"fuckng" poems
Oh, **** all this **** getting in the way of our happiness!
I just want to drown gloriously in your eyes like I used to.
To drink you in and be enveloped by your essence ,
to breath in the same air and kiss that kiss so openly begging to be tasted!
The chasm close enough to rue, too far to jump?
the universe conspires against us,
****
****
****
Who the hell is in charge of this ****
A fraction of a fraction off, in one calibration
and love is completely ******
Who writes this stuff?
Get a fuckng clue!
I want a new case manager,
this one is ******
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 11:13 PM UTC
A year was started with facebook status
“2014 please be good”
Quite excited
Quite happy
Quite nervous
And…!!!
Journey started with January
Purposed was rejected on February
Wrong date was marked on March
Achievement of doing great work was celebrated on April
Movies, Music and Learning poetry on May
Coffee coffee and after coffee
It was called a day
Unexpected girl purposed me for date on that day
June was remain silent completely silent
I was wonder with beautiful sound of violent
July,
Fiction story, poetry and music
Enjoying **** at middle of the night
That was what I managed sight by sight
August,
Simply a great
Awarded by United Nation
Called as public speaker on the Nation
Twenty First birthday celebration
She was there for my
Inspiration
Motivation
A word heard “I love you”
I still remember
Thank you September…!!!
Cried cried and cried
Finally understood value of tears
Afraid about affairs
Lots of pressure
Questioned about
Will you be with me forever…???
Its fuckng October
I’ve mention ever
One evening rain on November
I was wonder
With glimpse of beauty of nature
Suddenly looked into my mom face
Found it
She is the most beautiful creature
Never seen ever
And
How could I forget?
My Mom’s birthday
On that November
December,
In the last days of December in these cold and darkened nights,
My mind still finds its way to you,
Looking for the light.
©Saujan Gyawali
1 January 2015
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 5:46 AM UTC
All I ever wanted was
a plain old hug,
somebody just to hold me
& whisper everything
was going to be alright.
There's no doubt darling,
I can handle myself,
I can rumble
with the roughest
& I've got the fuckng scars
to prove it.
****** sugar,
this bravado
I wear
is a mask,
but I think you should know,
tough guys need love too
& I won't ***** you
over like
those sweet-talking
pansies.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 5:11 PM UTC
warning: i am mentally unstable, proceed with caution
warning: i am 18 years old, proceed with caution
warning: i am prone to falling, proceed with caution around me
warning: i talk to myself, proceed with caution
warning: my triggers are older men, proceed with caution
warning: i'm queer, proceed with caution
warning: i'm ballsy as **** proceed with caution
warning: i'm passionate, proceed with caution
warning: i'm a fuckng unicorn and my horn is made of poison, proceed with caution
warning: sometimes i say things, proceed with caution
warning: words come out of my mouth uncensored, proceed with caution
warning: i really don't like condescending authoritative figures, proceed with caution
warning: i like arguing, proceed with caution
warning: i have a tendency to be redundant, proceed with caution
warning: i don't know what i'm ******* doing, proceed with caution
-z.z
Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 6:08 PM UTC
There's a fire.
A fire.
I'm my chest.
An ache.
A burning fuckng disaster.
And I search.
I'm searching.
For some water,
Eveeywhere.
Just to put out this flame,
But I can't find any
Anywhere.
So I start to drink liquor,
As if that will be a cure.
Anything to make this fire go away.
And the fire in my heart is your love.
******* burning.
Suffocating my lungs with
Black smoke.
I'm not choking this time.
I'm not going ro falter.
I'm. Not going to fail.
I'm gonna climb up that ******* cliff
And dive into a deep ocean.
Submerse myself
Extinguish myself.
The flame in my heart
Will be forced to subside.
The flame in my heart
Once refused,
Will die.
Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 9:28 PM UTC