"fullfilled" poems
Christmas used to be a time of fun
As I age my eyes have opened
I am no longer waiting for a present
I'm waiting for my Saviour to come
In my heart I truly know
I will be the one to go
To meet The Saviour
There will be a day
Until then I must pray
He speaks to me each
And every day
Through His Spirit
If I truly give
Him my all
When I pray
Patience ia a virtue
You see
Give Him your faith
You will be set free
I do not know what I need
God, I bow to You
On my knees and plead
For Your quest in me
To be fullfilled
Your love for me is forever sealed
Human spirit cannot be
Satisfied
Our selfishness, we tend
To justify
Help me Heavenly Father
Give You all control
You are the nourishment
Of my soul
I am not saying Christmas
Cannot be fun
Let us not let go
Of our Father's Son
True happiness it
Will come
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC
Are you… dead?
That moment when you are hanging?
When there is no more room;
When before you only is doom.
Nothing to lose, nothing to win,
just counting, sin by sin…
Animal before death,
stomped in the head.
That’s a terrible thing.
That’s a mad thing..
You know you’ve reached the end,
but you still have some breath on your hand.
How does that feel?
Are you afraid of your death that comes?
Or are you just ashamed of how your life has passed?
What goes in your head?
Do you recall every single memory?
Or are you just blank?
You between boulders,
the blade is on your neck,
the coffin is beneath your feet.
No more cards, no more moves;
You already played your deck…
Do you scream or do you just leave it silently bleed?
The one that has fully lived,
he doesn’t need hope no more;
for him everything is fullfilled.
Is there really such a man, a man that is truly full?
Has anybody finished the maze,
and went away with a smile on the face?
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 7:46 PM UTC
Within your eyes, I am magnetized.
Green and glimmering, the shaky hand of fate instantly realized.
Draw me in, drown me in the sweetest sin.
Your gentle hands, a wildfire burning through my skin.
Blushing, as you kiss me, I feel fullfilled, waking up, blooming.
Ours is a passion all consuming.
This empty cup, it overflows. Within, a new love slowly grows.
Each of us only silently knows. As I dread the morning when he always goes.
How we fit together, like no other could before.
Every last embrace, always leaving me wanting more.
I considered running away, but oh how it's you I adore.
Your smile it warms me up on the coldest day.
I want to run my fingers through your dark curls and sweetly ask you to stay. Nervously, ask you if you feel the same way?
Am I alone in this aching need?
This silent plead.
There was more to this connection than a fleeting escape from our disparate lives and our broken pasts. I can't help but think this is a love that lasts.
Can we give it a try? Can we give it a go?
You're so far away, but I would be willing to take it slow.
The moment I met you was the moment I would know.
There was nobody else, I didn't want to have to let you go.
I made a wish, spoke it out to the universe, screamed it with my heart. A hope for a new love, a new start.
A home where the passion didn't die.
A love that wouldn't lie-
to escape loneliness or their own despair.
A love who would always dare.
Baby, can we dance in harmony?
Can you help to set me free?
Let's runaway together, you and me.
I promise it'll be an adventure, one that was meant to be.
This is a delicate game.
To wait and see-
if our feelings are the same.
Nov 21, 2023
Nov 21, 2023 at 2:41 PM UTC
A girl who is hoping to be with me,
Theming all her poetry around me,
Unable I am to reflect her feelings,
Lose I did myself in my past lover.
Love her I did that bit too much,
Of her decisions I was an abider,
Vainly are all the sacrifices I made,
Except only when unavoidable,
Did I ever ignore her? I did not.
Killed me she with her love and deceit,
Remain just the memories of her,
I let my mind linger in past,
Pleasured I am by her memories,
I just cannot once again take chances.
And I will just live with her memories,
Not that I consider myself so worse,
Desist I will from marriage all my life.
I am so scared of loving anyone else,
Slowly I watch my days running out.
Now I will never be uncertain,
Of course I would be sans fear,
What scares me would be past.
Scientist I want to become for real,
Concentrate I will more on career,
And her memories won't plague,
Romance I will with myself more,
Elephantine will be my happiness,
Dress rehearsals I do for success.
Old memories will not haunt me,
Finally I'll be one with happiness.
Last desire of my heart,
Of course won't be fullfilled,
Very sure because I am lonely,
Enjoy I'll this eternal loneliness.
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 4:27 AM UTC
so plant myself in earth
lie with weariness relaxed
with nothing to uphold
being totally embraced
fullfilled at last engaged
longing complete
nothing to ask
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 10:49 PM UTC
I wish
To sleep in your arms every night
I wish
To hold you close,so tight
I wish
To love you for eternity
I wish
You love me too in reality
I wish
You are the perfect one I believe
I wish
The castle I am building will survive
I wish
Together we create a world of possibilities
I wish
You make me believe in my abilities
I wish
I can make you happy, as you make me
I wish
We grow and grow together like a tree
I wish
To be the one you want to be with
I wish
This is not something of a myth
I wish
My wishes gets fullfilled
I wish
I can only wish....
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 6:32 AM UTC
ano nga ba ang salitang two timer para sau.
Diba once na marinig mo ang salitang two timer,maiisip mo agad..
-ah sila ung mga taong di makuntento sa isa
-ung meron na pero diparin sapat para sa
knila
-ung di parin sila fullfilled
-ung gusto nla mas maging masaya pa sila
Dba ansaya nila!
-sobrang saya nilang makapanakit ng iba
-sobrang galing humabi ng mga pekeng pangako.
Ano asan na?
-aun biglang napako
-diba ang hrap nun pinako na
-pinako nya dahil peke
Peke
-pekeng mga salita mula sa mapanlinlang niyang mga labi
Salita
-mga salitang tumino sa utak at tumatak sa puso mo
-mga salitang ngbigay inspirasyon
at pag-asa para mangarap
Pangarap
-mga pangarap nasa isang iglap mawawasak lng pla
Alam mo kung bakit?
Dahil ang dating pangarap na binuo niyo noon,ay tinutupad na niya.
Dba ansaya?
Pero alam mo bang masakit?
Bakit?
-oo tinupad niya un pero hindi na ikaw ang kasama
-tinupad na niya sa piling ng iba
Sa piling ng iba
kung saan naging mas masaya xa
Dahil bakit?
-ang pag ibig nya sau ay parang bucket
-isang bucket ng yelo
-na tumunaw ng lahat ng pinangarap niyo
mga pangarap na ngayo'y pangarap na nila
Masakit!
Pero lagi **** tatandaan,lahat ng sakit na dinadanas mo ngaun
ay siyang maging tulay at ugat
upang makarating ka sa liwanag
liwanag ng Diyos
Diyos na naging mitsa
para ilayo ka sa maling tao
Na di nararapat sa busilak **** puso
Busilak na puso,na makakatagpo pa ng isang taong,magmamahal sau ng totoo
na siyang tutupad ng mga pangakong
Minsa'y napako dahil sa
maling tao.
maling na tao na siyang magiging para matagpuan mo ang siyang tamang nakalaan para sayo..
Oct 11, 2019
Oct 11, 2019 at 9:03 AM UTC
I'm loney, tired, I have no friends
I'm content, fullfilled, I hate everyone
My eyes bulge out of my head
Refuse to unsee
The molestation outside
I'd rather be wiser than nicer
I'd rather you hated me
Love wrenched is the most painful thing
I have ever felt
I won't do it again
Do I bore you?
Fight me
I'm atlas on this playground
Nobody sees me
I'm only a gamer
On the giving end
The cartoon is a rerun
And I got nothing to laugh at
It's not funny
Not Funny
Funny
No one could make love
To my mind like you
I'm loney, tired, I have no friends
I'm content, fullfilled, I hate everyone
My eyes bulge out of my head
Refuse to unsee
The molestation outside
I'd rather be wiser than nicer
I'd rather you disowned me
Love wrenched is the most painful thing
I have ever felt
I won't do it again
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 3:30 AM UTC
I speak to my body
and tell my very skin to hold on
for the places that I will be letting my
ease drip is no ocean of euphoria
yet it will provide the joy in delivery
in the very understanding of the depth
beneath our feet, in the fleeting
air of real human like feelings
breathing around us
pitiful skeletons enveloped like ghosts
my back is stabbed and I am wounded
bleeding on the years under me
floating in gray air
I see every small detail
every dull and alien like brittle particle
oh I see everything
my legs are open and ready to take in
all the life
just life
only for me, and nothing else
I want none
fullfilled with my own generosity
I choose not to let somone invade my
warmth at the time,
I am selfish with myself
I want only myself
I want only my love
and I want only my pain
until I find you who understands that
I lay stagnant a tear
upon my blushed cheek
Jan 5, 2011
Jan 5, 2011 at 5:07 AM UTC
If any good came from loving true
but falling short
its in this verse honouring You
Surrendered, taught
reaching up beyond my sighs
where truth is chiselled into sense
Can darkened shutters recompense?
Time and purse no longer vie
so uncontended now I’ve died
to selfish pride and suffered lies
alone
The harm I caused not loving true
the way one ought
is harmonised now, reflects You
fullfilled, sought
redeemed from the lie
Darkness to experience
Suffering wrought repentance
Crime and worse no longer imply
damning dirges inside
Our Lamb arose, 'It’s finished' His cry
'Atone!'
Sep 26, 2009
Sep 26, 2009 at 9:10 PM UTC
There was a mountain across the grill
Long and far
It stayed there still
There was a rising view of colored hues
And magic breeze
It blowed gently for miles
There was a book lying upon my desk
With a thousand notes and thoughts untill
The pen that wrote the mighty words
Of the glory days fullfilled
I sat there gazing and wondering why
The cold was dark and blue
The sky was mist and winter chill
My eyes were painting hues
I penned some words
Of tress and shrubs
Life living the mountain ways
I made some tea
With warmth and feel
And a book indeed to read
Realizing my ways
Not all is lost
His ways are still unclear
He has your back
All you need is to start
Coz Not all views in life lead to a journey
some lead to your heart❤️
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 4:12 AM UTC
Im sorry I ask of so much,
This heart of mine needs too much,
Hungry that i am,
My desire burns with every swallow,
I need more, more than you can ever give,
More than u will ever know.
My need for irrelevent things highlight the minutes of my day,
Every second without them a pain,
What to do?,
You are incapable of satisfying thirst of my indigent heart.
Yet, still, you try, you angelic creature , Yet you still try
Why, oh, why do you attempt of completing my requests,
When you know I can make this your lifes quest?,
Why do you try when you know of the end,
When you know a thankyou would not be said?,
I love you, yet still I burn you,
I scorch you with my tongue,
Yet still your heart's melodic love is sung.
Thankyou Lord for blessing me with wonderful beings,
Who forgive the poisonous snake in my mouth,
Which lashes out again and again,
until a wish of mine is fullfilled.
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 9:38 AM UTC
Santiago set out to catch some fish,
He sailed out further, then had his want
And waited patiently with the prayer and wish
With the remorseless lament.
For awhile the boy, Malolin
Joined this ole man, to learn fishing
But the old man was, so dreary and weak
Weak enough, to let go months resting.
Manolin was a a fair young kid,
A kid of twelve or more
Santiago was an old man,
A man of eighty four!
The boy got annoyed,
And decided to leave
Thinking the old man,
Was disgruntled to perceive.
But one fine day, when the sun smiled at this case
The old man tried to set off his dismay
He thought to go fishing & get his bait
Like he did so happily, in his boyhood days!
He set out, set again and caught some fish
He sailed out further, and had his want.
He saw a birdie, leading him to sea
He caught more tuna, and one bigger fish that fullfilled his want.
He relished the tunas, the sea offered as gift
He loved how yummy, yummy it looked.
But hardly noticed the deep line,
the bigger fish had something big on it, that may further get him hooked.
He used a small line,
To snug a dolphin.
That had in it two small fish
They hid it it, Shining and smiling.
He fought his need for sleep and fatigue,
Of constantly keeping hold of line
Before he saw the bigger fish,
Suddenly circling his boat's outline.
He assumed the fish's weight to be twice of his boat
He stabbed the fish with a masterstroke.
He used his hope to the utmost
Tied the fish to a side of his boat,somewhere thinking to take it to shore.
He let the current have him whole,
Fearing the sharks might sniff
Sniff the blood off the big fish,
In some hours or just a jiff.
The first shark took the hefty bite,
Before he got stabbed by Santiago's harpoon,
The second one took just a quarter bite,
But before these two got dead soon, they took with em the half harpoon.
The old man fashioned a yet new harpoon,
Fixing the knife to an oak stick,
He used it then for the sharks to come,
But , oh! It split on a new shark's skull click.
He fought, and fought, but oh, at last,
The old man won, with the major loss
He returned to the shore in moonlit night,
& Found the fish just had a residual skeletal mass.
He reached the shore, with tears of remorse
Oh, how bravely did the old man fought!
Though it was a ' Victorious loss'
He thought while dragging the mast to shore while Monolin came running, discussing how he fought.
The boy smiled at the bravery, the old man showed,
He smiled at the old man like he saw a hero,
He hugged him tight, & smiled in delight
And called Santiago, 'His brave hero'!
And so you see , this sad story
Ends
Santiago tried to help himself,
But he needed the help of his
Friend,
To provide him with some worldly wealth.
Aug 30, 2017
Aug 30, 2017 at 5:21 PM UTC
When the African lion roar ferociously in the early morning
I have no other choice, but to tamed the beast
The Goddess within respond with a purr! Purr!
A little teases, a little smile, a little laughter,
Suddenly, the greatest natural gift—of ******** joy
my secret desire fulfilled.
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 7:36 PM UTC
It's the fourth of July 2019
bittersweet fireworks illuminating darkness
shockwaving my soul earthquaking this tower
at Richter scale 4.4 to 8
aftershock warning doomsday
feeling fullfilled revered cherished and adored
in dream modes alone
all this needed for balancing
the darkmess of ignorance
but how the poisoning past
profound loss defeat
in body and in heart
lifetime felloman injustices
loneliness abominable solitude
How to balance fate
ill karma bad luck regret
when dreams is all that remains
illuminated by the blast and
sorrowful bitter sweetness
of true July 4th
revered heartfelt fireworks
How? I'm telling you how
The joy and happiness
of all others is my own
My pain and suffering belongs to my enemies I am balanced
in the scales of injustice endured
forgiveness to grant
as others may ask
but most never do
In all this and lots virtues
more
thinking myself true
feeling myself whole
gracefully achieve I
Balance
~~~~~~~
By: Karijinbba
Inspired by Poet Pagsn Paul's poem "Balance"
Jul 4, 2019
Jul 4, 2019 at 10:39 PM UTC
there are dreams that you grab
and drag behind you
leash pulled tight
apparently i am supposed to believe
these will all be fullfilled
but how can i know
people tend to ignore the threatening undertones
because the majority of my dreams
are nightmares
Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 11:57 PM UTC
sonz of fullfilled prophecy
Suckas denyin and defyin me
still rise like a G
born a troop
quick to scoop
any out the scene one man team cream
so none cant harm me
tried to bomb me
but forgot this was M.O.B
revengin' like shinobi
a soldier
stayin' heavily strapped
**** cocked back
like when im putin' **** in a ***** back got paperstacks for days
so how the **** did i slack?
still black as ever too too clever endeavor
bang on em with my flow
leave all my enemies exposed
with bullets holes through
there ****** clothes
God bless the dead i aint scared
to die with two pistols
pointed at my eye
picture me in a cemetery
but no photos of me
unmarked cuz im livin carefree
throw up that southside it aint no gang
we mas made from dynasties of lost kangs
catch ya sleepin' but mini-14 stay creepin'
straight notorious outlaw
destined for crime
split ya from jaw to jaw raw from my maw
and feel this
i got shot with 5 glocks?
N they still couldnt rock
me six feet deep got me boxin in my sleep
feelin' like Rocky cocky built strong so ya kno im.stocky
tried to block me but still came out on top
hustled a knot now jealous *** jews want what i got
my plot too strong so we'll last long
transform
all my pen brothers home
in a mansiom of my own
takin back the panthas throne
bustin' at the commission
with ten million in ammunition
**** em and watch the fall off the reign
straight out the frame
no fortune or fame
burnt like a flame
when we mob ya **** become departed
takin it back to Israel
my home where it all started!!
us the first to bust who do we trust
Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 5:14 PM UTC
Today, I pray for an angel's decent
to guide you with it's all great consent
Today I pray for a happier day
to make you fullfilled, happy and gay
I pray to God to give you my happiness
to make you feel better and forget your sadness
Do not be sad if you see my frowned face
I prayed for you, that is the case
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 10:53 AM UTC
Once a young man
Filled up to his brim
Spending with every whim
More money than he could count
His heart ever so kind
Never leaving behind
Beggars or those in need
While all of his riches
Fullfilled other's wishes
The 'friends' devoured the bank
Now an old man
Spent all he could
Helped as he could
Now no longer can
No more to give
No more for them to take
As he begs in the street
His 'friends' run their feet
Never sparing him a glance
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 11:32 PM UTC
Suddenly every vocal my mouth pronounced was about you. It did not matter if it was because of you or not, you fullfilled my vocalchords like a tsunami that just destroyed my whole perception of what I was capable of doing, of how much I am capable of love.
Suddenly all the songs were about you. Yes, all the ****** cheesy songs the radio plays atleast 15 times a day were all about you and for you. I couldn't care less that everything that came out of my mouth were giggles and smiles because you are just so good at making me laugh.
Suddenly I forgot what pain felt like.
Thank you for that.
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 2:53 PM UTC
learning to love yourself
is the greatest lesson of all
cause loving yourself
means being one step closer
to a fullfilled life
-maybe thats what aristotle would say nowadays
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 8:33 AM UTC
Sleep to awaken a new day
Dream to imagine it fullfilled
Sep 18, 2020
Sep 18, 2020 at 6:41 PM UTC
Who am "I"
As if a personality is a singularity
Am I the Pierot walking the tightrope
Am I the Ghoul eating dead memory
Am I the Well waiting to be fulfilled
The Pierot wears a lovely mask that smiles
But under it he is afraid of falling
The abyss below is one that falls for miles
But when he walks or falls he is alone
The Ghoul haunts the graveyard and battlefields
Knawing at dry skeletal memories
Trying to swallow emptiness that will not yield
As time passes by in a field of headstones
The Well has been polluted for many years
By wishes and secret desires thrown in
All their secrets and wishes ****** onto its ears
It is fullfilled by desires that are not its own
Who am "I"
As if I could find a singularity
As if the Pierot was all
As if the Ghoul wasn't starving
As if the Well wouldn't poison my thoughts
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 6:01 AM UTC
Guide my eyes
Unto your face
She’d your smile
Unto the day....
Tell the sadness
That you employ
This is your day
To cast your joy
Embrace the rays
Of the golden sun
And lift your face
To the sky above
And dwell upon
The flower field
Express the life
That you do feel
Apr 6, 2025
Apr 6, 2025 at 10:25 PM UTC
Golden soul
worth tons of gold,
cristaled eyes
filled with hope.
The love you brought,
has fullfilled this home
of pure innocence,
and unforgettable joy.
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 12:51 PM UTC