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"gurgling" poems
there's a fisherman down by the sea sitting on the wharf watching the sun sink into the western sky a frown frames his house he looks out the window at his pole, gear and especially that of his net emptiness metaphors that weigh on him uprooting his garden a garden of no delight one lonely row of forget me not and regret all wilting his foundation lost never found or realized he pauses runs his hand over his pole like a belt without any notches his grip slipping into the abyss as the last of the orange sinks bleeds also at where the sea  meets the sky where his day slowly turns to night somewhere out there he sees his image in nature's mirror at his crossroads for deeply and some may say shallowly he looks onto the sea one last time and he means what he says and throws his fishing gear in tears welling in his eye as he watches his teddybear sink lips gurgling seemingly asking why ... why he answers back there were no fish or bites in his lonely sea or wind at his back ... there his window opens wider the sea not singing or dancing he sees the ambient light correlations ... here Logan Robertson 7/06/2018
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Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 8:20 PM UTC
Here
Time is of the sentence, while verbs reveal their intents for adjective nouns (pro or no comment) quickly in vents meant for air, but coarseness courses through upturned grates   shredding of courses into no ways to go from here to home, awaiting infinitely fine moments caressed along necks of silken skin within the wear of stretched out glances left lingering still in compassionate ponds rippling soft warm smiles lazily by the melting cares of the world golden in luxuriously wrapped light playing across the surface & through- out into emerald encrusted irises to cast love's shadow over swamps of fear gurgling neuro- toxic diatribes against plu- perfect pasts & future imprefects presented in a case to Your Honor's (the jury) out of bounds dissolved with ear ration- al solutions mixed & stirred thoroughly throughout, without spilling too much.
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Feb 23, 2012
Feb 23, 2012 at 2:35 AM UTC
Your Honor
On the bank of a rushing brook I sat for hours watching its course. Peered into the clear gurgling mass That cascaded down from a mountainous source Like a slithering snake, it slinks and slips It babbles downhill night and day Rolling and gliding through plains and dales It winds its way to the wider bay. Dipping my fingers in its icy chill How my hand got repelled as from a shock! In its ripples stirred by the kissing breeze, I saw trees, clouds and the jutting rock- All floating in queer, fanciful shapes, Shuddering, trembling and standing still And the fishes leaving zigzag trails, Swishing and swimming in the winding rill. As I quietly watched her speedy flight With her ***** rising in mournful heaves, In my ears fell her whispering soft Orchestrated by the rustle of quivering leaves I hardly knew the time speeding by Nor noticed the birds’ homeward flight Or the Sun moving to the west end side And the Sky reddening at his sight As the brook thus continued her headlong ride To be mingled finally with the ocean wide I walked, brooding over man’s relentless stride To be merged eventually with the Cosmic Guide.
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May 24, 2017
May 24, 2017 at 9:10 AM UTC
By the Side of a Brook
"So the pen is mightier? who'da'thunk'it." He said to the bleeding man tied down to a messed, stained, bed. The bound man figured, even though he just got to an LA plagued by criminals, killers, and copy-cats, that he wasn't getting out of here whole, finally. Holding a pen knife, red-faced and sweating, was his captor. It had been a struggle to awake and realize who stood before him: Quill. The exact killer he'd been looking for. He had heard about him in the Halo Herald, An LA pun, it's not very popular, but he liked the funny section. "Are you just going to stand there?" The bound man says, eagerly, "Hey bud, you're the hanged man, I'll do the talking." "It's about time!" "huh?" "I'd been waiting. heard you'd be at that open mic. Knew you liked the mealy type." "Shuddup or I'll write you off." Quill runs his pen knife over the bound man's right cheek. "Stings a little. Usually, I start with a rufie and emotional damage. But it looks like you want to cut to the chase. I'm a man of a similar mind. spirit. problem." "Nobody's like me dude." The bound man locks eyes with Quill. "What're your trophies? huh? I read you like to drain your victims, cook'em dry. don't you use their blood and powdered remains as ink? Short stories or something?" "Oh, an avid reader?! it's your lucky day: you get to be part of the collection!" The lamp nearby tumbles to the floor as Quill lunges, ready to **** "Wait! Don't you want to know who I am!" "Not really." "I'm a ser-" The sentence is finished by nothing but the sound of blood and air gurgling into places it was never meant to be as Quill's blade passes through flesh. "Pfft, what, you think you're special?" Quill saunters over to the sink. "I'd hate to waste ink. but there'll be more. there's always more. isn't that right, Celine." he says to no one and stands there with a smirk as if listening to her.
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Oct 15, 2022
Oct 15, 2022 at 2:22 AM UTC
Quiller
"So the pen is mightier? who'da'thunk'it." He said to the bleeding man tied down to a messed, stained, bed. The bound man figured, even though he just got to an LA plagued by criminals, killers, and copy-cats, that he wasn't getting out of here whole, finally. Holding a pen knife, red-faced and sweating, was his captor. It had been a struggle to awake and realize who stood before him: Quill. The exact killer he'd been looking for. He had heard about him in the Halo Herald, An LA pun, it's not very popular, but he liked the funny section. "Are you just going to stand there?" The bound man says, eagerly, "Hey bud, you're the hanged man, I'll do the talking." "It's about time!" "huh?" "I'd been waiting. heard you'd be at that open mic. Knew you liked the mealy type." "Shuddup or I'll write you off." Quill runs his pen knife over the bound man's right cheek. "Stings a little. Usually, I start with a rufie and emotional damage. But it looks like you want to cut to the chase. I'm a man of a similar mind. spirit. problem." "Nobody's like me dude." The bound man locks eyes with Quill. "What're your trophies? huh? I read you like to drain your victims, cook'em dry. don't you use their blood and powdered remains as ink? Short stories or something?" "Oh, an avid reader?! it's your lucky day: you get to be part of the collection!" The lamp nearby tumbles to the floor as Quill lunges, ready to **** "Wait! Don't you want to know who I am!" "Not really." "I'm a ser-" The sentence is finished by nothing but the sound of blood and air gurgling into places it was never meant to be as Quill's blade passes through flesh. "Pfft, what, you think you're special?" Quill saunters over to the sink. "I'd hate to waste ink. but there'll be more. there's always more. isn't that right, Celine." he says to no one and stands there with a smirk as if listening to her.
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for Nick and Kaitie 1. Yesterday, right when our call got dropped, I was going to tell you something about marriage. I was going to tell you something gnomic, a maxim worth getting engraved. I've since forgotten, but I believe it was akin to saying that, like Truth, marriage is impossible to define in verbal space. So, I guess I'm glad I forgot. The words would've seemed either too hastily conceived for their subject matter or else weightless, enigmatic – without impact. I think it was Auden who whined, “Marriage is rarely bliss,” though he lightened the phrase by encapsulating it in the context of modern physics – namely, at least it has the ability to take place, and that should be enough to bring bliss equal to Buddha’s Emptiness. So, I'm happy our call got dropped, for the dial tone was the pithiest aphorism on marriage any sentient life could've produced. The key word is “produced.” 2.     This is what marriage is not: Socrates gurgling hemlock     on his dusty prison cot, giggling as he glimpsed a dikast’s deformed ****     Nietzsche tenured for philology at Basel; Nietzsche feverishly etching     Fick diese scheiße! on a Jena clinic's wall; biology predetermining the team for which he was pitching;     a poem; a hotdog; ******* a discharged Kalashnikov     engendering generational pain somewhere in Saratov     circa 1942; this is what marriage is not:     hatred, jealousy, ballyhoo, obsessive yearnings for a yacht;     this is what marriage is not: anything one pair of hands has wrought.   August 22, 2013
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Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 8:29 PM UTC
On a Marriage that Was to Take Place atop Half Dome in Yosemite National Park
for Nick and Kaitie 1. Yesterday, right when our call got dropped, I was going to tell you something about marriage. I was going to tell you something gnomic, a maxim worth getting engraved. I've since forgotten, but I believe it was akin to saying that, like Truth, marriage is impossible to define in verbal space. So, I guess I'm glad I forgot. The words would've seemed either too hastily conceived for their subject matter or else weightless, enigmatic – without impact. I think it was Auden who whined, “Marriage is rarely bliss,” though he lightened the phrase by encapsulating it in the context of modern physics – namely, at least it has the ability to take place, and that should be enough to bring bliss equal to Buddha’s Emptiness. So, I'm happy our call got dropped, for the dial tone was the pithiest aphorism on marriage any sentient life could've produced. The key word is “produced.” 2.     This is what marriage is not: Socrates gurgling hemlock     on his dusty prison cot, giggling as he glimpsed a dikast’s deformed ****     Nietzsche tenured for philology at Basel; Nietzsche feverishly etching     Fick diese scheiße! on a Jena clinic's wall; biology predetermining the team for which he was pitching;     a poem; a hotdog; ******* a discharged Kalashnikov     engendering generational pain somewhere in Saratov     circa 1942; this is what marriage is not:     hatred, jealousy, ballyhoo, obsessive yearnings for a yacht;     this is what marriage is not: anything one pair of hands has wrought.   August 22, 2013
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The cave opens it's great crumbling maw, streaks of light fall on the sparse green blades, which dot the floor, mushrooms push forth from the ground, like fingers reaching to air, the gurgling of a stream, dances along a riverbed path, paradise enclosed, by earthen walls and canopy, the glen lit by diffused and dappled sun.
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Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 10:13 AM UTC
Valley in the Cave
and today on this day of your birth I am ****** down into the rhythms of all that we have been until this moment the biting rawness              of new ebbs the saddened veins that vibrate like used, worn            guitar strings the curve of your fingers that once played             upon my skin your weighted down aura that I can no longer penetrate and buoy up and here I stand all glowing light spirals my head whirring in mystic opulence my gaze pulled to the reverence of stars my purity of river in a swoosh around my waist that gurgling clarity of liquid pooling me in sacred                             cleansing that I must now take into another rush of estuary and as I raise my arms to the heavens I almost fade into the floodlights                             of time and my tears push through my skin like the clear jewels of salvation
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Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 2:54 AM UTC
the opulence of time
The sky, black as the eyes that stare at it. Star-studded and as seamless as new programming. I look down, the streets molested by fluorescent splotches -- red ribbons of memory evaporate from the lights of motorcycles, gurgling by. A homeless, pregnant woman, in a bar, once told me, "Forgiveness is letting a prisoner free, then finding out that you were the prisoner." The sunset looks like an explosion of emotions no one understands, yet. The smudges on her lips look like the bruises of an orphan apple.
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Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
An Orphan Apple
Budging the sluggard ripples of the Somme, A barge round old Cérisy slowly slewed. Softly her engines down the current ******* And chuckled softly with contented hum, Till fairy tinklings struck their croonings dumb. The waters rumpling at the stern subdued; The lock-gate took her bulging amplitude; Gently from out the gurgling lock she swum. One reading by that calm bank shaded eyes To watch her lessening westward quietly. Then, as she neared the bend, her funnel screamed. And that long lamentation made him wise How unto Avalon, in agony, Kings passed in the dark barge, which Merlin dreamed.
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Hospital Barge
"Don't be afraid," My mama said. Gurgling water, my mind went to wonder, how would like, if we had no daylight. Would the sun Shine in a different color? Or will the world just become duller? Or; would the sun turn to none? But I guess, That's too bad. Because nevertheless, The sun.. Is still rad. y.m
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
Sun.
Spring comes as grasses leap forth and emerald hues are added to the landscape, with wildflowers peeking up from the dewy roadside. The world smells fresh like worms and earth, while birds drift down to finish last year’s seeds. Yellow rain boots hop out of shelves and into the puddles, while mud gathers and plays in the road, gurgling with mirth at passers by. The badminton net is resurrected, regally looming over the lawn, as the swings squeak joyfully in the breeze. The fireplace gives a sooty yawn and falls to sleep. And in the kitchen, fiddleheads unfurl upon a hot pan as the old and sour scent of the earth settles upon our plates, spring steps lightly onto the world. ~Yuka Oiwa May 6, 2008
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Jul 23, 2012
Jul 23, 2012 at 7:38 PM UTC
Enter Spring
A breadcrumb I am - the morsel of my old dough,      a piece of chewed bread rotten, missed near a toe, shredded by the sons of righteousness and “normality”,      entombed I am under the carpet to fulfil “morality”. Mum added the yeast for me to grow, as well as flour,      Hoping my crust would golden as a vivid live flower, She sprinkled little salt into me, to know the grimes,      Sugar too, for life brings out the salt to eyes, at times. Dad poured the water, to soften toughness uncalled,      For man is kind too, not merely clay masked, walled - And above all, they added affection and compassion,      They wanted me to satisfy mineself, not one’s ration. Into the oven, 9 minutes, under fire: I show colors,      The warmth turned the heart warm for all others; I am left to rest, to harden the shell and eternal body,      To be perfect as ma and pa wish: not adverse, shoddy. But the stale, unpuffed, unfresh bread of this world,      covets but loathes what is good and not yet twirled, It wishes for me to inhibit mold and evict dignity,     Mais allez, étrange moi, expose me not to malignity. The least of their gurgling sounds puncture heads,      And the weakest of their advice the spirit dreads; The making of me is the capacity of mine flexes,      Your ingredients suit not me, mortals and sexes. Days yearn for you, not this battle of complexes:      You, mine old dough who suddenly “complex” is, My parents baked me on low heat nice and gentle,      And they sear me with words not for me, mental! Know you: Pita, Kmajj, Brioche, Shrak, or Baguette,      Bread is bread, could be different, but it is no threat.
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Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 9:27 AM UTC
The Battle of Breads
A breadcrumb I am - the morsel of my old dough,      a piece of chewed bread rotten, missed near a toe, shredded by the sons of righteousness and “normality”,      entombed I am under the carpet to fulfil “morality”. Mum added the yeast for me to grow, as well as flour,      Hoping my crust would golden as a vivid live flower, She sprinkled little salt into me, to know the grimes,      Sugar too, for life brings out the salt to eyes, at times. Dad poured the water, to soften toughness uncalled,      For man is kind too, not merely clay masked, walled - And above all, they added affection and compassion,      They wanted me to satisfy mineself, not one’s ration. Into the oven, 9 minutes, under fire: I show colors,      The warmth turned the heart warm for all others; I am left to rest, to harden the shell and eternal body,      To be perfect as ma and pa wish: not adverse, shoddy. But the stale, unpuffed, unfresh bread of this world,      covets but loathes what is good and not yet twirled, It wishes for me to inhibit mold and evict dignity,     Mais allez, étrange moi, expose me not to malignity. The least of their gurgling sounds puncture heads,      And the weakest of their advice the spirit dreads; The making of me is the capacity of mine flexes,      Your ingredients suit not me, mortals and sexes. Days yearn for you, not this battle of complexes:      You, mine old dough who suddenly “complex” is, My parents baked me on low heat nice and gentle,      And they sear me with words not for me, mental! Know you: Pita, Kmajj, Brioche, Shrak, or Baguette,      Bread is bread, could be different, but it is no threat.
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It is a violent love affair I have with things I cannot share A ****** bout of grim despair, A scar, a wound That's always there They cannot see the beauty In the effigy ashes I use to paint my world It is an absecence of understanding That they possess A whispered scream, a gentle stress A breath is a dream a gurgling Blood quenched scheme A quest, It would seem To uncover the meaning In a thousand crumbling suns Firing warped waves Of possibility Until you faint From lack of ecstasy You'll never know the truth In my plea Unless you take the time To drown in my sea.
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
My Sea
There's a stream, splashing and gurgling, sending up in the air a single bead of water, sun beams giving a lightbulb's twinkle   and inside lying fragments of it's history,  I wonder if it has a tomorrow As I daydream about it's mysteries; The path down the stream, taken within the flow with other waters, weaves, in and out of the gills of a baby minnow, over and through smoothed rocks, Seeping from a canal racing through locks, drifting down straights with no bends Left from the **** of a stag weekend, And before that a can of cider, and before that a tube in a mechanical assembly line, from a water tap, that came from a reservoir, Which fell from clouds above it's perimeter, and before that splashed from ocean froth, lifted up in a collision of waves like a table cloth after being taken on the hull of a speed boat carrying ******* from a river, where it had once briefly been on a paddle from a man fishing to make his living. And further up the river where it divides into streams and then nothing, and then famine, moist ground from tears, It had been someone suffering. A million lives entwined in a drop of water, each one a coincidence, coinciding just by chance the spectrum of it's experience of us is wide, and with each and every drop the water empathised, Tears at a wedding, At a funeral, Christmas spirit in mulled wine, A plume of sea water from the belly of a jellyfish, Pushed forward through it's life, A trillion drops of water helping to make gravity decide How high or low to go to make the tide, Unified in direction helped by the sun's and the moon's light, Does it take the love of one direction (not the band) to be unified?
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Jul 15, 2013
Jul 15, 2013 at 8:35 PM UTC
Water
There's a stream, splashing and gurgling, sending up in the air a single bead of water, sun beams giving a lightbulb's twinkle   and inside lying fragments of it's history,  I wonder if it has a tomorrow As I daydream about it's mysteries; The path down the stream, taken within the flow with other waters, weaves, in and out of the gills of a baby minnow, over and through smoothed rocks, Seeping from a canal racing through locks, drifting down straights with no bends Left from the **** of a stag weekend, And before that a can of cider, and before that a tube in a mechanical assembly line, from a water tap, that came from a reservoir, Which fell from clouds above it's perimeter, and before that splashed from ocean froth, lifted up in a collision of waves like a table cloth after being taken on the hull of a speed boat carrying ******* from a river, where it had once briefly been on a paddle from a man fishing to make his living. And further up the river where it divides into streams and then nothing, and then famine, moist ground from tears, It had been someone suffering. A million lives entwined in a drop of water, each one a coincidence, coinciding just by chance the spectrum of it's experience of us is wide, and with each and every drop the water empathised, Tears at a wedding, At a funeral, Christmas spirit in mulled wine, A plume of sea water from the belly of a jellyfish, Pushed forward through it's life, A trillion drops of water helping to make gravity decide How high or low to go to make the tide, Unified in direction helped by the sun's and the moon's light, Does it take the love of one direction (not the band) to be unified?
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Imagine waking up on a filthy, uneven floor - light coming solely through the flimsy wooden wall. Imagine trudging through the mud barefoot - mud merged with remnants of God knows who. Imagine breathing in thick layers of sooty dust - the colors sullen, lifeless and dull. Imagine smelling the scent of faeces and decay, of diseases and of death every single day. Imagine your belly gurgling with hunger and distraught, sniffing glue - the only way to delude. Imagine walking on rickety bridges - a step amiss and drown you will in these murky watery ditches. Imagine wearing the same old rags - all tattered and torn, being beaten and battered, no rights of which to call your own. Imagine having silly daydreams of going to school but there's not a penny to spare - not even for a worn-out book. But alas, imagine no more for such children exist, with ghosts clouding their starry dreams And death hanging heavy upon their tiny, little feet.
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Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 4:49 AM UTC
Children of the slums
I know That in some unknown woods I will find my long lost footsteps, And in the ruins of a forgotten castle, my dreams My song, in the gurgling waters of a hidden stream And my poetry, in the rustling leaves of a ****** forest
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Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC
Untitled
The shrill wake-up call of a rooster Even before the crack of dawn. The faint cawing of crows to let the world know it’s time to leave Slumber land. The flapping of wings in unison before flying away early to catch a worm. The desperate call of a baby squirrel lost somewhere and seeking its mother. The cooing of pigeons on the roof reminding you to pause and listen to the Sounds of Nature. The rumbling sound of thunder in the distance heralding a heavy downpour or two soon to be followed by the fierce rain giving respite to the parched earth. The rhythmic pitter-patter of raindrops falling on the corrugated tin roof. The whistling of the wild wind on a cold, stormy day. The first cry of a new-born announcing its sojourn from the womb to the world outside. The gurgling of the waterfall rushing to mingle with the river. The rustling of colorful autumn leaves in the park trampled upon by children running around. Then the sounds of silence at night interspersed with the sounds of crickets and frogs and the sound of barking dogs at a distance coaxing you to retire and wake up to yet another beautiful dawn to listen to the Sounds of Nature. Gita Ashok 9/10/2010,  11 am ________________________________________
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Oct 8, 2010
Oct 8, 2010 at 9:41 PM UTC
The Sounds of Nature
I don't know why I write poetry all I know is that writing poetry makes me rich enjoying -- not possessing the ever-expanding universe without fear of inflation in the sky -- white clouds singing larks whispering wind the tender moon and twinkling stars on the ground-- mountains hills plains gullies lush green red brown yellow oceans streams lakes ponds splashing gurgling burbling the blooming flowers the vacillating leaves children's innocent laughter cats dogs chickens ducks birds jumping chasing croaking singing all are parts of my life's fortune of course, there too are ferocious dark clouds harrying eagles howling storms withering flowers roaring guns and piercing screams the shadows that lend dimension to poetry and life In fact, I don't write poetry poetry writes me
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Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 3:51 PM UTC
WHY I WRITE POETRY
In plain sight, the Peacocks ply their wearisome Colours. Awkwardly swaying, pompously preening, They cry to be seen, their voices are gurgling And gawking. The direction of wind is their vane. Overhead, in the secret sky fleet wings are truth. In the sun the searing Falcon is seeing all; His talons turn and steal away, they are mad, Playful fingers— they will have their say.
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Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 12:10 PM UTC
In Plain Sight
I spent three days in a daze two years ago, and three days lost again this year. I woke up and forgot what it was like to have a heart; all around was silence and silence and silence. The type of silence that shoots straight into the very core of all you know, as if you are noise and the silence is life. In those moments I wasn't a soul, but an ocean. This is what happens when a human body transitions into the sea, you see. It is drowning and suffocation, and no amount of screaming produces sound. There are no cries, only the murky crash of waves and the gurgling of sea foam. It is breathless crying, sorrow and endless emptiness, as if the entirety of the universe condensed itself into the tiny space between your rib-cage, and the stars burnt out. It is as if all the stars burnt out and their deaths caused the same death in you. The same sorrow, the same pain, the same loss - only magnified. The coral reefs are stained black, and the sand is ash. The spaces where your lungs once were are now monuments to things you have lost. There are relics in places where there should be blood, and there is death in places where life once was. And as you feel this, you know it is inescapable. You cannot swim, only sink. Your heart is tar, an anchor sinking into the depths, until you become the sea floor. - "Is he really worth loving with all this pain?" "Always." (A.H.Z)
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 5:51 AM UTC
atlantis
I continued the gentle climb passed building, birdbath, “bathtub Mary” and was stopped by the sound-- Endless mission of the river as she made her way over the rocks of early summer. I knew I'd found our home At the top of the stairs a wooden deck off second floor Up the fourteen stairs to our new door I could see her now fully gleaming beyond the red oaks and wild cherry framed unspeakable by greens and fragrance of the multiflora rose just coming into bloom I could go on-- but there are so few words that fit the sound of a river so content She whispered to me between her gurgling song “Hush....”
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Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 9:19 PM UTC
A Home by the River
(Act 1) As I lay there among the trees and the shrubbery Spread before me were fields of gold Weeds, flowers and twigs tickle my face And above me an azure sky Shining upon me by some heavenly divinity Light streams through gaps in clouds The sun beyond is impenetrable, a fortress of energy, and the clouds seem in awe For miles visible, grass twinkles with morning dew, So that I see flashes of reflection when I stare out across the horizon A chorus of starry wonder brought to this ground; When I try hard, I can calm the pulses of light in my eyes. The sea of glittering droplets seems to fade, But is never out of reach of my concentration. And I perceive rolling mists Hills that seem to swim to and fro and warp in and out of the skyline, And the wind silently brushes the grass, Gently moving the blades in a swaying rhythm Like the rhythm of my heart beating, yet time stands still And I can only absorb the pinks, greens and blues. All the gold, seeming like visions of eternity Momentarily I think all is boundless My transient thoughts alone may speak a thousand stagnant words, But that indescribable epiphany brought a river of speech and thought, With which I felt I could transcend the inhibitions and degradations that afflicted my mind, Soar above fields marked by fences and enclosed by vision and space As if I were to find a boundless pattern, to speak aloud words of wisdom, That I had been in this world for longer than that flash of inspiration that had brought me here. I am, and therefore I think about what I am. With all the force of crashing mountain-tops, Or the bolt of lightning splitting the air I am emancipated, as I ascend, beyond the negligent frontier of chaos Below me that gurgling pit of utter curdling mire, That entrenched the soul in fear, And its walls reached and leaned, unassailable, around me And now in golden fields, no restrictions placed on thought or speech, Logic or discourse still grip or rule me.
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Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 9:09 PM UTC
Golden Fields
(Act 1) As I lay there among the trees and the shrubbery Spread before me were fields of gold Weeds, flowers and twigs tickle my face And above me an azure sky Shining upon me by some heavenly divinity Light streams through gaps in clouds The sun beyond is impenetrable, a fortress of energy, and the clouds seem in awe For miles visible, grass twinkles with morning dew, So that I see flashes of reflection when I stare out across the horizon A chorus of starry wonder brought to this ground; When I try hard, I can calm the pulses of light in my eyes. The sea of glittering droplets seems to fade, But is never out of reach of my concentration. And I perceive rolling mists Hills that seem to swim to and fro and warp in and out of the skyline, And the wind silently brushes the grass, Gently moving the blades in a swaying rhythm Like the rhythm of my heart beating, yet time stands still And I can only absorb the pinks, greens and blues. All the gold, seeming like visions of eternity Momentarily I think all is boundless My transient thoughts alone may speak a thousand stagnant words, But that indescribable epiphany brought a river of speech and thought, With which I felt I could transcend the inhibitions and degradations that afflicted my mind, Soar above fields marked by fences and enclosed by vision and space As if I were to find a boundless pattern, to speak aloud words of wisdom, That I had been in this world for longer than that flash of inspiration that had brought me here. I am, and therefore I think about what I am. With all the force of crashing mountain-tops, Or the bolt of lightning splitting the air I am emancipated, as I ascend, beyond the negligent frontier of chaos Below me that gurgling pit of utter curdling mire, That entrenched the soul in fear, And its walls reached and leaned, unassailable, around me And now in golden fields, no restrictions placed on thought or speech, Logic or discourse still grip or rule me.
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The closet in the dim isolated room Stores away so many of my bones That store too many secrets for the Weak hearted, So each week I’m parted from demons That are a part of too much of me. But I can never see the difference, my two sides won’t show it. It does so little to comfort me; what have I become? Am I the walking dead and a watcher of the funeral of my smiles, Whose continuous lives and illness discomfort and confuse all? Am I fast asleep when dreams of a peaceful life take over? Because I awake to find that I’m too stripped back and empty to find anything to give, A signal I care, or knowing something has shifted A tectonic plate in my brain, Erupting the series of footsteps to the door Of the insane, knocking furiously enough to break it. The desperate pull of the veil over my mind Disguises it as curtains for a show, a grand act. I am the star of the leading role, too centred, too vain, Perfect to match the unmatched mess I feel every day. The genius illusion is that am I really acting? Even I do not know. The stage is my war zone; no man’s land, Because I am obviously not human, And I cannot let anyone else in. It's bad comedy of a pathetic attempt at drama For anyone willing to tolerate my oh so called woes. I choke on the mixture of laughter and tears I collect in a cracking overflowing jar and drink, Getting intoxicated on my pity, and hazy on the self-mocking, Gurgling manipulations of sharing the side dish But also shoving away any takers. I am greedy - I want it all to myself. And to myself it shall remain. I buy all the tickets and keep them to remind myself How my dim isolated room shrinks with each entry, How I refuse to give out any more keys. Maybe the walking dead is what I am; Surely life is not this lightless when it is lived. At least I hope not.
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May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 11:09 AM UTC
bad comedy of the walking dead.
The closet in the dim isolated room Stores away so many of my bones That store too many secrets for the Weak hearted, So each week I’m parted from demons That are a part of too much of me. But I can never see the difference, my two sides won’t show it. It does so little to comfort me; what have I become? Am I the walking dead and a watcher of the funeral of my smiles, Whose continuous lives and illness discomfort and confuse all? Am I fast asleep when dreams of a peaceful life take over? Because I awake to find that I’m too stripped back and empty to find anything to give, A signal I care, or knowing something has shifted A tectonic plate in my brain, Erupting the series of footsteps to the door Of the insane, knocking furiously enough to break it. The desperate pull of the veil over my mind Disguises it as curtains for a show, a grand act. I am the star of the leading role, too centred, too vain, Perfect to match the unmatched mess I feel every day. The genius illusion is that am I really acting? Even I do not know. The stage is my war zone; no man’s land, Because I am obviously not human, And I cannot let anyone else in. It's bad comedy of a pathetic attempt at drama For anyone willing to tolerate my oh so called woes. I choke on the mixture of laughter and tears I collect in a cracking overflowing jar and drink, Getting intoxicated on my pity, and hazy on the self-mocking, Gurgling manipulations of sharing the side dish But also shoving away any takers. I am greedy - I want it all to myself. And to myself it shall remain. I buy all the tickets and keep them to remind myself How my dim isolated room shrinks with each entry, How I refuse to give out any more keys. Maybe the walking dead is what I am; Surely life is not this lightless when it is lived. At least I hope not.
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As soon as I heard the rumble of my husbands car fade into the distance, I put down my Bible, stepping out of bed. I smoothed out the covers, like always. because I'm not one to leaves things messy because cleanliness is close to Godliness, that’s what they say. I fiddled with the faucet testing the water on my hands. The kids don’t like it too warm. I left the door open so I could hear the faucet running all the way down the hall. I opened the bedroom door and squinted as I flicked a switch. Let there be light! Three sleepy faces peeked out at me from underneath their blankets. Such precious eyes looked up at me. Poor things, Daddy had just put them to bed. They yawned and blinked their shiny eyes and we all held hands as we walked down the hall. They told me Mommy, Mommy, it’s not bathtime. I answered, No, it’s not bathtime, it’s time to go. They asked and asked, but I just smiled down at them. What curious little miracles! The boys went first. I placed one hand on each of their heads, my fingers in cornsilk hair. Their confused wailing bounced off of the tile walls. I silenced them with shushing sounds. I told them don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid, Mommy’s got you. Mommy won’t let go. Mommy won’t ever let go. I smiled at their tiny, twitching hands and laughed along with their gurgling voices. I wish they wouldn’t have splashed so much. That’s just like the boys; they were always making trouble. How inconsiderate of them to leave less water for their sister! I laid the boys down to rest and gave each one a kiss on their clammy foreheads. They were side by side on Earth, now side by side in Heaven. I lined them up next to each other Like sweet little packages. Little packages sent up to God. I left my princess to float. She just looked so pretty I couldn’t move her. I could see her so clearly once the splashing had stopped and the water settled. She was so beautiful with her hair swaying just beneath the surface. My perfect angel. I left her to float like Moses on the River Jordan. With my little cherubs put to rest, I return now to my Bible, but this time it’s not for reading. I place it in the oven and lay my head on it like a tiny sacred pillow. So that I can rest too. and I'm not afraid because it's time to go.
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Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 1:46 PM UTC
Bathtime
As soon as I heard the rumble of my husbands car fade into the distance, I put down my Bible, stepping out of bed. I smoothed out the covers, like always. because I'm not one to leaves things messy because cleanliness is close to Godliness, that’s what they say. I fiddled with the faucet testing the water on my hands. The kids don’t like it too warm. I left the door open so I could hear the faucet running all the way down the hall. I opened the bedroom door and squinted as I flicked a switch. Let there be light! Three sleepy faces peeked out at me from underneath their blankets. Such precious eyes looked up at me. Poor things, Daddy had just put them to bed. They yawned and blinked their shiny eyes and we all held hands as we walked down the hall. They told me Mommy, Mommy, it’s not bathtime. I answered, No, it’s not bathtime, it’s time to go. They asked and asked, but I just smiled down at them. What curious little miracles! The boys went first. I placed one hand on each of their heads, my fingers in cornsilk hair. Their confused wailing bounced off of the tile walls. I silenced them with shushing sounds. I told them don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid, Mommy’s got you. Mommy won’t let go. Mommy won’t ever let go. I smiled at their tiny, twitching hands and laughed along with their gurgling voices. I wish they wouldn’t have splashed so much. That’s just like the boys; they were always making trouble. How inconsiderate of them to leave less water for their sister! I laid the boys down to rest and gave each one a kiss on their clammy foreheads. They were side by side on Earth, now side by side in Heaven. I lined them up next to each other Like sweet little packages. Little packages sent up to God. I left my princess to float. She just looked so pretty I couldn’t move her. I could see her so clearly once the splashing had stopped and the water settled. She was so beautiful with her hair swaying just beneath the surface. My perfect angel. I left her to float like Moses on the River Jordan. With my little cherubs put to rest, I return now to my Bible, but this time it’s not for reading. I place it in the oven and lay my head on it like a tiny sacred pillow. So that I can rest too. and I'm not afraid because it's time to go.
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