"inhabiter" poems - Hello Poetry

you are my dreams’ reel frequent inhabiter rarely a bypasser feelings lost sight, almost

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Jun 8, 2022

Jun 8, 2022 at 10:19 PM UTC

nocturnale

you are

you are my dreams’ reel frequent inhabiter rarely a bypasser feelings lost sight, almost

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to the colouring book and the maddening imagination the insistence of the scribes and the glandular power of our missions of the dome and the species the turn of the trickster and the business being within our clan in our hand in the span of our grind a product of our natters is there shared scheme in mind ? - an inhabiter

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Feb 21, 2019

Feb 21, 2019 at 11:28 PM UTC

neth-jones

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to the colouring book and the maddening imagination the insistence of the scribes and the glandular power of our missions of the dome and the species the turn of the trickster and the business being within our clan in our hand in the span of our grind a product of our natters is there shared scheme in mind ? - an inhabiter

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i remember your voice the first time we spoke. how it stunned me, completely, it was comforting. you told me every secret. i cried that night, hearing you recite the last 5 years. through my tears, you whispered "why are you upset?" i confessed, "i cant comprehend how someone with such a beauiful soul, could be hurt so much". you told me i was too precious for this world. i told you i wished i could wrap my arms around you. i wonder if you realised how much i meant that. i walked the most beautiful fields with him, and dreamed it was you. im an inhabiter of a vicious cycle. of altering reality. but i had to, just to be with you. you talked vividly about the places youd take me. your words rang in my ears all day. im at the beach, its beautiful and i wish you were here. you stopped saying you wished that too. i drew you. i made you that playlist. you never sent me yours. maybe i knew that you would drift away as youd assured me, maybe i didnt want to believe it. i always asked you to draw me. eventually you stopped saying you would. i hadnt smiled so much in years, maybe you oiled something rusty in me i hadnt loved so dearly, in so long. you made me feel strong. saying you would never let anyone hurt me. i felt safe knowing that. even though you were thousands of miles away. last week you drew him. you showed him the same bands you showed me you called him the same nicknames you called me i smiled bitterly and asked how was he youre gonna see eachother in autmn you think that he might be the one youre gonna end up being something. i cant help feeling that he is everything i wasnt. since we stopped talking, they started bothering me again when your passion stopped, i was crying so much that i couldnt let you see me. typed out on my keyboard things i didnt want to tell you because i didnt want to get attatched. tonight we talked. you did not smile when you saw me. you did not tell me that you missed me. when i said i missed you. i said it makes me sad but i could never blame you. i said i cant help it because you're so special to me. your eyes did not flicker with a single emotion. i love you. but i dont want you to know. i want you to go. like youd never existed.

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Aug 22, 2015

Aug 22, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC

turnedyellow

loosing a lover when you've fallen in love

i remember your voice the first time we spoke. how it stunned me, completely, it was comforting. you told me every secret. i cried that night, hearing you recite the last 5 years. through my tears, you whispered "why are you upset?" i confessed, "i cant comprehend how someone with such a beauiful soul, could be hurt so much". you told me i was too precious for this world. i told you i wished i could wrap my arms around you. i wonder if you realised how much i meant that. i walked the most beautiful fields with him, and dreamed it was you. im an inhabiter of a vicious cycle. of altering reality. but i had to, just to be with you. you talked vividly about the places youd take me. your words rang in my ears all day. im at the beach, its beautiful and i wish you were here. you stopped saying you wished that too. i drew you. i made you that playlist. you never sent me yours. maybe i knew that you would drift away as youd assured me, maybe i didnt want to believe it. i always asked you to draw me. eventually you stopped saying you would. i hadnt smiled so much in years, maybe you oiled something rusty in me i hadnt loved so dearly, in so long. you made me feel strong. saying you would never let anyone hurt me. i felt safe knowing that. even though you were thousands of miles away. last week you drew him. you showed him the same bands you showed me you called him the same nicknames you called me i smiled bitterly and asked how was he youre gonna see eachother in autmn you think that he might be the one youre gonna end up being something. i cant help feeling that he is everything i wasnt. since we stopped talking, they started bothering me again when your passion stopped, i was crying so much that i couldnt let you see me. typed out on my keyboard things i didnt want to tell you because i didnt want to get attatched. tonight we talked. you did not smile when you saw me. you did not tell me that you missed me. when i said i missed you. i said it makes me sad but i could never blame you. i said i cant help it because you're so special to me. your eyes did not flicker with a single emotion. i love you. but i dont want you to know. i want you to go. like youd never existed.

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