"fuked" poems
Honey suckle sweet sky
Sun rays blend with your ocean blue
Memories & thoughts begin to suffocate me
Lyrics & beats drown in my ears
As I try and hold back all these tears
My favorite line plays in my head
“When he put that bottle down, girl that man's amazing”
Blackouts and lack of control
**** bitter world, anything but social justice
Yet, I majored in humanity
Due to my insanity
What I’d give to take back the time
To say goodbye
A little closure…damn what a time to die
Scar tissue accumulates on my battered heart
As I watch you fall beneath the earth
I buried you and with it my faith
Chaos & fuked up **** everywhere I turn
P.O.C.’s working hard, holding on to that false dream
To be judged by character, not by color
Jr. was a true ideal
But still, millions searching for some spare to buy their next meal
I’m privileged with books and mentors
Doesn’t mean the years of pain and sadness ceased
Majored in humanity to find salvation
Trying to break free from my personal mummification
Inexplicable moments and connections
Difficulty letting go of these several relations
Too overwhelmed, I can’t even fuken finish expressing emotions
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 12:24 PM UTC
Texting You Makes Me Smile
I've Felt This Way For A While
You've Been My Crush For So Long
My Heart To You It Shall Belong
But All These Feelings I Must Erase
I Fuked Up And Can't win This Race
All I Can Do Is Apologize
But You Think I'm Just Tellin You Lies
My Feelings For You I Can't Explain
Inside I'm Just Going Insane
This Is True All From My Heart
As I Write This I'm Falling Apart
Hoping Some Day You'll Be Mine
Probably Not I Think I Got The Sign
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC
..mourning rust..
..that peelin' on my cement ways..
..and im runnin..runnin..
..runnin..and theres no sound
any more..
..no more..no nothin..Just
mourning rust..
..chalk on the board..
Zgrriiiigh..zriiihhh..griiigh..
..aaauuuuaaahhh..griitzh..
..scratsh my toes with a rusty nail..its just fuked up clad to be..
..my zero 2 all the way to
.some
...where
.. else..
..mourning rust..
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 6:51 PM UTC