"frustating" poems - Hello Poetry

I am not a clown Yes i am not a clown Neither the attraction of a group, Yes I am not Its just me,and i can't change Can't make you smile everytime Which is the most i want But i know i can't It is so killing,to stay in desolation But nothing could be done, And nothing could be changed, Yes it can't It's just so frustating,galloping down the truth It pokes me everytime,as it hurts the core Demolishing the intensity of hope Yes it does Only thing i want,is to keep you happy But i am no dexter,Its just so lame Feeling the shame,refraining my name Yes it is, I can't be a clown,but yes i want to, Just to see you smile,there's no other reason And there will never be Yes it won't I will try my best,and will never let you go And will make you smile, Atleast for a while Yes i will..!!!

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Oct 21, 2014

Oct 21, 2014 at 8:16 AM UTC

harshit-tiwari

**The Void Inside**

I am not a clown Yes i am not a clown Neither the attraction of a group, Yes I am not Its just me,and i can't change Can't make you smile everytime Which is the most i want But i know i can't It is so killing,to stay in desolation But nothing could be done, And nothing could be changed, Yes it can't It's just so frustating,galloping down the truth It pokes me everytime,as it hurts the core Demolishing the intensity of hope Yes it does Only thing i want,is to keep you happy But i am no dexter,Its just so lame Feeling the shame,refraining my name Yes it is, I can't be a clown,but yes i want to, Just to see you smile,there's no other reason And there will never be Yes it won't I will try my best,and will never let you go And will make you smile, Atleast for a while Yes i will..!!!

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Im dead, supposed to be. I shouldn't be writing now, I'm suppose to be 6 feet under, decomposing.The other way,Ashed.Is this why spirits are always with me?, I feel, hear, thankfully rarely see. Like each time they will let me know "I'm here". I used to see them but I just know something happened back then that made me stop seeing them. I'm weak, suppose to be dead. What if their here to complain, cause thankfully God gave me a chance to live when I wasn't suppose to. And to them It's unacceptable. I'm living, I can feel emotions & pyhsical hurt too. But I can't for humans, lack apathy it is. I don't trust them nor when I try I just can't. I feel terrible knowing that I am considered as a ****** I know a person who is just like me but that person is much better and can cope up itself.Unlike me mind mending as it feel like.Witches are true, I guess. Every day I feel pain. It just goes and leaves, Pins, beaten up,and rarely I get bruises. I feel different but when I explain myself no one would believe. Me who doesn't trust shall not be trusted. I don't get jealous of things but skills yes. Its actually frustating I hear sounds that cant be produce by an animal or human.What if I just totally lost my mind?, since this cant be normal unless I'm imagining it. I can't even be attracted to someone, like yes but not the feeling like living with them or spend years with them. I can't, I just. I DONT KNOW. IM TOTALLY LOST MAYBE BECAUSE AFTER ALL I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE HERE, BREATHING. Yet I'm thankful that I do.

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Mar 29, 2018

Mar 29, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC

Kiddos

My Strange Story

Im dead, supposed to be. I shouldn't be writing now, I'm suppose to be 6 feet under, decomposing.The other way,Ashed.Is this why spirits are always with me?, I feel, hear, thankfully rarely see. Like each time they will let me know "I'm here". I used to see them but I just know something happened back then that made me stop seeing them. I'm weak, suppose to be dead. What if their here to complain, cause thankfully God gave me a chance to live when I wasn't suppose to. And to them It's unacceptable. I'm living, I can feel emotions & pyhsical hurt too. But I can't for humans, lack apathy it is. I don't trust them nor when I try I just can't. I feel terrible knowing that I am considered as a ****** I know a person who is just like me but that person is much better and can cope up itself.Unlike me mind mending as it feel like.Witches are true, I guess. Every day I feel pain. It just goes and leaves, Pins, beaten up,and rarely I get bruises. I feel different but when I explain myself no one would believe. Me who doesn't trust shall not be trusted. I don't get jealous of things but skills yes. Its actually frustating I hear sounds that cant be produce by an animal or human.What if I just totally lost my mind?, since this cant be normal unless I'm imagining it. I can't even be attracted to someone, like yes but not the feeling like living with them or spend years with them. I can't, I just. I DONT KNOW. IM TOTALLY LOST MAYBE BECAUSE AFTER ALL I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE HERE, BREATHING. Yet I'm thankful that I do.

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EVEN AT TIMES WHEN I THINK OF HOW FRUSTATING YOU CAN MAKE, SOME HOW I STILL END UP SMILING!! EVEN WHEN I TRY AN CALL YOU AN *** SOME HOW MY MIND DRIFTS AWAY TO HOW AWESOME IT FEELS TO HAVE SOME ONE WHO EVOKES SUCH EMOTION IN YOU! SO BECAUSE I CANT EVEN CALL YOU AN *** WITHOUT SMILING, IVE DECIDED YOULL BE MY ASSMILE ;-)

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Aug 19, 2014

Aug 19, 2014 at 8:11 AM UTC

kego

ASSMILE !!

EVEN AT TIMES WHEN I THINK OF HOW FRUSTATING YOU CAN MAKE, SOME HOW I STILL END UP SMILING!! EVEN WHEN I TRY AN CALL YOU AN *** SOME HOW MY MIND DRIFTS AWAY TO HOW AWESOME IT FEELS TO HAVE SOME ONE WHO EVOKES SUCH EMOTION IN YOU! SO BECAUSE I CANT EVEN CALL YOU AN *** WITHOUT SMILING, IVE DECIDED YOULL BE MY ASSMILE ;-)

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