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I am blind And I ain't blind To the different social classes And their faces I try and try to be impartial But my fears and preconceptions Give way to prejudice of thought Love and unity fill my mind Yet when its time To effect some change My feet quiver And words can't formulate I want to tell my brethren you are special to me and I love you just the same As anybody else But I'm scared of what he will respond Will he reject me as we are not the same Will he embrace me and bring forth a seed of change I am blind And I ain't blind To the disdain classes afford one another Man threatens to discard the fact we're all the same So I wonder Can we look beyond facades Strip it all down to our core Don't we all want to feel the same Maybe we can toughen up and take down the ranks That impede us from becoming one-another's friend
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Dec 3, 2010
Dec 3, 2010 at 2:57 AM UTC
Beyond Social Classes
What better human quality than generosity? They say sharing is caring, who could disagree? Sharing bread, sharing bed, sharing deep intimacy Sharing souls, sharing hearts, sharing vulnerability But a world without sharing is a world that stopped caring Without care, love will fade and cause lack of compassion Division of humankind, is what causes war of nations Borders are border line, they impede freedom of roaming Don’t you think it’s absurd how people will decide How much they’ll share with you, How much they’ll care for you Depending on where you’re born or you reside Whilst the truth is that we share - the same entire planet Borders caused our division - and used us all as puppets To get richer and be better than those outside our borders Made us greedy, made us needy to increase our own possessions Some might think sharing means - losing parts of what is yours But where true love persists - all that is mine is also yours Sharing doesn’t halve happiness; you’ll see it multiplies it Possession is what grows greed and the bad weeds that surround it
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Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 5:26 PM UTC
Sharing is Caring
Sailboat on a purple sea Yellow skies are all she sees Lonely Captain at the helm Lord o’er all her ocean realm. Sailboat on a purple sea Sailing through Eternity The yellow skies reveal her ardor Searching for inlet or harbor. Where she can safely drop her anchor Without hostility or rancor Stay forever, or a day If on a whim she sails away. To search again for other shores Unmindful of the ocean’s mores. Sometimes storms impede her course Fill her journey with remorse Thunder sounds a deaf’ning roar Through driving rain, can’t see the shore Lightning bolts around her flash As if to call the Captain brash For thinking that she has control Over purple ocean’s vitriol. If ever she regrets her plight When yellow skies turn dark at night And midnight storms have lead to loss She rights the ship and bears the cross And waits for morning dawn to break Sun through last night’s rain will make A rainbow reaching far away Certainly it will show the way To steer her sailboat that day. Sailboat on a purple sea Yellow skies are all she sees Buoyant Captain at the helm Lord o’er all her ocean realm. PwL 04/21/15
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Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 10:56 PM UTC
Sailboat on a Purple Sea
Brick walls are incredible structures The builder must realize the need for the wall, then for many days must painstakingly place mortar between bricks. They must build with intention. If not, it is no longer a wall it will be left to decay in the rain. However, once finished it will stand strong against the weather, impede prying eyes and thieves, dissuade creatures and man alike, The nature of the brick wall is this: It only takes a single person willing enough to remove that brick, to break the mortar and push the brick through. Their motivation does not matter so long as they find the reason for it being built.
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Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
Brick Wall
☺☻╬☻ Finish the crackers --- grab a smoke . . . of Ferguson my muse will sing. A call to arms --- God’s fires to stoke; let Truth and Freedom ring! Take to the streets; avenge this wrong and hasten the end of racist rule. Justice, though it may tarry long will find its target in the duel. Young Michael Brown, like all true saints found himself craving Swisher Sweets. He robbed a store, whose camera paints impartial portrait. In the streets the thief refused to be detained and so threw off police restraint. Though sin escaped, the Law remained and made a martyr of this saint. The agitators did their thing: inflaming thugs to smash and loot, while racists baited hooks, to string the press. Officials followed suit. Angels, although not always kind, do not display this attitude – aware of how the police mind responds to such ingratitude. We ought to thank the police force for showing mercy under stress. The culprit chose a foolish course and made a God-awful mess. Prince Michael met ignoble fate (that ghetto-Christ, that righteous youth) His sacrifice in vain --- though great, could not impede the march of Truth. Ferguson, our eyes turn towards you . . . are you now able to admit while reality rewards you that looting and lying ain’t ****
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Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 5:43 PM UTC
Hands Up, Ferguson
I cannot mitigate his momentum in my mind He charges through me like I charge through time He is the rhino in my brain A powerful unstoppable train When I am weak Survival is bleak And there's a horned stampede I'm unable to impede Until I'm trampled Into a stamped hole By a giant rhinoceros Who's power is preposterous His herd is deafening But he's my reckoning When his rhino's roar Echoes through my plains He's my dino sore In this uneasy terrain His hooves thunder through my Serengeti Sand flies in the air like confetti Obstructing my view of his breed I'm being ripped apart at the seams By the vultures who sensed my loneliness And made my body their ****** nest I lay there broken and praying For the mercy of a rhino straying
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Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 3:09 AM UTC
Rhino
We were equally matched Until a plan was hatched You became the subtle aggressor By making appearances lesser Using your passion aggression To steer a passive direction You perform a vanishing act By canvassing flak Balancing black Against a sky so blue Teaching me that which is true Is different from what I knew So my anxiety naturally grew You launch a resistance By remaining silent On this plane of existence Where you're the pilot Not taking the right angle Into the Bermuda Triangle That is your social sphere Where you disappear From committal fear Of love being near So I throw a search party But your presence is tardy Because you're departing On the journey you're starting Without me Slouching From my submission To your anti-admission Splitting our position Like nuclear fission The air has become radioactive Through light that is refractive Through ways which are retractive Living this ugly way to live Sharpening my shiv To escape this cell of decay Where flowers bloom and fray But can't see the light of day Not one ray Stuck in the marked moor Of this dark war I use parkour To avoid aggressor attacks Never cutting me any slack Bringing pain back Until I crack Lost in your blank expression I make a grave concession Enslaved to your impression Yet afraid of your aggression Caught between Taking heed And fulfilling needs Born from greed I'll only impede You scream aggressively Like you're ********** me Just by addressing me After making a mess of me With deafening quiet You attack with a diet Of a steady riot And I won't buy it You left when you were here But stayed once you weren't near You switched to a guillotine gear Based on how you wanted to appear Striking me from the equation By utilizing deflation For a sinister elation You removed our relation
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 3:23 AM UTC
Passive Aggressive
We were equally matched Until a plan was hatched You became the subtle aggressor By making appearances lesser Using your passion aggression To steer a passive direction You perform a vanishing act By canvassing flak Balancing black Against a sky so blue Teaching me that which is true Is different from what I knew So my anxiety naturally grew You launch a resistance By remaining silent On this plane of existence Where you're the pilot Not taking the right angle Into the Bermuda Triangle That is your social sphere Where you disappear From committal fear Of love being near So I throw a search party But your presence is tardy Because you're departing On the journey you're starting Without me Slouching From my submission To your anti-admission Splitting our position Like nuclear fission The air has become radioactive Through light that is refractive Through ways which are retractive Living this ugly way to live Sharpening my shiv To escape this cell of decay Where flowers bloom and fray But can't see the light of day Not one ray Stuck in the marked moor Of this dark war I use parkour To avoid aggressor attacks Never cutting me any slack Bringing pain back Until I crack Lost in your blank expression I make a grave concession Enslaved to your impression Yet afraid of your aggression Caught between Taking heed And fulfilling needs Born from greed I'll only impede You scream aggressively Like you're ********** me Just by addressing me After making a mess of me With deafening quiet You attack with a diet Of a steady riot And I won't buy it You left when you were here But stayed once you weren't near You switched to a guillotine gear Based on how you wanted to appear Striking me from the equation By utilizing deflation For a sinister elation You removed our relation
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there are no limits on speed, no bumps to impede that singular rush of inspiration, that surging wave we ride to euphoric highs defying doubt and disbelief within and throughout these paths least-travelled where rhythmic beats of compulsion thrill the air way beyond the mean, and we glide over ambiguous bell curves dispelling conspicuous myths and null hypotheses with relative ease where iambic warriors and wordsmiths, high on lyrical amphetamines, wage  epic battles of verse and rhyme and the blood of creativity is spilled onto finite scrolls and screens where the thoughts and dreams of poets, peasants and pimps reign eternal ~ P ( Pablo) (8/2/2013)
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Aug 2, 2013
Aug 2, 2013 at 3:32 PM UTC
Poets, Peasants & Pimps....
I am descended of Lilith, I am a child of eve, I am cast out, i am trod on. I am likeness of Kali, re-incarnation of Aphrodite. In my arms nations   have been built and destroyed. My kiss has charmed and killed. My hips have cradled kings and emperors,    borne beggars and lepers. I am all this WOMAN. Woman   not of hips and *******   and womb. Woman   not of servitude, meekness   and petty deceit. I am Woman. Woman   of pain and love   and hate. Woman of blood rivers and   barren deserts. I am Woman. So heed me Heed my pain, watch my deeds, for my meekness,   my servitude, Are mere cloaks worn   to shield, to imprison   to impede... And as the soul sheds the body So do I now shed   this lie, this deceit You create for all to believe And become just     WOMAN
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Jul 22, 2012
Jul 22, 2012 at 5:42 PM UTC
WOMAN
We shall be water, my love.  For water flows around or through obstacles that seek to impede it's true course. It seeks another way to flow in it's coursing desire to go onward, an effort to reach the sea. We shall be water, Love, you with me.
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 8:50 PM UTC
We Shall Be Water
My Grandma had a purse shaped like a cobbler. It was Blackberry and soap with a good dose of thyme. She kept it close to her side, but behind her so as not to impede her graceful march. At some point the original strap had been lost and replaced with a cherry red confection that swirled around her arm and latched onto the top crust that is always the most crunchy. A few buttons were picked up along the way and dotted the top layer like ladybugs dancing. The zipper was never fully shut and there was often a receipt sticking out, or perhaps her pink comb that waggled in the air like a tongue in delight. It wasn’t a big purse; just enough to satisfy a healthy craving but big enough to care were you not to see it present at dinner. I have almost forgotten the healthy craving, the smell of Blackberries, and why the ladybugs should ever want to dance.
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Apr 11, 2012
Apr 11, 2012 at 10:28 PM UTC
A Cobbled Purse
As potential grew, a desire to write, disclosed to few Imagination immerse, but yet to thirst for knowledge, accrued ambition address All aboard the express, thoughts of Harry, a plot to marry From fanciful flights to greater heights Capturing such visualisation, twas the formation Characterisation, of wings to soar, with metaphor From Dumbledore, yet taking shape Professor Snape, assume the plot, lest thoughts forgot A forest to roam, a philosophical stone Such creative flair of which to share Joining of the dotted line, artistic mind Transporting train, journeyed acclaim Of whom to impede, the will to succeed The ability to write, the capacity to teach, the desire to reach An impetus for change, a literary role, a priority Of which to seek with tenacity Beyond horizons, beyond confines, stand undefined Awe-inspire, great readership, a due reply To simplify, a noble shift, outstanding writer in the midst Dynamic plot from pen to page, persistence through to published stage A realised dream, challenge overcome A victory won definably, stocked supplies to library Broomstick flight phenomenon, a mystical tale was to become Would generate, the bus of Knight, to render right A rebuilt life, a legacy made From chosen craft to final draft, a world of creativity The right to type, to innovate, an intriguing wait A shining star that would liberate Written by Geraldine Taylor ©
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Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 3:10 PM UTC
J. K. Rowling
we're all armed with an appliance of emancipation we can nurture non-violent defiance in a non-compliant ethos of antiauthoritarian self-reliance we have the ability to eliminate the vestiges of imperialism and dominant dogmas that choke and impede our creativity and shackle our imagination to impotent ideologies fragmented unrealities augmented by fractures in our psyche tendrils of theology that prey upon our fear and exacerbate conditioned responses that are at once unnatural and irrational and lead inexorably to infantile expressions of regression and fantasies of an aggression rooted in the suppression of dissent and the oppression of dissidents deities as impotent as our terror of the unknown by the promise of security and prosperity a cabal of brutish thugs have erected an imaginary hierarchy and demanded our subservient obedience and reverence for this malfeasant apparatus that leeches our paychecks and robs all of our dignity while somehow retaining the illusion of liberty a delusion that festers like an open wound a tumorous ulcer oozing foul fluid into our minds blotting out our capacity for cultivating a future divorced from misanthropy so pour kerosene on this fluttering flame of revolt before it sputters out if we'd quit looking back and forth at one another rotting in the gutters checking to see if we have more to our name than our sisters and our brothers we might just muster the courage to overthrow the vapid and misguided fictions that divide and segregate us into pawns trapped in this unending rat race they've deemed the American Dream harness the revolutionary tenacity dormant in humanity's most important ***** infinite potential latent in every molecule each neuron dancing across synaptic gaps and fanning the embers of an engine that gives motion to this evolutionary frame the human brain is omnipotent
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Feb 12, 2016
Feb 12, 2016 at 1:26 PM UTC
omnipotent
we're all armed with an appliance of emancipation we can nurture non-violent defiance in a non-compliant ethos of antiauthoritarian self-reliance we have the ability to eliminate the vestiges of imperialism and dominant dogmas that choke and impede our creativity and shackle our imagination to impotent ideologies fragmented unrealities augmented by fractures in our psyche tendrils of theology that prey upon our fear and exacerbate conditioned responses that are at once unnatural and irrational and lead inexorably to infantile expressions of regression and fantasies of an aggression rooted in the suppression of dissent and the oppression of dissidents deities as impotent as our terror of the unknown by the promise of security and prosperity a cabal of brutish thugs have erected an imaginary hierarchy and demanded our subservient obedience and reverence for this malfeasant apparatus that leeches our paychecks and robs all of our dignity while somehow retaining the illusion of liberty a delusion that festers like an open wound a tumorous ulcer oozing foul fluid into our minds blotting out our capacity for cultivating a future divorced from misanthropy so pour kerosene on this fluttering flame of revolt before it sputters out if we'd quit looking back and forth at one another rotting in the gutters checking to see if we have more to our name than our sisters and our brothers we might just muster the courage to overthrow the vapid and misguided fictions that divide and segregate us into pawns trapped in this unending rat race they've deemed the American Dream harness the revolutionary tenacity dormant in humanity's most important ***** infinite potential latent in every molecule each neuron dancing across synaptic gaps and fanning the embers of an engine that gives motion to this evolutionary frame the human brain is omnipotent
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What drives a man to achieve his goals? Motivation of course! The enthusiastic mindset that if you work hard, you'll achieve. The unhindered perspective that compels you to think about the end goal and ignore the hardships that attempt to impede your progress towards greatness. The idea that putting your best foot forward will gain the admiration of a metaphorical Hermes who will then grant you his winged sandals to propel you above the rest of your peers and out of your unsatisfactory situation. What drives a man to succeed in his ventures? Motivation of course! A burst of energy that says "I can do it if I believe I can." despite limitations on your strength or your intelligence or your character. An aura that surrounds you and invigorates your humors, enticing your senses as well as giving you a mask that hides your unsure demeanor. It's a revelation, that motivation, which enlightens the soul and frees the body from the chains that marked the end of it's abilities. What drives a man to accomplish milestones for himself? Perhaps it manifests itself in something other than motivation. It could be the desire to find acceptance, to be wanted, to get that simple thumbs up that sends a message that needs not be spoken. "You did well." Possibly it would be the wish, the simple wish that a man will have done something worth remembering in the brief existence that he has, something he can look back on and think to himself, "I didn't do half-bad on that, did I?" Teetering on the self-existential reflecting concepts, it could just be that man wishes to find fulfillment by filling his daily activities with anything. And that the greater the activity, the laborious hours put into completion, here man finds solace in putting meaning into his day to day living. Thus we find that goals are merely tick marks, road signs on the long drive from life's start to inevitable death. This, this is all motivation. Anything that places reins over a man's mind and hits the spur against his brain, in hopes that this will help him move forward and do what he believes is necessary to do. Motivation is to place one's self in this self-deprecating position as to be a slave to ambition in order to be satisfied with one's life. And to think that motivation is a blessing that leads to self-improvement. Motivation is truly the mind's greatest illusion.
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Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
Motivation!
What drives a man to achieve his goals? Motivation of course! The enthusiastic mindset that if you work hard, you'll achieve. The unhindered perspective that compels you to think about the end goal and ignore the hardships that attempt to impede your progress towards greatness. The idea that putting your best foot forward will gain the admiration of a metaphorical Hermes who will then grant you his winged sandals to propel you above the rest of your peers and out of your unsatisfactory situation. What drives a man to succeed in his ventures? Motivation of course! A burst of energy that says "I can do it if I believe I can." despite limitations on your strength or your intelligence or your character. An aura that surrounds you and invigorates your humors, enticing your senses as well as giving you a mask that hides your unsure demeanor. It's a revelation, that motivation, which enlightens the soul and frees the body from the chains that marked the end of it's abilities. What drives a man to accomplish milestones for himself? Perhaps it manifests itself in something other than motivation. It could be the desire to find acceptance, to be wanted, to get that simple thumbs up that sends a message that needs not be spoken. "You did well." Possibly it would be the wish, the simple wish that a man will have done something worth remembering in the brief existence that he has, something he can look back on and think to himself, "I didn't do half-bad on that, did I?" Teetering on the self-existential reflecting concepts, it could just be that man wishes to find fulfillment by filling his daily activities with anything. And that the greater the activity, the laborious hours put into completion, here man finds solace in putting meaning into his day to day living. Thus we find that goals are merely tick marks, road signs on the long drive from life's start to inevitable death. This, this is all motivation. Anything that places reins over a man's mind and hits the spur against his brain, in hopes that this will help him move forward and do what he believes is necessary to do. Motivation is to place one's self in this self-deprecating position as to be a slave to ambition in order to be satisfied with one's life. And to think that motivation is a blessing that leads to self-improvement. Motivation is truly the mind's greatest illusion.
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I gaze the wheat field gusts of wind erupt and impede to the very end crows take flight towards the blood red Sun he calls them back rests his weary hands and tired eyes before the long walk into town his silhouette fades as I awaken to view the captured image that hangs from my wall
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Feb 20, 2022
Feb 20, 2022 at 5:21 PM UTC
Wheat Fields of Arles
Four lepers outside the gate of besieged Jerusalem devoid of pride deprived of wives nothing left to lose least of all, their lives Perhaps thats why Y'shua used them to route Assyrian invaders even rewarded them They weren't healed Just remained lepers Perhaps the most famous nameless lepers of all time Perhaps that's also why the remnant suffer rejected, despised just as He was There's less to lose less to impede one's view of the bigger picture Father's plan No doubt that's why shepherds were invited to Bethlehem not well-heeled high priests in pearly porsches Oh, and absolutely why the meek will inherit the earth
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Sep 11, 2010
Sep 11, 2010 at 2:30 AM UTC
The Upside of Rejection (2Kings7)
Stroking <6:56 Am> *this petite gesture, glorious in effect, impervious to aging, speaks volumes of storied nuance and sun powerful to believers, inherent messages much refined by its singularity all that can be, will be, transporting the living, calming effervescence by simplest of motion implanted, its sensory powers long lingering, instantly, uncovers the furtive child in us all, tho well we hide it stroking my woman’s body when errant dreams, disturb the early morning scheming, returning a placid, to her steady breathing, exhaling the disturbing, erasing the fearful that wanders inside our night boundaries stroking the cheek, of my six year old granddaughter, pulling back the hair locks that impede her vision, the whirlwind passes, her body sedates, and her totality merges into mine, born, borning a Godlike oneness these fingers air the words that my chest pervade, there is power galore in their communicative physicality, but nothing more powerful than skin upon skin, in motion, continuous, circular soothing the giver and the receiver equally* <7:09 AM>
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Jun 9, 2023
Jun 9, 2023 at 7:19 AM UTC
Stroking
Eight months ago we parted ways Like a ship parts the water When slicing through the sea. Now when I close my eyes at night I dream some wavering dreams. Sometimes it feels we're inseparable The way the ripples of your fingertips Would embrace the warmth of my hand And my problems would magically wash. Or how I could be so timid and nervous Your presence would impede my expressions And I'd struggle to snap out of it. Maybe it was the beautiful blue in your eyes That would wave when I looked at you And sometimes I'd forget to wave back. Or even just simply hanging out with you Knowing the hours that would follow Will be filled with nothing but conversation. And how my odd sense of humor Somehow seemed to make you laugh and smile, quite an overjoying sight. Sometimes I can't stand the thought of you When I close my eyes at night Because you left me to look like a fool. False promise given to a hopeful heart Built walls greater than those of China That aren't the easiest to move past. It all seemed like an elaborate plan That was constructed by a con-artist And being truthful happened to be the con. You duped a vulnerable soul Who ventured outside his body Because of this risky. . . decision. I learned a caring sense of compassion Is an unrealistic trait to look for In someone who is kniving and selfish. Because to walk away from someone, with what seemed like little to no regret, who walked into your life and made any sort of an impact is as heartless as Kanye West.
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 9:44 PM UTC
Con-iving Plan
Eight months ago we parted ways Like a ship parts the water When slicing through the sea. Now when I close my eyes at night I dream some wavering dreams. Sometimes it feels we're inseparable The way the ripples of your fingertips Would embrace the warmth of my hand And my problems would magically wash. Or how I could be so timid and nervous Your presence would impede my expressions And I'd struggle to snap out of it. Maybe it was the beautiful blue in your eyes That would wave when I looked at you And sometimes I'd forget to wave back. Or even just simply hanging out with you Knowing the hours that would follow Will be filled with nothing but conversation. And how my odd sense of humor Somehow seemed to make you laugh and smile, quite an overjoying sight. Sometimes I can't stand the thought of you When I close my eyes at night Because you left me to look like a fool. False promise given to a hopeful heart Built walls greater than those of China That aren't the easiest to move past. It all seemed like an elaborate plan That was constructed by a con-artist And being truthful happened to be the con. You duped a vulnerable soul Who ventured outside his body Because of this risky. . . decision. I learned a caring sense of compassion Is an unrealistic trait to look for In someone who is kniving and selfish. Because to walk away from someone, with what seemed like little to no regret, who walked into your life and made any sort of an impact is as heartless as Kanye West.
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Though the; core of the earth can be measured in Kelvin What happens on the surface is a negative hell man. Its a; cold world that we live in From the government, law enforcement, and politicians. Everything you do, where you go is like your swimmin’ Piranha on you tail take everything you've been given. Through the gutters we roam in search of new beginnings. Man; is this life we live really worth livin’? Just to find out the when, where and how of your ending? It’s a; cold world that we follow. Pushers giving you pills and telling you to swallow. The pills of conformity, we all had a taste. Some just got addicted so they feigning for that 8. Nose stuck on the internet searching for conspiracies. Illuminati, JFK the whole entire industry. The media’s agenda is the way we all proceed. People tread the tail cause they all afraid to lead. Probably afraid to bleed, to impede on the culture. Well now it’s time to feed, swarm down hungry vultures. It’s the; cold world that got us dying. Fight for your beliefs and end up in an asylum. You ain’t even gotta riot, to be quiet is a sin. Yes sir, yes sir, yes sir. Amen That’s the story that they preach. Subliminal, under the surface. Nobody knows the truth so it all seems perfect. Well... Does it all seem worth it?
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Nov 20, 2011
Nov 20, 2011 at 12:49 PM UTC
Cold World
Burdensome to breathe, Laborious to walk, Clutch back tears as my hands tremble. Thoughts scramble, 'I'm a failure,' 'I'll never be good enough,' At the forefront of cognitions. Cycling through, Impede on concentration, And everything done can no longer stop it. Crawl inside. Shrink and revert. I become seven again. Take each word and misconstrue the meaning, Multiply the effect, Undervalue any positive utterance , Discount any commendable contemplation. And all I want to do is escape. Disappear and give up, Start over with nothing.
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 1:52 PM UTC
**** up
i see the stiffness in you smile this christmas tears from crocodile was all you got was all you need but on afterthought why does this impede me so much more than it should if i was to ignore would it do any good i do doubt it for it does clot and knot every neuron spawnss great hexagons pentagons and other shameful shapes
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Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
Shapes
A final letter I'll write, For everyone to read, For when I'm gone, I will no longer impede. A gun to the head would work, But then so would a noose - Tie it, hang it, and leave it for later. Oh no, this is too loose. I wish I could unsee it, I wish I could unhear it, I wish it never happened - And I don't want to believe it. Talking to her, It's all a blur , For during every session, I weep through her slurs. I have been debased, I have been misplaced, And every time I see her face - I feel like an absolute. Disgrace.
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Sep 4, 2018
Sep 4, 2018 at 7:36 PM UTC
That Letter
I meant the Well, what did I mean? I wanna say climbing, hanging from the harness But was that really all that scary? No. That, that was. Without a rope or companion. But even that, I hesitate to dub "the scarriest moment" What was, then? So many times come to mind. But they weren't frightening because of my height the expanse of air between me and the flat ground But the depth The lowliness of it all. That's when I truly scared myself Scared her too And him, the old friend who TELLS ME TO WRITE. But not him. No, he was on a mission. A mission to be numb. Numb from true feeling. But then there were those times when I know he felt knew he felt that sky-opening light-flooding sparkle-sprinkling "Ah" awe love I cannot think otherwise I cannot doubt it That would send me into a frenzy Why? Because I'm still her I am that same girl A string of memories, L asked? More than that, I insisted. Then what, B inquired? Something that lasts The soul Soul? ... L, again. Yeah! So the solution to the problem is another problem. I can't deny those moments That would mean denying myself My soul Wilde teaches. And so I don't But maybe I travel too far in the other direction Maybe I'm not quite as 'same' as I purport myself to be But I can't let that drive nonetheless work to impede the work I must accomplish stifling it, that is what I ought to do in this case. because otherwise I find myself lingering on those thoughts and clinging to the sheets It's not even about that infantile comfort anymore. Well, maybe a little But no, the thoughts are too prevalent now They weren't back then I mean they weren't They be'd not So my adhesion to these same old sabanas Is sourced in different stuff now Before it was more mist but now it's true fluff thicker than that though like real cotton more than the candy kind So the battle's tougher now 'sall Not one I must cease to fight But rather I must struggle That much more That much harder Because the knowledge won't stop flowing in Incessant, unstoppable Unless I decide to end it all. But even then, maybe it'd keep striking me in the face And if not, who would want to lose it anyway?
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Apr 26, 2013
Apr 26, 2013 at 6:48 PM UTC
the thread through it all
I meant the Well, what did I mean? I wanna say climbing, hanging from the harness But was that really all that scary? No. That, that was. Without a rope or companion. But even that, I hesitate to dub "the scarriest moment" What was, then? So many times come to mind. But they weren't frightening because of my height the expanse of air between me and the flat ground But the depth The lowliness of it all. That's when I truly scared myself Scared her too And him, the old friend who TELLS ME TO WRITE. But not him. No, he was on a mission. A mission to be numb. Numb from true feeling. But then there were those times when I know he felt knew he felt that sky-opening light-flooding sparkle-sprinkling "Ah" awe love I cannot think otherwise I cannot doubt it That would send me into a frenzy Why? Because I'm still her I am that same girl A string of memories, L asked? More than that, I insisted. Then what, B inquired? Something that lasts The soul Soul? ... L, again. Yeah! So the solution to the problem is another problem. I can't deny those moments That would mean denying myself My soul Wilde teaches. And so I don't But maybe I travel too far in the other direction Maybe I'm not quite as 'same' as I purport myself to be But I can't let that drive nonetheless work to impede the work I must accomplish stifling it, that is what I ought to do in this case. because otherwise I find myself lingering on those thoughts and clinging to the sheets It's not even about that infantile comfort anymore. Well, maybe a little But no, the thoughts are too prevalent now They weren't back then I mean they weren't They be'd not So my adhesion to these same old sabanas Is sourced in different stuff now Before it was more mist but now it's true fluff thicker than that though like real cotton more than the candy kind So the battle's tougher now 'sall Not one I must cease to fight But rather I must struggle That much more That much harder Because the knowledge won't stop flowing in Incessant, unstoppable Unless I decide to end it all. But even then, maybe it'd keep striking me in the face And if not, who would want to lose it anyway?
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