"ifell" poems - Hello Poetry

iN & Out Of Rehab iRelapse Then Collapse iNever Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping? Drug Programs Are A Waste According To My Case. im Never Going to Stop unless i O.D And Drop But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise. With the Angel imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels. It'll Be Better, Since iSold My Soul To The Devil. He Never Asked iJust Gave iT Up. iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing. Went From Snorting To Smoking Methamphetamine iLet iT Get The Best Of Me. Part 2 Out & iN 2014 iTs Krazie iM Back To This Dope **** Its been Already 4 years and Im still Addicted. In & Out Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill Havnt learned **** Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit Ilove Living Twisted Im on a comedown Im irrated right now wanting to take Another hit.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

iN & Out Of Rehab

iN & Out Of Rehab iRelapse Then Collapse iNever Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping? Drug Programs Are A Waste According To My Case. im Never Going to Stop unless i O.D And Drop But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise. With the Angel imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels. It'll Be Better, Since iSold My Soul To The Devil. He Never Asked iJust Gave iT Up. iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing. Went From Snorting To Smoking Methamphetamine iLet iT Get The Best Of Me. Part 2 Out & iN 2014 iTs Krazie iM Back To This Dope **** Its been Already 4 years and Im still Addicted. In & Out Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill Havnt learned **** Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit Ilove Living Twisted Im on a comedown Im irrated right now wanting to take Another hit.

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iNever Been iN A Relationship With A Human Being. Only With My Drug, Crystal **** IConsidered iT My Lover. My Baby, My World My Everything. iFell inlove With A Substance, Felt So Real. Created A Strong Bond That Seemed unbreakable We Were unseperable. This Stimulant Kept Me Away From Reality And Everything in it. Blocked Me From Having An Actual Boyfriend and Catching True Loving Feeling. iWas Blinded By These False Euphoric Feelings. A Rush Like iF ive Accomplished A Hundred Things. iWas Concentrated And Focused On Getting High And Just living The Addict life. That iHad No intrest At 16 Towards Boys or having a love life. My Mind Was Just Set On The Streets And Dope Game, Riskful Missions And Hanging With Friends. Guys Would Holler, But id Give No interest. Just Me And My Drug iS All That Mattered. Throughout My 3rd Time iN Rehab, My Neighbor Would Call. A Guy Friend. Daily Conversations, Laughs And giggls, something so rare and unexperienced. As iBegan To Recover & Emotions Started To Untie, iBegan To Feel Some Strange feelings ive never experienced 1st hand. Once iGraduated My program. We Communicated More, I liked This, i liked him. Was Hard To believe that after all he knew about me? He was into me to. My supporter, My Friend This Guy Became My 1st Boyfriend <3 041314

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Sep 19, 2014

Sep 19, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Boyfriend

iNever Been iN A Relationship With A Human Being. Only With My Drug, Crystal **** IConsidered iT My Lover. My Baby, My World My Everything. iFell inlove With A Substance, Felt So Real. Created A Strong Bond That Seemed unbreakable We Were unseperable. This Stimulant Kept Me Away From Reality And Everything in it. Blocked Me From Having An Actual Boyfriend and Catching True Loving Feeling. iWas Blinded By These False Euphoric Feelings. A Rush Like iF ive Accomplished A Hundred Things. iWas Concentrated And Focused On Getting High And Just living The Addict life. That iHad No intrest At 16 Towards Boys or having a love life. My Mind Was Just Set On The Streets And Dope Game, Riskful Missions And Hanging With Friends. Guys Would Holler, But id Give No interest. Just Me And My Drug iS All That Mattered. Throughout My 3rd Time iN Rehab, My Neighbor Would Call. A Guy Friend. Daily Conversations, Laughs And giggls, something so rare and unexperienced. As iBegan To Recover & Emotions Started To Untie, iBegan To Feel Some Strange feelings ive never experienced 1st hand. Once iGraduated My program. We Communicated More, I liked This, i liked him. Was Hard To believe that after all he knew about me? He was into me to. My supporter, My Friend This Guy Became My 1st Boyfriend <3 041314

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Didn't matter at First, Easy to put down and walk the road That Was iN The Beginning. Around the Time iBegan taking Small Doses. iFell inlove As iKept Consuming Was Set To not let it go. iGot Hooked on this Crystal postion My Life Began Taking Twisted Footsteps. By Time My Happiness, Smile, laugh, Charm And big heart faded. iNo Longer Felt Nothing. Numbness All Around Me. TickTock The Clock And Consumption Changed me. Cold Hearted, hatred in The Eyes Believed The Sober Truth As Lies.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 2:46 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Didn't

Didn't matter at First, Easy to put down and walk the road That Was iN The Beginning. Around the Time iBegan taking Small Doses. iFell inlove As iKept Consuming Was Set To not let it go. iGot Hooked on this Crystal postion My Life Began Taking Twisted Footsteps. By Time My Happiness, Smile, laugh, Charm And big heart faded. iNo Longer Felt Nothing. Numbness All Around Me. TickTock The Clock And Consumption Changed me. Cold Hearted, hatred in The Eyes Believed The Sober Truth As Lies.

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