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Before spring, near Grimsby, ditches run clean like trout streams, Our vines are gray. They will be pink next, like flushed, excited skin.   In March there is the flatness that is a big part of trouble. Anthony's sisters are helping him scrub his apartment. He was sick all winter. They raise his laughter like neighbours raise a burned out barn. He had made a good start. The therapy. He says now, "I wasn't so much sick as sad all the time." The pills ended the depression. You can wish that life was never mechanical. Smell of hot vinegar in the coffee-maker, smells of pine oil and beer. Brock University jackets, damp curly hair, his sisters Wiping their hands on sweatshirts, the open window, His bedroom. Anthony clears books from the sills and cleans and shines the windows. There are wicker baskets for their picnic and for his laundry. I always wanted to know, what is consecration? (Here is a scrap of his poetry: "... ******* the colour of a driftwood campfire.") His sisters laugh to think of a girl in the apartment. The ***** clothes are gone. He's got clean denims and hiking boots. Laughter, beer and young music, Bread and stew and pickles and heavy  brown two liter bottles of beer On the white wooden kitchen table where he hopes to write. His father's pickup truck is in the yard, its bed full of garbage. With cleaning any good thing can happen. The sisters feel it too. I didn't know what consecration meant. They joked That he could have a girl up there when they were done.                                        Paul  Anthony Hutchinson
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Nov 2, 2013
Nov 2, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC
Young Music
Before spring, near Grimsby, ditches run clean like trout streams, Our vines are gray. They will be pink next, like flushed, excited skin.   In March there is the flatness that is a big part of trouble. Anthony's sisters are helping him scrub his apartment. He was sick all winter. They raise his laughter like neighbours raise a burned out barn. He had made a good start. The therapy. He says now, "I wasn't so much sick as sad all the time." The pills ended the depression. You can wish that life was never mechanical. Smell of hot vinegar in the coffee-maker, smells of pine oil and beer. Brock University jackets, damp curly hair, his sisters Wiping their hands on sweatshirts, the open window, His bedroom. Anthony clears books from the sills and cleans and shines the windows. There are wicker baskets for their picnic and for his laundry. I always wanted to know, what is consecration? (Here is a scrap of his poetry: "... ******* the colour of a driftwood campfire.") His sisters laugh to think of a girl in the apartment. The ***** clothes are gone. He's got clean denims and hiking boots. Laughter, beer and young music, Bread and stew and pickles and heavy  brown two liter bottles of beer On the white wooden kitchen table where he hopes to write. His father's pickup truck is in the yard, its bed full of garbage. With cleaning any good thing can happen. The sisters feel it too. I didn't know what consecration meant. They joked That he could have a girl up there when they were done.                                        Paul  Anthony Hutchinson
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the fast car speeds along the avenue and she relaxes at the wheel shell tell you she was born to drive and with a cigarette grey haze she leans into the telling a story of her younger days a summer back in the world back in the dust of 1958 when the motorcycles rode on main street she and her baby sister went to see and stood back of the five and dime marvelling at at the wild men and the chrome machines thouse were the days when the future was brighter and the dream seemed like it could be real this light comes alive in her eye when she speaks of thouse days you can see the years fall away you can almost taste the malted she drank and almost see her in her blue dress there at the five and dime you can see the light in her eyes when she is remembering thouse days the sock hop and the drive thu she is so much a younger soul than i filled with all these beautiful memories and as we drive down the hutchinson river parkway middle of the night in the pouring rain robert gordon on the radio i think to myself that she's right she was born to drive and i was born to be with a girl like her oldsmobile cutlass 440 was her car i was her man .and rockabilly was her music
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Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 4:28 AM UTC
five and dime
St. Catharines light in the afternoon: lead oxide, pink white, dry mud shadows. They lay on her living room carpet and Anthony gloated over Milly Her cotton nightgown, her long back, and round shoulders: proof at last. "So this is gloating. It is better to gloat than to doubt. It took me a long time." Her clean faded quilt brought from the balcony rail: it Smells of clean laundry and cold air and the thrill of their power. He’s proud to be the lover of a heroine, And happy that he can see her this way.” Picnic kisses tasting of smoked oysters and beer. There were never friendly kisses of love before? "Milly, I love hearing how you defied the adults." He told Hansel and Gretel to her child, who had strep throat, And told it again, knowing it would work, Seeing the bookshelves, seeing her notebooks, Knowing that he would have his life after all: The mispronounced words of a solitary reader, The red skirt on the chair, the gold necklace of coins. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com Copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 11:29 PM UTC
Picnic Kisses Tasting of Smoked Oysters and Beer
THE PONIES IN SNOW PARK Under flapping green and white awnings On a wide Toronto street I feel your gloved hand on my tweed coat. You are cold. We run. It is one o'clock, winter afternoon. Waiting for the car to warm up we touch mouths and tongues. This is what I always wanted. We are young. We are wearing Our favourite clothes. The green and orange plastic pennons Of the service station slap in the wind.  The ponies stand Far away, at the edge of the woods in Snow Park. Some bear their share of the burden of the meaning of life More easily than others. I know that When you are alone you must build walls And figure ways to smash them down. I know how some mouths opened over you Like Borgia rings over a wineglass, and how, therefore, it was Hard for you to abandon the problem many of us loved: How can I avoid doing harm; how can I avoid harm? Out of the changes in human emotion, Out of the changes in faces and lives, You took the power to do with me what once You might have done for sadness, or for love, alone. Our shape refuses depression. I point at birds. There is music on the radio. I grin and hug. A few silver minutes now Of ponies, music, dull orange breast feathers.                               Paul Anthony Hutchinson This poem was published in WAVES [email protected] Copyright  Paul Anthony Hutchinson   www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com
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Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 11:01 PM UTC
The Ponies In Snow Park
I saw Stewart and Maud under a locust tree in Kensington market. They had new bicycles. She leaned her sweaty, curly head on his bicep. They had baguettes, flowers, asparagus and apples from the farm booths in their packs, Buzet and Minervois from the liquor store, library books. They had life-loving things. He says that for him this new life is instead of being an artist in Paris: Backpacks, bicycles, the look of young lovers. The little possessions That don't feel like a car or a house. They are wearing bright white t shirts And denim overalls. His children are confused. They have little money. He joined the many who have refused to be punished for a mistake. My friend Stewart lives with a university student. You get to their Annex apartment up iron stairs bolted to the Outside of a building of old brick coloured like a driftwood campfire. The bed's iron. She's been an adult for seven years. Iron, bricks, flowers, white iron bed, Stewart has the skills to make it good, he's done this before, made the Muskoka Chairs, the harvest tables, and sold them, repaired window frames and doors, Advertised in supermarkets. He likes to breathe, to drink water, to cut wood and dress it, To study, to read, to live well with a woman, to write in the evening, to make life like art. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 10:52 PM UTC
Stewart in the streets of Kensington Market in Toronto
Talk to Anna (This poem was published may 2002, shadow voices) Anna's conversation mixes respect and mockery so that You can’t talk to her without also knowing Her father, who loved to read and drink, A man who broke free without running away. There was a talking devil in her house. Read Socrates and shudder when you know The defeat of a thoughtful child's intellect. There is delight in hard practice. Much that you can do deliberately covers up Having known a talking devil. You can apologize when you are sarcastic. She adored a twenty year old man. He had mastered being young in grooming and talking. The skills you once wanted are known to him. I mean that he pretended to be exciting. She is one of us; she wants friends and love. She falters being with people. She knew a talking devil. She knew a pretending devil. Paul Anthony Hutchinson paulanthonyhutchinson.com [email protected]
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Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 9:11 PM UTC
Talk to Anna
LAUREL AND THE MARE It was spring and Southern Ontario air tasted of trees. A pregnant mare escaped to the woods from her prison on the estrogen farm. She had long, curled hooves and cracked skin. She came to Laurel and her two children at the edge of Beamsville. Laurel had no work, a jumble of painted canvasses in the porch, her father's Hired man's stucco cottage. Laurel, Hadley, Malcolm wore ski jackets and jeans. The horse loved to exercise at night in the yard. They combed her and gave her oats. They couldn't afford a vet so they Called a farrier horse dentist and she fixed the skin and hooves and filed the teeth. They hung a trouble light on a nail and talked to the horse at night. The farm smelled of animal again: you know the power of grass breath. They read library horse books and what's left of the family Sang with the radio in the barn. Those might have been holy days, They were feast days, and the children were pulled away from American television by the strong and willing horse. Torn French bread and good cheap Beamsville Magnotta wine on the picnic table, Wine for the children, too, and they all read in their beds after dark. Laurel went to bed thinking: "It's La Vie Boheme for us." She gloated at the return of ****** Feeling and the possibility of love and laughed her Coarse, sweet, hee-haw laugh. Paul Anthony Hutchinson This poem was published in Canadian Poetry
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 11:19 PM UTC
Laurel and the Mare
Wry is one of many things you do well.... ~~~~~~ dedicated to, inspired by Paul Anthony Hutchinson, who wrote those words to me but two hours ago *Wry - produced by a distortion or lopsidedness of the ****** features: a wry grin. - abnormally bent or turned to one side; twisted; crooked: a wry mouth. - devious in course or purpose; misdirected. - contrary; perverse. - distorted or perverted, as in meaning. - bitterly or disdainfully ironic or amusing: a wry remark.* It is bitter, It is amusing, the distorting that gives a shape and thereby meaning to a misdirected life, the ****** muscles perused, all reversed, all per-versed t'is not just the smile that is loopy, or simplistically turned upside down, twisted but not dubious, nor devious, twisted but straight, I say, wry is not a seething something I do well, wry is in every nuclei I ever split, every line etch-a-sketched in every poem worn down, physically inscribed on my face. so much to reveal, but not here not now not, ever on and ever in, explicit but blurred, burred, and buried within them is the ironic of a man that laughed through the better part of his life, for in that period, there was no better, just worse I was born wry. the last of three, I was nameless till I was twenty one, they called me just brother, or the brother. at twenty five, I married the wrong woman, though we both wanted not too, thirty five years of wry, the lawyers rejoiced, the judges celebrated, the poets went mad, swear it true, the family counselors said beyond hopeless, and with wry smiles at the spectacle of years wasted, spent like there was no tomorrow, for there was none in the titanic disaster of more, new lives corrupted I lived life wry. now, in the final fourth quaternary, see how he, the master of the unceremonious, in on bent knee, hands clasped, on bed, rested, when he seeks comfort and guidance for the upcoming finality following a two minute warning, warning that even now, the future wry, turned to one side, when all he wanted, was to live quiet in the straight and narrow and not write poems asking himself with trepidation, from where will come the courage to make this last passage.... oh yes, I do wry so well, and all things that wryhme with hell, you will be spared, for wryly he exclaims "Enough, enough" wry why! for in all the days of his disheveled life, there have been but a few, when it has been simply, enough
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Feb 4, 2014
Feb 4, 2014 at 11:05 PM UTC
wry is one of many things you do well....
Wry is one of many things you do well.... ~~~~~~ dedicated to, inspired by Paul Anthony Hutchinson, who wrote those words to me but two hours ago *Wry - produced by a distortion or lopsidedness of the ****** features: a wry grin. - abnormally bent or turned to one side; twisted; crooked: a wry mouth. - devious in course or purpose; misdirected. - contrary; perverse. - distorted or perverted, as in meaning. - bitterly or disdainfully ironic or amusing: a wry remark.* It is bitter, It is amusing, the distorting that gives a shape and thereby meaning to a misdirected life, the ****** muscles perused, all reversed, all per-versed t'is not just the smile that is loopy, or simplistically turned upside down, twisted but not dubious, nor devious, twisted but straight, I say, wry is not a seething something I do well, wry is in every nuclei I ever split, every line etch-a-sketched in every poem worn down, physically inscribed on my face. so much to reveal, but not here not now not, ever on and ever in, explicit but blurred, burred, and buried within them is the ironic of a man that laughed through the better part of his life, for in that period, there was no better, just worse I was born wry. the last of three, I was nameless till I was twenty one, they called me just brother, or the brother. at twenty five, I married the wrong woman, though we both wanted not too, thirty five years of wry, the lawyers rejoiced, the judges celebrated, the poets went mad, swear it true, the family counselors said beyond hopeless, and with wry smiles at the spectacle of years wasted, spent like there was no tomorrow, for there was none in the titanic disaster of more, new lives corrupted I lived life wry. now, in the final fourth quaternary, see how he, the master of the unceremonious, in on bent knee, hands clasped, on bed, rested, when he seeks comfort and guidance for the upcoming finality following a two minute warning, warning that even now, the future wry, turned to one side, when all he wanted, was to live quiet in the straight and narrow and not write poems asking himself with trepidation, from where will come the courage to make this last passage.... oh yes, I do wry so well, and all things that wryhme with hell, you will be spared, for wryly he exclaims "Enough, enough" wry why! for in all the days of his disheveled life, there have been but a few, when it has been simply, enough
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A Spring Evening in Paris with the Thieves of Love They found each other in the good samaritan way you would try. If you are not alluring, if you can’t get a reverie, there are other ways. Ellen was drunk and left alone near St.Severin off the Rue de la Harpe Where you can smell butter and garlic and mussels and iodine From bistros open to the street. Anthony loved it that you could see that Those bistros were happy and good. He wanted to be in one with a girl. Ellen in mottled lamplight on the churchyard cobbles: Freckled, brown eyed, strong in clean denim overalls and white T-shirt. She knelt there sick and knelt also inside Anthony, in a lyric: Not many chances like this in life. He nursed her To her place in Billancourt. She was afraid on the Metro. A drunken kiss of thanks at her door tastes of sickness and anise. Of course he came back. A real man would come back for more thanks. If it was his first chance in months. She was brave, dramatically friendly, often in The light that passes for candles on stage. She had the fierce compassion that terrifies. He had been disqualified from girls by anxiety. They bought food, flowers and wine in the market And walked and bought books from bouquinistes And cooked in her room. He wrote at her table. The white iron bed by the sunny window... Who was this girl no older than Anthony, Showing him friendship, making him grateful, Showing him love, " I like to do this, Find one that I love, make something perfect." Sneaky good love of stealth and cunning... Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Nov 3, 2016
Nov 3, 2016 at 11:37 PM UTC
A Spring Evening in Paris with the Thieves of Love
A Spring Evening in Paris with the Thieves of Love They found each other in the good samaritan way you would try. If you are not alluring, if you can’t get a reverie, there are other ways. Ellen was drunk and left alone near St.Severin off the Rue de la Harpe Where you can smell butter and garlic and mussels and iodine From bistros open to the street. Anthony loved it that you could see that Those bistros were happy and good. He wanted to be in one with a girl. Ellen in mottled lamplight on the churchyard cobbles: Freckled, brown eyed, strong in clean denim overalls and white T-shirt. She knelt there sick and knelt also inside Anthony, in a lyric: Not many chances like this in life. He nursed her To her place in Billancourt. She was afraid on the Metro. A drunken kiss of thanks at her door tastes of sickness and anise. Of course he came back. A real man would come back for more thanks. If it was his first chance in months. She was brave, dramatically friendly, often in The light that passes for candles on stage. She had the fierce compassion that terrifies. He had been disqualified from girls by anxiety. They bought food, flowers and wine in the market And walked and bought books from bouquinistes And cooked in her room. He wrote at her table. The white iron bed by the sunny window... Who was this girl no older than Anthony, Showing him friendship, making him grateful, Showing him love, " I like to do this, Find one that I love, make something perfect." Sneaky good love of stealth and cunning... Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Gifted It felt more important to have a darling and children Than to live a story. We have vignettes of love and work and study. I tried hard to be good. I had to make up for the gifts that god, the fairies, or genetics did not give me. What is certainly true except vignettes? You my love have been compassionate and brave. I think the names Of love, courage, compassion, diligence, honour, and some others as if they were gods. Paul Anthony Hutchinson wow.paulanthonyhutchinson.com Copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Gifted
​ ​Laurel promises if you pay child support None of your money will go for sick horses. ​I don’t care what you think or feel about guns. ​I laugh at everything you believe ​And I won’t tell you if it’s true that your son Malcolm shot my 12 gauge double ​Or if I gave his mom the .410 For a house gun. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson ​ ​ ​ ​
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Aug 3, 2017
Aug 3, 2017 at 11:47 PM UTC
A Telephone Call from Stewart in Toronto
A hymn to the goddess of victory I won. I stayed near home And worked and helped my folks. You were afraid of boredom. I like working. I married Pretty Red Wing. It’s true, the sun shines down on Pretty Red Wing. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com
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Jan 17, 2014
Jan 17, 2014 at 10:41 PM UTC
A Hymn To The Goddess Of Victory
This happened to Malcolm My sister Hadley hosed green stuff off the *** When she squirted my ear I ****** the neck rope. Her skin was hurt so The horse folded back her lips and bit my thigh with brown yellow teeth. I was thirteen. I locked myself in the bathroom. I felt ***** as a smug prayer for running. Mom said, “Come back out. Don’t get left behind.” My dad had run away. I splashed my face cold and put on my jeans. I hustled out. Not for my mother. Scottie was a Brock University girl from PEI who cut and doctored hooves and skin And shod horses and filed their teeth. You could smell teeth filings and Stockholm tar And when I went back to the head she held my face A long time in her hands and said I knew you were a straight arrow. That might have scared my mom. That was the first time I ever did it with anyone. Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 11:39 PM UTC
This Happened To Malcolm
By: Manuel Hutchinson and Glenn Currier Politics on a Facebook page Replied with such rage I sat in shock for we’d held her at baptism kept her overnight tucked her in like good godparents do all the tender moments we knew but now a pinch in my soul my heart’s racing pace felt like a flight from grace. I didn’t expect the monster to rise. The taste of bell flowers is so sweet, Even the devil smiled at me. He caught my soul asleep, As he picked up the double edge sword. I should have never turned my back that day, I made a commit to walk on heaven’s grace. But chains on my feet prevented me to walk towards faith. I’m living with my eyes closed, Is this what happens when you embrace the pain?! Rolling along Singing a song it felt so good to be high in joy not since I was a little boy was the air so free but then the email dripping with sarcasm cut me deep with its slice of sad like dad used to do when he was mad. I thought I’d forgiven the cuts but now I’m in their clutch the cape of this demon covers me I’m bound in anger without a key I got the whole wide world, in his hands I got the whole wide world, in his hands. I got his tears weeping in my hands. I finally understood Vengeance doesn't make you a man. Now I reaped what I sow, Loved how he burned my soul. He said is it to late to confess my sins? "God let me be free! I'll never meet Lucifer again" The truth is unfortunate, Because only the creatures of my past life answered him. sins of a little boy clipping the wings of toys was the joy watched angels descend they never knew I was the one who poured that bleach at her baptism. this is only one monster under my bed. All my life, I never chose to open my eyes When I did, I saw the devil As he came for his Revenge.
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Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 9:37 AM UTC
Revenge
By: Manuel Hutchinson and Glenn Currier Politics on a Facebook page Replied with such rage I sat in shock for we’d held her at baptism kept her overnight tucked her in like good godparents do all the tender moments we knew but now a pinch in my soul my heart’s racing pace felt like a flight from grace. I didn’t expect the monster to rise. The taste of bell flowers is so sweet, Even the devil smiled at me. He caught my soul asleep, As he picked up the double edge sword. I should have never turned my back that day, I made a commit to walk on heaven’s grace. But chains on my feet prevented me to walk towards faith. I’m living with my eyes closed, Is this what happens when you embrace the pain?! Rolling along Singing a song it felt so good to be high in joy not since I was a little boy was the air so free but then the email dripping with sarcasm cut me deep with its slice of sad like dad used to do when he was mad. I thought I’d forgiven the cuts but now I’m in their clutch the cape of this demon covers me I’m bound in anger without a key I got the whole wide world, in his hands I got the whole wide world, in his hands. I got his tears weeping in my hands. I finally understood Vengeance doesn't make you a man. Now I reaped what I sow, Loved how he burned my soul. He said is it to late to confess my sins? "God let me be free! I'll never meet Lucifer again" The truth is unfortunate, Because only the creatures of my past life answered him. sins of a little boy clipping the wings of toys was the joy watched angels descend they never knew I was the one who poured that bleach at her baptism. this is only one monster under my bed. All my life, I never chose to open my eyes When I did, I saw the devil As he came for his Revenge.
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Evening daubs of ox-blood, pipe dottle, rust. The lakeshore and the bonfire and the trees stammer, Pleasure mutters, in turpentined and transparent voices Like many invisible things, intermittently believed: The taste of my darling's knees, her summer dress, Her strong, fresh, friendly kisses, The smell of garden dirt and fireworks, Magnesium flare and copper flare on the matte sky: Like doubt and the lovely end of doubt. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com [email protected]
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Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 11:55 PM UTC
Sunday Evening in Late May
Cave Painting Prof. Jeanine Kowalski, PhD, Anthropology: “I write until very late in my parents’ farmhouse, in my old bedroom. I am visiting at Thanksgiving, writing my research. I love my parents, to be here, my work. “When I was seventeen, here, in my childhood bedroom, Threatened with boredom, which my parents implied was the Prince of Darkness, And to be fair I believed it myself, independently, I did not honour the life and love commitment I made to a seventeen year old boy. I gave up, temporarily, the love-courage of girls. “The combine harvester working by floodlight in the field outside this room, is harvesting soybeans while I write. The man who was that boy is driving the combine harvester at night, harvesting his parents’ crop, helping his parents. He is driving back and forth by tractor floodlight and headlights and the headlights of the trucks aimed up the rows. “I do not have to live without love or happiness or beloved children. I am pretty, too. I got most of the gifts. He has a wife and children and a life of his own. If I was treacherous, I am, I am sure, forgiven, but still, After even the fullest and truest justification, you must look at the thing itself, Just the thing itself …. “And to do that I would need the kind of love poetry which is hardest to find, the love poetry which is all we have left Of the great art of cave painting, poetry not drawing its power from melancholy, but shining with wanting, with excitement and awe. He had, of all the gifts, character.” Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 10:25 PM UTC
Cave Painting
Cave Painting Prof. Jeanine Kowalski, PhD, Anthropology: “I write until very late in my parents’ farmhouse, in my old bedroom. I am visiting at Thanksgiving, writing my research. I love my parents, to be here, my work. “When I was seventeen, here, in my childhood bedroom, Threatened with boredom, which my parents implied was the Prince of Darkness, And to be fair I believed it myself, independently, I did not honour the life and love commitment I made to a seventeen year old boy. I gave up, temporarily, the love-courage of girls. “The combine harvester working by floodlight in the field outside this room, is harvesting soybeans while I write. The man who was that boy is driving the combine harvester at night, harvesting his parents’ crop, helping his parents. He is driving back and forth by tractor floodlight and headlights and the headlights of the trucks aimed up the rows. “I do not have to live without love or happiness or beloved children. I am pretty, too. I got most of the gifts. He has a wife and children and a life of his own. If I was treacherous, I am, I am sure, forgiven, but still, After even the fullest and truest justification, you must look at the thing itself, Just the thing itself …. “And to do that I would need the kind of love poetry which is hardest to find, the love poetry which is all we have left Of the great art of cave painting, poetry not drawing its power from melancholy, but shining with wanting, with excitement and awe. He had, of all the gifts, character.” Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Pictures on the Cave Wall I look for the humility and pride I want in doubt When I can only look there. I close my eyes. Help me pray like a man. Not like a fool. Accept my doubt and my self-conscious blessings and My rote mumbled grace. Give me a chance. I know  I can be good. Plato saw shadows on the cave wall. They said something somewhere else is pure. I saw bright painted animals. I will go with the hunters and their dogs. I want a fire and food and love and I want to hear the love story again, Or the friend story: I’m 17, back in the boys’ bathroom at high school, punching and kicking Andrew Fane, who hit Colleen so hard and often.  I didn’t know. She was my friend. For months I didn’t know. How stupid. He humiliated Colleen, she crawled, She was my friend and that is more than a saint for me.    She was  my friend and this is more than a saint for me and for many like me. Save me from the coarse things all men are offered. I will do the right thing. Help me guess the right thing. ​Paul Anthony Hutchinson [email protected] www.pahutchinson.com Copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 10:54 AM UTC
Pictures on the Cave Wall
They Were Children Together I remember her white poet shirt and clean clear face. She is on stage at the Mansion House, a St. Catharines bar: Songs she wrote and songs learned from the radio Brag of coarse and earthy evenings. She sang, “…when I’m drunk I’m a nihilist…” She jokes that her life is a documentary limerick. She has two children. She’s the eager daughter of rich peasants. Impulse, defiance, insults, she defends as truth and a joke. “I’m going to tell him you’re his father,” She said to her best friend while I listened. “You don’t have to pay. I told my parents you’re the father” And while he cried she said: “You could make everything all right for me.” Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson (this poem was published May 2002 in Shadow Voices)
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Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 11:45 PM UTC
They Were Children Together
with immediate effect chinas embassy in london to be at the tranis house at hampton court. the old lodge  at hampton court where i lived in history in england needs to be tidied and checked by the police before i can go in. im pleased to see some eternity fund going where its needed around the world. the banks are very nearly uncorrupt following hard work by bank of japan and america fall and bank of england hutchinson. remember it against the law to raise a price in england scotland wales northern dansana and southern dansana, china or france. house prices cannot increase more than 5percent a year unless restoration work or extentions have been completed. it is illegal for interest rates to rise at all in china france and uk. vat must be added as usual if anyone( princes only please, wants to do trade please contact me here if you are a king or president or the embassy in your country. embassys must assess if product would cause loss of jobs in home country if it is so china will not move forward. to trade with china england and france all food must be healthy. to reiterate trade is 1percent inport 1percent export no other charge. exise must be paid in advance
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Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 10:36 PM UTC
queen of china announcement
If you don't admit your own mistakes How can you know what choices to make? Take a break from yourself and seek the help you need. Read. Write. Be focused on what you got to do in life. You are Manuel Hutchinson III. Carry a book wherever you need to go. Speak about what you believe in Your spirit listens. Time is ticking. Choose your decision. ©MH
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Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 10:03 PM UTC
Prepare for change
The free ones and the ones who have fates are all mixed together Tired happy and excited or Wry, humble, eager. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Mar 17, 2017
Mar 17, 2017 at 8:53 PM UTC
You Are a Free One
The nights It feels so good to think and read, It feels so good to work and sleep. You are lucky to be loved as a girl loves a horse. You are the ribbons in the mane of her love of life. Days with her will wash your face. Her words and love are the strategies of One who was a thoughtful child. You were troubled, flat and eager.. It feels so good to work and sleep. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 5:15 PM UTC
The Strategies of a Thoughtful Child
Young Music Before spring, near Grimsby, ditches run clean like trout streams, Our vines are gray. They will be pink next, like flushed, excited skin. In March there is the flatness that is a big part of trouble. Anthony's sisters are helping him scrub his apartment. He was sick all winter. They raise his laughter like neighbours raise a burned out barn. He had made a good start. The therapy. He says now, "I wasn't so much sick as sad all the time." The pills ended the depression. You can wish that life was never mechanical. Smell of hot vinegar in the coffee-maker, smells of pine oil and beer. Brock University jackets, damp curly hair, his sisters Wiping their hands on sweatshirts, the open window, His bedroom. Anthony clears books from the sills and cleans and shines the windows. There are wicker baskets for their picnic and for his laundry. I always wanted to know, what is consecration? (Here is a scrap of his poetry: "... ******* the colour of a driftwood campfire.") His sisters laugh to think of a girl in the apartment. The ***** clothes are gone. He's got clean denims and hiking boots. Laughter, beer and young music, Bread and stew and pickles and heavy brown two liter bottles of beer On the white wooden kitchen table where he hopes to write. His father's pickup truck is in the yard, its bed full of garbage. With cleaning any good thing can happen. The sisters feel it too. I didn't know what consecration meant. They joked That he could have a girl up there when they were done. Paul Anthony Hutchinson Brook Trout Press Grimsby and Toronto, Ontario, Canada
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May 21, 2022
May 21, 2022 at 9:55 PM UTC
YOUNG MUSIC
Young Music Before spring, near Grimsby, ditches run clean like trout streams, Our vines are gray. They will be pink next, like flushed, excited skin. In March there is the flatness that is a big part of trouble. Anthony's sisters are helping him scrub his apartment. He was sick all winter. They raise his laughter like neighbours raise a burned out barn. He had made a good start. The therapy. He says now, "I wasn't so much sick as sad all the time." The pills ended the depression. You can wish that life was never mechanical. Smell of hot vinegar in the coffee-maker, smells of pine oil and beer. Brock University jackets, damp curly hair, his sisters Wiping their hands on sweatshirts, the open window, His bedroom. Anthony clears books from the sills and cleans and shines the windows. There are wicker baskets for their picnic and for his laundry. I always wanted to know, what is consecration? (Here is a scrap of his poetry: "... ******* the colour of a driftwood campfire.") His sisters laugh to think of a girl in the apartment. The ***** clothes are gone. He's got clean denims and hiking boots. Laughter, beer and young music, Bread and stew and pickles and heavy brown two liter bottles of beer On the white wooden kitchen table where he hopes to write. His father's pickup truck is in the yard, its bed full of garbage. With cleaning any good thing can happen. The sisters feel it too. I didn't know what consecration meant. They joked That he could have a girl up there when they were done. Paul Anthony Hutchinson Brook Trout Press Grimsby and Toronto, Ontario, Canada
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I borrowed an archetype: one I could not have loved without, Not Joan of Arc on fire, another Miracle imagined girl, In my mind when I was born. Red cheeks and red nose, like an apple cheeked doll: Lots of alcohol. The Kind Little Girl, Paul Anthony Hutchinson paulanthonyhutchinson.com Dec 13, 2013
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Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 10:38 PM UTC
Meeting With MyArchetype
This was The Clue of the Snake in the Hollow Book. It’s only a vignette...the one where aggressive, friendly Middle aged men walk Larissa to her car. She is calmer. She likes to hear us talk about farming and carpentry. Her first love is ruined for her by beatings. Glenn and I were her guards in spring and summer Before and after work through P&G factory parking in Hamilton. What does this mean now: Larissa? For us, A thrill: young, smart, loving, flushed and excited; with The exhaustion of giving more than she had. It meant beauty and living with a beautiful boy: She loved his fierce flatness and fiery boredom.    Night classes at McMaster University She asks another student to walk her to her car. She says, “Before this happened I was headed for medical school.” Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinon.com Copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 10:22 PM UTC
The Clue of the Snake in the Hollow Book