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"ills" poems
I am quick to cry and to anger and people think I'm strange. They don't see how hard I try to control it, I know I'm seen as deranged. Emotions can be overbearing and it's difficult to stay quiet when someone upsets me It's simply not easy to hide it. I guessed for a long time that the issue was with me. But I thought I could watch maybe learn their technique. For keeping a cool head when things get heated. Instead of losing it over nothing and feeling totally defeated. I was wrong it turned out. I don't have breaks I have border as in borderline personality disorder. I got a diagnosis and was incredibly afraid that people would treat me like someone who'd contracted the plague. While I wasn't right, I wasn't totally wrong, mental illness is unfortunately still mostly ignored. If I was unwell with a headache, people would ask 'Are you okay?' 'Here I've got Panadol Actifast.' But when the ills In the mind and I say 'I'm feeling down' 9 times out of 10 people get freaked out. So it's tough when you're shamed For having a disorder A lot of normal people suffer So could your son or daughter. So next time you hear someone say 'I'm feeling down.' Do me one favour and please, just don't freak out. It's hard enough already dealing with this day to day without having friends turn their backs and walk away.
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC
BPD
Ah, the season of gifting. Antagonist of year-long thrifting. Tradition sadistic, Materialistic, Four quarters in pockets worth sifting. This year I hereby proclaim I shan’t be consumed by the game. Cycle of curse Purpose perverse The namesake, an oversight became. Christ’s birth did in fact begin, Holiday distracted by sin. Misguided it be To forget idly The sacrifice He made for all men. We naively regard generosity As holiday’s behavioral piosity. But if dollars and cents Are the tools of offense Over shadow favor luminosity. Water in Africa is ***** American child in poverty. Politics aside, Convenient homicide, To enable the ills of society. In the global economy we flaunt Wealth by comparison, bitter taunt. First world problems abound Pass the turkey around Central heating and air, what a jaunt! What if this season we decide To extend two palms open wide? Sacrificing ourselves Rather than stocking our shelves Dying whispers echo true: “we tried.” Don’t spend your money on me this year. Not iPhones, not tickets, not Blu-ray or beer. Instead know you can Distribute more than A snort, a lie, and a tear. (optional conclusion to assist interpretation of last line) Snort of derision, Lies of provision, Tears, even true, Hardly subdue Anguish deprived of tradition’s revision.
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Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 5:25 PM UTC
Stewardship (a series of limericks)
The girl with the kite Didn't have a care She'd run on the beach With the wind in her hair She'd run up hills Lie in fields of wild flowers Gazing at the ever changing sky She would dream for hours The girl with the kite Saw faces in the sky Angels looking down on her From clouds floating by She'd hold on so tight As her kite took flight She said she'd never let go Of her beautiful kite The girl with the kite Would make daisy chains She'd pick clover and butter cups As she walked country lanes Life was simple Or it seemed that way The sun was always shining When she went out to play The girl with the kite Started to grow She felt under pressure To let her kite go Demands were made For her to achieve and perform Make her way in the world Please other people and conform The girl with the kite Felt things were going wrong It was hard growing up Then a man came along He played his guitar He brought a bouquet As he sang his sweet song Her kite drifted away The girl with the kite Heard his sweet song turn sour His true colours were shown As the man used his power, Manipulation and aggression To clip her wings To crush her spirit To pull her strings The girl with the kite Felt she was to blame For her bad choices She hid her shame Kept her sadness a secret Tried to make things right Trapped in her world She lost her self in the fight The girl with the kite Wanted to die She couldn't live any more She had no kite to fly She went to the Doctor Who gave her some pills They just made her numb Didn't cure her ills The girl with the kite Slept for a decade, or more Life went on around her Each day was a chore She had to wake from the inertia She had become bereft When she woke from the dark sleep She had nothing left The girl with the kite Had to start anew Like a Phoenix from the ashes She knew she'd pull through She's found her kite Found a beach for it to blow Up to the angels on their clouds This time, she won't let go The girl with the kite Is now a woman, strong and proud Content to live her life alone Independent and unbowed She flies her kite sedately Life is not a race She's free to fly it when she wants to It flies at her own pace Nicki Tilston.
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 3:45 AM UTC
The Girl With The Kite
The girl with the kite Didn't have a care She'd run on the beach With the wind in her hair She'd run up hills Lie in fields of wild flowers Gazing at the ever changing sky She would dream for hours The girl with the kite Saw faces in the sky Angels looking down on her From clouds floating by She'd hold on so tight As her kite took flight She said she'd never let go Of her beautiful kite The girl with the kite Would make daisy chains She'd pick clover and butter cups As she walked country lanes Life was simple Or it seemed that way The sun was always shining When she went out to play The girl with the kite Started to grow She felt under pressure To let her kite go Demands were made For her to achieve and perform Make her way in the world Please other people and conform The girl with the kite Felt things were going wrong It was hard growing up Then a man came along He played his guitar He brought a bouquet As he sang his sweet song Her kite drifted away The girl with the kite Heard his sweet song turn sour His true colours were shown As the man used his power, Manipulation and aggression To clip her wings To crush her spirit To pull her strings The girl with the kite Felt she was to blame For her bad choices She hid her shame Kept her sadness a secret Tried to make things right Trapped in her world She lost her self in the fight The girl with the kite Wanted to die She couldn't live any more She had no kite to fly She went to the Doctor Who gave her some pills They just made her numb Didn't cure her ills The girl with the kite Slept for a decade, or more Life went on around her Each day was a chore She had to wake from the inertia She had become bereft When she woke from the dark sleep She had nothing left The girl with the kite Had to start anew Like a Phoenix from the ashes She knew she'd pull through She's found her kite Found a beach for it to blow Up to the angels on their clouds This time, she won't let go The girl with the kite Is now a woman, strong and proud Content to live her life alone Independent and unbowed She flies her kite sedately Life is not a race She's free to fly it when she wants to It flies at her own pace Nicki Tilston.
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Speak the truth however bold Speak what lies inside the hearts folds Do not fear the pain it may cause Live the moment, do not once pause Take the chance and feel free Speak from the heart so it can be Forget the cowardess you feel One minute of bravery can dispell the ills If you feel it may cause you disdain Remember true beauty rises from pain
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Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 9:33 AM UTC
Speak
You Only Live Once… So laugh as much as you can Laughter can cure even the greatest ills and make even the worst days better It can even reconcile the most troubled of friendships You Only Live Once… So find those who love you for you and stick by them Those are the people who will matter in the long run And those are the people who will stand by you when things fall apart They will ALWAYS be there to pick you up if you let them. You Only Live Once… So don’t sweat the small stuff You will make mistakes but everyone does It’s not about the mistakes that you make but how you handle them after the fact Pick yourself back up. Keep moving. Everything will be OK. You Only Live Once… So find what you are passionate for and go for it When you find your passion, you find something that will get you up in the morning and make you excited to live. Passion exhilarates you. It makes you alive. Embrace that. You will never regret that. You Only Live Once… So trust in God and His plan. He knows what He wants for you and when you let Him take the wheel, everything will fall into place. Believe in Him. He won’t let you fall. You Only Live Once… So give it your all and nothing less. This way you don’t ever have regrets and no one can ever tell you that you have to try harder Also this way you know at the end of the day that you’ve done all that you could to make your day the best it could be You Only Live Once… So be happy. Take chances. Make the best out of what you were given and never take anything for granted. You never know when something could be taken away from you and you never know when your time will come to an end You only know that You Only Live Once…
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Apr 24, 2012
Apr 24, 2012 at 11:54 PM UTC
You Only Live Once
You Only Live Once… So laugh as much as you can Laughter can cure even the greatest ills and make even the worst days better It can even reconcile the most troubled of friendships You Only Live Once… So find those who love you for you and stick by them Those are the people who will matter in the long run And those are the people who will stand by you when things fall apart They will ALWAYS be there to pick you up if you let them. You Only Live Once… So don’t sweat the small stuff You will make mistakes but everyone does It’s not about the mistakes that you make but how you handle them after the fact Pick yourself back up. Keep moving. Everything will be OK. You Only Live Once… So find what you are passionate for and go for it When you find your passion, you find something that will get you up in the morning and make you excited to live. Passion exhilarates you. It makes you alive. Embrace that. You will never regret that. You Only Live Once… So trust in God and His plan. He knows what He wants for you and when you let Him take the wheel, everything will fall into place. Believe in Him. He won’t let you fall. You Only Live Once… So give it your all and nothing less. This way you don’t ever have regrets and no one can ever tell you that you have to try harder Also this way you know at the end of the day that you’ve done all that you could to make your day the best it could be You Only Live Once… So be happy. Take chances. Make the best out of what you were given and never take anything for granted. You never know when something could be taken away from you and you never know when your time will come to an end You only know that You Only Live Once…
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‘LOVE’ – What mystique power it wields In what myriad guise it wraps! At times a sweet ache so coy to reveal Or a sudden urge, hard to unveil Sometimes a deep sensation A strong surge of emotion Permeating every atom Pervading from top to bottom It heightens the pulse And makes every nerve convulse It has left kingdoms fall asunder And many a mighty man - surrender Often, like dew drops falling from above Or the warbling notes flowing out from the grove It leaves the heart go upbeat in prosody Changing every sensation into rhapsody As beams of silver cast by the moon Or the cold touch of spray in the horrid heat of noon It soothes, embalms and thrills the heart Filling the void and leaving no dearth Love sublime, sure like a candle lit Consumes itself, and never dwindles a bit It dispels the gloom and dissipates the fright Invigorating the soul and healing every hurt As brilliance to stars, fragrance to flowers Music to flute or shade to bowers Love is to Man, freeing him from all sores Bestowing him the strength to meet all throes Love can neither be beguiled nor disguised Nor be stifled or be construed Love puts all other things into place And hems life with a lovely lace Love is all we seek and too scarce to find A magic thread by which hearts are bound Hark! It is love that makes the world spin around And cures all the ills that surround Oh! Love thou virtues I will defend
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Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
Love
Someday I'd like to wander free like butterfly, like bumblebee, perhaps to plant a willow tree beside the silent solemn sea, before these things exist no more, from mountain top to shifting shore, when, soon, bald eagles cease to soar and build their aeries nevermore, and fish forsake polluted streams (where sulfur swims and typhoid teems since no one really cares it seems) to die inside our toxic dreams while ice caps melt and winter steams, and all the air surrounding reeks as children choke, for no one speaks of fracking wells or oily leaks (Big Brother's silenced all critiques!), and rancid rains acidify so woods no longer multiply (for God so wills, we can't deny, which is, of course, our alibi). And as the deepest ocean fills with plastic bags, and garbage spills upon the plains, across the hills and turns to poison dust that kills wild dingo dogs and daffodils which sink in swamps’ forsaken swills, the mocking bird makes light and trills (midst waning wails of whippoorwills) "Behold the surreal scene that chills and greet the dread that death distills! You've had your day with all the frills that brought the flood and final ills that can't be cured with bitter pills nor yet undone with further thrills of profit gained that grinds and fills dead desert sands with dollar bills." EPILOGUE Though swaddled still in infancy, we feel we’ve reached our primacy (aloof, though preaching piously, disdaining deeds of decency) and have no need of augury. But in the pit of prophecy the crucial questions seem to be: “Is doom Earth’s fate, our destiny to twist in tides of agony destroying nature’s progeny with no return a certainty assured by death’s finality?” and ”Should we plant a willow tree to someday weep for you and me?”
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 2:45 PM UTC
A Willow Tree
Someday I'd like to wander free like butterfly, like bumblebee, perhaps to plant a willow tree beside the silent solemn sea, before these things exist no more, from mountain top to shifting shore, when, soon, bald eagles cease to soar and build their aeries nevermore, and fish forsake polluted streams (where sulfur swims and typhoid teems since no one really cares it seems) to die inside our toxic dreams while ice caps melt and winter steams, and all the air surrounding reeks as children choke, for no one speaks of fracking wells or oily leaks (Big Brother's silenced all critiques!), and rancid rains acidify so woods no longer multiply (for God so wills, we can't deny, which is, of course, our alibi). And as the deepest ocean fills with plastic bags, and garbage spills upon the plains, across the hills and turns to poison dust that kills wild dingo dogs and daffodils which sink in swamps’ forsaken swills, the mocking bird makes light and trills (midst waning wails of whippoorwills) "Behold the surreal scene that chills and greet the dread that death distills! You've had your day with all the frills that brought the flood and final ills that can't be cured with bitter pills nor yet undone with further thrills of profit gained that grinds and fills dead desert sands with dollar bills." EPILOGUE Though swaddled still in infancy, we feel we’ve reached our primacy (aloof, though preaching piously, disdaining deeds of decency) and have no need of augury. But in the pit of prophecy the crucial questions seem to be: “Is doom Earth’s fate, our destiny to twist in tides of agony destroying nature’s progeny with no return a certainty assured by death’s finality?” and ”Should we plant a willow tree to someday weep for you and me?”
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All Greece hates the still eyes in the white face, the lustre as of olives where she stands, and the white hands. All Greece reviles the wan face when she smiles, hating it deeper still when it grows wan and white, remembering past enchantments and past ills. Greece sees, unmoved, God's daughter, born of love, the beauty of cool feet and slenderest knees, could love indeed the maid, only if she were laid, white ash amid funereal cypresses.
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Helen
I remember the restaurant, The one Grandpa Had brought us to – Window panes in patriotism And pancakes atop, “America,” The world revolved, “America,” And how we’d made it “Home” – So came the syrup, destiny And fervor caked powder plate. He knew of my toil, ills, and tolls Pandered atop horizons Hindered Mao and red As we sat near dawn over coffee And something south of Conspiracy – opposite my dream And collusion to **** said Destiny, But it was still, “his America,” not mine and he’d Sleep when I wouldn’t. So it pained me, resonant a twitch Within this small inch of Remnant family, to tell him, “We’re going back, We’re leaving tomorrow,” And, “I don’t know when I’ll be Home,” gramps, “I don’t know if I’ll ever be home,” And he’d say prior ever’d silent – “Good luck sleeping on that one, Son,” I just know he would.
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Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 9:39 AM UTC
One patriot on a platter, the other on a plank
So he threw all his chips on red Thought only of what was in his head Which turned out to be shots of dread For his seeds planted in young women's garden bed Without nary water or breaking bread Or nary knowing the breaches of his and her homestead So he rushed down stranger's alley shed On a runaway, wrongheaded cocky sled Through her banks, he crashed her spread Like a raging, raging thoroughbred Nary was a thought of a rubber glove on his dragonhead For the buried absence of love was in his heart of lead There's his wife at home tucking their kids in their bunkbed While he flirted with the forbidden apple instead It was this night that lives in infamy for others to read this dread For the news broke of a married man impregnating a young coed Accosting such teen to what now proves to be his deathbed Yet if he unwinds his c(l)ock and placed his chips on black he wouldn't have bled Petering out the ills in his marriage he would have been freed Now he shrivels in a shameful battle of what went through his head Logan Robertson 10/05/2018
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Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 10:10 AM UTC
Infidelity Blew His Life Away
Behind the eight ball she sits. Resigned. From her pimp's leash, she's lead. Deadweight, she feels his ways and ills, like cattle, that's branded. Best she hustles, or be backhanded. Once molded, she learns to light up Big Daddy's cigar and bring him his pie loaded. More cabbage to fill his gold baggage. Sometimes he spares a small leaf for her. Though times she short, his fist takes sport. And every night she plays for the band of her john's, singing their song, while a thousand ****** of light inches along all wrong. The nameless, faceless and most relentless getting their fill. A flower in her wails loves not fear. However, Big Daddy's eyes are always near. She knows better than to run past the pasture gates onto verdant fields, free as a bird, without a home, money or vocation and ever so fearful of Big Daddy's gun. A flower in her wails loves not fears. As she remembers those first tears. A Big Daddy's indoctrination. It started off on social media, a whim a fantasy went wrong. Three nights her body violated, Big Daddy's cavalry, descending on her picnic, wax and whips, a thousand ****** of might, and the scream of the night. Coldcocked. Say hello to the new girl on the block. A flower in her wails loves not fears. Her youth robbed as the days morph into years. Like a blur. The guise, the lure, the drugs, the fear. The trap. Eighteen young became twenty-four old. A lost puppy to her folks back home. And every lost night she struts her Prada dress a little higher Big Daddy has a buyer. Logan Robertson 7/27/2018
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Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 6:32 AM UTC
Big Daddy Has a Buyer
Behind the eight ball she sits. Resigned. From her pimp's leash, she's lead. Deadweight, she feels his ways and ills, like cattle, that's branded. Best she hustles, or be backhanded. Once molded, she learns to light up Big Daddy's cigar and bring him his pie loaded. More cabbage to fill his gold baggage. Sometimes he spares a small leaf for her. Though times she short, his fist takes sport. And every night she plays for the band of her john's, singing their song, while a thousand ****** of light inches along all wrong. The nameless, faceless and most relentless getting their fill. A flower in her wails loves not fear. However, Big Daddy's eyes are always near. She knows better than to run past the pasture gates onto verdant fields, free as a bird, without a home, money or vocation and ever so fearful of Big Daddy's gun. A flower in her wails loves not fears. As she remembers those first tears. A Big Daddy's indoctrination. It started off on social media, a whim a fantasy went wrong. Three nights her body violated, Big Daddy's cavalry, descending on her picnic, wax and whips, a thousand ****** of might, and the scream of the night. Coldcocked. Say hello to the new girl on the block. A flower in her wails loves not fears. Her youth robbed as the days morph into years. Like a blur. The guise, the lure, the drugs, the fear. The trap. Eighteen young became twenty-four old. A lost puppy to her folks back home. And every lost night she struts her Prada dress a little higher Big Daddy has a buyer. Logan Robertson 7/27/2018
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Doctor, Doctor I've trouble with my eyes Then take these blue pills, That's what I advise Oh Doctor, Doctor My bones are all sore White pills I prescribe They'll hurt you no more But Doctor, Doctor My heartbeat is waning Take red pills for that You'll soon be regaining Please Doctor, please My mind fades away For that I have gray pills You'll be sharper today Its quite shocking Doctor, My ***** is murky Take these yellow pills They'll clear it by Thursday I mope around Doctor, My mood's really flat These rose colored pills Will take care of that You must help me Doctor, In bed I'm a flop Then try these long capsules They'll liven things up Tell me please Doctor, What's inside these pills? Why medicine, of course, To cure all your ills
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Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 7:05 PM UTC
Doctor, Doctor
O might those sighs and tears return again Into my breast and eyes, which I have spent, That I might in this holy discontent Mourn with some fruit, as I have mourned in vain; In mine Idolatry what showers of rain Mine eyes did waste! what griefs my heart did rent! That sufferance was my sin; now I repent; ‘Cause I did suffer I must suffer pain. Th’ hydropic drunkard, and night-scouting thief, The itchy lecher, and self-tickling proud Have the remembrance of past joys for relief Of comming ills. To (poor) me is allowed No ease; for long, yet vehement grief hath been Th’ effect and cause, the punishment and sin.
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Holy Sonnet III: O Might Those Sighs And Tears Return Again
You open to me a little, then grow afraid and close again, a small boy fearing to be hurt, a toe stubbed in the dark, a finger cut on paper. I think I am free of fears, enraptured, abandoned to the call of the Bacchae, my own siren, tied to my own mast, both Circe and her swine. But I too am afraid: I know where life leads. The impulse to join, to confess all, is followed by the impulse to renounce, and love-- imperishable love-- must die, in order to be reborn. We come to each other tentatively, veterans of other wars, divorce warrants in our hands which we would beat into blossoms. But blossoms will not withstand our beatings. We come to each other with hope in our hands-- the very thing Pandora kept in her casket when all the ills and woes of the world escaped.
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Middle Aged Lovers, II
I'm like a pill, Because if you swallow my well-being, You will be relieved of your worries, sicknesses, and ailments, But too much of anything isn't beneficial for any of us, And too much of me Could leave your tongue escaping from your mouth, And the irises of your eyes attempting to meet your brain, Which is why you should take me Within considerate reason, And not take me for granted. Swallow me whole, Wash away your pride, Feelings of me running deep inside you. I swallow you, I swallow you whole, I swallow you down. You are the perfect pill for my ills. I can see the comely contents of your character Labeled on a container, And as soon as it becomes empty, You will see me rushing To get a refill of your grace. Ever since you were prescribed to me on May 13th, I've never listened to my doctors Who assume to know What is best for me. I consume that dear, special, deep word Like a space cadet of an overdose. I need you within my reach, I need your relief, I need your reassurance, I need you to care.. But what I need the most of from you, Is your affection. Originally written 7/2/11 Revised 10/15/14 (c) 2014 Brandon Antonio Smith
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 1:00 PM UTC
Pills
*Soft underbellies of corruption, impropriety and moral decay Blatantly masquerade as societal bulwarks to aggression and disintegration Minions fine-tuned to dance to the tune Of godfather functionaries champion   Progressively retrogressive causes that follow The course of destruction. Is there light at the end of the tunnel? Reason and logic persuade otherwise It’s thus “safe” to conclude that A compassion filled individual Quintessentially embodies a positively radicalized individual Wielding immense unbridled power To impact society in ways unfathomable Whilst in complete understanding of the fact that “Absolute power corrupts absolutely” Are you that compassion filled individual??*
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Oct 3, 2013
Oct 3, 2013 at 11:06 AM UTC
Panacea of social ills
Too proud to die; broken and blind he died The darkest way, and did not turn away, A cold kind man brave in his narrow pride On that darkest day. Oh, forever may He lie lightly, at last, on the last, crossed Hill, under the grass, in love, and there grow Young among the long flocks, and never lie lost Or still all the numberless days of his death, though Above all he longed for his mother's breast Which was rest and dust, and in the kind ground The darkest justice of death, blind and unblessed. Let him find no rest but be fathered and found, I prayed in the crouching room, by his blind bed, In the muted house, one minute before Noon, and night, and light. The rivers of the dead Veined his poor hand I held, and I saw Through his unseeing eyes to the roots of the sea. (An old tormented man three-quarters blind, I am not too proud to cry that He and he Will never never go out of my mind. All his bones crying, and poor in all but pain, Being innocent, he dreaded that he died Hating his God, but what he was was plain: An old kind man brave in his burning pride. The sticks of the house were his; his books he owned. Even as a baby he had never cried; Nor did he now, save to his secret wound. Out of his eyes I saw the last light glide. Here among the light of the lording sky An old blind man is with me where I go Walking in the meadows of his son's eye On whom a world of ills came down like snow. He cried as he died, fearing at last the spheres' Last sound, the world going out without a breath: Too proud to cry, too frail to check the tears, And caught between two nights, blindness and death. O deepest wound of all that he should die On that darkest day. Oh, he could hide The tears out of his eyes, too proud to cry.
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Elegy
Too proud to die; broken and blind he died The darkest way, and did not turn away, A cold kind man brave in his narrow pride On that darkest day. Oh, forever may He lie lightly, at last, on the last, crossed Hill, under the grass, in love, and there grow Young among the long flocks, and never lie lost Or still all the numberless days of his death, though Above all he longed for his mother's breast Which was rest and dust, and in the kind ground The darkest justice of death, blind and unblessed. Let him find no rest but be fathered and found, I prayed in the crouching room, by his blind bed, In the muted house, one minute before Noon, and night, and light. The rivers of the dead Veined his poor hand I held, and I saw Through his unseeing eyes to the roots of the sea. (An old tormented man three-quarters blind, I am not too proud to cry that He and he Will never never go out of my mind. All his bones crying, and poor in all but pain, Being innocent, he dreaded that he died Hating his God, but what he was was plain: An old kind man brave in his burning pride. The sticks of the house were his; his books he owned. Even as a baby he had never cried; Nor did he now, save to his secret wound. Out of his eyes I saw the last light glide. Here among the light of the lording sky An old blind man is with me where I go Walking in the meadows of his son's eye On whom a world of ills came down like snow. He cried as he died, fearing at last the spheres' Last sound, the world going out without a breath: Too proud to cry, too frail to check the tears, And caught between two nights, blindness and death. O deepest wound of all that he should die On that darkest day. Oh, he could hide The tears out of his eyes, too proud to cry.
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On this my happy and blessed day fondly I remember what Mother always said upon some naughty day when I made her sad stalling on her bidding and not being a good boy Son, live straight and be easy to interpret Life is a complex menu of choices. Still - you can cruise along if there’s love in your life I remember the wistful poetry from my father’s lips Creamy words spoken in jest or in epic tales and untutored philosophy when he spoke of his going: Death has come and it’s time for last words My life has dragged by but now how it hurries! Be the person that you must and **** the rest! A truly rich person shares what they value most And so it is that I’ve shared my heart and my mind In numerous lines of poetry that has dared me to write it On this my 66th birthday I read no ills in this number For I’m just a wayfarer looking for words along my route I pick the gems that sparkle and dazzle as I stroll to eternity The landmarks on my route are The friends I made and lost along the way The doleful souls that brought tears to my eyes The pretty girls that taught me I could never have them all I remember too the places I’ve been to And the songs of my people – lively commentaries on everything And how life always lay waiting to be lived My day of birth is my day of possibilities And I keep hearing the line from the jazz classic: Get your kicks on Route 66!
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Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC
On Turning 66
XLII ‘My future will not copy fair my past’— I wrote that once; and thinking at my side My ministering life-angel justified The word by his appealing look upcast To the white throne of God, I turned at last, And there, instead, saw thee, not unallied To angels in thy soul! Then I, long tried By natural ills, received the comfort fast, While budding, at thy sight, my pilgrim’s staff Gave out green leaves with morning dews impearled. I seek no copy now of life’s first half: Leave here the pages with long musing curled, And write me new my future’s epigraph, New angel mine, unhoped for in the world!
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Sonnet 42 - ‘My Future Will Not Copy Fair My Past’
The stink of fish on earthen streets A hot wind blows from ochre hills Black faces shine with brilliant teeth Street market ***** doth cure all ills. Redness in her plaited hair Rhythm in her steady tread A harmony of balance, she carries Water jars on her head. A market girl is singing As she sits among bananas The drama in her music Is as dusty as the street, It fills the air with magic As it lilts above street chatter In the atmosphere of Africa Where new and ancient meet. The goat boy herds his docile flock Through camel trains and bales The steamer tethered at the dock Announces that she sails With billowed steam and mournful wail It echoes through the town And the planter and his agent Bargain with a harried frown. The bleating of the goat herd And the stench of fish and dung Is as ordinary as Africa In the searing mid day sun. Zanzibar is spices, Zanzibar is Stone. Club Zanzibar is whiskey on the rocks Consumed alone Or shared upon the balcony In the shadow of a palm With the turquoise Indian ocean Reaching out beyond the arm. Do you see the dhows are sailing? Do you see the fishing nets? Do you hear the oarsmen chanting? Did you see black muscle flex? Have you watched the dripping sweat Cascade on alabaster brow? Have you inhaled the scent of Africa And allowed it to allow? Colobus monkeys in the treetops Narrow lanes in the bazaar Dull white walls adorn stone buildings And the rupee is by far The favorite tenure of the Island Since the days when slaves were sold By Arab camel caravaners Who traded coin for young black gold. East and west collide in concert Africa and Asia blend The Sultan's mix of race and spice In Zanzibar, beyond lands end. Marshalg Mangere Bridge 3rd June 2008
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Oct 13, 2009
Oct 13, 2009 at 11:06 PM UTC
Zanzibar
The stink of fish on earthen streets A hot wind blows from ochre hills Black faces shine with brilliant teeth Street market ***** doth cure all ills. Redness in her plaited hair Rhythm in her steady tread A harmony of balance, she carries Water jars on her head. A market girl is singing As she sits among bananas The drama in her music Is as dusty as the street, It fills the air with magic As it lilts above street chatter In the atmosphere of Africa Where new and ancient meet. The goat boy herds his docile flock Through camel trains and bales The steamer tethered at the dock Announces that she sails With billowed steam and mournful wail It echoes through the town And the planter and his agent Bargain with a harried frown. The bleating of the goat herd And the stench of fish and dung Is as ordinary as Africa In the searing mid day sun. Zanzibar is spices, Zanzibar is Stone. Club Zanzibar is whiskey on the rocks Consumed alone Or shared upon the balcony In the shadow of a palm With the turquoise Indian ocean Reaching out beyond the arm. Do you see the dhows are sailing? Do you see the fishing nets? Do you hear the oarsmen chanting? Did you see black muscle flex? Have you watched the dripping sweat Cascade on alabaster brow? Have you inhaled the scent of Africa And allowed it to allow? Colobus monkeys in the treetops Narrow lanes in the bazaar Dull white walls adorn stone buildings And the rupee is by far The favorite tenure of the Island Since the days when slaves were sold By Arab camel caravaners Who traded coin for young black gold. East and west collide in concert Africa and Asia blend The Sultan's mix of race and spice In Zanzibar, beyond lands end. Marshalg Mangere Bridge 3rd June 2008
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"So careful of the type?" but no. From scarped cliff and quarried stone She cries, "A thousand types are gone: I care for nothing, all shall go. "Thou makest thine appeal to me: I bring to life, I bring to death: The spirit does but mean the breath: I know no more." And he, shall he, Man, her last work, who seem'd so fair, Such splendid purpose in his eyes, Who roll'd the psalm to wintry skies, Who built him fanes of fruitless prayer, Who trusted God was love indeed And love Creation's final law-- Tho' Nature, red in tooth and claw With ravine, shriek'd against his creed-- Who loved, who suffer'd countless ills, Who battled for the True, the Just, Be blown about the desert dust, Or seal'd within the iron hills? No more? A monster then, a dream, A discord. Dragons of the prime, That tare each other in their slime, Were mellow music match'd with him. O life as futile, then, as frail! O for thy voice to soothe and bless! What hope of answer, or redress? Behind the veil, behind the veil.
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In Memoriam A. H. H. OBIIT MDCCCXXXIII: 56
She stood tall, Slender, Flamboyant as she swirls, Encapsulating dreams while dancing, In a come-die ballet, from times evaporation, Playing hysterics in magical fire dance of ritual celebrations, Playing games of passion creations, Such beauty in an aura of pleasure and pain, In rigaudon she pastes her grace, For she is not a dancer, For she is my quill, The dancing pen removes my ills. By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 3:04 AM UTC
The Ballerina!
When fierce conflicting passions urge The breast, where love is wont to glow, What mind can stem the stormy surge Which rolls the tide of human woe? The hope of praise, the dread of shame, Can rouse the tortur’d breast no more; The wild desire, the guilty flame, Absorbs each wish it felt before. But if affection gently thrills The soul, by purer dreams possest, The pleasing balm of mortal ills In love can soothe the aching breast: If thus thou comest in disguise, Fair Venus! from thy native heaven, What heart, unfeeling, would despise The sweetest boon the Gods have given? But, never from thy golden bow, May I beneath the shaft expire! Whose creeping venom, sure and slow, Awakes an all-consuming fire: Ye racking doubts! ye jealous fears! With others wage internal war; Repentance! source of future tears, From me be ever distant far! May no distracting thoughts destroy The holy calm of sacred love! May all the hours be winged with joy, Which hover faithful hearts above! Fair Venus! on thy myrtle shrine May I with some fond lover sigh! Whose heart may mingle pure with mine, With me to live, with me to die! My native soil! belov’d before, Now dearer, as my peaceful home, Ne’er may I quit thy rocky shore, A hapless banish’d wretch to roam! This very day, this very hour, May I resign this fleeting breath! Nor quit my silent humble bower; A doom, to me, far worse than death. Have I not heard the exile’s sigh, And seen the exile’s silent tear, Through distant climes condemn’d to fly, A pensive, weary wanderer here? Ah! hapless dame! no sire bewails, No friend thy wretched fate deplores, No kindred voice with rapture hails Thy steps within a stranger’s doors. Perish the fiend! whose iron heart To fair affection’s truth unknown, Bids her he fondly lov’d depart, Unpitied, helpless, and alone; Who ne’er unlocks with silver key, The milder treasures of his soul; May such a friend be far from me, And Ocean’s storms between us roll!
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Translation From The “Medea” Of Euripides
When fierce conflicting passions urge The breast, where love is wont to glow, What mind can stem the stormy surge Which rolls the tide of human woe? The hope of praise, the dread of shame, Can rouse the tortur’d breast no more; The wild desire, the guilty flame, Absorbs each wish it felt before. But if affection gently thrills The soul, by purer dreams possest, The pleasing balm of mortal ills In love can soothe the aching breast: If thus thou comest in disguise, Fair Venus! from thy native heaven, What heart, unfeeling, would despise The sweetest boon the Gods have given? But, never from thy golden bow, May I beneath the shaft expire! Whose creeping venom, sure and slow, Awakes an all-consuming fire: Ye racking doubts! ye jealous fears! With others wage internal war; Repentance! source of future tears, From me be ever distant far! May no distracting thoughts destroy The holy calm of sacred love! May all the hours be winged with joy, Which hover faithful hearts above! Fair Venus! on thy myrtle shrine May I with some fond lover sigh! Whose heart may mingle pure with mine, With me to live, with me to die! My native soil! belov’d before, Now dearer, as my peaceful home, Ne’er may I quit thy rocky shore, A hapless banish’d wretch to roam! This very day, this very hour, May I resign this fleeting breath! Nor quit my silent humble bower; A doom, to me, far worse than death. Have I not heard the exile’s sigh, And seen the exile’s silent tear, Through distant climes condemn’d to fly, A pensive, weary wanderer here? Ah! hapless dame! no sire bewails, No friend thy wretched fate deplores, No kindred voice with rapture hails Thy steps within a stranger’s doors. Perish the fiend! whose iron heart To fair affection’s truth unknown, Bids her he fondly lov’d depart, Unpitied, helpless, and alone; Who ne’er unlocks with silver key, The milder treasures of his soul; May such a friend be far from me, And Ocean’s storms between us roll!
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Amazing how their memory fades. Leaving victims, in their hands the bloodied blades. Amazing how they forget their ills. In the hands of the dead, a bottle of pills. Sitting red faced yet silent at the wake. Lies a blue faced victim of the life you did take. In violence you used your hands for years. In desperation they used their hands one time. Is this how you imagined you'd pay for your crime. Poetry by Kaydee.
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
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Tacked tin sheets promoting brand names Real local grown food little meat eaten our elders thin, bony and fit Yet birthed another foolish generation seeded by World Wars planted by Lend Lease fuelled by aged forests we farm, feed, cleave and eat Greed walks besides naive naivety slaughtered sheep full of cancer processing industrial carcase-ed meals shopaholics fat consumerism a speeding, partying, dancing waste of ills Lawyer-ed  politicians chain us whilst stymied party politics deafen us Money-ed propaganda’s herd us Local economies destroyed to feed *National ..European ..Pan European ..Pan Asian ..World Bank ... Prime Minister ..President ..Minister ..Senator ..Consultant* Globalisation’s plague of selfish-self-grandiose labels A generation’s survivors will despair as the Ganges runs dry then die with their children’s children in an armed-hungry-thirsty tide .
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Apr 23, 2010
Apr 23, 2010 at 3:41 PM UTC
Born Screaming......