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"hem" poems
He felt great pleasure watching her his desires bloom staring at her two lips the rarest of all flowers pedals spread breathing life into his desires stiffening a hard stamen as their bodies take root folding together like a hem pumping seed into her cavity baring the juices of a fruit into a fountain that will never end
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Apr 29, 2017
Apr 29, 2017 at 8:15 PM UTC
Tulips
Under the arch of Life, where love and death, Terror and mystery, guard her shrine, I saw Beauty enthroned; and though her gaze struck awe, I drew it in as simply as my breath. Hers are the eyes which, over and beneath, The sky and sea bend on thee,—which can draw, By sea or sky or woman, to one law, The allotted bondman of her palm and wreath. This is that Lady Beauty, in whose praise Thy voice and hand shake still,—long known to thee By flying hair and fluttering hem,—the beat Following her daily of thy heart and feet, How passionately and irretrievably, In what fond flight, how many ways and days!
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Soul’s Beauty
*Jis Ki Janib Woh Nazar Apni Uttha Lete Hain Uss Ki Soyee Hui Taqdeer Jaga Dete Hain* **Towards whom they raise their glance His resting destiny they awaken in a trance** *Teri Duzdeeda Nigahon Ko Dua Dete Hain Jitne Chubte Hain Yeh Teer Utna Maza Dete Hain* **For your peeking gazes, I pray The more these arrows wound, the more delighted I lay** *Jab Se Dekha Hai Unhein Apna Mujhe Hosh Nahin Jane Kya Cheez Woh Nazroon Se Pila Dete Hain* **Ever since them I saw, senseless I have become What they pour from their glances, a mystery it has become** *Takht Kya Cheez Hai Aur Laal-o-Jawahir Kya Hai Ishq Wale To Khudai Bhi Loota Dete Hain* **What is a throne and what are lustrous jewels? Lovers surrender divinity against the rules** *Aik Din Aisa Bhi Ata Hai Mohabbat Mein Zaroor Khud Ko Ghabra Ke Naqab Apna Uttah Lete Hain* **There is one such moment in love, indeed! With nervousness, they raise their veil** *Apni Barbadi Pe Khush Hoon Yeh Suna Hai Jabse Woh Jisse Apna Samajhte Hain Mitta Dete Hain* **Happy with my own ruin I am, ever since I have learned Who they consider their own, obliterated have turned** *Apne Daman Ko Zara Aap Bacha Kar Rakhna Sakhat Aahon Se Bhi Hum Aag Laga Dete Hain* **Your own hem a little, you save and claim With deep sighs, we set the fire aflame** *Jis Ki Janib Woh Nazar Apni Uttha Lete Hain Uss Ki Soyee Hui Taqdeer Jaga Dete Hain* **Towards whom they raise their glance His resting destiny they awaken in a trance** — Translated by Jamil Hussain, Sung by Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan
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Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 8:34 AM UTC
Glance
*Jis Ki Janib Woh Nazar Apni Uttha Lete Hain Uss Ki Soyee Hui Taqdeer Jaga Dete Hain* **Towards whom they raise their glance His resting destiny they awaken in a trance** *Teri Duzdeeda Nigahon Ko Dua Dete Hain Jitne Chubte Hain Yeh Teer Utna Maza Dete Hain* **For your peeking gazes, I pray The more these arrows wound, the more delighted I lay** *Jab Se Dekha Hai Unhein Apna Mujhe Hosh Nahin Jane Kya Cheez Woh Nazroon Se Pila Dete Hain* **Ever since them I saw, senseless I have become What they pour from their glances, a mystery it has become** *Takht Kya Cheez Hai Aur Laal-o-Jawahir Kya Hai Ishq Wale To Khudai Bhi Loota Dete Hain* **What is a throne and what are lustrous jewels? Lovers surrender divinity against the rules** *Aik Din Aisa Bhi Ata Hai Mohabbat Mein Zaroor Khud Ko Ghabra Ke Naqab Apna Uttah Lete Hain* **There is one such moment in love, indeed! With nervousness, they raise their veil** *Apni Barbadi Pe Khush Hoon Yeh Suna Hai Jabse Woh Jisse Apna Samajhte Hain Mitta Dete Hain* **Happy with my own ruin I am, ever since I have learned Who they consider their own, obliterated have turned** *Apne Daman Ko Zara Aap Bacha Kar Rakhna Sakhat Aahon Se Bhi Hum Aag Laga Dete Hain* **Your own hem a little, you save and claim With deep sighs, we set the fire aflame** *Jis Ki Janib Woh Nazar Apni Uttha Lete Hain Uss Ki Soyee Hui Taqdeer Jaga Dete Hain* **Towards whom they raise their glance His resting destiny they awaken in a trance** — Translated by Jamil Hussain, Sung by Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan
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hazelnut coffee cup cotton button down hem my skirt hem my thoughts about your hands your belt left bruises your teeth leave marks your eyes leave me without
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Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 11:43 PM UTC
hate ***
A duality of elan vital, two people Spectres of emotion Intertwined by a fuselage of bruised skin & tendon Tissues become orbital, gushing towards grafts Helixes of snot, **** and lymph Boy & girl As they embrace the animating principle and eachother, they fuse A one piece tapestry adorned seamless with no hem, beginning or end Always was, always is Patiently turning to liquid as their being unzips Lying figures of runny makeup and genetic ***** Quintessence, a texture of synaptic potential Corpus Callosum An entirety of self, lost in imbued disintegration Theory of mind, looped & bound I will water the thought Roots envisaged in dystopian amygdala Piercing data packets with a frost-like intensity Forgetting our obsolescence moments ago A neuron dipped in nylon Theta waves and the non-euclidean crux of dissociation Ghosts in the machine, your macro god The sympathies of fractional distillation Digitised/assimilated unto the nanosphere Cold hands and brass backs galvanised in oscillated tears Commodified, sold out and bought Stretching, from purple, white and black slowly losing its colour, amorphous in shape brushed across a smudge, ambiguously chromatic Monetised flesh god An eternity bathed in starlight Cutting an incision in the sky to allow entropy Divided dimensions of energy Fleeting and intangible No longer a delirium of seperation All semantics become light As a rusted vehicle passes overhead And all the worlds questions fade out of existence Flutters of red tape and foregone growth of practice Sinew flayed, integrated towards information Our minds shared In circuits and resistors Photons and electrons We radiate
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 10:49 AM UTC
The Miracle Of The Sun
A duality of elan vital, two people Spectres of emotion Intertwined by a fuselage of bruised skin & tendon Tissues become orbital, gushing towards grafts Helixes of snot, **** and lymph Boy & girl As they embrace the animating principle and eachother, they fuse A one piece tapestry adorned seamless with no hem, beginning or end Always was, always is Patiently turning to liquid as their being unzips Lying figures of runny makeup and genetic ***** Quintessence, a texture of synaptic potential Corpus Callosum An entirety of self, lost in imbued disintegration Theory of mind, looped & bound I will water the thought Roots envisaged in dystopian amygdala Piercing data packets with a frost-like intensity Forgetting our obsolescence moments ago A neuron dipped in nylon Theta waves and the non-euclidean crux of dissociation Ghosts in the machine, your macro god The sympathies of fractional distillation Digitised/assimilated unto the nanosphere Cold hands and brass backs galvanised in oscillated tears Commodified, sold out and bought Stretching, from purple, white and black slowly losing its colour, amorphous in shape brushed across a smudge, ambiguously chromatic Monetised flesh god An eternity bathed in starlight Cutting an incision in the sky to allow entropy Divided dimensions of energy Fleeting and intangible No longer a delirium of seperation All semantics become light As a rusted vehicle passes overhead And all the worlds questions fade out of existence Flutters of red tape and foregone growth of practice Sinew flayed, integrated towards information Our minds shared In circuits and resistors Photons and electrons We radiate
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Come on my Love! Let us move to the East Where the sun resurrects after his interim death Where darkness first gives way to light And life renews itself every morn Look to the East beyond those crooked hills Where poplars grow tall in line And wild weeds hem the edges of pathways Where bunnies and squirrels hop and jump And merrily run round the trees Where the wind moves whistling through bamboo reeds Where the laughing cataract leaps down from the rocks And flow along in silvery rills Where the languorous breeze plays upon the leaves Away from the tumult, far from the crazy crowd With the pandemonium of the world Hushed to serene silence Let us move to that sequestered glade Of perennial greenery, through the sunlit grove Where we shall walk hands locked Till the bright day gives way to dusky night Inhaling night air in scented perfume Under the stillness of a star lit sky Through moon blanched woods, mysterious Listening to the sweet whispering of our soul And ‘drinking life to the lees’ from the chalice of love Oh! Come on, Let us not tarry…. Let’s go!
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Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 6:36 AM UTC
An Invitation
She had that octopus smile, always reaching for something. I was her small fish; her handmaid. I lived in her nebulous world for far too long. Inky confusion... There's a reason for your treason, said the old man to the shark, but Hem forgot, a beast is a beast, they do beastly things. We all have to eat. I'm done being the meal. It's your Ocean, I'm just trying to swim in it. You're an oyster, and I want your pearl, but I won't drown for it.
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Nov 16, 2021
Nov 16, 2021 at 7:34 AM UTC
I Just Want to Swim
Enid removes her glasses wipes them on the hem of her skirt tries to clean off the smeariness she breathes on them they cloud up she wipes them again I watch her near the wall of the playground after lunch waiting for her are they better now? she asks me I look through them the view is magnified a million times one big blur to me yes that's better I say giving them back to her and watching as she puts them back on pushes the wire arms over her ears then pulls the hair over her ears again is it all right now? she asks me sure I can see your eyes clear as day she nods and looks at the playground and the other kids at play why do some boys call me four eyes? or ugly bucket? she asks some kids are just finks ignore them I tell her I can't help it if I have to wear glasses or am ugly she says intelligent people wear glasses and hey you're not ugly I think you are quite a pretty girl as they go she looks at me doubtfully and then at the kids and look Mrs M wears glasses and she's a teacher and bright Enid sighs and sits on the steps leading down into the playground even my dad thinks I'm ugly she says softly you're old man wouldn't know prettiness if it came up and introduced itself I say she smiles do you think I'm ugly? I frown and peer at her look I'm no expert being a 9 year old kid like you but you can be my Maid Marion to my Robin Hood any day could I? she says sure you could she smiles wider and says thank you Benny and walks down into the playground and goes play skip rope with a couple of girls by a wall and I walk down into the playground feeling six feet tall.
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Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 3:53 AM UTC
PLAYGROUND 1957
Enid removes her glasses wipes them on the hem of her skirt tries to clean off the smeariness she breathes on them they cloud up she wipes them again I watch her near the wall of the playground after lunch waiting for her are they better now? she asks me I look through them the view is magnified a million times one big blur to me yes that's better I say giving them back to her and watching as she puts them back on pushes the wire arms over her ears then pulls the hair over her ears again is it all right now? she asks me sure I can see your eyes clear as day she nods and looks at the playground and the other kids at play why do some boys call me four eyes? or ugly bucket? she asks some kids are just finks ignore them I tell her I can't help it if I have to wear glasses or am ugly she says intelligent people wear glasses and hey you're not ugly I think you are quite a pretty girl as they go she looks at me doubtfully and then at the kids and look Mrs M wears glasses and she's a teacher and bright Enid sighs and sits on the steps leading down into the playground even my dad thinks I'm ugly she says softly you're old man wouldn't know prettiness if it came up and introduced itself I say she smiles do you think I'm ugly? I frown and peer at her look I'm no expert being a 9 year old kid like you but you can be my Maid Marion to my Robin Hood any day could I? she says sure you could she smiles wider and says thank you Benny and walks down into the playground and goes play skip rope with a couple of girls by a wall and I walk down into the playground feeling six feet tall.
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On a thin ribbon of light unfurled from unseen heaven direct to her parted robe and disquieted ear comes an angel’s voice, the dove’s winged companion, with words foretold in the book now slipping to the floor. What hunger fires our flickering imaginations, that require Grace come wrapped in velvet purses- with proof of the child’s purity dripping from tables and prophet encrusted walls? I think they had it all wrong- Fra Angelico, Veronese, van Ecyk, and even Martini with his gilded apprehension. I prefer a scene without unblemished lilies- no fine linens, puffing cherubs, or embroidered pillows on display. I picture her instead at her daily labor- pulling on a ***** rope at the village well. With calloused hands, she draws her trembling reflection skyward, when, announced by the slightest breeze, a stranger appears. Before their eyes meet, a bird’s flight distracts her- water splashes from the bucket washing the dust from her feet and soaking the tattered hem of her robe. His silent glance holds her only for a moment. In the distance, a voice calls out, “Daughter!” She turns, sets off, bowing to her burden. A cloud’s shadow melts in the heat of the road. Tom Spencer © 2018
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Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 8:30 AM UTC
Painting the Annunciation
his lips would remind you of cold tuesday afternoons made for coffee and falling apart. he never really kissed with so much intimacy but he kissed me nonetheless, and maybe those were enough — those steady, demanding kisses, until all i'm left with are sighs and shoulders carved with his name. my fingers, lost in his hair, like withered roses catching fire. my lips, swollen and red, like sunsets begging for the night to come home. my heartbeats, carelessly, hastily stitched inside the hem of his sleeves. but i stayed in his apartment, slept in his bed, and wore his clothes; like an incoherent word misplaced in a haystack, like a poem, half-naked on the kitchen sink, unraveled by the faintest brushes of skin. slow and claiming. fast and rough. he never really held me close enough, tight enough, but he held me nonetheless, and for a while — just for a while, i could pretend that he wasn't the embodiment of all the things i got to hold but could never get to keep. he never really looked at me with love or with an intensity that burns, but he gazed nonetheless — almost lost and lust-hazed; calculating and restrained, like i was every poetry he wasn't supposed to write but had written anyway. and i gazed back, at my hands resting against steady movement of his chest, at his dim-morning eyes, at the slight part of his lips. and his lips — i know they would remind you of cold tuesday afternoons, made for coffee and falling apart. and i know that it wasn't love. it wasn't love, but it's pretty close.
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Nov 11, 2019
Nov 11, 2019 at 7:29 AM UTC
to the new girl from the guy he never dated
his lips would remind you of cold tuesday afternoons made for coffee and falling apart. he never really kissed with so much intimacy but he kissed me nonetheless, and maybe those were enough — those steady, demanding kisses, until all i'm left with are sighs and shoulders carved with his name. my fingers, lost in his hair, like withered roses catching fire. my lips, swollen and red, like sunsets begging for the night to come home. my heartbeats, carelessly, hastily stitched inside the hem of his sleeves. but i stayed in his apartment, slept in his bed, and wore his clothes; like an incoherent word misplaced in a haystack, like a poem, half-naked on the kitchen sink, unraveled by the faintest brushes of skin. slow and claiming. fast and rough. he never really held me close enough, tight enough, but he held me nonetheless, and for a while — just for a while, i could pretend that he wasn't the embodiment of all the things i got to hold but could never get to keep. he never really looked at me with love or with an intensity that burns, but he gazed nonetheless — almost lost and lust-hazed; calculating and restrained, like i was every poetry he wasn't supposed to write but had written anyway. and i gazed back, at my hands resting against steady movement of his chest, at his dim-morning eyes, at the slight part of his lips. and his lips — i know they would remind you of cold tuesday afternoons, made for coffee and falling apart. and i know that it wasn't love. it wasn't love, but it's pretty close.
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Deep within a leafy dell There lived a hairy fairy Who very often cast a spell That was frightening and scary. The only friend the fairy had Was an old green warty toad, He never thought the fairy bad, Just lonely and old. So he’d sit with her and croak And watch her practice magic. She very rarely often spoke, This to him was tragic. The fairy dress; the fairy wore Had seen better days. It was ***** tattered, creased and tore The hem hung loose in frays. Her head seemed always in a cloud, He never saw her smile, Her wand no longer taut and proud But still she was not vile. Somewhere inside he saw her love; He longed to be her mate, So he prayed to God above And asked her for a date. She thought he saw her as a joke. He was playing with her heart. Up she went, in a puff of smoke, That gave the toad a start. Never having seen this done before He had a mixed-up feeling. His warts and looks she must abhor And she found him unappealing. For days he waited there for her Because he was alarmed; A toad and fairy love was rare He thought she might be charmed. If she would only hear him out, That he may just explain. Then she, he felt, could have no doubt His love just would not wane. But if his looks she hated so, Then this he’d have to take. He’d just hop-off; away he’d go, Take bravely his mistake. He realised, ‘how sad it is, I never asked her name.’ With one loud bang and mighty **** Back to his side she came. “It occurred to me, you might be kind, My name is Nuff,” the fairy cried, “And I can read your mind.” “Fairy Nuff,” the toad replied. Then she kissed him on his cheek A shock that made him wince. Before he had a chance to speak He was a fairy Prince. She was beautiful and young, Like his clothes, hers were new. A love that’s ‘Magic’ is not wrong Especially for these two.
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Dec 7, 2009
Dec 7, 2009 at 11:13 AM UTC
FAIRY NUFF
Deep within a leafy dell There lived a hairy fairy Who very often cast a spell That was frightening and scary. The only friend the fairy had Was an old green warty toad, He never thought the fairy bad, Just lonely and old. So he’d sit with her and croak And watch her practice magic. She very rarely often spoke, This to him was tragic. The fairy dress; the fairy wore Had seen better days. It was ***** tattered, creased and tore The hem hung loose in frays. Her head seemed always in a cloud, He never saw her smile, Her wand no longer taut and proud But still she was not vile. Somewhere inside he saw her love; He longed to be her mate, So he prayed to God above And asked her for a date. She thought he saw her as a joke. He was playing with her heart. Up she went, in a puff of smoke, That gave the toad a start. Never having seen this done before He had a mixed-up feeling. His warts and looks she must abhor And she found him unappealing. For days he waited there for her Because he was alarmed; A toad and fairy love was rare He thought she might be charmed. If she would only hear him out, That he may just explain. Then she, he felt, could have no doubt His love just would not wane. But if his looks she hated so, Then this he’d have to take. He’d just hop-off; away he’d go, Take bravely his mistake. He realised, ‘how sad it is, I never asked her name.’ With one loud bang and mighty **** Back to his side she came. “It occurred to me, you might be kind, My name is Nuff,” the fairy cried, “And I can read your mind.” “Fairy Nuff,” the toad replied. Then she kissed him on his cheek A shock that made him wince. Before he had a chance to speak He was a fairy Prince. She was beautiful and young, Like his clothes, hers were new. A love that’s ‘Magic’ is not wrong Especially for these two.
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The border to me XUAN CARLOS ESPINOZA-CUELLAR·WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 21, 2015 The border to me is a constant anguish, A big pause button, Often in dreams I dream of Mexico as my lover And he waits for me, And waits. The border to me is my grandma’s rosary, She said she’d hold on until I could go back, Until she couldn’t. I recently found out that for years she’d scold my cousins for using my table games “he’s coming back, and he’ll ask for them…” And she’d save t hem in her old, rusty closet. The border to me is a big pause button, I often dream of going back, Who will I be then, when I hit play? Who will I speak with to recover my grandmother’s prayers, To collect 12 years of unclaimed hugs, All the wrinkles and gray hairs I missed on her hair, And every step I couldn’t walk by her. But one day I will cross back, In the middle of songs and candles I will conjure her spirit, And I will look in the back of that old closet Where she saved my table games And there I will find her love And her songs, her advice, her songs, And the little pieces she left for me, hidden for me, When she envisioned the day That this pause would be over.
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Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC
The Border To Me
There's a contentious subsection Of the homosexual community That go in a different direction Hoping to find social immunity The word masculine Is the mask they're in To live life saccharine Wearing a plastic grin From the sensation Of over-compensation Actuating placation To differentiate From the effeminate They say they're separate But really they're just desperate To be accepted By their own dejectors To not be rejected They become defectors To avoid ridicule They stack their deck with nothing but physicality Their mind minuscule The albatross on their neck is a lack of personality To please those that compare them to ********** Internalizing their homophobia An infernal mighty cornucopia Creating an over abundance of rules One must follow to be a proper male But we should jump out of the pool If being miserable is what that entails The more genuine version we see The happier we all should be Then we might all be free But if I were to show glee Someone might call me a ****** And I don't think I could hack it When the rest of society backs it With an approval that is tacit So I convince myself I'm avoiding identity politics Using total discretion To make no impression But my friends and family would know that's not what I'm doing So why not tell them? I haw and I hem Because the underlying ghostly shame Is the true nature of this social game When you have the fame of the flame You're told to get in a lane of the same Erase my ******* sin With the title masculine There are practical reasons to hide it But how much time will be bided? Will my life be derided Until the evil are delighted?
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Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
Masculine
There's a contentious subsection Of the homosexual community That go in a different direction Hoping to find social immunity The word masculine Is the mask they're in To live life saccharine Wearing a plastic grin From the sensation Of over-compensation Actuating placation To differentiate From the effeminate They say they're separate But really they're just desperate To be accepted By their own dejectors To not be rejected They become defectors To avoid ridicule They stack their deck with nothing but physicality Their mind minuscule The albatross on their neck is a lack of personality To please those that compare them to ********** Internalizing their homophobia An infernal mighty cornucopia Creating an over abundance of rules One must follow to be a proper male But we should jump out of the pool If being miserable is what that entails The more genuine version we see The happier we all should be Then we might all be free But if I were to show glee Someone might call me a ****** And I don't think I could hack it When the rest of society backs it With an approval that is tacit So I convince myself I'm avoiding identity politics Using total discretion To make no impression But my friends and family would know that's not what I'm doing So why not tell them? I haw and I hem Because the underlying ghostly shame Is the true nature of this social game When you have the fame of the flame You're told to get in a lane of the same Erase my ******* sin With the title masculine There are practical reasons to hide it But how much time will be bided? Will my life be derided Until the evil are delighted?
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with well worked hands he pulls on the sea      like the hem of a pale skirt dancing 'round his lovers hips it's what she loves about him most the way that the tide ebbs and flows      with the rise and fall of his sun-stained chest seashells and gull feathers and bits of fishing net      woven into his hair like the threads of canvas sails aqueous thunder-head eyes look like they've seen the fall of every empire       and soon they'll witness the fall of ours he smells of salt-cured wood and the sun and it's the kind of smell you'll never forget nor properly describe he moves like magic like waves      lapping at the shoreline in the calm of dusk with an anxious tongue and an appetite that's never satisfied      he licks the wounds of any heart he's strong enough to bare the weight of any burden           of any trash barge or sea ferry ear pressed to his chest      like a conch-shaped vessle           the labor of his heart valves plays like sailor songs in an empty cabaret      nerve-wrackingly beautiful
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 2:34 PM UTC
poseidon. (washing clean.)
You pull me through doorways with cherry red charm. You fill me with whiskey and hang on my arm. We waltz through the wreckage, the crown and her guest. Your hem lined in ashes, the last of what’s left. The clerk asks for blood. The stone has run dry. We promise, tomorrow and feed him with wine. The clouds now move faster, with voice of hard wind. It speaks to you only as thunder moves in. You twist here beside me and curl like a vine, your teeth in my shoulder, reliving some crime. You hold me so tightly and whisper your vows. Your secrets stay hidden. Your tears are so loud.
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Jun 8, 2023
Jun 8, 2023 at 12:43 AM UTC
To A.
*I find myself lost In a never ending frost For is my anger that dwells Even when I should not, and well I hate the way they joke And talk like regular folk They laugh about suicide And they mock and lie and hide They talk about Ebola As if saying Hola I hate the way they make me feel As if I'm a useless wheel I want so bad to hurt them But if not for my friend, who keep my hem I would gladly go to jail For an attempted ****** in which I would fail I hate those who laugh at the less fortunate And I hate those who smile with amusement So thank your lucky stars That my best friend cares from afar For if not for her compassion I would wear you as my latest fashion*
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Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC
Angry
soft light lips just hanging from a stem easy smooth rips from their fresh new hem
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Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
lilacs
It started as a puncture, but the seam slowly ripped; a thimble can't protect from a poison needle tip. She tried to mend it by making more holes; the tear only grew and grew out of control. At the spinning wheel her life would quickly dwindle; frantic attempts to hem were depleting the spindle. What started as a puncture of seductive sedation fueled the abuse of machined perforation. "Don't mourn a living corpse" were the last words she said as she drew the needle that held the last thread.
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Jan 21, 2017
Jan 21, 2017 at 10:56 PM UTC
The Needle and the Thread
Oh the sisters of mercy, they are not departed or gone. They were waiting for me when I thought that I just can't go on. And they brought me their comfort and later they brought me this song. Oh I hope you run into them, you who've been travelling so long. Yes you who must leave everything that you cannot control. It begins with your family, but soon it comes around to your soul. Well I've been where you're hanging, I think I can see how you're pinned: When you're not feeling holy, your loneliness says that you've sinned. Well they lay down beside me, I made my confession to them. They touched both my eyes and I touched the dew on their hem. If your life is a leaf that the seasons tear off and condemn they will bind you with love that is graceful and green as a stem. When I left they were sleeping, I hope you run into them soon. Don't turn on the lights, you can read their address by the moon. And you won't make me jealous if I hear that they sweetened your night: We weren't lovers like that and besides it would still be all right, We weren't lovers like that and besides it would still be all right.
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Sisters Of Mercy
I used to love my curves. My plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest, My chubby cheeks. All the curves, stretch marks, and the lumps, Especially my lumps, Made me. And I loved me. Until I met you. When we first met, you worshiped my curves. Kissed on my chest, Gripped my thighs. You used to say, “I love my baby’s fat *** As you would squeeze my thighs and I would laugh. But then reality decided; “Babe you should really workout some” *** I really think you should lose some weight” Or you would talk of other girls, Thinner girls. “Country girls are so hot” “I saw this girl today at work and she was **** So now I’m looking in a mirror. In my black sports bra And my mixed match pink underwear. All I see looking back, is not my plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest Or my chubby cheeks, Not even my lumps, Hell, especially my lumps. I see my belly overflow the hem of my underwear, I see my ******* resting on my stomach, I see the extra skin around my neck, And I notice the way my stomach jiggles when I walk. The sound of my feet hitting the ground, The way things vibrate around me when I walk, My shortness of breath uphill, And the way my thighs touch each other instead of having that gap. That cute gap. That gap that skinny girls have. But now, I cover myself more. The curvy girl who used to wear crop tops confidently, Now wears a hoodie to hide. Secretly apologizing to everyone who ever saw her curves. Her plump hips. Her thick thighs. Her ***** chest. Apologizing to everyone whoever saw, Her. And I compare myself to every girl around me. ‘If I had her legs’ ‘Her stomach’ ‘Her face’ Maybe, Just maybe, You would be saying, “Nerdy girls are hot” Or bragging to your friends “I have this girl and she’s so **** And maybe, Just maybe, You would still be here. And I would laugh, Smile, And blush And we would be happy. Together. But instead, I’m looking at this mirror, And all I see Is a fat girl Looking back at me.
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Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC
Thick Thighs Tell Pretty Lies
I used to love my curves. My plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest, My chubby cheeks. All the curves, stretch marks, and the lumps, Especially my lumps, Made me. And I loved me. Until I met you. When we first met, you worshiped my curves. Kissed on my chest, Gripped my thighs. You used to say, “I love my baby’s fat *** As you would squeeze my thighs and I would laugh. But then reality decided; “Babe you should really workout some” *** I really think you should lose some weight” Or you would talk of other girls, Thinner girls. “Country girls are so hot” “I saw this girl today at work and she was **** So now I’m looking in a mirror. In my black sports bra And my mixed match pink underwear. All I see looking back, is not my plump hips, My thick thighs, My ***** chest Or my chubby cheeks, Not even my lumps, Hell, especially my lumps. I see my belly overflow the hem of my underwear, I see my ******* resting on my stomach, I see the extra skin around my neck, And I notice the way my stomach jiggles when I walk. The sound of my feet hitting the ground, The way things vibrate around me when I walk, My shortness of breath uphill, And the way my thighs touch each other instead of having that gap. That cute gap. That gap that skinny girls have. But now, I cover myself more. The curvy girl who used to wear crop tops confidently, Now wears a hoodie to hide. Secretly apologizing to everyone who ever saw her curves. Her plump hips. Her thick thighs. Her ***** chest. Apologizing to everyone whoever saw, Her. And I compare myself to every girl around me. ‘If I had her legs’ ‘Her stomach’ ‘Her face’ Maybe, Just maybe, You would be saying, “Nerdy girls are hot” Or bragging to your friends “I have this girl and she’s so **** And maybe, Just maybe, You would still be here. And I would laugh, Smile, And blush And we would be happy. Together. But instead, I’m looking at this mirror, And all I see Is a fat girl Looking back at me.
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Admiration is a word that comes to mind when I think about her work. The seamstress only has to imagine and she can create a masterpiece of herself. With every thread, button, and hem she tells a story. She represents herself with every outfit. Her work molds to her every curve and bump. She can move effortlessly and not worry about a tair or loose string. She can create herself into exactly who she wants to be. And then there is me. Who has to fight every zipper, glare at every neckline, and gripe at worn out areas that have rubbed and tugged to try and fit my untamed figure. The clothes that disguise me only entangle me in a world of self hate and disappointment. The number or letter on the tag become scars tattooed in my brain of three words: not skinny enough. I remember when a boy in line during the 4th grade called me fat *** I remember when I was taken by my mother to a store that "might have things that fit better." I remember looking at pictures of myself next to my friends and instantly comparing every inch of myself to theirs. I remember when I looked at myself and thought, "maybe if you lost 20lbs. you would be attractive." When the Seamstress looks in the mirror she sees a canvas. A challenge. A body that will fit herself. When I look in the mirror I see a girl fighting to fit in her body. I see those memories of hiding behind baggy sweaters. I see countless dressing room breakdowns. The seamstress must have harsh eyes. She must have her own burden. Her clothes may be her own, but is it all a disguise to hide herself too?
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Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 9:43 AM UTC
Ode to the Seamstress
Admiration is a word that comes to mind when I think about her work. The seamstress only has to imagine and she can create a masterpiece of herself. With every thread, button, and hem she tells a story. She represents herself with every outfit. Her work molds to her every curve and bump. She can move effortlessly and not worry about a tair or loose string. She can create herself into exactly who she wants to be. And then there is me. Who has to fight every zipper, glare at every neckline, and gripe at worn out areas that have rubbed and tugged to try and fit my untamed figure. The clothes that disguise me only entangle me in a world of self hate and disappointment. The number or letter on the tag become scars tattooed in my brain of three words: not skinny enough. I remember when a boy in line during the 4th grade called me fat *** I remember when I was taken by my mother to a store that "might have things that fit better." I remember looking at pictures of myself next to my friends and instantly comparing every inch of myself to theirs. I remember when I looked at myself and thought, "maybe if you lost 20lbs. you would be attractive." When the Seamstress looks in the mirror she sees a canvas. A challenge. A body that will fit herself. When I look in the mirror I see a girl fighting to fit in her body. I see those memories of hiding behind baggy sweaters. I see countless dressing room breakdowns. The seamstress must have harsh eyes. She must have her own burden. Her clothes may be her own, but is it all a disguise to hide herself too?
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Give all to love; Obey thy heart; Friends, kindred, days, Estate, good fame, Plans, credit, and the muse; Nothing refuse. 'Tis a brave master, Let it have scope, Follow it utterly, Hope beyond hope; High and more high, It dives into noon, With wing unspent, Untold intent; But 'tis a god, Knows its own path, And the outlets of the sky. 'Tis not for the mean, It requireth courage stout, Souls above doubt, Valor unbending; Such 'twill reward, They shall return More than they were, And ever ascending. Leave all for love;— Yet, hear me, yet, One word more thy heart behoved, One pulse more of firm endeavor, Keep thee to-day, To-morrow, for ever, Free as an Arab Of thy beloved. Cling with life to the maid; But when the surprise, Vague shadow of surmise, Flits across her ***** young Of a joy apart from thee, Free be she, fancy-free, Do not thou detain a hem, Nor the palest rose she flung From her summer diadem. Though thou loved her as thyself, As a self of purer clay, Tho' her parting dims the day, Stealing grace from all alive, Heartily know, When half-gods go, The gods arrive.
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I'm made of cobwebs, shaded grays, echos faded by the murky streetlight; Festive blobs signal the holidays - and ricochet off me into the night. . A thick, dull fog 'tween me and them, a brick wall no one can see; seamless weights in my hem, and dust inside what used to be me. . And then there's you, a year away, wasted tears, and prayers null; an end thought for each void day, a whisper-scratch in my old hull. . The words avoid me, skittish things, like birds that flutter fragile wings; the right ones are only fledglings, too young for new beginnings. . And I wish that I could care for cold, worn out flat 'tween mortar and pestle, a forlorn growth ring in a tree of old, trapped inside a rotting vessel. . .
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Dec 17, 2024
Dec 17, 2024 at 12:54 PM UTC
Meditations
I was seven years old the first time a teacher told me my tank top was inappropriate. To cover my shoulders, Cover up, Close my mouth. I was seven years old the first time my body was sexualized without my permission. My body was sexualized without my permission Before I even knew what that meant. In the fifth grade I wore long sleeves, To cover up a different kind of shame. The kind of shame you give yourself when you’re tired of everyone else’s. The kind of shame that bleeds before it heals into perfect pink lines, Parallel with one another because something had to be perfect in my life even if I wasn’t. But my teacher only noticed the sleeve that fell off my shoulder, Told me to cover it, Cover up, Close my mouth. I stood in the streets of Paris in eleventh grade, not feeling romantic at all As I escaped an uncomfortable encounter, Approached by a man on the subway. My teacher tugged on the hem of my skirt, “You dress like this because you want attention”, she said. It was my fault, she said, because my clothes told him I wanted it. Wanted him in my personal space, close enough to my face To smell his breath. Asking for it. I should have been covered up. What I heard in school were the words **** ***** ***** What I heard my teachers say was applied to girls, Not women. Little girls being taught that when we are born female, We are born with shame engraved into our skin, Into our hearts. The only anatomy I ever learned in school, Was my shameful own, And to cover it. Cover up, Close your mouth.
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Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 1:28 PM UTC
Cover up, Close your mouth
I was seven years old the first time a teacher told me my tank top was inappropriate. To cover my shoulders, Cover up, Close my mouth. I was seven years old the first time my body was sexualized without my permission. My body was sexualized without my permission Before I even knew what that meant. In the fifth grade I wore long sleeves, To cover up a different kind of shame. The kind of shame you give yourself when you’re tired of everyone else’s. The kind of shame that bleeds before it heals into perfect pink lines, Parallel with one another because something had to be perfect in my life even if I wasn’t. But my teacher only noticed the sleeve that fell off my shoulder, Told me to cover it, Cover up, Close my mouth. I stood in the streets of Paris in eleventh grade, not feeling romantic at all As I escaped an uncomfortable encounter, Approached by a man on the subway. My teacher tugged on the hem of my skirt, “You dress like this because you want attention”, she said. It was my fault, she said, because my clothes told him I wanted it. Wanted him in my personal space, close enough to my face To smell his breath. Asking for it. I should have been covered up. What I heard in school were the words **** ***** ***** What I heard my teachers say was applied to girls, Not women. Little girls being taught that when we are born female, We are born with shame engraved into our skin, Into our hearts. The only anatomy I ever learned in school, Was my shameful own, And to cover it. Cover up, Close your mouth.
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A baby clutches his mother’s dress Unaware of how it will save his life Unwary of the saving grace that will come to rest The child is soft and clean His name is Eugenius, the second of three After Richard, before Michal He is just a babe, no bigger than an infant can be A toddler clutches his mother’s dress, the hem Unaware of tragedy Unwary of the Horror that awaits him The child is frightened and shaking His name is Gene, the second of three After Richard, before Michal He is just a little one, no taller than Mama’s knee A child clutches his mother’s hand Unaware from behind her skirt as they are herded Unwary of the disaster to come from the cart His name is Genie, the second of three Before Mikey, after Richie He is just a child, no higher than Tata’s knee A boy holds his brother’s hand tight Unaware of the danger he is in Unwary that the coin from Mama’s skirts will save his life The boy is healthy and strong, though not for long His name is Gene, the second of three Before Michal, after Richard He is naïve, but soon to grow up prematurely A prisoner holds his own shirt, unsure Unaware of the pain that is coming Unwary that he shall walk away nevermore The prisoner is hurting and ****** His name is “Gefangene,” the second of two After Richard, before the crimson mess He is crying for a ****** towel carried by A handicap clutches Mama’s leg Aware that he cannot cry as she shuffles him out Wary that outside her skirts is the hunt The handicap is hurting so badly His name is Gene, the second of three After Richard, before the new bump He is unwilling to believe A kaleka holds tight to his brother’s back Aware that he is a burden Wary that he is a load The kaleka is waiting, waiting. His name is Gene, second of three After Richard, before Theresa The kaleka is ready for release The dziecko holds again to Mama’s skirt Aware that he is now free to leave Wary that he will never be independent The dziecko is elated and mourning His name is Gene, the second of three Before Theresa, after Richard The dziecko will never be the same Sixty five years later Gene holds Rosie’s hand tight Aware that he is old now, having lived fully Wary that death is imminent at last The great-grandfather is peaceful and content His name is Tata, Grandpa, Gene, husband, and more He is the last one left of his war The survivor is ready to reunite with his family He gives thanks to Hattie’s skirts That kept him alive though the hurts.
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Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 11:09 AM UTC
Hattie's Skirts
A baby clutches his mother’s dress Unaware of how it will save his life Unwary of the saving grace that will come to rest The child is soft and clean His name is Eugenius, the second of three After Richard, before Michal He is just a babe, no bigger than an infant can be A toddler clutches his mother’s dress, the hem Unaware of tragedy Unwary of the Horror that awaits him The child is frightened and shaking His name is Gene, the second of three After Richard, before Michal He is just a little one, no taller than Mama’s knee A child clutches his mother’s hand Unaware from behind her skirt as they are herded Unwary of the disaster to come from the cart His name is Genie, the second of three Before Mikey, after Richie He is just a child, no higher than Tata’s knee A boy holds his brother’s hand tight Unaware of the danger he is in Unwary that the coin from Mama’s skirts will save his life The boy is healthy and strong, though not for long His name is Gene, the second of three Before Michal, after Richard He is naïve, but soon to grow up prematurely A prisoner holds his own shirt, unsure Unaware of the pain that is coming Unwary that he shall walk away nevermore The prisoner is hurting and ****** His name is “Gefangene,” the second of two After Richard, before the crimson mess He is crying for a ****** towel carried by A handicap clutches Mama’s leg Aware that he cannot cry as she shuffles him out Wary that outside her skirts is the hunt The handicap is hurting so badly His name is Gene, the second of three After Richard, before the new bump He is unwilling to believe A kaleka holds tight to his brother’s back Aware that he is a burden Wary that he is a load The kaleka is waiting, waiting. His name is Gene, second of three After Richard, before Theresa The kaleka is ready for release The dziecko holds again to Mama’s skirt Aware that he is now free to leave Wary that he will never be independent The dziecko is elated and mourning His name is Gene, the second of three Before Theresa, after Richard The dziecko will never be the same Sixty five years later Gene holds Rosie’s hand tight Aware that he is old now, having lived fully Wary that death is imminent at last The great-grandfather is peaceful and content His name is Tata, Grandpa, Gene, husband, and more He is the last one left of his war The survivor is ready to reunite with his family He gives thanks to Hattie’s skirts That kept him alive though the hurts.
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