"frst" poems
I got to say something to u,
Actually many things, in ma mind they've made a queue,
But in words how shud I put it to u,
Anyways frst thing is tht babe u look the best in blue.
I want to be wid u always, dnt care of usin a glue.
Wid u my life will be the tastiest brew,
We'll together touch the unending sky blue.
I will face anything in the world if at my back supporting always are u.
Take me away babe, I feel ur world is a land full of wonder.
Only the warmth spreads there n theres no thunder.
Is there anything which could be used between us as a Bonder..?
Wen it comes to u my mind begins to ponder,
An untidy wood I am n u r my sander,
I need ur heart in here wid me wid no thought of plunder.
Heart beats faster wen I look into ur eyes,
Wen u r not there my heart silently cries,
Just a glass of love is what I need from u in this wrld of prejudice,
If ever u get a bruise, for u I would be like an Ice,
I am not a king or smthing but I promise to make ur world a paradise.
Sep 4, 2013
Sep 4, 2013 at 12:28 PM UTC
aged 14 they took me to this place
first thoughts when they took me
i was going to my grave
needles from which id never awake
police took me fully restained
i walked though the door
what **** i aint mad
you got this wrong
its normal what these voices are saying
now
im nursed in my room
vallys and olazapine
daze and confused
every bit of energy
is to fight and refuse
now im thinking
all day how am i getting back
i need my fix
from four days
i told them openup
the
window and second floor dow
n dropped to knees
now im struggling now
how am i gunna wal
k i need to sit down
thats the thing
about my frst time each voice of this psychosis there was nothing
that was wrong with me
n my thoughts were sound
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still not understanding
but their circling
around aint taking thses ******* meds
are they ******* mad im sane im sane
******* listen
i aint being ******* restarined
first guy that tries
i wont hestate
i have a shard of glass
i was hoping to save
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now their surrounding
me
now and its all getting tense
no idea which way to face now
then boom down
injection,s placed
room spinning out
i'm losing focus
the voices are easing but never will they leave one eye open one eye shut
in to the deepest endless sleep im falling i'm falling waking up nightmares
i'm waking up
in cold sweats overwhelmed with stress without warning
Apr 1, 2022
Apr 1, 2022 at 6:55 PM UTC
I saw you today
for the very
frst time.
la première
I cannot fall in love (again)
I cannot see your smile (encore)
feel no more.
I can only look on
to write
these words
in place
of you (a dream)
words to hold
empty spaces
that appear
when you walk away
à demain
...a dream of you
a false hope
of you.
a vision of what could be of you
(and me)
fantasise
I can only look on
to write
these words
to only
fall in love with poetry
vous êtes poésie
in place of
(l'idée de)
you and me.
Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 4:32 PM UTC