stressing over a homework assignment that has absolutely no meaning and is complete *******
stressing over a guy who stares at me for the whole lunch hour but wont dare to say hello because of whatever reason and i dont know whether to make the initiave or not
stressing over wanting to rebel and scream at the top of my lungs and run away to a place that wont make me oh so satisfied
stressing over family on how obnoxious they can be but still being patient because i love them
stresssing over trying to make him notice me
stressing over wanting to "fit in" to some sort of crowd that doesnt exist
stressing over not knowing what i want to do for the rest of my life
stressing over not knowing whether id find that person to complete me

How could you possibly stare at someone
for so long and so many days continually
and not say a simple hello

what are you so afraid of
why are you so afraid of losing something
that isn't particularly yours but you dream it to be yours

why don't you just show her how beautiful you think she is
why don't you just tell her "would you go on a date with me?"
the most humiliating thing that could happen is thinking about it
but never doing anything because youre too afraid to take a chance

i learned it the hard way and now all i could do, all i do is
stare at her love someone else while i lay here miserably
wishing that was me correction knowing it couldve been me
if id done something so just say hello to her
dont let her pass by take the initiave
-M.R.