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Teresa Magaña Jan 2012
Haywired and spiraling through the days
Bringing me here today
Feeling like its been a decade
Changing
Maturing
Growing
Releasing the woman that has been locked away
Breaking out now
Venturing out now
Seeing so crisp what’s in front now
Feeling the good from the bad now
Painful endings have brought me to this beginning
Seemingly unbearable pain is what shoved me forward through every ending
But here I am now
Slowly, spiraling down to a landing now
No longer haywired
Just wired, to a semi fix now
Enjoying every moment now
As I smile
Knowing everything has brought me here
Its all clear
There’s no gain without pain
I’m holding a steadiness to push back now
Only roots spiraling now
Digging deep, digging deep
Will continue to grow
Mature
And only change by force of the seasons
Standing now
Out in the open
Never again to be locked away
Any suggestions on a title, or guidance on looking at this piece again to pull a title out would be much appreciated.
Saurabh Tak Aug 2016
On the foggy window glass,
In the snow that raw,
My finger rubbed past the dew,
To catch a glimpse,
Of fog and benumbed,
Outside of the car window.

My eyes desire a little sunshine,
My skin, a little warmth.
Ears urge for her chirping,
Lips, the touch of hers,
Hands, a stroke in her hairs,
Body, to have a shadow besides hers.

The sun shined shyly over the meadows,
To hide back in clouds,
As if it kissed the snow - a good foggy day.
Conifers stand tall, covered in snow as if a white ghost,
Sailing with the wind, snow shifted -revealing a green arm,
Only to muddle the sleeping fox beneath.

Relishing in my state- haywired,
A smile played on her, if only, for an instant,
to leave me mortified.
My devotion for her- untouched.
Masked, my feelings rattled,
Green eyed- I explode.

Saurabh.
JDK Jul 2014
I want to ***** out my insides so you can hear my swollen heart,
then stomp on it in front of you to make the beating stop.
You'll laugh, at worst. At best, you'll cry,
but you'll likely just feel pity.

"I ought to be more careful.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so pretty!"

I wish I could burn your bridge without leaving myself stranded.
Trapped in the pasture with the rest of your sheep -
I've been sheared,
bitten,
and branded.

If I don't get out, I fear I'll suffer a brain aneurism.
How the **** did I get caught up in someone else's solipsism?

Next time you see me, I'll force myself into cardiac arrest.
To feel those lips against my own -
to taste your breath -
I swear,
I'd fake so many deaths.

If dying is the only way to kiss you,
then I'd rather be dead.
It'd be so much easier for me to never have to see you again.

No more singing,
and no more smiles.
No more haywired thoughts;
brain chemistry gone wild.
No more guilt,
and no more shame.
No more lost sleep.
No more mind games.
You **** Me
Maniacal Escape Feb 2021
I hate everything.
It hates me to.
Forlorn hope for?
Nothing returned.
I hate the public.
Their children aswell.
I hate the bus stops.
The filth passing by.
I hate it all.
Hatred haywired.
Call me a cyborg.
But truth hurts aswell.

— The End —