"foever" poems
If the simplest words as "Goodbye" meant so much to you,
forgive me for thinking that
it was just one of those normal days,
it meant nothing much for
i knew that i would see you soon.
But now i am on my knees begging for you to fogive me.
My apologies bouncing back at me,
like a little table tennis game am playing alone.
If "Goodbye" surely means so much to you,
then you must know that "Sorry" means so much to me too.
Atleast forgive me now,
and foever will i learn to say "Goodbye".
Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 12:59 PM UTC
Demons whisper in my ear
So only I can hear
"Pick up that gun, feel the weight in your hand
Go on point it at your temple, we promise it well be grand"
Hand gripping the gun tight, finger on the trigger
I know there are things to be considered
With gun pointed to the ground
I get up and start to pace around
In my sister's room doing laps
As quick as the grays on the tracks
Chasing that ever elusive rabbit
I'm to lost in thought and pacing is just habit
Is this my sister's test
Telling me about the loaded gun and all the rest
I could take the gun, and take a walk, the woods are not that far
Just past the cemetery, just past that golden star
Sit under a big old oak tree
Put the barrel between my eyes, count to three
A single shot the birds would scatter to the sky
I would die
But I can't do that, my sister would blame herself foever
For my suicidal endeavor
So I put the gun down
Metal on wood is the only sound
I slowly and quietly walk away
Looks like I survived another day
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 11:22 AM UTC
Since the making of time
since the blowing of winds
the one thing that lurks the mind
what is it that makes it sane
the doubts the fears and the pushing rage are
all the peaces of a rotten clock
the mundane and the specific are
just the ingredients of the
retreat you call home
a place in the chest or the head
doesn't matter
a place safe but who can tell
what if you are not to be in there
but some where else
is there a home
a bliss of the unknown
the rigid morph is now a year old
it rots and it smells but it will not
be taken away for its decay
is the proof of once a man
who lived inside it
and now he is but a vision
a behavior guided channel for the
zombies to guide them to his last resting place
he is but non so sad in fun he is but past the ugly tests of truth and dare
a long lost vehicle in the depth of the lake
a silent ****** and a blissful bate
a sickening tone to the whole drama and yet no escape
a shadow lurks and ***** the life
the nurtured one is now lost
he is but a remain of the what there might be when the winds and the
moist and the ants and the algae have done their part in the add ons
a sure signs of age
you age not my friend
you just get experienced at the injustice of the love
you wishfully hold in the heart the
guard are foever down when you had them forever up
no body sleeps in side no more
no saint no monster no eagle no panther
instead a ruin of the premature
larva from the cocoon
neither fly nor wound but lay smitten by the
master disguised enemy the worst of them all
vanity
the alchemy of ****** is simple
you poison them little by little
and it becomes a daily ritual
you die inside and long for more
that is the beauty of the heart
for all that is
is all that now will bite
a path of the path
the rage of the rage
sing with me my dear friend
a paradise lost is better than the thousand
in place..
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 1:06 AM UTC
She could do better
But doesn't know how
She doesn't know how
If it's to be
Let her
It's so plain to see
She's in love with me
Cos she's a wandering woman
As free as a bird of life
Cos she's a wandering woman
Never to be a wife
Why should I be sorry
That's she's painted so
That's the way she is
No one can tell her so
Cos she's a wandering woman
As free as a bird of life
Cos she's a wandering woman
Never to be a wife
She is who she is
Tormented girl from where
She'll keep on moving
From here until there
Cos she's a wandering woman
She's a free bird of life
Cos she's a wandering woman
Never to be a wife
Life is what she wants
There's no way to change
She'll go on foever
The way she has to be
Cos she's a wandering woman
She's a free bird of life
Cos she's a wandering woman
Never to be a wife
I can't believe myself
I'm so full of her
Can't let her go
Cos I love her so
Cos she's a wandering woman
She's a free bird of life
Cos she's a wandering woman
Never to be a wife.
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 2:25 AM UTC
You make happiness look so easy to achieve
It almost makes me believe
That there might be Something more for me
But we where dealt different cards
My problems fiercely followed and bombard
In this harsh game called life
I was dealt from the straight blade knife
Human monster's never claimed you in your youth
Your parents love was only there to sooth
A warm family and many friends
Always greeted you with warm hugs and grins
You never knew loss, only wins
You never seen the circling of shark fins
Don't get me wrong, I don't begrudge your happy life
I'm glad the universe with you had no gripe
I only ask you don't judge where I stand
For human monsters have always had my hand
Dragging me into their agonizing lands
Till I was foever stuck in depressions quicksand
I would just like for you to acknowledge my pain is real
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, this darkness is sealed
It's not make belive in my head, it's the scars on my heart, in my memories, on my skin
The monsters keep coming there is no end
We where delt from diffrent decks
We are nothing but universal specks
You were dealt better cards
Mine from the start was marred
I don't judge or envy you
I don't want sympathy, all I ask is you give me the respect I'm due
Apr 26, 2016
Apr 26, 2016 at 4:55 PM UTC
And I bow down to him,
In excitment and grace.
Smiling, loveing,
Praising His name.
The One that I can thank for it all,
The One that proves,
He'll catch me if I fall.
The closer I get,
The bigger the smile.
I have never felt like this.
Forevers been a while.
This is what I've always been looking for,
He quitely waited for me to choose the right door.
He'll be with me Forever.
Give me eternal life.
No one understands
Hell is as cold as ice.
Find Him now.
He's patiently waiting.
Do it now,
There's no need for debating.
He will show you the love you've forever searched for.
Wrap his arms around you,
You'll need nothing more!
Foever doesn't mean
Love of life.
It wasnt invinted
For husband and wife.
I now know
He is the something Ive always searched for
The statement is true
One that closes opens the next door!! :-) Have a Blessed Day!!!
Jul 17, 2012
Jul 17, 2012 at 11:54 AM UTC
I
Feel close or run
(our echoing is escape
not candlelight magic)
a renegade lulled them so deep
(touching sleek song,
foever in fear)
a blooming kiss, an endless beach
(imagine, suddenly)
the imperfect:
the feathering hope that sways and beats
in nervous possibility
(that illuminates everything that might)
II
You may resonate summer
strumming, wondering, yearning,
with gentle guilt beating open toward
uncertain, where strayed smoke appears engulfing
only them.
Her sleek, royal mine,
her sleek, raven mile
deny them your secret-
stay a hot, shut vine,
be a rolling wind;
uncharted,
without a dagger to breath through.
III
Rocking blue light
bared our language
raw
if screaming is showing
then these sweating seas
are rocking and pulsing
with nerves.
Your body is a flooding summer,
cold creek, navy blue kind of Royal.
Your journals are meaningless,
the alphabet has spoiled.
Confessions melt to wax in the heat
and you’re starting to confuse hope with home.
IV
Unwind,
entwined,
gladly waiting.
A dry, gilded sorrow sings to pierce again.
They hesitate; warm,
unfilled,
as silent-radiant boy lips
(who give us whiplash,
who deny our gaze)
empty, quickly collapse
into a slight withering, glow
and contemplate the fragments of us left.
V
Imagine a small, gold
moon lost within
the raging, rising winter
calling through the dark
for our touch
together our form trembles
in beat with the too-spun silver chain
swinging between your kiss
or me.
My catching heart
your rolling eyes
a false enemy with a veil
to rouse the rising world.
I wonder how desperate and passionate
spread through my newfound blaze
so hidden by certain eternity.
What I feel-
it’s
entirely breathtaking.
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
if we were together,
id hope it will be forever.
you'll be my salt,
and ill be your pepper.
u will be my husband,
and ill be your wife.
we'd be together.
forever.
and forever means life.
Aug 12, 2012
Aug 12, 2012 at 5:17 PM UTC
And I might kiss this rage away foever
To leave me floating like a feather
To lose my grip but gain a tether
And leave the lonely alone forever.
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 3:32 AM UTC
You make happiness look so easy to achieve
It almost makes me believe
That there might be Something more for me
But we where dealt different cards
My problems fiercely followed and bombard
In this harsh game called life
I was dealt from the straight blade knife
Human monster's never claimed you in your youth
Your parents love was only there to sooth
A warm family and many friends
Always greeted you with warm hugs and grins
You never knew loss, only wins
You never seen the circling of shark fins
Don't get me wrong, I don't begrudge your happy life
I'm glad the universe with you had no gripe
I only ask you don't judge where I stand
For human monsters have always had my hand
Dragging me into their agonizing lands
Till I was foever stuck in depressions quicksand
I would just like for you to acknowledge my pain is real
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, this darkness is sealed
It's not make belive in my head, it's the scars on my heart, in my memories, on my skin
The monsters keep coming there is no end
We where delt from diffrent decks
We are nothing but universal specks
You were dealt better cards
Mine from the start was marred
I don't judge or envy you
I don't want sympathy, all I ask is you give me the respect I'm due
Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 6:25 PM UTC
Baby I love you heart and soul
These feelings I can not control
Baby I love you foever and always
There is so much that I long to say
Baby your love is a shining brilliant light
That brightens up my darkest night
Baby your love is of the truest kind
In my most troubled times, you bring me peace of mind
Baby I will love you through whatever comes our way
I will hold you in my heart and arms every single night and day
Baby I will love you till time It's self no longer exist
And every time will be like the first we kissed
We have found in each other our soul mate
I finally believe in fate
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 11:34 AM UTC
You make happiness look so easy to achieve
It almost makes me believe
That there might be Something more for me
But we where dealt different cards
My problems fiercely followed and bombard
In this harsh game called life
I was dealt from the straight blade knife
Human monster's never claimed you in your youth
Your parents love was only there to sooth
A warm family and many friends
Always greeted you with warm hugs and grins
You never knew loss, only wins
You never seen the circling of shark fins
Don't get me wrong, I don't begrudge your happy life
I'm glad the universe with you had no gripe
I only ask you don't judge where I stand
For human monsters have always had my hand
Dragging me into their agonizing lands
Till I was foever stuck in depressions quicksand
I would just like for you to acknowledge my pain is real
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, this darkness is sealed
It's not make belive in my head, it's the scars on my heart, in my memories, on my skin
The monsters keep coming there is no end
We where delt from diffrent decks
We are nothing but universal specks
You were dealt better cards
Mine from the start was marred
I don't judge or envy you
I don't want sympathy, all I ask is you give me the respect I'm due
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 2:02 AM UTC