sometimes i wish i was deaf. then i wouldn't be able to hear your heart wrenching criticisms. sometimes i wish i was deaf. then i wouldn't be able to hear the failure seeping from my throat. sometimes i wish i was deaf. then i wouldn't be able to hear the harsh taunts of silence screeching in my ears. sometimes i wish i was deaf

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i don't know why i let these thoughts terrorize my head. its almost like they own me. they keep me held in ******* so that they can 
whip me an leave bleeding lashes and 
welts on my mind and
 heart. i just want 
to live 
free.