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"flicked" poems
She grew tired of her thoughts and the weaknesses they had found, So she flicked her embered cigarette; and burnt them to the ground.
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Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
Caged
Saved by the Sunflower A very strong storm was arriving, there were large black clouds coming from the east, strong gusting turbulent winds threatening to snap everything, severe down pouring of flooding rain, as if the clouds were crying out in pain, it did not seem there would be anyway to save the flower garden, nothing could survive this unannounced exploding of nature, this seemingly uncontrollable outburst, something, maybe everything was going to be destroyed, this day turned in to this night of hell, the rain, the wind, the flashes of lightning, this violent death would not be stopped this time, then a small voice could barely be heard, at first it was ignored, flicked away like a mosquito, the voice did not give up though, once again it cried out, once again it was ignored, brushed aside, the voice continued gaining strength, it refused to be shut down, the creator of the storm suddenly took a step back, looking down to see where this voice was coming from, it was emanating from this one lone sunflower, it was the sunflower that had been given the name Perly, Perly would not, could not be denied as she screamed out, leave this garden oh evil storm, I will not except the outcome, the outcome that you predict will never occur, we are fighters, we will never give in to your senseless urges, please wake up and hear my plea for sanity, the storm started to weaken, slowly at first, but continued gaining momentum loosing it's grip on this act of violence until finally succumbing to this cry of desperation from the little sunflower. Gradually, the wind stopped blowing, the rain stopped falling, the sun began peaking thru the clouds. Perly Sunflower had saved the lives of all the other flowers in the garden, and the life of gardens caretaker. A plaque is now erected on this spot proclaiming the bravery of this little sunflower that would not give in, would not accept, would not cower away. The caretaker of the garden professes eternal gratitude and love for this brave creature of Gods doing. Thank you Perly sunflower Gomer LePoet...
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Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 11:00 PM UTC
Saved by the Sunflower
Saved by the Sunflower A very strong storm was arriving, there were large black clouds coming from the east, strong gusting turbulent winds threatening to snap everything, severe down pouring of flooding rain, as if the clouds were crying out in pain, it did not seem there would be anyway to save the flower garden, nothing could survive this unannounced exploding of nature, this seemingly uncontrollable outburst, something, maybe everything was going to be destroyed, this day turned in to this night of hell, the rain, the wind, the flashes of lightning, this violent death would not be stopped this time, then a small voice could barely be heard, at first it was ignored, flicked away like a mosquito, the voice did not give up though, once again it cried out, once again it was ignored, brushed aside, the voice continued gaining strength, it refused to be shut down, the creator of the storm suddenly took a step back, looking down to see where this voice was coming from, it was emanating from this one lone sunflower, it was the sunflower that had been given the name Perly, Perly would not, could not be denied as she screamed out, leave this garden oh evil storm, I will not except the outcome, the outcome that you predict will never occur, we are fighters, we will never give in to your senseless urges, please wake up and hear my plea for sanity, the storm started to weaken, slowly at first, but continued gaining momentum loosing it's grip on this act of violence until finally succumbing to this cry of desperation from the little sunflower. Gradually, the wind stopped blowing, the rain stopped falling, the sun began peaking thru the clouds. Perly Sunflower had saved the lives of all the other flowers in the garden, and the life of gardens caretaker. A plaque is now erected on this spot proclaiming the bravery of this little sunflower that would not give in, would not accept, would not cower away. The caretaker of the garden professes eternal gratitude and love for this brave creature of Gods doing. Thank you Perly sunflower Gomer LePoet...
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Saved by the Sunflower A very strong storm was arriving, there were large black clouds coming from the east, strong gusting turbulent winds threating to snap everything, severe down poring of flooding rain, as if the clouds were crying out in pain, it did not seem there would be anyway to save the flower garden, nothing could survive this unannounced exploding of nature, this seemingly uncontrollable outburst, something, maybe everything was going to be destroyed, this day turned in to this night of hell, the rain, the wind, the flashes of lightning, this violent death would not be stopped this time, then a small voice could barely be heard, at first it was ignored, flicked away like a mosquito, the voice did not give up though, once again it cried out, once again it was ignored, brushed aside, the voice continued gaining strength, it refused to be shut down, the creator of the storm suddenly took a step back, looking down to see where this voice was coming from, it was emanating from this one lone sunflower, it was the sunflower that had been given the name Perly, Perly would not, could not be denied as she screamed out, leave this garden oh evil storm, I will not except the outcome, the outcome that you predict will occur, we are fighters, we will never give in to your senseless urges, please wake up and hear my plea for sanity, the storm started to weaken, slowly at first, but continued gaining momentum loosing it's grip on this act of violence until finally secumbing to this cry of desperation from the little sunflower. Gradually, the wind stopped blowing, the rain stopped falling, the sun began peaking thru the clouds. Perly Sunflower had saved the lives of all the other flowers in the garden, and the life of gardens caretaker. A plaque is now erected on this spot proclaiming the bravery of this little sunflower that would not give in, would not accept, would not cower away. The caretaker of the garden professes eternal gratitude and love for this brave creature of Gods doing. Thank you Perly sunflower Gomer LePoet..
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May 11, 2010
May 11, 2010 at 9:50 PM UTC
Saved by the Sunflower
Saved by the Sunflower A very strong storm was arriving, there were large black clouds coming from the east, strong gusting turbulent winds threating to snap everything, severe down poring of flooding rain, as if the clouds were crying out in pain, it did not seem there would be anyway to save the flower garden, nothing could survive this unannounced exploding of nature, this seemingly uncontrollable outburst, something, maybe everything was going to be destroyed, this day turned in to this night of hell, the rain, the wind, the flashes of lightning, this violent death would not be stopped this time, then a small voice could barely be heard, at first it was ignored, flicked away like a mosquito, the voice did not give up though, once again it cried out, once again it was ignored, brushed aside, the voice continued gaining strength, it refused to be shut down, the creator of the storm suddenly took a step back, looking down to see where this voice was coming from, it was emanating from this one lone sunflower, it was the sunflower that had been given the name Perly, Perly would not, could not be denied as she screamed out, leave this garden oh evil storm, I will not except the outcome, the outcome that you predict will occur, we are fighters, we will never give in to your senseless urges, please wake up and hear my plea for sanity, the storm started to weaken, slowly at first, but continued gaining momentum loosing it's grip on this act of violence until finally secumbing to this cry of desperation from the little sunflower. Gradually, the wind stopped blowing, the rain stopped falling, the sun began peaking thru the clouds. Perly Sunflower had saved the lives of all the other flowers in the garden, and the life of gardens caretaker. A plaque is now erected on this spot proclaiming the bravery of this little sunflower that would not give in, would not accept, would not cower away. The caretaker of the garden professes eternal gratitude and love for this brave creature of Gods doing. Thank you Perly sunflower Gomer LePoet..
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The human soul was threshed out like maize in the endless granary of defeated actions, of mean things that happened, to the very edge of endurance, and beyond, and not only death, but many deaths, came to each one: each day a tiny death, dust, worm, a light flicked off in the mud at the city's edge, a tiny death with coarse wings pierced into each man like a short lance and the man was besieged by the bread or by the knife, the cattle-dealer: the child of sea-harbours, or the dark captain of the plough, or the rag-picker of snarled streets: everybody lost heart, anxiously waiting for death, the short death of every day: and the grinding bad luck of every day was like a black cup that they drank, with their hands shaking.
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The Heights of Macchu Picchu, III
My hate is the unused love The love that was not accepted Everyone saw that quiet, lonely shell But merely flicked it away I walked alone I sat alone I had this love This unwanted love No one to give it to No way to show it So I learned how to hate This love turned sour Covered in black Scrape away the darkness, You'll end up back The hatred filled me like love once did And like love, There was no one to give it to Like always, I was alone So the hatred simmered The darkness calmed down And turned dark blue It was sadness Suffocating sadness The muggy air filled my lungs Condensation pouring out of my eyes The love was being chipped away Was there any love at all? And here I sit With a line for a mouth And tired eyes I'm still alone
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 11:07 PM UTC
Unwanted Love
I had been whispering brazenly in your ear all night. Not even using words half the time. A knowing smile, a finger edging ever closer to your womanhood. When I flicked your ******* the first time tonight I knew I couldn't lose. The nearest park. The nearest patch of grass in the dark. Covered in dirt, a train thundered past as you came, your ticket to be vocal. You looked so beautiful right then. I inhaled you one last time and looked up at the stars as we put on our faces.
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Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 4:41 PM UTC
Sewing seeds
You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 2:43 AM UTC
You Sir, Are An Electrician!
You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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Just in the pubs and clubs ******* our own gear around Seemingly, always upstairs For weddings and birthday parties Sorting out miles of wires Well-worked practise But when those amps were turned on With an audible amplified thud As switches are flicked And their lights gaze like tiny red eyes That's when I am ready First number and the drums and bass Connect to create new heartbeats And now I'm into it Not the man in the mill anymore I'm the frontman for the band And the music soars through me As the night goes on and grows The crowd has grown and is dancing Gaining energy from the music And feeding it back to us in turn Now THIS is being alive And so it was By Phil Roberts
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Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 8:31 AM UTC
WHEN I WAS A SINGER
he sat naked and drunk in a room of summer night, running the blade of the knife under his fingernails, smiling, thinking of all the letters he had received telling him that the way he lived and wrote about that-- it had kept them going when all seemed truly hopeless. putting the blade on the table, he flicked it with a finger and it whirled in a flashing circle under the light. who the hell is going to save me? he thought. as the knife stopped spinning the answer came: you're going to have to save yourself. still smiling, a: he lit a cigarette b: he poured another drink c: gave the blade another spin.
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Question And Answer
I love da sound ya ***** does make While slapping up against your sister, for Christ sake Watching you all doing the ***** deed, doggy style On ya momma's brand new, multi coloured **** pile   ***** young boys, are forever slapping, keepin’ it real While viewing ya ***** in ya year nine, high school classes Even some curious gals, like to slip in a quick feel While flashing their hallway entry, fancy gold passes Da sound ya ***** makes, ya must be using an amplifier With a **** load of flaming, boom-boom, bass   Next time though, try turning the treble up, as you were And turning down that flaming bass, just in case   This mornin’, I woke up stiff, like feelin’ as if dead Then flicked through the paper, my obituary, I just read Didn't feel that great, after we had finished the missionary Wish I was much more aware, like a future visionary I haven't even ironed my clothes or done my face For my very last day of this bright sunlight   Will I need to pack a jumbo suitcase Or maybe just some shorts and thongs On my mystery vacation, one-way flight Da sound ya ***** was making when shaking Was maybe way too loud for some, last night It put me in, like a clothes dryer spin   Police came by, just to check that no one was pranking With some spray with mace, just when I was about to sin Everyone's got an unusual craze in life Mine just happened to put me in a daze   Should've taken a much deeper breath When going down between ya momma's thighs   Send flowers to my ******* and hoes And never ever forget, ya ****** nice ways Always tried to satisfy the whole **** world But still hearing some sad **** woes I like da sound ya ***** makes Reminds me of some ole dance tracks Played by the DJ, named Georgie O’Kay While everyone dances to a beat I'm hard at work, while trying to get ya To get down lower and pretend to be ya momma.
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Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 6:14 PM UTC
Da Sound Ya ***** Makes
I love da sound ya ***** does make While slapping up against your sister, for Christ sake Watching you all doing the ***** deed, doggy style On ya momma's brand new, multi coloured **** pile   ***** young boys, are forever slapping, keepin’ it real While viewing ya ***** in ya year nine, high school classes Even some curious gals, like to slip in a quick feel While flashing their hallway entry, fancy gold passes Da sound ya ***** makes, ya must be using an amplifier With a **** load of flaming, boom-boom, bass   Next time though, try turning the treble up, as you were And turning down that flaming bass, just in case   This mornin’, I woke up stiff, like feelin’ as if dead Then flicked through the paper, my obituary, I just read Didn't feel that great, after we had finished the missionary Wish I was much more aware, like a future visionary I haven't even ironed my clothes or done my face For my very last day of this bright sunlight   Will I need to pack a jumbo suitcase Or maybe just some shorts and thongs On my mystery vacation, one-way flight Da sound ya ***** was making when shaking Was maybe way too loud for some, last night It put me in, like a clothes dryer spin   Police came by, just to check that no one was pranking With some spray with mace, just when I was about to sin Everyone's got an unusual craze in life Mine just happened to put me in a daze   Should've taken a much deeper breath When going down between ya momma's thighs   Send flowers to my ******* and hoes And never ever forget, ya ****** nice ways Always tried to satisfy the whole **** world But still hearing some sad **** woes I like da sound ya ***** makes Reminds me of some ole dance tracks Played by the DJ, named Georgie O’Kay While everyone dances to a beat I'm hard at work, while trying to get ya To get down lower and pretend to be ya momma.
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here’s the clunking throb of my heart and you walk in from work your hair a fluster of black strands heels flicked off and keys tossed into the bowl with a clatter you flump onto the sofa say nothing but listen to the clunking throb of my heart and I know we’re both thinking something has to change but the answer is hidden like a note under a stone we breathe and the traffic continues outside we sigh and the phone shrieks by the door
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May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 4:24 PM UTC
Answer the Phone
Her only vice was that of ****** promiscuity You couldn’t blame her—the girl had daddy issues, Body issues, the blood red American  bit her lip, and hit a rip, then 
flicked the tip 
Don’t blame her she blamed herself enough, she Popped, snapped, snorted, puffed, ****** squirted A sweet escape hypodermically inserted Straight to the               heart of Texas  She had her lo               ng list of exes Vices collect                   their dues.
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Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
Only Vice
Wishful thinking and a smattering Freckles sprinkled across her cheek A winking *** brought tight aloft A slick line of buttery soft Feathery light against my find A curve brushed with a fingertip My smile flipped slid away Her mouth flashed a blurred flirt She touched the flush That brought the heat her lips flicked Eyes closed with a bunched fist Hair tangled as her fingers wove Lips parted brushed a last kiss Heat gone left with frayed thoughts Wishful thinking as she slipped away cc1210
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Dec 20, 2010
Dec 20, 2010 at 4:16 PM UTC
Wishful Thinking
She is so weird She is so weird She is so weird The other girls all float around with their eyes painted like cats, Rounded with black and flicked up at the end, but she Swims with her eyes painted like fish One little flick down One little flick up at the End and The other girls whisper about her Saying She is so weird She is so weird she is so weird because She has watercolor lips In pretty shades of pink Not sharp And Red Like the other girls She is not a collection of edges and shadows, she is Soft and She is so weird She is so weird She is so weird She looks dreamy And sometimes Confused The other guys whisper that There is Not much there In her head And that she is So weird She is so weird She is so weird She has three black lines embedded in the Side of the skin on her neck Stacked like deep Vs lined under Each other and once I asked her If they were birds in flight Or gills And she laughed It wasn’t cruel She pulled me close And whispered both With a smirk And then she smiled wide And shook her head and told me That I Am so weird I am so weird I am So weird And though I knew it was an insult When the cats whispered it It wasn’t one when it came from the fish
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 1:58 AM UTC
She is So Weird
The Mafia and the Pope the Italian mafia wanted to take control they wanted control of the church and all its wealth the leader Anthony “The Boss” Gambatti sent his muscle to secure an audience with the Pope Johnny “the Eye” and his storm troopers pushed by the guards into the Pope's secretary's office Arch Bishop Spinozza sprung to his feet to confront the noise Johnny “the Eye”, he got that name after he lost his left eye in a knife fight and replaced it with a glass oversized eye that always looked straight ahead a burning cigarette hanging from his lips he got right in the Bishops face “The Boss” wants a meeting with his Royalness “and he wants it now” the Bishop well aware of his visitors and there violent ways backing away from the smoke in his face told Johnny that he would arrange a meeting “tomorrow” he said “tomorrow” Johnny cocked his head so that his large fake eye was an inch from the Bishops nose flicked the ashes from his cigarette on the shoes of the Bishop turning to walk away “tomorrow” he said Anthony “The Boss” dressed in his fine 5K Italian silk suit leather gloves black silk fedora accompanied by his entourage' walked into the Popes office the next day he sat in a chair in front of the Pope's desk “What can I do for you Anthony?” asked the Pope the two had grown up as school mates and had maintained a relationship though not close “Carlos, I think it is time we work out a financial aggreement with each other” “being that the church is known for giving, I think it is time for you to give me some money, a lot of money” “I have many expenses to address” “to insure that this happens” I want you to make love to a woman” “and if I refuse such a horrid task? quizzed the Pope “I will begin removing all of your Bishops, one every hour, from all over the world” ”and it won't be pretty” responded Anthony The Pope, obviously shaken with the proposal got up from his chair, his face in his hands paced back and forth for a few minutes “I will agree to your disgusting request on three conditions” said the Pope. “and what are those conditions?” asked Anthony “1st this woman must be blind, so that she cannot see who defiles her body” “2nd this woman must be deaf, so that she cannot hear any hint of who defiles her body” “and 3rd your holiness?” “3rd, this woman must have really really big **** Gomer Lepoet...
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May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 9:47 AM UTC
The Mafia and the Pope
The Mafia and the Pope the Italian mafia wanted to take control they wanted control of the church and all its wealth the leader Anthony “The Boss” Gambatti sent his muscle to secure an audience with the Pope Johnny “the Eye” and his storm troopers pushed by the guards into the Pope's secretary's office Arch Bishop Spinozza sprung to his feet to confront the noise Johnny “the Eye”, he got that name after he lost his left eye in a knife fight and replaced it with a glass oversized eye that always looked straight ahead a burning cigarette hanging from his lips he got right in the Bishops face “The Boss” wants a meeting with his Royalness “and he wants it now” the Bishop well aware of his visitors and there violent ways backing away from the smoke in his face told Johnny that he would arrange a meeting “tomorrow” he said “tomorrow” Johnny cocked his head so that his large fake eye was an inch from the Bishops nose flicked the ashes from his cigarette on the shoes of the Bishop turning to walk away “tomorrow” he said Anthony “The Boss” dressed in his fine 5K Italian silk suit leather gloves black silk fedora accompanied by his entourage' walked into the Popes office the next day he sat in a chair in front of the Pope's desk “What can I do for you Anthony?” asked the Pope the two had grown up as school mates and had maintained a relationship though not close “Carlos, I think it is time we work out a financial aggreement with each other” “being that the church is known for giving, I think it is time for you to give me some money, a lot of money” “I have many expenses to address” “to insure that this happens” I want you to make love to a woman” “and if I refuse such a horrid task? quizzed the Pope “I will begin removing all of your Bishops, one every hour, from all over the world” ”and it won't be pretty” responded Anthony The Pope, obviously shaken with the proposal got up from his chair, his face in his hands paced back and forth for a few minutes “I will agree to your disgusting request on three conditions” said the Pope. “and what are those conditions?” asked Anthony “1st this woman must be blind, so that she cannot see who defiles her body” “2nd this woman must be deaf, so that she cannot hear any hint of who defiles her body” “and 3rd your holiness?” “3rd, this woman must have really really big **** Gomer Lepoet...
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She never humoured anyone, And she never made us small. She gave our words more meaning Than we dared and she thanked us; Not with a word but with the understanding That was her nature; Born in her And given to us freely as she felt us worthy. Another thing taken for granted, Or to reflect on; To learn. She left long before I flicked through her life in an album; Before we cried and before I sang to her, Or for her. It's not clear anymore.
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Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 6:28 PM UTC
When she was just a girl
I laughed in places Where Laughter was not asked for, In granite market towns Beneath refugee palm trees shivering. Running from giant hands That were covered in car wash fluids, The back of children's heads imprinted On their palms. I laughed during disciplinary procedures, Before authority figures With cornflakes in their red beards And my laughter crept over the edges of their flowerbeds And the grass laughed with me. I laughed at funerals, The sounds of horses beyond the churchyard And a messenger ran down the aisle panting and exhausted, He had a message for my laughter ' Quick you must come at once'. I laughed during marital feuds, Laughter rising out of its own body above broken guitars and dried up bonsai, Above all the things I said That contradict me now. I laughed during serious films, The tulips drooping on top of the T.V. The sun slumped against the door, Behind heavy curtains I mistook for pigs on hooks. I laughed over exercise books, Above algebra and history Behind impossible bra straps That appeared out of acne and ink flicked backs. I laughed at the swimming pool Hiding birthmarks like stains, Drowning above the water saying 'I am a fish I must get back in!'. I laughed in surgeries among migraines and told my mother that robots were taking over, in the same rooms where they removed my brothers' verucas And I saw the doctors small blade escape through the window. I laughed during friends confessions, In between the silences of repeated songs While pantomime dames walked past windows make-up running in black and yellow rain. I'm laughing while making coffee in a campervan, I'm laughing because its a monday morning, Because everyone else is busy, Because we have an oil lamp from a pound-shop Burning beneath the sound of rain on the roof, Because the radio's silent….. And because sausages are best done slowly.
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Jun 26, 2015
Jun 26, 2015 at 11:05 AM UTC
i have eaten sausages in many countries
I laughed in places Where Laughter was not asked for, In granite market towns Beneath refugee palm trees shivering. Running from giant hands That were covered in car wash fluids, The back of children's heads imprinted On their palms. I laughed during disciplinary procedures, Before authority figures With cornflakes in their red beards And my laughter crept over the edges of their flowerbeds And the grass laughed with me. I laughed at funerals, The sounds of horses beyond the churchyard And a messenger ran down the aisle panting and exhausted, He had a message for my laughter ' Quick you must come at once'. I laughed during marital feuds, Laughter rising out of its own body above broken guitars and dried up bonsai, Above all the things I said That contradict me now. I laughed during serious films, The tulips drooping on top of the T.V. The sun slumped against the door, Behind heavy curtains I mistook for pigs on hooks. I laughed over exercise books, Above algebra and history Behind impossible bra straps That appeared out of acne and ink flicked backs. I laughed at the swimming pool Hiding birthmarks like stains, Drowning above the water saying 'I am a fish I must get back in!'. I laughed in surgeries among migraines and told my mother that robots were taking over, in the same rooms where they removed my brothers' verucas And I saw the doctors small blade escape through the window. I laughed during friends confessions, In between the silences of repeated songs While pantomime dames walked past windows make-up running in black and yellow rain. I'm laughing while making coffee in a campervan, I'm laughing because its a monday morning, Because everyone else is busy, Because we have an oil lamp from a pound-shop Burning beneath the sound of rain on the roof, Because the radio's silent….. And because sausages are best done slowly.
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Regrets, they come in waves and break around his feet And he begins to wonder who he might have been Had roads diverged in different woods and fields Not yellow or yet any colour still unseen But clearer now by day than windless nights Still nearer than the objects of his dreams It'd rained late into the evening, and when the lights were shaded Around the pool outside and with the windows shuttered He'd thrown on loose clothes, flicked open an umbrella While high outside the stars the lightning flashes muttered Pulled open doors that led to the veranda And moved outside once more with all his thoughts unuttered The smoke, from fires on Java lies heavy on his senses An omen of the time of year and of the past condition He shrugs, ***** in the acidic nighttime odors Reviving lives not lived but revealing his admission That time beyond the present that mirrors every movement Within, without, and yet again, the flicker of suspicion. The pistol in his pocket, illegal not unloaded A symbol of his state of mind and by  his sole discretion He kneels beside the water, deep-set and in the shadows Lips forming wordlessly around the last confession Images of where and what and who and why and whether A portent of that final action, sensing and impression The smoke from fires on Java lies heavy on the water The reek of cordite mixing with the smell of burning grasses Indignant birds protest the crack of one small set expulsion The echo round the swimming pool reverberates and passes Nothing more and nothing less and time and space and matter Slick red upon the treacherous tiles, the shattered bloodied glasses.
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Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 6:19 AM UTC
Fires On Java
Regrets, they come in waves and break around his feet And he begins to wonder who he might have been Had roads diverged in different woods and fields Not yellow or yet any colour still unseen But clearer now by day than windless nights Still nearer than the objects of his dreams It'd rained late into the evening, and when the lights were shaded Around the pool outside and with the windows shuttered He'd thrown on loose clothes, flicked open an umbrella While high outside the stars the lightning flashes muttered Pulled open doors that led to the veranda And moved outside once more with all his thoughts unuttered The smoke, from fires on Java lies heavy on his senses An omen of the time of year and of the past condition He shrugs, ***** in the acidic nighttime odors Reviving lives not lived but revealing his admission That time beyond the present that mirrors every movement Within, without, and yet again, the flicker of suspicion. The pistol in his pocket, illegal not unloaded A symbol of his state of mind and by  his sole discretion He kneels beside the water, deep-set and in the shadows Lips forming wordlessly around the last confession Images of where and what and who and why and whether A portent of that final action, sensing and impression The smoke from fires on Java lies heavy on the water The reek of cordite mixing with the smell of burning grasses Indignant birds protest the crack of one small set expulsion The echo round the swimming pool reverberates and passes Nothing more and nothing less and time and space and matter Slick red upon the treacherous tiles, the shattered bloodied glasses.
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he started counting cigarettes the way he did every other night he counted them like flower petals with "she loves me" and "she loves me not" throwing them afterwards to the street below. he started counting cigarettes the way he did every other night he counted them like flower petals but he inhaled the smoke of the burning petals and she filled his lungs and lingered there for what felt like years. he started counting cigarettes the way he did every other night keeping in mind the seconds he lost with each stick he banged his head against his fist and cried apologetically. he started counting cigarettes the way he did every other night but, today, he thought he should stop but he couldn't help it it was the only thing left that reminded him of her - her nicotine lips and her warm glow. he started counting cigarettes the way he did every other night he tried to count the times he said he'd forget or he said he'd move on he took another drag, flicked it to the air, and said, "that's it for today."
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Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 11:57 AM UTC
he started counting cigarettes
My mind could not conjure up the notion that the word, the name, meant something. A-n-n-a. I looked. I looked: she stared back the same. Unknowing, unfamiliar. I wanted to remember, I wanted to. 7 a.m, in the crawlspace underneath the house, flashlight grasped in my hand, sweat from my forehead plastering my hair against it. It smelled like dust. I inched forward on my stomach, writhing as a worm. My body seizing against dirt and webs. I yelled out her name. Just to see. Just to test if my mouth still knew how to speak. Anna. Anna. There. In the corner. I flicked my light against a box with tape on the side and her name written on over it in marker. I whispered it to make sure. Anna. One more time. Anna. I sunk my face into the ground. My breath, soft from my lips but coarse in form, disrupt the filth, made me cough. I crawled over to her with ease, as if the bones in my body were pushing me, the muscles guiding me; these pulsing veins, telling me. When I opened the box, the first thing I saw was her, smiling back at me in the form of a memory. July 1996, our wedding framed around sanded wood, with splinters etching at the sides, aching for a hold on them. And I cradled her, despite this. Despite my skin giving in. Anna. I almost forgot. My head was hurting again. I blamed it on the suffocating of the casket underground enveloping me, not the staples buried into the skin of my skull, not the remembrance that underneath piles of dirt, her body was just a stack of old bones with only a stone to tag her as proof she was once living. Anna. My Anna. I cradled the picture against my chest. I clung to her. My light began to flicker, a spider crawled across my finger. Anna was diminishing, like a ghost, like a gentle sweep of navigating headlights turning a corner, creeping away, and suddenly gone. Anna. A-n-n-a. I shut my eyes. I could finally remember.
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Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 5:04 PM UTC
Anna Pt.2
My mind could not conjure up the notion that the word, the name, meant something. A-n-n-a. I looked. I looked: she stared back the same. Unknowing, unfamiliar. I wanted to remember, I wanted to. 7 a.m, in the crawlspace underneath the house, flashlight grasped in my hand, sweat from my forehead plastering my hair against it. It smelled like dust. I inched forward on my stomach, writhing as a worm. My body seizing against dirt and webs. I yelled out her name. Just to see. Just to test if my mouth still knew how to speak. Anna. Anna. There. In the corner. I flicked my light against a box with tape on the side and her name written on over it in marker. I whispered it to make sure. Anna. One more time. Anna. I sunk my face into the ground. My breath, soft from my lips but coarse in form, disrupt the filth, made me cough. I crawled over to her with ease, as if the bones in my body were pushing me, the muscles guiding me; these pulsing veins, telling me. When I opened the box, the first thing I saw was her, smiling back at me in the form of a memory. July 1996, our wedding framed around sanded wood, with splinters etching at the sides, aching for a hold on them. And I cradled her, despite this. Despite my skin giving in. Anna. I almost forgot. My head was hurting again. I blamed it on the suffocating of the casket underground enveloping me, not the staples buried into the skin of my skull, not the remembrance that underneath piles of dirt, her body was just a stack of old bones with only a stone to tag her as proof she was once living. Anna. My Anna. I cradled the picture against my chest. I clung to her. My light began to flicker, a spider crawled across my finger. Anna was diminishing, like a ghost, like a gentle sweep of navigating headlights turning a corner, creeping away, and suddenly gone. Anna. A-n-n-a. I shut my eyes. I could finally remember.
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She wore bright glossy Humbug tights. Aw **** the way she smoked her Marlboro Lights was pornographic. She flicked her smoke rings at the traffic and was blown to bits by cheap hairspray. (Considering my love of Jean Genet, I told her ‘you make sense this way.’ She smiled and clicked a ****** heel. ‘Holy **** How real you feel!’ Not that I have points of reference.) Stop confusing my ******* preference with La-La-Lola Soho Kink. Your lips are painted ***** pink and you wrap them round your glass and down your Lambrini-Girls Pre-Party drink. (I want you against my kitchen sink!) And naked - How you overplayed it! I think you were a bit afraid of both your halves, your masquerade, your matching scars. (What did mermaids do to all their sailors struck by stars?) You’re a crazy fusion, Top-heavy wonder. You’re a woman, my dear - and you pulled me under.
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Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 9:32 AM UTC
la-la-lola
I wish I still smoked **** yeah It's the ritual the need to make time to die a little opening a new pack shiny cellophane the lid flipped back paper seal for freshness pulled out to reveal 20 happy moments spent inhaling, coughing, thinking the soft packets where you flicked the cigarettes out like movie stars and the Marlboro man who are all dead now roll ups, kit form bronchitis liquorice flavour papers combining childhood flavours with adult life takers the smell clinging to clothes and hair dragon breath but we all looked so ****** cool so adult so grown up so ****** clueless, ******* on our manly pacifiers I wish I still smoked **** yeah just don't have the courage some how
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Feb 28, 2022
Feb 28, 2022 at 5:12 PM UTC
wishing I still smoked
a cigarette is clenched between her teeth and as she takes a deep drag, she tilts her head back to exhale a trail of smoke curls and leaves her parted lips drifting into the twilight sky only a trace of its smell is left in its wake she looks over the edge of the balcony that hangs over her pool putting her pressure on her elbow the blue hues danced across her face white and blue swim on her skin, a projection, a reflection the ashes that fall off her cigarette fall into the pool and decide to either float or sink into oblivion the horizon that was once god’s strawberry cotton candy melted into the dark burnt curtain of night and as the stars awoke one by one she took my hand into hers, and flicked the remains of the cigarette into the unnatural blue below “come with me” she whispered, breathless, a smile on her face, a bit more than buzzed we ran up the stairs laughing, and i could already taste her strawberry lips and feel her soft tongue as night was defeated by light we lay down to our earned slumber in the queen sized bed half covered by blankets and soaked in sweat as we sink deeper into each other the fantasies that once filled our mouths come to life, bursting, drifting, exposed i would have it no other way
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Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 5:16 PM UTC
(les) l'amour
I'm so lonely for someone I can be alone with a million tongue notes flicked upon a rogue scale of silence echoing unsaids across flesh parallax seeing you seeing me is enough, it's so much I can barely handle it and it all stays in mouth or drips down the corners where I lick
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May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 9:22 PM UTC
delicious silence