"hayleo" poems
Clarity has claws
Within her pouncing, padding paws
Laps up goat's milk raw
Grapples a teddy bear to songs
Tied to a robe's string
Well, she plays with literally everything-
Her eyes say exactly what she means.
No **** Clarity is a cat I call to come back
I find myself pleading for her return-
With the promise of a salmon snack,
In exchange for lessons learned,
But I only capture glimpses of her white and black
As she flashes by the doorway,
Always only doing things her own way.
Since her trust is hard-earned,
I coax her cleansing burn.
She climbs up my bare leg
With her razor sharp needles,
First thing in the morning without any warning
Clarity,
Why did I beg you to come near? ! don't tear !
I only wished for your soft vibrations in my ear !
It's so impossible to change your nature
I wasn't bleeding before you were here, but your message is pure
You only come running when you're hungry!
&Would you really eat me if I died?
The way you watch with such wild eyes,
(I'm sad to know I shouldn't be surprised)
Your tapping tail compromises your position,
Your crystal clear intention
To play with your prey before you ****** and eat them
Clarity,
embodying the way her name hides and smiles, pounces for a scream
as if she were mean!
Sneaks off to surprise her next unsuspecting victim
-
Tummy full,
Warm purr, a welcome buzz
She comes, she plays with, she eats my ego, she loves, she kneads, she purrs, she leaves, I plead
ah, Clarity
-Hayleo Liz
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC
The Buzz of a mosquito
Is the sound of something trying to be quiet ,
With a motive ...
to **** your blood
.
It's Impossible to sleep now,
so I Turn on every light .
This poem could go on --
About bugs being attracted to light,
Especially bugs that I don't like.
The slow reach for the tee shirt to roll up-
The satisfying snap, with a primal yell-
Blood on the wall
Lingering guilt after it all,
After a breath,
I click the lamp off,
and tuck into my warm covers,
My blankie's so soft!
expecting to enjoy such a peaceful rest,
But sensing weight,
Sitting on my chest...
The mosquito thirsty for my blood,
Somehow had took my best..
it's tiny buzz of life nowhere
Within this newfound silence!
One can hardly sleep
Amidst the saddening absence.
-Hayleo Liz
Immediately shopping for mosquito net
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 2:58 AM UTC
It feels like thousands of needles are stabbing my body,
my soul my heart
when I think of
you and I
always being apart.
I miss you sister,
like I don't want to believe,
can't even come close to
percieving any reason
for you leaving.
How can this ever build me -
whenever it's done
breaking me down?
Flower petals scattered on the ground.
Your essence of effortless
pure beauty astounds.
The most Divine woman around.
Why !
Sister, will this catapult me
into action?
÷.÷
I bust windows
and run in through the flames,
as I endlessly scream out your name,
at the top of my cracked voice, swallowed by the chaotic noise
of
Our house -
on fire ,
the whole world
on fire,
burning,
and crumbling
splintering,
The pain numbing.
inconceivable destruction,
a vortex of melting wind,
& to what end?
What could stand after this storm,
for those who survive,
what all heroic wonders
will your memory inspire?
÷°÷
. My Aquarian angel,
if you believed
this is what it would take
to bring in the new age.
I know you would do it.
And you would Without any fear.
(Oh my darling!)
If only
I could
have met you on that pier,
if only
I could
have helped you
see crystal clear.
You are so perfect ,
you are so needed- HERE! !
angel,
every drop of advice
you ever gave me,
I promise to heed it.
How can i do this mission without you ?
how can anything be put right
when it has gone so incredibly, irreversibly wrong?
I'll miss you're voice in every song
I ever sing,
every Melody I ever bring
will be for you.
I pray to God you hear it too. .
. .
Every time, Magic Maya, this one's for you, every time.
Every single time.
I'll always miss you, please come through , I'll see you on the other side, Goddess Divine.
Hayleo Liz
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 5:51 PM UTC
Magnetized, re-energized.
Memorized
the sound of your laugh.
You were
Living below the ghost of my past,
Repairing the cracks
and holes punched into soft walls surrounding what was
once a home.
{Could my heart be inhabitable again?}
The vibration of my Voice grows clearer & stronger when you're beside me
I think with more clarity,
I speak with more certainty.
feel an aliveness within the silence that we share.
I never want to miss you, I always want you near.
I feel a calm strength within you.
An iceberg, reaching
depths beneath
the surface inconceivable.
I feed the fire -
that brings summer back ---
Warm the ice with my hands.
(Melt! Release ! From a frozen trap)
... Snow
Floods down the mountains as a rainbow
Flow
Let go
You know
You've got my soul.
I feel
your smile without opening my eyes.
Let's spend some time
Looking at what we've found
Learn to help each other unwind
Let go of Mind
And just listen to the sound
Of the not so distant waves
Watch the signs sail on by
Only we decide
which option to follow.
What's it all mean,
Love's great mystery.
What it means to you,
what does that mean to me? .
.
-Hayleo Liz
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 2:46 AM UTC
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for the stupid things
That I've done.
I'm sorry that I haven't always
Been there for everyone.
I never said all the things
I really wanted to say.
I wish that I could be a
Hero to all the friends
That I've made.
I'm sorry that I've laid
All these regrets on your head.
They've been clouding up your
Vision, hanging above your bed.
I don't think I've been so
Kind to all the people that
I've met.
I hope they can forgive me
For any cruel things I might
Have said.
I'm sorry I haven't told you
How much you mean to me.
I think about you always
I hope you think fondly of me.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I want to take away that pain.
Maybe I've been too guarded or
Seeking too much personal gain?
I know that I'm not perfect
But I'm sorry anyway.
I love you so much -
There's so much
I still need To say.
-Hayleo Liz
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 3:15 PM UTC
Even in the darkness we rise at steady pace (loop)
&I know her secret
Written on her petals
She shines the brightest
By Her Self
&Drops of water
On Her surface
In the Stillness,
Holding Light
Circling like a Sunclock in slow-motion
Following the Light x2
-Hayleo Liz Songs
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 3:26 PM UTC
I am OK with this.
This is good.
I am not going to label it.
Why would I need to?
Out of Fear? Possession?
Why should I
Set any rules
Besides
Speaking our Truths
From our Highest Heart&Souls?
-Hayleo Liz
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 2:43 AM UTC
to hold your fierce calm, steady gaze
is all the thrill I've ever sought.
to have your image enter my days-
was worth every battle I've ever fought,
every life lesson, the world to me, has ever brought-
Empties my mind of every thought--
ties my tongue up in knots---
i must be a spectacle to watch!
blushing purely from this thrill,
My heart standing still, I give my self away.
seeking nothing, i've earned nothing,
Truly I'd love to be worthy,
*to even behold one fit for such a King.
My flame is visible,
As much as I try to swallow it, to not allow
The dance I feel within,
When I hold your glance, I feel like I
Couldn't not win--
If even just a moment was spent
on a chance.
-Hayleo Liz
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 1:51 PM UTC