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"hopin" poems
I want it so bad Never going to quit it Flip the switch and hit ignition Toss these hands I talk in all ten digits **** wishing - let me finish, Raw- dish it out the kitchen Saw- vision now they listen Off an opp and take position Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em' viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame Agh! I'm a savage, a beast Murdering beats, I read it and weep, God Looking to thee, God- never going to stop watch Put 'em em a lock box.. one shot So sorry, not the man you needed On my knees I don't believe em' Read between I'm not deceiving Split the means I mean Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame Hope I can say something worth a **** Hope I can change something understand this Pressure pinning me down Picture myself under the ground Taking leaps and bounds Can i stand it be without Peaking then drown - **** it all Speaking my meaning - Hear me now Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em' viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame Agh why looking to me for something deep I can’t even feel emotion let that **** repeatin’ heat in motion seeking to be not broken Leave it to me, reach between lost omens Looking to feed the beast I’m hopin’ Ahead of my time I’m rapping these rhymes But go unnoticed Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em' viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 5:29 PM UTC
Follow_Flame
I want it so bad Never going to quit it Flip the switch and hit ignition Toss these hands I talk in all ten digits **** wishing - let me finish, Raw- dish it out the kitchen Saw- vision now they listen Off an opp and take position Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em' viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame Agh! I'm a savage, a beast Murdering beats, I read it and weep, God Looking to thee, God- never going to stop watch Put 'em em a lock box.. one shot So sorry, not the man you needed On my knees I don't believe em' Read between I'm not deceiving Split the means I mean Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame Hope I can say something worth a **** Hope I can change something understand this Pressure pinning me down Picture myself under the ground Taking leaps and bounds Can i stand it be without Peaking then drown - **** it all Speaking my meaning - Hear me now Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em' viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame Agh why looking to me for something deep I can’t even feel emotion let that **** repeatin’ heat in motion seeking to be not broken Leave it to me, reach between lost omens Looking to feed the beast I’m hopin’ Ahead of my time I’m rapping these rhymes But go unnoticed Never in my life did i think i'd make it Fight, take it Might bend to vice Been in sight, fend or die breaking God I know you hear my pain Twisted system call em' viens Wicked lifted off the reigns Vicious gifted follow flame
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I show you the stronger side coz i love you Can't show you the weaker side I can't tell you that I've been plotting my suicide If i did who do you think between you and i would really die I'm breathing like all of you but I'm dead inside And its sad to say i can't tell you why Ain't got no one to vent to Grew up being told boys don't cry Everytime we argue you say you don't love me You say you don't need me As if you don't know you're the reason im still living I wrote a note to my moms saying im leaving I hate to see her cry So imma put it in the post hopin that she'll read it at a later time To this painful life i see no purpose Busy hurting others coz of my insecurities Judging they flaws Tyna forget my impurities
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Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 4:40 AM UTC
Love Me
I used to put these headphones on. And at once, the whole world was gone And the music did no wrong Till I found myself doin’ it all day long. But I still kept these headphones on Because my headset drowned my strife, Cut through it like a knife, Till I was bound to the music for all my life. I used to sit in earnest at my computer chair ITunes and my iPod in hand as I prepare Another playlist. Indecisive between hip-hop and RnB While I let humanity’s problems sit on a wait-list. But I just left these headphones on. Not a care or thought about global pollution Amidst our world’s confusion All signs pointing to a troubled conclusion, But yet, me and my headphones ignore the solutions. Why? Because music forever plays, That even when solutions were raised, I just sat there… As the environment died everyday. Because all I did was listen to these headphones. As I laid awake in my bed, Nothing running through my head, Except music, And I felt alive listening to the words that was said When in reality Inside I was dead But I still left these headphones in So I can block out my parent’s groans when I know that I have disappointed them Maybe I’m just missing the point again. And all the while my dads fist connecting with the door As he has always done before, in the past Choosing to ignore, with music full blast I found myself more and more detached. Not only my parents, but even the politicians are itchin’ To get me to listen, Hopin and wishin that This generation would eventually find its ambition. I used to think that iTunes could do no wrong. And that it was all I ever needed Because all it was to me was a program full of songs But I didn’t like where my life was headed. And god it’s amazing, the word iTunes. Such a fitting name Because I tuned my friends out And there is no one else to blame As I tuned my parents out Our relationship will never be the same As I tuned the world out Now look at who I became. So now I’m taking these headphones off. Because I don’t want to stay connected Acting like I was totally unaffected When in fact, the world around me I neglected So I’ll change, No longer will these headphones hold the reins I am cutting off all of my chains And I know a life ahead of me still remains That without these headphones, There is so much more to gain.
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Nov 3, 2011
Nov 3, 2011 at 1:12 PM UTC
Headphones
I used to put these headphones on. And at once, the whole world was gone And the music did no wrong Till I found myself doin’ it all day long. But I still kept these headphones on Because my headset drowned my strife, Cut through it like a knife, Till I was bound to the music for all my life. I used to sit in earnest at my computer chair ITunes and my iPod in hand as I prepare Another playlist. Indecisive between hip-hop and RnB While I let humanity’s problems sit on a wait-list. But I just left these headphones on. Not a care or thought about global pollution Amidst our world’s confusion All signs pointing to a troubled conclusion, But yet, me and my headphones ignore the solutions. Why? Because music forever plays, That even when solutions were raised, I just sat there… As the environment died everyday. Because all I did was listen to these headphones. As I laid awake in my bed, Nothing running through my head, Except music, And I felt alive listening to the words that was said When in reality Inside I was dead But I still left these headphones in So I can block out my parent’s groans when I know that I have disappointed them Maybe I’m just missing the point again. And all the while my dads fist connecting with the door As he has always done before, in the past Choosing to ignore, with music full blast I found myself more and more detached. Not only my parents, but even the politicians are itchin’ To get me to listen, Hopin and wishin that This generation would eventually find its ambition. I used to think that iTunes could do no wrong. And that it was all I ever needed Because all it was to me was a program full of songs But I didn’t like where my life was headed. And god it’s amazing, the word iTunes. Such a fitting name Because I tuned my friends out And there is no one else to blame As I tuned my parents out Our relationship will never be the same As I tuned the world out Now look at who I became. So now I’m taking these headphones off. Because I don’t want to stay connected Acting like I was totally unaffected When in fact, the world around me I neglected So I’ll change, No longer will these headphones hold the reins I am cutting off all of my chains And I know a life ahead of me still remains That without these headphones, There is so much more to gain.
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Yes its big yosef a true heavy weight makin' earthquakes through all states watch for the snakes In the grass never front for the cash who wanna clash? With a mighty Titan I'm on a God status love hoes with the **** size of Trish stratus Now tell me who's the baddest ya on a one way trip with Gladys Knight On a Midnight train to Georgia no one heard of ya Ya flows is wack your skull will get crack fuckin' with the mack I make a love connection from my smif and wesson learned ya lesson no plexin' On my team one man supreme like a lion i be the king makin' suckas sing Lullabies I feel ya soul cry reaching for the sky Ain't no ******* allowed puff a cloud til the city unda a smoke shroud Fools Talk loud but die silent known to be be violent If provoked by a fake loc my pistol loves to smoke it stays high Leavin' holy bodies to fry Who could outwrite this? my style will diss rhymes deeper than an abyss make ya **** Out ya own blood as ya face down in the mud with no crud Touchin' my eyes sleep with one eye Open scopin' and hopin' got more scams than Ken Copeland I'm still floatin' On cloud nine almost to ten sippin' gin never see me grin my lyrics touchin' Every last one of you wack rappers so come again.....
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 11:40 PM UTC
Lightweight
my heart is in a cage the cage is invisible but my heart is barely visible hidden behind so many bars that are practically invincible because every bar is made from a scar i dont even know how many there are so many; it seems more like a prison everytime feelings have risen they couldnt get break out and who wants to break into a jail when every attempt seems to fail it seems ive been trapped in this cell ever since that one time i fell (in love) how long have i been here i cant even tell anymore sometimes i just sit and stare at the lock and everthing that is blocking the door someday it will open as long as the lock isnt broken atleast thats what i'm always hopin I do believe one day you will find the key to this invisble cage but you better hurry it only gets stronger with age beware of  the jokes and meaningless conversations that never get serious because they will turn you away as i try to run away but i hope you swill stay and break these scars so i can let go of all the pain and all this rage stuck inside my rib cage
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Apr 12, 2012
Apr 12, 2012 at 12:40 PM UTC
Caged Heart
To Bailey What up cousin? It’s been a while since we’ve spoken.. I’ve been tryin to keep my mind focused and stayin open.. tryin to figure out how to rebuild my heart again now that it’s broken.. hopin and prayin to some god that it’s all a dream an I’ll be awoken.. But I’m not an ignorant or irrational man, so it’s back to life as I know it.. now I sit here with pen in hand, talking to another lost loved one as a poet.. god **** every time it seems to get a little harder and harder to be stoic.. I do it for you, but my choice would have been to find a rock and hide far below it.. But I’ve held you down, an showed the world a face with a sculpted smile.. Meanwhile inside I strong armed my stomach to prevent the expulsion of bile.. mind racing, god ****** Just 29 years is nowhere near a long enough while!! and to think, you barely even got to spend 3 of those with your child.. It makes me want to shout to the stars and curse our own existence.. I guess I learned I can’t box god due to something about my arms and the distance.. so I’ve given up being angry about it and stopped my resistance.. but the one thing it’s affected more than any other is my persistence.. From time to time I’m gonna ask someone “has anyone told you they loved you today?” and if they say no, I’ll be the first person to show them a sincere display… YOU taught me that bailey, and no matter what, I’ll never let it slip away… I can’t thank you enough for your life, I wouldn’t even know how to repay! It’s those small perfect lessons we can all take from your life… I couldn’t even begin to tell them all in the course of one night… you were an amazing person to anyone who met you, a true delight.. people called you a shiner, a catalyst, a loving father, and a white knight… everyone had a story of how you had given them inspiration.. I can’t thank you enough on behalf of the world for your donations! I’m glad I could finally write this letter to show my appreciation.. the words had been escaping me with some trepidation.. I love you Bailey, always have and always will!! I can’t believe you’re gone but I carry on still… I soldier up when I need to then settle down to chill… I’ll see you when I see you, you know the drill… Rest In Peace: Bailey Paul McKeon-Phillips
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Aug 7, 2010
Aug 7, 2010 at 2:57 PM UTC
To my cousin Bailey... RIP
To Bailey What up cousin? It’s been a while since we’ve spoken.. I’ve been tryin to keep my mind focused and stayin open.. tryin to figure out how to rebuild my heart again now that it’s broken.. hopin and prayin to some god that it’s all a dream an I’ll be awoken.. But I’m not an ignorant or irrational man, so it’s back to life as I know it.. now I sit here with pen in hand, talking to another lost loved one as a poet.. god **** every time it seems to get a little harder and harder to be stoic.. I do it for you, but my choice would have been to find a rock and hide far below it.. But I’ve held you down, an showed the world a face with a sculpted smile.. Meanwhile inside I strong armed my stomach to prevent the expulsion of bile.. mind racing, god ****** Just 29 years is nowhere near a long enough while!! and to think, you barely even got to spend 3 of those with your child.. It makes me want to shout to the stars and curse our own existence.. I guess I learned I can’t box god due to something about my arms and the distance.. so I’ve given up being angry about it and stopped my resistance.. but the one thing it’s affected more than any other is my persistence.. From time to time I’m gonna ask someone “has anyone told you they loved you today?” and if they say no, I’ll be the first person to show them a sincere display… YOU taught me that bailey, and no matter what, I’ll never let it slip away… I can’t thank you enough for your life, I wouldn’t even know how to repay! It’s those small perfect lessons we can all take from your life… I couldn’t even begin to tell them all in the course of one night… you were an amazing person to anyone who met you, a true delight.. people called you a shiner, a catalyst, a loving father, and a white knight… everyone had a story of how you had given them inspiration.. I can’t thank you enough on behalf of the world for your donations! I’m glad I could finally write this letter to show my appreciation.. the words had been escaping me with some trepidation.. I love you Bailey, always have and always will!! I can’t believe you’re gone but I carry on still… I soldier up when I need to then settle down to chill… I’ll see you when I see you, you know the drill… Rest In Peace: Bailey Paul McKeon-Phillips
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"Dear Mama", Question... "Is life worth living or should I blast myself" I'm always searching for those "better days" knowing that peace in my heart will come In "Thugs Mansion". Where I can "sip champagne while I listen to Billy Holliday sing and sit there kickin it with Malcolm till the day came." Should I "ride on my enemies"? Become one of "Amerikas most wanted"? Or should I remember that "the road is hard so I'll never give up"? And "time don't stop, always going by. So I'll puff on mine, hoping that it will get me high" Smile for me. "Won't you smile for me now"? "It ain't easy" being a changed man so when it feels like "all eyez on me". I just remember that "heaven ain't hard to find". But I'm Not starving, I been eatin Hardy,...like the night at that "Gangsta Party".... Certain things happen, I wana be happy so I have to make some arranges... Hopin in my life I have the ability to 1 day make those "Changes"...
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Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 12:01 PM UTC
Feeling Thru Pac
ere body ere where christmas lights erewhere but for a reggae mon like me, not a care in de world erey body watchin Christmas movies me in de basement smokin doobies erey yungin mailin santas ouse de only ting we want from santa is a sled full of jamacan ganga trees in ere bodys windows me smoke me tree for christmas no fancy decoration required me gettin tired of christmas already me just guna smoke till me lungs feel heavy ereybody wants it to snow me hopin for some good smoke de christmas spirit is in de air me listenin to reggae comin me hair dis is christmas for a reggae mon
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:44 AM UTC
christmas for a reggae mon
I've been hopin' to build a strong foundation; combined with friendship and eventually fall in love, with My Someone Special... So in time, when many years have come and gone; him and I would always know we'd still have one another... I've been hopin' to have my breath taken away- at just the thought, of My Someone Special... So in time, when many years have come and gone; him and I would always know we'd still be in love... I've been hopin' to be swept off my feet and have my heart captured, by My Someone Special... So in time, when many years have come and gone; him and I would always know we'd still have that certain romance... You and I... I believe, we've been lucky with us!!! Someone must have "you and I" written in the stars... Right away, we started 'us' with the beginnin' of a, strong foundation, that I've been hopin' to build one day... And over the next few weeks of getting to know one another more... we decided we were ready to finally meet; hopin' to see if we could be that 'something more' everyone longs to have... I was taken back- by your gentleman-like manners and respect for me. The rest has been happenin'... all on its own! You've already met and exceeded my hopes... You've been sweepin' me off my feet and are still capturin' my heart; all in so little of time- over these last few weeks... Now I'm wonderin'... if you've even realized this as of yet... And if this is what you've been hopin' for, too! Are you, Baby, meant to be My Someone Special? 2008 COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey, ~Angelmom~
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
My Someone Special~
I've been hopin' to build a strong foundation; combined with friendship and eventually fall in love, with My Someone Special... So in time, when many years have come and gone; him and I would always know we'd still have one another... I've been hopin' to have my breath taken away- at just the thought, of My Someone Special... So in time, when many years have come and gone; him and I would always know we'd still be in love... I've been hopin' to be swept off my feet and have my heart captured, by My Someone Special... So in time, when many years have come and gone; him and I would always know we'd still have that certain romance... You and I... I believe, we've been lucky with us!!! Someone must have "you and I" written in the stars... Right away, we started 'us' with the beginnin' of a, strong foundation, that I've been hopin' to build one day... And over the next few weeks of getting to know one another more... we decided we were ready to finally meet; hopin' to see if we could be that 'something more' everyone longs to have... I was taken back- by your gentleman-like manners and respect for me. The rest has been happenin'... all on its own! You've already met and exceeded my hopes... You've been sweepin' me off my feet and are still capturin' my heart; all in so little of time- over these last few weeks... Now I'm wonderin'... if you've even realized this as of yet... And if this is what you've been hopin' for, too! Are you, Baby, meant to be My Someone Special? 2008 COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey, ~Angelmom~
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**** You! I'm tired of yo tendencies, It's funny how quick-a-ly, Ya best friend can become you're enemy, I could only count on you for disappointment, Drowning in your in your sorrows, hopin' I can make you buoyant, With all the dudes that burned you I'm supposed to be ya ointment, Dependent on me to be ya clairvoyant, Help you with your problems the second, a text ends in a question, And mine goes unreplied, every time, I'm neglected, Then when I cut you out of my life, you contest it, You're a self indulged user that's why I am steppin', But I still got mixed feelins like a malloto, I'll never let you know because of my bravado, And the though of you got me chuggin' on Moscato, 'Till the bottle hollow, And I forget ya name tomorrow, Yet your attraction is an addiction I relapse in, I'm conflicted 'cause this contradiction got me distracted, Reminiscent on kissin' lips n satisfaction, And then you flipped it like an improper fraction, Oh, and ya know I hate math, Delete ya out my fone like ***** ***** take that!" Pretend ya someone I don't know like, "Chick stay back." Feelins are like secrets so I keep 'em till my safe cracked, And for you I opened up, Tellin' each other things that are too deep to touch, Don't know what I coulda done to keep you but, If I ever see you, I'll run on pins and needles just, To escape, You're my problem so I get drunk to get away, Then get high enough to look at you with disdain, Knowin' no aquatic life can survive in your fish tank, Playin' hopscotch with the line, Between love and hate, I think I finally picked a side, I said I'm playin' hopscotch with the line, Between love and hate, I think I finally picked a side...
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Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 7:53 AM UTC
Hopscotch
**** You! I'm tired of yo tendencies, It's funny how quick-a-ly, Ya best friend can become you're enemy, I could only count on you for disappointment, Drowning in your in your sorrows, hopin' I can make you buoyant, With all the dudes that burned you I'm supposed to be ya ointment, Dependent on me to be ya clairvoyant, Help you with your problems the second, a text ends in a question, And mine goes unreplied, every time, I'm neglected, Then when I cut you out of my life, you contest it, You're a self indulged user that's why I am steppin', But I still got mixed feelins like a malloto, I'll never let you know because of my bravado, And the though of you got me chuggin' on Moscato, 'Till the bottle hollow, And I forget ya name tomorrow, Yet your attraction is an addiction I relapse in, I'm conflicted 'cause this contradiction got me distracted, Reminiscent on kissin' lips n satisfaction, And then you flipped it like an improper fraction, Oh, and ya know I hate math, Delete ya out my fone like ***** ***** take that!" Pretend ya someone I don't know like, "Chick stay back." Feelins are like secrets so I keep 'em till my safe cracked, And for you I opened up, Tellin' each other things that are too deep to touch, Don't know what I coulda done to keep you but, If I ever see you, I'll run on pins and needles just, To escape, You're my problem so I get drunk to get away, Then get high enough to look at you with disdain, Knowin' no aquatic life can survive in your fish tank, Playin' hopscotch with the line, Between love and hate, I think I finally picked a side, I said I'm playin' hopscotch with the line, Between love and hate, I think I finally picked a side...
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First things first I gotta paved the hearse I'm digging an early grave hopin' my soul be saved Father tell.me why? You forbid us no one to trust Real friends turn to bustas jealousy keeps me strapped with my four five its only way to survive Will.I stay alive?? And make Heaven or stay in Hell Resurrected in Satan's cell tell me am.I wrong For hangin' with homies on the block Drinkin' Old E to Hennessey slangin' that rocks Stashin' loot in my socks I had no choice to options minimal what else can I do? Since the system is crooked I'm.crooked black Why every crime is related to Blacks When the biggest culprit is America I'm tellin' ya Stay loadin' the magnums put in the air self made billionaire we ballin' climbed our way to top no fallin', Its survival of the fittest from city to city **** nation touchin' the hearts of newborn Leavin' wicked souls torn I was born For this ludicrous I'm crazy the world don't phase me I'm trying to stack gs and grow my imagery In a major way **** what a hater gotta say I'm feelin' like Marley blazin' the blunts gettin' deadly Aim my trigger steady Crack open hearts of the Capitol hill Romanian Babylon you know the deal?? So many buried without tears so many livin' in fear I'm.coming back harder than Malcolm X **** stardom And if I die tonight no one will give a **** Until they cremate me throw my ashes in the sea Publish me and make a buck muthaphuck My enemies that try to keep grips on me I'm worm my free the Prince is back strategize my every move No rules to follow just more slugs to borrow Killin' the systems as moves I got **** to prove Settin' all.my demons trapped in me free Can't help it its the **** n Me
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Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 10:47 AM UTC
**** N Me **** N U
First things first I gotta paved the hearse I'm digging an early grave hopin' my soul be saved Father tell.me why? You forbid us no one to trust Real friends turn to bustas jealousy keeps me strapped with my four five its only way to survive Will.I stay alive?? And make Heaven or stay in Hell Resurrected in Satan's cell tell me am.I wrong For hangin' with homies on the block Drinkin' Old E to Hennessey slangin' that rocks Stashin' loot in my socks I had no choice to options minimal what else can I do? Since the system is crooked I'm.crooked black Why every crime is related to Blacks When the biggest culprit is America I'm tellin' ya Stay loadin' the magnums put in the air self made billionaire we ballin' climbed our way to top no fallin', Its survival of the fittest from city to city **** nation touchin' the hearts of newborn Leavin' wicked souls torn I was born For this ludicrous I'm crazy the world don't phase me I'm trying to stack gs and grow my imagery In a major way **** what a hater gotta say I'm feelin' like Marley blazin' the blunts gettin' deadly Aim my trigger steady Crack open hearts of the Capitol hill Romanian Babylon you know the deal?? So many buried without tears so many livin' in fear I'm.coming back harder than Malcolm X **** stardom And if I die tonight no one will give a **** Until they cremate me throw my ashes in the sea Publish me and make a buck muthaphuck My enemies that try to keep grips on me I'm worm my free the Prince is back strategize my every move No rules to follow just more slugs to borrow Killin' the systems as moves I got **** to prove Settin' all.my demons trapped in me free Can't help it its the **** n Me
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Lying in my bed window slightly open the moon is shining bright my eager heart is hopin' that maybe you're looking too and that we're together in this moment. Either way I know I'm not alone as I look above to the sky of greatness unknown I take my last look before I close my eyes suddenly it all makes sense- there's no questions why And for the first time my vision is clear when I look to my future I realize all of my dreams are so near like night lights in the sky the stars put me to sleep - the sweetest lullaby
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Oct 4, 2010
Oct 4, 2010 at 9:54 PM UTC
Night Sky
Moving through the night, feigning sleep, eyes closed mind open to the possibilities that all we thought was known, is now not true. That we are being cared for too, instead why is a balding wolf chewing at my pain in the neck. The pig is a snake and has a forked tongue, fattens you with comfort as long as you like blood tipped sharp barbed wire, ***** coated to guarantee you catch something, even if it is too late, to recognize the calamity. Don't blame the pig, "all animals are created equal but some animals are more equal than others" So on the morrow we may become as unglued as what we open, hopin' for a merciful gated pasture rather than a lamb for the slaughter as fast as                                                  it can be manufactured.   Oh sorry to disturb you, I know you don't understand, I mustn't either as then I would not need poetry...to lie with me and dry my tears each one wet with fear that I torture myself, sadly I know already that I am right, but I am not up for this fight. I will lose...no honour in this, against my beliefs, my grief a failure will erode my will to breath, so sorry go about your night or day, I don't mean to disturb, let me fester, let me rot,                 you all are, all I got Hello, goodbye.
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Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 12:41 AM UTC
Sorry to disturb you
where's my mobile, i been missing you if you were here, i would be kissing you where's my mobile, i been missing you if you were here, i would be kissing you where's my mobile, without you, i'm not global if i'm not global, i'm not really mobile good heavens! it's twenty-four to eleven i have to call shannon but i can't find my mobile what can i do without my mobile? life is trite don't know the difference between day and night without my mobile! i freak out, suffrin' from a black out i'm prayin' to god, lightin' up a candle, hopin' to find it where's my mobile, i been missing you if you were here, i would be kissing you where's my mobile, i been missing you if you were here, i would be kissing you
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Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 7:59 AM UTC
Where's My Mobile?
Livin’ and breathin’ is all that I got Take a deep breath got my stomach in knots Can’t tie me down, no you can’t enslave me Hopin’ someone will come out and save me Fear and depression are clouding my head I’m closing my eyes, I think that I’m dead Fighting for sanity, fighting to lose Fighting for the chance that I get to choose Running from something I can’t recall Too many steps and I’m gonna fall The buildings edge is right in my sight One little leap and I can take flight Lost in the sounds and lost in the pain Know what I’ve done’s been done in vain I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be 
Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running Screaming and crying filling my ears Covered in burns from venomous tears Im breaking mirrors, I’m screaming in pain Can’t go on living, theres nothing to gain Losing myself in the ruts of my days Breathin’ in smoke with eyes blurred by the haze Once a week poison killin’ me slowly Devil on my back, they call me unholy No where to go, got hounds on my trail Begging that somehow I will prevail Imagine a life where I can rest Instead I’ve got this weight on my chest Got these voices, they callin’ my name No one around me, no one to blame I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running
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Nov 12, 2020
Nov 12, 2020 at 10:54 PM UTC
Run Away Train
Livin’ and breathin’ is all that I got Take a deep breath got my stomach in knots Can’t tie me down, no you can’t enslave me Hopin’ someone will come out and save me Fear and depression are clouding my head I’m closing my eyes, I think that I’m dead Fighting for sanity, fighting to lose Fighting for the chance that I get to choose Running from something I can’t recall Too many steps and I’m gonna fall The buildings edge is right in my sight One little leap and I can take flight Lost in the sounds and lost in the pain Know what I’ve done’s been done in vain I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be 
Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running Screaming and crying filling my ears Covered in burns from venomous tears Im breaking mirrors, I’m screaming in pain Can’t go on living, theres nothing to gain Losing myself in the ruts of my days Breathin’ in smoke with eyes blurred by the haze Once a week poison killin’ me slowly Devil on my back, they call me unholy No where to go, got hounds on my trail Begging that somehow I will prevail Imagine a life where I can rest Instead I’ve got this weight on my chest Got these voices, they callin’ my name No one around me, no one to blame I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running
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Yo its two thousand fifteen And i still aint seen No fuckin' progress I wonda why i gotta keep a gat And a vest Fools aint playin' no more I see the govs ready to score They say pain is temporary But how? When its so many in the cemetery Loved ones and fallen ones Im still eatin' bread crumbs Off the floor tryna find the key to unlock the door To my mind but im blind Ask the Lord for sunshine MY moms aint feelin' me But i got my homies N a pistol with me I see visions at night Im dead at least thats what my undertake said ******* homie?? Im feelin' lonely My mind playin' tricks on meeeee Next day i feel under the weather Hopin' it'll get alittle better Day dreamin' about last night Still thinkin' its the reaper in my sight Shake my head stand tall but i aint scared So my family sends the preacher through And tells me to tell him what im goin through He said i need to go to church But thats ******** Im havin' a spiritual fit Cuz i just cant cope all that biblical **** He says im wrong I say **** him And i grab the **** Playin' ol gangsta *** songs NWA ICe cube n Eazy E Its soo sweet Turn it up check the bass in the beat As i fall asleep damnnb homie My mind playin' tricks on meeee Yo now im sleepin' Here he comes the demon peepin' Is it me? Or my conscious speakin' to me? Evil thoughts conflictin' war All my enemies i see them in gore Then of a sudden i ask the lord What the **** am i hear for?? Tears running down mamas cheek I wake up but i cant speak Peep through the fuckin' window Take another hit of the indo I see myself lookin' at myself Layin' in a casket I drop the blunt then a flew Try to rush and look for my crew But they dead too Walk througj the shadow of death Take a deep breath As my consciousness left Suddenly I woke up in a scream Touch myself n seen my cream On the dresser i fill refresh sa Im in a cold sweat Called up my homies? They right by me And i said got **** homie I had a bad dream But all this time my mind Was playin' tricks on meeeee
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Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 6:34 PM UTC
Mind Playin' Tricks '15
Yo its two thousand fifteen And i still aint seen No fuckin' progress I wonda why i gotta keep a gat And a vest Fools aint playin' no more I see the govs ready to score They say pain is temporary But how? When its so many in the cemetery Loved ones and fallen ones Im still eatin' bread crumbs Off the floor tryna find the key to unlock the door To my mind but im blind Ask the Lord for sunshine MY moms aint feelin' me But i got my homies N a pistol with me I see visions at night Im dead at least thats what my undertake said ******* homie?? Im feelin' lonely My mind playin' tricks on meeeee Next day i feel under the weather Hopin' it'll get alittle better Day dreamin' about last night Still thinkin' its the reaper in my sight Shake my head stand tall but i aint scared So my family sends the preacher through And tells me to tell him what im goin through He said i need to go to church But thats ******** Im havin' a spiritual fit Cuz i just cant cope all that biblical **** He says im wrong I say **** him And i grab the **** Playin' ol gangsta *** songs NWA ICe cube n Eazy E Its soo sweet Turn it up check the bass in the beat As i fall asleep damnnb homie My mind playin' tricks on meeee Yo now im sleepin' Here he comes the demon peepin' Is it me? Or my conscious speakin' to me? Evil thoughts conflictin' war All my enemies i see them in gore Then of a sudden i ask the lord What the **** am i hear for?? Tears running down mamas cheek I wake up but i cant speak Peep through the fuckin' window Take another hit of the indo I see myself lookin' at myself Layin' in a casket I drop the blunt then a flew Try to rush and look for my crew But they dead too Walk througj the shadow of death Take a deep breath As my consciousness left Suddenly I woke up in a scream Touch myself n seen my cream On the dresser i fill refresh sa Im in a cold sweat Called up my homies? They right by me And i said got **** homie I had a bad dream But all this time my mind Was playin' tricks on meeeee
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let's have our midnight coffee spike it a bit smokin' a cigarette and just keep hopin' life's gunna take us somewhere but let's not waste the cab fare we all know we're going nowhere
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Oct 14, 2010
Oct 14, 2010 at 8:39 PM UTC
Goin' Nowhere
no sleep the dreams are invading my eyes are broken i cannot bear to see you runnin away no i cannot blame you for what you are doin it just makes me feel so ashamed to see you runnin away we cudda but.... we shudda we didnt we cudda aw! geez we aint nothin anymore its another refugee day hopin the homeless get somethin to eat maybe we aint as free as we say maybe really it aint ...."maybe" AINT YA TIRED A RUNNIN AWAY turn around boy a make a stand turn around boy an be a man
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Sep 28, 2010
Sep 28, 2010 at 12:17 PM UTC
refugees
Sardonically ironic, moronically harmonic, Are beats of emotions unspent. Overly protective, and somewhat selective, My shoes on the gravel-laden roads Of winter are old. Your silvery hair, neat and bare Is unfinished. We’re not there yet, you and I. My name becomes forgotten, Yesteryears laundry on clotheslines So hauntingly frigid, and cold they could dance. The secret of warmth is lost As the moth dies into the hold of my hands. Bone-framed windows, with a cryptic message Surround my palm-tree hair. My front door is open, hopin’ for a Short visit, of friends I had not there. Winter’s approachin’, tree lines are lookin’ in On the cuckolded dreamers. Repent.
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Apr 9, 2013
Apr 9, 2013 at 3:28 PM UTC
Tethered Winter
Two poems got away last night when I was dozing bolted out the door before I knew it laughing like fools Stole my last two beers and they were gone “Ya see, officer, They didn't have their names yet so they don't know themselves at all or to answer if I call They misbehaved and Never learned there's rules out there I'm a lousy poet parent, yeah, I know I shoulda been tougher on 'em Half their words 'er scattered twisted, misspelled, unreadable, inept with rhythms all askew 'n weighted wrong They will surely fall over their own lines and into big shit-trouble ***** little scribbles! sorta clumsy like their mother" Meanwhile, the grammar cop is thinking, “They do not pay me enough for this! I'm looking for children of the village idiot and a ***** "...Across the yard and down the alley They must've run Hopin' they didn't figure out the stick on the Toyota I'll never see 'em again Pretty sure they got my keys" The cop is nodding, bored, polite but I notice He's written all this down
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 3:57 AM UTC
Missing: Two Poems, Big Reward
Recently it seems every time we talk our cacophonous voices don't sing. The harmony's off-- lost it's charming ring. The tye-dye mind's eye melody is mellowing into a gray spring. And I'm wondering why? But... I think I know. Only asked cause I was hopin' you might hum some other musical notes, ones that won't turn this song into a black swan dive forced to call the huntin' dogs to track back to a time where you and I laughed freely. But there's this feeling that this is how your other he must have felt while you and me were undoing our belts-- yelling & screaming as my parents were sleeping upstairs above-- we played each other like saxophones to this grand Nirvana relaxed crescendo! But as this poem progresses the tempo stiffens--     your voice lessens-- as the harmony's off-key and the melody's riff softens. It's not hitting me hard like a gong- feels like two people singing different lyrics into the same microphone. Someone with synesthesia can see our colorful speech atrophy instead of pirouetting in turquoise dreams. If that sounds harsh, sorry, that's the reality I perceive-- we don't want each other to leave, But our avoidance of labeling what we are also established what we weren't and now this playful...thing? we had feels like a breaking carafe as it hits the floor. I want to continue writing you more poems and songs but it's hard when the harmony's off-key and losing it's charm.    This new lentando^ tempo's like a left arm going numb. I want to keep composing but it feels like water instead of kerosine pouring on the fire that was inspiring as this mournful melody dilates throughout my being.
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Feb 12, 2012
Feb 12, 2012 at 12:37 AM UTC
Pouring water on the music
Recently it seems every time we talk our cacophonous voices don't sing. The harmony's off-- lost it's charming ring. The tye-dye mind's eye melody is mellowing into a gray spring. And I'm wondering why? But... I think I know. Only asked cause I was hopin' you might hum some other musical notes, ones that won't turn this song into a black swan dive forced to call the huntin' dogs to track back to a time where you and I laughed freely. But there's this feeling that this is how your other he must have felt while you and me were undoing our belts-- yelling & screaming as my parents were sleeping upstairs above-- we played each other like saxophones to this grand Nirvana relaxed crescendo! But as this poem progresses the tempo stiffens--     your voice lessens-- as the harmony's off-key and the melody's riff softens. It's not hitting me hard like a gong- feels like two people singing different lyrics into the same microphone. Someone with synesthesia can see our colorful speech atrophy instead of pirouetting in turquoise dreams. If that sounds harsh, sorry, that's the reality I perceive-- we don't want each other to leave, But our avoidance of labeling what we are also established what we weren't and now this playful...thing? we had feels like a breaking carafe as it hits the floor. I want to continue writing you more poems and songs but it's hard when the harmony's off-key and losing it's charm.    This new lentando^ tempo's like a left arm going numb. I want to keep composing but it feels like water instead of kerosine pouring on the fire that was inspiring as this mournful melody dilates throughout my being.
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"Don't Matter" Konvict OhoohwooeOoohOoohhwooNobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe' Cause we gonna fight Oh yes we gonna fight Believe we gonna fight We gonna fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together Nobody thought we'd last forever I feel 'em hopin' and prayin' Things between us don't get better Men steady comin' after you Women steady comin' after me Seem like everybody wanna go for self And don't wanna respect boundaries Tellin' you all those lies Just to get on your side But I must admit there was a couple secrets I held inside But just know that I tried To always apologize And I'm a have you first always in my heart To keep you satisfied Got every right to wanna leave Got every right to wanna go Got every right to hit the road And never talk to me no more You don't even have to call Even check for me at all Because the way I been actin' lately Has been off the wall Especially towards you Puttin' girls before you And they watchin' everything I been doin' Just to hurt you Most of it just ain't true Ain't true And they won't show you How much of a queen you are to me And why I love you baby Oh oh oh oh oh'Cause I got you' Cause I got you Oh 'Cause I got you babe' Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no'Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe' Cause we gonna fightOh yes we gonna fight Believe we gonna fight We gonna fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no 'Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe' Cause we gonna fight Oh yes we gonna fight Believe we gonna fight We gonna fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 1:04 AM UTC
Akon - Don't Matter
"Don't Matter" Konvict OhoohwooeOoohOoohhwooNobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe' Cause we gonna fight Oh yes we gonna fight Believe we gonna fight We gonna fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together Nobody thought we'd last forever I feel 'em hopin' and prayin' Things between us don't get better Men steady comin' after you Women steady comin' after me Seem like everybody wanna go for self And don't wanna respect boundaries Tellin' you all those lies Just to get on your side But I must admit there was a couple secrets I held inside But just know that I tried To always apologize And I'm a have you first always in my heart To keep you satisfied Got every right to wanna leave Got every right to wanna go Got every right to hit the road And never talk to me no more You don't even have to call Even check for me at all Because the way I been actin' lately Has been off the wall Especially towards you Puttin' girls before you And they watchin' everything I been doin' Just to hurt you Most of it just ain't true Ain't true And they won't show you How much of a queen you are to me And why I love you baby Oh oh oh oh oh'Cause I got you' Cause I got you Oh 'Cause I got you babe' Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no'Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe' Cause we gonna fightOh yes we gonna fight Believe we gonna fight We gonna fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no 'Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you babe' Cause we gonna fight Oh yes we gonna fight Believe we gonna fight We gonna fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no' Cause I got you
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Went to a casino the other day, A game of hold 'em I was hopin' to play, Entered the poker room and looked around, Found me a seat and sat right down. As I laid down my chips and started to play, I hoped that luck would come my way, For a while the cards were running cold, Most of my moves were check and fold. As the game continued on, I realized half my chips were gone, But before it could go from bad to worse, I saw my luck was about to reverse. For as I sat among those expressionless faces, I was suddenly holding a pair of aces, I knew the bank I soon would crack, With this chance to win my money back. As the dealer took three off the top, And laid on down that three card flop, My heart had suddenly started to sing, As I saw on the table an ace and a king. Now with aces three of a kind, Thoughts of riches went through my mind, With my luck now running hot, I tossed a pile of chips in the *** As the dealer laid down another card, Everybody stared real hard, It was just me and another who called my bet, And I didn't see him as a threat. The final card thrown in the ring, Happened to be another king, Suddenly I couldn't help but gloat, As I was holding a full boat. With the full house I was holding, There was no way I was folding, With aces over I had to win, So I decided I should go all-in. For a moment I was in a daze, As the other player called my raise, But with confidence I began to stand, And showed the full house in my hand. The other player didn't say a word, Sounds of silence was all that was heard, As he exposed two kings, it really blew my mind, My full house was beat by four of a kind. I sat back down with a look of defeat, After suffering such a bad beat, And all my money having been spent, I wondered how I'd pay the rent. I thought of how I'd tell my wife, And if she'd come after me with a knife, I thought of ways to recoup my loss, Like asking for an advance from my boss. Lady Luck had done me wrong, Left me singing this sad, sad song, Some days you win, some days you lose, Some days you sing them poker blues. 10-30-10a.
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Jan 2, 2012
Jan 2, 2012 at 1:00 AM UTC
Them Poker Blues
Went to a casino the other day, A game of hold 'em I was hopin' to play, Entered the poker room and looked around, Found me a seat and sat right down. As I laid down my chips and started to play, I hoped that luck would come my way, For a while the cards were running cold, Most of my moves were check and fold. As the game continued on, I realized half my chips were gone, But before it could go from bad to worse, I saw my luck was about to reverse. For as I sat among those expressionless faces, I was suddenly holding a pair of aces, I knew the bank I soon would crack, With this chance to win my money back. As the dealer took three off the top, And laid on down that three card flop, My heart had suddenly started to sing, As I saw on the table an ace and a king. Now with aces three of a kind, Thoughts of riches went through my mind, With my luck now running hot, I tossed a pile of chips in the *** As the dealer laid down another card, Everybody stared real hard, It was just me and another who called my bet, And I didn't see him as a threat. The final card thrown in the ring, Happened to be another king, Suddenly I couldn't help but gloat, As I was holding a full boat. With the full house I was holding, There was no way I was folding, With aces over I had to win, So I decided I should go all-in. For a moment I was in a daze, As the other player called my raise, But with confidence I began to stand, And showed the full house in my hand. The other player didn't say a word, Sounds of silence was all that was heard, As he exposed two kings, it really blew my mind, My full house was beat by four of a kind. I sat back down with a look of defeat, After suffering such a bad beat, And all my money having been spent, I wondered how I'd pay the rent. I thought of how I'd tell my wife, And if she'd come after me with a knife, I thought of ways to recoup my loss, Like asking for an advance from my boss. Lady Luck had done me wrong, Left me singing this sad, sad song, Some days you win, some days you lose, Some days you sing them poker blues. 10-30-10a.
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**** I slipped and fell backwards. Stood up on my own two feet so as not to look awkward but I staggered with an Obama like swagger. I beg of you, **** please, can we go a lil faster? For my life expectancy I am not the master. I got kids and bills legacy of a broke ******* If I was Cancer it'd be a disaster cause Medicare don't take kindly to me I owe badly. Sadly, it's the truth and I'ma King and yet still get treated like I don't have a dream! Beams of light hit this planet so beautiful and amazing and yet we still take it for granted having all these babies without no savings. Gotta steal and not **** to get by lately. Call my creditors maybe hopin' to get a better rate on my **** cravings. Feel like I'm from K-Pax stuck like Kevin Spacey. Hate me if you want. I don't give a **** You can live my life I'll take yours and run a muck! Dear Abby, please don't confuse this I really don't wanna do this suicidal thoughts are useless. Proved foolish clueless is what I am to sucka's actin' dufus! Radio Raheim, I know he rocked two fist. My Mama could really give two ***** I'm too ****** Abused by a **** she ain't taken no **** She too ruthless. You can call her Brutus. If I'm taken too long then go to another booth den (then)! Two pens, write with both hands. Call me Ambidex-trian. (Ambidexterity) If you Mexican maybe you can request again. Send me back from Iran holdin' two cans. Livin' on the streets beggin' like po man. Served this country and can't get a helping hand. Take a stand! Remember when we used to believe in Unite We Stand? Yeah right! What a joke we plan! When words spoken to those just a slogan. Big ups to Joe Rogan! Knockin' nigga's out wit' one blow man. These words I deliver like the local post man. So-cam I mean So-com That's my sons favorite game...
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Jun 17, 2011
Jun 17, 2011 at 1:34 AM UTC
My Thoughts
**** I slipped and fell backwards. Stood up on my own two feet so as not to look awkward but I staggered with an Obama like swagger. I beg of you, **** please, can we go a lil faster? For my life expectancy I am not the master. I got kids and bills legacy of a broke ******* If I was Cancer it'd be a disaster cause Medicare don't take kindly to me I owe badly. Sadly, it's the truth and I'ma King and yet still get treated like I don't have a dream! Beams of light hit this planet so beautiful and amazing and yet we still take it for granted having all these babies without no savings. Gotta steal and not **** to get by lately. Call my creditors maybe hopin' to get a better rate on my **** cravings. Feel like I'm from K-Pax stuck like Kevin Spacey. Hate me if you want. I don't give a **** You can live my life I'll take yours and run a muck! Dear Abby, please don't confuse this I really don't wanna do this suicidal thoughts are useless. Proved foolish clueless is what I am to sucka's actin' dufus! Radio Raheim, I know he rocked two fist. My Mama could really give two ***** I'm too ****** Abused by a **** she ain't taken no **** She too ruthless. You can call her Brutus. If I'm taken too long then go to another booth den (then)! Two pens, write with both hands. Call me Ambidex-trian. (Ambidexterity) If you Mexican maybe you can request again. Send me back from Iran holdin' two cans. Livin' on the streets beggin' like po man. Served this country and can't get a helping hand. Take a stand! Remember when we used to believe in Unite We Stand? Yeah right! What a joke we plan! When words spoken to those just a slogan. Big ups to Joe Rogan! Knockin' nigga's out wit' one blow man. These words I deliver like the local post man. So-cam I mean So-com That's my sons favorite game...
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