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"frankly" poems
Touch me With the tips of your fingers Gently Across the small of my back Touch me With both hands Securely Fastened to my hips Touch me With the rise of your chest Intimately Pressing against mine Touch me With your lips, your tongue Hungrily Tasting the salt on my neck Touch me With the rest of you Finally Becoming who you touch Those little electric currents That pass from your skin to mine Frankly Keep me alive That's why I'm dying
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Nov 16, 2018
Nov 16, 2018 at 9:34 AM UTC
Touch
I want to hit it hard, not romanticize about the blood ya feel me? As you read that first line, when you cross over to the second, your nose will start to bleed just before my fist connects with your face. I often dream about it, being feared. The only reason that you're on the ground is because I put you there. Quite frankly I'm fearful of myself. My throat still holds the ache of the alcohol going down. I swear to you I'm doing better. I swear. I can't swear in this house hold so I will talk so quickly creating run on sentences without punctuation or breath because I'm panicking over nothing in particular. ****** Add some shakes to your vocabulary and you've got it right. My medication puts stray dogs under my finger nails, that's ok because dogs are happiness. That's supposed to mean I'm happy. I made myself write this, its horrifyingly scattered just like my head. That's not right. That's wrong. Something is terribly wrong so I must fix it. That's what I do, I fix. I'll just look at this as art. Some persons trash is another ones treasure. I'm too scared to write anymore. This is garbage.
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Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 12:58 AM UTC
Garbage.
Sleepmonger, deathmonger, with capsules in my palms each night, eight at a time from sweet pharmaceutical bottles I make arrangements for a pint-sized journey. I'm the queen of this condition. I'm an expert on making the trip and now they say I'm an addict. Now they ask why. WHY! Don't they know that I promised to die! I'm keeping in practice. I'm merely staying in shape. The pills are a mother, but better, every color and as good as sour ***** I'm on a diet from death. Yes, I admit it has gotten to be a bit of a habit- blows eight at a time, socked in the eye, hauled away by the pink, the orange, the green and the white goodnights. I'm becoming something of a chemical mixture. that's it! My supply of tablets has got to last for years and years. I like them more than I like me. It's a kind of marriage. It's a kind of war where I plant bombs inside of myself. Yes I try to **** myself in small amounts, an innocuous occupatin. Actually I'm hung up on it. But remember I don't make too much noise. And frankly no one has to lug me out and I don't stand there in my winding sheet. I'm a little buttercup in my yellow nightie eating my eight loaves in a row and in a certain order as in the laying on of hands or the black sacrament. It's a ceremony but like any other sport it's full of rules. It's like a musical tennis match where my mouth keeps catching the ball. Then I lie on; my altar elevated by the eight chemical kisses. What a lay me down this is with two pink, two orange, two green, two white goodnights. Fee-fi-fo-fum- Now I'm borrowed. Now I'm numb.
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The Addict
Sleepmonger, deathmonger, with capsules in my palms each night, eight at a time from sweet pharmaceutical bottles I make arrangements for a pint-sized journey. I'm the queen of this condition. I'm an expert on making the trip and now they say I'm an addict. Now they ask why. WHY! Don't they know that I promised to die! I'm keeping in practice. I'm merely staying in shape. The pills are a mother, but better, every color and as good as sour ***** I'm on a diet from death. Yes, I admit it has gotten to be a bit of a habit- blows eight at a time, socked in the eye, hauled away by the pink, the orange, the green and the white goodnights. I'm becoming something of a chemical mixture. that's it! My supply of tablets has got to last for years and years. I like them more than I like me. It's a kind of marriage. It's a kind of war where I plant bombs inside of myself. Yes I try to **** myself in small amounts, an innocuous occupatin. Actually I'm hung up on it. But remember I don't make too much noise. And frankly no one has to lug me out and I don't stand there in my winding sheet. I'm a little buttercup in my yellow nightie eating my eight loaves in a row and in a certain order as in the laying on of hands or the black sacrament. It's a ceremony but like any other sport it's full of rules. It's like a musical tennis match where my mouth keeps catching the ball. Then I lie on; my altar elevated by the eight chemical kisses. What a lay me down this is with two pink, two orange, two green, two white goodnights. Fee-fi-fo-fum- Now I'm borrowed. Now I'm numb.
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You scribble down the name of a drug I can't pronounce Is that an A or an O? And send me on my way It seems like that's how you send all of us off these days Do you really know my life? Would you even take the time to listen? I have my doubts and I'm sticking with them Because frankly, all you're concerned about is the paycheck you'll be getting.
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Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 1:35 AM UTC
Doctors
O Distinct Lady of my unkempt adoration if I have made a fragile curtain song under the window of your soul it is not like any songs (the singers the others they have been faithful to many things and which die i have been sometimes true to Nothing and which lives they were fond of the handsome moon never spoke ill of the pretty stars and to the serene the complicated and the obvious they were faithful and which i despise, frankly admitting i have been true only to the noise of worms in the eligible day under the unaccountable sun) Distinct Lady swiftly take my fragile certain song that we may watch together how behind the doomed exact smile of life’s placid obscure palpable carnival where to a normal melody of probable violins dance the square virtues with the oblong sins perfectly gesticulate the accurate strenuous lips of incorruptible Nothing under the ample sun, under the insufficient day under the noise of worms
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O Distinct
If I'm a plumber then she's my princess peach, if she's Zelda, then I'm her Link. If my life was Contra, then she's my Konami Code. Can't you tell ny Lady is the subject of this ode? If she's Curly Brace then I'm her counterpart Quote, Seriously, I'm in love with her if you didn't catch it I left a few notes, If I'm the Belmonts, then she's the vampire killer, if I'm Michael, she's my thriller. If I'm Pac-Man, then she's my Miss If I'm Alucard, then she's my transformation into mist If I'm Kirby then she's waddle Dee, quite frankly this is getting sappy so I'll get to the point. I love this girl more than a stoner loves a joint. (bonus points if you can name all the games referenced, and the Konami Code)
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Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 10:35 PM UTC
8-Bit love(heart container)
Today I told someone I loved them, and I ment it more than I could ever describe in words. But there was a niggling thought in the back of my head. "It's too soon," it whispered. "You should have waited. It's too soon." People will judge me. They will think I'm foolish. But who is anyone else to tell me about how I love someone? And since when does falling in love have a set rules? Why should I let society decide that my love isn't real, because they don't belive someone can feel this strongly for somone so soon? It took me eight months to say it to my X. And I can honestly say that feeling was like a drop in the ocean, compared to how I feel now. So yes you can say it's too soon. Frankly I don't give a ****
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Jun 13, 2016
Jun 13, 2016 at 4:07 PM UTC
To Soon
my brother-in-law’s really fit I admire him for it He spends much time in exercise, in energetic thrusts He’s a whole aerobics center; gets all the exercise he needs: He constantly jumps to conclusions runs down friends, back-stabs whenever he can side-steps responsibility and you could say, is constantly pushing his luck And pushing it too far too… and goes round and round in circles with many false arguments But one kind thing I can say of him he’s mindful of my health for he must have observed how I hardly exercise and he invites me often to his fitness program “You scratch my back, I scratch yours,” he says… But I’m just too lazy even for such effortless exercise and meanwhile, he continues with his fitness program namely, as I have said before, jumping to conclusions and constantly pushing his luck… while the only thing I can manage in response to his fitness program (darned lazy as I am, as he complains to his sis) is to lift my middle finger but frankly, my brother-in-law’s really fit I admire him for it
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 9:08 AM UTC
fitness program
I speak in praise of the ******** yes, and as a male, I decline to be clandestine about this. The reason I so admire the ******** is that it's the female's key to being multiply ******** and frankly, I'm in awe of this. You see, the male ***** can't compare because, of course, it has a dual purpose.   It wasn't put there just for bliss, which is the only purpose of the ******** Males must just resign themselves to their dangling ganglia, the **** which is so easy to malign compared to the delicate paradigm of the **** and its remarkable economy of design. Now I realize that females may be suspicious of my focus on their ******** but actually, I think it’s ingenious.   My own discovery of this was serendipitous and propitious. You see? Really, I’m envious of the ******** because it's indefatigable and delectable, (I think she likes a little nibble), and anyway, there’s not much point in trying to distinguish between *********** and the ******** So there's my poem to the little **** with admiration and respect. I speak in praise of the ******** Truly. A gift for all of us.
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Oct 30, 2012
Oct 30, 2012 at 4:47 PM UTC
Ode to the ********
Muster up the words, "I beg you." Form some kind of apology, please This isn't you and you know it Your heart is too warm to treat someone so cold The breezy winds flow through your hair just as well as they do your emotions and you're making her feel like a helpless feather with no other choice but to get blown away Even a simple goodbye would be better than this Trust me, I know closure isn't really your thing, but she deserves at least something Anything would do this situation justice, just please talk to her This isn't you, please snap out of it I know you've been hurt too many times to count and you're looking everywhere for something or someone to fill your voids but do not use innocent hearts as vices, they don't work like that Don't rob someone of their feelings just because you have a hard time coping with yours I know sometimes certain situations and feelings can be interpreted differently, but don't kid yourself, you know exactly what you're doing and quite frankly it's making me sick You aren't perfect and neither is she, but the least you could do is offer her a bandaid when she needs one instead of drinking her blood and leaving a mess for her to cleanup afterwards without even calling her back All of this is running like a train through my head when I look into my mirror and see myself start to tear up The bags under my eyes hold all of the emotions that I try my best not to let out It should be easier than this Maybe it really is easy, and I'm just not used to change I'm not sure about a lot of the things that are happening in my life However, I am sure that I need to stop becoming a bad memory to others It keeps me awake at night to think about all of the wrong I've done That there are people whose only memory of me is how I was the worst for them and I don't want that To my past friends and lovers, I can't say sorry enough To my present friends and lovers, please don't give up on me; you are the reason I'm still trying To my future friends and lovers, I hope by the time we meet, I am nothing less than perfect to you I'm not used to change, but I could get used to being a good memory
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 1:33 AM UTC
Remember Me As I Am, Not As I Was
Muster up the words, "I beg you." Form some kind of apology, please This isn't you and you know it Your heart is too warm to treat someone so cold The breezy winds flow through your hair just as well as they do your emotions and you're making her feel like a helpless feather with no other choice but to get blown away Even a simple goodbye would be better than this Trust me, I know closure isn't really your thing, but she deserves at least something Anything would do this situation justice, just please talk to her This isn't you, please snap out of it I know you've been hurt too many times to count and you're looking everywhere for something or someone to fill your voids but do not use innocent hearts as vices, they don't work like that Don't rob someone of their feelings just because you have a hard time coping with yours I know sometimes certain situations and feelings can be interpreted differently, but don't kid yourself, you know exactly what you're doing and quite frankly it's making me sick You aren't perfect and neither is she, but the least you could do is offer her a bandaid when she needs one instead of drinking her blood and leaving a mess for her to cleanup afterwards without even calling her back All of this is running like a train through my head when I look into my mirror and see myself start to tear up The bags under my eyes hold all of the emotions that I try my best not to let out It should be easier than this Maybe it really is easy, and I'm just not used to change I'm not sure about a lot of the things that are happening in my life However, I am sure that I need to stop becoming a bad memory to others It keeps me awake at night to think about all of the wrong I've done That there are people whose only memory of me is how I was the worst for them and I don't want that To my past friends and lovers, I can't say sorry enough To my present friends and lovers, please don't give up on me; you are the reason I'm still trying To my future friends and lovers, I hope by the time we meet, I am nothing less than perfect to you I'm not used to change, but I could get used to being a good memory
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i. i told my mother the other day that i have decided to be kind, to love those who love me (for no good reason).... and because of, i want to take you in my arms and hold you so tight that the world cannot get in. . ii. you are dressed in white, like an angel, and when you sleep, you murmur and when i watch, you smile instead of howling, and i wish that you were that peaceful when awake. iii. you are growing up, and i watch the way you forsake your mother and i watch the way you puff up your chest with lies and then cower when you see me .... you are not innocent anymore, and i cannot hold you to as such when you hide behind a hood of your parents protection. iv. your brother does not love me anymore, and frankly, i do not care. but you cannot see the stab wound, so still, i am angry. v. i don’t think she loves her best friend anymore, i don’t think she even loves me. but how can you tell someone to cut a piece of themselves off when you won’t do it for them? when you don’t even have the right. vi. i read a poem today, it was about war and it was about foxes, and i thought of you again... my fox, you are a violence... and a lover. and when i remember how you cut me, i remember why i have to cherish what i have.
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 5:30 PM UTC
you need to cherish what you have
Eternally no word is spoken, See it through your vision, this deserted shrine hidden within hellfire, The dreams are fading into the slipping stream of time, vanishing, In silence waiting seems to be alike an eternity, lonesome and sad, If you believed you could try, all the same it's both the truth and a lie, Silence, is what is called for in this abandoned, forgotten, rotten place But if you were to spread your wings and were to fly, Maybe then, you could reach high, rise from the fire and call through a voiceless barrier for help, but will the deaf understand you ? This is, where all hope is lost to cause, where all words have come to pause, no message is delivered and prayers are sent by reticence, So what makes you still look up to the burning sky the flames are controlling with pure rage and overwhelming fury beyond reason ? Perhaps hope is something one can only lose last or frankly, never. The feathers of your wings have burnt to dust and were scattered into the wind of the rampaging purgatory since a long gone past, All you do is listening to your own voice in your head, over and over. Bound to the ground, with no wings to fly. Bound to silence, with no voice to cry. ~ Umi
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC
The Silent Shrine
Been piecing things together lately, And frankly, I'm puzzled.
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Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 3:17 PM UTC
word play
Oct. 25 Everything is different and I don't want to explain things. Nov. 1 I crave the glittering, garish city lights, the loud raw music, the feeling of being completely and dangerously free. Nov. 16 My heart hurts. Nov. 17 I want to love you. I want to love you so much that I can't stop writing beautiful lyrical poems about the stars and my heart beat and your skin and I just want you to love me too. Nov. 18 I think that if he knew me, really knew me, at all times of the day and night, he wouldn't love me. Nov. 20 It's really funny how people can change. Nov. 24 This is not paradise; this is hell. Nov. 24 (later) I'm materialistic and shallow, but frankly I don't give a **** Dec. 14 My heart is literally pounding so hard I can feel it moving up and down in my chest. I'm blushing. Dec. 20 And the butterflies live on, perpetually fluttering around in little circles in the pit of my stomach. Dec. 21 He says I'm like a daisy. Jan. 1 I downed a bottle of sparkles and sang like a drunk man would and he told me he loved me. Jan. 25 He's so sweet and I think I love him. Feb. 8 Long, content sigh. Feb. 14 I'm going to blurt it out all at once because I'm feeling giggly so he stopped at the side of the road and kissed me and I feel like I'm floating. Feb. 22 I feel trapped. Feb. 28 He's always on my mind. Always. March 13 I broke up with him. I'm not upset, and I'm worried about that. I don't feel anything at all. Are feelings supposed to just walk away and disappear like that? March 29 His voice is irritating. I'm not a damsel in distress. April 2 I think young love is only a glittering, fleeting illusion. I'm not sad about it.
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Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC
First Lines of Diary Entries, Aged 15
Oct. 25 Everything is different and I don't want to explain things. Nov. 1 I crave the glittering, garish city lights, the loud raw music, the feeling of being completely and dangerously free. Nov. 16 My heart hurts. Nov. 17 I want to love you. I want to love you so much that I can't stop writing beautiful lyrical poems about the stars and my heart beat and your skin and I just want you to love me too. Nov. 18 I think that if he knew me, really knew me, at all times of the day and night, he wouldn't love me. Nov. 20 It's really funny how people can change. Nov. 24 This is not paradise; this is hell. Nov. 24 (later) I'm materialistic and shallow, but frankly I don't give a **** Dec. 14 My heart is literally pounding so hard I can feel it moving up and down in my chest. I'm blushing. Dec. 20 And the butterflies live on, perpetually fluttering around in little circles in the pit of my stomach. Dec. 21 He says I'm like a daisy. Jan. 1 I downed a bottle of sparkles and sang like a drunk man would and he told me he loved me. Jan. 25 He's so sweet and I think I love him. Feb. 8 Long, content sigh. Feb. 14 I'm going to blurt it out all at once because I'm feeling giggly so he stopped at the side of the road and kissed me and I feel like I'm floating. Feb. 22 I feel trapped. Feb. 28 He's always on my mind. Always. March 13 I broke up with him. I'm not upset, and I'm worried about that. I don't feel anything at all. Are feelings supposed to just walk away and disappear like that? March 29 His voice is irritating. I'm not a damsel in distress. April 2 I think young love is only a glittering, fleeting illusion. I'm not sad about it.
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To the people who think education majors have it easy, Nothing, and I truly mean nothing, gets under my skin more than people who have the same mindset as you. People like you think that my 3.8 GPA isn’t as worthy as someone else’s in a different major. People like you think education majors can’t possibly be as stressful as other majors. People like you think that my 40-page unit plan doesn’t even begin to compare to your 40-page report. People like you think that teaching is easy. it's ******** I’m not going to sit here and go into detail about all of the difficult assignments I’ve had over the past four years as a middle school math major because frankly you’re just not worth my time. Also, because that would mean that I have something to prove to you, and I don’t. You can’t begin to judge a major until you have sat in on their classes, done their assignments, took their tests, etc. So, for you to judge my major based solely on the fact that I’m teaching children makes you arrogant and ignorant. Imagine the excitement you feel when you get an A on an exam you spent days studying for. Now imagine that same excitement being stripped away from you in a second because someone tells you that your major is easy and that that’s the reason you got such a good grade. Imagine working your **** off to earn Dean’s List every semester you’ve been at school, for someone to turn around and tell you that the only reason you’ve achieved that is because of your easy major. It’s hurtful. I chose to become a teacher because I want to take part in shaping children’s minds. I want to take part in making students grow up enjoying math. I want to take part in making learning fun.   I don’t think that is something I’ll ever regret, no matter how many times you try to bring me down. Please just focus on your own major. Focus on your own difficult assignments, your own difficult tests, and your own difficult projects, that way you can truly strive for success. And I’ll still be here, an education major, cheering you on. Sincerely, A future teacher.
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Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 6:06 PM UTC
A Future Teacher
To the people who think education majors have it easy, Nothing, and I truly mean nothing, gets under my skin more than people who have the same mindset as you. People like you think that my 3.8 GPA isn’t as worthy as someone else’s in a different major. People like you think education majors can’t possibly be as stressful as other majors. People like you think that my 40-page unit plan doesn’t even begin to compare to your 40-page report. People like you think that teaching is easy. it's ******** I’m not going to sit here and go into detail about all of the difficult assignments I’ve had over the past four years as a middle school math major because frankly you’re just not worth my time. Also, because that would mean that I have something to prove to you, and I don’t. You can’t begin to judge a major until you have sat in on their classes, done their assignments, took their tests, etc. So, for you to judge my major based solely on the fact that I’m teaching children makes you arrogant and ignorant. Imagine the excitement you feel when you get an A on an exam you spent days studying for. Now imagine that same excitement being stripped away from you in a second because someone tells you that your major is easy and that that’s the reason you got such a good grade. Imagine working your **** off to earn Dean’s List every semester you’ve been at school, for someone to turn around and tell you that the only reason you’ve achieved that is because of your easy major. It’s hurtful. I chose to become a teacher because I want to take part in shaping children’s minds. I want to take part in making students grow up enjoying math. I want to take part in making learning fun.   I don’t think that is something I’ll ever regret, no matter how many times you try to bring me down. Please just focus on your own major. Focus on your own difficult assignments, your own difficult tests, and your own difficult projects, that way you can truly strive for success. And I’ll still be here, an education major, cheering you on. Sincerely, A future teacher.
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Death doesn't discriminate Quite frankly, He doesn't care Once He's out of the barrel Whizzing through midair. Gay, straight, Lesbian or Bi You have no control if you die. But the finger that pulled the trigger Now that's a different story. But motives mean nothing to the family in mourning This morning. There's nothing you could say or explain away that would bring comfort today. If you told them it was religion or a hate crime that doesn't give them any more time. And it's the outpouring of speechless faces Awestruck gazes That should shake us awake in every state from our state of denial. These cold steel devices have become our vices becoming our own rod of judgement in bringing "justice".   A disagreement in lifestyle does not warrant a life. If you feel offended, just turn the other cheek And prevent tears from streaming down cheeks. Death might not discriminate, but those who discriminate bring death. Whether it's in the form of a gun Or a loved one being shunned. Life is precious and sacred And if someone has it, you shouldn't take it.
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Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 1:30 PM UTC
Death Doesn't Discriminate Pt. II
You share your words, I cup my ears. You shed your shell, I catch your tears. When life goes awry, wisdom gives bliss. I hold your face, forehead graced with kiss. My words are calm, warm, and tranquil. I'm gentle, understanding; tell me how you feel. You're unburdened, cumbersome no more. Uplifted you thank me and say your peace. I'm alone again, but it's better now. I'm sure. Wings flap; I close my eyes and feel the breeze. Their once storms, now but a gust. Shepard their dragons, I must. Their dragons are slain, the fire is gone. I shoulder their pain, my words drawn. As they sleep, I sit and gaze at the stars. I'm arrested, their beauty. Oh, how they glisten. Frankly, I weep as I'm fighting their wars. As dark as the night may fall, I'll always listen. To whose ears may I profess? Am I not too, simply a mess? No one to be me, for the father. Everyday, the man seems closer yet farther. Who is there when it all seems so bad? I know who I am, the man, my own dad.
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Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 5:01 PM UTC
A Fatherless Father Figure 30-12-2018
70 years of supposed independence Yet no real freedom for women In a society dominated by men Drowned, is a woman's voice We need Azadi from Patriarchy Money and power aren't everything Without love, life is nothing Above all, are relationships and life quality Is there no end to **** Why is marital **** legal? Our system is so feudal Marriage is such a shame Marred by domestic violence Divorce, a traumatic experience No freedom to choose her career Family is supposed to be better No freedom for inter-religious marriage If she does, it's labelled Love Jihad Frankly, we are tired Demand an end to this carnage She can dress as she pleases She can roam at night She can marry anyone she loves To question her, you have no right
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Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 10:15 AM UTC
We need Azadi from Patriarchy
Once upon a time in a land not so far away, There lived a young girl who wished she'd never stayed. Not because of the roughness of the trees, Or because of the fear of a simple sting of a bee, But because of her life she longer wished to live. No her childhood was not a complete bore. No it was more of the trials her teen years stored. Never did she think that one goodbye would be the last, Or that time would go bye so **** fast. Her teen years are the moments she no longer wished to live. This story does not have a happy ending. It's not like other stories parents are telling. No because this story is about a girl who gave up. She desired to take just one sip out of the bitter cup. Because she no longer wished to live. Now one night she felt lower than low. She tied a noose rather than a bow. But this time around her neck not on the back of her head. She had the desire to wake up dead. Because she no longer wished to live. But one day she met a little boy, And he offered her his toy. The kind soul she was she began to play. And thought maybe, just for a while she'll stay. Beginning to have the desire to live. The days flew by and so did the year. Eventually the day came when she didn't shed a tear. But rather she played with the children and pets, And began to deal with her problems in sets. Not often having the thought that she no longer wished to live. Time has gone by and her teen years are gone. As well as the children who grew so long. She found a place in this land. She found a place she could stand. She had the desire to continue to live. Now this comes as a surprise to many of you, Because frankly you didn't know what she would do. But one day she fell in love with a man. They prepared to marry and made the plan. She want to be with him and live. But tragedy struck and she died a sad death. With only others memories of her left. And now she is standing up by a star. With her life below her seeming so far. But now she no longer had to live.
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 4:46 AM UTC
time taken for granted
Once upon a time in a land not so far away, There lived a young girl who wished she'd never stayed. Not because of the roughness of the trees, Or because of the fear of a simple sting of a bee, But because of her life she longer wished to live. No her childhood was not a complete bore. No it was more of the trials her teen years stored. Never did she think that one goodbye would be the last, Or that time would go bye so **** fast. Her teen years are the moments she no longer wished to live. This story does not have a happy ending. It's not like other stories parents are telling. No because this story is about a girl who gave up. She desired to take just one sip out of the bitter cup. Because she no longer wished to live. Now one night she felt lower than low. She tied a noose rather than a bow. But this time around her neck not on the back of her head. She had the desire to wake up dead. Because she no longer wished to live. But one day she met a little boy, And he offered her his toy. The kind soul she was she began to play. And thought maybe, just for a while she'll stay. Beginning to have the desire to live. The days flew by and so did the year. Eventually the day came when she didn't shed a tear. But rather she played with the children and pets, And began to deal with her problems in sets. Not often having the thought that she no longer wished to live. Time has gone by and her teen years are gone. As well as the children who grew so long. She found a place in this land. She found a place she could stand. She had the desire to continue to live. Now this comes as a surprise to many of you, Because frankly you didn't know what she would do. But one day she fell in love with a man. They prepared to marry and made the plan. She want to be with him and live. But tragedy struck and she died a sad death. With only others memories of her left. And now she is standing up by a star. With her life below her seeming so far. But now she no longer had to live.
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There's a private, invisible flock of comedians chanting soapbox knock-knocks in my parking lot             Noisy, clang, boom thingy aloft and clipping the air around the slimy snow And why does ajax keep butting its nose into everything I’ve got? They’re all just boom-lost facades in a canonical, sly-faced rant. So slanted, frankly, and poised toward a milder pace that the clang clipped the frosty branches beneath a drunken frat-house party. Ah, the dandy-clang : native to the sandy graves and morose olive branches.             But only on the night of the dandy-clang, candy dances for the branches are not partial to missed solid caches             of want and woe             of tongue and toe and seldom shaken beneath the overbearing heat of a white-faced predator for times it was that here and now, because the wind had bitten harder What am I saying? That if the dandy-clang came. And if it produced the branches of the dancing eve fame... with but not together. The clouds up in the ether that lake and earth should wither
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May 31, 2012
May 31, 2012 at 7:10 PM UTC
Wiggle Room between a Carrot and the Potatoes
I want to be your chocolate chips. Frankly, you are the cookie. You are plain and sweet, Perfect really. You accept any topping or ingredient. She is a box of raisins. You two could mix Be a great team But she doesn't make you pop. She can't accentuate your true sweetness Your beautiful simplicity Your strength. I want to be your chocolate chips I want to go through the fire with you Melt into you Like she never could. And I want to make you shine Because the sweetness in me might just bring out the perfection in you. So I guess what I am trying to say Is that if you want to have raisins I could have that cookie too But I'm really craving chocolate chip.
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Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 8:39 PM UTC
Chocolate Chip Cookie
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk with a middle-aged bitterness of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him— The man whose love confused you, whose clumsy attempts of fatherhood kept the heart of a young girl perpetually guarded by a cautious skepticism— The man who brought you into a world he found absurd as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with the two of them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bear into this bittersweet game of ******** we play that we’ve since called ‘life,’ that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to navigate the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 3:25 PM UTC
"Adulthood" (revised)
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk with a middle-aged bitterness of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him— The man whose love confused you, whose clumsy attempts of fatherhood kept the heart of a young girl perpetually guarded by a cautious skepticism— The man who brought you into a world he found absurd as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with the two of them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bear into this bittersweet game of ******** we play that we’ve since called ‘life,’ that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to navigate the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Dear, My vision is clouded by two green eyes, alike emeralds gazing at me, A delicate body, frankly short yet mature and smart, but so warm, This is what you are for me, you feel human, you smell human yet all the others see you as something else, a monster is what they call you, But this is not true, even if you should be some kind of eldritch abomination, for me you're a gal of grace, of elegance and kindness, Even if they talk ill of you, saying you are twisted and weird, And even if they call me naive, for not seeing what you really are, I will not give up, for the both of us are not like them, we can't be. I love you. For a world we see is true, what we manifest, what I'll build you is a mansion of crystal and of course pure, starlight. The beauty rising by your own hand is a blinding light in the dark, Bloom, as the world around us fades away, blossom, we become one. But all that remains just a dream, the cruel reality is, I can only meet you there. ~ Umi
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May 12, 2018
May 12, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC
My Saya
So there’s this woodpecker He pecks all day Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Pecks his life away Ever seen him stop and wonder? At the glories of the world and beyond? Did you ever see? Him staring at a tree And thinking about Joyce Kilmer? Nope, can’t recall Any such incident So why should I stop And smell the flowers I don’t see Why should I write a poem As beautiful as a tree When no one else gives a **** I should be hanging around friends Rolling joints with the money for my rent I should be the eternal narcissist Like the one who sits above But we’ll come to him later Right now what I wanna know Is what gives me the right to control Everything I see And everything I don’t Coz frankly speaking There’s a lot I don’t know What gives me the right To play with someone’s life And blame it on ignorance? I thought someone could tell me Someone could answer The stupidest question in the world But if I ask someone Why they’re doing something They all say the same thing Coz everyone else is. Good. So now we’ve got that cleared. I’m doing what I’m doing Because everyone else is doing what they’re doing And everyone else is doing what they’re doing Because I’m doing what I’m doing To sum it up, None of us know what any of us is doing Or why they’re doing it. Looks like we evolved backwards. At least the apes knew what they were doing. Sleep. Eat. **** Have *** Sleep. That simple collection of words got what the people Who call themselves the brainiest guys in the world didn’t: Logic. And I’ll tell you why they didn’t get it Because they were the birdbrains Who came up with the idea of a nuclear bomb Which has really set the bar for human stupidity No one can surpass that. Because the ‘logic’ behind the nuclear bomb is “You give me what I want Or I’ll blow up your country” People in the highest position of their respective countries Spent money exceeding ten times the number of their population On such nuclear bombs. Which, in fact, they’ll never use. True story. Tell you the truth, I’d rather be a woodpecker.
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Jun 6, 2012
Jun 6, 2012 at 1:37 PM UTC
I'd rather be a woodpecker
So there’s this woodpecker He pecks all day Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Pecks his life away Ever seen him stop and wonder? At the glories of the world and beyond? Did you ever see? Him staring at a tree And thinking about Joyce Kilmer? Nope, can’t recall Any such incident So why should I stop And smell the flowers I don’t see Why should I write a poem As beautiful as a tree When no one else gives a **** I should be hanging around friends Rolling joints with the money for my rent I should be the eternal narcissist Like the one who sits above But we’ll come to him later Right now what I wanna know Is what gives me the right to control Everything I see And everything I don’t Coz frankly speaking There’s a lot I don’t know What gives me the right To play with someone’s life And blame it on ignorance? I thought someone could tell me Someone could answer The stupidest question in the world But if I ask someone Why they’re doing something They all say the same thing Coz everyone else is. Good. So now we’ve got that cleared. I’m doing what I’m doing Because everyone else is doing what they’re doing And everyone else is doing what they’re doing Because I’m doing what I’m doing To sum it up, None of us know what any of us is doing Or why they’re doing it. Looks like we evolved backwards. At least the apes knew what they were doing. Sleep. Eat. **** Have *** Sleep. That simple collection of words got what the people Who call themselves the brainiest guys in the world didn’t: Logic. And I’ll tell you why they didn’t get it Because they were the birdbrains Who came up with the idea of a nuclear bomb Which has really set the bar for human stupidity No one can surpass that. Because the ‘logic’ behind the nuclear bomb is “You give me what I want Or I’ll blow up your country” People in the highest position of their respective countries Spent money exceeding ten times the number of their population On such nuclear bombs. Which, in fact, they’ll never use. True story. Tell you the truth, I’d rather be a woodpecker.
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I had over prepared the event, that much was ominous. With middle-ageing care I had laid out just the right books. I had almost turned down the pages. Beauty is so rare a thing. So few drink of my fountain. So much barren regret, So many hours wasted! And now I watch, from the window, the rain, the wandering busses. “Their little cosmos is shaken”— the air is alive with that fact. In their parts of the city they are played on by diverse forces. How do I know? Oh, I know well enough. For them there is something afoot. As for me; I had over-prepared the event— Beauty is so rare a thing. So few drink of my fountain. Two friends: a breath of the forest… Friends? Are people less friends because one has just, at last, found them? Twice they promised to come. “Between the night and the morning?” Beauty would drink of my mind. Youth would awhile forget my youth is gone from me. (Speak up! You have danced so stiffly? Someone admired your works, And said so frankly. “Did you talk like a fool, The first night? The second evening?” “But they promised again: ‘To-morrow at tea-time’.”) Now the third day is here— no word from either; No word from her nor him, Only another man’s note: “Dear Pound, I am leaving England.”
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