The moment you walked inside my door
I knew that I don't need no more
You have transformed my life into paradise
Heaven must have programmed you

The moment you fell inside my dreams
I realized all I had not seen
You make me happy just by your presence
Heaven must have programmed you

You are like a four leaf clover;
Hard to find, lucky to have
For your sake, I would pay any price
For you I can even turn light into dark
It's your special day so make it grand

No one can make me smile the way that you do
Without you I feel so low, so sad, so blue
Your eyes take me to a world unknown
I know!! I'm blind in love with you

You worked your charm the first day we met
Your face is something I can never forget
I'm so glad were close friends
Without you I find myself so blue

Times might change;
The universe might change;
But my love for you shall never fade
You are worth melting for
You are brighter than the sunshine
And calmer than the moon
You brighten up our mornings
And also our afternoons
You are so special to us; words can never ever explain

If one fine day your feeling lonely and without a friend;
Come to me, I'll remind you that our friendship has no end
If one fine day you want someone to listen to you;
Come to me, I'll listen so that you won't feel sad too
If one fine day you just wanna runaway;
Come to me, I promise I'll  show you the right place

Not because you love bradley or Chris or even Channing, I understand you
Not because you were born in April, I love you
Not because you scold, I respect you
Not because your strong, I'm close to you
For it is the care and concern you show

Dearest kinda,
You are an irresistible charm,
We promise to always be their for you,
We will always cherish you in our hearts,
Within you, I found the perfect friend, someone who I know will be their till the very end;
Today must be your birthday,
Because the sun is shining bright;
And the clouds that were hiding it are nowhere near sight;
You're a wonderful person kinda and a special friend too
You deserve all the best and I do too;
I hope that today is filled with happiness and your dreams come true;
Happy Birthday Kinda!
Even the amount of stars in the sky and hair strands on your head can't describe the need of you for me and the love of it too;

Peter take my hand
and teach me how to soar
Take me to the place
where time will pass no more
We'll talk and dance
like little kids
Explore the feelings
you once hid
We'll journey with
the lost boys
And poke fun
at captain hook
All we need is
freindship and fairy dust
Like a story from the book
Peter do you miss the old life?
Do you want your fairytale?
Torn between reality
and surreal fantasy
Peter don't you see?
your world does not exist
I have to grow up now
forever you I'll miss

What is the true meaning of freindship
Not to care how much money you have
Accept each other for who they are
Be there for them without wanting
anything
Enjoy each others company
making each other smile when we feel sad.
When life is stressful having a genuine friendship  makes the load
lighter.
I haven't experienced true friendship
but long for a true friend.

To everyone I meet, I want to extend my hands in friendship.
Because each and everyone of you all are very special indeed.
You each have your own awesome qualities I do admire very much.
I thank each and everyone of you for being in my life in one way or another.
Each and everyone of you are indeed special to God and me as well.
I am thankful that you have touch my life the way that you have.
You have made a difference in my life that you will never know.
You have not only encourage me in many ways but inspire me as well.
For these things I just want to say thank you much for being you.
For allowing God to use you in that way , you are much appreciated.

The itch has taken over ...can feel it in my bones
the need for beer or lager is greater than the known
so want that buzz that feeds my thoughts ...that dulls them to the bone
that head buzz in the afternoon ...so love the way it goes

I wake up in the morning and think about the day
so want that buzz inside of me ..when is the time to late
they say you are the master but we all know the truth
the buzz is out to get you and take away your youth

it takes away your freindship a family gone afar
but you still feel the buzzing a thought not gone away
the only way to fight the feel is turkey cold and dry
live today forgo the past the futures on its way

walking down a street remembering, good times spent
laughter shared. Then changes come along.
a message  at a wrong  time, a friend strung out. angry words spoken
cold accusations, and blame placed. A friendship broken.
I sit with feelings hurt, A pain ill never forget. For it is time  to turn the page  
and walk away. This time I can not let it go and forgive.,
so i pray to say good buy. look to clouds in the sky.


by DS october 8th
2021

THIS MISCONCEPTION OF FREINDSHIP IS MISLEADING
VERY OFTEN I HAVE SEEN THOSE
WHO BELIEVED......BLEEDING !!

IN OUR FREINDSHIP, THIS WORD, "DOUBT" HAS GOT NO ROLE,
I STRONGLY BELIEVE, ITS FULLY A MATTER OF HEART & SOUL !!

I can now truly say that time does not heal all wounds
Time does not diminish the same old feelings we have for a loved one
maybe perhaps because they were familiar territory to us and not foreign
feelings of love
feelings of euphoria
feelings of freindship
feelings of loss
feelings of regret
feelings of emptiness
feelings of madness
It all comes up weather we like it or not
maybe even intensified because of time and distance and youth
No need to look at old stories through rose tinted glasses
or count all the red flags
some times old feelings stay
a gentle push conjures up old memories
The love was never lost or given away
But I wonder why hearts break so easily
is it easier to reveal or should it always be concealed?
even after doing all that is necessary to to be whole again

Why do hearts break so easily
over yesterdays memories
a hopeful tomorrow
and a face from the past