ever more I praise you for the rest; my living days Your name I lift on high with my bare hands Was on my bed that I remember you I think of you the watches of the night The shadow of your wings I cling my soul The depths of which my sword shall honor thee I yearn affections taste where two come one The seed by faith that yields abundant life Endures celestial kingdom's perfect place It brings this missive to its endless oath: To bless, release my restless heart that bleeds Commit my swords allegiance to the Lord To you Dagung the earth is smaller still For every inch be searched to see your face You disappeared, not dead but still alive I feel the transom temper my resolve For in this ship another search begins The Holy Grail; Dagung I'll find you both ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Postscript I toss the bottle through the wind to stormy sea Inside the missive of a knight in love with thee __________________________________________
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Caught an intellect from the beams of a flashin' tech Skies open fools still hopin' more corrupt than Kenneth Copeland yo I ain't Jokin' words carefully spoken From Houston to Oakland me ghettos we all kin Born in sin so I was made for lusting put my trust in My nine millimeter soon to beat cha if ya Not fast with ya draw man this a southside gang And We running thangs comin' back on track like a boomerang Haters love to sing chirpin' like early birds I move the herds the black Sheppard testing nerves Check my lac banked on the curb hit a taste of the herb To calm my brain cells light a fire see visions of Hell I inhale free my mind from jail caught in this fairy tale Thought this world was made for me but it ain't see? The devil's laughing at me cuz I  took the plea of insanity Expose my mind through pens and papers Towerin' empires past the skyscrapers traces of flowin' vapors Disappear then reappear back on the atmosphere But still i ain't here a ghost in a shell Pass the seven gates of chakras cells Gather my intel from my enemies that sail Undercover lover to ya mother mentally See me I create energy powerful enough To call out any bluff keep it rough and rugged So **** it since most chicken ya feathers Gettin' plucked givin' up the what? The funk that is From Rosemary's kids made in Hades Check the tens bumpin' in the Mercedes I'm old school rock big jewels pinky rings Diamond bezels shining and still blinding Sip Tennessee whiskey out the glass cup Flashback it's the return of King Tut Speak bad watch the raw clips keep ya mouth shut
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Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
ReezonZ Or RhimeZ
Caught an intellect from the beams of a flashin' tech Skies open fools still hopin' more corrupt than Kenneth Copeland yo I ain't Jokin' words carefully spoken From Houston to Oakland me ghettos we all kin Born in sin so I was made for lusting put my trust in My nine millimeter soon to beat cha if ya Not fast with ya draw man this a southside gang And We running thangs comin' back on track like a boomerang Haters love to sing chirpin' like early birds I move the herds the black Sheppard testing nerves Check my lac banked on the curb hit a taste of the herb To calm my brain cells light a fire see visions of Hell I inhale free my mind from jail caught in this fairy tale Thought this world was made for me but it ain't see? The devil's laughing at me cuz I  took the plea of insanity Expose my mind through pens and papers Towerin' empires past the skyscrapers traces of flowin' vapors Disappear then reappear back on the atmosphere But still i ain't here a ghost in a shell Pass the seven gates of chakras cells Gather my intel from my enemies that sail Undercover lover to ya mother mentally See me I create energy powerful enough To call out any bluff keep it rough and rugged So **** it since most chicken ya feathers Gettin' plucked givin' up the what? The funk that is From Rosemary's kids made in Hades Check the tens bumpin' in the Mercedes I'm old school rock big jewels pinky rings Diamond bezels shining and still blinding Sip Tennessee whiskey out the glass cup Flashback it's the return of King Tut Speak bad watch the raw clips keep ya mouth shut
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It has been said that life is too short to spend in social trenches. The No-man's land of daily civil warfare. We want to be liked, we want to be understood, we want to be edgy without offending. We want approval of the masses, we want to be desired and chased. Validation. Validation. We want the want, the fame, the love, the praise, the opinions and ideas. The winning side. We wake up everyday and look out across the social media minefields, The front line Social Justice Warriors, the Alternative Right guerillas. The mass armies of the Left and Right. The Anarchists now sip tea with the Libertarians. Topic to topic we send our troops to fight over hill over dale! We try, we pick our battles, we fight on all fronts. The winning side seems so clear yet the shells never stop. Dropping alongside, bombs carpet or drone. We have the thousand yard pseudo thought. Plant your feet firmly on the ground, we need boots on the air, We need planes in the sky and ships sending reinforcements. Modern day field intel from a not so secret spy social network. Mid level cluster bombs of thought and quick bit pieces of food rations for thought. Mustard gas conversations that choke the throats of some while others inhale and laugh. Drone strike incoming, retreat from the view of public, scorched earth policy. Some wave the white flag out of exhaustion only to go fight another battle on some far away topic. Neutral ground hard to find, teetering on the edge of a war, always ready to fight. The cycle repeats and yet those who have learn’ed now pick and choose when to fight. They sit on the sidelines and wait for the right time to strike, there may not a way to retreat all the way but there is a way to cause the most effective change in the lease of painless ways. Life is too short to spend in social trenches, it is too short to jump from battle to battle, it is not worth the energy spent fighting the endless armies day in and day out and let life go by because you get lost in the fog of war. To quote Douglas Adams “I’d rather be happy than right”. Strong words that should be said more.
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Apr 29, 2017
Apr 29, 2017 at 6:09 PM UTC
Social Trenches
It has been said that life is too short to spend in social trenches. The No-man's land of daily civil warfare. We want to be liked, we want to be understood, we want to be edgy without offending. We want approval of the masses, we want to be desired and chased. Validation. Validation. We want the want, the fame, the love, the praise, the opinions and ideas. The winning side. We wake up everyday and look out across the social media minefields, The front line Social Justice Warriors, the Alternative Right guerillas. The mass armies of the Left and Right. The Anarchists now sip tea with the Libertarians. Topic to topic we send our troops to fight over hill over dale! We try, we pick our battles, we fight on all fronts. The winning side seems so clear yet the shells never stop. Dropping alongside, bombs carpet or drone. We have the thousand yard pseudo thought. Plant your feet firmly on the ground, we need boots on the air, We need planes in the sky and ships sending reinforcements. Modern day field intel from a not so secret spy social network. Mid level cluster bombs of thought and quick bit pieces of food rations for thought. Mustard gas conversations that choke the throats of some while others inhale and laugh. Drone strike incoming, retreat from the view of public, scorched earth policy. Some wave the white flag out of exhaustion only to go fight another battle on some far away topic. Neutral ground hard to find, teetering on the edge of a war, always ready to fight. The cycle repeats and yet those who have learn’ed now pick and choose when to fight. They sit on the sidelines and wait for the right time to strike, there may not a way to retreat all the way but there is a way to cause the most effective change in the lease of painless ways. Life is too short to spend in social trenches, it is too short to jump from battle to battle, it is not worth the energy spent fighting the endless armies day in and day out and let life go by because you get lost in the fog of war. To quote Douglas Adams “I’d rather be happy than right”. Strong words that should be said more.
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Teachers are problem, Never mind the dumbing down, God's intel design.
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Oct 7, 2012
Oct 7, 2012 at 8:56 PM UTC
Haiku ( right wing nirvana )
It's crazy how sometimes we'd lay there forever gathering intel. The bad guys would move around as if they owned the place, scurrying to and fro, moving ordnance, an RPG or two, lots of AK's. Most of the time when we saw them like that, we'd bag them in an airstrike. Game over. Camo works.
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May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 1:28 AM UTC
Game Over. Camo Works.
Brain was a happy place where all the memories lived together. There were occasions of mistrust but it seemed like a good place to live. Like every society, there were some unsocial elements in Brain too. But the good memories could keep them in control easily. But something changed in Brain. Negative thoughts came in large numbers. They were heavily armed and were well trained for combat. The good memories, the core defence of Brain, were helpless. They lacked the necessary skills and the “good will” wasn’t enough. All the memories were terrified. To make matters worse, the bad memories colluded with the negative thoughts. They leaked vital intel about the defence. Once the good memories surrendered, all hell broke in Brain. The negative thoughts became unstoppable. They tortured the memories to death. In this time of terror, the memories needed a leader. Someone, they could look up to. Hope came to their rescue.
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Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 7:04 AM UTC
Hope, the Saviour
Scared of my thoughts scared of my plots, Out of my mind fear I had been lost, My consciousness tells me am about to die, My mind argues telling me it’s a lie, Suspicious of those who pass by suspicious of those nearby, Sleep is the cousin of death so I chose insomnia, Superstitious over every little detail and every little Intel, My mind was the FBI and my consciousness the navy seals, To investigate and deliberate it had the greatest skill, In no other bureau did my trust instill, Walking past people I could see their inner thoughts, I could hear their soul’s intrinsic doubts, It was a gift I had suddenly acquired, Little did I know I was on the edge of insanity? What I was seeing was away from reality, What I was hearing was my thoughts conformity, Conformity to my apparent reality which is insanity, I had gone past the land of the insane on to madness, I was on the brink of madness, I never knew what was best insanity or madness, Even now I don’t trust my thoughts because they have once driven me insane, Not only that but twice driven me mad, To many it might seem sad to experience all these things, But to me am thankful because I no longer a stranger to these things, In these lands I have visited I know my way out, My salvation and rescuer has and will always be JESUS, For in him I have found that neither insanity nor madness, In him I have found sanity and peace of mind……… BY ISSAI
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Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 2:19 AM UTC
ON THE BRINK OF MADNESS
i think he was a delivery guy building four, number 2 across the walk a moped with one of those cage attachments for carrying food or packages or whatever one time i brought over a loose hammer found near his bike and caught a glimpse through the door gray couch, folding chairs, table full of wires nothing out of the ordinary same layout as ours white Hats barreled in before we could react the dog was first then my brother then me guess they had some bad intel
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Mar 8, 2021
Mar 8, 2021 at 10:35 AM UTC
They Came for the Man Next Door
these guys i knew were joy that Burt drew an intel from the skull that blitz found Congo with stationery a gorilla strong that Marshall Square threw the gis with bib and tucker home
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Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 4:10 PM UTC
bib & tucker
Coaxed, Stoaked, Citer of circumspect alley ways, Ponderer of all circumference!!! A lost shadow to a drawn out stage!! Incurable nausea plants itself beneathe thine nose, Beneathe thy finest thine Rose!!! Thou fallen cut down trunk, Thou Intel gatherer of recordings of political junk!!! Thy mafiatic hardened heart's department hath closed for many seasons, For many reasons thou art down and out again!!! Old adversary, Oldened friend!!!! Undergraduate of no sporty coup'e, No tripped up loop to sway thine interfacial structure!!! No loving, all clutter, you inhale as you breathe, Thou daytime innocent, Thou nightly thief!!!!
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC
राजी कर लिया, stoked ( coaxed, stoked) hindi tongue
I sat in restless chairs I breathed stilted air what feeling compares with feeling squandered? I’m not sadfishing, I was bored at a 5-star hotel. I’d swum the Atlantic - in the underground pool and I felt like I was marinating in boredom. It was as if the loudest thing in our suite was the sound of my eyelashes flapping up and down. I wasn’t in solitary confinement, Lisa was there too - and just-as bored. She didn’t complain, 'cause she’s ‘New Yorker’ stoic. So I started complaining for her - for the team. We’d filtered every boutique, sampled every eclectic café, there’s just nothing to do in Geneva. It is an implacable reality. Peter (my bf) was at work all day and we were on vacation. It’s different when he’s around. He walks into the room and I feel like a phone that’s been placed on its charger - the world lights up and I get - charged. “We should make a list,” I'd announced, “the pros and cons of boredom.” “No,” Lisa said, “Let’s name fun things.” “Fruity Pebbles popcorn,” I started. “Girl panda makeup” Lisa offered, “Foot massages and bubblegum” “Cotton candy and sunflowers” “Holidays and sparkly things!” - we went on and on and on and - “kittens” I updogged dreamily, before I switched the subject completely. “We need to go to Paris!” I pronounced, excitedly. “Oh yeah?” Lisa asked, with a little side head-bob. “Actionable intel,” I whispered, “Grandmère wants to see me.” Lisa gasped, adding, “You’re in TROUBLE,” drawing the last syllable out slowly. “That would be a first,” I laughed. “Kisses!” She exclaimed, resuming the game. I remembered the first time I thought of kissing Peter. The thought was a flash, an emotional Rorschach test and I smiled. It was like a movie kiss, an abstract heaven - not the breathy, ****** kisses of real life. “Where’d you go?” Lisa asked, grinning. Some emotions are too thick for words. . . Songs for this: Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan Disco Boots by Gavin Turek
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Jul 14, 2024
Jul 14, 2024 at 8:49 PM UTC
strange shrouds
I sat in restless chairs I breathed stilted air what feeling compares with feeling squandered? I’m not sadfishing, I was bored at a 5-star hotel. I’d swum the Atlantic - in the underground pool and I felt like I was marinating in boredom. It was as if the loudest thing in our suite was the sound of my eyelashes flapping up and down. I wasn’t in solitary confinement, Lisa was there too - and just-as bored. She didn’t complain, 'cause she’s ‘New Yorker’ stoic. So I started complaining for her - for the team. We’d filtered every boutique, sampled every eclectic café, there’s just nothing to do in Geneva. It is an implacable reality. Peter (my bf) was at work all day and we were on vacation. It’s different when he’s around. He walks into the room and I feel like a phone that’s been placed on its charger - the world lights up and I get - charged. “We should make a list,” I'd announced, “the pros and cons of boredom.” “No,” Lisa said, “Let’s name fun things.” “Fruity Pebbles popcorn,” I started. “Girl panda makeup” Lisa offered, “Foot massages and bubblegum” “Cotton candy and sunflowers” “Holidays and sparkly things!” - we went on and on and on and - “kittens” I updogged dreamily, before I switched the subject completely. “We need to go to Paris!” I pronounced, excitedly. “Oh yeah?” Lisa asked, with a little side head-bob. “Actionable intel,” I whispered, “Grandmère wants to see me.” Lisa gasped, adding, “You’re in TROUBLE,” drawing the last syllable out slowly. “That would be a first,” I laughed. “Kisses!” She exclaimed, resuming the game. I remembered the first time I thought of kissing Peter. The thought was a flash, an emotional Rorschach test and I smiled. It was like a movie kiss, an abstract heaven - not the breathy, ****** kisses of real life. “Where’d you go?” Lisa asked, grinning. Some emotions are too thick for words. . . Songs for this: Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan Disco Boots by Gavin Turek
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she's mad because no one knew it was her birthday she lives right next door so they're whispering (and not doing a good job of that) maybe if she was a better friend then that wouldn't happen I try to escape it but they follow me into the bathroom Now they're talking about her *** life Asking me for intel Just to find more things about her to **** on why do they sleep with the door open? *do they even have *** I ignore them I'm done with the gossiping The **** talking behind backs but playing nice as soon as they turn around They know that but they can't stop themselves from asking What they don't know Is that the girl living next to me the bad friend that they're so ******* interested in Is having one of the worst summers of her life They don't know that she broke up with her boyfriend 4 days ago she spent her birthday living in the same room as her now ex boyfriend No one sang to her No one made her a cake No one gave a **** It was just a normal day
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 11:36 PM UTC
No one likes you when you're 24
Sometimes I forget that I'm the owner of my body and I'm not just housesitting until the person whose home it really is gets back from vacation. Thankfully whoever lives here always leaves me a roster that includes a list of the people in her life so I don't embarrass her with my social ignorance. Yesterday, she left me with the person she had labeled as "boyfriend" in her reference contact list. And even though I didn't recognize him as mine, when I stole glances for intel purposes, I felt this surge of emotion like she had left the electricity running in the room she dedicated to him.
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Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 7:54 AM UTC
Bodysitting
No time for what's wack! The Most High's got my back, Thru the path I have chosen, I'm understandn and knowing, it's lonely at the top, this be dvine HipHop, heavenly power, like a souljah standin in the tower, advising the people, yo here comes the beast! This time war will brin peace, as I use MY PIECE, I got my glock, locked and loaded, I built not stolen, I b Neo Lady Righteous, when I grab the mic, all who breathe the breath of life feels it, good vibes, holy minds, due time! Spreadin the wealth of knowledge and comprehension, intel on all we do so do well, time will tell like bredren Marely spoke it and sang it, rock dem bells likE RUN DMC rapped it! This is a spiritual gift, todays uplift frm my soul to urs, sistren renaissance rox the universe with this converse, makin all evil disperse back to hell, Holy words makes it freeze over! Brimstone and fiyah! Ahayah is highYah and deepah! Loves us with divine power! Release the angels within, everything u do manifests,  Who u reppin! Don't sit on the fence, decide which side u on and stick with it...unless u wake up in babylon and ur heart speak to u, don't ignore the God within, free ur mind and soften ur heart! I SAY PHAROAH, LET MY PEOPLE GO!
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Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 12:22 AM UTC
Spiritual Gift
If neoliberalism has taught me anything It’s that Love is a close, slow, and cold war Of poisoned wells, proxy wars, and intel— Know thy enemy, keep them closer than allies. So close this necessary rivalry That no olive branch can pass between That, even in times of peace, The light-bearing serpents Post guard near the vaults of one’s purity Unsure whether grain or gold Actually lines the walls of ones coffers, And the thousand envious myrmidons Kept along the edges of their body’s territory And skirt the embassy within. Is there room in the hearth For pacifists like me? Or are all the rooms quartered by troops? It’s sad to say, only the words of the cynic Could truck and barter Their way through the bronze gates, What small inlets there may be, As master seeking the slave And slave, the master’s whips Is a true sign of loyalty to Monogamy’s crown. What Love couldn’t be said to be The sadomasochism of The corporate merger, Or annexation Or competitive market of ideas? *** in the time of Smith or Hobbes, Is exactly what we need— Egoism allwheres, Like so much embroidery The love of ones life Veils ********** a swallowing, a utility And undoes the altruism, Anything but all-true-ism, In favor of the fetishism of control, Flashed like semaphores in storm-beaten nights To any ship passing Seeking port and safe passage, Exchange fire, those shapes and pleas, Turned warnings to threats, Sinking, sinking deeper Into each other’s arms. In all their plotting, do they hear Andres-Salome, Ree, and Nietzsche Laughing about in unburdened skin Laughing to let the summer in, On cart-drawn pleasures And rustic, old-world habits That rub dirt in the wound Of the flesh’s censures By the cruel absence of the lash And the ostracon.
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Sep 29, 2019
Sep 29, 2019 at 12:23 PM UTC
334. Our Cities of Flesh
If neoliberalism has taught me anything It’s that Love is a close, slow, and cold war Of poisoned wells, proxy wars, and intel— Know thy enemy, keep them closer than allies. So close this necessary rivalry That no olive branch can pass between That, even in times of peace, The light-bearing serpents Post guard near the vaults of one’s purity Unsure whether grain or gold Actually lines the walls of ones coffers, And the thousand envious myrmidons Kept along the edges of their body’s territory And skirt the embassy within. Is there room in the hearth For pacifists like me? Or are all the rooms quartered by troops? It’s sad to say, only the words of the cynic Could truck and barter Their way through the bronze gates, What small inlets there may be, As master seeking the slave And slave, the master’s whips Is a true sign of loyalty to Monogamy’s crown. What Love couldn’t be said to be The sadomasochism of The corporate merger, Or annexation Or competitive market of ideas? *** in the time of Smith or Hobbes, Is exactly what we need— Egoism allwheres, Like so much embroidery The love of ones life Veils ********** a swallowing, a utility And undoes the altruism, Anything but all-true-ism, In favor of the fetishism of control, Flashed like semaphores in storm-beaten nights To any ship passing Seeking port and safe passage, Exchange fire, those shapes and pleas, Turned warnings to threats, Sinking, sinking deeper Into each other’s arms. In all their plotting, do they hear Andres-Salome, Ree, and Nietzsche Laughing about in unburdened skin Laughing to let the summer in, On cart-drawn pleasures And rustic, old-world habits That rub dirt in the wound Of the flesh’s censures By the cruel absence of the lash And the ostracon.
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