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"frightened" poems
Every day you play with the light of the universe. Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water, You are more than this white head that I hold tightly as a bunch of flowers, every day, between my hands. You are like nobody since I love you. Let me spread you out among yellow garlands. Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south? Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed. Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window. The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish. Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them. The rain takes off her clothes. The birds go by, fleeing. The wind. The wind. I alone can contend against the power of men. The storm whirls dark leaves and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky. You are here. Oh, you do not run away. You will answer me to the last cry. Curl round me as though you were frightened. Even so, a strange shadow once ran through your eyes. Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle, and even your ******* smell of it. While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth. How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me, my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running. So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes, and over our heads the grey light unwinds in turning fans. My words rained over you, stroking you. A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body. Until I even believe that you own the universe. I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses. I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.
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Every Day You Play....
Every day you play with the light of the universe. Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water, You are more than this white head that I hold tightly as a bunch of flowers, every day, between my hands. You are like nobody since I love you. Let me spread you out among yellow garlands. Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south? Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed. Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window. The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish. Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them. The rain takes off her clothes. The birds go by, fleeing. The wind. The wind. I alone can contend against the power of men. The storm whirls dark leaves and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky. You are here. Oh, you do not run away. You will answer me to the last cry. Curl round me as though you were frightened. Even so, a strange shadow once ran through your eyes. Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle, and even your ******* smell of it. While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth. How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me, my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running. So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes, and over our heads the grey light unwinds in turning fans. My words rained over you, stroking you. A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body. Until I even believe that you own the universe. I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses. I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.
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i have found what you are like the rain, (Who feathers frightened fields with the superior dust-of-sleep. wields easily the pale club of the wind and swirled justly souls of flower strike the air in utterable coolness deeds of green thrilling light with thinned newfragile yellows lurch and.press —in the woods which stutter and sing And the coolness of your smile is stirringofbirds between my arms;but i should rather than anything have(almost when hugeness will shut quietly)almost, your kiss
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I Have Found What You Are Like
I feel alone and scared, The long hallway down which i stare, The frightened sadness, Once your pain is gone is there gladness? My memory of you will stay, I will love you to my dying day, The heart of my passion, in you, it lies, We all miss you, sad as we cry. Nan i love you and i will miss you. (I dedicate this poem to my late grandmother, Enis Ramelli)
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Aug 27, 2012
Aug 27, 2012 at 9:02 PM UTC
Nan
Opia. Noun. The ambiguous intensity of looking into someone's eyes, which can fell simultaneously invasive and vulnerable. As you lie in my arms, watching the television, you don't notice that my undivided attention is focused on you. Something I've been dreaming of for weeks, and it's finally come true. Even better, from your angle, you can't see me staring into your eyes, so I don't feel the nervous compulsion to turn away. Whether directly or not, I could drink in your eyes with mine, for hours, and they would be among the best hours of my life. Then there's the other hand, held tightly by trepidation. I love the prospect of your eyes staring into mine, but it's not without its fears. I'm afraid you'll see all the pain and fears that I've spent the past seven years working to overcome. I'm afraid you'll see all the insecurity and doubts I have about myself. I'm afraid you'll see all the words that I long to whisper in your ear, but can't, because I'm terrified of scaring you away. I'm afraid you won't like the fact that, behind these eyes lies only pictures and thoughts of you. But most of all, I'm afraid that, unlike me, who loves every detail, and lives for moments like these, you won't love the things you see. I long for the day when you stare happily into my eyes, but I'm frightened that you won't enjoy the secrets they reveal.
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Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 4:53 PM UTC
Opia
My frightened friend once said to me: "I'm scared... I think I'm gay, no longer straight!" To which I replied: "I do not care, I like you for who you are, and to me you're still my mate"
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Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 12:22 PM UTC
My gay friend
I bought a bunch of wooden soldiers. I bought them from the store. And now a hundred tiny soldiers guard my bedroom door. So if you're a scary monster-thing who wants to go to war, my bedroom door is open. I'm not frightened anymore.
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 7:27 PM UTC
Wooden Soldiers
The darkness is lightened By the stars in the sky And I am not frightened With you by my side You hold my hand As we lie in the grass We talk about our favorite bands And things from our past We discuss the earth, moon, and sun And the origins of life We wonder why people use guns And why there is so much strife You stare into my eyes Moonlight twinkles in yours For a moment we are hypnotized Then the rain starts to pour Both of us laugh We leap off the ground The sky shows its wrath And you twirl me around With your hands on my waist We enjoy the refreshing shower I can feel our hearts race And the world feels like ours
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Oct 15, 2012
Oct 15, 2012 at 6:58 PM UTC
Nighttime
A sound was heard at my garden door A feathered smudge found upon it There she lay in frightened trembling dismay    A giant knelt ... yet still towering above her He reached out and touched her pounding heart Then cupped her warmth in his hand She stayed awhile until she could smile At the kindly human mystery This love they shared is uncommonly rare She knew she could be freed Before she flew she whispered a song she knew into the gentle giant’s  beard : “I cannot make you happy You're a wounded Bird like me ― be Free... you must find the strength to Fly”… "A Bird in your hand   is worth two in the bush ―    Come fly away with me"... March 2012 © harlon rivers ... all rights reserved .
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Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 1:13 PM UTC
A Bird in the Hand
I cannot pick a color I love more Each is thrilling and some seem the breath of life to all the rest I loved my crayons They became my escape from misery the contrast to any given day at school Any excuse to use them all or just one to avoid that lowest reading group the monstrosities of math If I couldn't sing it there were no letters in the alphabet I could not tell you A from Z But you see-- That day was purple! That was all that mattered I loved its richness and its depth its mystery its royalty King Midas would have liked it, I was sure almost a religion Vestments of the priest in the times of expectation It is the explanation for the last of day As a five-year-old I drew my love for purple Passionate and outside all the lines-- off onto the desk I was so proud! But-- Miss Platt, so horrified asked, What is it I was trying to do? I didn't know.... I was suddenly ashamed and frightened too
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Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 1:06 PM UTC
Coloring in Kindergarten
Turn the corner Hand tenses Looking down the iron sights I see an object fall "Tango down" I call over the radio what was his name? Tango, Threat, Terrorist, doesn't matter. Explosion Mud brick wall vaporized into dust Keep going Out of breathe Keep going Hand tenses "Tango down" Does it have kids? A Family? Threat eliminated Round the corner Hand tenses "Three tangos on west building roof top" Bullets from my brothers **** by my helmet Return fire "Take Cover!" Sweat drenched face fogs up my goggles Explosion Brick pieces pummel my back Ears ringing, faintly hearing "Alpha down, Medic!" Blurred vision, equilibrium thrown off Raise my rifle Hand tenses Silhouette falls "Medic!" heard faintly Hand tenses "Are you okay?" sounds distant Hand tenses "babe?" getting louder Hand tenses Hand tenses Wake up Sheets heavy with sweat "Babe, are you ok?" Throwing the blankets I jump back to the edge of the bed Her frightened face I've seen before I look down Hands tense Same look, no tangos No threats Just Ghosts
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May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
PTSD
Ah.. shes here...I shuffle around the stalls... watching..out of the corners of my eyes.... she knows ....Intimacy...a hand on flank..careful.. .you'll break me....with your gentle hands.. ..My hard mouth....your soft lips.. ..unruly, unruled....old horse...a kiss. .. Confused, ...stallion in name only. ... You whisper... My ears ***** ... forward..the hunt! ....your scent on.. ..My bridle...I smell u still... .. Calm...Comfort...Welcome... .Gentled, not too gently....a strong hand. . It grows trust …..truth...a Stallion! Once more. Panting...pawing...'Be easy'..nervous eyes roll. .a hand on the neck...a caress..'Gently '...you whisper, .... hot breath against ear … I snuffle and toss my head …. still a bit frightened…..her power! ..Will you ride.? ! ..firm thighs and buttocks.. ..Toes point... Heels dig...all Give and Take…. . Instruction to...from...the muscled beast. ..straddled. Awkward… too long without…. ..A Rider … the matching... Gait with hip... Walk-on.. Trot, pounding...Heels clip. ..faster, just a bit..Then smoothly they fit her to him. ...a canter.....this long stretch....rocking like one creature ….each a part of the other...breathing evenly… ...caught ….. Breath comes quick...bodies warm. . Exertion...strength..trust.. Leaning forward.. knees grip..pulling...toes curl..in.. ..hot breath..whisper in an ear… Now! ...hands grip mane... As they clench … bit between the teeth...She.. ...gives him his head... Finding his rhythm …. home in sight...a last burst…… Rider/Stallion sweat soaked … blood pounding..There... againthe scent of her...Sweet Hay rising. ..she whispers… yes oh yes… I knew… you had it in you.. In me...oh gods….YES! ! . . No! not the pasture yet for you.. She chuckles.. .bodies tangled in sheets ….. Her mane of dark hair.. Scent of her fills him … glad to be..Alive? Yes..head…. Heat… heart...bursting…Not now… But soon. . A gift.. This youth.. Who see's value in an old war horse. ..ridden.. but no more to war and blood.. .gentled, both he and she… sleep…bridled passion. ..her...a scent of sweet hay… .him...an old spice..and gunpowder? ..mmm. by Alexander K Hamilton
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Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 12:01 AM UTC
Oh, Sweet Hay And Whispers
Ah.. shes here...I shuffle around the stalls... watching..out of the corners of my eyes.... she knows ....Intimacy...a hand on flank..careful.. .you'll break me....with your gentle hands.. ..My hard mouth....your soft lips.. ..unruly, unruled....old horse...a kiss. .. Confused, ...stallion in name only. ... You whisper... My ears ***** ... forward..the hunt! ....your scent on.. ..My bridle...I smell u still... .. Calm...Comfort...Welcome... .Gentled, not too gently....a strong hand. . It grows trust …..truth...a Stallion! Once more. Panting...pawing...'Be easy'..nervous eyes roll. .a hand on the neck...a caress..'Gently '...you whisper, .... hot breath against ear … I snuffle and toss my head …. still a bit frightened…..her power! ..Will you ride.? ! ..firm thighs and buttocks.. ..Toes point... Heels dig...all Give and Take…. . Instruction to...from...the muscled beast. ..straddled. Awkward… too long without…. ..A Rider … the matching... Gait with hip... Walk-on.. Trot, pounding...Heels clip. ..faster, just a bit..Then smoothly they fit her to him. ...a canter.....this long stretch....rocking like one creature ….each a part of the other...breathing evenly… ...caught ….. Breath comes quick...bodies warm. . Exertion...strength..trust.. Leaning forward.. knees grip..pulling...toes curl..in.. ..hot breath..whisper in an ear… Now! ...hands grip mane... As they clench … bit between the teeth...She.. ...gives him his head... Finding his rhythm …. home in sight...a last burst…… Rider/Stallion sweat soaked … blood pounding..There... againthe scent of her...Sweet Hay rising. ..she whispers… yes oh yes… I knew… you had it in you.. In me...oh gods….YES! ! . . No! not the pasture yet for you.. She chuckles.. .bodies tangled in sheets ….. Her mane of dark hair.. Scent of her fills him … glad to be..Alive? Yes..head…. Heat… heart...bursting…Not now… But soon. . A gift.. This youth.. Who see's value in an old war horse. ..ridden.. but no more to war and blood.. .gentled, both he and she… sleep…bridled passion. ..her...a scent of sweet hay… .him...an old spice..and gunpowder? ..mmm. by Alexander K Hamilton
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My Bipolar Disorder is a stout-bodied mammal with horns and cloven hooves. There are two types of My Bipolar Disorder: Domestic, and Mountain. My Bipolar disorder typically spends its days grazing on grasses My Bipolar Disorder will dig depressions in the ground to sleep, rest, and bathe in. My Bipolar disorder is super social during the winter, and tends to go solo during the summer. My Bipolar Disorders tail usually points up! (Unless it is frightened or sick) My Bipolar Disorder is extremely Curious and Intelligent. Once My bipolar disorder has discovered a weakness in its fence, it will exploit it repeatedly. There are over 300 distinct breeds of My Bipolar Disorder. Within' minutes of being born, my Bipolar Disorder is up and walking around. My bipolar disorder used to live in the white house with Abraham Lincoln. One day an ethiopian Herder walked in on My Bipolar Disorder liteally bouncing off of cliff walls because it just Discovered Coffee. My Bipolar Disorder has four stomachs The horns of My Bipolar Disorder are typically removed to reduce injury to humans. My Bipolar disorder will explore anything new or unfamiliar in its surroundings, mainly with its mouth and tongue. My bipolar disorder readily reverts to the wild if given the opportunity. My Bipolar Disorder is more susceptible to Parasites and other infectious diseases when it is mismanaged. My bipolar disorder has had a lingering connection with Satanism and pagan religions My Bipolar Disorder is considered a "clean" animal by jewish dietary laws. According to Zeus As long as you leave it's bones whole, My Bipolar disorder will keep coming back to life.
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May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
My Bipolar Disorder
My Bipolar Disorder is a stout-bodied mammal with horns and cloven hooves. There are two types of My Bipolar Disorder: Domestic, and Mountain. My Bipolar disorder typically spends its days grazing on grasses My Bipolar Disorder will dig depressions in the ground to sleep, rest, and bathe in. My Bipolar disorder is super social during the winter, and tends to go solo during the summer. My Bipolar Disorders tail usually points up! (Unless it is frightened or sick) My Bipolar Disorder is extremely Curious and Intelligent. Once My bipolar disorder has discovered a weakness in its fence, it will exploit it repeatedly. There are over 300 distinct breeds of My Bipolar Disorder. Within' minutes of being born, my Bipolar Disorder is up and walking around. My bipolar disorder used to live in the white house with Abraham Lincoln. One day an ethiopian Herder walked in on My Bipolar Disorder liteally bouncing off of cliff walls because it just Discovered Coffee. My Bipolar Disorder has four stomachs The horns of My Bipolar Disorder are typically removed to reduce injury to humans. My Bipolar disorder will explore anything new or unfamiliar in its surroundings, mainly with its mouth and tongue. My bipolar disorder readily reverts to the wild if given the opportunity. My Bipolar Disorder is more susceptible to Parasites and other infectious diseases when it is mismanaged. My bipolar disorder has had a lingering connection with Satanism and pagan religions My Bipolar Disorder is considered a "clean" animal by jewish dietary laws. According to Zeus As long as you leave it's bones whole, My Bipolar disorder will keep coming back to life.
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156 You love me—you are sure— I shall not fear mistake— I shall not cheated wake— Some grinning morn— To find the Sunrise left— And Orchards—unbereft— And Dollie—gone! I need not start—you’re sure— That night will never be— When frightened—home to Thee I run— To find the windows dark— And no more Dollie—mark— Quite none? Be sure you’re sure—you know— I’ll bear it better now— If you’ll just tell me so— Than when—a little dull Balm grown— Over this pain of mine— You sting—again!
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You love me—you are sure
Rise and shine, first thing in the morning walking past the mirror. Avoiding its reflection, not wanting to see its reflective picture. Kneeling in the shower, hands pressed tightly to her ribs.   Who is this frightened child?  Does she even exist?   She took a step back from the world, no one knew she was alive.   Now she’s grasping at her life, just trying to survive. A tainted childhood in shame now fragile bones from self abuse, don’t blame her though, she was only a child confused.   How did this happen?  When did this begin?   She seemed so happy, or was that all pretend?   She had started at 130, or so, but felt as if she had lost control. What happened to this dear sweet innocent child?   Her idea of beauty and perfection had driven her wild. Minus 25 later she was so close.   Almost 100 without any clothes.   No one would touch her, they thought she would break.   She told herself she was content with that trade. I was 18. ~ I’m much better now in my adult discipline eating healthy 3 meals a day purely for consumption.   Yesterday, I skipped dinner in lieu of drinking wine. Today at noon, hovering over my breakfast, I resign Some days I struggle. Some days I am not fine. But ... I will eat my breakfast, lunch and dinner. And paint my pretty pictures.
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Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 2:01 PM UTC
Eat, Drink and Paint
With a heavy sigh, I go to bed at night, laying down to finally rest, Just to awake in my personal heaven, a realm of sweetness and bliss, Flowers of all kinds, trees with angel trumpets bound to golden chain, As the lilies are touched by a soft breeze, giving off their nice scent, I spirit away to purely engage and sympathize with other but pure fury or the sadness which has been sealed within my heart since then, Snowdrops and buttercups form a way to a single jasmine near a river of the purest water, which is alike a shining star, majesticly sparkling, The sky is starlit, each in their orbit whilst the golden light of the sun still reaches through, warming my cold skin comfortingly, delicately, Taking a seat I glance at what the table has presented before my eyes, Sweets, with sour yet aromatised orange juice anda large cheesecake, Then, suddenly, a single seagull draws near, weeping for affection, Together with bunnies and bumblebees buzzing around the flowers, Even now all the hummingbirds harmonise in a soft orchestra, And no frightened creature cries, they draw together in happiness, Yet I feel the absence of something which I hold very dear to me, Because you my dear lover, remain as my sweetest dream ~ Umi
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Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 3:16 PM UTC
A Dreamworld
Loves shadows and hates fire Whisper softly my hearts desire To a cold dead moon As the old demons howl The ground in terror will tremble and shake A bloodless murderers hand Into my steaming cauldron is thrown Long toothed Blue bats wing from northern caves Mixed with enchanted grave dust stolen from the fairy land Out of my blue colored feather covered bag A tiny sticky yellow red eyed frog One shiny two horned pinching beetle That will bite no more Into the *** Three long gray hairs from a rabid dog I sing the song humans fear The notes fall upon frightened ears My words travel deadly and silently A venomous arrow into the night Laying upon my victim A fine coverlet of blindness By spell removing their sight Loves shadows and hates fire Whisper softly my hearts desire To a cold black dead moon As the old demons howl The ground in terror will tremble and shake Copyright Infringement laws Section 512(c)(3) of the U.S. Copyright Act, 17 U.S.C. S512(c)(3), Tammy M. Darby September 9,  2015.
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 1:25 AM UTC
Shadows and Fire
I want to get on my knee I want to make you mine I feel more secure when you are tied Put a ring on your finger? Baby, I won’t be satisfied I want you so badly I’m obsessed, and you are hypnotized Never a day I don’t wonder how we’ve got drowned in this love and crime Guess that’s what people say I’m your longing You fulfill my appetite I can only see love Through your throbbing veins on your sternal line I can only hear love Through the screaming and crying When you are chocked by the chain When you are hopeless and frightened I know I’ve loved you right No one else matters Nothing else shines Your existence means more than my life But baby I’d only get on my knee when you die
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 11:49 PM UTC
Proposal
There are no right answers. The sky rejects the birds, turns them over to gravity, embedding them in the concrete and dirt. The grit refuses to become a pearl, just as the wound refuses to heal and the flesh eats itself. The market sees a sudden spike in sales of Champagne and cyanide. Coordinated efforts seek and fail to curtail the rising tide of violence in the nation's dreaming. You realise that this crude, barbaric language that you can't understand is your own. Beauty glitches and pixelates. Frightened, furtive confessions of love are unheard over proud, visceral proclamations of hate. Tongues divorce mouths. Every now and then, a voice inside your head says, 'Thud.' The measures of sanity become more quantifiable and totally arbitrary. The horizon tightens like a noose. It doesn't matter if this is wrong. There are no right answers.
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Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 4:40 AM UTC
There Are No Right Answers
i don't fear the god above i'm frightened of his hands on earth thousand of fingers knitting chains imprisoning these blooming peonies in the garden of hell * i'll chop your fingers off by watering
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Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 9:36 AM UTC
Honor
Wake up wake up I'm confused Dad wake up Don't come in dads asleep Wake up dad please wake up I'm frightened who are all these people Wake up dad they want to come in Dad I'm telling them off Go away dad didn't say come in Wake up wake up!!! Let me go! Dad help me Dad there taking me away Dad wake up please Dad where are you Dad Dad I'm alone
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 11:19 AM UTC
Wake up, Wake up
the yellow sun was shining down on grass and sand and waves it was a place where children went to laugh and dance and play. as molly ran and wandered off she found a magic thing a deep blue house carved out of stone in which the wind would sing. the other children climbed about and gazed into the cave and johnny said “i’ll lead the way” (because he was most brave) and tad and tommy followed him, for they were big and strong while alice chose to stay outside but molly tagged along. the dark was very chilly and the silence, very wet johnny shivered and looked back but couldn’t leave just yet. now molly didn’t notice: awe and wonder filled her eyes; she found a solace in the stillness, comfort, in the pitch black sky. when suddenly, there came a rustle from a hundred winged things as dark as sin with deep red eyes shrieking just like rusted swings. tommy was the first one out (his long legs made him fast) then john and tad ran into alice and tumbled on the grass. and when the world had settled down, the quiet had returned they saw that one was not around and they became concerned. but don’t you worry, little molly was fine as fine can be as she uttered boldly to the dark: “you never frightened me"
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
some adventure
My little deer Is that you peeking between the trees peering at the stag but your heart's still not at ease ... time ago a short time a stray cupid's arrow shot the night air splitting your spirit in two frightened you took off from the foreboding hiding in a lea there was sun and cloudless skies but not really as your insides raged in a storm in a hourglass with sand pebbles fighting to heal for the best now as you peer between the trees of salvation do you hear birds singing near a brook ... songs sung so beautiful in concerto with the chipmunks, ***** crickets then, as you take that step forward so lion hearted peering between those branches of redemption my little deer are there rays of sunshine peeking back LR-4/23/17
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Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 11:46 AM UTC
My Little Deer
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Prom
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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