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"glamor" poems
Softly, in the dusk, a woman is singing to me; Taking me back down the vista of years, till I see A child sitting under the piano, in the boom of the tingling strings And pressing the small, poised feet of a mother who smiles as she sings. In spite of myself, the insidious mastery of song Betrays me back, till the heart of me weeps to belong To the old Sunday evenings at home, with winter outside And hymns in the cozy parlor, the tinkling piano our guide. So now it is vain for the singer to burst into clamor With the great black piano appassionato. The glamor Of childish days is upon me, my manhood is cast Down in the flood of remembrance, I weep like a child for the past
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Piano
You I waited for a long time. Speak, My hope will End. An SMS changes clime, Weak. When you will Send? Nothing I asked for. Offer Some bliss To me. I desired Not a life nor Glamor. You, just miss Me. Once, You, become Plaintive And express Heart. Tell Felt some Sensitive And confess Part.   Let My heart leap, Knowing Your aptitude, Stance.  Let The heart keep Singing, And in solitude Dance. S. Bharat
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Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 3:57 AM UTC
An SMS
Somewhere along the line it feels like I lost my poetry. But I've always had a deep affinity of childhood curious-gaze with the light of a passing car slicing through a slumped drapery in the dead of a powerless October night like a fumbling mouse with night-vision, glassy eyed, walk, walk, walk run, run, run scurry-rubber like an imperial humvee of red-carpet glamor. Somewhere along the line the freeze of a less-than-bourgeoise temperature never felt close to Antarctic until the ring of a cell-phone became my national anthem and the complacent all-eternity-and-everything-we-are-and-more reflective one-eye of a laptop became my national flag I waived it with surrender calling to all nation states that 'I don't give a sweet **** entertain me.' watching politics like sports and sports like politics I couldn't help but hear the old Native inside of me scream in suffocated final breaths so I turned up the volume to drown him out and when I wished to return to his comforting embrace, I found he had drown to death so all I could do was stand over his wading body in the river of my mind and lax my shoulders in defeat. I rang the midnight church bell of 'send new message' to tell the world that didn't care the shaman is dead. all they said was 'finally, the shaman is dead.' I nodded, laughed, locked the bathroom door and cried until the river ran dry the shamans body so far down creek I could pretend to forget he had ever existed the ache inside became a masked anonymity with the glare of Dorian Gray I shrugged and said, 'I could never make time anyways' and fell right back into my sleepy routine with another cup of coffee.
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Nov 8, 2012
Nov 8, 2012 at 10:06 PM UTC
send new message
Somewhere along the line it feels like I lost my poetry. But I've always had a deep affinity of childhood curious-gaze with the light of a passing car slicing through a slumped drapery in the dead of a powerless October night like a fumbling mouse with night-vision, glassy eyed, walk, walk, walk run, run, run scurry-rubber like an imperial humvee of red-carpet glamor. Somewhere along the line the freeze of a less-than-bourgeoise temperature never felt close to Antarctic until the ring of a cell-phone became my national anthem and the complacent all-eternity-and-everything-we-are-and-more reflective one-eye of a laptop became my national flag I waived it with surrender calling to all nation states that 'I don't give a sweet **** entertain me.' watching politics like sports and sports like politics I couldn't help but hear the old Native inside of me scream in suffocated final breaths so I turned up the volume to drown him out and when I wished to return to his comforting embrace, I found he had drown to death so all I could do was stand over his wading body in the river of my mind and lax my shoulders in defeat. I rang the midnight church bell of 'send new message' to tell the world that didn't care the shaman is dead. all they said was 'finally, the shaman is dead.' I nodded, laughed, locked the bathroom door and cried until the river ran dry the shamans body so far down creek I could pretend to forget he had ever existed the ache inside became a masked anonymity with the glare of Dorian Gray I shrugged and said, 'I could never make time anyways' and fell right back into my sleepy routine with another cup of coffee.
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The darkened street was muffled with the snow, The falling flakes had made your shoulders white, And when we found a shelter from the night Its glamor fell upon us like a blow. The clash of dishes and the viol and bow Mingled beneath the fever of the light. The heat was full of savors, and the bright Laughter of women lured the wine to flow. A little child ate nothing while she sat Watching a woman at a table there Learn to kiss beneath a drooping hat. The hour went by, we rose and turned to go, The somber street received us from the glare, And once more on your shoulders fell the snow.
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In A Restaurant
My Dearest Black Dahlia Stumbling in these neon streets Waiting to be torn in two Be my carrion pin up model Adorned in imprinted diamonds With porcelain skin icy stale Murderous glamor Gleaming and serene Posing like a minx Half here and half there A hauntingly mesmerizing woman Should I be fearful Or should I be in love I suppose this is maddening But I am smiling all the while Bright and all Irish Welcome to Hollywood My Dearest Black Dahlia
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Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 11:35 AM UTC
My Dearest Black Dahlia Revisited
***nothing can surpass the beauty and the glamor of* pure confidence**
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Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 12:35 AM UTC
beauty and glamor
watery eyes squinting against the pink glamor of the setting sun, casting marvelous streaks of cherry cream soda foam radiating from the heartfelt warmth dusk settling, a quiet raven swinging in the swaying trees and a fence line lining the edge of evergreen forests a white picket fence cluttered with the ghosts of memories a pair of binoculars held by a silent girl olive and freckled of the shower of tear drops which cascaded from those nights of aching compassion facing the other side solitude presence of one walked of a thousand steps back splayed by the salty foams spat by the restlessness of the sea an umbrella clasped in his grip the rain drizzled, throwing the pink sunsets into arrays of sweet, sweet melodies the girl of binocular and boy of umbrella a picket fence in between a relief from destiny, a rain check into reality figures of speech echoing slurring syllables recounting marbles that used to roll off from their laughters on lovely nights a girl of binoculars and boy of umbrellas dreamt of once a meeting of one such like this the raven cries fear not, deal not what has there to be done when the pink ceases to refill your sweet dreams and the girl smiled the boy climbed over the white picket fence and held her hand, holding the umbrella to keep their warmth sheltered deep within the girl picked her binoculars held it close to her pretty cheeks above her lips, navigating sights knowing their memories will far exceed than that of the white picket fence
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Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 11:00 PM UTC
A Girl and Body Standing White Picket Fence
watery eyes squinting against the pink glamor of the setting sun, casting marvelous streaks of cherry cream soda foam radiating from the heartfelt warmth dusk settling, a quiet raven swinging in the swaying trees and a fence line lining the edge of evergreen forests a white picket fence cluttered with the ghosts of memories a pair of binoculars held by a silent girl olive and freckled of the shower of tear drops which cascaded from those nights of aching compassion facing the other side solitude presence of one walked of a thousand steps back splayed by the salty foams spat by the restlessness of the sea an umbrella clasped in his grip the rain drizzled, throwing the pink sunsets into arrays of sweet, sweet melodies the girl of binocular and boy of umbrella a picket fence in between a relief from destiny, a rain check into reality figures of speech echoing slurring syllables recounting marbles that used to roll off from their laughters on lovely nights a girl of binoculars and boy of umbrellas dreamt of once a meeting of one such like this the raven cries fear not, deal not what has there to be done when the pink ceases to refill your sweet dreams and the girl smiled the boy climbed over the white picket fence and held her hand, holding the umbrella to keep their warmth sheltered deep within the girl picked her binoculars held it close to her pretty cheeks above her lips, navigating sights knowing their memories will far exceed than that of the white picket fence
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The dream came into my life like a hot summer day- the sand I had my feet in held me in place beach volleyball and hot **** skin makes me feel like I ought to go for a swim The dream came into my heart like a red hot silver dart- the pistol cocked it's hammer after the shot I started to stammer so much for beauty and all that glamor The dream came into my mind like a buried treasure- golden birds gathered like birds of the feather the giant blue hand held fast to the tether sounds came crashing in and for this I never felt better
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Jan 26, 2011
Jan 26, 2011 at 6:37 AM UTC
a tisket, a tasket, a baby in a basket
It was always a dream of mine to capture the tincture that embodies your sound; the voice that wakes me from myself. Words empower, words enslave; your words gave succinctness to the days. Periphrastic for show and glamor, otherwise, it was always one to another. "I" is for me, as you see fit. "Love" is for us, as we dream it. "You" is a sound that reverberates off caged testimonies. Sweet to me for sure; good to you you claim. Please pour forth that music. Love, the chords of my harp-heart.
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Feb 27, 2012
Feb 27, 2012 at 3:53 PM UTC
Mellifluous Love
Acquiesce here my love Ameliorate my heart The assemblage of circumstance provides dulcet ebullience An efflorescent dalliance conflated into cathartic becoming My bucolic bungalow made upon your callipygous A young Life’s denouement Your evocative elixir fetching An erstwhile emollient embrocation Your eloquent fingers find their way to frisson My felicitous chatoyant gambols in glamor like a halcyon incipient made ineffable by the look of the ingénue The labyrinthine inglenook lagoon leisurely lithe The murmurous daffodils wink at the insouciance of your beauty A panoply panacea, the half shadow complete as an epiphany Quintessential to feminine riparian resplendence Your mellifluous voice, an opulent offing, the sumptuous summery soliloquy of an angel Cools my soul like the smell of earth after rain Your propinquity ripples the scintilla of my spirit Your surreptitious smile like a zephyr quietly whispers Its redolent seraglio sempiternal in my thoughts As skyward gazes like saccharine gossamer lilt with the knowledge of our raveling juxtaposition a masterful pastiche, the cynosure of divine revelation
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
Beautiful Words
I shake like a drooling fool, exhale a snore am spent as my drizzle creeps towards her ****** The loose flesh of me weighed down upon her, but she wasn't there She was running through fields of fresh emerald spears, chases the wild horses of Patagonia never catches them as she is overrun carried away by the stallions from behind, blooms a water lily opens and closes over and over, Cereus opens with the touch of the Moon over and over, feel the dust hear the waves of trampling hooves as her face, a tense string, shatters into an open mouthed smile and shout of, "I am life, and you are the most blessed of creatures, here. I am the glamor of everything. I am Mother Earth in this moment, screaming, fitting, wailing, quaking, coming. Your diminishment has made this possible. Bathe in the spinning cradle of life, and stay still before you retreat from it."
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May 1, 2011
May 1, 2011 at 7:15 AM UTC
I Entered Her, Triumphant
Baby-dolled eyes, and glamor velvet encircles with a cruel femininity; the darkest pin-up of your diamond-dazzled dreams always takes it up a notch! It’s all burlesque and whispers when you come into her world of mirrored desire that plays just behind her lips; that dances just behind her rhinestone mask. The vampiress of merlot, cigarettes, and lace always remembers her prey; a black-widow’s striptease, cold and calculated. Again, she delights in the fact that she has broken another man she invited in to her ruthless masquerade.
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 1:05 PM UTC
The Harlot's Mask.
miles away. well I was plagued and pale and panicky, ripped up torn pages of a glamor **** magazine, coco lips pressed to the cool floor beneath the hoard - lovely. lowly lows loathing show boats & warships. flicked a spittle writer ribbon atop white middle fingertips & said, 'praise the passive lord, pretty.' 'yes of course, of course.'                                   'you are forever, ever golden.' (oh & then some.) such a fearless feeling breathing like new free fare blaring lights thru iron clad glass and such as life, the knifey night comes to pass, short & sweet; shock treatment, therapy. shot right thru me. weak need. stripped bare and bored I stare and mourn & I laugh. bliss wrapped in magic, you poor perfect ******* I would just hate to be you right now.
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Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 8:11 AM UTC
California Killing Fields
She's all lies with lies with her pretty little smile, her petite waist and waspish figure. She's got the whole world fooled, including you. You think she's perfect, a flawless, fallen angel. When really she's the Devil in disguise, with her all seeing, jaded eyes. Behind the glitz and glamor, is a girl burning with rage . The black widow has come to play She tells you all the things you want to hear. She uses and leaves you, without any tears. She'll break your heart just so she can smile. Loving is something she can't do. You think you are the exception, boy you are the fool. The black widow has come to play You've become caught in the web of her deceit The black widow always needs something to eat.
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Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 9:50 PM UTC
The Black Widow
The poet sang of a battle-field Where doughty deeds were done, Where stout blows rang on helm and shield And a kingdom's fate was spun With the scarlet thread of victory, And honor from death's grim revelry Like a flame-red flower was won! So bravely he sang that all who heard With the sting of the fight and the triumph were stirred, And they cried, "Let us blazon his name on high, He has sung a song that will never die!" Again, full throated, he sang of fame And ambition's honeyed lure, Of the chaplet that garlands a mighty name, Till his listeners fired with the god-like flame To do, to dare, to endure! The thirsty lips of the world were fain The cup of glamor he vaunted to drain, And the people murmured as he went by, "He has sung a song that will never die !" And once more he sang, all low and apart, A song of the love that was born in his heart: Thinking to voice in unfettered strain Its sweet delight and its sweeter pain; Nothing he cared what the throngs might say Who passed him unheeding from day to day, For he only longed with his melodies The soul of the one beloved to please. The song of war that he sang is as naught, For the field and its heroes are long forgot, And the song he sang of fame and power Was never remembered beyond its hour! Only to-day his name is known By the song he sang apart and alone, And the great world pauses with joy to hear The notes that were strung for a lover's ear.
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The Three Songs
*pretty women around the world when they see me, they smirk and some shake their head and say, **"who is that girl, who is that beautiful girl?"** some even roll their eyes and say my ego is huge and i need to be brought down to size i laugh at them and say "I don't wear any rouge" whenever i sashay into a room I flip my hair, give a big smile and strike a pose And all the sweet honeybees, every last one fall down on their knees and offer me a red rose some even beg and plead "marry me please" and some give a loud whistle just to capture my attention and all of them in unison exclaim with an excited smile "wow! you rock!" yes, glamor girl, that's me for every last honeybee many kisses I blow and I give them a special wink and whisper, "yes, I know" xoxo*
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Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 4:35 PM UTC
Glamorous, That's Me
A price that’s in the men shoes He’s unclaimed and well schooled Act his rhymes n’ mimic his friend too Make him understand our sweeter shoo Blend to been online with his touchy tools Then play him around n' bring him to us too Wherein he'll crave more for our added duties A pleasure to bend n' subdue his struggling pities And so you try to get me for all the monies n' fame Hoping that my heart do cringe to the gains and aims For in most man’s heart lies some greed n' impurities But that testimony was short-sighted n’ less accurate Dunamis and poverty - a borrower, the lender's slave An experience to fail my rapture; a shameful swing Which my hands cannot say – an immoral beauty Whom my lips can not welcome; the school The teacher - the minister A princess n’ a bling A frog as a king He’s handsome By gender She's beautiful in slander A prince An offender A princess The slanderer The princess and a king A soldier n’ a fling - a queen who’s ashamed The offer that topped the shelf of supreme That's us, both upside down and unclaimed A soldier n’ a queen - a coward, a shame The prince and a fling A miss A glamor A mister An amour Unashamed With clamor Unmoved By hammers A miss in a glamour A mister in an amour The minister and a king The majestic of single shoes Who's keen to sense a moral beauty Who sees the world as an interesting chaff Dominate n' commoners; a sense of duty that All must claimed from their individual combat For in most men heart, here lies love n’ cruelty To flamed the hearts n’ dance to pains n’ strife So I sought to seize the life of  love and Faith To pursuit a walk of dreams n’ less blemish Where little is important than odd duties Like turn me around and teach me you Teach me to see another man’s shoot Make me enjoy that creepiness too Shade my mind and my drink too Cause I’m unclaimed n’ uncool A vice that's in a male shoes
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Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 1:33 PM UTC
Upside Down & Unclaimed
A price that’s in the men shoes He’s unclaimed and well schooled Act his rhymes n’ mimic his friend too Make him understand our sweeter shoo Blend to been online with his touchy tools Then play him around n' bring him to us too Wherein he'll crave more for our added duties A pleasure to bend n' subdue his struggling pities And so you try to get me for all the monies n' fame Hoping that my heart do cringe to the gains and aims For in most man’s heart lies some greed n' impurities But that testimony was short-sighted n’ less accurate Dunamis and poverty - a borrower, the lender's slave An experience to fail my rapture; a shameful swing Which my hands cannot say – an immoral beauty Whom my lips can not welcome; the school The teacher - the minister A princess n’ a bling A frog as a king He’s handsome By gender She's beautiful in slander A prince An offender A princess The slanderer The princess and a king A soldier n’ a fling - a queen who’s ashamed The offer that topped the shelf of supreme That's us, both upside down and unclaimed A soldier n’ a queen - a coward, a shame The prince and a fling A miss A glamor A mister An amour Unashamed With clamor Unmoved By hammers A miss in a glamour A mister in an amour The minister and a king The majestic of single shoes Who's keen to sense a moral beauty Who sees the world as an interesting chaff Dominate n' commoners; a sense of duty that All must claimed from their individual combat For in most men heart, here lies love n’ cruelty To flamed the hearts n’ dance to pains n’ strife So I sought to seize the life of  love and Faith To pursuit a walk of dreams n’ less blemish Where little is important than odd duties Like turn me around and teach me you Teach me to see another man’s shoot Make me enjoy that creepiness too Shade my mind and my drink too Cause I’m unclaimed n’ uncool A vice that's in a male shoes
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Kozarev, you are like a summer's day: Bright and brilliant; exotic and vibrant. Smart and gallant; generous and elegant. Our story is flickering like these smooth bushes of May; ah, but why I saw thee not today, I knew not why. How could I dream of thee not? Ah, my dreams are bad. Nature hath probably cursed whom; whenever they enter into my mind at night. I hate their promises, and their tongues- they are forever and ever slandering my faith-by chanting about thy presence, their mouths are fraught with lies; leaning to me like those filthy, ungodly, savagery; if I was to catch thee not- why should have they insisted so? I am jealous of those hidden faces, unknown Behind thy walls, impatient to grasp thee with a bite of lustful words, swearing at thy benevolence, for I canst be more so, and more generous than thou hath thought. My blood boileth with sickly temperaments- whenever I am bound to one thinking Of thy prudence, and tactfulness Towards the glamor of insipid dames. My soul becomes problematic, and forested in severed distraction and dismay by averted lips of choking and gasping all day! Ah, yes, suffrage shall be beneath my eyes, until no more breath is perhaps to remain, and only wreaths of crossness Frantically treading about the paths of my gouty lungs; wreaking away bit by bit their brevity, washing off every virulent trace of devotional identity, and gravity. This is harassing me-the knowledge of being unable to see thee once more, this evening, perhaps- and I am twisting and glaring at these painful thoughts like a dream. And you, you are-as the butterflies start to file Out of their realms and into our world You are just like their epic poems; fruitful and delicious indeed- but humble as those thorns, smiling at the sun though wounded; and laughing by the smallest of whose delight. Kozarev, you are my man; and as you dance along the gravel paths by handsome moonlight, you are even more glittering than which; and with thy stateliness You will but own my heart once more, lifting it up from every dim deprecation and fruitless laudation it hath hitherto ventured into. And I love thee and might just love thee more every day; more than every promise my poems can say, I adore thee and cannot live without thee Swift and marvelous is my love, blessed and ingenious as it shall ever be. I love thee, Kozarev. Obicham te.
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May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 7:41 AM UTC
Obicham Te
Kozarev, you are like a summer's day: Bright and brilliant; exotic and vibrant. Smart and gallant; generous and elegant. Our story is flickering like these smooth bushes of May; ah, but why I saw thee not today, I knew not why. How could I dream of thee not? Ah, my dreams are bad. Nature hath probably cursed whom; whenever they enter into my mind at night. I hate their promises, and their tongues- they are forever and ever slandering my faith-by chanting about thy presence, their mouths are fraught with lies; leaning to me like those filthy, ungodly, savagery; if I was to catch thee not- why should have they insisted so? I am jealous of those hidden faces, unknown Behind thy walls, impatient to grasp thee with a bite of lustful words, swearing at thy benevolence, for I canst be more so, and more generous than thou hath thought. My blood boileth with sickly temperaments- whenever I am bound to one thinking Of thy prudence, and tactfulness Towards the glamor of insipid dames. My soul becomes problematic, and forested in severed distraction and dismay by averted lips of choking and gasping all day! Ah, yes, suffrage shall be beneath my eyes, until no more breath is perhaps to remain, and only wreaths of crossness Frantically treading about the paths of my gouty lungs; wreaking away bit by bit their brevity, washing off every virulent trace of devotional identity, and gravity. This is harassing me-the knowledge of being unable to see thee once more, this evening, perhaps- and I am twisting and glaring at these painful thoughts like a dream. And you, you are-as the butterflies start to file Out of their realms and into our world You are just like their epic poems; fruitful and delicious indeed- but humble as those thorns, smiling at the sun though wounded; and laughing by the smallest of whose delight. Kozarev, you are my man; and as you dance along the gravel paths by handsome moonlight, you are even more glittering than which; and with thy stateliness You will but own my heart once more, lifting it up from every dim deprecation and fruitless laudation it hath hitherto ventured into. And I love thee and might just love thee more every day; more than every promise my poems can say, I adore thee and cannot live without thee Swift and marvelous is my love, blessed and ingenious as it shall ever be. I love thee, Kozarev. Obicham te.
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i never bought the whole dark academia thing. sure, ****** and drugs and *** are torrid and dark when you're from a rich family, when you've never woken up to the news of your childhood best friend being shot to death, when you haven't seen your family and friends fall into the seductive cesspool of opioid addiction, when half of your class was pregnant by the time senior year rolled around. the academic upper class thinks what working class kids go through is sexier when the backdrop of the overdose is chandeliers and silk, instead of a small town parking lot at 3am. my aesthetic reality of academia is scholarships, it's leather jackets and nicotine addictions it's having the only fifteen-year-old car in the campus parking lot and hoping to find a plug before the first week of classes. it's not sleeping between work and class and partying. it's being the only one whose dad isn't buddies with the guy giving me an internship. it's lonely. it's the crippling loneliness of not understanding upper class social cues, it's reading crime and punishment in the slivers of time between work and work and class and more work and emphasizing with raskalnikov so much it makes your teeth ache. it's coughing up blood. it's having health insurance for the first time in college and still not using it. it's drowning, it's fighting, it's violent and heroic and painful and never knowing if you'll actually make it.
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Jul 30, 2020
Jul 30, 2020 at 8:33 PM UTC
gutter glamor
You're trying to build on something that's breaking down. There's cracks in the foundations of what was once a magnificent palace. Our love once the glue holding us together. Now it's dried up, musty and ***** leaving our feelings blowing in the wind. What was once a beautiful feeling now lay dead and cold on the ground. Our bliss evaporated, replaced by jealousy and hate. Where did we go wrong? When did it become normal to feel so alone? The tears and the screaming, your eyes dull and lackluster. You cracked through my walls left a storm in my home, then left, fixing the wall you broke. But even things mended will never return to the same glamor they once held.
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Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 9:17 AM UTC
Cracked
Oh sister, growing fiercely from between the cracks of those big city sidewalks I know you love the new-found sparkle on your pointed shoulder, your shoulder now chiseled by a place rough and dripping glamor, you have been gobbled up by a culture booming and ravenous for new blood you have been swept away and intoxicated by the strangeness and the newness and the heartlessness of that place. but don't forget us girl, we your family of patient prairie dwellers don't forget this humble, ***** city, this heartsoil these winters are what made you so strong big city baby don't forget our cold season the way the winter hems us in and forces us to make art and get real the way that our faces grow white, eyes grow dark and humble, hands curl and stiffen clenching at nothing for months the way these hearts and souls, nestled in ghost orchid flesh, nestled in snow, grow fat and red blooming carelessly like the open mouths of winter flowers
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Nov 10, 2010
Nov 10, 2010 at 6:22 PM UTC
big city thoughts on our winter flowers
**fem·i·nist [fem-uh-nist] adjective 1. advocating social, political, legal, and economic rights for women equal to those of men.** I used to be afraid I'd be stuck in a training bra forever. For awhile I didn't wear one. My grandmother would yell at me. I told her I was a feminist. I didn't know what it meant. A part of me wishes I could go back to that time of AA's instead of DD's. One less thing to define me. Maybe then I could be free of the restraints. Eyeliner seemed ridiculous. Poking yourself in the eye with an 8 dollar glamor crayon. Crayola sells them for 15 cents. Always was cheap - Not the makeup - Not the crayon. I don't leave the house without it. I used to be afraid of tampons. They grossed me out. They confused me. I didn't understand how you could stick something "up there" and walk straight. I'd be surprised how much it can handle. Strength. Numbers. Endurance. But, I still can't walk straight. I used to be afraid of the boogeyman. The darkness in the closet. The monster under my bed. I was a smart kid. I knew they were there all along under the comforter beneath the sheets next to my fragile body stealing my sliced heart and ******* the rest. The monsters wear a disguise. Rubber. If you're lucky. Without the water balloon and crossed fingers your stomach fills nine months times its size. So they say. I still like to believe it's an old wive's tale. And I refuse to be an old wife. I never considered thongs underwear. I considered them floss. Why wear one when you could just go bare *** and achieve the same result? Now I floss regularly. Hygiene is important. Clean my mouth. Well, might as well brush my teeth while I'm at it. I used to be afraid I'd grow up and couldn't eat Popsicles anymore. As if chasing after the icecream truck was something prescribed to a little girl in spaghetti straps ******* only her thumb. Innocence lost. I don't like Popsicles anymore. Unless they're cherry flavor.
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Jan 21, 2013
Jan 21, 2013 at 8:05 PM UTC
Femme
**fem·i·nist [fem-uh-nist] adjective 1. advocating social, political, legal, and economic rights for women equal to those of men.** I used to be afraid I'd be stuck in a training bra forever. For awhile I didn't wear one. My grandmother would yell at me. I told her I was a feminist. I didn't know what it meant. A part of me wishes I could go back to that time of AA's instead of DD's. One less thing to define me. Maybe then I could be free of the restraints. Eyeliner seemed ridiculous. Poking yourself in the eye with an 8 dollar glamor crayon. Crayola sells them for 15 cents. Always was cheap - Not the makeup - Not the crayon. I don't leave the house without it. I used to be afraid of tampons. They grossed me out. They confused me. I didn't understand how you could stick something "up there" and walk straight. I'd be surprised how much it can handle. Strength. Numbers. Endurance. But, I still can't walk straight. I used to be afraid of the boogeyman. The darkness in the closet. The monster under my bed. I was a smart kid. I knew they were there all along under the comforter beneath the sheets next to my fragile body stealing my sliced heart and ******* the rest. The monsters wear a disguise. Rubber. If you're lucky. Without the water balloon and crossed fingers your stomach fills nine months times its size. So they say. I still like to believe it's an old wive's tale. And I refuse to be an old wife. I never considered thongs underwear. I considered them floss. Why wear one when you could just go bare *** and achieve the same result? Now I floss regularly. Hygiene is important. Clean my mouth. Well, might as well brush my teeth while I'm at it. I used to be afraid I'd grow up and couldn't eat Popsicles anymore. As if chasing after the icecream truck was something prescribed to a little girl in spaghetti straps ******* only her thumb. Innocence lost. I don't like Popsicles anymore. Unless they're cherry flavor.
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We live In an era, Where our peers are our oppressors And your judged as a person By the contents of your dresser We need to make a change now Let's see if we can make it better Walking through a school hall getting spat on Cause you don't have the right jeans or ******* shirt on These superficial glamor nazis don't know me Looking down from there towers living on golden streets Kids cry at night when they lay between the sheets All they can think is "why? You don't even know me All these kids obsessed with jays and they thread count Looking at the outside and not what I'm about It's sickening, they got a fashion addiction. Living off of daddies money and mommies perscriptions Yet they don't look in the mirror and see the cynical villain That they turned out to be Can't see the hypocrisy And I'm honestly fed up I grew up on cheap clothes but the best love Maybe it's love those kids need a little more of
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Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 10:02 PM UTC
Fashion addicts
Don’t have the riches of kings or even high priced CEOs Nor the prestige that comes along with such titles Just blessed with the wealth of wisdom so vital Don’t have the physique of Hercules or a chiseled athlete Nor the pack of six that embodies the adored waist Just blessed with the muscle of fiber so ace Don’t have the sleekness of Benz or even a speedy Porsche Nor the glamor featured in the technology apparent Just blessed with the motor of drive so inherent Don’t have the smoothness of tongue or even a gabby gift Nor the trance of words to influence the willful soul Just blessed with the arrow of intent so bold Don’t have the weapons of stars or even enhanced surgeries Nor the practice that transforms them into *** beings Just blessed with the device of a mind so keen Don’t have the face of models or even fabled knights Nor the ability to rescue the day with super might Just blessed with the courage to do what’s right.
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Jun 30, 2013
Jun 30, 2013 at 9:47 PM UTC
Ideal
I spend most of my days on the top level of a double decker bus Going from one direction in the morning to another in the afternoon. The glamor lacks but the freedom is incredible. Where will I go? What will I do? Will I ever come back to you? Waking and working cooking and cleaning marrying and conceiving What a dull sad life most are destined to live While I enjoy my time living the lie of someone who travels on a double decker bus
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Jun 28, 2010
Jun 28, 2010 at 7:23 AM UTC
Double Decker Bus