"hesistation" poems
Desire or duty,
Love or lust,
Head or heart,
Want or necessity.
Over and over
i'm filled with emotion.
Unconditional coalition.
Brittle decision.
Feeling fusioned in a long-lived germination.
Certainty prevails, no hesistation.
On you, before men, i will make my jactation.
Your love shields me from labefaction.
Asunder, a mere machination.
Generations to come
tell our story
Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 5:30 PM UTC
12/18/2014
months ago
walking to your dormitory room
i had asked myself
had i really taken this spurned summer
romance and spun it to this
thing that only breathed when you
touched it with a cautious finger?
a figure moves while i sit
in an empty parking lot at night in december.
we have not spoken in two weeks
and i think that is ok.
it is funny how
i’d **** for you turns without hesistation
into i’d **** you
provided the circumstances and whether
they are extraneous.
Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 4:51 PM UTC
Prozac nation,
suffocating in frustration
while trying to save myself
from the life of living
under four black walls
alone in isolation.
i try to scream subliminaly
but no one can hear me-
thoughts running through my mind
i see my life coming to an end
with no hesistation to regain
a sense of purpose for the pain.
impulsive behaviors will lead me
to incarceration before i get the
chance to reconciliate with myself.
the past is all over me,
all under me and inside of me
manipulating my mind to believe
this interpretation of my life
is the one in which i die.
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 9:25 AM UTC
Nothing major to say
but hoping little stupid things
will suffice
Yet I find myself
always on the brink of hesistation
whispers, yells, and screams
practically pleading to find
their way out
but still, even then
My lips stay sealed
While my brain howls
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 1:03 PM UTC