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,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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~for those who will read this and weep~ *the quiet ones, the silent Job ones, who quote not from the Book of Lamentations, but author their own, based on-the-job experience localized versions of cryptic elegiacs accepting the wooden crosses borne, stepping up to the unrequested unforeseen, then buried under, burnt alive, yet never relieved by dying, nailed by words, stronger than iron, promises sworn, promises kept with no ending date relief, promises by and to themselves, but not for themselves!* *the wearers of crystal glass shackles, adorned with decorative locks for which no key did the maker make, nor any divine creator dare conceive an early release, never no escape contemplated, for the lock human, unrepentant unbreakable, a decorative useless metaphor gesture, a blunt “life ***** advertisement I compose amidst a bus pond of mismatched city folk, a tapestry of ages colors and differing views on god/no god, none would believe that as the bus sways me, it’s in rhythm to holy choral music, hundreds year old, divinity masses and motets worships, where one human can hide temporarily a safe house, to calm his questioning relentless from the horrors of no answers, for when the mind has no solution to the rough and tumbling lives, lived in glass shackled confinement, the poets desperation equals theirs* *summon eagles to transport these imprisoned, but the shackled refuse, I come to them but they wave me off, I go crazy for once I was enslaved, thirty years war that left devastation, from which so many poems created so I speak with heightened regard of one who planned futures for others where his non-existence was a founding father (ha!)* *but the day came and I was released by my own inactions, but means nothing until a way to away found to release the yet bound early* got a couch, airline miles, hundred dollars in my pocket and an unrelenting need to save them, a consumption disease, the glass shackled, at ease, won’t rest till all are freed this my creed no one left behind these cyber words do not mock for they are unbounded, set free, when the flesh connects and the needs of the flesh are stronger for they are in heart conceived
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Jun 23, 2018
Jun 23, 2018 at 5:45 PM UTC
The Glass Shackles
~for those who will read this and weep~ *the quiet ones, the silent Job ones, who quote not from the Book of Lamentations, but author their own, based on-the-job experience localized versions of cryptic elegiacs accepting the wooden crosses borne, stepping up to the unrequested unforeseen, then buried under, burnt alive, yet never relieved by dying, nailed by words, stronger than iron, promises sworn, promises kept with no ending date relief, promises by and to themselves, but not for themselves!* *the wearers of crystal glass shackles, adorned with decorative locks for which no key did the maker make, nor any divine creator dare conceive an early release, never no escape contemplated, for the lock human, unrepentant unbreakable, a decorative useless metaphor gesture, a blunt “life ***** advertisement I compose amidst a bus pond of mismatched city folk, a tapestry of ages colors and differing views on god/no god, none would believe that as the bus sways me, it’s in rhythm to holy choral music, hundreds year old, divinity masses and motets worships, where one human can hide temporarily a safe house, to calm his questioning relentless from the horrors of no answers, for when the mind has no solution to the rough and tumbling lives, lived in glass shackled confinement, the poets desperation equals theirs* *summon eagles to transport these imprisoned, but the shackled refuse, I come to them but they wave me off, I go crazy for once I was enslaved, thirty years war that left devastation, from which so many poems created so I speak with heightened regard of one who planned futures for others where his non-existence was a founding father (ha!)* *but the day came and I was released by my own inactions, but means nothing until a way to away found to release the yet bound early* got a couch, airline miles, hundred dollars in my pocket and an unrelenting need to save them, a consumption disease, the glass shackled, at ease, won’t rest till all are freed this my creed no one left behind these cyber words do not mock for they are unbounded, set free, when the flesh connects and the needs of the flesh are stronger for they are in heart conceived
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(read forward, then backward, line by line) I ran. Not knowing what else to do There was so much blood on my hands It was mine The kitchen knife Caught in my chest Guilt Consumed by Fear I was heightened by Adrenaline But running on Wasn’t enough While trying to stay calm, Losing control It was me that would end up Dead. Because He was In front of me The whole time It was too late Trapped I found myself Locked in chains My fate was Death.
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Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 7:48 PM UTC
A Backwards ****** (Reversible Poem)
#there are the ones that feel it climb up the shadow towards the light, hesitation on every rung, each wave of the arising       overwhelms  unabated ― and woe betides those who are on the run from a storm's deluge A rousing ocean breeze stirs inside the memory of an unframed seashell lying on the hearth mantel; heightened sensitivity lapping soundlessly, spindrift plashing the shoreline of another world's feigned peace Perhaps the muted voice of guilty pleasures, hushed by their own hidden truths Feeling the unfelt textures of every stifled vibration left unbreathed The naked truth befallen so cold and lonely Running in circles, volatile as all those      unspoken excitations raging ― and the whispers of those who hear not the voices in the wind An emotionally enslaved  heart tarries,  marooned high and dry in a memory on a distant sand bar      lain fallow for so long ― stagnant darkness of an unsated soul gathered on the back of a parched tongue sullied wordless Rising up through a dusty hieroglyph corridor through an unlocked labyrinth gate;  vestige echoes from somewhere left behind in an incomprehensible abandoned wake It's getting harder and harder    for an insatiable soul to breathe ...    climbing up a tree trunk― up within the silence of the listening tree   Toes dug into the rough bark furrows ― fingers reaching upwards beyond their deepest known grasp A shadow stranded out on a hangin' bough hearkening without ears that hear: “perhaps they’ll listen now“   the wingless bird sings in psalms that fly away on tattered feathers over untamed waters roil Back to nature’s waning youth, the bough bends unbroken to taste the freedom of the wild absolving seas Jesse Stillwater June     2018
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Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC
"Perhaps they never will ..."
#there are the ones that feel it climb up the shadow towards the light, hesitation on every rung, each wave of the arising       overwhelms  unabated ― and woe betides those who are on the run from a storm's deluge A rousing ocean breeze stirs inside the memory of an unframed seashell lying on the hearth mantel; heightened sensitivity lapping soundlessly, spindrift plashing the shoreline of another world's feigned peace Perhaps the muted voice of guilty pleasures, hushed by their own hidden truths Feeling the unfelt textures of every stifled vibration left unbreathed The naked truth befallen so cold and lonely Running in circles, volatile as all those      unspoken excitations raging ― and the whispers of those who hear not the voices in the wind An emotionally enslaved  heart tarries,  marooned high and dry in a memory on a distant sand bar      lain fallow for so long ― stagnant darkness of an unsated soul gathered on the back of a parched tongue sullied wordless Rising up through a dusty hieroglyph corridor through an unlocked labyrinth gate;  vestige echoes from somewhere left behind in an incomprehensible abandoned wake It's getting harder and harder    for an insatiable soul to breathe ...    climbing up a tree trunk― up within the silence of the listening tree   Toes dug into the rough bark furrows ― fingers reaching upwards beyond their deepest known grasp A shadow stranded out on a hangin' bough hearkening without ears that hear: “perhaps they’ll listen now“   the wingless bird sings in psalms that fly away on tattered feathers over untamed waters roil Back to nature’s waning youth, the bough bends unbroken to taste the freedom of the wild absolving seas Jesse Stillwater June     2018
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I hear your name everywhere Your whispers in the buzzing of the bees Your exasperated sighs in the beeping of the cars Your ecstatic storytelling in the humdrum of random noises I see you in every hue Your calm demeanor in shades of blue Your road rage in shades of red Your cheeky laugh in shades of yellow I taste you in every way Your kiss in this smooth black chocolate The warmth of your hand in this bowl of soup Your icy stare in gulping this cold water I smell you in every scent Your warm hug in this cup of coffee Your compassion in this bouquet of Stargazers Your glistening eyes in this cigarette Doctors, please help me I have the rarest case of synesthesia When it comes to you, My brain malfunctions My senses, once numb, feel everything All at once In the most passionate and In the most heightened sense To feel you in everything. To experience you in every way. My eyes only see you My nose only smells you My tongue only craves you My ears only hear you My brain only perceives you My synesthesia Is only in the form of you.
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC
Synesthesia
is not a disability to me be it PTSD or Bi Polar or Anxiety Depression or just riding Solo it's not a disability to me it may play havoc with my everyday life but it's not an impediment or an indication that you lack ability to deal with living strife it's not a disability to me it's more a heightened empathy a conscious awareness not a disease (some cases can be) but not a disability to me it just means your fortitude takes you to the next level when the ground falls beneath your feet you don't lay down to grovel you find ways to make a near endless day better than it was yesterday you praise all tomorrows because you made it today your mental disabilty has never been a disability to me in any way
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Jul 23, 2015
Jul 23, 2015 at 4:14 AM UTC
Your Mental Disability
*towering gently overflowing with heightened awareness subtle hints of blade’s keen glittering chiseled edges untamed rugged surface powerfully averts gale’s acrid tempest vigor pulsating that doth persuade the cloud’s reflections if i shall not again embrace a meager glimpse; a demure echo of thine towering mounts my soul shall ever suffer my spirit soars with e'er one glance of thine majestic presence replete with reminiscence seasons stir and beg thine tender mercies to house the changing leaves at dusk of autumn’s auburn portraits and give birth to crystal snow cascading peripherally in winter which melding into spring then begs thy bluffs to cover in soft amethyst of columbine blossoming first light of summer ‘tis not paramount to scale high aloft thine peaks in escalation for small sheer glances stamp forever with imperial impressions and ‘tho i’ve traveled ‘round and savored nature’s varied essence none can compare thine evergreens laced in aspens nuance my breath is gone and shan’t return ‘til in thy shadow casting i stand and look upon thine hallowed face the rocky mountains ©2016 janetaylor
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May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 4:42 PM UTC
wildly homesick
I treasure those nights of unexpected surrender when hands molded caressed and made me tremble waking from slumber with body afire as he inched gradually into me bathed in my welcoming heat one palm curled protectively 'round the weight of my breast as finger and thumb drew on beaded peak and breath caught in my throat as his full depth was reached unable to remain still rocking back to achieve a deeper sink his sudden hiss scalding my neck teeth worrying my bottom lip neither willing to move afraid it would all end too soon and as the flames continued to rise groans replaced whispered sighs no hurried pace or rapid ****** slow and sensual movements dragging us ever nearer the edge denying that final release drawing closer but holding it back sensation heightened beyond bearing until that fraying tether breaks causing walls to tighten and quake drinking every last drop of his lust clutching inside and out desperately seeking his mouth sealing the cataclysmic moment heart pressed to heart breath to breath
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Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 6:54 AM UTC
Nights
Your presence warms me daily We flirt with anticipation Of what's to come. As you beam closer to me I toss playful mists of eagerness. Your caress drives me crazy Every sense is heightened. I arch towards you. I am swelling with excitement Raging wet with desire Open to receive you. You invade me s l o w l y Illuminating me to vibrancy Of colorful ecstasy Igniting golden fires To radiate from me. You drink my hues of your reflection Returning each day At sunset For a time. In those minutes You are mine. We are one You are my Sun. © Tina Thompson
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Feb 28, 2012
Feb 28, 2012 at 12:10 PM UTC
Invasion (inspired by Horsetail falls)
kindness eats least of all we defeat our enemies cheaply steep the leaves in hot water gently keep enemies close to you and weapons even closer our friends are like sunbeams I jump in the water your sun-burned back is peeling out loud you remind me not to bend down too quickly she hounds me with her questions lessons on arithmetic I’m so sick of it histrionics and sonic lectures his tricks are onto it moronic manic accidents red lions with long necks deflect authority and wager on credit the outcomes are certain all will fade away indefinitely understand this and measure your life by breaths and not complexity densities are hiding in visionary lightning finding new faculties every moment we are swift in our limitless capacity for adaptation a refulgent emulsion immersed in water and poetry under the highest authority or just higher scrutiny wrapped in a paranoid blanket of heightened security all is being watched right now as judges redefine your beauty if you are truly interested in finding happiness you must understand that all magic is abraxas and satisfaction unceasingly attacks this as we collapse upon the backs of ecstatic languages....
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Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 12:49 PM UTC
abraxas
i miss the feeling of being held your strong arms around my chest muscles flexing grasping around my throat pulling my ponytail eyes looking up eager to get rid of this love drought your fingertips tracing my thighs hands pinned down while you look me in the eyes a hard ****** to soothe my craving lust heart racing faster breathing increasing ...faster ...faster ...and faster stop. like a tsunami of relief washing over me ridding me of my misery all my senses heightened my vocal chords tightened let out a scream
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Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 3:23 PM UTC
new years eve (18+)
Visiting a friend on his Quarter Horse farm, the day sunny and warm. We walked out to his brood mare pasture, the ladies were running, awaiting and sunning, anticipation in the air and their nervous behavior. Noble his name, consistency his game, a reliable aging stallion, sire to many fine sons and daughters, years of proven pairings, came halter led and prancing. He had their scent and his spirit awakened, the three ladies believed to be in season began to snigger and whinny, their excitement growing as the stallion entered their grassy domain, the dance was about to commence. The handler led the big fella' forward, both sides began their quizzical inspections. one young filly more aggressively willing than the others. Noble excitedly returned her heightened interest. Within a few minutes Noble began to rear up, he knew his job, his august appendage extended, trying several times to mount his mate intended, adrenaline pumping his back legs began to shake, on his fourth failed attempt the eager proven suitor fell to the ground, rolled over, paused for a moment and struggled to stand on unsteady legs. Appearing even somewhat embarrassed. The mare moved aside, kicked her hind legs in the stallion's direction, whinnied loudly and ran away. Rejected the old stallion stood looking perplexed, failure was something unknown to him. His spirit was willing but his aging body was weak. The old stud slowly returned to the barn, his head hung low, no longer prancing. For every time and being there is a season, aging is part of the cycle, like this stallion, we all reach this moment of understanding. Sometimes gracefully, most times with stunned disbelief. From Noble to nothing in one afternoon.
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Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
The Dance
Visiting a friend on his Quarter Horse farm, the day sunny and warm. We walked out to his brood mare pasture, the ladies were running, awaiting and sunning, anticipation in the air and their nervous behavior. Noble his name, consistency his game, a reliable aging stallion, sire to many fine sons and daughters, years of proven pairings, came halter led and prancing. He had their scent and his spirit awakened, the three ladies believed to be in season began to snigger and whinny, their excitement growing as the stallion entered their grassy domain, the dance was about to commence. The handler led the big fella' forward, both sides began their quizzical inspections. one young filly more aggressively willing than the others. Noble excitedly returned her heightened interest. Within a few minutes Noble began to rear up, he knew his job, his august appendage extended, trying several times to mount his mate intended, adrenaline pumping his back legs began to shake, on his fourth failed attempt the eager proven suitor fell to the ground, rolled over, paused for a moment and struggled to stand on unsteady legs. Appearing even somewhat embarrassed. The mare moved aside, kicked her hind legs in the stallion's direction, whinnied loudly and ran away. Rejected the old stallion stood looking perplexed, failure was something unknown to him. His spirit was willing but his aging body was weak. The old stud slowly returned to the barn, his head hung low, no longer prancing. For every time and being there is a season, aging is part of the cycle, like this stallion, we all reach this moment of understanding. Sometimes gracefully, most times with stunned disbelief. From Noble to nothing in one afternoon.
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by rgpage naked  this night on soft satin sheets his arm ‘round her shoulders, his lover’s head rests her hair fills his nostrils with a scented bouquet as fingers explore love’s affectionate quest. tenderly lips touch in a loving lead legs interlocking add to the play. arms then wrap tightly pulling each other in their hearts beating faster to join in the fray. her ******* he kisses a sensuous gift, she feels his love grow with each loving turn. the curve of her back feels his fondling stroke to capture this feeling forever they yearn. his senses now heightened, his love at the ready to soon to the feast, the more he will miss. he must gain control and reign himself steady for her love, her beauty, and her freely offered bliss. their heart guided souls in lustful play to their senses’ delivered a bountiful tray. their love and youth play this night away, ‘til the dawn’s early light  brings in a new day. their lips now swollen, bruised, and red hearts full of love, love’s watershed. the fast night’s hours have swept past their bed ‘til night ties are severed with the sun in their stead. as that night flew by so have the years, his only love has since passed away. he turns out the light perched next to the chair, and off  to bed slowly ending his day. their children all gone one by one they’ve all grown, occasionally stopping by w/ little time to spare. w/ families and jobs and homes of their own making the time to show that they care. even though she’s gone he’s still not alone he talks to her daily when he is at rest. even though she’s gone good memories he keeps God holds the others, and he kept the best…
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Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 3:12 AM UTC
memories
by rgpage naked  this night on soft satin sheets his arm ‘round her shoulders, his lover’s head rests her hair fills his nostrils with a scented bouquet as fingers explore love’s affectionate quest. tenderly lips touch in a loving lead legs interlocking add to the play. arms then wrap tightly pulling each other in their hearts beating faster to join in the fray. her ******* he kisses a sensuous gift, she feels his love grow with each loving turn. the curve of her back feels his fondling stroke to capture this feeling forever they yearn. his senses now heightened, his love at the ready to soon to the feast, the more he will miss. he must gain control and reign himself steady for her love, her beauty, and her freely offered bliss. their heart guided souls in lustful play to their senses’ delivered a bountiful tray. their love and youth play this night away, ‘til the dawn’s early light  brings in a new day. their lips now swollen, bruised, and red hearts full of love, love’s watershed. the fast night’s hours have swept past their bed ‘til night ties are severed with the sun in their stead. as that night flew by so have the years, his only love has since passed away. he turns out the light perched next to the chair, and off  to bed slowly ending his day. their children all gone one by one they’ve all grown, occasionally stopping by w/ little time to spare. w/ families and jobs and homes of their own making the time to show that they care. even though she’s gone he’s still not alone he talks to her daily when he is at rest. even though she’s gone good memories he keeps God holds the others, and he kept the best…
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My heart bears an unfamiliar rhythm, Restricted, out of key, tone and voice Silent but still heavily felt Craving the glimpse of your presence Absence makes the heart grow fonder and fonder and fonder Craving a presence I cannot feel but only dream Holding on to an idea, a wish, a memory An ocean dehydrating inside of me for reality to occur But still my vision of you is blurred Because an idea seems more real than any reality I create heightened pieces of you in my heart Yet my mind is not fooled but can clearly see That You are just an imagination of my desires And in reality you are nothing more than a simple acquaintance Not suitable for even the smallest measure of love from my soul Yet it's not love I feel but passion Not you but elements of you Yet the battle between my heart and brain Make my feelings harder to comprehend Absence makes the heart grow fonder and fonder...
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 4:20 AM UTC
Absence makes the heart grow Fonder
A psychedelic substance A psychedelic substance Drugs. Drugs a unrelated substance. familiar states of consciousness, familiar states. A stimulation A stimulation of the body in my body the drug, with the familiar states of consciousness familiar states Oh God, oh Jesus The hallucinogens as known as drugs consciousness Jesus, a pusher, a dealer a psychedelich ******* a Psychedelich mushroom like the substance the psychedelic substance Capture your attention in a box in your mind in your psychedelic jesus mind Jesus was a pusher jesus was a drug addict a psychodelic drug addict with drums around his neck Feelings, euphoria, empathy for Jesus Love, heightened self-awereness only for Jesus Only for my dealer Increased sensuality, increased awareness of sensation. Creativity, paranoia Paranoia over Jesus
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Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 2:26 PM UTC
Wikipedia said it was okay..
• * I. Ohh, longsuffering, This love cure all the aches, Replaced with surety. II. Yearning and longing, Are heightened each precious days, Thirsty for your lips. III. I hunger for you, Your warmth and touch I dreamed of, You, so close to me. IV. Angelic visage, Played in my heart, mind and soul, Each single moment. V. Vision of future, Lock fingers with you my love, Conquering the evil. VI. Together with God, Praying, praising Him always, This love to exist. VII. These tears there'll be none, Our love covers it with joy, Pure and bona fide. VIII. Oh thank God above, For heaven inside our hearts, Keeping us stronger. IX. No storm can vanquish, No trials can separate, Invincible love. X. Jointly, me and you, Bonded for everlasting, Brandon & Earl Jane. * with love <3 <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 9:03 AM UTC
Long Suffering for Love Everlasting (Happy 8th Monthsary my King Brandon) (Haiku ×10)
I wear the letters NYU sprawled across my chest as my individuality is asphyxiated. Lungs choke under the weight of the added pressure. 
 The thought of college plus my complexion, Equals complexed looks that ponder my intellectually-heightened direction. 

 Will you think a little bit more of me, with my conformity?

 Attempts to better myself meet enough ignorance to even cloud the vision of God. Segregation and alienation cause mental spasms the strength of lightening rods. 


 I guess you're just a product of the environment to which you were exposed. 

 But I'm always trying to fight the stereotype that black people are ultimately foes.

 I am the ant and the kids of rich parents are magnifying glasses. 
 Cremating me with the solar power of son's who were taught that their existence was worth more than mine. 

 I lay motionless, in bottomless quick sand pits, itching to alleviate my stomach stitch, engulfed by set standards that could not be met. 

 I am tired of trying to be what you'd like to see. Astute, respectable, young black man-just so you can approve of me and hopefully think that we are not all "up to no good."

 Say it loud,
I'm black 
 And I'm, Not going to lie, The proud part is kinda hard to say. 
 Because I walk down the street and see my face in the homeless everyday. 

 I fill the prisons and I'm famous when the news reports crime. 
 And when I show up early to interviews, they look confused to see that I, Don’t run on Colored People's Time.

 I don't hate black but I hate the fact that black means that sometimes I have to find alternate routes to success. 

 While other people's roads are already paved, I suffer from all the stress. 


 I try my best but I'm always categorized as less, then a man. 

 And I'm trying to change perceptions but I still feel like a visitor on American land


 And the poor are physically trapped so I relate mentally.
 We both suffer from the oppression and accept the hatred like it was meant to be.


 Society has led you to believe that blacks are not worthy of equality


 But take a long, hard look into my eyes and tell me that you don’t see my humanity.
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 1:42 PM UTC
College + Complexion
I wear the letters NYU sprawled across my chest as my individuality is asphyxiated. Lungs choke under the weight of the added pressure. 
 The thought of college plus my complexion, Equals complexed looks that ponder my intellectually-heightened direction. 

 Will you think a little bit more of me, with my conformity?

 Attempts to better myself meet enough ignorance to even cloud the vision of God. Segregation and alienation cause mental spasms the strength of lightening rods. 


 I guess you're just a product of the environment to which you were exposed. 

 But I'm always trying to fight the stereotype that black people are ultimately foes.

 I am the ant and the kids of rich parents are magnifying glasses. 
 Cremating me with the solar power of son's who were taught that their existence was worth more than mine. 

 I lay motionless, in bottomless quick sand pits, itching to alleviate my stomach stitch, engulfed by set standards that could not be met. 

 I am tired of trying to be what you'd like to see. Astute, respectable, young black man-just so you can approve of me and hopefully think that we are not all "up to no good."

 Say it loud,
I'm black 
 And I'm, Not going to lie, The proud part is kinda hard to say. 
 Because I walk down the street and see my face in the homeless everyday. 

 I fill the prisons and I'm famous when the news reports crime. 
 And when I show up early to interviews, they look confused to see that I, Don’t run on Colored People's Time.

 I don't hate black but I hate the fact that black means that sometimes I have to find alternate routes to success. 

 While other people's roads are already paved, I suffer from all the stress. 


 I try my best but I'm always categorized as less, then a man. 

 And I'm trying to change perceptions but I still feel like a visitor on American land


 And the poor are physically trapped so I relate mentally.
 We both suffer from the oppression and accept the hatred like it was meant to be.


 Society has led you to believe that blacks are not worthy of equality


 But take a long, hard look into my eyes and tell me that you don’t see my humanity.
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Passionate kiss Hips pulled closer Thighs spread Lips everywhere Lustful Wanting Back arched Hands grabbing Eyelids fluttering ***** whispers Senses heightened Desire deepened Body quivering Breath unsteady Satisfied sighs Content moans Sweaty Spent
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Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
Part Two: ****** Frustrations
Fast food Fast cars Fast girls Fast world Fast paced Shoes laced Heightened heart rate Don't be late Sweat beading your being Aren't you tired? Your soul's taking a beating Tweeting instead of reading Face booking instead of looking up Have you forgotten how to breathe? Involuntary actions* now include refreshing your news feed The best years of our lives wasted on the internet Reblogging pictures that reflect our interests Hoping the next follower is our next best friend What happened to human interaction? We're all connected by a single thread Let's take a stand and realize this now instead of on our death beds Look up Look out Look in Lose doubts Lose sin Lose shame Open your eyes Forget the game autonomic functions
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Jul 18, 2013
Jul 18, 2013 at 1:35 PM UTC
Fast World
I’m an apricot , ripe on the tree - ready for picking I am a cherry , offering to be popped 3 tequila shots or the equivalent of a blurred memory inside me my heart is bleeding a little at the acts my body is moving through i am bleeding a little at the acts my body is moving through i bleed for 4 days , 5 days. i am amazed that he pulled out. i find that incredible - as if a man is wild in the act of mergence and unable to control himself , ideas of male/female roles imprinted on me from parents , **** and public school  - where girls are made into women at 13 , we discuss when we will “lose our virginity” i say 15 if i’m ready (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i should expect him to *** inside me , because i am the subservient woman and he should do as he pleases i think it magical his heightened awareness - i see his majestic beauty on his well formed muscles and the hotel room his family owns , or the kick *** motorbike he drives and the supply of beachfront joints. and still it is now 1 year later that i am in pain. a fire on my heart and a sick feeling in my stomach i am sick because i swallowed the lies and hated myself , i truly believed i was worth that level of respect. the fire burns swiftly in my heart because i am enraged and sorrowful at my ignorance. I am partly ashamed at my lack of empathy for myself and partly in awe at my magnificence. We look at virginity as pure , unsoiled. Pure. Unsoiled. **** Subconsciously telling our mothers , sisters , aunties and grandma’s that they are ***** for exercising their basic ****** function. Shaming us for feeling pleasure.....the connotations are different for brothers , fathers , uncles and grandpas. A pat of well done on the back , you are now a “man”.............well .. i’ll be ****** it amazes me how these sly , low blows are hidden right in plain sight. well fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk that ! I know i love myself now with the respect i would rain down upon any other fellow being . i wish : for them and me to be able to love without fear, disgust and shame. i wish to allow my energy from that moment to feed others who need help along their path of self-love. Now my cosmic womb is treated with respect and reverence enjoying myself freely. Oh but , i will say thank you , and a sensi bow , for the lesson learnt. Never again will i put others on a pedestal they have not earnt. Especially if it has anything to do with my *****
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
We are not bound unless we say so
I’m an apricot , ripe on the tree - ready for picking I am a cherry , offering to be popped 3 tequila shots or the equivalent of a blurred memory inside me my heart is bleeding a little at the acts my body is moving through i am bleeding a little at the acts my body is moving through i bleed for 4 days , 5 days. i am amazed that he pulled out. i find that incredible - as if a man is wild in the act of mergence and unable to control himself , ideas of male/female roles imprinted on me from parents , **** and public school  - where girls are made into women at 13 , we discuss when we will “lose our virginity” i say 15 if i’m ready (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i should expect him to *** inside me , because i am the subservient woman and he should do as he pleases i think it magical his heightened awareness - i see his majestic beauty on his well formed muscles and the hotel room his family owns , or the kick *** motorbike he drives and the supply of beachfront joints. and still it is now 1 year later that i am in pain. a fire on my heart and a sick feeling in my stomach i am sick because i swallowed the lies and hated myself , i truly believed i was worth that level of respect. the fire burns swiftly in my heart because i am enraged and sorrowful at my ignorance. I am partly ashamed at my lack of empathy for myself and partly in awe at my magnificence. We look at virginity as pure , unsoiled. Pure. Unsoiled. **** Subconsciously telling our mothers , sisters , aunties and grandma’s that they are ***** for exercising their basic ****** function. Shaming us for feeling pleasure.....the connotations are different for brothers , fathers , uncles and grandpas. A pat of well done on the back , you are now a “man”.............well .. i’ll be ****** it amazes me how these sly , low blows are hidden right in plain sight. well fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk that ! I know i love myself now with the respect i would rain down upon any other fellow being . i wish : for them and me to be able to love without fear, disgust and shame. i wish to allow my energy from that moment to feed others who need help along their path of self-love. Now my cosmic womb is treated with respect and reverence enjoying myself freely. Oh but , i will say thank you , and a sensi bow , for the lesson learnt. Never again will i put others on a pedestal they have not earnt. Especially if it has anything to do with my *****
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A time was when Nothing short of my deepest ****** Once and then many times more Would satiate me Then quietly crept between us The hiatus When I learned new ways to play Chanced on a week a golden day Then over a month or more I had found the key to the secret door. Now at the most heightened end of the affair Satiates me a strand of her hair!
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 5:40 AM UTC
Affair
Saturday Night. I have no need to explain myself, I am what you created. As the artist who painted this canvas, you especially should understand the portrait I call myself. If you find me to be a disappointment, it’s your own **** fault. I catch myself forgetting the little things about you, My puzzle is left unfinished. Secretly, I believe that I am somewhere in the middle of Life and Death. Just waiting until I get the courage to close my eyes and take the escalator up and away from Void's emptiness. Into the heightened arms of Love. Catch me, if I fall. Sunday Morning Time flies by and I'm still here lost without you. I am someone that came from nothing at all. All i can remember from that night was, running home to the Sun. I found myself passed out beside a toilet. I got a hangover and fresh start.
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Mar 10, 2012
Mar 10, 2012 at 4:13 AM UTC
Catch me, if I fall.
The place was dangerous as hell; we had no business being there. It was a complex, composed of four immense structures, looming on the bluffs between Lake Michigan and a ghost town. I'm not sure which side of the fence brought forth more eeriness - the sight of four massive industrial skeletons was indeed an eerie one, but within the village that must endure it's haunting presence persists a dwindling heartbeat... and together they produced a heightened effect of slow decay - and that was what drew me in. The place was magnificent day or night. By day, we'd explore the groundworks while the light allowed us to admire the massive machinery, which by then had accumulated copious amounts of corrosion. All those dead giants, never to function again. In the spring time, beams of light would penetrate the ceiling above, caving in from years of stress sans stress tests. Even when the light was not shining through, one could make out where the beams have been because in their wake they left a trail of life. Up to that point in my life I thought that was the most beautiful scene I had ever seen - a thousand tons of old machinery, and a stubborn sunbeam poking through, incubating it's au natural industrialized chia pet. By night, we would ascend to the rooftops of these four story horror stories and gaze up at the stars. Sometimes, when our ***** were feeling particularly swelled, we'd venture across the rooftops as if in some post-apocalyptic videogame. And sometimes when we were feeling a bit rebellious and artistic, we'd bring along some cans of spray paint and redecorate to our desire. Oh, and another reason the place reeked of death was surely due to it being a glue factory... wherein horses were killed in order to gain access to their foot-stuff. I was told by an unfortunate local that they'd bury the unwanted horse parts in big pits back behind the place... this man had told me that he fell into one while wandering around back there - nearly died trying to get out. We knew the place was soon to be leveled, but we did not know when. Eventually I ended up moving out of state for a while, and alas, upon my return my childhood fascination was no more. shrugs... So it goes.
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Sep 5, 2012
Sep 5, 2012 at 4:18 AM UTC
The Old Glue Factory
The place was dangerous as hell; we had no business being there. It was a complex, composed of four immense structures, looming on the bluffs between Lake Michigan and a ghost town. I'm not sure which side of the fence brought forth more eeriness - the sight of four massive industrial skeletons was indeed an eerie one, but within the village that must endure it's haunting presence persists a dwindling heartbeat... and together they produced a heightened effect of slow decay - and that was what drew me in. The place was magnificent day or night. By day, we'd explore the groundworks while the light allowed us to admire the massive machinery, which by then had accumulated copious amounts of corrosion. All those dead giants, never to function again. In the spring time, beams of light would penetrate the ceiling above, caving in from years of stress sans stress tests. Even when the light was not shining through, one could make out where the beams have been because in their wake they left a trail of life. Up to that point in my life I thought that was the most beautiful scene I had ever seen - a thousand tons of old machinery, and a stubborn sunbeam poking through, incubating it's au natural industrialized chia pet. By night, we would ascend to the rooftops of these four story horror stories and gaze up at the stars. Sometimes, when our ***** were feeling particularly swelled, we'd venture across the rooftops as if in some post-apocalyptic videogame. And sometimes when we were feeling a bit rebellious and artistic, we'd bring along some cans of spray paint and redecorate to our desire. Oh, and another reason the place reeked of death was surely due to it being a glue factory... wherein horses were killed in order to gain access to their foot-stuff. I was told by an unfortunate local that they'd bury the unwanted horse parts in big pits back behind the place... this man had told me that he fell into one while wandering around back there - nearly died trying to get out. We knew the place was soon to be leveled, but we did not know when. Eventually I ended up moving out of state for a while, and alas, upon my return my childhood fascination was no more. shrugs... So it goes.
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I don't live here I'm only camping On this planet I didn't plan it Yet I feel the need to explain it As the plaintiff To the sheriff Imposing tariffs Money is their concern While my emotions burn They are somewhat surviving At the price of dying That's the cost of lying It makes us stop trying Only commodity buying While silently sighing And violently frying Through fruitless searches No matter what we purchase Or how much we spend The gripping grief never ends When there are no hands to lend There are no problems with these items When we willingly refuse to sight them They are from where our problems erupt For we neglectfully allow them to disrupt The connections that our hearts yearn for And our wallets burn for When we spend our emotions on inanimate objects To avoid the intangible subject Of love We're frightened of phantoms A life heightened by tandem Is not in the cards We buy for each other They don't begin to cover The way we feel They are a shield For our true emotions Objects can't evoke one Yet that's our language for expression Consumerism acts as our lethal injection
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Nov 30, 2017
Nov 30, 2017 at 4:56 PM UTC
Consumerism