Hello Poetry
Submit your work and get some sparkles! Create free account
"haggard" poems
I am a man Who screams by night And smiles by day. I look at myself, I don't see me anymore Just a shell from before, empty and haggard. My eyes have lost their shine. The path ahead forgotten Trudging through mud, looking to the sky. Now I know for certain, soon I will die. Not from coincidence or neglect; From these hands of mine.
0
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 9:24 PM UTC
These Hands
Blue eyes, bald head, haggard skin...dead... It was like a race with a bet for her life if she lost Her delicate figure encased by a tortoises shell but no match for the hare that infects her blood speeding through the race ...speeding through her life But wait... the hare slowed down, taking a rest letting her, the slow tortoise gradually start to win this race this fight Steps from the finish line steps from overcoming this battle ...whoosh... She lost Cancer won the race...and her life Dedicated to Carol MacPherson
0
Oct 23, 2012
Oct 23, 2012 at 3:59 PM UTC
The Tortoise and the Hare
Among the shadows where two streets cross, A woman lurks in the dark and waits To move on when a policeman heaves in view. Smiling a broken smile from a face Painted over haggard bones and desperate eyes, All night she offers passers-by what they will Of her beauty wasted, body faded, claims gone, And no takers.
0
5.5k
Trafficker
Harbinger of light, I curled away From chaste, un-daunting rays. And cursed the sphere high in the sky For showcasing my pain You brought me terms and phrases That withered on deaf ears I longed to wrench them from my head When ballads provoked tears Your touch? It singed like acid I yearned to shed this skin Discard this haggard carapace; Exhume the girl within. Your gaze took me to pieces And plucked a shattered shard To hold before my wretched face; Remind me what we are. I’m stained with shadows where you’re light And loud where you are soft. I’m rough, disheveled and clumsy My company’s high in cost. I twist and draw away from you I flee and weep and hide Everything that makes you up, Is who I am inside.
0
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
Inside
I think things like "weigh my belt" That weight dowth felt thy girly wirly smell hand made sew maid for two plums pie I cry I cry I almost pass away way to the future down down to below. Oh how can I be so naïve before the summer glow a basement bash of feet below below a hazard haggard waist wasted on the belt loop of his father a potter plain before your very eyes a seismic ray of disbelief a cobble stone of sticks and leaves. No I could be a sailor man and I could eat things from a can and inching toward a rubber band Damsels in distress they're not impressed by you or shallow deeds deeds begin to play beneath my skin and things that float away and inching toward the silos of a tribal super plane a racecar a racecar I'm ******* erasing it  all
0
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 1:15 AM UTC
hazardous waist
Ye who have passed Death’s haggard hills; and ye Whom trees that knew your sires shall cease to know And still stand silent:—is it all a show, A wisp that laughs upon the wall?—decree Of some inexorable supremacy Which ever, as man strains his blind surmise From depth to ominous depth, looks past his eyes, Sphinx-faced with unabashed augury? Nay, rather question the Earth’s self. Invoke The storm-felled forest-trees moss-grown to-day Whose roots are hillocks where the children play; Or ask the silver sapling ’neath what yoke Those stars, his spray-crown’s clustering gems, shall wage Their journey still when his boughs shrink with age.
0
3.5k
The Trees Of The Garden
I have enough treasures from the past to last me longer than I need, or want. You know as well as I . . . malevolent memory won't let go of half of them: a modest church, with its gold cupola slightly askew; a harsh chorus of crows; the whistle of a train; a birch tree haggard in a field as if it had just been sprung from jail; a secret midnight conclave of monumental Bible-oaks; and a tiny rowboat that comes drifting out of somebody's dreams, slowly foundering. Winter has already loitered here, lightly powdering these fields, casting an impenetrable haze that fills the world as far as the horizon. I used to think that after we are gone there's nothing, simply nothing at all. Then who's that wandering by the porch again and calling us by name? Whose face is pressed against the frosted pane? What hand out there is waving like a branch? By way of reply, in that cobwebbed corner a sunstruck tatter dances in the mirror. Leningrad, 1960
0
3.5k
March Elegy
Harried, Harassed, Hassled and Hounded- These are the H-words I work by. Harpies and Henchmen, Harridans and Heathens- These are the H-folk I work with. Hubbub and Hokum and Hurly-burly- These are the places I do it. Hoodlums and Hooligans, loaded with Hubris- These are the clients I deal with. Heartless and Horrible, Hateful and Hurtful These are the attitudes around me. Hopeless and Hapless, Haggard and Helpless- This is the way I usually feel. What happened to Happy, and Hopeful and Harmony- These are the H-words I search for. Hinder and Hobble, Heckle and Hamper- These are the Hamstrings that trip me. Heaven and Harmony, Humor and Honor- These are the things that I strive for. Havoc and Hades, Hurt, Hate and Hauteur- These are the H’s that I have to conquer. Hope, Help, and Herculean effort- Is How I will finally get myself Home. ljm
0
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 12:30 AM UTC
THE H-WORDS
Within the Eternal Sea of Light Stands the Tree of Life Of seven branches, seven roots Each a mated pair Crowned in white Light My Spirit rests Along the shore. Where the flowers sing their songs Listening to a Symphony I have not heard before. Tazim, Tsum All flowers sing their songs. Oscillating Undertones and overtones A rainbow of petals in "Om" Sounding Multitudes of Love. Elohim, Jah-Jah! Yahweh Hashem! Creator Father Mother The First Trinity Now, in Unity Stands. I give you my raging canyons Wind torn spirit, haggard body Broken heart & soul. Stepping into courage Hand in hand. Lengthening inhalation Slowing it's release   Breath of Life! Moving into the expansive Show me the Light. Sweet mercy! I am weightless In the green fields and rolling valleys Tumbling among the rocks into still waters Ashes of past pain Afloat in silence. All is white within Light's embrace Traveling 90 degrees to the right Flow into the Sacred Heart. Within the Holy of Holies Is a rainbow Where thousands upon thousands of colors Each root within the seven Stands the Tree of Life Of Seven branches, seven roots Each a mated pair Along the shore Where the flowers sing their songs Listening to a symphony I have not heard before. Within the Eternal Sea of Light Crowned in white Light My Spirit rests In Harmony's rhythm In Unity Divine. I am In Unity Divine. Enfolded in Harmony's rhythm My Spirit rests Crowned in white Light. Within the Eternal Sea of Light Listening to a Symphony I have not heard before. Where the flowers singing their songs Along the shore. Each a mated pair. Of seven branches, seven roots Stands the Tree of Life Where thousands upon thousands of colors Is a rainbow Within the Holy of Holies. Flow into the Sacred Heart Traveling  90 degrees to the right within Light's embrace All is White. Afloat in silence. Ashes of past pain Tumbling among the rocks into still waters. In the green fields and rolling valleys I am weightless. Sweet mercy! Show me the Light. Moving into the expansive Breath of Life! Slowing it's release   Lengthening inhalation Hand in hand. Stepping into courage Broken heart & soul. Wind torn spirit, haggard body I give to you my raging canyons Now, in Unity Stands The First Trinity Father Mother Creator! Yahweh Hashem! Elohim, Jah-Jah! Sounding Multitudes of Love. A rainbow of petals in "Om" Undertones and overtones Oscillating All flowers sing their songs. Tazim, Tsum Listening to a Symphony I have not heard before. Where the flowers singing their songs Along the shore. My Spirit rests Crowned in white Light. Each mated pair. Seven branches, seven roots Stands the Tree of Life Within the  Eternal Sea of Light
0
Dec 12, 2021
Dec 12, 2021 at 8:42 PM UTC
Ascension
Within the Eternal Sea of Light Stands the Tree of Life Of seven branches, seven roots Each a mated pair Crowned in white Light My Spirit rests Along the shore. Where the flowers sing their songs Listening to a Symphony I have not heard before. Tazim, Tsum All flowers sing their songs. Oscillating Undertones and overtones A rainbow of petals in "Om" Sounding Multitudes of Love. Elohim, Jah-Jah! Yahweh Hashem! Creator Father Mother The First Trinity Now, in Unity Stands. I give you my raging canyons Wind torn spirit, haggard body Broken heart & soul. Stepping into courage Hand in hand. Lengthening inhalation Slowing it's release   Breath of Life! Moving into the expansive Show me the Light. Sweet mercy! I am weightless In the green fields and rolling valleys Tumbling among the rocks into still waters Ashes of past pain Afloat in silence. All is white within Light's embrace Traveling 90 degrees to the right Flow into the Sacred Heart. Within the Holy of Holies Is a rainbow Where thousands upon thousands of colors Each root within the seven Stands the Tree of Life Of Seven branches, seven roots Each a mated pair Along the shore Where the flowers sing their songs Listening to a symphony I have not heard before. Within the Eternal Sea of Light Crowned in white Light My Spirit rests In Harmony's rhythm In Unity Divine. I am In Unity Divine. Enfolded in Harmony's rhythm My Spirit rests Crowned in white Light. Within the Eternal Sea of Light Listening to a Symphony I have not heard before. Where the flowers singing their songs Along the shore. Each a mated pair. Of seven branches, seven roots Stands the Tree of Life Where thousands upon thousands of colors Is a rainbow Within the Holy of Holies. Flow into the Sacred Heart Traveling  90 degrees to the right within Light's embrace All is White. Afloat in silence. Ashes of past pain Tumbling among the rocks into still waters. In the green fields and rolling valleys I am weightless. Sweet mercy! Show me the Light. Moving into the expansive Breath of Life! Slowing it's release   Lengthening inhalation Hand in hand. Stepping into courage Broken heart & soul. Wind torn spirit, haggard body I give to you my raging canyons Now, in Unity Stands The First Trinity Father Mother Creator! Yahweh Hashem! Elohim, Jah-Jah! Sounding Multitudes of Love. A rainbow of petals in "Om" Undertones and overtones Oscillating All flowers sing their songs. Tazim, Tsum Listening to a Symphony I have not heard before. Where the flowers singing their songs Along the shore. My Spirit rests Crowned in white Light. Each mated pair. Seven branches, seven roots Stands the Tree of Life Within the  Eternal Sea of Light
Continue reading...
112
On an apple-ripe September morning Through the mist-chill fields I went With a pitch-fork on my shoulder Less for use than for devilment. The threshing mill was set-up, I knew, In Cassidy's haggard last night, And we owed them a day at the threshing Since last year. O it was delight To be paying bills of laughter And chaffy gossip in kind With work thrown in to ballast The fantasy-soaring mind. As I crossed the wooden bridge I wondered As I looked into the drain If ever a summer morning should find me Shovelling up eels again. And I thought of the wasps' nest in the bank And how I got chased one day Leaving the drag and the scraw-knife behind, How I covered my face with hay. The wet leaves of the cocksfoot Polished my boots as I Went round by the glistening bog-holes Lost in unthinking joy. I'll be carrying bags to-day, I mused, The best job at the mill With plenty of time to talk of our loves As we wait for the bags to fill. Maybe Mary might call round... And then I came to the haggard gate, And I knew as I entered that I had come Through fields that were part of no earthly estate.
0
3.1k
On An Apple-Ripe September Morning
Day One: A voice speaks to me. When you realize that being lost is so close to being found, you see a sea of family members plagued within the lineage of licentious newborns and hospital beds. You become yourself, a lisp. Day Two: Long ago in a city left unscorned he was torn, from the cokeheads and colorful regimes, angels sing long songs of separation anxiety and **** withdrawal. I was torn from the deadbeats of supposed society and three day vicodin trips into my mind. So can you let me know when I get there? ‘Cause I left there running…I wonder, did someone ever tell you that two strangers could twist around your neck at beck and that three parked cars and seventeen lonely nights could haunt you for the rest of your faces. Day Three: Tell me of your drug induced hallucinations. Day Four: Wait. Hear. Can’t you listen to the relapse? Stop, think. No. gone. Left. Love. Return. My curious addiction. Go back into yourself and listen. Can’t you hear your soul call to me? It’s loud. Day Five: I remember prizes at the bottoms of cereal boxes, right before the net broke. Will you be first? Snap back to reality. It’s dark in here. Wretch from me… I am crying, screaming, haha! I’m melting inside! Day Six: By plucking her petals you do not gather the beauty of the flower, but the seed inside Caked over in grief, we are not plates that match. But fools of folly caught in a sea of coke and disillusioned discord. Speed stands between directing and orders to death’s soldiers. Day Seven: The difference between God and his counterpart is that he makes exceptions! Except me. Day Eight: Accept me! Please. Wait. No. don’t slow, speed. I can only take so much forgiveness, is a decision, and I cannot make it. I am without it, leave me breathless. Day Nine: The angel of death waits He comes for me, but I am running, finding, hiding my inner Nemo in the hands of oxycodon, privileged in the amenities of amphetamines. I am tired of running! Haggard. Take away my hands, my restraints. Let me feel again. Please. Day Ten: I am awake. There is an apple in my field of vision. Kiss it. Love it. Take it to hedonism and back again. But it knows too much. So tell it everything will be ok. It lives in epilepsy. So placate it. Resurrect my apocalypse.
0
Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 8:57 PM UTC
Rehab Diary
Day One: A voice speaks to me. When you realize that being lost is so close to being found, you see a sea of family members plagued within the lineage of licentious newborns and hospital beds. You become yourself, a lisp. Day Two: Long ago in a city left unscorned he was torn, from the cokeheads and colorful regimes, angels sing long songs of separation anxiety and **** withdrawal. I was torn from the deadbeats of supposed society and three day vicodin trips into my mind. So can you let me know when I get there? ‘Cause I left there running…I wonder, did someone ever tell you that two strangers could twist around your neck at beck and that three parked cars and seventeen lonely nights could haunt you for the rest of your faces. Day Three: Tell me of your drug induced hallucinations. Day Four: Wait. Hear. Can’t you listen to the relapse? Stop, think. No. gone. Left. Love. Return. My curious addiction. Go back into yourself and listen. Can’t you hear your soul call to me? It’s loud. Day Five: I remember prizes at the bottoms of cereal boxes, right before the net broke. Will you be first? Snap back to reality. It’s dark in here. Wretch from me… I am crying, screaming, haha! I’m melting inside! Day Six: By plucking her petals you do not gather the beauty of the flower, but the seed inside Caked over in grief, we are not plates that match. But fools of folly caught in a sea of coke and disillusioned discord. Speed stands between directing and orders to death’s soldiers. Day Seven: The difference between God and his counterpart is that he makes exceptions! Except me. Day Eight: Accept me! Please. Wait. No. don’t slow, speed. I can only take so much forgiveness, is a decision, and I cannot make it. I am without it, leave me breathless. Day Nine: The angel of death waits He comes for me, but I am running, finding, hiding my inner Nemo in the hands of oxycodon, privileged in the amenities of amphetamines. I am tired of running! Haggard. Take away my hands, my restraints. Let me feel again. Please. Day Ten: I am awake. There is an apple in my field of vision. Kiss it. Love it. Take it to hedonism and back again. But it knows too much. So tell it everything will be ok. It lives in epilepsy. So placate it. Resurrect my apocalypse.
Continue reading...
48
Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight, Alone and palely loitering; The sedge is wither'd from the lake, And no birds sing. Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight, So haggard and so woe-begone? The squirrel's granary is full, And the harvest's done. I see a lily on thy brow, With anguish moist and fever dew; And on thy cheek a fading rose Fast withereth too. I met a lady in the meads Full beautiful, a faery's child; Her hair was long, her foot was light, And her eyes were wild. I set her on my pacing steed, And nothing else saw all day long; For sideways would she lean, and sing A faery's song. I made a garland for her head, And bracelets too, and fragrant zone; She look'd at me as she did love, And made sweet moan. She found me roots of relish sweet, And honey wild, and manna dew; And sure in language strange she said, I love thee true. She took me to her elfin grot, And there she gaz'd and sighed deep, And there I shut her wild sad eyes-- So kiss'd to sleep. And there we slumber'd on the moss, And there I dream'd, ah woe betide, The latest dream I ever dream'd On the cold hill side. I saw pale kings, and princes too, Pale warriors, death-pale were they all; Who cry'd--"La belle Dame sans merci Hath thee in thrall!" I saw their starv'd lips in the gloam With horrid warning gaped wide, And I awoke, and found me here On the cold hill side. And this is why I sojourn here Alone and palely loitering, Though the sedge is wither'd from the lake, And no birds sing.
0
3.1k
La Belle Dame Sans Merci
Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight, Alone and palely loitering; The sedge is wither'd from the lake, And no birds sing. Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight, So haggard and so woe-begone? The squirrel's granary is full, And the harvest's done. I see a lily on thy brow, With anguish moist and fever dew; And on thy cheek a fading rose Fast withereth too. I met a lady in the meads Full beautiful, a faery's child; Her hair was long, her foot was light, And her eyes were wild. I set her on my pacing steed, And nothing else saw all day long; For sideways would she lean, and sing A faery's song. I made a garland for her head, And bracelets too, and fragrant zone; She look'd at me as she did love, And made sweet moan. She found me roots of relish sweet, And honey wild, and manna dew; And sure in language strange she said, I love thee true. She took me to her elfin grot, And there she gaz'd and sighed deep, And there I shut her wild sad eyes-- So kiss'd to sleep. And there we slumber'd on the moss, And there I dream'd, ah woe betide, The latest dream I ever dream'd On the cold hill side. I saw pale kings, and princes too, Pale warriors, death-pale were they all; Who cry'd--"La belle Dame sans merci Hath thee in thrall!" I saw their starv'd lips in the gloam With horrid warning gaped wide, And I awoke, and found me here On the cold hill side. And this is why I sojourn here Alone and palely loitering, Though the sedge is wither'd from the lake, And no birds sing.
Continue reading...
48
I quite like the virginity of a fresh notebook the way my wrists and palms drag across its leaves breathing life between lines in pink magic marker or the severity of red ballpoint I like the prickly practical meticulousness of a shopping list: a dozen eggs one pineapple one bag of fresh spinach one bag of English muffins one bottle of dish soap I like the tender impressions of curlie cues and firty cursive communicating endearments placed on counters such as: TAKE OUT THE RECYCLING YOU LAZY OAF ******* <3 XOXOXO <3 I enjoy the audacity of a wandering doodle meandering cartwheeling hopskotching between and under and over indices and spaces between shopping lists and death threats i enjoy the lingering ghost of prose shaped caverns carved onto seemingly empty sheets that carry on for pages until they fade like whispers into an evanescence I crave the obnoxiousness absurdity of a to do list daring me to take a day off from procrastination until tomorrow call Gramma rent due on the first of the muuuuuuuunth take the GRE update resume be awesome. like a boss. most of all I love the pain and joy of a poem the way it slowly leaks from heart to mind to hand to paper staining spaces urgently faster than muses whispers barely escaping onto lines prolific terrific poetry sporadic spacious atrocious poetry I croon over the denial of the last page of a beat up notebook the way the paper hangs onto spirals haggard littered with stringy remnants of lists and reminders and death threats and poems and goodbyes
0
Dec 5, 2012
Dec 5, 2012 at 12:43 PM UTC
Notebooks
I quite like the virginity of a fresh notebook the way my wrists and palms drag across its leaves breathing life between lines in pink magic marker or the severity of red ballpoint I like the prickly practical meticulousness of a shopping list: a dozen eggs one pineapple one bag of fresh spinach one bag of English muffins one bottle of dish soap I like the tender impressions of curlie cues and firty cursive communicating endearments placed on counters such as: TAKE OUT THE RECYCLING YOU LAZY OAF ******* <3 XOXOXO <3 I enjoy the audacity of a wandering doodle meandering cartwheeling hopskotching between and under and over indices and spaces between shopping lists and death threats i enjoy the lingering ghost of prose shaped caverns carved onto seemingly empty sheets that carry on for pages until they fade like whispers into an evanescence I crave the obnoxiousness absurdity of a to do list daring me to take a day off from procrastination until tomorrow call Gramma rent due on the first of the muuuuuuuunth take the GRE update resume be awesome. like a boss. most of all I love the pain and joy of a poem the way it slowly leaks from heart to mind to hand to paper staining spaces urgently faster than muses whispers barely escaping onto lines prolific terrific poetry sporadic spacious atrocious poetry I croon over the denial of the last page of a beat up notebook the way the paper hangs onto spirals haggard littered with stringy remnants of lists and reminders and death threats and poems and goodbyes
Continue reading...
45
Dans le fond des forêts votre image me suit. RACINE There is a panther stalks me down: One day I'll have my death of him; His greed has set the woods aflame, He prowls more lordly than the sun. Most soft, most suavely glides that step, Advancing always at my back; From gaunt hemlock, rooks croak havoc: The hunt is on, and sprung the trap. Flayed by thorns I trek the rocks, Haggard through the hot white noon. Along red network of his veins What fires run, what craving wakes? Insatiate, he ransacks the land Condemned by our ancestral fault, Crying: blood, let blood be spilt; Meat must glut his mouth's raw wound. Keen the rending teeth and sweet The singeing fury of his fur; His kisses parch, each paw's a briar, Doom consummates that appetite. In the wake of this fierce cat, Kindled like torches for his joy, Charred and ravened women lie, Become his starving body's bait. Now hills hatch menace, spawning shade; Midnight cloaks the sultry grove; The black marauder, hauled by love On fluent haunches, keeps my speed. Behind snarled thickets of my eyes Lurks the lithe one; in dreams' ambush Bright those claws that mar the flesh And hungry, hungry, those taut thighs. His ardor snares me, lights the trees, And I run flaring in my skin; What lull, what cool can lap me in When burns and brands that yellow gaze? I hurl my heart to halt his pace, To quench his thirst I squander blook; He eats, and still his need seeks food, Compels a total sacrifice. His voice waylays me, spells a trance, The gutted forest falls to ash; Appalled by secret want, I rush From such assault of radiance. Entering the tower of my fears, I shut my doors on that dark guilt, I bolt the door, each door I bolt. Blood quickens, gonging in my ears: The panther's tread is on the stairs, Coming up and up the stairs.
0
3k
Pursuit
Dans le fond des forêts votre image me suit. RACINE There is a panther stalks me down: One day I'll have my death of him; His greed has set the woods aflame, He prowls more lordly than the sun. Most soft, most suavely glides that step, Advancing always at my back; From gaunt hemlock, rooks croak havoc: The hunt is on, and sprung the trap. Flayed by thorns I trek the rocks, Haggard through the hot white noon. Along red network of his veins What fires run, what craving wakes? Insatiate, he ransacks the land Condemned by our ancestral fault, Crying: blood, let blood be spilt; Meat must glut his mouth's raw wound. Keen the rending teeth and sweet The singeing fury of his fur; His kisses parch, each paw's a briar, Doom consummates that appetite. In the wake of this fierce cat, Kindled like torches for his joy, Charred and ravened women lie, Become his starving body's bait. Now hills hatch menace, spawning shade; Midnight cloaks the sultry grove; The black marauder, hauled by love On fluent haunches, keeps my speed. Behind snarled thickets of my eyes Lurks the lithe one; in dreams' ambush Bright those claws that mar the flesh And hungry, hungry, those taut thighs. His ardor snares me, lights the trees, And I run flaring in my skin; What lull, what cool can lap me in When burns and brands that yellow gaze? I hurl my heart to halt his pace, To quench his thirst I squander blook; He eats, and still his need seeks food, Compels a total sacrifice. His voice waylays me, spells a trance, The gutted forest falls to ash; Appalled by secret want, I rush From such assault of radiance. Entering the tower of my fears, I shut my doors on that dark guilt, I bolt the door, each door I bolt. Blood quickens, gonging in my ears: The panther's tread is on the stairs, Coming up and up the stairs.
Continue reading...
52
Where skin meets pole, In low society. Is where I thrive. This isn’t the right choice. Singles hustlin. Join me in these dollar days. This is your light switch entrance. Sitting at a marble bar Loveless love, pay by the song. Selfish fun, ***** talking on the jukebox. Jazzin’ to the music. Standing up on that marble stage, Showing the world whats yours is ours. Drunken memories lived to the fullest. I’m out trying to discover America. Stripped down to its rawest form. This road is laden with fallen philosophies. Tasting of ***** money. Bitter. Fully **** girls flashing. (lights) Blow in the bathroom. The nightlife you’ve always wanted. Movie star lifestyle. Dimly lit. Have some backroom privacy. Conversations with strangers. This is naked in all sense of the word. Sensual seduction. Classical redemption. Primal ecstasy. Trying to make amends with myself. This is a haggard lifestyle. Society frowns upon us. Shameful scandals. Fake lovesick mannerisms Paid for in advance. Exposed on stage. You’re in love with a stripper. Kitty, Desire, Destiny, Velvet. All the love you’ve been looking for, For the price of admission. Just sit back and watch the girls on stage. This is it. We’re searching for love. And if we cant find love, We’ll settle for lust and luck. You’re well taken care of here. Don’t you worry about a thing. Just don’t run out of money. Superficial lover for a pay as you go one-night stand. Never lonely here. Late night tonight. In the back of the club. Are we having déjà vu yet? You’ve been here before. You’ll be here tomorrow. Just a little longer now. Climbing up the pole to the ceiling, Only to slam down in the splits. Don’t worry it can only get better from here. This is the right choice. Bright light flashing. You’re finally in the spotlight. Sold out, checked out, cashed. “Let me do all the work sweetheart.” We must live the way we feel is right. We’re all trying to make our way in this world. Lets not forget each other. Cocktails anyone? Is this wrong? Living in this life. This party that never ends.
0
Nov 18, 2012
Nov 18, 2012 at 8:38 PM UTC
Where skin meets pole
Where skin meets pole, In low society. Is where I thrive. This isn’t the right choice. Singles hustlin. Join me in these dollar days. This is your light switch entrance. Sitting at a marble bar Loveless love, pay by the song. Selfish fun, ***** talking on the jukebox. Jazzin’ to the music. Standing up on that marble stage, Showing the world whats yours is ours. Drunken memories lived to the fullest. I’m out trying to discover America. Stripped down to its rawest form. This road is laden with fallen philosophies. Tasting of ***** money. Bitter. Fully **** girls flashing. (lights) Blow in the bathroom. The nightlife you’ve always wanted. Movie star lifestyle. Dimly lit. Have some backroom privacy. Conversations with strangers. This is naked in all sense of the word. Sensual seduction. Classical redemption. Primal ecstasy. Trying to make amends with myself. This is a haggard lifestyle. Society frowns upon us. Shameful scandals. Fake lovesick mannerisms Paid for in advance. Exposed on stage. You’re in love with a stripper. Kitty, Desire, Destiny, Velvet. All the love you’ve been looking for, For the price of admission. Just sit back and watch the girls on stage. This is it. We’re searching for love. And if we cant find love, We’ll settle for lust and luck. You’re well taken care of here. Don’t you worry about a thing. Just don’t run out of money. Superficial lover for a pay as you go one-night stand. Never lonely here. Late night tonight. In the back of the club. Are we having déjà vu yet? You’ve been here before. You’ll be here tomorrow. Just a little longer now. Climbing up the pole to the ceiling, Only to slam down in the splits. Don’t worry it can only get better from here. This is the right choice. Bright light flashing. You’re finally in the spotlight. Sold out, checked out, cashed. “Let me do all the work sweetheart.” We must live the way we feel is right. We’re all trying to make our way in this world. Lets not forget each other. Cocktails anyone? Is this wrong? Living in this life. This party that never ends.
Continue reading...
73
Poor, hapless souls! at whom we stand aghast, As at invading armies sweeping by — As strange to haggard face and desperate cry — Did we not know the worm must turn at last? Poor, hungry men, with hungry children cast Upon the wintry streets to thieve or die — Suffering your wants and woes so silently - Patient so long — is all your patience past? Are there no ears to hear this warning call? Are there no eyes to see this portent dread? Must brute force rise and social order fall, Ere these starved millions can be clothed and fed? Justice be judge. Let future history say Which are the greatest criminals to- day.
0
2.7k
A Street Riot
THE HAGGARD woman with a hacking cough and a deathless love whispers of white flowers ... in your poem you pour like a cup of coffee, Gabriel. The slim girl whose voice was lost in the waves of flesh piled on her bones ... and the woman who sold to many men and saw her ******* shrivel ... in two poems you pour these like a cup of coffee, Francois. The woman whose lips are a thread of scarlet, the woman whose feet take hold on hell, the woman who turned to a memorial of salt looking at the lights of a forgotten city ... in your affidavits, ancient Jews, you pour these like cups of coffee. The woman who took men as snakes take rabbits, a rag and a bone and a hank of hair, she whose eyes called men to sea dreams and shark's teeth ... in a poem you pour this like a cup of coffee, Kip. Marching to the footlights in night robes with spots of blood, marching in white sheets muffling the faces, marching with heads in the air they come back and cough and cry and sneer:... in your poems, men, you pour these like cups of coffee.
0
2.6k
Cups of Coffee
Come see black night.  Black night proposes                                                       more Than madness in a prophet's dream, sets free A lean uncertainty, sweet taste of all We dare not see. My sweet Kathryn, you were older than me, Knew all the black mountains--Olson, Creely, Duncan, Morley, Dorn... While I                                            was learning Levertov.  Your dark, unshaven armpits Drove me wild.  I understood the honor Of that crazy night--how could feather leave you--                our dance at the outlaw bar, Your sapphic gaze bemused by coal miners, In cowboy boots, as the band played Haggard, Coe, Willie, Waylon, Johnny Cash, Kristofferson & Emmy Lou.  I wouldn't trade it for a date With Miss Brazil, or Russia as it were-- Some people say you made that up, Changed heritage and grew the hair to seem more European.  I couldn't care Less. A great dark mystery I loved Now thirty-seven years ago with me Just old enough to drink and you come down From Bingington, I loved the way you said That frozen town, where your husband lingered, Teaching English to native speakers. I know you still loved him. I think you loved Me, but needed a woman's touch the same As I.  Strange how a night can be recalled More than years, one drunken naked sunrise, Pillow talk instead of class.  I ditched the speech At PBK, can't remember what they Fed us, coming for you in a straight shift Chevy pickup, red as the night was black.
0
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 8:38 PM UTC
Black Night
Come see black night.  Black night proposes                                                       more Than madness in a prophet's dream, sets free A lean uncertainty, sweet taste of all We dare not see. My sweet Kathryn, you were older than me, Knew all the black mountains--Olson, Creely, Duncan, Morley, Dorn... While I                                            was learning Levertov.  Your dark, unshaven armpits Drove me wild.  I understood the honor Of that crazy night--how could feather leave you--                our dance at the outlaw bar, Your sapphic gaze bemused by coal miners, In cowboy boots, as the band played Haggard, Coe, Willie, Waylon, Johnny Cash, Kristofferson & Emmy Lou.  I wouldn't trade it for a date With Miss Brazil, or Russia as it were-- Some people say you made that up, Changed heritage and grew the hair to seem more European.  I couldn't care Less. A great dark mystery I loved Now thirty-seven years ago with me Just old enough to drink and you come down From Bingington, I loved the way you said That frozen town, where your husband lingered, Teaching English to native speakers. I know you still loved him. I think you loved Me, but needed a woman's touch the same As I.  Strange how a night can be recalled More than years, one drunken naked sunrise, Pillow talk instead of class.  I ditched the speech At PBK, can't remember what they Fed us, coming for you in a straight shift Chevy pickup, red as the night was black.
Continue reading...
33
Feet bare and scarred, limp toward the edge scabs pinch at tired flesh skin of leather fights gnawing winds trampling the barren land, where graves begin The shoe fits this haggard beast he no longer roams the church of priests no faith is left, no judgement thrown A mountain up, a cliff below One item left behind in folly atop the edge a haunted body time can cut emotions thin shadows linger where soles have been
0
Jan 18, 2019
Jan 18, 2019 at 9:19 PM UTC
Barren shoes
It withers near a bare tree, under skies filled with gray. It withers with tired petals amid dullness, and rain. I see it wither here. I see what remains. Poor haggard thing with no place to go. I see it wither here without ever seeing it grow.
0
Nov 26, 2018
Nov 26, 2018 at 4:10 PM UTC
It Withers
Fists of iron Steely embrace A tumultuous tyrant Ultimate disgrace A burden beyond carry A pain beyond name Corded muscles harry Face contorted with strain Tired metal gives way To the sound of ragged death Dreaded tyrant of dismay The sound of haggard breath Yet the iron giant begins to fall His weighty gait is sinking down Tired legs slowly start to sprawl As the hefty giant claims the crown The struggle is an exercise A ritual of deepest divinity Yet failure tends to emphasize That it is one done in futility
0
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 11:15 PM UTC
Failure To Lift
It's a take-your-top-off Kind of day And I'm getting naked In the backyard Merle Haggard rambling Feverishly in my mind I'm letting the sun Get a little frisky Kiss me anywhere it wishes And the lilacs whisper Fragrance There's a new cadence of Grasshopper sounds I'm gonna change things I'm gonna be that girl That everybody falls in love with Everybody knows her name Dark-skinned All muscle All smiles Living life outside Kissing all the boys And making them cry Living life famously Shamelessly Physically With a closet full of jorts and cut-off tees I'm gonna be that girl Because It's a take-your-top-off Kind of day And I'm already naked I'm a wild mustang I've got nothing To lose but my shirt and my inhibitions
0
Apr 8, 2013
Apr 8, 2013 at 10:50 PM UTC
Suns out, Guns out
I set a paper rocket flyin', and it hurtled into space breaking off gravity - all the way to Mars orbity! Now everyone's surprised, coz a mere paper rag flew up high and reached that rarefied lile where only the costliest of junkets lounge leisurely by. They said you're stupid, you got a paper twit to beg and you've wampered even that away: how dares a hungry haggard send missives down the skies? I stand staring, starry eyed. This is an old squint, that I got learning to look the other way as my brothers starved and pottered on the streets when cotton and coal funneled to Manchester leets. But last heard, papa John's makin' paper boats to swim by them snooty stars and there's a scramble at my yards to get some ******* to the Moon.
0
Nov 11, 2014
Nov 11, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC
Old squint
A girl sits listening to the sky whisper Secret lines to the brilliant sun That listens to the apple tree Where she defies gravity Closing her eyes tightly; swinging Keeping rhythm to the beats of the butterfly’s wings And suddenly she too has wings And can hear the clouds whisper The branches all around her swinging Shielding the heat from the sun The sun needn’t fear gravity Flying high above the tree A boy sits under an apple tree And watching the silky sparrow’s wings As it flits away from the ropes of gravity He calls out, a whisper Wishing he were bold as the sun But never stopping swinging And with two feet on the ground he keeps swinging Even standing tall as a tree Looking to the bright sun For inspiration on the sun beams’ wings The wind merely a whisper The boy can feel the gravity The girl too, feels the gravity But still she’s swinging In the light of the setting sun She hears a distant whisper She slows under the heavy, wilting tree And closes her wings Softly the boy looks to the disappearing sun As it gives in to gravity Handing over weary wings To steady his heart’s swinging Looking past the haggard tree To hear the reply to his whisper Two hands together swinging Two names carved in a tree Two voices barely a whisper
0
Nov 16, 2011
Nov 16, 2011 at 5:43 PM UTC
Names Carved in a Tree
Ghetto child, dusty brown face, hopeless eyes, dandelion flower, piles of dirt surround him. He quickly runs across glittering pieces of glass that mimics the sound of ice crushing beneath his paper-thin soles. Sirens scream! Radios blare! No angels to be found, at least not here. Tall brick building, six stories high, so worn and torn from many loveless years. Baby doll, blond and white, tossed from the high rooftop late last night, cracked face, broken smile, she once brought solace to a lonely child, she now lies forgotten amid a maze of discarded trash. Drunken man leans against a blood-stained wall to support his failing body, brown papered-bagged bottle he clenches in his bandaged hand; he struggles to reach his lips to swallow its pain-killing contents. "How bout a date, sweetness?" He slurs to two young girls passing by, who carefully ignore his cry, but jokingly remark of his haggard condition as they quickly pace down the noisy garbage strewn street and he fades within the darkness of the heated night, without as much as a prayer to soothe his waning soul. In this neighborhood lost, at high human cost, in the heart of the thriving city......
0
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 1:36 AM UTC
The Neighbor Hood