"havd" poems - Hello Poetry

sadly, this isn't a poem. nor is it anything worth reading; however, I feel as if this is the only source of life I have. I think I was recovering, but I failed myself. I am no longer the many years sober as I once was - I havd nothing to be proud of. I am miserable & I hate myself.

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Jul 29, 2015

Jul 29, 2015 at 8:26 PM UTC

kaitlyn-5

helpless.

sadly, this isn't a poem. nor is it anything worth reading; however, I feel as if this is the only source of life I have. I think I was recovering, but I failed myself. I am no longer the many years sober as I once was - I havd nothing to be proud of. I am miserable & I hate myself.

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...last night. The memories of my childhood. The alarms it brought up are simply non dismissable Pictures of my childhood years Flashed right before my eyes. And there she was The most beautiful creature I've ever seen My rock, the pillar of my strength, The woman I adore, my mother, my only father. She had in her hand the meal of the day My favorite, cooked to perfection, My buds melted with the aroma And yes she dished just the way I always liked it Just a little bit more than what my brothers had. These memories, I can not dismiss.

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Jun 29, 2019

Jun 29, 2019 at 12:57 AM UTC

BIMsimango

I Havd a dream

...last night. The memories of my childhood. The alarms it brought up are simply non dismissable Pictures of my childhood years Flashed right before my eyes. And there she was The most beautiful creature I've ever seen My rock, the pillar of my strength, The woman I adore, my mother, my only father. She had in her hand the meal of the day My favorite, cooked to perfection, My buds melted with the aroma And yes she dished just the way I always liked it Just a little bit more than what my brothers had. These memories, I can not dismiss.

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The day she left was the day i lost my soul and yes its taken its toll, im numb all over i dont even feel the cold my hearts still bleeding. At night im in my mind far to long she says move on but when i can still see your smile and feel your breath on the back of my neck i feel as if you havd not gone just these empty sheets and pictures at my feet to keep the tears going on and on.

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Feb 3, 2018

Feb 3, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC

SadPanda

Pain of memories

The day she left was the day i lost my soul and yes its taken its toll, im numb all over i dont even feel the cold my hearts still bleeding. At night im in my mind far to long she says move on but when i can still see your smile and feel your breath on the back of my neck i feel as if you havd not gone just these empty sheets and pictures at my feet to keep the tears going on and on.

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