The endless search for the upword goal to achieve the one to make the broken be wholei take each step in anticipated failure but ever longing for the success i call this friend hopelet it shine ever brighter as i go on cleaning out my cupboard space, dispossing of all lifes anchorsthis one i remember only by emotion, it tells me of shame of isolation and of fear, begon spread thy ugly wings and fly away,YOU are no longer welcome hereI know this one too, i understand which makes me new, cutting out this crap maybe harder than first thought roll up the sleaves PHEEEW!!!AAAAgh clean cupboards are organised they saprkle leaving room for more to come but i am aware of the constant threat, the junk that creeps itself back in, be me sometimes vaguei shall find you and deal with you straight, i am not she i am not silent i am not alone i I will continue my plight sometimes with anticipated SUCCESSBy Deeanne **

Oh, how I adore the rain
It's when I can rant and wonder all I wish
Without a million questions to be smothered with.
It's when I can pretend the water dripping upon my face
Is actually mine free to waste.
My lies have become perfect
My tears not hereI can't always be perfectly fine and okay my dears
So, open your eyes,
Not just to me,
But to everyone you see.
Smile and laugh
With those with no one,
To those you see all alone.
Say 'hello' and 'how are you?'
To everyone you see,
For you know not how dead the happiest person may actually be.
So, look at me not, but all around you
Because I am not the only to find rain the happiest place to be.