Gotta take a ‘selfie’ before I’m outta bed                                            
Mum calls me down for breaky - Open Facebook up instead        
My sister dobs me in – I tell her to take a hike                      
Quick up load the photo, and hope I getta ‘like’.          

       Gotta take a ‘selfie’, gotta getta ‘like’                                            
Dad says it isn’t healthy, my sister says I’m ‘psych’            

   Take my Ipad into class, gotta get the high score                            
English teachers raving – But poetry’s a bore                            
She catches me on ‘chat room’ and takes away my phone        
Beg my friend for last year’s modal, I gotta getta loan.

Gotta take a ‘selfie’, gotta getta ‘like’                                            
Dad says I should get healthy- I take a gopro on my bike

Grumble to my parents – Life just isn’t fair                                    
I haven’t got my Iphone and no one wants to share                    
Mum doesn’t want to hear it, she has no sympathy                  
  Just as well there’s X-box, and by Mp3

Gotta take a ‘selfie’, gotta getta ‘like’                                                
Don’t tell me to think healthy, I think my brain’s on strike.

Aye Reke, do you see that girl over there?
With the beautiful eyes and long curly hair.
(Yea) she looking good so try not to stare.
("She prolly gotta man, Sean,")
Well I don't f__king care.
("I'm just saying do your thing, but beware.")
You know I will I just found the answer to my prayers
and so what we already know that life aint fair.
If I don't do this now I might not see her anywhere
~
You got yours, now let me get mine,
("Sean, she's coming over here")
now's the perfect time
Girl I only have 1Life 2Live I see the signs,
Read in between the lines,
I want to see inside and
Know whats on your mind
Cause beauties only skin deep
personalities unique
I love the way that you speak
you feeling me
I'm the last of dying breed
and we only have 1Life2Live
Let's L eye V E.
HA!
© 2013

Sometimes (Often)
People (Men)
On social networking (Dating)
Websites
Genuinely scare me

The thing is, though
--and it's a good thing--
is that when people contact you first
it's a reverse book-by-cover scenario
so my judgment is justified and there's nothing to feel bad about

"i leik to getta no you betta mmmmmmmyeah fkin hottie"
He says, so I go and look at his pictures
Suspicion confirmed
He says on his profile he likes gettin nekkid
Stays up late at night
He says his pad is so cool he parties all the time
Such frightening size
He looks like he could be on the cover of an Aryan prison gang documentary

If this situation were bottom to top and not top to bottom
then I might feel bad but
when you lay your cards
out first and eager
and you scare the **** out of me
I don't feel so bad

I grew up in the hood, in had to except that i was nothing, but now im chasing money and getting polo's i had it coming..i seen a lot of things in 18 years u cant tell me nothing..my momma dated a crack fen and got beat yeah she didn't see it coming, i cried myself to sleep but stayed strong in keep stunting, i do it all for u momma in im proud to say i love ya, you stayed strong during the hard times,nothing came above you, i pray before i lay my head that a real ***** would show u something, treat u like a queen and put u first and tell u that he love ya, but for now mama im yo king in ima show u that i love ya...Big sis sham you was like my best friend yeah we fell off but i wish we can start again, you was the only one that really understood me..we lend on each other shoulders when we both felt down.. and i wont to say sorry for you being mistreated but always kept a smile... in my lil princess let her know that ima always hold her down...haven't seen yall in a long time i feel bad that i didn't stick around... Thoughts run thru my head like look what you came out to be now, from all the struggles that we been thru the helpless nights where we didn't have a dad to tend too.. Moms stayed strong and she was always reliable to fall thru.. But you know that's my pops and im going to always love him two cause he took me out the hood and gave me a life i could look up too.. But for you ur still struggling trying to make a dime into a 100 now that's a tru hustle.. And mom taught me best that "If you want it you gotta get never stop tell you finish" soo i was raised a go getta my moms ain't never been a women to be bitter... Always stood high even tho everything was really low she always said "Don't let money **** yo pride just leave it up too god" but when money was alive my moms tend to cry not knowing where it came from she said it was a blessing from god.. So momma ima keep working and make sure you don't have to cry again it kills me to see a tear fall when the money isn't rolling in... Stay strong and hold on cause my time is coming for me to shine again... Much love Cindy D Ellis <3

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and so we did all sorts a stupid **** growin up

And then we went and started World War II

and perhaps things DID getta outa hand somewhat

But we made a ton a money you see

//

the greatest fun I ever had was ******* poor girls

Who thought they were getting somewhere

And then shooting them down and mocking their poverty

//

we all did **** like that !

:::(

We was a fun LOVIN bunch a guys !!

//

Now we pretend we be Christians

And are politicians née lawyers

And total *******

Which is a great gig

And makes a lotta money !

//

( Everything we do makes money ! )

;;:

Thanks god for the slaves !

I want a compelling melting hot macho starboy
In my world, in my headspace, encased in your radiance
Your inescapable incandescent captivatingness
***** your glowing dopetabulous chest
Kiss and squeeze your thrilled tips
Embrace your waist, taste your shape

Control your pace as your ***** hot gazes
Daze and shake my gayness, as your hazel
Beardacious engagingness inveigles me
Knocks me sideways, sets me ablaze
Has me caged in your mancave
Where I gape at naked, pure arrays
I can’t turn away from you

Just to look at you sends my existence away
Makes me hanker for your high life
Roll up a blunt and get crunk with a hunk
Pull up to your **** station as my creation instantly erupts
Feel your lusciousness linger in my guts
Feel your seamless stinging steam stream
In my dreamy divine dimension

True smooth *******, you are a thriller on the real
You make me feel so lit in your grip
So far gone in your tempting and delicious charm
Boy, you are a seemingly endless and resplendent king
A straight-up go-getta that bewitches and freezes my system
Got me so soft as butter, I stutter in your lovingness
In his sweet golden closeness, I am so strung out
Hypnotized, impossibly drawn to your automatic narcotic charm