"gunwhale" poems
I flung my screams over the gunwhale
Into the unhearing sea
And lowered my anchor, weighted
with an ignominious plea:
Just as a single dark wave
Costs the vessel its course,
So did my evanescent joy
cost me you;
Even the riverbank is changed
minutely by its waters,
and so my life alters
with you
The storm stirs wildly,
but sobers, from thence
coming ashore
and so does my spirit for
you
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
I miss the sound of water
Keening past the hull,
I miss the soughing of wind in sail
And the dull thrum of the shrouds
Like oversized guitar strings
Plucked from my heart,
By fingers felt
Yet never seen,
I miss the heel of the hull as a gust
Catches the sails,
The feel of the gunwhale
Below my buttocks as I hike out,
The restored sense of balance
As my weight matches
The turning moment
Of sail over keel,
I miss that simple shared moment
Of unity and rightness
With a crew who understands,
Or sometimes while solo
I share that instant with
The great good God that made
Me and others fit
To experience His creation
I miss the water,
I miss the wind,
I miss the feel of a taut sheet
And a tiller in my hands,
The surging sense of motion
As the shore retreats
And the horizon beckons
Me forward
I miss all these things and yet
Even as I type this verse,
At the end of another day,
Another week and with another
Boatless weekend ahead,
Like all good fish heads,
In my head and in my heart
I am - still - sailing
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 12:53 PM UTC