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"formative" poems
Born to a body I do not know formative years spent in ignorance crashing trucks together, hot wheels running them off the curb outside with my best friend He is distant now same classes, same neighborhood lives spent together running through fields and muddy waters on rainy days my friend Familiar friend reaches for my hand he kisses it, wet lips leaving trails of hope a life spent apart running through absent moments, a blissful craze does he know me? He holds me close, hands on my cheek he kisses my lips, leaving a fire inside of me a life come around recognition a threat to a blissful moment he knows me… …and kisses me again
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Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
Transgender: A Love Story
Echo and Narcissist He stared into her life It enveloped him, metamorphosing his reality Sometimes we are changed until we dont remember those quaint things that we pretend to adore and lose ourselves in the Medusa’s gaze of a life trans-formative and different.
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 2:26 PM UTC
Echo and Narcissist
At school I had trouble socializing, And still, The Owl, comes all too late? My formative years are spent deep within caves searching, Yet The Owl is never found there? The failures and sadness accumulate over time, Leaving The Owl traversing some other’s sky, I feel life slipping away each day, And still The Owl never manifests! Where is The Owl? Does it not come with time? Will cleverness induce her, perhaps woo her with rhyme? Quell restless mind, The Owl reforge me so I’m freed! Grant me your talons so that I may succeed! And still, The Owl, who never manifests, And still The Owl never manifests. I curl chalky fingers into travertine-grip, Aged ruin takes a hold, in my despair as I slip, Sans which The Owl never did manifest, To wit, sans The Owl, pounding sand as I jest, So what, The Owl, never did manifest? And still The Owl never manifests. Life without The Owl, was no life at all, No solemnity of greatness, a life of doltish pit-fall. And still The Owl never manifests. And still The Owl never manifests.
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Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 8:02 AM UTC
Sans The Owl
He was one of those guys who marry money. And you can grok that in any sense you desire. But be forewarned, my friend, I am well-versed in a multitude of Marry-For-Money manifestations. Take, for example, marrying the Boss' daughter. Come with me, for illustration's sake, Join me in one such dis-functional household: George & Martha's place on campus-- A classic Tudor-revival home, Ivied & plushly-appointed, A coveted faculty perk Which goes along with the gig. And the gag, for that matter. I speak, of course, of Edward Albee's Two perversely miserable humans, Married to each other, to wit: George & Martha, leading lives of Pubis-scratching desperation, in "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?" She's the only daughter-- Daddy's precious jewel-- Only girl-child of the President Of a small, rural college. He's the middle-aged professor With no great pedagogic or research prowess. His working-class perspective, Viewing the quiet academic life to be A significant step up in genteel existence. Except--and there's the rub: Mere existence is a far cry from Living the good life Dan Draper & The rest of Satan's Mad Men minions Taught him to take for granted. So George & Martha, In terms of core values, Have little in common; More like opposites, in fact: His starvation diet as a child & Her helping out Mom at the Food Bank on Saturday mornings. It's those formative razzmatazz years, He lacked the behavior blueprint, The overwhelming fatigue of acting. He's perpetually memorizing lines, Practicing ****** expressions & Physical gestures & phrases. Guard up, another Oscar-worthy performance, Burton is superb & Elizabeth Taylor Showing us precisely why she is & Will continue to be revered as an actress. George knows she has his number. The thing about the play is the Intense malice the couple feel for each other. For the audience, an experience in stage drama Best classified as an intensely painful morality play. A good thing to remember: Live Theater Adds value to a community. Give generously, please! But I digress.
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Aug 14, 2016
Aug 14, 2016 at 12:27 AM UTC
"Married to the Mob"
He was one of those guys who marry money. And you can grok that in any sense you desire. But be forewarned, my friend, I am well-versed in a multitude of Marry-For-Money manifestations. Take, for example, marrying the Boss' daughter. Come with me, for illustration's sake, Join me in one such dis-functional household: George & Martha's place on campus-- A classic Tudor-revival home, Ivied & plushly-appointed, A coveted faculty perk Which goes along with the gig. And the gag, for that matter. I speak, of course, of Edward Albee's Two perversely miserable humans, Married to each other, to wit: George & Martha, leading lives of Pubis-scratching desperation, in "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?" She's the only daughter-- Daddy's precious jewel-- Only girl-child of the President Of a small, rural college. He's the middle-aged professor With no great pedagogic or research prowess. His working-class perspective, Viewing the quiet academic life to be A significant step up in genteel existence. Except--and there's the rub: Mere existence is a far cry from Living the good life Dan Draper & The rest of Satan's Mad Men minions Taught him to take for granted. So George & Martha, In terms of core values, Have little in common; More like opposites, in fact: His starvation diet as a child & Her helping out Mom at the Food Bank on Saturday mornings. It's those formative razzmatazz years, He lacked the behavior blueprint, The overwhelming fatigue of acting. He's perpetually memorizing lines, Practicing ****** expressions & Physical gestures & phrases. Guard up, another Oscar-worthy performance, Burton is superb & Elizabeth Taylor Showing us precisely why she is & Will continue to be revered as an actress. George knows she has his number. The thing about the play is the Intense malice the couple feel for each other. For the audience, an experience in stage drama Best classified as an intensely painful morality play. A good thing to remember: Live Theater Adds value to a community. Give generously, please! But I digress.
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"I suffered, so, I learned, so, I changed" *her pale white arm, back and forth, flashes before my eyes face, cutting my few blonde many grays, she tumbles pieces of now dead me, to the floor, in cut wet clumps there, across her underarm, placed there to be but half-hid, my Bostonian via Albania haircutter, (I am a human explorer) reveals a tattoo uttering in Arabic that cuts me deeper then any scissored blade she metal possessed* I suffered, so,  I learned, so, I changed *revelations daily granted me, this one, incomprehensible, as she cuts, I imagine, my mused blood superheated, clotting this poem oh the words are readily understood, but unknown is the inspiration, the event so formative it was deserving of being transcribed, inked, permanence earned by, recording pon human flesh, exposed yet hidden and I dare not inquire...even I... who among us dare say that they have not suffered? yet, you, say the word slow suf-fer, hiss it in two parts, then ask yourself again, have you experienced the unimaginable as real? and needy to record it upon thy own human flesh? I have walked empty mirrored hallways unending, stood by rivers imploring, begging me to join their current, sleepwalked for days without count, punishing penance for acts of commission, acts of fearful cowardice I learned I changed better for the betterment of my united untied bodied bloodied soul *where? my tattoo? readily visible!* in every word I ever wrote
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 12:33 AM UTC
I suffered, so, I learned, so, I changed
i recall with a fondness blurred by years the town of my formative years in the mountains the heart of the table lands dissected by a highway it crouched, along the sides of a shallow valley i remember a greeness that came from the trees eucalypt and pine most prominent in my mind and the grass that grew lush and tall only to be mown each Saturday morn i remember churches and schools the wide expasnses of playing fields and parks with hurdygurdys and swings i remember the pool, that too turquoise rectangle, that glistened with wet invitation and on the highest peak the stolid grey water  tower lording it over all i remember rough tarmac under my feet, running from light pool to light pool at dusk and frost on picket fences in early mornings, like delicate sugar candy solidier braving the early sun our house, small on a large block with hydrangea at the front wisteria overtaking the fenceline an at the back door a concrete slab painted fire engine red, but faded to overipe watermlon pink poplar trees garding the back and the smell of onions burning on the grill hill's hoist with tennis ball and pantyhose standing  to silent attention and in the forground my brothers and clans playing football, league with passion and burgeoning skill all this comes to mind on a cold winter's day i may of come a long way but my heart still ties me to there and the memories make the knots
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Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 9:05 AM UTC
ties that bind
you will thrive in your own cocoon— legless arthropod wriggling out of its leaved shell, crunching on the stem of a marigold’s shrivel. you crawl up the leaves like they’re the steps of a winding staircase, circling and circling to one day step out of your cocoon. you are your own skin— a wing ripped in figure eights of formative tearing. at the bottom of a wind-leaned green tower, you are torn down as if starting all over again, away from the pace of a hundred other caterpillar’d creatures. you are not quite a monarch butterfly, not yet the zebra-patterned black and white, but you bloom in the form of a familiar marigold, a daisy’d curve— thriving as a flower, swaying and alive. you must visit the filial leaves and trace their veins gently. soon you will thrive in your own cocoon; as those plant’d seeds will soon leave legless arthropods wriggling— for how would a caterpillar’s cocoon wither without your leaves crinkling beneath it?
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Dec 3, 2019
Dec 3, 2019 at 8:59 PM UTC
caterpillars
I look out at my hometown, And what is it I see? I see a stranger, Bearded and haggard, Staring back at me. Oh, my hometown, So filled with cherished memories, What happened to your pastures and your fields, Your farms and your special feel? Where I explored so deep in my formative years, Never able to uncover all of your secrets. Your fields are now filled, With cookie-cutter suburbs, million-dollar home-o-ramas, and strip malls, Your farms a distant memory, Your pastures destroyed and paved over, Parking for the urban refugee. You were a place of mystery, A home for 8 generations before me, But now you are nothing but a hollowed-out husk, Gutted for profit and a name.
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Jun 6, 2023
Jun 6, 2023 at 2:55 PM UTC
Murdered Hometown
returning to the place.. to remembered beds and nourishing breakfasts.. home of our growing years.. this one nestled in imponderable Animas mountains.. these reflections of an autumn retreat now daily receding into November bleak.. a white bench vantage by streamside afforded absorption of the stream's flickering lights.. and later reflected by a ridgeline full moon decorating the dining.. life friends together celebration and renewal of many good years.. a white bench also gathered reflections from distant heights where nighttime chills painted evergreen and aspen setting lanterns aglow.. the glow casting shadows on the valley's red cliffs those red markers of our formative days.. a white bench now gathered the sounds.. an old train's whistled announcements evening and morning.. a reminder of time enclosed in this valley of stillness which we were favored knowing once more.. a white bench gathered the guests from distances afar.. their life glows and shadows in conversations revealed.. overlaying past with present.. end and beginning.. Logwood we returned...
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 6:14 PM UTC
Logwood
*Let the playgrounds be there for children Hosting games which are played fairly Formative minds exercising for healthy future Open grounds let’s them breathe fresh air Embracing bonhomie and fair play Giving equal opportunity and space to each other Playgrounds will nurture the formative years Learning to play with dignity throughout life Growing up to be torchbearers of the nation Healthy mind resides in a healthy body Playgrounds be the venue for diverse congregation Spreading the message that games are not trivial So many feuds are resolved with dignity Children can teach the art of resolving strife A playground can be the hallmark for diversity Giving equal opportunity to all the players Let’s not botch up every possible place for our needs In the name of development, only concrete structures Only meandering roads leading nowhere Let the playgrounds be there for children*
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Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 9:23 AM UTC
Playgrounds
Salt in the air Grit on my legs Smoke in my lungs 578 days on and my only memories of you have been swallowed by the lapping tongue of the sea, have I ever seen you somewhere other than the edge of an unforgiving ocean? Did we spend all of our formative years splashing and smiling? Did we only spend so much time on the water because you or I or both of us loved it? If I close my eyes and concentrate, I can see you elsewhere. At the end of a carpeted hallway, doubled over in a laugh shaking the walls. Drunk in the back of a car, wrestling with a seat belt. Perched on the top of a structure we used as a degenerate hangout, adjusting your camera. But still, the vision of you on a beach or cliff are the ones that sit on top of my portraits and stills in my mind.   I find myself by the sea on your birthday, the second one you haven’t seen. Do we celebrate without you? Do we celebrate for you? I pick up sand in my fingers and whisper secrets meant for you and let them slip back through the cracks, the gossip filled grains meet the earth and I hope they scatter to you. I can only see your face by the water, I hear your laugh in the waves, and I wonder if you live in every swell and crash. Where do you live for other people? When it is my time to go, will I be returned to the sea the same as you, and will you meet me there?
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Jul 20, 2021
Jul 20, 2021 at 12:07 AM UTC
April Three
there's something bitterly comedic about seeing you talk about trauma like you're the victim of something great, like you're holding all these secrets in those big, wretched, calloused hands i feel in my darkest nightmares. poor baby, poor teddy, oh brother, do you feel small? and did i feel small, hiding in closets, or under that loft bed? under that same loft bed. hand made, white painted wood, heart-shaped pillow, lavender dollhouse, quiet games, dead childhood, stolen innocence. come to me, cry to me, you just lost your girlfriend, you just lost your job, your life all fell apart and i am soothing you through gritted teeth remembering how you ruined mine before it even had the chance to start. they say i know you don't like him but you must love him. i wonder if blood is still blood once you've drawn it? and i still feel like i owe it to you. it was us against this whole dark world that left us but you were supposed to protect me. i should have been playing with toys, but i was the toy. when we went hungry i was the raw meat in your mouth. you starved for anything you could tear into, cut up, make a mess of. we had that holes in our couch, holes in my childhood, "you're not on my hit list yet," "i'm just checking up on you" kinda brotherly love that is swept so neatly under the rug until it eats right through the floorboards. i try to will those gaps back in my memory. it would be so much easier if i just swallowed it right up dry, choked it down, let it digest, let it melt away to a stomach ache so i don't have to think about you. i will scrub my skin raw at the end of this scream, try to wash you off of me, but this has been embedded deep in my skin for so long, too long- can you tell me when it started? honest to god i don't remember. what was it about me, soft face, soft limbs, empty mouth that made you want to hurt me? my earliest memories exist in haunting. my formative years are a poltergeist, you are the evil thing inside of me. and so you come to me with stories and expect sympathy, And i will hold my tongue in my mouth lest i feel enough like a wounded animal to try eating you alive, pretending the iron taste of blood that floods my mouth is yours, that i am as strong and metallic.
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Oct 31, 2019
Oct 31, 2019 at 11:25 AM UTC
HOW DARE YOU
there's something bitterly comedic about seeing you talk about trauma like you're the victim of something great, like you're holding all these secrets in those big, wretched, calloused hands i feel in my darkest nightmares. poor baby, poor teddy, oh brother, do you feel small? and did i feel small, hiding in closets, or under that loft bed? under that same loft bed. hand made, white painted wood, heart-shaped pillow, lavender dollhouse, quiet games, dead childhood, stolen innocence. come to me, cry to me, you just lost your girlfriend, you just lost your job, your life all fell apart and i am soothing you through gritted teeth remembering how you ruined mine before it even had the chance to start. they say i know you don't like him but you must love him. i wonder if blood is still blood once you've drawn it? and i still feel like i owe it to you. it was us against this whole dark world that left us but you were supposed to protect me. i should have been playing with toys, but i was the toy. when we went hungry i was the raw meat in your mouth. you starved for anything you could tear into, cut up, make a mess of. we had that holes in our couch, holes in my childhood, "you're not on my hit list yet," "i'm just checking up on you" kinda brotherly love that is swept so neatly under the rug until it eats right through the floorboards. i try to will those gaps back in my memory. it would be so much easier if i just swallowed it right up dry, choked it down, let it digest, let it melt away to a stomach ache so i don't have to think about you. i will scrub my skin raw at the end of this scream, try to wash you off of me, but this has been embedded deep in my skin for so long, too long- can you tell me when it started? honest to god i don't remember. what was it about me, soft face, soft limbs, empty mouth that made you want to hurt me? my earliest memories exist in haunting. my formative years are a poltergeist, you are the evil thing inside of me. and so you come to me with stories and expect sympathy, And i will hold my tongue in my mouth lest i feel enough like a wounded animal to try eating you alive, pretending the iron taste of blood that floods my mouth is yours, that i am as strong and metallic.
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Deception mistaken for protection.
 Oh so naive.
Unwittingly taking fiction as gospel, wholeheartedly, they believe.
The art of lying, simply unable to conceive.

In these formative years, all the elders did was sugarcoat.
 Upon uncovering the truth.
They realize all that they've been fed is poison, slowly, it has been secreted.
 Down their throat.
 Cruelly cheated.
The innocence of youth.
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Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 8:24 AM UTC
They Made Fools Of Us All
(First draft) An authentic smile defeated then deleted long ago, zero chance of winnin' stretchin' all the way back to my beginnin' It was a genuine expression that slowly melted to an unrecognizable reflection All pigmentation givin' way revealin' a secondary, ghostly stand in Granted, it happened in my formative years before I was abandoned due to the mutation But the impact has been felt through forty somethin' calendars and countin' A true representation of life's failed mission, I'm guessin' Not necessarily my opinion but one every other person is holdin', no question Still wouldn't say it's been a waste but the needles strongly leanin' towards no reason for existin' An overall lack of position, doesn't seem like I was designed to fit in, that is if my life has been any indication I manage to make it to and through the proverbial one more day but where's the lesson? This just feels like non-monetary extortion of a life-sized portion Take far more than what's given, with or without permission I'm still in competition with myself, the prize, livin' The compromise, loosin' myself in a broken system or durin' the transition The eradication of an inner companion, replacin' compassion with aggression, smooth sailin' with frustration, no direction, no validation The transition to curmudgeon happened earlier than expected, drawin' parallels from the curious case of Benjamin Button Not for nothin', the infestation of negative thoughts caused a mutation inside and out, completely loosin' what it means to be human It's not a lose lose situation, and it sure ain't win win, and any other option, I'm guessin', got lost in translation But I'm pretty sure somethin's gotta end in order for another somethin' to begin, at least that's what I'm hearin' Still can't find a reason that justifies the conviction, is what I'm feelin' damnation? Is what I'm seein' my own creation? It could just be that no matter what I'm not goin' to enjoy the conclusion, not allowed to settle on your preferred endin' No fat lady singin', just a band playin' as I feel myself sinkin' into oblivion so pardon me for givin' up on salvation It should go without sayin' but you're waistin' away waitin' for divine intervention, be careful what you use for inspiration It may not be your intention, but there's no hate like the love of a christian, I'm just sayin' Pay attention, who you're praying to every day may not be the one listenin' ©2023
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Aug 25, 2023
Aug 25, 2023 at 3:45 AM UTC
~•§•~ Not for Nothin' I ~•§•~
(First draft) An authentic smile defeated then deleted long ago, zero chance of winnin' stretchin' all the way back to my beginnin' It was a genuine expression that slowly melted to an unrecognizable reflection All pigmentation givin' way revealin' a secondary, ghostly stand in Granted, it happened in my formative years before I was abandoned due to the mutation But the impact has been felt through forty somethin' calendars and countin' A true representation of life's failed mission, I'm guessin' Not necessarily my opinion but one every other person is holdin', no question Still wouldn't say it's been a waste but the needles strongly leanin' towards no reason for existin' An overall lack of position, doesn't seem like I was designed to fit in, that is if my life has been any indication I manage to make it to and through the proverbial one more day but where's the lesson? This just feels like non-monetary extortion of a life-sized portion Take far more than what's given, with or without permission I'm still in competition with myself, the prize, livin' The compromise, loosin' myself in a broken system or durin' the transition The eradication of an inner companion, replacin' compassion with aggression, smooth sailin' with frustration, no direction, no validation The transition to curmudgeon happened earlier than expected, drawin' parallels from the curious case of Benjamin Button Not for nothin', the infestation of negative thoughts caused a mutation inside and out, completely loosin' what it means to be human It's not a lose lose situation, and it sure ain't win win, and any other option, I'm guessin', got lost in translation But I'm pretty sure somethin's gotta end in order for another somethin' to begin, at least that's what I'm hearin' Still can't find a reason that justifies the conviction, is what I'm feelin' damnation? Is what I'm seein' my own creation? It could just be that no matter what I'm not goin' to enjoy the conclusion, not allowed to settle on your preferred endin' No fat lady singin', just a band playin' as I feel myself sinkin' into oblivion so pardon me for givin' up on salvation It should go without sayin' but you're waistin' away waitin' for divine intervention, be careful what you use for inspiration It may not be your intention, but there's no hate like the love of a christian, I'm just sayin' Pay attention, who you're praying to every day may not be the one listenin' ©2023
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Three decades back, A communist, As a fad atheist, To my chagrin You taught us "God doesn't exist!" To my surprise After mass I saw you yesterday Kneeling down Hands upward Wholeheartedly when You Pray. Out of His mercy And benevolence No doubt God will forgive you At once, For what matters Is your repentance. But  I can't help to ask What will be the fate of Of those credulous children At their formative years You sent off the track Without a mental map To return back?
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 2:58 AM UTC
I can't help ask
Let me learn the crests and valleys, this mapwork work of your skin, find beauty in every vitiated inch most see as flawed, but I know naturally formative of experience. Allow me next to you on Mars' sacred arid landscape, finding hidden rivers and reflecting pools to hold our memories. Permit me that smile creeping across your lips as you walk through night skies, picking bouquets of flowering stars, freshly in bloom and neatly wrapped in comets' tails. Holding your image carefully, I've tucked you away between brainwaves, safe from the deep sleep of time, figuring your figure too precious for decay. And though you've privileged passage, I am plagued with hands unable to run their familiar tracks, watching cascades of violet twilight run through my fingers, down that nook behind ears I'd whisper sweet everythings into, taking off at your neck just as we let the music open our shells. Setting out as astral projections our dances innately elemental, yet intricate, all spirits and gods we'd cross rapt in our movements. And in an instant we'd finished, pirouettes had you engulfed in a dress-skin fusion, drifting into a ravishing black hole finish as I'd burnt out, causing time to split this mind, both sides struggling to grasp which course I'd been carried to. Left back wishing for some insight on your skin's stunning topography, searching for those pools in which I can wonder what you ever did with those bouquets you'd made, and wishing that I didn't have to wait to see if this time will lead me down a different path.
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Nov 10, 2012
Nov 10, 2012 at 1:49 AM UTC
Black Holes of Skin and Dress
Let me learn the crests and valleys, this mapwork work of your skin, find beauty in every vitiated inch most see as flawed, but I know naturally formative of experience. Allow me next to you on Mars' sacred arid landscape, finding hidden rivers and reflecting pools to hold our memories. Permit me that smile creeping across your lips as you walk through night skies, picking bouquets of flowering stars, freshly in bloom and neatly wrapped in comets' tails. Holding your image carefully, I've tucked you away between brainwaves, safe from the deep sleep of time, figuring your figure too precious for decay. And though you've privileged passage, I am plagued with hands unable to run their familiar tracks, watching cascades of violet twilight run through my fingers, down that nook behind ears I'd whisper sweet everythings into, taking off at your neck just as we let the music open our shells. Setting out as astral projections our dances innately elemental, yet intricate, all spirits and gods we'd cross rapt in our movements. And in an instant we'd finished, pirouettes had you engulfed in a dress-skin fusion, drifting into a ravishing black hole finish as I'd burnt out, causing time to split this mind, both sides struggling to grasp which course I'd been carried to. Left back wishing for some insight on your skin's stunning topography, searching for those pools in which I can wonder what you ever did with those bouquets you'd made, and wishing that I didn't have to wait to see if this time will lead me down a different path.
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From formative years To adulthood serfs-baited Servants ill-treated From their means Of existence alienated, It is with hatred From- serfdom- of- every-kind -the- newly -unshackled heads' Formatted! Though their much-lamented land Has come back to their hand Tardy,their mind proves not free, That is why they engage In a killing spree! Worse still death to all, allies Inclusive,they decree! Although it sounds funny They pay back gal For received honey! Also to cultural norms And religious ideals blind, Atavistic they slay A woman and a child In a way that is wild. Oblivious for 9-months They had a lodging In a mother's womb They want to blast it With a bomb! They want to shove in it A spherical thorny wood As far as they could. Alive,they grill a man, For idle or unskilled what They can't do, he can! In the name of God Or religious sects, Replete at this Satan-released age, They behead a man Made in God's image!///
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May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 4:42 AM UTC
Liberating the mind before the land
Little brown boys in knee pants Single file. Marching forward in reverence and godfear. Genuflect on left knee. File in and sit in wooden pews. Whispering hope resounds irreverently. on hallowed walls each word an affront to god. How do I know? The sisters told us so. every Friday. " bless me father for I have sinned" seven year old. " really". Crucified idol nailed to a cross. Kneeling on knobby knees. conjuring sins. Ten our fathers and ten hail marys. neutered males living in denial. concealed desires cloaked in a Cossack. cloistered women. hiding in a habit. who is ******** whom. I was ten and the birds and bees cows and horses, Friends and neighbors unpulled the wool . Had to scratch my head a lot in those formative years. The Vatican? First world power. Inquisitor's tower. O.K. burn me at the stake. Heretic. Absolute power corrupts absolutely.? No. Divinity has a window. but small.
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Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 7:57 AM UTC
Inner Sanctum
If I never were to hear your name again You'd join the now-stagnant cesspool of men Who wish they'd never kissed my spine Men with whom I've flirted At the expense of myself and them Why couldn't I have been more patient? In choosing a suitable soil Before dabbling in the Delicate art Of planting a Seed and offering it water? Alternatively, Perhaps these brief interactions Have meant something more than so many "fragile" (fruitless) disappointments Could they instead be documented As some of our formative experiences Ones of transcendental self-discovery Research and Study in preparation for the Gardens Ahead? Sun and water help the Plants to grow Up and Out But an attentive Gardener must provide organization and mindfulness Plant, Animal, Mineral Under proper conditions, a dazzling heart can be formed from coal
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May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 2:21 PM UTC
Uprooted (A detached reply, by Claire)
Apathy and ignorance tainted humanity into droplets of unsettling mists formative actions just pours blood as enclaves of prejudice forms unrest Whose nations are these? where moral compassion is tool we lack leading to unjust unidirectional tracks for entitlement is an illusion a dismiss to the evolutional revolution For many months I watch the clouds pass asleep as the layers of the skies seduced whilst supremacists are hanging undone whilst terrorists are merging undone whilst institutional racism stand undone Who are these unsaid heroes? tired of fighting and just trying to survive segregation is virtually an erosion a creation of a constrained imagination breeding just mere criminals and monsters
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Mar 17, 2019
Mar 17, 2019 at 8:05 AM UTC
Entitlement is an illusion
Your flaws run deep, Like the valleys through your face. But do not look at that with your Aging eyes For all you will see is your Slowly creeping demise. Look with me, At your wondrous face, Can’t you see? There’s not a thing out of place. Your emerald green orbs light up with a spark Your greying hair, is luxurious and still maintains the dark That you wore as an oh so youthful teen Before you married, when you were living the dream. Though losing its marbles, your mind remains sharp, You sit here with me, creating art And everyone else, you seem to have lost, Their cheerful interactions now met with frost. You tell me you’re worried, that I’m to be next That you won’t remember me after the fix Your shaky hands move towards mine In an attempt for comfort in desperate times Because time is now slowly running out And I believe in you, but I have my doubts So we knit and we knit and then we crotchet And when day time tv is on we pretend we’re okay And then the one day I made plans to hang out with my friends instead of visiting you, It was the very day I lost you. September 18 2015 5:47 pm The time I got the call. I wasn’t there for you at all. I knew you weren’t well that day. And I still decided to stay away. The last day of the school term, I thought you were fine I truly believed we had more time. Turns out even if I wished, I still was wrong. I should’ve stuck with you all the way along. I never got to tell you, that very day, That despite the disease, you were beautiful in every way. Though your flaws run deep, just like a valley, To me, in my formative years, you were my greatest ally.
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Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 11:44 AM UTC
Helena [beautiful soul]
Your flaws run deep, Like the valleys through your face. But do not look at that with your Aging eyes For all you will see is your Slowly creeping demise. Look with me, At your wondrous face, Can’t you see? There’s not a thing out of place. Your emerald green orbs light up with a spark Your greying hair, is luxurious and still maintains the dark That you wore as an oh so youthful teen Before you married, when you were living the dream. Though losing its marbles, your mind remains sharp, You sit here with me, creating art And everyone else, you seem to have lost, Their cheerful interactions now met with frost. You tell me you’re worried, that I’m to be next That you won’t remember me after the fix Your shaky hands move towards mine In an attempt for comfort in desperate times Because time is now slowly running out And I believe in you, but I have my doubts So we knit and we knit and then we crotchet And when day time tv is on we pretend we’re okay And then the one day I made plans to hang out with my friends instead of visiting you, It was the very day I lost you. September 18 2015 5:47 pm The time I got the call. I wasn’t there for you at all. I knew you weren’t well that day. And I still decided to stay away. The last day of the school term, I thought you were fine I truly believed we had more time. Turns out even if I wished, I still was wrong. I should’ve stuck with you all the way along. I never got to tell you, that very day, That despite the disease, you were beautiful in every way. Though your flaws run deep, just like a valley, To me, in my formative years, you were my greatest ally.
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Lazarus left a final song of mystery and awe turning passing into another performance recorded and acted with panache you will always remain a chain of memories formative around my neck you taught me everything about the magic of music about masquerades and disappearing into another skin to get your message across cracked wires you survived addiction I am doing my best luckily never had the funds to sink so low and now I read you owned a unit in Sydney my hometown and I would have loved more than anything a random encounter on the street, in a pub just to nervously worship at the altar of you
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Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 5:22 AM UTC
David
in their formative years these stars burnt bright movie theatres took them on a stratospheric flight they became famous for being kids of talented nerve the rolling camera's showing their dynamic verve yet the tinsel clad images weren't portraying the true self child actors were a studio's road to greedy pelf when reaching the teenage period of their existence drugs and alcohol plagued them with much persistence something was absent as they grew to adulthood little or no care given by pushy parents in their childhood tiny stars that once twinkled did fall hard on the ground their careers in dream flicks bought them all unbound Hollywood's picture factory wasn't substantive in its part which left many juveniles to feel so aggrieved of heart
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Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 12:59 AM UTC
Aggrieved Of Heart
for a legendary 70s-80s Sydney nightclub wearing those clothes like we did being there back then paying too much for that shirt those shoes pointy & suede buckled not laces 16 in nightclubs being tall an original sister 1959 sequins sunglasses matching there was no light being afraid of the men metamorphosis women used those urinals confusion reigned in a young man we danced the music spoke bartenders poured all sorts of concoctions another track began & a floorshow eyes wide open miming & movements others queued we were hustled inside out come the freaks & early on we got it all on studded sofas on the dancefloor the fresco was roamin we moved feet to the rhythms slaves not knowing how formative those days were never getting anything but drinks until later legal with dollars juiced up better lights victims resting in seats people occupied when a visiting act blew simpler minds wallets we thought that record was good then they played B52s, Blondie, Numan the floor caved in from ska pogo. bouncers cleared the scene original grace as an ape stomps up a staircase disappears into lookalikes then a spotlight highlighted the real thing that was us
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Jul 7, 2016
Jul 7, 2016 at 7:57 AM UTC
Stranded
A great gift is awareness and the first man, himself as a collective unity, a principal, the lord and master of the Earth And woman, as a symbolic image of man's mother and companion, everything that is fruitful and formative were driven from the garden lest they eat from the tree of life and live forever And so all paramount woes of humanity began Yet the sky blue like an angels robe enlightening the world as well as mankind's liberty born of the psyche is key to the mystery of the intuitive mind and all and any trials can be endured from the viewpoint of instincts pursuit... for the knowledge of good and evil befell from that mistaken fruit that begot freewill and expelled the pair from Eden. ELEETE J MUIR
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Jul 4, 2019
Jul 4, 2019 at 5:16 AM UTC
Joi de Vivre