"inever" poems - Hello Poetry

iN & Out Of Rehab iRelapse Then Collapse iNever Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping? Drug Programs Are A Waste According To My Case. im Never Going to Stop unless i O.D And Drop But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise. With the Angel imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels. It'll Be Better, Since iSold My Soul To The Devil. He Never Asked iJust Gave iT Up. iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing. Went From Snorting To Smoking Methamphetamine iLet iT Get The Best Of Me. Part 2 Out & iN 2014 iTs Krazie iM Back To This Dope **** Its been Already 4 years and Im still Addicted. In & Out Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill Havnt learned **** Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit Ilove Living Twisted Im on a comedown Im irrated right now wanting to take Another hit.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

iN & Out Of Rehab

iN & Out Of Rehab iRelapse Then Collapse iNever Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping? Drug Programs Are A Waste According To My Case. im Never Going to Stop unless i O.D And Drop But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise. With the Angel imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels. It'll Be Better, Since iSold My Soul To The Devil. He Never Asked iJust Gave iT Up. iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing. Went From Snorting To Smoking Methamphetamine iLet iT Get The Best Of Me. Part 2 Out & iN 2014 iTs Krazie iM Back To This Dope **** Its been Already 4 years and Im still Addicted. In & Out Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill Havnt learned **** Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit Ilove Living Twisted Im on a comedown Im irrated right now wanting to take Another hit.

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iNever Been iN A Relationship With A Human Being. Only With My Drug, Crystal **** IConsidered iT My Lover. My Baby, My World My Everything. iFell inlove With A Substance, Felt So Real. Created A Strong Bond That Seemed unbreakable We Were unseperable. This Stimulant Kept Me Away From Reality And Everything in it. Blocked Me From Having An Actual Boyfriend and Catching True Loving Feeling. iWas Blinded By These False Euphoric Feelings. A Rush Like iF ive Accomplished A Hundred Things. iWas Concentrated And Focused On Getting High And Just living The Addict life. That iHad No intrest At 16 Towards Boys or having a love life. My Mind Was Just Set On The Streets And Dope Game, Riskful Missions And Hanging With Friends. Guys Would Holler, But id Give No interest. Just Me And My Drug iS All That Mattered. Throughout My 3rd Time iN Rehab, My Neighbor Would Call. A Guy Friend. Daily Conversations, Laughs And giggls, something so rare and unexperienced. As iBegan To Recover & Emotions Started To Untie, iBegan To Feel Some Strange feelings ive never experienced 1st hand. Once iGraduated My program. We Communicated More, I liked This, i liked him. Was Hard To believe that after all he knew about me? He was into me to. My supporter, My Friend This Guy Became My 1st Boyfriend <3 041314

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Sep 19, 2014

Sep 19, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Boyfriend

iNever Been iN A Relationship With A Human Being. Only With My Drug, Crystal **** IConsidered iT My Lover. My Baby, My World My Everything. iFell inlove With A Substance, Felt So Real. Created A Strong Bond That Seemed unbreakable We Were unseperable. This Stimulant Kept Me Away From Reality And Everything in it. Blocked Me From Having An Actual Boyfriend and Catching True Loving Feeling. iWas Blinded By These False Euphoric Feelings. A Rush Like iF ive Accomplished A Hundred Things. iWas Concentrated And Focused On Getting High And Just living The Addict life. That iHad No intrest At 16 Towards Boys or having a love life. My Mind Was Just Set On The Streets And Dope Game, Riskful Missions And Hanging With Friends. Guys Would Holler, But id Give No interest. Just Me And My Drug iS All That Mattered. Throughout My 3rd Time iN Rehab, My Neighbor Would Call. A Guy Friend. Daily Conversations, Laughs And giggls, something so rare and unexperienced. As iBegan To Recover & Emotions Started To Untie, iBegan To Feel Some Strange feelings ive never experienced 1st hand. Once iGraduated My program. We Communicated More, I liked This, i liked him. Was Hard To believe that after all he knew about me? He was into me to. My supporter, My Friend This Guy Became My 1st Boyfriend <3 041314

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iDont Think iCould Continue On ILove Him So Much, But Seeing Him Face To Face Just Reminds Me Of How ive Done Him Wrong. The Feel Of Guilt And Shame How iWish iNever Tried Drugs. The Reason To Most of Our Conflicts. im Laying Down Emotions Just Tipping Around Thinking For A Solution IFeel i Should Just Set Him Free Because All I've Done Was Just Disappoint Him Hes Honestly Better Off Finding Another Girl Rather Than me Iv Done to much I Feel So Bad And Don't Think il Ever Forgive Myself For The Lies i Made Him Believe. I Don't Know How To Express How Much pain Im Actually Feeling . Knowing My Lover Now Sees Me Different And i know he has lost feelings. How i Regret Not Being honest from the very start.

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Nov 22, 2014

Nov 22, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Not The Same

iDont Think iCould Continue On ILove Him So Much, But Seeing Him Face To Face Just Reminds Me Of How ive Done Him Wrong. The Feel Of Guilt And Shame How iWish iNever Tried Drugs. The Reason To Most of Our Conflicts. im Laying Down Emotions Just Tipping Around Thinking For A Solution IFeel i Should Just Set Him Free Because All I've Done Was Just Disappoint Him Hes Honestly Better Off Finding Another Girl Rather Than me Iv Done to much I Feel So Bad And Don't Think il Ever Forgive Myself For The Lies i Made Him Believe. I Don't Know How To Express How Much pain Im Actually Feeling . Knowing My Lover Now Sees Me Different And i know he has lost feelings. How i Regret Not Being honest from the very start.

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I was in love I didn't notice there is war outside it's hard for me to focus suprisingly I never knew that love was real i figured out that love it is a battlefield it was your beauty all along I couldn't help it I left you out die I know that it was selfish I will protect you with my sword and grab my shield I never knew that love it was a battlefield see I would take a bullet for you I would die and rest so peacefully just knowing you were mine I'll grab my gun for you you know that i would **** I never knew that love it was a battlefield some men would grab you up and try to keep you hostage you know I'll do my best for you to try and stop them I never knew my love for you it was so real I never knew that love it was a battlefield now i would spend my very last if I were rich to show the enemy our love it does exist I never knew that love it hurts it's so unreal I never knew that love it was a battlefield and I apologize for all the things I said Inever knew the war would come to end this way I earned my stripes I earned my stars out on the field I never knew that love it was a battlefield

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Feb 11, 2020

Feb 11, 2020 at 9:58 AM UTC

henry-love

Love is a Battlefield

I was in love I didn't notice there is war outside it's hard for me to focus suprisingly I never knew that love was real i figured out that love it is a battlefield it was your beauty all along I couldn't help it I left you out die I know that it was selfish I will protect you with my sword and grab my shield I never knew that love it was a battlefield see I would take a bullet for you I would die and rest so peacefully just knowing you were mine I'll grab my gun for you you know that i would **** I never knew that love it was a battlefield some men would grab you up and try to keep you hostage you know I'll do my best for you to try and stop them I never knew my love for you it was so real I never knew that love it was a battlefield now i would spend my very last if I were rich to show the enemy our love it does exist I never knew that love it hurts it's so unreal I never knew that love it was a battlefield and I apologize for all the things I said Inever knew the war would come to end this way I earned my stripes I earned my stars out on the field I never knew that love it was a battlefield

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I came to a place Inever knew But where not knowing Was knowing true. An unknown place Where blind I stood Yet all being strange All things understood, How I cannot say, But where not knowing Was knowing true. A place of bliss And perfect faith And deepest knowledge Of the narrow way, So passing strange No word can be true To what I knew. So bathed in light And strange delight I left my senses, Flew from my life As my spirit soared In that knowing true What no knowledge knew.

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Feb 10, 2010

Feb 10, 2010 at 9:36 AM UTC

luis-harss

my translation of mystic poet Juan de la Cruz

I came to a place Inever knew But where not knowing Was knowing true. An unknown place Where blind I stood Yet all being strange All things understood, How I cannot say, But where not knowing Was knowing true. A place of bliss And perfect faith And deepest knowledge Of the narrow way, So passing strange No word can be true To what I knew. So bathed in light And strange delight I left my senses, Flew from my life As my spirit soared In that knowing true What no knowledge knew.

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A novel situation, for a story to live for or in ever, forever and inever are aspects of ever never actually thought through. Ever being as ever was, now, all together This is where it gets crazy… cut to the chase, and nobody is chasing… Do you truly believe there is a lie so big that no one can ever unbelieve it alone? Do ya, hunh, do ya? Wanna bet? Could get hairy, could get… you know ***** humus- dirt us, we a we here. All the outs been let in free, we got shelter from our storm. Yeh. L'il Abner, cloud, no, "Big Chief Rain-in-the-face" wasn't that funny, back when they had the Shakespeare Riots, first but not last, time Feds fired on citizens pledged to allegiance, in states of professionally tested rebellion, to keep the meek assured their inheritance is safe, until the end, when nobody is sure what to expect. So, we lower your interest rate on entertainment. Attention spans as short as fifteen seconds, with seven seconds eye on target verified, by snapsnapsnap monoclapping app-lause trigger… those seven seconds are treasure, lemme tell y'gotta listen, we ain't got long, AI AI AI its all artistic intuition absolutely insane, in that good Steve Jobs insane way, insanely great, the feeling you get when you stand in the tenth floor comode and flush it, swoosh, swirl caresses flow between your rusting toes, in your mind, only in your mind, your industrial disneyfied mind, crossed with an imagined Turing machine, with a Von Neuman perpetuating glandular mod on the cannabinoid system, plus acid. Seedtime, harvest or seed time harvest round and round for a few loops, leaning into the plane of existence, to be with you, for your reading pleasure, we offer fully flexible futures, one day at a time, no Westworld AI wu wu - we way cooler than allathat Vitamin D, 2-d, thathathat is you to me, you are my sunshine, lemme see y'shine.

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Jul 23, 2020

Jul 23, 2020 at 7:00 PM UTC

kenpepiton

In to a storied existence... beta .03

A novel situation, for a story to live for or in ever, forever and inever are aspects of ever never actually thought through. Ever being as ever was, now, all together This is where it gets crazy… cut to the chase, and nobody is chasing… Do you truly believe there is a lie so big that no one can ever unbelieve it alone? Do ya, hunh, do ya? Wanna bet? Could get hairy, could get… you know ***** humus- dirt us, we a we here. All the outs been let in free, we got shelter from our storm. Yeh. L'il Abner, cloud, no, "Big Chief Rain-in-the-face" wasn't that funny, back when they had the Shakespeare Riots, first but not last, time Feds fired on citizens pledged to allegiance, in states of professionally tested rebellion, to keep the meek assured their inheritance is safe, until the end, when nobody is sure what to expect. So, we lower your interest rate on entertainment. Attention spans as short as fifteen seconds, with seven seconds eye on target verified, by snapsnapsnap monoclapping app-lause trigger… those seven seconds are treasure, lemme tell y'gotta listen, we ain't got long, AI AI AI its all artistic intuition absolutely insane, in that good Steve Jobs insane way, insanely great, the feeling you get when you stand in the tenth floor comode and flush it, swoosh, swirl caresses flow between your rusting toes, in your mind, only in your mind, your industrial disneyfied mind, crossed with an imagined Turing machine, with a Von Neuman perpetuating glandular mod on the cannabinoid system, plus acid. Seedtime, harvest or seed time harvest round and round for a few loops, leaning into the plane of existence, to be with you, for your reading pleasure, we offer fully flexible futures, one day at a time, no Westworld AI wu wu - we way cooler than allathat Vitamin D, 2-d, thathathat is you to me, you are my sunshine, lemme see y'shine.

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