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"gagged" poems
Time and risk caught up to you; Gagged you into silence. Chasing down the dragon was Your favorite form of violence. I saw its markings on your skin; The gauntness of your eyes Your searching fingers scratching down To truth, as you breathed lies China white won this round, love You thought you'd always dance The dragon chose another one And turned its gaze askance.
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 9:15 AM UTC
The Dragon Won.
He doesn't deserve this. As the cuts on my wrists turn to scars, his hands itch for the nearest blade; as I lie in my bed, my pillow dry for the first time, his pillow absorbs his tears and reminds him of his nightmares; as I get 6 hours of sleep, he lies awake afraid of the silence        6:00 am, he no longer needs an alarm clock.                                                                                                  ***As I get better                                                                                                  he gets worse.*** My demon ****** the life out of me and moved on to him. I wish to rid my demon off his back; everyday I see my demon drain him; like a hostage forced to watch it's torment,   hands bound,       gagged mouth,            mascara stained cheeks. He doesn't deserve this.
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Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 8:27 AM UTC
My demon - your demon
I have been doing a lot of work with my feelings lately. I have avoided them for most of my life because, well the bad ones outweigh the good ones. The rest of them were f@#ked or beaten out of me. I have always believed that my feelings only led to trouble and pain. A simple feeling stated as a child sent me tumbling down a rabbit hole of horrific pain. An innocent smile was interpreted to be nothing but filthy desire. A frown was nothing but blatant rebellion that had to be dealt with. My thinking is extremely black and white. Good or bad. Right or wrong. But what I'm learning is that feelings don't fall easily into any of those categories. The classifications that I have used to reason my life into some semblance of order do not work for feelings. So walking in this grey area is very difficult for me. I cannot make much sense of what I allow myself to feel and if I do, I get stuck. The detachment I have felt to my memories is slowly being bridged by the missing feelings. And that is terrifying. I have always been able to share, matter of factly, the details I have chosen to disclose. And I'm very afraid that those details were the easy ones; the ones I could disconnect from and push the feelings onto someone else. Remember those rabbit holes? When I find the feelings associated with that pain it's like falling down that hole bound, gagged, and blindfolded. My logic was my only means of control and I've lost it amongst the feelings. The only way to climb out of that hole? Literally feel my way out.
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Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
Feelings
I have been doing a lot of work with my feelings lately. I have avoided them for most of my life because, well the bad ones outweigh the good ones. The rest of them were f@#ked or beaten out of me. I have always believed that my feelings only led to trouble and pain. A simple feeling stated as a child sent me tumbling down a rabbit hole of horrific pain. An innocent smile was interpreted to be nothing but filthy desire. A frown was nothing but blatant rebellion that had to be dealt with. My thinking is extremely black and white. Good or bad. Right or wrong. But what I'm learning is that feelings don't fall easily into any of those categories. The classifications that I have used to reason my life into some semblance of order do not work for feelings. So walking in this grey area is very difficult for me. I cannot make much sense of what I allow myself to feel and if I do, I get stuck. The detachment I have felt to my memories is slowly being bridged by the missing feelings. And that is terrifying. I have always been able to share, matter of factly, the details I have chosen to disclose. And I'm very afraid that those details were the easy ones; the ones I could disconnect from and push the feelings onto someone else. Remember those rabbit holes? When I find the feelings associated with that pain it's like falling down that hole bound, gagged, and blindfolded. My logic was my only means of control and I've lost it amongst the feelings. The only way to climb out of that hole? Literally feel my way out.
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Bound, wound, and tied up all tight With porcelain features, I drowned in her sight Dominant I control her, she submits to my needs I punish and tease her with preferences of sinful greed Bound, wound, and tied up all tight She lashes and thrashes but I control this fight Blindfolded and gagged, aroused from my touch Candle drips between her hips; she loves this so much Strapped to the bed with a fistful of her mane She enjoys pain and pleasure; I love this **** game Bound, wound, and tied up all tight My fledgling fun toy I command her tonight She moans with pleasures and screams when she’s bad Electricity attached, her fears makes me glad Vaginal to **** play, or no *** at all A new ******* kit arrives; I’m bouncing off the wall Bound, wound, and tied up all tight Under the bed restrains, ****** clamps, and leather cuffs in my sight She’s cuffed, restrained, clamped and all ready She needs me it feeds me and keeps me rock steady She gives me her all in suspended animation Together we are driven by a powerful lustful twisted sensation For Bound, wound, and tied up all tight You’re my favorite present, my fix, and my all through the night
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 11:03 AM UTC
A **** GAME
Hear the LION'S ROAR As the many indignant souls Find themselves restored In his majestic presence As he rattles the very fabric Of this world as many Broken men become renewed Their fractured parts Collect in the melting *** Of the Lions stare So let us all dare To live life like a Lion Lounging in the sun Owning and surveying His beautiful life Storing great forces Reservoirs of strength To pounce and punch Soft pads of silent stealth Gather for all his wealth His appetite strong He honors every parts of self But there is no where To hide in the cats eye stare As my many fumbling phoney selves Dissolve in his melting glare As I am shamed by a look As I approach life like a crook My procrastinating belly exposed In my lack luster display As I breath a contempt For my precious life Standing strong in stature And rich in golden shine Radiating with a presence Of Absolute rule The air washed with A bristly respect A natural pride Beams with a beauty Freed from all that is false His being effortlessly Embraces the fields Of his own nature As I am silenced by The strangle hold of this Bitter dysfunctional world Tightened by a Multitude of silent gestures I sit to listen To the LION'S ROAR I feel my throat burst My gagged tongue freed My choked throat Beams like the sun As I softly delve In to the LION'S ROAR An open infinity Cuts my many collars Releasing my self expression As a thousand trap doors Open in me Learning from the loving LION Our self expression freed And our appetite renewed We live a new adventure
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Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 5:13 PM UTC
THE LION'S ROAR
Hear the LION'S ROAR As the many indignant souls Find themselves restored In his majestic presence As he rattles the very fabric Of this world as many Broken men become renewed Their fractured parts Collect in the melting *** Of the Lions stare So let us all dare To live life like a Lion Lounging in the sun Owning and surveying His beautiful life Storing great forces Reservoirs of strength To pounce and punch Soft pads of silent stealth Gather for all his wealth His appetite strong He honors every parts of self But there is no where To hide in the cats eye stare As my many fumbling phoney selves Dissolve in his melting glare As I am shamed by a look As I approach life like a crook My procrastinating belly exposed In my lack luster display As I breath a contempt For my precious life Standing strong in stature And rich in golden shine Radiating with a presence Of Absolute rule The air washed with A bristly respect A natural pride Beams with a beauty Freed from all that is false His being effortlessly Embraces the fields Of his own nature As I am silenced by The strangle hold of this Bitter dysfunctional world Tightened by a Multitude of silent gestures I sit to listen To the LION'S ROAR I feel my throat burst My gagged tongue freed My choked throat Beams like the sun As I softly delve In to the LION'S ROAR An open infinity Cuts my many collars Releasing my self expression As a thousand trap doors Open in me Learning from the loving LION Our self expression freed And our appetite renewed We live a new adventure
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my breath is blue cold and forgettable in this dark room and with my eyes closed composed of a mind and all its follies, that I cannot switch off; i am lost, yes, bless'd with a life i never would have known otherwise, of minutes, mountains and stones, wise men; a home and sun rise, here on this rock me and so many like me will die, pretending we never would, consuming blood and wood even burning the forest down 'tis his kingdom, filled with people bad and good, some mad and filled with scars and broken days then there's that who has no need for a place, some wear stars and some wear no face, some are meant to die, some meant to stay some go away never to come back, some find grey days soothing as they pass by, some live in good-byes, and some dye themselves, some don't cry, some won't die, and we'd watch them live forever, whilst we break our lies, i live the lies too, yes, but that's more bless'd, in this storm of illusion, outside this dark room where i bleed away bits of me, everytime i step out, loud noises and the clock, to break me down, silence louder than words, empty air for me to drown trapped in a circle 'round my neck, eyes to dream me a crown, and a mind for the countless worthless things i've found gagged and bound, in the deepest layers miles deeper than my skin sinking, and inking my breath blue.
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Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 2:23 PM UTC
blue room
we had been mopping the kitchen floor all day and the dirt never stopped coming back and earlier we had sprayed the entire front porch down with the garden hose and now it was still wet which made it feel as if it had recently rained when in fact the grass was a crunchy brown carpet of regrets. the night before we had drunk orange smoothies laced with lime and something aged sleek and dark (i think it must have been the reason we couldn't sleep that night lay awake in my parents bed and i told you why i wouldn't go swimming until the sun rose the dog barked the birds screamed their morning songs and my body stopped its nightly spasms of fear.) and the next evening we put on a miranda lambert song (the one we drank to in your mother's van last winter) sat on the wet porch swing and cracked open our first beers they were really bad i gagged because it tasted like carbonated banana bread with too much stale baking soda and we poured half of them into the flower beds the next morning was sunday and we had milk and muffins in the kitchen with simon and garfunkel then went back out to the porch drank iced coffee in the eleven o'clock sunlight and you said "if this were a normal sunday i would have been up at six at church by eight and done teaching my first sunday school class by ten." (is beer as much of an acquired taste as coffee is? because i can't ever remember not liking it i used to think it was bitter but i always liked it anyway.) i didn't say anything because i didn't want to say what was on the tip of my tongue that this kind of sunday had become my normalcy and our variety of saturday night no longer felt like underage drinking and more like the way i was meant to be.
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 3:15 PM UTC
underage drinking
we had been mopping the kitchen floor all day and the dirt never stopped coming back and earlier we had sprayed the entire front porch down with the garden hose and now it was still wet which made it feel as if it had recently rained when in fact the grass was a crunchy brown carpet of regrets. the night before we had drunk orange smoothies laced with lime and something aged sleek and dark (i think it must have been the reason we couldn't sleep that night lay awake in my parents bed and i told you why i wouldn't go swimming until the sun rose the dog barked the birds screamed their morning songs and my body stopped its nightly spasms of fear.) and the next evening we put on a miranda lambert song (the one we drank to in your mother's van last winter) sat on the wet porch swing and cracked open our first beers they were really bad i gagged because it tasted like carbonated banana bread with too much stale baking soda and we poured half of them into the flower beds the next morning was sunday and we had milk and muffins in the kitchen with simon and garfunkel then went back out to the porch drank iced coffee in the eleven o'clock sunlight and you said "if this were a normal sunday i would have been up at six at church by eight and done teaching my first sunday school class by ten." (is beer as much of an acquired taste as coffee is? because i can't ever remember not liking it i used to think it was bitter but i always liked it anyway.) i didn't say anything because i didn't want to say what was on the tip of my tongue that this kind of sunday had become my normalcy and our variety of saturday night no longer felt like underage drinking and more like the way i was meant to be.
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Clad in vinyl Bound and gagged My whip cracks Cleave clefts of flesh And the blood trickles Lightly Pain is pulsing Penetrating prior unknowns Chains and leather Inclement weather The pain and pleasure A pinnacle of understanding Transcending Our reality Like lsd A mind **** Of the brutal but beautiful An ode to those beyond Rather above the pale I tie your hands Bind your feet Kiss your face And release The Master.
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Aug 1, 2016
Aug 1, 2016 at 4:21 PM UTC
The Master
Suffocating. Restricted. Can't breathe. Lost. Confused. Lonely. Annoyed. Gasping for air. Blocked windpipe. Can't move. Hands bound. Mouth gagged. Silent screams. Tears roll. I'm not fine.
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Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 8:32 AM UTC
Ignored
palace of lights caved blooms through the body like reality pitted against a comic book not knowing where life came from not knowing how it will end food tubes or road **** is creation substance-less? 24 carat nonsense, or pure wisdom? perhaps bad therapy for lab animals and store front dummies monkeys shudder at needles unless candied with a heroine syringe chemistry a science of belligerence and euphoria pleasure before despair and than a sea of pain and a **** impaling her the lushly contoured female a frictionless exchange of power for ******* ecstatic death as her eyes bob and flutter like cascading echo's my birth tarot card **** of swords her favorite when I push through her like blood bubble gum b l o o d b u b b a b u b b le g u m a **** cathedral of lights flicker spit guttural diphthong like a vipers castanets uterine fire bursts like an appendix bomb her **** a zoo c u n t z o o i am peanuts worms and hay her face a mask to hide behind breath play sibilant **** specter or nightmares shadows and villains aphrodiac gagged and drugged hot ***** bound a big eyed **** s l u t l o v e *** cannibals turn me on her ****** a goddess a Russian roulette for shtttty kisses sploosh she shot me cuckoo spit k o cuck  k o  k o o twizzles willie milk in a drowning moss draped moon orifice under a shattered zodiac wrapped in tentacles of night she turns me on
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Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 1:44 PM UTC
She Turns Me On...Cunt Zoo Manga
This is the mountain I'm climbing Due to circumstantial timing The triumphant peaks change over time Just one of this mountain's many crimes The rocks on this mountain are flawed But the mountain is flawless Nature enforces restrictive laws So my life becomes lawless Through this insanity I can't find my humanity It's gagged and bound In the lost and found On this lonely hill Where I get my fill It's an uphill battle Getting above this mountain My conscience rattles My eyes pour like a fountain When I see everything suddenly Like halos hovering Over my past Lying dead in the grass Sometimes I must traverse a log to go over a bog Then I must do the inverse to go under the smog There are countless endeavors Through varying weather That leave me very confused And frantically panicked This mountain provides a view Of the entire planet This mountain made of dust I scale because I must Stillness develops rust When cliffs await us I see dead pioneers on the ground I see weary travelers all around I see fellow climbers as brothers Unless I see them as a lover Then I want to go cave exploring Before my grave ends the story Things should get weird If banality is to be feared In order to make a mark Even if it's in the dark To be perfectly candid This mountain is my canvas I carve my face in it as I go up But my face changes as I grow up So I start swag jacking The backpacking Mirror macking Confidence lacking Mountain attacking Climbers So I can find a crevasse to fit into This mountain is easy to give in to
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Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 12:20 AM UTC
Mountain
This is the mountain I'm climbing Due to circumstantial timing The triumphant peaks change over time Just one of this mountain's many crimes The rocks on this mountain are flawed But the mountain is flawless Nature enforces restrictive laws So my life becomes lawless Through this insanity I can't find my humanity It's gagged and bound In the lost and found On this lonely hill Where I get my fill It's an uphill battle Getting above this mountain My conscience rattles My eyes pour like a fountain When I see everything suddenly Like halos hovering Over my past Lying dead in the grass Sometimes I must traverse a log to go over a bog Then I must do the inverse to go under the smog There are countless endeavors Through varying weather That leave me very confused And frantically panicked This mountain provides a view Of the entire planet This mountain made of dust I scale because I must Stillness develops rust When cliffs await us I see dead pioneers on the ground I see weary travelers all around I see fellow climbers as brothers Unless I see them as a lover Then I want to go cave exploring Before my grave ends the story Things should get weird If banality is to be feared In order to make a mark Even if it's in the dark To be perfectly candid This mountain is my canvas I carve my face in it as I go up But my face changes as I grow up So I start swag jacking The backpacking Mirror macking Confidence lacking Mountain attacking Climbers So I can find a crevasse to fit into This mountain is easy to give in to
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A loose handed emblem, of folded thoughts, Loss is weaponized in enchanted red, Wrongs corrected stemming from the blissful bare signed gawky individuals. Homage backtracked and renounced Barely earnest calls for a curious fathom-ability Heaven bound birdlike shadows, Bright light gagged and janky, Found little finger blood tacked to the earth.
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Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 5:11 PM UTC
Birdlike Shadows
We're mostly gregarious and polite, Like most of you. We too have our diplomatic trips 'n bumps; We never cozied to Dicky; But welcomed ex-pat refugees For safe and sound reasons. After the jimmy-rigging, how many re-pated? And we gagged on the impeachables, all fuzzy and bitter. He called the father *that ******* in Ottawa;* And Pierre wore that moniker like The Order of Canada. When you're not liked by one, you're a dove. You should visit CANDU.wow It has it all. How is Supreme Leader managing? Are his... Are my people... sitting at attention. We could real news a bomb a la Kim Jong, Or flip a stone down at Port Huron. We won't. But we could if we weren't The Great White North, so accommodating, so polite, So Coo loo coo coo coo coo coo cooo! nice... (for now)
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Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
We Candu Too
My girlfriend was so pretty And normal as could be But then something horrible happened And changed her entirely One day she was sipping coffee A spider fell into her cup It was too late when she gagged And realized she had swallowed the spider up The next morning when she woke up And scratched her sleepy head She discovered that overnight she had grown Eight spider legs and a giant spider head She screamed as she crawled out the door And shrieked when she looked into the mirror Her spider senses tickled and twitched And made my poor girlfriend quiver Her life has never been the same Being half a spider and half a lady At first I wasn't sure I could continue dating her I mean, just imagine starting a family and having a spider baby! Sometimes I think and wonder What to do with our lives Normal is seeing your girlfriend shopping Not chilling upside down from the ceiling watching Desperate Housewives Sometimes its quite funny To see her browsing at a store Where she’d usually buy a pair of shoes Now she’d have to buy three pairs more When I couldn’t take her shopping And tried to run off with the guys She spun her spiderweb and caught me And took me by surprise I’m so sick of her spider antics I really wish we were done At first she was a lot of nice things But now my spider girlfriend is no longer fun I took her out to dinner And the only thing she ate Was a plate of fried houseflies And a glass of lemonade When I tried to hug her Her eight legs wrapped me tight They gave me such a shock Eight legs were such a hideous sight! I couldn't take it anymore I broke it off with her and made her understand But now I really regret my thoughtless decision Because now my girlfriend is dating Spiderman.
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 5:42 AM UTC
My Girlfriend Turned into a Spider
My girlfriend was so pretty And normal as could be But then something horrible happened And changed her entirely One day she was sipping coffee A spider fell into her cup It was too late when she gagged And realized she had swallowed the spider up The next morning when she woke up And scratched her sleepy head She discovered that overnight she had grown Eight spider legs and a giant spider head She screamed as she crawled out the door And shrieked when she looked into the mirror Her spider senses tickled and twitched And made my poor girlfriend quiver Her life has never been the same Being half a spider and half a lady At first I wasn't sure I could continue dating her I mean, just imagine starting a family and having a spider baby! Sometimes I think and wonder What to do with our lives Normal is seeing your girlfriend shopping Not chilling upside down from the ceiling watching Desperate Housewives Sometimes its quite funny To see her browsing at a store Where she’d usually buy a pair of shoes Now she’d have to buy three pairs more When I couldn’t take her shopping And tried to run off with the guys She spun her spiderweb and caught me And took me by surprise I’m so sick of her spider antics I really wish we were done At first she was a lot of nice things But now my spider girlfriend is no longer fun I took her out to dinner And the only thing she ate Was a plate of fried houseflies And a glass of lemonade When I tried to hug her Her eight legs wrapped me tight They gave me such a shock Eight legs were such a hideous sight! I couldn't take it anymore I broke it off with her and made her understand But now I really regret my thoughtless decision Because now my girlfriend is dating Spiderman.
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I sat on the dentist’s chair With an aching tooth, feeling hell The dentist seemed quite pleased As he opened my mouth and surveyed ‘There are holes to be filled And the plaque to be removed It needs a few sittings At the end, you’ll have a set of fine teeth’! His gentle assurance was so comforting And I thought my jaws no more have to suffer The pangs and torments of an aching tooth! He then, in a narrow syringe Injected something into my gum I knew a numbness creeping in Until at last I felt a hard rock within Now, like an expert work man He began his rigorous craft Loud machines began to boom The chair got flattened From 'verticality' I got changed into 'horizontality' And the overhead apparatus came down Like an eagle swooping down on its prey. With blaring lights blinding my vision, I lay torpid as if my body was strapped The doctor took out his steel and hammer And started tapping and chipping Drilling and boring Though numb, I could still feel the pull and tug The crooked forceps and pliers Made all the nerves in my head irk My mouth was filled with saliva And I felt a sprout of blood inside He stuffed some gauze and resumed his work I wanted to yell, ask him to stop But being gagged, I couldn’t utter a word My pupils dilated My lips quivered My tongue got parched I gasped for breath With a mix of cement and sand (?) He began filling and plastering Scrubbing and polishing Helplessly lying on the dentist’s chair, I wondered What whips and stings one has to endure To end the pain and give the teeth a shine!
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Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
On a Dentist's Chair
I sat on the dentist’s chair With an aching tooth, feeling hell The dentist seemed quite pleased As he opened my mouth and surveyed ‘There are holes to be filled And the plaque to be removed It needs a few sittings At the end, you’ll have a set of fine teeth’! His gentle assurance was so comforting And I thought my jaws no more have to suffer The pangs and torments of an aching tooth! He then, in a narrow syringe Injected something into my gum I knew a numbness creeping in Until at last I felt a hard rock within Now, like an expert work man He began his rigorous craft Loud machines began to boom The chair got flattened From 'verticality' I got changed into 'horizontality' And the overhead apparatus came down Like an eagle swooping down on its prey. With blaring lights blinding my vision, I lay torpid as if my body was strapped The doctor took out his steel and hammer And started tapping and chipping Drilling and boring Though numb, I could still feel the pull and tug The crooked forceps and pliers Made all the nerves in my head irk My mouth was filled with saliva And I felt a sprout of blood inside He stuffed some gauze and resumed his work I wanted to yell, ask him to stop But being gagged, I couldn’t utter a word My pupils dilated My lips quivered My tongue got parched I gasped for breath With a mix of cement and sand (?) He began filling and plastering Scrubbing and polishing Helplessly lying on the dentist’s chair, I wondered What whips and stings one has to endure To end the pain and give the teeth a shine!
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My worst enemy and tireless companion finally came to my door last night. As I slept away the time of day And killed my poor friend Time He traveled closer to my home. As I slowly cowered in the face of fear And realized my mistake too late As I chose to make a silly choice He quietly opened the door. Shame came in but didn't stop And with every tear that welled up inside He crawled in hot into my cheeks. As the salty drops burned away my skin He then moved on down to my throat And choked me up till air was gone. I gagged and shook, begging him to go Openly admitting my sin But Shame knew he could do more And as I watched my world crumble He eagerly attacked my heart. As he dripped down to the hearth He triumphed with his final mutation. The pain of Shame is nothing Next to that of his brother Humiliation. There, in the privacy of my soul He slaughtered my Pride with a blunted blade As Sloth cowered in the corner. When the room was red he finally paused With a smile on his face at the lesson he left. As he exited Responsibility came in instead And from the door watched with sad eyes Waiting for me to rise and finally apologise.
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Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC
Shame
You fumble with the cigarette It is carelessly balanced between your index and middle finger Like how you see in the movies You hesitantly tapped it on the corner of the ashtray You forced a confident smile Coughed uncontrollably Claimed it was a flu But knew it was not You poured too much ***** into your glass And you gulped it bottoms up You suppressed a look of disgust And said it was good You asked for another glass Even though you were tipsy And could not stand still The white smoke and false strawberry scent filled the room You saw the bubbles and the burning charcoal We were blowing rings and imitating dragons You asked for a go We couldn't say no You swallowed the gas whole You choked you gagged But said it felt good And tasted strawberries You couldn't wait for your turn again Even though you couldn't breathe without clearing your throat You weren't enjoying yourself But I guess everyone already knew But beneath the bloodshot eyes Frequent retching Croaking throat I saw a boy that just wanted to belong k.m.
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Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 2:01 AM UTC
Adolescence at its maximum — Scattered tobacco, Crushed beer cans and Shisha bottles
Because you kicked and you screamed, And you cried and you pleaded, To meet the Reaper. Yes you cut and you stabbed, Swallowed pills until you gagged, Just to try to meet the Reaper. You even hung from a rope, But then it broke, what a joke, You just want to meet the Reaper. Closed your eyes, fell three floors, Broke your feet and nothing more, You're dying to meet the Reaper. You shot yourself in the head, Yet you're still not ******* dead! Why can't you meet the Reaper. How you long for an end, Suicide, your favourite trend, Life decided you're a keeper. Now you're grey, what can I say, Death could come any day, But you don't want to meet the Reaper. Lived a life, plagued by strife, Now you sleep with a knife, Just in case you meet the Reaper.
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Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 5:51 AM UTC
THE REAPER
Words run down rutty cheeks and phrases pour out of ears and snotty clauses pool on a top lip. A sleeping lizard with tough skin fills the mouth with a little bit of space for the foot propped up against the molars in the back. Some magnificent ******** can part their jaws to let cascades of magnificent sense pass from them. This unfortunate individual, however, cannot stream any quips out of the correct orifice. If some promising witticism manages to squeeze past the big fat iguana under that palate then the bitter thing would flick at the uvula with its tail and the witty remark would be gagged out in the most broken form it could possibly take. The lie it cultivates is that everything inside is at least a little embarrassing.  Desperately romanticising about growing a soft, lizard-less mouth must somehow cure the hard working mute someday. Because what the hell else is there to do when one needs to be undaunted and well-spoken?
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Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 11:27 AM UTC
Daunt the lizard.
it's not even noon, but my thoughts are drenched with *** bound and gagged. you're dancing around the kitchen, clad only in a pair of lace ******* you paid too much for at Victoria's Secret liaisons by the seaside, sand sieving through your hair: all forms of metal-backed currency taste like ***** on your fingertips stuffed roughly in my mouth, call me a **** pretty please? promethazine slathered over watermelon sherbert and soaked in Sprite; put a lid on it and shake vigorously until well mixed. Xanax exacerbated migraines mean naptime for me, and I forgot to tell you the Gatorade is spiked with ***** (or maybe tequila; I've well and truly forgotten) and all of this is just another means of replacing you. you're wrapped in an ecru trench coat, cinched at the waist over concealed weaponry: unlicensed pistol and wet coral ***** constrained by a black leather holster and cobalt cotton. you kissed me with ******* in your nostrils and nosebleed on your lips; you killed me with contempt in your mouth and venom on your nails.
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 5:18 PM UTC
kissin kate barlow
If you drive down route 235, the lonely parallel line of route 5, running through St. Mary's County, Maryland, between the intersection of Old Three Notch road and St. Andrew's Church road, and the liquor store at the corner of Mattapany-- you must do so with a fat wallet, and a growling stomach, who barks at the flashing signs of the sparkling chain restaurants-- wafting their familiar scents out the windows and onto the busy street. Utterly beleaguered every which way by these olfactory factories, your mouth waters and your wallet lightens as the tantalizing sensations permeate your vehicle. So you cave; another lost soul vacates the street at Restaurant Alley, under the prowling searchlights and the intoxicating smells lingering like a dense fog; You linger in your purgatory with glee. You exit satisfied, patting your abdominous belly and lifting your smiling face to the sky in thanks to the gluttonous gods who rain down these chain restaurants from the heavens. A satisfied sigh seeps out of loose lips, barely hanging on to your fleshy face, so ruddy and fat. You act like your stop was something novel, like it wasn't routine to acquiesce to these temptations; you return to your car to continue your roamings down restaurant alley. Sadly, a full stomach won't stifle a querying nose, and your senses are soon at it again; just as the waiters and waitresses, cooks and busboys-- are back at the window, leaning outside with their clamorings and bustlings and cookings-- You pretend to entertain willpower as your copilot, but even if that were so, your senses would still be at the wheel, with your mind bound and gagged in the trunk. Restaurant Alley goes on for miles and miles and miles, seemingly endless in the permeating fog of burgers and pancakes and pasta and chicken and fries and burgers and soda and ice cream and beer and pasta and wine and America and pancakes and steak and appetizers and desserts and entrees and specials and kids menus and burgers and chicken and pasta and fries and burgers and ice cream and salad and burgers and soda and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat! There's nothing to eat; there's nothing to do but eat in Restaurant Alley, on route 235 in St. Mary's County, Maryland. So fasten your seat belt, and loosen your waist belt, and take a doomed trip down the endless roadway-- where you are dragged, shackled to food chains that haul you from the perdition that is the lobby's waiting room to be seated with loved ones at the mercy seat of Ambrosia.
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Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 5:02 PM UTC
Restaurant Alley
If you drive down route 235, the lonely parallel line of route 5, running through St. Mary's County, Maryland, between the intersection of Old Three Notch road and St. Andrew's Church road, and the liquor store at the corner of Mattapany-- you must do so with a fat wallet, and a growling stomach, who barks at the flashing signs of the sparkling chain restaurants-- wafting their familiar scents out the windows and onto the busy street. Utterly beleaguered every which way by these olfactory factories, your mouth waters and your wallet lightens as the tantalizing sensations permeate your vehicle. So you cave; another lost soul vacates the street at Restaurant Alley, under the prowling searchlights and the intoxicating smells lingering like a dense fog; You linger in your purgatory with glee. You exit satisfied, patting your abdominous belly and lifting your smiling face to the sky in thanks to the gluttonous gods who rain down these chain restaurants from the heavens. A satisfied sigh seeps out of loose lips, barely hanging on to your fleshy face, so ruddy and fat. You act like your stop was something novel, like it wasn't routine to acquiesce to these temptations; you return to your car to continue your roamings down restaurant alley. Sadly, a full stomach won't stifle a querying nose, and your senses are soon at it again; just as the waiters and waitresses, cooks and busboys-- are back at the window, leaning outside with their clamorings and bustlings and cookings-- You pretend to entertain willpower as your copilot, but even if that were so, your senses would still be at the wheel, with your mind bound and gagged in the trunk. Restaurant Alley goes on for miles and miles and miles, seemingly endless in the permeating fog of burgers and pancakes and pasta and chicken and fries and burgers and soda and ice cream and beer and pasta and wine and America and pancakes and steak and appetizers and desserts and entrees and specials and kids menus and burgers and chicken and pasta and fries and burgers and ice cream and salad and burgers and soda and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat! There's nothing to eat; there's nothing to do but eat in Restaurant Alley, on route 235 in St. Mary's County, Maryland. So fasten your seat belt, and loosen your waist belt, and take a doomed trip down the endless roadway-- where you are dragged, shackled to food chains that haul you from the perdition that is the lobby's waiting room to be seated with loved ones at the mercy seat of Ambrosia.
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Chop down the city lights of Paranoia. Cathartic beads of sweat roll off the horrors of your back under the saggy breast lamps in the pitched dreams where the nightmare kids come to watch you sleep.            Somersaulting walls made of human tissue, the love of your life overseas, and everything you say comes out as water torture on hollow centers of hope.                         poetry is dead.                                                   Liars smoke ten packs a day, social criminals stroll in marathons of perdition across the rot of post-modern vices, their feet stomp closer to watching faces under the bed.                                       'This is a story. A dream!' Everyone sees the fire under the bed. Watch-fires earthbound by every word before it is said, gagged in envy--brought to glow by spineless atoms.         Every sexless sun has a beard, a saved flirtation that singes           the vacuum of today's soul,                              a dead dream because you didn't pull it from the brink. No one has a name in poetry. A task. A point. An exit.                                                   One bed-room apartments locked with pearls                                                      visible only to soloist dogs. No sorry for vagueness or shut-mouth or bleeding upwards. The meter is running.... to the pharmacy because it could be pregnant with all the possibilities. And the whole amphitheater wants to hear one line, the life changer you brought --here it is: Forget your name.
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Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 1:47 AM UTC
Paranoia
Chop down the city lights of Paranoia. Cathartic beads of sweat roll off the horrors of your back under the saggy breast lamps in the pitched dreams where the nightmare kids come to watch you sleep.            Somersaulting walls made of human tissue, the love of your life overseas, and everything you say comes out as water torture on hollow centers of hope.                         poetry is dead.                                                   Liars smoke ten packs a day, social criminals stroll in marathons of perdition across the rot of post-modern vices, their feet stomp closer to watching faces under the bed.                                       'This is a story. A dream!' Everyone sees the fire under the bed. Watch-fires earthbound by every word before it is said, gagged in envy--brought to glow by spineless atoms.         Every sexless sun has a beard, a saved flirtation that singes           the vacuum of today's soul,                              a dead dream because you didn't pull it from the brink. No one has a name in poetry. A task. A point. An exit.                                                   One bed-room apartments locked with pearls                                                      visible only to soloist dogs. No sorry for vagueness or shut-mouth or bleeding upwards. The meter is running.... to the pharmacy because it could be pregnant with all the possibilities. And the whole amphitheater wants to hear one line, the life changer you brought --here it is: Forget your name.
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Capricorn: Maybe those ghosts that you’ve been trying so desperately to keep locked inside your closet and gagged with old t-shirts, are truly trying to help you instead of hurt you once more, and it’s finally time to sit up and listen, because they know you and they know how to help.
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Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 2:36 PM UTC
What he told me
I've experienced the exuberance of youth. Through endless summer days, of blissful childhood ignorance. I have drempt the most glorious dreams. The ability to soar with the eagles was mine, most any night. I was to live, forever. I have know the delirious intoxication, of boyish infatuation. And to such a degree, I have tasted the bitterness of rejection. I have lived amid nonconformists. I shared in their ideological beliefs. Old Guard be ****** I have witnessed the gatherings of idealists, who's main purpose was to spread their premise of the brotherhood of man. I have seen them chained and gagged. Beaten for their beliefs. Shot down in their youth, by those who's superficial dogmas kept them from the truth. I have been among the ranks of the tens of thousands, shouting my incensement's against a failing war. And I have been to the "wall" and wept for my fallen brothers.I have seen the rise of iconic performers. Some who would pay the ultimate price for their notoriety. I have felt the power of their karma and reveled in their idioms'. I have witnessed the miraculous wonder of birth. I've had the privilege to hold the embodiment of purity, God's ultimate creation, in the hollow of my arms. I have walked among the Angels. And I have delved into the pit of my own iniquity's. I have loved the un-loved, and scoffed at those who would be cherished. I have lived as if, there were no tomorrow. I have learned there is just today. I have lived to be a better man than I was. I live to be a better man than I am.
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 5:40 PM UTC
I have lived
I've experienced the exuberance of youth. Through endless summer days, of blissful childhood ignorance. I have drempt the most glorious dreams. The ability to soar with the eagles was mine, most any night. I was to live, forever. I have know the delirious intoxication, of boyish infatuation. And to such a degree, I have tasted the bitterness of rejection. I have lived amid nonconformists. I shared in their ideological beliefs. Old Guard be ****** I have witnessed the gatherings of idealists, who's main purpose was to spread their premise of the brotherhood of man. I have seen them chained and gagged. Beaten for their beliefs. Shot down in their youth, by those who's superficial dogmas kept them from the truth. I have been among the ranks of the tens of thousands, shouting my incensement's against a failing war. And I have been to the "wall" and wept for my fallen brothers.I have seen the rise of iconic performers. Some who would pay the ultimate price for their notoriety. I have felt the power of their karma and reveled in their idioms'. I have witnessed the miraculous wonder of birth. I've had the privilege to hold the embodiment of purity, God's ultimate creation, in the hollow of my arms. I have walked among the Angels. And I have delved into the pit of my own iniquity's. I have loved the un-loved, and scoffed at those who would be cherished. I have lived as if, there were no tomorrow. I have learned there is just today. I have lived to be a better man than I was. I live to be a better man than I am.
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