The hardest
part
of
falling
in love
is,
not
knowing
if
he
feels
the same
way
you do.*

(c)ForgottenDiety

It wasn't
a decision,
nor a suggestion.
All I know
is that
when I
first met you
I just want
to say
my sweetest
I do.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

The days are gone for the baby, who'll be living on its own.
Her teddy will no longer be needed,
Same as her beautiful room.
She'll need to learn how to cook,
or she'll starve herself to death.
Yet there will be no one who'll take a look,
on whether or not she irons her dress.

She will enjoy the freedom and the fun of being away.
And will soon start buying things without thinking how much she pays.
She will love her dream job,
And pretends she is.
For she forgot that her heart was left,
The moment she left the east.

Soon she will feel strange, like something has been lost.
She will find it in bars, in cafes, and even ask her boss.
But it will be too late for the baby to be back home,
For all her life she thought it was her real home.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

It started
when a
broken string
in your guitar,
caught my arm
and drew a line.

You mumbled
an apology,
yet we know
that was half a lie.

I pressed a finger,
then I added my palm,
but the pain didn't stop,
and you didn't either.

The white line had
turned to pink
until
red liquid
starts to
squirt.

The hours has passed
and the band
keep playing,
same with my
heart
that left
lamenting.

The long agony
is gone,
so does the red
in the line,
but the mark it left
behind
will stay,
together with
your red guitar
and the bridal
dress
I never get
to wear.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

If there's one thing
I want to share
from an experience
I'm afraid to tell
that is to,
Don't mend your heart,
by falling into
another heart.
For you'll just
end up
being a
devastated one.
Your love
for her
will not be
enough,
for you still try
to love
yourself.
Everything will
be a mayhem,
and she will just
end crying.
So if  you want
to spare
yourself
from this stress,
this is a
head start
for you my friend.
Trust me,
I've been there,
and
I've done that,
and
its
the worst,
that
I
got.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

We met in a very vast space
where only zeros and ones could activate a magic portal that leads to our address.

A simple 'like' have started it all
Like a bomb that's been waiting to explode.
Like turns to comment then to chats then it turns to video calls that no one knows when would last.

It was too good to be true,
all the sweet nothings and emojis,
all the GIF and vlogs.

I know that one day we'll meet,
not just in that vast space or in our dream,
but in a place where we could touch our hands together,
Without even thinking twice.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

With your eyes’ close
And mind at peace
Think all your dreams
That you might left.
Recall all the memories
and shattered scenes
That you will be unseen
Once you’ll be kept,
in that closed rectangle box
that you've been afraid of,
ever since you're a kid.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

First six months...
I waited for you to knock.

Twelve years passed...
I saw you at the bench playing.

Eighteen years gone...
You made your way from this town singing.

Twenty years after...
I am still staring from afar while people chase you.

I may be twenty years late,
but believe me it's still you
and it hurts to admit it's true

(c) ForgottenDiety

I met you in a strange way,
You are his friend, while Im his girlfriend,
I am her friend, while you're her boyfriend.

Never thought that my emotions would change,
For I was confident before that I am contended.

But with the inevitable long night exchanges and debates,
I grew to appreciate your wit and entertain the what ifs.

What if we met in different time, would you like me?
What if we still have time, would you grab it?

Yet because we choose to stay the same,
These what ifs must not be entertained.

For we met in a strange way,
You are her, while I am his.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

Poetry is not
a pain in the ***,
it's our little escape
from facing our past.

It does not condemn,
belittle, nor judge our craft,
for poetry itself,
is a mysterious path.

Poetry
belongs to everyone:
Those who bleed words
and fight inner man.
Those who love sharing tales
and even those who have fell.

But whatever life that you have
right now,
Poetry will care atleast
what happened to the sonnet
you forgot to finish.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

Look through your old letters,
Feel the warmth in your duvet covers,
Inhale the smell of autumn air,
Listen to the drops after rain,
Then surely you won't miss me,
For I will not go away.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

That moment when
our eyes met,
I knew already
that it will
be last.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

Find me in between letters and skies.
Fill me with your sweet words and lies.
Ask me anything except those lines.
Because I know that we both know you're not mine.*

(c)ForgottenDiety

May you find love, in
Everything you do.
Remember that this is the
Rarest gift a person could have and
You deserve to love and be love.

Cease every memories you´ll
Have this season,
Releasing and receiving forgiveness.
Inculcate in each person you care how
Special and dear they are.
May the comfort and warmth of one
Another fill the longingness inside.
Sending you peace, love, and joy.

Merry Christmas, love!*

(c)ForgottenDiety

Sometimes the way we handle worst pains
defines how we handle those best moments that comes.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

Can you feel it?
Im longing for you

Can't you hear it?
Im calling you

Can't you see it?
It's you whom I want

I long for your warmth,
Im calling your name at night
'Coz it's you whom I waited for years,
But you're not interested, it seems*

(c)ForgottenDiety

You'll know that its love when everything seems revolving around him: your plans, your day, and even your dreams.

You'll try to convince yourself that he's just a passing fancy, a childish infatuation but he's not.

And soon you'll end up putting the pieces of the puzzle into their right places, realizing that you've fallen for him, big time.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

Once upon a time,
it was you who's chasing me.

Singing your well crafted song,
doing everything just to win me.

Yet things changed when you met them,
in a Reality show where you became famous.

First six months,
I waited for you to knock.

A year gone,
and you made your way out from this town.

Five years after,
I am still staring from afar,
listening to your album,
remembering all,
that once upon a time,
you are mine but not anymore*

(c) ForgottenDiety

I wanted to tell you how much I feel,
but I can't.

I wanted to ask you how you've been,
but I can't.

I wanted to talk to you how I badly miss you,
but I can't.

I wanted to feel your embrace before I go to bed,
but I can't.

I can't.
I won't.
I will never can.
Because you're not here anymore
and I wanted to say can this lifetime be enough?*

(c) ForgottenDiety

To the person who've been through battles,
Know that not everyone are destined to burn,
You are born to withstand the fire,
So keep throwing woods.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

If only I can re-write our story,
I would repeat those times that we kiss
under the moonlight, under the rain,
It's everything that I miss.*

(c)ForgottenDiety

Feeling the October breeze,
missing the warmth of May.

Longing thy April's memories,
passing by June's first day.

Laughing at February's kiss,
crying at your August's hay.

2017 is almost ending,
yet I still want to have you, darling.*

(c) ForgottenDiety

It ***** to know that you don´t have someone to cuddle with.

Someone whom you can talk to about how your day went.

Someone who is willing to be with you even thru online.

It ***** when you don´t have a boyfriend when everyone does.

(c) ForgottenDiety