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"iniquities" poems
From depths of woe I raise to Thee The voice of lamentation; Lord, turn a gracious ear to me And hear my supplication; If Thou iniquities dost mark, Our secret sins and misdeeds dark, O who shall stand before Thee? To wash away the crimson stain, Grace, grace alone availeth; Our works, alas! are all in vain; In much the best life faileth: No man can glory in Thy sight, All must alike confess Thy might, And live alone by mercy. Therefore my trust is in the Lord, And not in mine own merit; On Him my soul shall rest, His Word Upholds my fainting spirit: His promised mercy is my fort, My comfort, and my sweet support; I wait for it with patience. What though I wait the livelong night, And till the dawn appeareth, My heart still trusteth in His might; It doubteth not nor feareth: Do thus, O ye of Israel’s seed, Ye of the Spirit born indeed; And wait till God appeareth. Though great our sins and sore our woes, His grace much more aboundeth; His helping love no limit knows, Our utmost need it soundeth. Our Shepherd good and true is He, Who will at last His Israel free. From all their sin and sorrow.                            ~ Martin Luther (1483-1546)
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Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 1:20 PM UTC
From Depths of Woe I Raise To Thee (by Martin Luther)
The crown of my unrighteousness pierced Thy skull, And drops of blood flowed into the veins of Thy brain, Quite often I please the ruler of the flesh, But all my ways ripped the heart of the Redeemer. Thou wert stripped when I am shrouded with iniquities, Thou wert spit when I choose the fleshly acts, Thou wert scorned for my fruitless words, My sins of pleasure nailed Thy palms on the Cross. Intermittently I let the spirit of evil into my soul, And how often Thou wert lashed by filthy transactions, Thou wert kicked with the filth of my boot, With my heart of pride Thou wert slapped. Thou hast created me and all within; Yet Thy Love for Thine made the Way with Thy humility.
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 10:40 AM UTC
Thy Love, Thy Humility
--#--#-- Our iniquities and theirs are different... but not any better. soulsurvivor 2/7/2015
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 8:10 AM UTC
judgement [10W]
I sing sweet whispers of affection Offer only the best to catch your attention I ask you, oh radiant goddess of Olympus May I humbly be the one you choose For eons your heart suffered Your trust tampled and discarded Your coveted love easily forgotten Leaving you in pain, down and broken Oh goddess, queen of Olympia Shine your light towards me Look at my growing affections, I pray Embrace my devotion, and the words I say I don't want to be the Zeus you loathe Nor the offered champions who eventually leave you Instead I simply am a mortal admirer Enamoured by you, my eyes only seeking you I don't want to be the one who hurts you I simply want to devote myself completely to you So I pray for a future that you will see me As I have chosen to seek the world just for you Oh Hera, beautiful yet broken soul I promise you a lifetime of Love Just to give you smiles everyday And to be your pillar and strength In my simplest mortal words, I love you Regardless of your flaws and your iniquities In my simplest mortal ways, I'll love you Through all the ages, no matter what stands in our way So please, Let me choose to stay Because your mere presence is my heaven Your embrace my sturdy, protective walls Your kisses the nectar and ambrosia that sustains me Oh Hera, goddess of my affections Please see me as where you fit I'll stay here until you're ready to choose Because in all this chaos, I vow to treasure you
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Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 1:23 AM UTC
Hera
As I dip a piece of broken bread into grape juice in a cheap styrofoam cup My mind races to clips from movies, scripture read so many times Your body hanging from a bloodied cross The King of Kings, Pierced by nail, thorn and spear A phrase whispers through my mind, "This changes everything" Pierced for our sins Crushed for our iniquities The Lord of Lords, Son of God, battered, bruised and hanging from a bloodied tree Beaten and torn, "This is My body" Poured out, "This is my blood" Broken for me broken for you This, this changes everything And I dip a piece of broken bread into grape juice in a cheap styrofoam cup
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 12:44 AM UTC
Communion
We volunteer for this. We volunteer for that. When we need volunteer more for God. It's easy and never hard to imagine. We volunteer for church. We volunteer for overtime at work. When we need to volunteer for the Lord. Who cheer us? Who heal us? Who loves us? Gave a precious son to love us for our iniquities.
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Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC
Volunteer For God
When he sees a shine inside of her Even while the Sun's descending rays are beaming in his eyes Or the beautiful glow she has at the darkest hour of the night He begins to hear love calling his name The way she makes him feel like he's being nurtured all over again Isn't a coincidence She's not attempting to change him, only mold him into a better man She makes him feel limitless When the tips of her fingers smoothly caresses the hair on his head and whispers into his ear She kisses his temple, her lips makes him tremble And her soft voice is all he hears He closes his eyes and Thank God For sending him such a golden soul Through all of his iniquities and transgressions he don't deserve Her sweet sufficient love But his graciousness for her is in evident form He will walk with her during the pouring rain Shed blood to share her pain Captivated by her mysterious allure He opens himself to love Inviting her by her hands to join him In Unison Still blesses her with enough expansion to stride her confidence in pride She makes the candle inside of him ignite The romance inside cry Out She's his rib That God silently plucked from his side in the still of the night as he slumbered She's the dire lightning to his thunder From her kind love he knows he's invincible SHE is the principal Of why he suits up his tie and perform longs days of labor and sweat Because he knows that He's her Eagle, soaring in the sky He protects her with all of his life She brings comfort to his soul Strength to his bones With one knee planted on the dust He will hand her The World No bedazzles are needed He has his pearl He refrains from anger Controls his temptations Exalt his rapture Inside of his dominant, sensuous life She is captured In his confusion His pain frustration passion and emotional being Words, Money, Jewelry, or Love can't explain the joy that she brings He is a Man In Love and a man in love, is no simple thing                            Copy Right 2013                                  ©Patty Ann
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Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 10:40 AM UTC
A Man In Love
When he sees a shine inside of her Even while the Sun's descending rays are beaming in his eyes Or the beautiful glow she has at the darkest hour of the night He begins to hear love calling his name The way she makes him feel like he's being nurtured all over again Isn't a coincidence She's not attempting to change him, only mold him into a better man She makes him feel limitless When the tips of her fingers smoothly caresses the hair on his head and whispers into his ear She kisses his temple, her lips makes him tremble And her soft voice is all he hears He closes his eyes and Thank God For sending him such a golden soul Through all of his iniquities and transgressions he don't deserve Her sweet sufficient love But his graciousness for her is in evident form He will walk with her during the pouring rain Shed blood to share her pain Captivated by her mysterious allure He opens himself to love Inviting her by her hands to join him In Unison Still blesses her with enough expansion to stride her confidence in pride She makes the candle inside of him ignite The romance inside cry Out She's his rib That God silently plucked from his side in the still of the night as he slumbered She's the dire lightning to his thunder From her kind love he knows he's invincible SHE is the principal Of why he suits up his tie and perform longs days of labor and sweat Because he knows that He's her Eagle, soaring in the sky He protects her with all of his life She brings comfort to his soul Strength to his bones With one knee planted on the dust He will hand her The World No bedazzles are needed He has his pearl He refrains from anger Controls his temptations Exalt his rapture Inside of his dominant, sensuous life She is captured In his confusion His pain frustration passion and emotional being Words, Money, Jewelry, or Love can't explain the joy that she brings He is a Man In Love and a man in love, is no simple thing                            Copy Right 2013                                  ©Patty Ann
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Warning! Don’t read this poem! It is disgusting! Hide the kids! - Lady of the drains, children of the **** Have been taking your **** for far too long. Her once white bridal dress is now brown, Stained by the **** and **** you flushed down. Death came from every open window. Unexpected rain fell down to the streets. You waited for the weather to carry it all down, For Venus to take it and cleanse it all underground. This is how the world ends! Engulfed by your own tithes and offerings! The prisoner of Cloaca Maxima! Is sending every prayer back to the sender! We are the **** and **** you thought you flushed away! We are coming back up to drown you today! Out of all the ways to go this had to be it! Drowned in your own **** and **** You caged Venus below your cities, Punished her with your iniquities. You thought we were gone when you pulled the handle down, But we are coming back up and bringing a **** storm Venus gave us a conscious, She weaponized us. All little things add up over time, Surely you were prepared for this?! Like the bud of a tossed away cigarette. You didn’t think much of us then. The bud hatched open a forest fire. You are thinking alot about us now. Trying to build an ark when the flood has already come. You never learned to swim so you are going drown. Next time you shouldn’t leave your armbands at home! You plastic wrap your stink hole, Hoping not to add more to us. Your chocolate starfish bursts open, You’re gonna add more to us. It all has to come out eventually! We're coming out of every faucet, pipe, plug hole, shower head and toilet! ***** rising up around you, Surrounding you, Covering over you, Suffocating you! Out of all the ways to go this had to be it! Drowned in your own **** and ****
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Jun 7, 2019
Jun 7, 2019 at 8:03 PM UTC
Children Of The ****
Warning! Don’t read this poem! It is disgusting! Hide the kids! - Lady of the drains, children of the **** Have been taking your **** for far too long. Her once white bridal dress is now brown, Stained by the **** and **** you flushed down. Death came from every open window. Unexpected rain fell down to the streets. You waited for the weather to carry it all down, For Venus to take it and cleanse it all underground. This is how the world ends! Engulfed by your own tithes and offerings! The prisoner of Cloaca Maxima! Is sending every prayer back to the sender! We are the **** and **** you thought you flushed away! We are coming back up to drown you today! Out of all the ways to go this had to be it! Drowned in your own **** and **** You caged Venus below your cities, Punished her with your iniquities. You thought we were gone when you pulled the handle down, But we are coming back up and bringing a **** storm Venus gave us a conscious, She weaponized us. All little things add up over time, Surely you were prepared for this?! Like the bud of a tossed away cigarette. You didn’t think much of us then. The bud hatched open a forest fire. You are thinking alot about us now. Trying to build an ark when the flood has already come. You never learned to swim so you are going drown. Next time you shouldn’t leave your armbands at home! You plastic wrap your stink hole, Hoping not to add more to us. Your chocolate starfish bursts open, You’re gonna add more to us. It all has to come out eventually! We're coming out of every faucet, pipe, plug hole, shower head and toilet! ***** rising up around you, Surrounding you, Covering over you, Suffocating you! Out of all the ways to go this had to be it! Drowned in your own **** and ****
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It took me just one look Just one unexpected happenstance To change the path I walk on And let my heart take control of me I was an unassuming guy Who people would often only pass by Staying only in the background Afraid to be exposed on the limelight You were a sweet summer sunshine Who makes any man look twice Confident and beautiful, radiant as sunlight You're a once in a lifetime jackpot, a needle in the haystack But loneliness devours you People took advantage of you You're sweetly kind demeanor abused And you were left and torn to pieces Nevertheless I took a chance I vowed to make you smile perpetually Pick up the pieces and repair what's left Shape it and make it feel something new No matter your past iniquities Nor your present insecurities No matter what scarred you deeply Nevertheless, you'll always have me Nevertheless I'll stay honest and true Nevertheless I'll stay madly in love with you Nevertheless I'll try to ease the hurt and pain Nevertheless you'll always be a precious gain You are the one my eyes see Not your past nor your future Regardless of what made or broke you I fell in love, deeply and truly with you I'm in love with you regardless I may never know any reason why But I do know that my heart and soul Body and spirit, they all belong to you
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 8:39 AM UTC
Nevertheless
I read the book of Samuel I read the story of the Israelites Of how they rejected God “We want a king!” they demanded “We want to be like other nations” Rejecting God’s kingship. The same God who brought them up Out of the ******* of Pharaoh Out of slavery in Egypt The same God who gave them victories Over many nations and wars The same God who had fed them For forty years in the wilderness Same God who had proved Beyond reasonable doubt That He is the King of kings A Lord above all lords They chose to downgrade! I was swept away in a mind journey As I thought of how it must have felt To be rejected by your own children Repudiated by your beloved Disowned by the very people you love. My heart bled! The heartbreak was unimaginable The pain was excruciating As my mind pointed fingers of accusation I couldn’t find befitting words *“Foolish Israelites!” “Unrepentant idiots!” “Stubborn generation!”* And as my mind went awry Heaping insults on God’s people Raining accusations on them Judging an imperfect people as myself… His still small voice whispered ***“You are all the same” “You have done worse”*** Then it struck me Like a lightening of a million volts I am the Israelites I am the very people of God I am the same ones I condemn I have betrayed God repeatedly I have chosen sin above my maker My iniquities know no bounds I have trivialized His blood I have made a mess of the cross. *I am the “foolish Israelites!” I am the “unrepentant idiots!” I am the “stubborn generation!”* My heart melted into tears Shame covered me like a cloud My head was bowed in ignominy. Unable to speak or move I lay there, weeping at my wickedness No words were spoken But I felt His arms embrace me In acknowledgement of my repentance I never deserved it But He loved me nonetheless. I pointed one finger at them But three pointed back at me! © Raphael Uzor
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 6:19 PM UTC
Israelite
I read the book of Samuel I read the story of the Israelites Of how they rejected God “We want a king!” they demanded “We want to be like other nations” Rejecting God’s kingship. The same God who brought them up Out of the ******* of Pharaoh Out of slavery in Egypt The same God who gave them victories Over many nations and wars The same God who had fed them For forty years in the wilderness Same God who had proved Beyond reasonable doubt That He is the King of kings A Lord above all lords They chose to downgrade! I was swept away in a mind journey As I thought of how it must have felt To be rejected by your own children Repudiated by your beloved Disowned by the very people you love. My heart bled! The heartbreak was unimaginable The pain was excruciating As my mind pointed fingers of accusation I couldn’t find befitting words *“Foolish Israelites!” “Unrepentant idiots!” “Stubborn generation!”* And as my mind went awry Heaping insults on God’s people Raining accusations on them Judging an imperfect people as myself… His still small voice whispered ***“You are all the same” “You have done worse”*** Then it struck me Like a lightening of a million volts I am the Israelites I am the very people of God I am the same ones I condemn I have betrayed God repeatedly I have chosen sin above my maker My iniquities know no bounds I have trivialized His blood I have made a mess of the cross. *I am the “foolish Israelites!” I am the “unrepentant idiots!” I am the “stubborn generation!”* My heart melted into tears Shame covered me like a cloud My head was bowed in ignominy. Unable to speak or move I lay there, weeping at my wickedness No words were spoken But I felt His arms embrace me In acknowledgement of my repentance I never deserved it But He loved me nonetheless. I pointed one finger at them But three pointed back at me! © Raphael Uzor
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I arrived-- though I needn't a formal invite, for you and I, we are two old friends. Companions walking along a similar trail. The leaves distort and distress the yellow and gleaming light of the victorious Sun, who has once again conquered Night and all her iniquities. Scents and colors fill the air, pinks and reds and greens mix and match and blend together, forming a rich atmosphere of synesthetic remarkableness. Each atom and molecule of the wind shivers and shakes atop their invisible chariots, perhaps the true location of Atlas and those great, big hunks of shoulders; "Man, what a man." Take it because you know you like it-- we are social creatures, creatures of logic of habit creatures of horribly idiosyncratic and idle instinct, rulers of fleshy bodies which we hardly understand. The Sun grimaces as it retreats back to the negative air, once again, not to poke its radiant face out until the next morning. The Moon came shimmering out, smiling furtively and compactly, looking down like my oldest confidante. After all, who else but our fair Luna atop the stars is the keeper of all our deepest and most primal secrets? In the cover of her noxy cloak we sin and hide, pushing every secret under and between the cracks in her space, patching up time and keeping dark and brooding Atlas good company. "You're one of the few great guys." Oh, my fat and failing Atlas, lover for the Night and of my night, you are a temporary stop on my trail, a brief twilight in my life's journey. The Sun creeps its spindly, golden fingers under the cloak of the Moon, Night: the stitchings and sewings of the sins of mortal men. Playfully, the light stretches out, first dancing along the stage of the horizon, then inching closer, desperate for living contact, for the greatest warmth of over 2 billion hearts all beating at once-- perfectly, in time. Our world is a note on this Cosmic sheet music; you are barely a splotch on the sheet. Our existence is the single beat out of infinite others, without a beginning but possibly and end. I know that there will be twists in my path, bending and curving to avoid the stars' wrath and the Suns' might, but, might it be that our two trails are simply not meant to meet?
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Jun 16, 2012
Jun 16, 2012 at 3:55 AM UTC
Confident Confidante
I arrived-- though I needn't a formal invite, for you and I, we are two old friends. Companions walking along a similar trail. The leaves distort and distress the yellow and gleaming light of the victorious Sun, who has once again conquered Night and all her iniquities. Scents and colors fill the air, pinks and reds and greens mix and match and blend together, forming a rich atmosphere of synesthetic remarkableness. Each atom and molecule of the wind shivers and shakes atop their invisible chariots, perhaps the true location of Atlas and those great, big hunks of shoulders; "Man, what a man." Take it because you know you like it-- we are social creatures, creatures of logic of habit creatures of horribly idiosyncratic and idle instinct, rulers of fleshy bodies which we hardly understand. The Sun grimaces as it retreats back to the negative air, once again, not to poke its radiant face out until the next morning. The Moon came shimmering out, smiling furtively and compactly, looking down like my oldest confidante. After all, who else but our fair Luna atop the stars is the keeper of all our deepest and most primal secrets? In the cover of her noxy cloak we sin and hide, pushing every secret under and between the cracks in her space, patching up time and keeping dark and brooding Atlas good company. "You're one of the few great guys." Oh, my fat and failing Atlas, lover for the Night and of my night, you are a temporary stop on my trail, a brief twilight in my life's journey. The Sun creeps its spindly, golden fingers under the cloak of the Moon, Night: the stitchings and sewings of the sins of mortal men. Playfully, the light stretches out, first dancing along the stage of the horizon, then inching closer, desperate for living contact, for the greatest warmth of over 2 billion hearts all beating at once-- perfectly, in time. Our world is a note on this Cosmic sheet music; you are barely a splotch on the sheet. Our existence is the single beat out of infinite others, without a beginning but possibly and end. I know that there will be twists in my path, bending and curving to avoid the stars' wrath and the Suns' might, but, might it be that our two trails are simply not meant to meet?
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Here I was, pheromones **** in the chilly fall air, tumbling about among the atoms and molecules of oxygen and nitrogen and methane and gas for any to stop and smell and-- *Please just grab my *** The truest of lights streams into my eyes, blinds me and unclothes me, throws off all of my lies and false feelings and turns me into the soppy mess I am. I stumble down the street, tears blurring my vision; "I'm going for a walk," I tell them, "I'm going to find my friends." They've all left me behind, I tell myself. I'm alone and trailing them on this road of ***** and tears. I had wrapped up my hair, worn the shortest of shorts, drank until I couldn't think and still-- and still I walked alone. The lights of Columbus and the crisp air of an old country route haunt my heart, play hopscotch and dress it up all nice and tidy. Whether a **** and pulsating body were against me or not, would I be happy? My body is fighting to break free but my drunken mind can't even manage that. *Here I am, world, take me for all my sloppy iniquities,* I think, stumbling back to the house from an adventure poorly spent. He had gone and so had him, boy was done with my foolish whims. True love is hard to find and true like is even harder but sometimes it helps to just sit back and think and ignore the thunder of thousands of people pushing down on your weary, little head-- platonic attraction just doesn't cut it, sometimes. The mounties rear up and back and I walk around; a girl pukes her heart out and I crush it into the dirt. The door slams open and all eyes rest upon me, those drunken and judgmental eyes. Their gaze burns me, catches me alight in the unwavering flames of social curiosity. "Are you all right?" they ask me. I fall down instantly, sink into the old oak floorboard, melt into the grain and become a vague pattern among millions and millions of black and brown circles and lines-- "Yes," I answer, "I'm perfectly fine." Here I was, sloppy and seeping onto the cold, hardwood floor.
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 4:14 AM UTC
sloppy and seeping onto the cold, hardwood floor
Here I was, pheromones **** in the chilly fall air, tumbling about among the atoms and molecules of oxygen and nitrogen and methane and gas for any to stop and smell and-- *Please just grab my *** The truest of lights streams into my eyes, blinds me and unclothes me, throws off all of my lies and false feelings and turns me into the soppy mess I am. I stumble down the street, tears blurring my vision; "I'm going for a walk," I tell them, "I'm going to find my friends." They've all left me behind, I tell myself. I'm alone and trailing them on this road of ***** and tears. I had wrapped up my hair, worn the shortest of shorts, drank until I couldn't think and still-- and still I walked alone. The lights of Columbus and the crisp air of an old country route haunt my heart, play hopscotch and dress it up all nice and tidy. Whether a **** and pulsating body were against me or not, would I be happy? My body is fighting to break free but my drunken mind can't even manage that. *Here I am, world, take me for all my sloppy iniquities,* I think, stumbling back to the house from an adventure poorly spent. He had gone and so had him, boy was done with my foolish whims. True love is hard to find and true like is even harder but sometimes it helps to just sit back and think and ignore the thunder of thousands of people pushing down on your weary, little head-- platonic attraction just doesn't cut it, sometimes. The mounties rear up and back and I walk around; a girl pukes her heart out and I crush it into the dirt. The door slams open and all eyes rest upon me, those drunken and judgmental eyes. Their gaze burns me, catches me alight in the unwavering flames of social curiosity. "Are you all right?" they ask me. I fall down instantly, sink into the old oak floorboard, melt into the grain and become a vague pattern among millions and millions of black and brown circles and lines-- "Yes," I answer, "I'm perfectly fine." Here I was, sloppy and seeping onto the cold, hardwood floor.
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Isaiah 52:14 As many were astonied at Thee His visage was marred more than any man, and His form more than the sons of men. Isaiah 53:2 For He shall grow up before Him as a tender plant and as a root out of dry ground; He hath no form nor comeliness and when we shall see Him there is no beauty that we should desire Him. 3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief, and we hid as it were our faces from Him; He was despised and we esteemed Him not. 4 Surely He hath borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we did esteem Him stricken, smitten of God and afflicted. 5 But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and with His stripes we are healed. 6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way and the Lord hath laid on Him the iniquity of us all. 7 He was oppressed and He was afflicted, yet He opened not His mouth; He is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before his shearers is dumb so He opened not His mouth.
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 7:04 PM UTC
The Suffering Lamb of God
We drown in petty sorrows. Wish for floods- For rain To wash away all our iniquities. Wash our robes white, Our hands clean Of any thistles or weeds that Cling to our fingertips. We cry: Salt-stained Tears Begging for some kind of Materialistic reprieve For all the Very hard work We've done. God called us to build arks.
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 8:31 AM UTC
Noah
I quit I quit this mediocrity called Life This existence filled with paradoxes This life which lacks any form of happiness These days that are filled with suffering I quit I quit this depression that eats me This sadness that has long plagued me This hatred that drives my every day This angst that hovers over my head I quit I quit this stupid blaming game Where I never took an ounce of responsibility Where I hide behind flawed reasoning Where I let my flowery tongue do my ***** work I quit I quit this pursuit of temporary happiness Where I let Chance give or take control of me Where I blindly wait for fruitless promises Where I let this unfair Life give me anxieties I QUIT I QUIT THIS STUPID GAME I QUIT FROM EVERYTHING THAT CONTROLS ME From now on I am master of my fate I am the captain of my ship I alone pursue what I want and not let anything come by chance I will take responsibility for my actions and take all the blame for my iniquities I will not let anxiety take hold of me and free my mind from all negativity I will give up the pursuit of false joy and in exchange pursue true wisdom That this life is not as complicated as what I thought it was. That this life is just a simple struggle and will only yield to those who are strong Strong in mind and heart Those willing to recognize and accept all weaknesses and to change and convert them to strength Whoever sits upon Heaven's Throne Give me the courage to resign from this "Life" and give me the strength and will To start the change that I always wanted in me
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Dec 9, 2017
Dec 9, 2017 at 12:15 PM UTC
I Quit From this Life
I quit I quit this mediocrity called Life This existence filled with paradoxes This life which lacks any form of happiness These days that are filled with suffering I quit I quit this depression that eats me This sadness that has long plagued me This hatred that drives my every day This angst that hovers over my head I quit I quit this stupid blaming game Where I never took an ounce of responsibility Where I hide behind flawed reasoning Where I let my flowery tongue do my ***** work I quit I quit this pursuit of temporary happiness Where I let Chance give or take control of me Where I blindly wait for fruitless promises Where I let this unfair Life give me anxieties I QUIT I QUIT THIS STUPID GAME I QUIT FROM EVERYTHING THAT CONTROLS ME From now on I am master of my fate I am the captain of my ship I alone pursue what I want and not let anything come by chance I will take responsibility for my actions and take all the blame for my iniquities I will not let anxiety take hold of me and free my mind from all negativity I will give up the pursuit of false joy and in exchange pursue true wisdom That this life is not as complicated as what I thought it was. That this life is just a simple struggle and will only yield to those who are strong Strong in mind and heart Those willing to recognize and accept all weaknesses and to change and convert them to strength Whoever sits upon Heaven's Throne Give me the courage to resign from this "Life" and give me the strength and will To start the change that I always wanted in me
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As human beings, we experience illusion, but our goal is to become infinite. Enlightenment is the path to become one with God. Life, as we live it, is a joke of sorts. Love is, often unconsciously, our ultimate destination. Each of us has a soul, and if it is saturated with love when we die, we really do not die;  rather, our souls meld with God. To call worldly things is not meant to be a pejorative. It's just that the vast majority of us live false lives. What most of us call Heaven is actually when are our souls are filled with love. If we are "marterialized," which is  to say, we hunger for wealth, fame, or power--not to empower others, but to oppress them--then we do die and our souls return to Earth hopefully to realize what our real goal is. Buddha and Christ, for example, came to know this and lived their lives accordingly. When one realizes her/his soul is swollen with love, she/he knows intuitively, she/he will meld with the invisible, never-ending, always present love of God, never needing to be smothered with the stench or wars, the paucity of kindness, the endless pain of iniquities. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Jun 21, 2025
Jun 21, 2025 at 2:37 AM UTC
OUR SOUL
If you would allow me, I would like to invite you into a world that I'm in, and then into a world where I would like to be in. The surplus of this thing called madness has overwhelmed me so. It has etched it's presence within the peripherals of my vision and the groundings of the world around me. I'm doing my best to refrain from the usual written prolix; my most verbose dialect that seem even ambiguous to those of a higher stature. I want you all to comprehend and peradventure shed a scintilla of empathy; the bedlam that is my mind keeps attracting the mad and the sleeplessness. The monotony of repetition and the lonely nights of nostalgia. In unison, the Asylum within the corridors of mind houses such emotional consequences and dares to formulate an ominous construct; derived by the copious amount of my many iniquities. I am never at peace. Give me a silent "dark" that coincides a placid slumber. Let me drift within the winds of a comatose state and the ringing of the Sandman within my ear; the melodies of sleep produced by nothingness. I seek such a slumber that transcends that of delving into the subconscious of the brain, but instead the subconscious to reach inside it's own subconscious. Like a dream within dream, but with no dream. How absurd.
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Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 1:38 AM UTC
-The Sleepless;
These are the end times. Judgment is coming For our iniquities and apathy For the ****** of the unborn For worshiping money For voting Democrat For buying non-biodegradable products. Or so they say. I don't enjoy discussing Or even hearing About eschatology When and how and why the world will end Which is what seems to pervade the air at home Every time the conversation suffers an unfortunate lull. Some cathartic culmination Of a Deity's wrath No doubt for all the *** drugs, and rock & roll Humanity indulges in On a daily basis. Hearing about the end -- Demons born to women Automatons wearing human skins Talking animals Seems so redundant. The signs had been here all along. We've been living with them for ages now. What if Instead of a violent, sudden cataclysm, The end comes As an implosion Drawn out over billions of years? What if the second law of thermodynamics Is the prophesy Doomsday prophets overlooked? There are no aliens coming To **** and subjugate this planet: We're already here. This is the end We've been simmering in it Fighting and spitting and cursing In puddles of our filth and hate The end has been unfolding For the past few millennia As humanity continues to multiply Like rats beneath New York. And here we are Making plans Getting married Hoarding money Getting **** drunk Too busy preventing The little apocalypses Of our petty lives. We're planting gardens In the shadow of a warhead. We all saw it coming We were just too busy to care. My world's already ending In bits and pieces anyway At random intervals Every time I let someone in And she inevitably leaves Taking a piece of me with her My sun dies in agonizing degrees Even a quiet infatuation Eats away at me Crumb by crumb. All those theories about the end Forget them. I'm living my own apocalypse And surrounded by human-sized People-shaped versions Of the Four Horsemen So shut up already.
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Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 11:05 AM UTC
Heat Death
These are the end times. Judgment is coming For our iniquities and apathy For the ****** of the unborn For worshiping money For voting Democrat For buying non-biodegradable products. Or so they say. I don't enjoy discussing Or even hearing About eschatology When and how and why the world will end Which is what seems to pervade the air at home Every time the conversation suffers an unfortunate lull. Some cathartic culmination Of a Deity's wrath No doubt for all the *** drugs, and rock & roll Humanity indulges in On a daily basis. Hearing about the end -- Demons born to women Automatons wearing human skins Talking animals Seems so redundant. The signs had been here all along. We've been living with them for ages now. What if Instead of a violent, sudden cataclysm, The end comes As an implosion Drawn out over billions of years? What if the second law of thermodynamics Is the prophesy Doomsday prophets overlooked? There are no aliens coming To **** and subjugate this planet: We're already here. This is the end We've been simmering in it Fighting and spitting and cursing In puddles of our filth and hate The end has been unfolding For the past few millennia As humanity continues to multiply Like rats beneath New York. And here we are Making plans Getting married Hoarding money Getting **** drunk Too busy preventing The little apocalypses Of our petty lives. We're planting gardens In the shadow of a warhead. We all saw it coming We were just too busy to care. My world's already ending In bits and pieces anyway At random intervals Every time I let someone in And she inevitably leaves Taking a piece of me with her My sun dies in agonizing degrees Even a quiet infatuation Eats away at me Crumb by crumb. All those theories about the end Forget them. I'm living my own apocalypse And surrounded by human-sized People-shaped versions Of the Four Horsemen So shut up already.
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I admit I am a sinner I admit I have made mistakes I will probably make mistakes again in the future Blot out My iniquities from Your mind and sight My walk has not always been straight and narrow My heart and life are weary I need Your help Shadows circle Me like sharks at feeding time I am sorely vexed by issues of My own making And issues delivered by others Uncertainty clouds the future No one stands beside Me The wolf at the door had puppies I have tried to do right Tried to help others The heavy weight of survival is pressing up against Me Where do I turn What happens next I feel alone I feel homeless I feel penniless I feel abandoned by You You have come to the aid of others so why am I not on that list You have come to My aid before with mega blessings Does it have to be this way now And yet I deeply bow to what You do What you have already done What you have planned ahead Since there is no way I could know the next moment the future I have no choice You told me to put my trust in Elohim I have You told me to wait on the LORD I have You told me that I would experience beyond anything I could ever know I have not Your Word cannot return void What is it I have not done to receive Your blessings What is it I need to do right now to have your blessings shower me Tell me what to do Is the feather a sign Is the good word from the Oracle a sign Can you see my tears Can you feel my heart Can you see my housing threat Can you see my transportation issues Can you accept my worshiping you Can you feel my longings Yeshua said you know all of this and more before I ask Honor His Words Can you just step it up a bit I sit here in silence Daring to wonder what is next I am dust destined to be worm food My Spirit will return to You There is no good reason for me to suffer Yes I do honestly believe You do not want Me to suffer Come Holy Spirit Come Holy Spirit Come right now Come right now You are the only power ELOHIM You are the only power to trust Bless me right Work your miracles right now Send Your ministering Angels to surround Me Send Your ministering Angels to lift Me To protect Me To direct Me how to solve the survival issues To show Your love for Me To show My love for You Though You loved Me first Help Me Help Me Help Me
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Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
A PSALM
I admit I am a sinner I admit I have made mistakes I will probably make mistakes again in the future Blot out My iniquities from Your mind and sight My walk has not always been straight and narrow My heart and life are weary I need Your help Shadows circle Me like sharks at feeding time I am sorely vexed by issues of My own making And issues delivered by others Uncertainty clouds the future No one stands beside Me The wolf at the door had puppies I have tried to do right Tried to help others The heavy weight of survival is pressing up against Me Where do I turn What happens next I feel alone I feel homeless I feel penniless I feel abandoned by You You have come to the aid of others so why am I not on that list You have come to My aid before with mega blessings Does it have to be this way now And yet I deeply bow to what You do What you have already done What you have planned ahead Since there is no way I could know the next moment the future I have no choice You told me to put my trust in Elohim I have You told me to wait on the LORD I have You told me that I would experience beyond anything I could ever know I have not Your Word cannot return void What is it I have not done to receive Your blessings What is it I need to do right now to have your blessings shower me Tell me what to do Is the feather a sign Is the good word from the Oracle a sign Can you see my tears Can you feel my heart Can you see my housing threat Can you see my transportation issues Can you accept my worshiping you Can you feel my longings Yeshua said you know all of this and more before I ask Honor His Words Can you just step it up a bit I sit here in silence Daring to wonder what is next I am dust destined to be worm food My Spirit will return to You There is no good reason for me to suffer Yes I do honestly believe You do not want Me to suffer Come Holy Spirit Come Holy Spirit Come right now Come right now You are the only power ELOHIM You are the only power to trust Bless me right Work your miracles right now Send Your ministering Angels to surround Me Send Your ministering Angels to lift Me To protect Me To direct Me how to solve the survival issues To show Your love for Me To show My love for You Though You loved Me first Help Me Help Me Help Me
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Rippled in the Sons light In the Arms of my savior Safe and strong where I belong Eternity in My Heart Is Where I start Amazed by gentle sweet love Grace O grace Exquisite fascinating Am up again needing Your Love In love with you in tune with you Newness in my heart rising, start My desire my one hearts cry to know You basking in your endless Grace Love that pours into my heart Opening me up for a new start Vibrant love coursing through me Empty I find you, my sweet love Resonating in my soul resounding Iniquities washed whiter than snow Sing a new song from the start Eternal life in my heart won't depart
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Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 4:34 AM UTC
RISE AGAIN MY LOVE RISE (acrostic poem)
1 Who has believed what we have heard? And who has the arm of the LORD been revealed to? 2 He grew up before Him like a young plant and like a root out of dry ground. He didn’t have an impressive form or majesty that we should look at Him, no appearance that we should desire Him. 3 He was despised and rejected by men, a man of suffering who knew what sickness was. He was like someone people turned away from; He was despised, and we didn’t value Him. 4 Yet He Himself bore our sicknesses, and He carried our pains; but we in turn regarded Him stricken, struck down by God, and afflicted. 5 But He was pierced because of our transgressions, crushed because of our iniquities; punishment for our peace was on Him, and we are healed by His wounds. 6 We all went astray like sheep; we all have turned to our own way; and the LORD has punished Him for3 the iniquity of us all. 7 He was oppressed and afflicted, yet He did not open His mouth. Like a lamb led to the slaughter and like a sheep silent before her shearers, He did not open His mouth. 8 He was taken away because of oppression and judgment; and who considered His fate? For He was cut off from the land of the living; He was struck because of my people’s rebellion. 9 They5 made His grave with the wicked and with a rich man at His death, although He had done no violence and had not spoken deceitfully. 10 Yet the LORD was pleased to crush Him severely. When You make Him a * restitution offering, He will see His * seed, He will prolong His days, and by His hand, the LORD’s pleasure will be accomplished. 11 He will see it out of His anguish, and He will be satisfied with His knowledge. My righteous Servant will justify many, and He will carry their iniquities. 12 Therefore I will give Him the many as a portion, and He will receive the mighty as spoil, because He submitted Himself to death, and was counted among the rebels; yet He bore the sin of many and interceded for the rebels.
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Oct 21, 2016
Oct 21, 2016 at 7:16 PM UTC
WHO AM I?
1 Who has believed what we have heard? And who has the arm of the LORD been revealed to? 2 He grew up before Him like a young plant and like a root out of dry ground. He didn’t have an impressive form or majesty that we should look at Him, no appearance that we should desire Him. 3 He was despised and rejected by men, a man of suffering who knew what sickness was. He was like someone people turned away from; He was despised, and we didn’t value Him. 4 Yet He Himself bore our sicknesses, and He carried our pains; but we in turn regarded Him stricken, struck down by God, and afflicted. 5 But He was pierced because of our transgressions, crushed because of our iniquities; punishment for our peace was on Him, and we are healed by His wounds. 6 We all went astray like sheep; we all have turned to our own way; and the LORD has punished Him for3 the iniquity of us all. 7 He was oppressed and afflicted, yet He did not open His mouth. Like a lamb led to the slaughter and like a sheep silent before her shearers, He did not open His mouth. 8 He was taken away because of oppression and judgment; and who considered His fate? For He was cut off from the land of the living; He was struck because of my people’s rebellion. 9 They5 made His grave with the wicked and with a rich man at His death, although He had done no violence and had not spoken deceitfully. 10 Yet the LORD was pleased to crush Him severely. When You make Him a * restitution offering, He will see His * seed, He will prolong His days, and by His hand, the LORD’s pleasure will be accomplished. 11 He will see it out of His anguish, and He will be satisfied with His knowledge. My righteous Servant will justify many, and He will carry their iniquities. 12 Therefore I will give Him the many as a portion, and He will receive the mighty as spoil, because He submitted Himself to death, and was counted among the rebels; yet He bore the sin of many and interceded for the rebels.
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The sound my thoughts make when I sit alone is enough to make even a mute SCREAM with the agony of so much passion such violence in the action of having these ideas but what do I do with them? Nothing!  I do nothing! I wait and I wait and it all comes to nothing a nothing fitting of my inaction all my passion dies before it is born because of the silence left between my dreams this intrusive silence pervasive even as I hate it because it points out my iniquities ever place I have ever gone wrong I hate it and I understand it because it shapes me makes me better though I do not deserve it
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Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 11:20 PM UTC
Intrusive Silence
A kingdom on the Nile A man who called himself a god Ruling over the people of the river Enslaved we were in that Kingdom By this man, Pharaoh, who called himself a god Imprisoned by our chains Enslaved by these whips and lashes Enslaved by the sins of our fathers Imprisoned by our own hearts Our people flee from the rule of Pharaoh Escaping the reach of his arm We will follow Pharaoh no more A way has been made A way to the Promised Land Through the Wilderness we fled Out of the tyranny of Pharaoh’s reach To our toil in the Wilderness we go But with hope in the Promised Land We will follow Pharaoh no more A way has been made A way to the Promised Land We follow Moses As he parts the roaring waters Anyone can enter through the cleared path Both righteous and unrighteousness can pass Following Moses' lead As he leads to the Promised Land There is no shame in passing through the waters For the love of God lies in the waters' part By God, Moses parts the sea Leading us to the Promised Land A land filled with the Glory of God Flowing endlessly with milk Flowing sweetly with honey In the land promised generations before But Moses was a flawed savior Moses could not lead us to this fertile land But when we entered We saw the great glory of the land promised But we were still imprisoned And we are still enslaved Not by the toil of chains Not by a man who called himself a god But by our own iniquities And by our own faults Into exile we led ourselves Enslaved by foreign nations Betrayed by our own selves Exiled into unknown lands Exiled from the land of our fathers, the land promised Awaiting reconciliation Awaiting the Messiah promised Chained by the faults of our humanity Following the hearts of men Then God on High came to Earth down low To be that which He came to save To save that which He became Knowing the faults of our broken humanity The Son of God became the mere son of a carpenter Then He paid a hefty price for His bride He laid down His life, and He and His bride became one He married this ******* woman And He sanctified her For our sins, He died For our faults, He gave His life To give us living breath, He breathed His last He died our death Then resurrected us with Himself To pay the price for His bride A price none would ever pay for such a ***** But bought we are, with His blood And in Him, we have new life We will follow Pharaoh no more, That man who called himself a god A way has been made By a man who is God To the Promised Land we walk A way has been made In the Glory of God we'll live There is no shame in coming to the cross The love and blood of God was poured at the foot A new Moses on the cross Leading to the Promised Land The arms of Moses stretched out upon the cross Leading to the Promised Land Where we will dwell for all time For we have been delivered
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 9:14 PM UTC
Delivered
A kingdom on the Nile A man who called himself a god Ruling over the people of the river Enslaved we were in that Kingdom By this man, Pharaoh, who called himself a god Imprisoned by our chains Enslaved by these whips and lashes Enslaved by the sins of our fathers Imprisoned by our own hearts Our people flee from the rule of Pharaoh Escaping the reach of his arm We will follow Pharaoh no more A way has been made A way to the Promised Land Through the Wilderness we fled Out of the tyranny of Pharaoh’s reach To our toil in the Wilderness we go But with hope in the Promised Land We will follow Pharaoh no more A way has been made A way to the Promised Land We follow Moses As he parts the roaring waters Anyone can enter through the cleared path Both righteous and unrighteousness can pass Following Moses' lead As he leads to the Promised Land There is no shame in passing through the waters For the love of God lies in the waters' part By God, Moses parts the sea Leading us to the Promised Land A land filled with the Glory of God Flowing endlessly with milk Flowing sweetly with honey In the land promised generations before But Moses was a flawed savior Moses could not lead us to this fertile land But when we entered We saw the great glory of the land promised But we were still imprisoned And we are still enslaved Not by the toil of chains Not by a man who called himself a god But by our own iniquities And by our own faults Into exile we led ourselves Enslaved by foreign nations Betrayed by our own selves Exiled into unknown lands Exiled from the land of our fathers, the land promised Awaiting reconciliation Awaiting the Messiah promised Chained by the faults of our humanity Following the hearts of men Then God on High came to Earth down low To be that which He came to save To save that which He became Knowing the faults of our broken humanity The Son of God became the mere son of a carpenter Then He paid a hefty price for His bride He laid down His life, and He and His bride became one He married this ******* woman And He sanctified her For our sins, He died For our faults, He gave His life To give us living breath, He breathed His last He died our death Then resurrected us with Himself To pay the price for His bride A price none would ever pay for such a ***** But bought we are, with His blood And in Him, we have new life We will follow Pharaoh no more, That man who called himself a god A way has been made By a man who is God To the Promised Land we walk A way has been made In the Glory of God we'll live There is no shame in coming to the cross The love and blood of God was poured at the foot A new Moses on the cross Leading to the Promised Land The arms of Moses stretched out upon the cross Leading to the Promised Land Where we will dwell for all time For we have been delivered
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