"instanity" poems - Hello Poetry

Standing still In this city full of forgotten souls Cocain,popping pills Gazed eyes flashing headlights Going wild,instanity taking over me whole Im breathing But barely alive Angel allow me to hold ur sacred soul Allow me to follow you into the unknown Take me away Lets leave this destructed land of pain Neverland,where we will stay And wel forever remain sane Death,catching up to me instantly,let me breath you in **** me if you can With your ****** gory hands Darkness,follows me I hear my fate,its caling me Deranged, insanity Im an animal needing to be permantantly encaged Sickened disease Oh Lord, please,diagnose me Bright lights, I find my peace Never alone Darkened echos Mindless groans Break away I want to b taken Take me away cause im a souless wreck Trying to fight this storm The life may leave my lungs Wild tides breaking my bones A blackened wound remains in my shattering soul Nights endless Life,lets forget this I desire a breathtaking daydrean

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Apr 8, 2016

Apr 8, 2016 at 6:12 PM UTC

enigma

still

Standing still In this city full of forgotten souls Cocain,popping pills Gazed eyes flashing headlights Going wild,instanity taking over me whole Im breathing But barely alive Angel allow me to hold ur sacred soul Allow me to follow you into the unknown Take me away Lets leave this destructed land of pain Neverland,where we will stay And wel forever remain sane Death,catching up to me instantly,let me breath you in **** me if you can With your ****** gory hands Darkness,follows me I hear my fate,its caling me Deranged, insanity Im an animal needing to be permantantly encaged Sickened disease Oh Lord, please,diagnose me Bright lights, I find my peace Never alone Darkened echos Mindless groans Break away I want to b taken Take me away cause im a souless wreck Trying to fight this storm The life may leave my lungs Wild tides breaking my bones A blackened wound remains in my shattering soul Nights endless Life,lets forget this I desire a breathtaking daydrean

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They say, “forgive and forget.”  But you never do forget.  Someone please tell me how someone can forget something,  So painful that one just stares into nothing. How does one smile when they have had their heart ripped out of their body and smashed to the ground. Please tell me how someone can continue learning and receiving knowledge when they’re mental sanity has been ******* with. I beg you to tell me how one can go about life and laugh so freely as if nothing is wrong. Something is wrong. Life looks at you and laughs in your face when you mess up. It knocks you down places a stake through your heart to keep you stranded and helpless. You don’t move. You don’t breathe. But, you’re not dead. You just stare. You stare into nothingness in hopes to find one thought, one feeling one anything to remove this metal stake. Is there a secret to become happy again? I sure hope so or I will drown in my own thoughts.

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Mar 13, 2014

Mar 13, 2014 at 1:22 PM UTC

lostinsecure

Letting Go of Instanity And Other Things You Brought Me

They say, “forgive and forget.”  But you never do forget.  Someone please tell me how someone can forget something,  So painful that one just stares into nothing. How does one smile when they have had their heart ripped out of their body and smashed to the ground. Please tell me how someone can continue learning and receiving knowledge when they’re mental sanity has been ******* with. I beg you to tell me how one can go about life and laugh so freely as if nothing is wrong. Something is wrong. Life looks at you and laughs in your face when you mess up. It knocks you down places a stake through your heart to keep you stranded and helpless. You don’t move. You don’t breathe. But, you’re not dead. You just stare. You stare into nothingness in hopes to find one thought, one feeling one anything to remove this metal stake. Is there a secret to become happy again? I sure hope so or I will drown in my own thoughts.

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You choose to go to sleep instead of choosing to paint longer You choose to throw out rotting food instead of choosing to eat it You choose to go to work instead of choosing to stay home You can control what choices you make But what if you couldn't choose what choice you make What if you always have to make the same choice? You always have to choose to paint all night You always have to choose to eat rotting food You always have to choose to stay in your home You know you can never change what choices you make You know you will always choose that choice Insanity is not to doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results, that's just determination It's knowing you can't control your life and the choices you make in it.

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Jul 31, 2018

Jul 31, 2018 at 12:47 AM UTC

Slavyori

Choices of Instanity

You choose to go to sleep instead of choosing to paint longer You choose to throw out rotting food instead of choosing to eat it You choose to go to work instead of choosing to stay home You can control what choices you make But what if you couldn't choose what choice you make What if you always have to make the same choice? You always have to choose to paint all night You always have to choose to eat rotting food You always have to choose to stay in your home You know you can never change what choices you make You know you will always choose that choice Insanity is not to doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results, that's just determination It's knowing you can't control your life and the choices you make in it.

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