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Port Rose Oct 2013
We're all so
self invested
everyone is eating themselves alive
and no one thinks its mutual


We're all so special aren't we?
we are the main ingrediant
the cookie is just made to enjoy the butter
all the other ingredients are just here to compliment us


Everyone shares the pain
and bears the shame
of humanity
"all alone"


We're all "me"
there is "he" and "she" and "we"
but to he, "we" is "she"
and he, will always be "me"


Why should anyone want to be anyone
when you could be no one
and not have this confusion
of who is who
Melody Dec 2011
I wish that..

My love that was thrown away,

And caused my heart to shatter like a broken mirror,

Would come back

And be on this necklace of honor and pride,

Saying look at me,

I came back.

I ran from hell,

Had tea with the devil,

And now I'm eating cookies with only your soul being the main ingrediant.




My hearts made copies when I was little,

They must've known that I would have to fall in love with you

But hey,

Look at me now,

I'm sitting here wishing.

And what I wish...

Is..

I wish

That you'd never come back.
mhmmmmmm Sep 2014
Over the past year I have learned so much from you.
I have learned a lot about real love, care, kindness, respect, listening, and I learned a lot about Lions.
Did you know that there are 21,000 Lions in Africa? Did you know that 21 is the year that I had planned for us to get married? Would you think that 2100 is the year that we would die together? Would you think that we would have 21 jobs throughout our lifetime? Would you think we might have 21 cars?

There are so many unknown facts about the future. About our future. But as it is known that there are 21,000 Lions left in Africa, I know that our future is written in the sun. And will be there for several billion years until the sun blows up, and a new Earth is created, and our reincarnations will find eachother once again. Who knows, we may even be the next Adam and Eve.

Yesterday was my birthday. As I have told you, I am very emotional about my birthdays. Mainly because my Dad never keeps his promises, I'm always let down. I get yelled at by mom. Back to the point, yesterday, I woke up for the first time to walk to my door and see simple paper streaming down from my door, well that simple paper to me was like having a room full of people pop out and say suprise. Although it was simple party paper, it was encoded with love. Which honestly made me tear up. I walked to the kitchen to see more, and more, and big letters that said happy birthday. Then a cake was brought to me, a home made cake. With the most prominent ingrediant being love. I don't even like cake. But that was the best thing I've tasted all year, other than your lips.

Then came the presents, I'm really emotional about that too. I didn't get what i wanted exactly. But I found out that all I really wanted was anything that you wrapped, Because anything that you give to me is encoded with a love that lasts an eternity. A love from someone who will skip work, school, anything to make me feel good when I'm sick, to bring me up when I'm down, and many other things.

And that Nicole, is why yesterday was the best birthday I've ever had. Even though, it was spent in the house. It was still amazing.
I love you beebz :)
<3
IF I WAS A KITE

If I were a kite in this life
Your very love would be my thermal of air~
If I were a fire set to burn
Your very love would be my match~
If I were a vehicle of any kind
Its only your love that would be my fuel~
If I was to ever need encouragement
Only your love would be my very motivation~
If I ever need one only ingrediant to thrive upon
It could ever only be your love~
If I was to tell of the one reason I live
I would say in all honesty that only your love
Could ever take me to where I wished to go
And only the lack of it could ever destroy me ~

Terrence Michael Sutton
copyright 1988
unnamedpersona Jul 2020
17
Yesterday, I was thinking about how fake the 'world' that humans have constructed is. All the schools, academies, militaries,
stores and such are nothing but man-made illusions roleplaying as life. falsehood. Real life is a bee taking pollen from a flower.
A child can even recognize this distinction, but slowly as you get older you fade into the 'life' that humans have created instead
of the true, real life that exists. Sometimes, as we stare and glimpse into what truly is real, such as flowers, animals and such
we see purity, love and we feel alive again, we feel more human and more real.  I tthink we have built our 'lives' for material
things that don't satisfy our needs, that's why theirs so many wars, suicides and problems. Most people are not happy. What
we living for? Our true purpose is a mental, spiritual one. Love. But instead we live for confusion and hate and fakeness.




adrenaline surge. graceful plunge. fell on the ground. stomach pump. head over hurt. existential road. absurd. landscape uneven. dream into void. melodic breakdown. forsaken. kneeling, no god. illusion, dreams, all artifical constructs. distance of the line is further then we thought. baroque. the scream into interstellar flames. tongue commmitting sins. mind flowing like wind, the heart sings the strings of the broken violin. umbrella in storm. against the chaos. silence slows down time, but eventually it catches up. inadvertendly the quantum entangled fabric of space warps like a black hole. you are a black hole. i. the flower can be your soul. drowning in coffee, drudge morning. this world forces me to dream other worlds. the song inside my heart is the loudest. please gently love me to death. you are obsence. lost in the grand scheme of things, i don't know what the future will bring. i have so much to say, but we both chose silence. walk me into the forest, speak to me like the birds sing to the universe. avoid it at all costs. all you could do. come as you are. don't watch the sky fall apart, there are no precuations. magic is the ingrediant. fantasy is the potion. drown in it. the abyss of an ocean. what we created. secret hallways. comparmentalize. eat the bruises of the damaged fruit, it may bring knowledge. equivariant paramter interwining operators shifts. ABSORB THE ESSENCE, RIGHT NOW. THIS DIMENSION. YOUR DIMENSION. MERGE. there are no signs. create your own symbols.
let spring melt the winter away. all roads are already paved. stray a new way and walk the pain away. today is a new day. today is today, don't worry about tomorrow, forget your sorrows. morals is now.
the world is but a show, for we are the playwrights. we must wake up from night to see daylight. ?face twice?





Persona: let spring melt the winter away. all roads are already paved. stray a new way and walk the pain away. today is a new day. today is today, don't worry about tomorrow, forget your sorrows. morals is now.
Persona: how hollow is the sand? it goes on forever, the dunes are built by the wind and flow of water? interwinned with woes. lined in the unrefined. the world is just a show
Persona: birds stay flight. skyfall crumble. caught in the misscall.
Persona: burning yourself, entering hell. a jail cell
Persona: the middle of sunrise and sunshine
Persona: we rise to the daytime.
Persona: suicide realized butterfly moth sacrifice. january in july. died inside
Persona: stay in the cold, breathe into it.
Persona: SWALLOW THE PEN THAT BITES YOUR WORDS.
Persona: portals, perception laced.
Persona: the most beautiful are the loneliest
Persona: let time lose track of you.
Persona: what about the other side of your face where the sun doesn't shine.
Persona: caught glimpse of your true nature as if abruptly deciphering esoteric hieroglyphs lining your temple walls & stumbling backward in the dark
Persona: every road looks the same, i guess it's the style that we paved?
Persona: regaling you with death.
Persona: deja vu. see the program?
Persona: vibratntly coloured carpet, the simluation will give.
Persona: once you look their eyes you're lost forever
Persona: pieces don't fit together. thats one thing solved. no puzzle
Persona: take the blue away, just like the rain.
Persona: dusty books, vanshing point. wallflower
Persona: claws for the tiger, wings for the dove. why?
Persona: a snow globe for the memory.
Persona: an appartional experience.
Persona: heavy-days
Persona: take the soul away.
Persona: bathed in pain.
Persona: shimmering on the horzion, nearly out of sight. i see it. restricted area? but i see.
Persona: depths of the dream
Persona: a tombstone for every little dead hope
Persona: gasping chasm, let it breath
Persona: Whoever dreams the most, wins.
Persona: feeling like dirt
Persona: but not one with the earth.
Persona: mythological sirens sounding bells bouncing against the bronze reaching the concrete
Persona: soul lighting your body. a beautiful sight.


your Thoughts are Blind
You Cant Capture The Image.
Every Time We Breath, We Sleep.
Sorry I was afraid. I was naked
the reflection you modelled
Got Lost In The Shadow (The Reflection)
The Rainment We Are All Soaked In.
A veil exists between the above and the below. The shadow is beneath the veil; the material and the shadow is projected apart.
Reality Is An Androgynous Aborted Fetus
the lukewarm resembles Yaltaboath , time to Spit out the Polarity
deathless in the midst of a dying mankind.
don't worry the children of the light will be truly acquainted with the truth and their roots soon.
You cant disconnect from the theater of conflict, you can only ascend to Deathless
Ask yourself. Are you deathless?
the fragrance of a flower...the light of the sun
Why does good diffuse itself?
I smelt the fragrance of a flower and saw the light of the sun and in that Moment (eyes) stared out of the window of eternity and Locked-eyes with the Temporal composite
The highest good is that which is Intellect and Form aka Image Represented Pre-Existed Logos that was Spoken like the Word.
One taking for the mystical ecstasy
Why is Enlightenment accompanied by a feeling of falsehood?
the higher You: the inseparable ray of the Universe and one self. It is the god above, more than within, us,  you feel false because you need to bring the soul into You.
Currently, art exists as the Veil.



The black sun of 'i'
we are the eye
this is why we call ourselves
i.
we are in the eye
right now
this is the realm we re in right now
the sun is the pupil
the womb of manifestation
the zero point of creation
the encasement of eyes is like a dome
an infirmanet above our heads
fragmented ourselves to a holographic projection away from the source
the sun
the U shape is created when you bridge the i
the past and the future
we
is me upside down
the i is the W
'i am a double of you'
the eye is the tree of life
'the cosmic egg'
me is the we


stay in the heart
disharmonious thought is the program
shift, change
if only the Shapes were cognizable to me
perhaps your i
would become we
and me
and then it would all make sense...
go back to the heart
ReStructure Experience
The intuitive rhythm
the hologram creates the illusion of time and polarity but we can disconnect from the as within as without so we do not fragmentize into cause and effect the chicken and the egg and play out the matrix polarity drama
no subject and object
life experience as a temporary holding space to facilitate our purging
the observer is not sepearate from the object observed
let your conscience be free
Lets go back to the garden of eden away from the metratron tordial torment of dreamtime and the illusionary seven sin polarity
Purge dualism
the net that is projecting consciousness
'Bab = Gate
EL = electromagnetic
Babel
ELECTROMAGNETIC JAOCB LADDER TO ZERO POINT.
humanity trying to reach the heavens.
the hand of the clock in perpetual motion.
round and round we walk.
If I were a kite in this life
Your very love would be my thermal of air~
If I were a fire set to burn
Your very love would be my match~
If I were a vehicle of any kind
Its only your love that would be my fuel~
If I was to ever need encouragement
Only your love would be my very motivation~
If I ever need one only ingrediant to thrive upon
It could ever only be your love~
If I was to tell of the one reason I live
I would say in all honesty that only your love
Could ever take me to where I wished to go
And only the lack of it could ever destroy me ~

Terrence Michael Sutton
copyright 2018

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