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As beautiful as the famed city of Atlantis Gloriously flourishing in her perfection There is a place where my soul and heart is A perfect place without grief or deception Where my heart is always merry And peace blossoms like the cherry The sun smiles at me gently caressing My body as the birds sing melodies- So beautiful they keep me guessing- The beauty of future melodic memories Like the Cedars of Lebanon Beautifying the palaces of Ethiopia Purity, love and perfection adorn her every season. This place is within me; this place is Utopia
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Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 10:46 AM UTC
UTOPIA
Dear insecure, emotional, overthinking young man you've come a long way from way back then you've lost a lot - but had to realize "who hasn't?" your strong will seemed to be mistaken a lot from your passion you've missed out on a lot of love by second guessing & never unmasking why weren't you truly ever satisfied... nah, that's the question that I'm asking... your abandonment issues pushed away the potential of something ever lasting constantly fighting the man in the mirror hopefully with your new life - you see things clearer no one ever knew, with you...who they were gonna get you've missed out on a lot of good times wanting to talk instead of just letting it go and enjoying the time you had left. Your favorite pills were self pity, self indulgence, ignorance and regret you never stopped to listen - stopped talking - hopefully now you allow others words to be said no woman stood a chance... you purposely acted a certain way to avoid the possibility of true love discretely pushing them away until they saw nothing and had enough. don't get me started on your lack of living missed out on a lot of trips, chances and opportunities I hope now you've filled that void that is missing you swore happiness was wealth... power...a line of respect little did you know it was the little things; the calm, the moments the people and things in life worth it and willing to invest. you gave up on a few dreams... figured why fight? countless times your mind would just run... keep you up all night you were so afraid of success... honestly, I never knew why you never freed that little boy trapped - stuck in his father's grasp he was begging for freedom, you left him struck inside everyday was another day you thought was your time. **I hope you live now I hope you see the beauty life truly is I hope you found love I hope you found this** I needed to write this letter to you - so you can see how far you have come you can see that change is real you can see all that you have become Bland Douglas Simpkins, that's the man you should be proud to be no matter what challenges you were faced with those obstacles were needed, needed to make it to this me thank those who've came into your life - not all were meant to last some forced you left - others showed you right no matter what, some were needed in your past. So... Dear future self, please understand - I'm sorry. For all that I put you through the truth remains - that without me - just know... there would be no you.
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Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 7:14 PM UTC
Letter to my future self
Dear insecure, emotional, overthinking young man you've come a long way from way back then you've lost a lot - but had to realize "who hasn't?" your strong will seemed to be mistaken a lot from your passion you've missed out on a lot of love by second guessing & never unmasking why weren't you truly ever satisfied... nah, that's the question that I'm asking... your abandonment issues pushed away the potential of something ever lasting constantly fighting the man in the mirror hopefully with your new life - you see things clearer no one ever knew, with you...who they were gonna get you've missed out on a lot of good times wanting to talk instead of just letting it go and enjoying the time you had left. Your favorite pills were self pity, self indulgence, ignorance and regret you never stopped to listen - stopped talking - hopefully now you allow others words to be said no woman stood a chance... you purposely acted a certain way to avoid the possibility of true love discretely pushing them away until they saw nothing and had enough. don't get me started on your lack of living missed out on a lot of trips, chances and opportunities I hope now you've filled that void that is missing you swore happiness was wealth... power...a line of respect little did you know it was the little things; the calm, the moments the people and things in life worth it and willing to invest. you gave up on a few dreams... figured why fight? countless times your mind would just run... keep you up all night you were so afraid of success... honestly, I never knew why you never freed that little boy trapped - stuck in his father's grasp he was begging for freedom, you left him struck inside everyday was another day you thought was your time. **I hope you live now I hope you see the beauty life truly is I hope you found love I hope you found this** I needed to write this letter to you - so you can see how far you have come you can see that change is real you can see all that you have become Bland Douglas Simpkins, that's the man you should be proud to be no matter what challenges you were faced with those obstacles were needed, needed to make it to this me thank those who've came into your life - not all were meant to last some forced you left - others showed you right no matter what, some were needed in your past. So... Dear future self, please understand - I'm sorry. For all that I put you through the truth remains - that without me - just know... there would be no you.
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termites crawl in my stomach; you are my disarray, o soft and golden - take the curves of my feet, the freckle on my lip, and hang me on your wall, you compel my speechlessness. i'll keep guessing, guessing and unguessing. i am up all night over this.
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Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
crush
I see a mirror Of Love, A promise fulfilled By the power above I see a mature woman Who’s endless in worth Who has dreams and goals And a great purpose on Earth I see a soul That’ll hold me close Keep me happy And love me the most When I look into your eyes My search is complete No more looking for love No more girls to meet When I look into your heart I feel God’s grace and blessing My prayers were answered And there’s no more guessing When I see you smile Not a worry do I feel Stress falls to the ground And my anger tends to peel When I see you happy It feeds my spirit I’d even ask if you liked my body Just to even hear it When I see your life I see our great futures combined Nothing but success, love, and peace Fill my dreams and mind When I see into your mind I see your want to be great And you’re off to a good start Many girls are gonna hate When I see into your love It makes me write it down Sing it to a crowd Or preach it on a mound And when you read this Many emotions do you feel But what I love the most No worry about them being concealed
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Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC
When I Look Into Your Eyes
dating a writer is like guessing the weather. you think you know what you'll get, but you never do. you never know because she'll create a hero from your weaknesses and she'll write a great character, from every last flaw. she'll create a thousand plots   from your worst nightmares. she'll take every last thing you hate and create something you'll love. she'll turn your anger into confessions of adoration, and she'll make you, everything you're not. but worst of all, she'll leave you wondering- is it you she's in love with, or things she's created from you? but here's the beauty of it: if you date a writer, you'll never die.
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Nov 12, 2015
Nov 12, 2015 at 10:27 PM UTC
dating a writer
Oh, they think they know. While second guessing at best. Pure speculation about us. About our friends with benefits. Without understanding just how deep it is. We see the smiles. We hear the giggles. And notice the winking of the eyes. And they still don't realize just what our friendship truly is. While they try to materialize to themselves our friends with benefits relationship. While they think it's ****** Maybe even physical. None gives it a guess that it's mostly emotional. When we need a laugh. When we need a listening ear. That's when our friends with benefits appears. When we need advice. Whether it's good or bad. That's when our friends with benefits kicks in. We let them speculate. We let them make their stupid mistakes. Even when we could straighten out their wrongs. All because our friends with benefits is so much more. Then physical or ******
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 8:10 AM UTC
Friends With Benefits
for seven years i believed that i had no right to say that i had been abused because it wasn't physical, like my friend who was beat by her drunk father on a daily basis. my abuse was only on an emotional, psychological scale and while sometimes his hand slipped or gripped too tight on me, i honestly wouldn't count it as abuse. recently i began reading into this and while it's not as talked about as physical or ****** abuse it still counts and it carries over as children grow up from these experiences. even experiences that i didn't think counted as emotional abuse, from times when i was far younger than just a teenager. the abuse i've dealt with hasn't made me any stronger than i was, it's made me the exact opposite; instead of being the person i was before, bright and optimistic, i'm apologizing constantly for things i don't need to and second guessing myself and others intentions. constantly i wonder if i'm bothering someone, am i being too much of myself? am i allowed to speak? does my opinion matter? is it all right to assert myself? after being told for three years that i don't matter, and there is no point of me for existing and that it's no wonder i don't have any friends, i'm trying to break myself out of the box i've placed myself in and it's so **** hard.
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Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 2:17 AM UTC
adult children of abusive parents
Sean It was 1 night But that one night happened 2 much There were 3 of us And it happened be 4 Almost 5 nights a week Almost had 6 slices But I want 7 of you Ask me if you can come in so you can 8 with me It's almost 9 every time I order And sometimes 10 You are at least an 11 out of ten You stop making pizza at 12 I wish I had found you at 13 It's been almost 14 days I hope I'll see you again and in case you didn't know I'm 15 And I'm hoping that maybe you're 16 But maybe 17 that's what I'm guessing Just please don't be 18 And please don't have a 19 year old girlfriend Let's exchange our 20 digits between each other and give me a call So we can spend 21 years together But let's try to get past our 22 word conversation Or more like 23 characters Should I try to call you tonight on the 24th Or tomorrow on the 25th So I can get that slim chance to see you and my delicious pizza
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Jul 24, 2015
Jul 24, 2015 at 9:35 PM UTC
My pizza guy
My father is black and my mother is white And though we live in a new generation I still find myself having to give explainations on how all of this works The ignorance of race really hurts No this is not good hair No you can't touch it keep your ******* hands to yourself No I'm not Mexican or Puerto Rican Stop guessing above all else I'm black like you And I'm white like her I'm flesh and blood not claws and fur But see you don't want to accept me Of course unless I'm president Obama or Halle Berry Did you know they were mixed? Or were you so deep in the lime light you don't care Because on the streets I'm not considered black no matter how coarse my hair I use relaxers too I've had my hair braided I've been called ****** I've been followed in stores I've been sent to the end of the line for no reason Denied friendship for seasons And wouldn't you know (Being black was the reason) But its just not enough to gain any trust I don't look anything like white people so I dont even try Only hope for full acceptance from the other side And yet still I'm left feeling quite empty inside Where the hell do I fit in? Who's on my side? Since claiming black or white is considered a crime This was when I decided to become an advocate of self I found who I was Didn't need any help I don't let my race define who I am But I embrace both my colors They work well with each other And that's something society just will not understand
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Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 11:21 AM UTC
biracial
I. You told me that you saw the universe in my eyes whenever we stared at each other for longer than six seconds. The universe is infinite and I thought you were comparing it to our love. II. You fell in love with the way I laughed and acted around you because I reminded you of a rose bud that you planted on your garden. Little did you know, a rose has its thorns and I'm guessing you weren't prepared for that. III. The first time you looked at me with tears streaming down my cheeks, you blamed me for being so ugly looking. I was cursing myself when you walked out the door and didn't look back. IV. Months after you left and I was buried deep under the ground, he found me. ***** and covered in mud, he washed me from head to toe. I knew I'd fall for him. V. He and I had our first kiss on New Year's Eve and he gave me hope more than you ever did. I knew I deserved him. VI. I saw you walking down the street while I was holding his hand and the next thing I knew, you were screaming so loud I could barely understand what you said. Later, I found out that you were cursing me for being freed by him from where you buried me. VII. I found a letter by the front door the very next day and all that it said was how the writer could still see the mud on my face and on my back, just like the last time they saw me. I knew the writer was you. VIII. The night he found out about the letter, he hugged me ever so tightly and he swore he wouldn't let anybody harm me. Let the Power above dealt with the problem. IX. I'm happier than ever now that I know I have someone whom I can hold on to. I don't even see any mud on my face; it is you who's covered with dirt the most.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 8:41 AM UTC
Revenge
I. You told me that you saw the universe in my eyes whenever we stared at each other for longer than six seconds. The universe is infinite and I thought you were comparing it to our love. II. You fell in love with the way I laughed and acted around you because I reminded you of a rose bud that you planted on your garden. Little did you know, a rose has its thorns and I'm guessing you weren't prepared for that. III. The first time you looked at me with tears streaming down my cheeks, you blamed me for being so ugly looking. I was cursing myself when you walked out the door and didn't look back. IV. Months after you left and I was buried deep under the ground, he found me. ***** and covered in mud, he washed me from head to toe. I knew I'd fall for him. V. He and I had our first kiss on New Year's Eve and he gave me hope more than you ever did. I knew I deserved him. VI. I saw you walking down the street while I was holding his hand and the next thing I knew, you were screaming so loud I could barely understand what you said. Later, I found out that you were cursing me for being freed by him from where you buried me. VII. I found a letter by the front door the very next day and all that it said was how the writer could still see the mud on my face and on my back, just like the last time they saw me. I knew the writer was you. VIII. The night he found out about the letter, he hugged me ever so tightly and he swore he wouldn't let anybody harm me. Let the Power above dealt with the problem. IX. I'm happier than ever now that I know I have someone whom I can hold on to. I don't even see any mud on my face; it is you who's covered with dirt the most.
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Beautiful summer day. You know you're gonna die that's why you know no joy unless religion, tv, stories, sports matter. For men like us dying's easy, it's living that's hard. And since dying's much like living, that's hard too. There's some contentment in letting community decide your place in it. A good day to die, the Apaches say. Can't stop the quince from blossoming or my sons from smoking, speeding. The best that can be done or said's a blessing. Less tv, less guessing about the effects of your anger unless you want to be an angry man forever. Becoming knowledgeable is the best defense against your insignificance. OK about being alone. Alive, almost sure of it. Whether I'm a visitor to my life or the actual owner. Mature poets steal, most are masturbators. There are a million poets, I'm poet #500K. Plenty of mysteries, infinite philosophies, prayers, laws and unwritten rules. That's why we go to school, life's complicated. All I do not know: ATP, probabilities, the glorious revolution, meiosis and mitosis and all I'll never see, the bottom of the ocean, the palm at the end of the mind, a wolverine. Forget-me-not, is that all I want? To get lucky, you gotta be careful first. To be great, you gotta be willing to sound BAD. In last night’s movie, a young writer and an older, married with children French woman fall in love. They did not meet during a village massacre and money is no object, Manhattan. But after everything has happened she cannot leave her children, not even for love, because of love, the love that brooks no serendipity. In the subsequent late night movie, a wealthy altruistic doctor arranges for the ****** of his neurotic concubine. His guilt provides us with an opportunity to consider the concepts of faith and forgiveness, that all will be well in the end after a period of meaningless suffering.
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Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 5:21 AM UTC
Aging as a Spiritual Practice
Beautiful summer day. You know you're gonna die that's why you know no joy unless religion, tv, stories, sports matter. For men like us dying's easy, it's living that's hard. And since dying's much like living, that's hard too. There's some contentment in letting community decide your place in it. A good day to die, the Apaches say. Can't stop the quince from blossoming or my sons from smoking, speeding. The best that can be done or said's a blessing. Less tv, less guessing about the effects of your anger unless you want to be an angry man forever. Becoming knowledgeable is the best defense against your insignificance. OK about being alone. Alive, almost sure of it. Whether I'm a visitor to my life or the actual owner. Mature poets steal, most are masturbators. There are a million poets, I'm poet #500K. Plenty of mysteries, infinite philosophies, prayers, laws and unwritten rules. That's why we go to school, life's complicated. All I do not know: ATP, probabilities, the glorious revolution, meiosis and mitosis and all I'll never see, the bottom of the ocean, the palm at the end of the mind, a wolverine. Forget-me-not, is that all I want? To get lucky, you gotta be careful first. To be great, you gotta be willing to sound BAD. In last night’s movie, a young writer and an older, married with children French woman fall in love. They did not meet during a village massacre and money is no object, Manhattan. But after everything has happened she cannot leave her children, not even for love, because of love, the love that brooks no serendipity. In the subsequent late night movie, a wealthy altruistic doctor arranges for the ****** of his neurotic concubine. His guilt provides us with an opportunity to consider the concepts of faith and forgiveness, that all will be well in the end after a period of meaningless suffering.
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Songs of Oregon: No. 1 “Gonna Make You Crazy, That Place” nuts, crazy peeps whomever wherever, regardless of race creed color or gender (did I get ‘em all?) current state of residence (geo-identified) a poem - the very same recited, as a disclaimer, a yellow finger wagging warning: “Don’t go! If you go, you won’t come back” now kids, I’m a veteran of foreign travel, many continents, cold and hot, rivers and seas, some living, some dead, some so big they named it Endless, been to the great cities, Swiss villages, pyramids, climbed Masada, danced on grapes (why can’t I recall where) skied the Alps, trekked the Sinai Desert, clubbed in Rio, and danced till morn, on a certain Greek Isle that rhymes with Mickey’s Nose even been to L.A and San Fran, left poorer but in sync, always came home with my mind decently reshaped me/ a product of gritty unpretty grime, streets of normal humans acting like normal escaped mad persons, this brutal city island instilled a layer of fat and smog neath my skin, a kind of migrating duck-like survival kit, came with a homing beacon included the those of you who know me, perhaps too well, ken we citified islanders love our beaches (fire hydrants) cherish our sun dappled blessings upon on farms (window sill herb gardens) and sunning settlements (rooftops) they say our tap water is secretly bottled, sold in places where the springs purportedly run crystalline though we don’t got no pinot, just sweet concord grape, so sweet, the wine of children and street nodders, needy for instant sugar highs so as we new Yorkers proudly say on our license plates, prove it or stfup! so a first hand investigation for which the taxpayers won’t be charged even a lousy mill, deemed necessary to put to rest this crazy claiming warning “Don’t go! If you go, you won’t come back” guessing must be something in the water and the wine
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Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 9:00 AM UTC
Songs of Oregon: No. 1 “Gonna Make You Crazy, That Place”
Songs of Oregon: No. 1 “Gonna Make You Crazy, That Place” nuts, crazy peeps whomever wherever, regardless of race creed color or gender (did I get ‘em all?) current state of residence (geo-identified) a poem - the very same recited, as a disclaimer, a yellow finger wagging warning: “Don’t go! If you go, you won’t come back” now kids, I’m a veteran of foreign travel, many continents, cold and hot, rivers and seas, some living, some dead, some so big they named it Endless, been to the great cities, Swiss villages, pyramids, climbed Masada, danced on grapes (why can’t I recall where) skied the Alps, trekked the Sinai Desert, clubbed in Rio, and danced till morn, on a certain Greek Isle that rhymes with Mickey’s Nose even been to L.A and San Fran, left poorer but in sync, always came home with my mind decently reshaped me/ a product of gritty unpretty grime, streets of normal humans acting like normal escaped mad persons, this brutal city island instilled a layer of fat and smog neath my skin, a kind of migrating duck-like survival kit, came with a homing beacon included the those of you who know me, perhaps too well, ken we citified islanders love our beaches (fire hydrants) cherish our sun dappled blessings upon on farms (window sill herb gardens) and sunning settlements (rooftops) they say our tap water is secretly bottled, sold in places where the springs purportedly run crystalline though we don’t got no pinot, just sweet concord grape, so sweet, the wine of children and street nodders, needy for instant sugar highs so as we new Yorkers proudly say on our license plates, prove it or stfup! so a first hand investigation for which the taxpayers won’t be charged even a lousy mill, deemed necessary to put to rest this crazy claiming warning “Don’t go! If you go, you won’t come back” guessing must be something in the water and the wine
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Sep 15 2 0 15 your poem read, awoken by lightening flashes of morning notifications arriving, postmarked from "I liked it" but it does not end there, continues, to a new ending who and why, who and why, did this one find their own worthy in it that was writ unknowingly just for them and you look them up, guessing who and why, rereading your hand's work, which verse was it, was it for a blessing or a curse, that touched them, that made them touch you each "like," a work in itself re examined, re searched, re imagined in the light of who they are and why they are liking words I wrote a single poem bring hours of imagination, each "like" individually gift wrapped, each human liking rapt, each imagine a rapture, each "like" a new poem about the who and why each name a disguise to unravel, each name a title of a new different, imagined poem, who and why, we like each other ~~~ 6:53am
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 7:01 AM UTC
imagine likes/who and why
Lead us, Evolution, lead us Up the future's endless stair; Chop us, change us, **** us, **** us. For stagnation is despair: Groping, guessing, yet progressing, Lead us nobody knows where. Wrong or justice, joy or sorrow, In the present what are they while there's always jam-tomorrow, While we tread the onward way? Never knowing where we're going, We can never go astray. To whatever variation Our posterity may turn Hairy, squashy, or crustacean, Bulbous-eyed or square of stern, Tusked or toothless, mild or ruthless, Towards that unknown god we yearn. Ask not if it's god or devil, Brethren, lest your words imply Static norms of good and evil (As in Plato) throned on high; Such scholastic, inelastic, Abstract yardsticks we deny. Far too long have sages vainly Glossed great Nature's simple text; He who runs can read it plainly, 'Goodness = what comes next.' By evolving, Life is solving All the questions we perplexed. Oh then! Value means survival- Value. If our progeny Spreads and spawns and licks each rival, That will prove its deity (Far from pleasant, by our present, Standards, though it may well be).
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Evolutionary Hymn
She sits next to him Head on his shoulder, head on hers Sitting in blissful happiness The music bringing them closer and closer The notes fill her head Singing to her The lyrics imprint themselves on her soul Never letting her forget A year ago He remembered what she showed him a year ago The song the lyrics the band How? As she sits next to him, head on his shoulder Doubt fills her mind Second guessing her choice Was it a mistake? The longer she sits the more she doubts Was it a mistake? What would have happened if she had said yes? Happiness or a beautiful disaster Would she be happy with him? 
He makes her feel things Good and bad He makes her laugh and hate him at the same time 
But that doesn't matter What matters is that he makes her happy A small smiles stretches across her lips as she sits there next to him Memories flooding her mind But the smile slowly fades, replaced by an... emptiness Why? Because he's leaving next year She'll never see him again Was it a mistake turning him down? What would have happened had she said yes? Happiness or a beautiful disaster She'll never know though and it is slowly killing her But for now she'll sit, content to be next to him and almost happy
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May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 8:14 PM UTC
Mistake?
If I were only me I would drive to San Francisco and jump off the big orange bridge. I might do it if I knew it wouldn’t hurt them, but I can't because it would so I keep fighting all this **** that haunts me. I have eleven reasons not to do it, eleven people I will not name, eleven reasons not to hit the water at 86 mph, eleven reasons to avoid massive internal bleeding, to avoid broken ribs and punctured lungs, to avoid …telescoping fractures…… asphyxiation by blood and…… ….telescoping fractures…….. Eleven reasons to avoid 4 seconds of second guessing.....and telescoping fractures…..   Eleven reasons…… …....................OK twelve.   Eleven people in my life I couldn’t do it to. Twelve including me because I know I won’t like the sound of what it might sound like, the difference in my mind between the sound of fractures and the sound of telescoping fractures, a terrifying sound, enough to keep me away from San Francisco, not to mention the big orange bridge. I lie awake at night with numbers racing around inside my head, 60 seconds in a minute, 60 minutes in an hour, 4 seconds from rail to water, 220 feet to fall, 24 hours in a day, 86 miles per hour at impact. I keep counting and sleeping fitful frightening sleep, endure nightmares of falling, flying off the big orange bridge, reaching upward, the bridge getting smaller and smaller, and every morning I wake before impact still a martyr for all of us.
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 1:03 PM UTC
Eleven, no Twelve
You see me as the bacteria And yourself as the antibiotic I see you across the cafeteria Acting psychotic Because of what I find ****** You treat me like I'm toxic But you're seen as normal So I hide beneath the coral To avoid your aggression That will teach me a lesson About correctly guessing Where your fists will go next You tell me I want it like *** This is your way to flex To show you have an edge You single out the marginalized There's no way you'll hedge When you have harm in your eyes And then use charm as a disguise To make me cry over spilt milk Because I am not of your ilk For I am as soft as silk Like the sheets I want to roll in with you Instead you shoved my face into poo As my ***** grew I think of killing myself With my gun When I think of filling myself With your *** While pretending I'm your son And swallowing you like gum Those are my ideas of fun Yours is to tell me to run From your intensely penetrating fists That make me regret my penetrating wish As you brandish the weapon From the movie Inception That launches you into my dreams Giving my thoughts a singular theme As my mouth continually screams I was born on the wrong team You wanted to exhibit your power In this seemingly arbitrary hour So you broke my nose To show off for your hoes An off the cuff Attempt to be tough But I found it deeply affecting When I could feel your hatred injecting Making me wonder if I'd ever be free After I saw the only ending I could see You move to strike me again This time I have my mac 10 That I brought to school For a one sided duel You changed the trajectory of my life By changing the trajectory of my bullets You taught me about strife You taught me how power is the coolest You taught me to move on to your friends Their lives I must remember to end This is the message I'm choosing to send When they sat back and watched the hate Like it was 1938 I lost my sympathy After being treated differently And gained a ruthless anger That turned me into a stranger So I let the automatic gun spray Faster than they could pray For their hoots and hollers I shoot their collars Creating shade in the halls That I make when they fall The feeling goes to my ***** I become strangely intoxicated By the death of those who hated So I go back to your dead body And do what you felt was so naughty And now there is no one even around for you to tell That I ****** your corpse while you watched from Hell
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Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 12:18 AM UTC
Psychotic
You see me as the bacteria And yourself as the antibiotic I see you across the cafeteria Acting psychotic Because of what I find ****** You treat me like I'm toxic But you're seen as normal So I hide beneath the coral To avoid your aggression That will teach me a lesson About correctly guessing Where your fists will go next You tell me I want it like *** This is your way to flex To show you have an edge You single out the marginalized There's no way you'll hedge When you have harm in your eyes And then use charm as a disguise To make me cry over spilt milk Because I am not of your ilk For I am as soft as silk Like the sheets I want to roll in with you Instead you shoved my face into poo As my ***** grew I think of killing myself With my gun When I think of filling myself With your *** While pretending I'm your son And swallowing you like gum Those are my ideas of fun Yours is to tell me to run From your intensely penetrating fists That make me regret my penetrating wish As you brandish the weapon From the movie Inception That launches you into my dreams Giving my thoughts a singular theme As my mouth continually screams I was born on the wrong team You wanted to exhibit your power In this seemingly arbitrary hour So you broke my nose To show off for your hoes An off the cuff Attempt to be tough But I found it deeply affecting When I could feel your hatred injecting Making me wonder if I'd ever be free After I saw the only ending I could see You move to strike me again This time I have my mac 10 That I brought to school For a one sided duel You changed the trajectory of my life By changing the trajectory of my bullets You taught me about strife You taught me how power is the coolest You taught me to move on to your friends Their lives I must remember to end This is the message I'm choosing to send When they sat back and watched the hate Like it was 1938 I lost my sympathy After being treated differently And gained a ruthless anger That turned me into a stranger So I let the automatic gun spray Faster than they could pray For their hoots and hollers I shoot their collars Creating shade in the halls That I make when they fall The feeling goes to my ***** I become strangely intoxicated By the death of those who hated So I go back to your dead body And do what you felt was so naughty And now there is no one even around for you to tell That I ****** your corpse while you watched from Hell
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roses are red, violets are blue, and my heart is broken, but I'm guessing you already knew that too.
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Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 10:54 PM UTC
simple knowledge
No ****** or dawdling just for fun Gotta be the best gotta be #1 I scrutinize every detail Until I am done If I am not perfect I turn face and run Its just a day in the life of a perfectionist I could go on and on and make a long list, but I'm hopeful already that you all get the jist I'd love to sit down and draw some cool art But if every line wasn't perfect I'd crumple it up or tear it apart However, I know that I'm talented and sharp as a dart But my ideals are too critical and not very smart However, this is my reality. So I hardly can start Eh, Scratch all that - I guess I need to restart Its all in a day of a perfectionist I've reversed on my promise and made you a list I'm second guessing myself that you're getting the jist I'd love to sit down and write a poem or two But it's impossible to write perfection though - we all know this to be true That fact on its own is bringing me down and making me blue Its making me sick like I'm getting the flu How can I ever release this poem? What will I do? Ugh! I've gotta scratch this again and come up with something that's new! Don't you see? This is the life of a perfectionist I've given examples and made a small list But I'm confident now that you all get the jist Of just what's its like being a perfectionist. Hold up! There is one more thing I'd like to say I beat myself up every night, every day And although I fall short, I pray and I pray That this wicked perfectionism will not stay That one day I'll be content with myself and that it'll stay that way. Now I'd like to wrap this all up - if I may Well, I guess thats just the way it is In a day of the life of a perfectionist You've heard my reasoning and you've witnessed my list So I can certainly say that you all get the jist Of exactly what its like being a perfectionist
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Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 6:26 PM UTC
Perfectionist
No ****** or dawdling just for fun Gotta be the best gotta be #1 I scrutinize every detail Until I am done If I am not perfect I turn face and run Its just a day in the life of a perfectionist I could go on and on and make a long list, but I'm hopeful already that you all get the jist I'd love to sit down and draw some cool art But if every line wasn't perfect I'd crumple it up or tear it apart However, I know that I'm talented and sharp as a dart But my ideals are too critical and not very smart However, this is my reality. So I hardly can start Eh, Scratch all that - I guess I need to restart Its all in a day of a perfectionist I've reversed on my promise and made you a list I'm second guessing myself that you're getting the jist I'd love to sit down and write a poem or two But it's impossible to write perfection though - we all know this to be true That fact on its own is bringing me down and making me blue Its making me sick like I'm getting the flu How can I ever release this poem? What will I do? Ugh! I've gotta scratch this again and come up with something that's new! Don't you see? This is the life of a perfectionist I've given examples and made a small list But I'm confident now that you all get the jist Of just what's its like being a perfectionist. Hold up! There is one more thing I'd like to say I beat myself up every night, every day And although I fall short, I pray and I pray That this wicked perfectionism will not stay That one day I'll be content with myself and that it'll stay that way. Now I'd like to wrap this all up - if I may Well, I guess thats just the way it is In a day of the life of a perfectionist You've heard my reasoning and you've witnessed my list So I can certainly say that you all get the jist Of exactly what its like being a perfectionist
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A woman’s job is never done. From sun up to sun down, most women have a ton of things to do along with keeping their man happy in a relationship. It makes a woman feel important and special when you take time to recognize all that she does. A simple,”Thank you for cooking dinner, I really appreciate it”, can put a smile on her face. No woman wants to be in a relationship that she feels invisible in. Recognizing her efforts is the very fuel that can inspire her to keep doing more for you. She deserves safety and security.Whether you are providing a roof over her head or protection over her heart, every woman needs her safe haven. When a man can give a woman the reassurance that he will do anything to protect her heart, her well being and her spirit, it brings a certain level of peace over her. When a woman feels safe, she feels free. You can’t expect her to continue being your angel if you don’t create a heaven like environment for her to comfortably lay her head in. She needs to know which certainty that she can trust her life partner. A man will never reach the depths of a woman’s love if that woman cannot fully trust him. When a woman can lower her guard and love a man without holding anything back, that is truly when that man has earned all of her trust. It takes courage loving a man and sharing things with him that makes her sacred. Everyone doesn’t get to explore those levels of her love. You only reach that level of comfort with a woman when she can fully trust you. Earn her trust and you will tap into things that will inspire you in becoming a better man. A woman needs to feel desired and loved. A woman definitely needs two things. She needs to hear how much you love her, and she needs to see how much you love her. Every woman needs to feel like she is special and like she is the only woman in her man’s world. As a man, it is your responsibility to never leave your woman guessing or wondering how much you really do love her. She should be so moved by your love that it radiates off of her when she steps out in public. With most women, the thought and the effort you put into making them smile is truly what matters most. Whether you are planning a surprise dinner or planning to send her surprise flowers, these small things leave the biggest smiles on their heart. Express how much she means to you and how blessed you are to have her in your life. Don’t just say she’s irreplaceable, love her like she is irreplaceable and she will never stray away from you and your love. She deserves a man to be her best friend. When you feel like you have your best friend in your relationship, that is a sign of a great relationship. Can she confide in you secrets that she has never told anyone? Can she trust that you will listen to her about anything in the world without judging her? Are you a man that she can cry with and laugh with? Being her best friend is like making a secret oath with her. You never share private conversations and private moments with anyone outside of your relationship. Being her best friend means that you will always be able to see the best in her even when she feels the opposite. Being a woman’s best friend is one of the best things that you can do for your relationship.
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Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 6:46 AM UTC
A woman deserves to feel appreciated
A woman’s job is never done. From sun up to sun down, most women have a ton of things to do along with keeping their man happy in a relationship. It makes a woman feel important and special when you take time to recognize all that she does. A simple,”Thank you for cooking dinner, I really appreciate it”, can put a smile on her face. No woman wants to be in a relationship that she feels invisible in. Recognizing her efforts is the very fuel that can inspire her to keep doing more for you. She deserves safety and security.Whether you are providing a roof over her head or protection over her heart, every woman needs her safe haven. When a man can give a woman the reassurance that he will do anything to protect her heart, her well being and her spirit, it brings a certain level of peace over her. When a woman feels safe, she feels free. You can’t expect her to continue being your angel if you don’t create a heaven like environment for her to comfortably lay her head in. She needs to know which certainty that she can trust her life partner. A man will never reach the depths of a woman’s love if that woman cannot fully trust him. When a woman can lower her guard and love a man without holding anything back, that is truly when that man has earned all of her trust. It takes courage loving a man and sharing things with him that makes her sacred. Everyone doesn’t get to explore those levels of her love. You only reach that level of comfort with a woman when she can fully trust you. Earn her trust and you will tap into things that will inspire you in becoming a better man. A woman needs to feel desired and loved. A woman definitely needs two things. She needs to hear how much you love her, and she needs to see how much you love her. Every woman needs to feel like she is special and like she is the only woman in her man’s world. As a man, it is your responsibility to never leave your woman guessing or wondering how much you really do love her. She should be so moved by your love that it radiates off of her when she steps out in public. With most women, the thought and the effort you put into making them smile is truly what matters most. Whether you are planning a surprise dinner or planning to send her surprise flowers, these small things leave the biggest smiles on their heart. Express how much she means to you and how blessed you are to have her in your life. Don’t just say she’s irreplaceable, love her like she is irreplaceable and she will never stray away from you and your love. She deserves a man to be her best friend. When you feel like you have your best friend in your relationship, that is a sign of a great relationship. Can she confide in you secrets that she has never told anyone? Can she trust that you will listen to her about anything in the world without judging her? Are you a man that she can cry with and laugh with? Being her best friend is like making a secret oath with her. You never share private conversations and private moments with anyone outside of your relationship. Being her best friend means that you will always be able to see the best in her even when she feels the opposite. Being a woman’s best friend is one of the best things that you can do for your relationship.
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I don't want to **** myself and leave my kids without a father, alone, like me. I'd better do it now then. The color palette isn't bright anymore. A fatherless man is just guessing. (To be honest.)
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 3:09 AM UTC
Clever Suicide
And when you give Give like the widow And when you give Give til you giggle And when you give Give til you've pasted a smile On every angel within a mile And when you give Keep the others guessing Keep it between you and heaven Cos you know that's better than A here and now blessing When you give Give like the widow Keep it on the down-low However you live Just give
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Mar 20, 2017
Mar 20, 2017 at 6:00 PM UTC
And when you give
Darling, did you ever realize just how harsh society is? I'm guessing you have, because I've noticed that lately you haven't been the same. For some reason, society chose to misguide you, and you've become damaged. And it's quite a shame, for I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. But being damaged, does not mean broken. Always remember that.
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
darling
1518 Not seeing, still we know— Not knowing, guess— Not guessing, smile and hide And half caress— And quake—and turn away, Seraphic fear— Is Eden’s innuendo “If you dare”?
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Not seeing, still we know—
Your Style Can Not Dominate Not Being Crude, Not Spreading Hate I'm Just Spreading The Word, Going To Radiate Even Without It, You'd Probably Meet Your Fate Taking You Down Has Become My Mission Going To Split Your Mind, Sanity Fission And Your World In Two, Territorial Division I'm Coming At You With Insane Precision Not Going To Rush, Going To Be Tactical Make Sure My Plans Are 100% Practical Attacking Aimlessly Would Be Impractical Give My People A Show, Theatrical I'm Flawless, You're Flawed When People Hear My Words, They Applaud When They Hear yours? They Call The Firing Squad I Don't Think Inside The Box, I Think Abroad I'm Guessing By Now You Must Be Hurting You Coming To Me, Asking For Some Kind Of Converting The Topic Kills You, You're Diverting To You. I'm Quite Alerting
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC
Dominate