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"flaw" poems
Your beauty is like an exquisite flower Growing ontop of the highest mountain Peaking at the very height of its power Your Beauty is like Art To where all may see in awe Entering my heart You have not a single flaw Your beauty flows like a river Following the way of the stream Glowing slightest glimmer Only seen in our dreams Your beauty shines bright From whom we cannot wait Glistening in the moon light Meeting you was considered fate Your beauty makes us speechless Unable to say a word When we are with you, we are sleepless While we try to talk, it comes out slurred Your beauty cannot be described Words couldn't touch the surface This love I feel inside Never can I stop being nervous You are gorgeous in every single way Loving you will be my duty Unable to be kept away This... is... the... power... of... Your Beauty
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Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC
*Your Beauty*
And when you take shower alone Your flaw less skin so wet With water dripping down your ***** And reaching the twilight zone Then you think of me Fusing my flesh ,my blood with you Taking you up and up in smoke And you close your eyes in bliss Cause it's my gentle kiss on your lips And on your hips that you miss
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Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 2:04 AM UTC
Wild Whisper
Are you a witness of the precise moment on that very proverbial, unpredictable day when everyone did mind the gap but the Ramadan moon took a step? None could time it at first, as if it got out from a black hole or an uncharted water well: down the trail, who can tell? Now a day or two is gone, has passed by. The moon is in the fast lane soaring high, and fills the orb with serene soft light. Ah, buddies catch up, the suave fireflies. Tons of these stay awake in the night. Before they fly away, vanishing afar into the epic portion of the night. A confluence down the black moon, only to catch a glimpse of any pattern: a morning star or a forming pin bar, a slice of light on a gingerly lit chart. Premiering the Eid moon’s first blush. Yet, if only one can time it, when will it flash? Deep down a black moon, all eyes black out. Still, how can one sigh though? Ah, the unpredictable black moon, should it show just a peek, showers the earth with Eid’s joy! Will it show up in no time, far from the sight— galaxies light up the shady nook of night. A houri in the Eden rings the alarm. The veiled bunch of fairies push the sky. Every star throws its hat, only to tell first when a crescent moon will crop up And with the first spill of moonlight, topflight it goes, pushing the boat out! A walk down the black moon without a light or water gone into the blue, As though walking dead, blindfolded. No pattern, decimals of Pi undefined by design, but spot on gets to the apex spike! There’s still an unmarked blank space the light on this way doesn’t paint. And this time, the time won’t tell is there anyone who can is anyone’s guess. So should the houri dare to run, then cherubic she be on her flawless flaw, rushes to ask the Queen of Heaven! Oh, good luck to her, a wild one. Time the black moon, its first glance precisely when the Eid moon will crop up. Enlighten us, we are more than curious. Tell us, too—don’t just tweet it to the stars.
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May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 8:08 PM UTC
The Ramadan Moon
Are you a witness of the precise moment on that very proverbial, unpredictable day when everyone did mind the gap but the Ramadan moon took a step? None could time it at first, as if it got out from a black hole or an uncharted water well: down the trail, who can tell? Now a day or two is gone, has passed by. The moon is in the fast lane soaring high, and fills the orb with serene soft light. Ah, buddies catch up, the suave fireflies. Tons of these stay awake in the night. Before they fly away, vanishing afar into the epic portion of the night. A confluence down the black moon, only to catch a glimpse of any pattern: a morning star or a forming pin bar, a slice of light on a gingerly lit chart. Premiering the Eid moon’s first blush. Yet, if only one can time it, when will it flash? Deep down a black moon, all eyes black out. Still, how can one sigh though? Ah, the unpredictable black moon, should it show just a peek, showers the earth with Eid’s joy! Will it show up in no time, far from the sight— galaxies light up the shady nook of night. A houri in the Eden rings the alarm. The veiled bunch of fairies push the sky. Every star throws its hat, only to tell first when a crescent moon will crop up And with the first spill of moonlight, topflight it goes, pushing the boat out! A walk down the black moon without a light or water gone into the blue, As though walking dead, blindfolded. No pattern, decimals of Pi undefined by design, but spot on gets to the apex spike! There’s still an unmarked blank space the light on this way doesn’t paint. And this time, the time won’t tell is there anyone who can is anyone’s guess. So should the houri dare to run, then cherubic she be on her flawless flaw, rushes to ask the Queen of Heaven! Oh, good luck to her, a wild one. Time the black moon, its first glance precisely when the Eid moon will crop up. Enlighten us, we are more than curious. Tell us, too—don’t just tweet it to the stars.
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dating a writer is like guessing the weather. you think you know what you'll get, but you never do. you never know because she'll create a hero from your weaknesses and she'll write a great character, from every last flaw. she'll create a thousand plots   from your worst nightmares. she'll take every last thing you hate and create something you'll love. she'll turn your anger into confessions of adoration, and she'll make you, everything you're not. but worst of all, she'll leave you wondering- is it you she's in love with, or things she's created from you? but here's the beauty of it: if you date a writer, you'll never die.
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Nov 12, 2015
Nov 12, 2015 at 10:27 PM UTC
dating a writer
You say doctors will make the best poets. They will search your emotions by the skin; cutting open to reveal and revel with surgical precison. They will play with heavy drugs and blades-- nothing shall hide beneath the armors of bone and muscle. They know the anatomy of the heart too well. They will find the things you have hidden in your chest. I say doctors will never be poets. They are too mechanical, too fast with their edges and ridges. They cannot see the pain as pain but merely as an anomaly. That sadness is black bile not melancholia. They cannot sing to you but only clammer in medical jargon. Poets will use their imperfect words, and perfect rhymes to find the secrets of your rib cage with ease. They will find every flaw of your broken body and make it the best story you've never heard. Doctors, they will put love to define as a momentary rush of adrenaline, an arrythmia for another human caused due to an imbalance of the heart rhythm. Poets will tell you that love is the first jolt of life for them. They will say love is a state of euphoria that takes those irregular rhythms to perfect symphonies. Doctors say that veins carry blood devout of oxygen. I say that they carry your broken emotions to their feelings factory to mend it within its beautiful catacombs. All those doctors will find and fix you with perfect solutions. And these poets will do their best to be your perfect solution.
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Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 8:25 AM UTC
Doctors
Born without the gift of intellect Not a choice, not something to predict Wishing that he could just be smart Never knowing it would tear him apart Never knowing a woman's soft embrace Cannot remember his family's face Just a boy without grace Was he happy? Or was he misplaced? But then he was fed by the gift of science Never knowing it was a deadly alliance Sacrificed his only life To lay beneath the operations knife Smarter and smarter Charlie became A young at mind a foolish boy without a name Thought a brain to see the world would give him rest Until he realized normal life wasn't the best The cold face of his memories shielded by glass Broken and shattered they began to crash Charlie soon met despair and desire But was this his experience to acquire? Charlie learned that with science came flaw Yes beneath it, they never saw Charlie would be back to himself Just a boy trapped in a man A secret, not meant to tell
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Nov 13, 2012
Nov 13, 2012 at 5:56 PM UTC
Flowers for algernon ( my poem)
I've found it, My fatal flaw: I'm a poet. I romanticize and attempt to find beauty in the most hideous of situations, Even when the beauty ceases to exist. I fall in love with my own ideas and expectations, To try to block out the reality. So there it is, My fatal flaw: Poetry I love it, but it kills me
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Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 10:59 PM UTC
My Fatal Flaw
i had thought the boy in my computer science class with the foreign skin and army outfit was the epitome of adorable breaking into spanish when he got overexcited about learning which was always and i was excited when we were paired together today until he seemed genuinely impressed by my competency and contributed nothing suddenly his misunderstandings of gender and sexism no longer seemed like something i could cutely teach him about but a tragic flaw and a person i didn't want to be around
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 9:00 PM UTC
i don't have a crush on him
You always point out every flaw dad Always reminding me of everything I do wrong You never cared how I felt dad Always comparing me to someone else I already know how stupid I am dad Believe me I’ve been told thousands of times That’s why I want to move away from you You’ve made me feel alone dad While still saying you’re my friend I cared but you didn’t That was my problem I accept responsibility for that But the hardest part about letting go is that I’ll never hear you running after me Deep into the cold
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Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 2:30 PM UTC
Dad
You used to adore me Then I finally let you in And now all you see Are my flaws and insecurities Is it all in my head Or did you prove myself right Is it because of what I said Or what I did that night I was so stupid I was so foolish I knew I shouldn’t have done it But couldn’t help and be selfish All I wanted was to express And now I’m depressed Because of the excess Actions I could’ve accessed I can be obsessive But please see my intentions I was trying to be impressive But all it caused was tension This is my flaw, I know I just wanted to show All the love that you deserve But it’s that I couldn’t preserve
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Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 12:25 PM UTC
Insecure
I've seen this girl named Ana. She's pretty, thin, and tall. She has the smallest frame I've ever seen, And not one single flaw. I met this girl named Ana. She introduced herself today. She seems very nice and kind. She says she wants to stay and that she's here for me. I know this girl named Ana. She's so perfect, the exact opposite of me. I'm so fat compared to her. But she says she'll make me skinny too. I'm friends with this girl named Ana. She told me to start eating less, so I did. Now I hate the person I see in the miror. My life is becoming a mess, but Ana says it's okay. I'm best friends with this girl named Ana. I want her to always stay. Everybody else has already left, But Ana will never stray. The only one I listen to is this girl named Ana. She's so smart and full of advice. I'm starting to get smaller and Ana says it's good. My well-being and health is the only sacrifice. I'm terrified of this girl named Ana. She won't get out of my head. It finally occurred to me, She only wants me dead. I hate this girl named Ana. She makes my life a living hell. Can anyone hear my quiet screams? Cause she won't let me tell. My worst enemy is this girl named Ana. She's a demon in my head. She seemed so nice at first, trying to help me. But I was so mislead. I'm a prisoner to this girl named Ana. I'm captive to her will. I can't help but do what she says. How can I be so fat, still? My murderer is this girl named Ana. She starved me to my grave. My heart finally stopped beating. I was just too exhausted to continue being brave.
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Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 11:18 PM UTC
My "Friend" Ana
I've seen this girl named Ana. She's pretty, thin, and tall. She has the smallest frame I've ever seen, And not one single flaw. I met this girl named Ana. She introduced herself today. She seems very nice and kind. She says she wants to stay and that she's here for me. I know this girl named Ana. She's so perfect, the exact opposite of me. I'm so fat compared to her. But she says she'll make me skinny too. I'm friends with this girl named Ana. She told me to start eating less, so I did. Now I hate the person I see in the miror. My life is becoming a mess, but Ana says it's okay. I'm best friends with this girl named Ana. I want her to always stay. Everybody else has already left, But Ana will never stray. The only one I listen to is this girl named Ana. She's so smart and full of advice. I'm starting to get smaller and Ana says it's good. My well-being and health is the only sacrifice. I'm terrified of this girl named Ana. She won't get out of my head. It finally occurred to me, She only wants me dead. I hate this girl named Ana. She makes my life a living hell. Can anyone hear my quiet screams? Cause she won't let me tell. My worst enemy is this girl named Ana. She's a demon in my head. She seemed so nice at first, trying to help me. But I was so mislead. I'm a prisoner to this girl named Ana. I'm captive to her will. I can't help but do what she says. How can I be so fat, still? My murderer is this girl named Ana. She starved me to my grave. My heart finally stopped beating. I was just too exhausted to continue being brave.
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No food No sleep I can't let these things reach out and speak sweet lies I can't let food call my name I can't let sleep drown my thoughts I shouldn't eat I can't sleep This is me I am broken girl Who can't eat In fear I weigh too much I am a broken girl who can't sleep For my thoughts and memories Haunt me too much I am a broken girl who answers 'how are you?' With 'I'm alright' even when I'm not even close Because I don't want you to worry I don't want you to fret Over a broken soul I am a broken girl who says 'I have been busy' when someone asks me why I haven't done something I have been busy just not in the way they think I have been busy trying not to give into hunger I have been busy fixating on how I'm broken I have been busy But not in the way they think I am a broken girl who has let her demons creep up on her too much I am a broken girl who has surrendered her soul I am a broken girl who dates so she feels worth something because I don't when I'm alone I date because I need to depend on someone Because I am not dependable for anyone Let alone myself I date so I can hear someone say I love you So I can hear someone call me beautiful Cute Amazing And so many other things Even if I don't believe it I am a broken girl who has lost so many relationships Five to death And so many others just because they left I was no longer good enough No longer happy enough No longer PRETENDING I am a broken girl who pretends And when I stop people leave Because I am too broken I am too clingy I am too demanding I'm just not enough Or I'm too much THIS IS ME But no one sees Until I let them And when I do they worry But please don't worry Because you didn't when you didn't know So why worry now? I'm still the same me You just couldn't see all the flaws that my eyes do You don't see the way I do I see a girl who's eyes are too big I see a girl who isn't thin enough I see a girl who's hair doesn't suit her no matter what I see a girl with too many scars I see a girl But I don't For all I can see now is a walking flaw And no one knows that THIS IS ME
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Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 1:20 PM UTC
Me
No food No sleep I can't let these things reach out and speak sweet lies I can't let food call my name I can't let sleep drown my thoughts I shouldn't eat I can't sleep This is me I am broken girl Who can't eat In fear I weigh too much I am a broken girl who can't sleep For my thoughts and memories Haunt me too much I am a broken girl who answers 'how are you?' With 'I'm alright' even when I'm not even close Because I don't want you to worry I don't want you to fret Over a broken soul I am a broken girl who says 'I have been busy' when someone asks me why I haven't done something I have been busy just not in the way they think I have been busy trying not to give into hunger I have been busy fixating on how I'm broken I have been busy But not in the way they think I am a broken girl who has let her demons creep up on her too much I am a broken girl who has surrendered her soul I am a broken girl who dates so she feels worth something because I don't when I'm alone I date because I need to depend on someone Because I am not dependable for anyone Let alone myself I date so I can hear someone say I love you So I can hear someone call me beautiful Cute Amazing And so many other things Even if I don't believe it I am a broken girl who has lost so many relationships Five to death And so many others just because they left I was no longer good enough No longer happy enough No longer PRETENDING I am a broken girl who pretends And when I stop people leave Because I am too broken I am too clingy I am too demanding I'm just not enough Or I'm too much THIS IS ME But no one sees Until I let them And when I do they worry But please don't worry Because you didn't when you didn't know So why worry now? I'm still the same me You just couldn't see all the flaws that my eyes do You don't see the way I do I see a girl who's eyes are too big I see a girl who isn't thin enough I see a girl who's hair doesn't suit her no matter what I see a girl with too many scars I see a girl But I don't For all I can see now is a walking flaw And no one knows that THIS IS ME
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A late hour indeed, darkness over land, but A bright light shines from a moon above As a shadow sweeps across the surface. For a moment, it stands emblazoned, precarious Adumbrated phoenix in the sky, But it does not flare out. Sweeping lower, the form resolves, Alights narrowly on a fine branch. For a moment, it struggles for balance But soon it finds a niche, stands true; Visage of wisdom in the night But not without flaw Not the swiftest, lacking in grace Lost territories in cunctation. Still, secure in its plumage, Into the night, ready to fly: Hunter poised in the trees It soars aloft Nearby, another branch inhabited Not a vision this one, a voice. A lighter weight, a softer presence Harmonious to the calm Tones of beauty to the air It rings forth Awhile, this one too struggled It tried the songs of the mockingbird Some rang esthetic, others strange, But now its own song found: Anthem sung for the heart Chorus all may hear Birds of the night. Dark to dawn Their habits thus have been. Now with the new morning, A change in the season; Mind and Song together to the sky Light out for the lit horizon … ~D.B. Guy (May 2008)
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Nov 3, 2012
Nov 3, 2012 at 2:23 AM UTC
Owl and Nightingale
Drink and dance and laugh and lie, Love, the reeling midnight through, For tomorrow we shall die! (But, alas, we never do.)
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The Flaw In Paganism
You whisper in my ear My thoughts And every fear You know all my weaknesses You see every flaw You know all my secrets You see all my scars You tell me there is no future And force me to believe in nothing You tell me not to speak Not to raise my hand You tell me just to smile Even though none is there I am but your puppet Nothing but a doll You force me to want perfection When I have none at all.                            —Bella Crosthwait
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 11:48 AM UTC
Self
So young, He engraved the Law in your fledgling heart, Covering your mind with the depth of His wisdom. Why, no language exists that could translate its art! Hopeless to assess its perfect scale and freedom. The Law is His breast milk you sip fervently, Howl in agony; your stomach digest it not. Fathom submission, son of depravity, To merely **** is short; apply what has been taught. Sets of teeth sprouted in your gums like white pebbles, Overdose with confidence, sleep without a sword. Stars in the woods they seem, Alas! Wild, wild eyes of wolves! Fight the fine fight of faith, shine light on the world. A state of armed conflict, His Law against your Flaw, Just a streak of insanity in the family. Epitome of crossed swords, yet who will win in awe? Glitch in your body, vow in its supremacy."
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Sep 1, 2016
Sep 1, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
The War of Laws
Listen, I've got guilt choking all of my good juju. I’m sorry I told you we’d hang out just so I could come over to watch Breaking Bad. You know I need that weekly crystalbluepersuasion. I’m sorry I didn't sit on the porch steps with you afterward while you had your evening cigarette. (I could have done that at least.) I imagined you sitting there watching me drive down the street & out of your sight— a lit cigarette hung limply from your lips. I felt your disappointment & I cursed my mother for teaching me to have such a sharp sense of empathy. I know I’ll never be badass enough not to care. I realize I was born to give one too many ***** I've learned to accept it as my incessant character flaw. (It could be worse.) Although, I have to be honest, I get my kicks entertaining the notion that for one evening I was the one that got away.
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Aug 19, 2013
Aug 19, 2013 at 1:54 PM UTC
breaking bad ***** call
A narcissist is a dummy bear on crack. They have gummies for brains. Viewing the world with mooching eyes, flirting with greed and gluttony, playing games with the devil. The narcissist is no friend of the family. They are crude and thick with pollution and toxic waste. The Narcissist brings nothing but suffering and pain. If you bump into a narcissist in the wild, run and don't look back. A narcissist wants attention and they don't like bold and brave people. They chose victims by kindness, reputation and intelligence. The smarter and more popular you are the more likely a narcissist will strike at you. You have to be smarter than they, set boundaries and strict rules. Don't allow anyone to break your security or your self esteem. A narcissists biggest flaw is ego, strike them in the ego ***** and watch them turn blue and fall. Find their weakness in their gaslighting, use it to fight back. They blame everyone but themselves for their actions. ©️ 2022 By Amanda Shelton
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Aug 3, 2022
Aug 3, 2022 at 3:18 PM UTC
Narcissist
If you love me for what you see, only your eyes would be in love with me. If you love me for what you've heard, then you would love me for my words. If you love my heart and mind, then you will love me, for all that I'm. But if you don't love my every flaw, then you mustn't love me- not at all. -Lang Leav
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Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 4:13 PM UTC
All or Nothing
Their whispers seep through the wall vents, the crackle in the phone, the inch space underneath their bedroom door. They fake normalcy. A pair of spies devising plans to deal with their children, their belongings, their money. I silently holler the flaw in their plan. Fake. My siblings remain oblivious, but I wonder: Maybe they were always faking.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:11 PM UTC
Fake
I am a fortress. I have withstood wars that should have broken me. Burned down and decimated by the mindless, I rise up from the ashes. I stand with my body, eternally. I am strong. My thighs are battle grounds trodden down three times round and they're blooming new flowers, mending from those who fought over them far too long, my thighs have super powers. I am soft and sultry sweet, full of vulnerabilities. Nature proves if anything that this will never make me weak. My eyes once snuffed out are blazing brilliant brightly now, rivers of tears have been filled in, replaced by peaches and cream and skin. My arms are solid protective forces, my hands, tangible whispering caresses. I wear my broken bits on my ******* puffed out chest with pride, for I have nothing to hide. My feet take me to and from all the places I've ever gone, and my mind, my mind, it tries. It tries so ******* hard, and my heart cares so much that it shows in every scar and battle wound, in every mark that was ever taken as a flaw by boys who never saw that without the storms I wouldn't glow the way that I glow, every boy who told me to 'go with the flow' like I couldn't learn a **** thing for myself. Still, the lessons people preached did teach me a thing or two, just not what they usually intended, my face doesn't face up to face value, belief is most beautiful when suspended. My eyes see lies better than my thighs do, yet resilience sees to it that both are mended, but if there's anything I've ever learned that's true, you should never leave anything open-ended
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Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 7:35 PM UTC
Resilience
I am a fortress. I have withstood wars that should have broken me. Burned down and decimated by the mindless, I rise up from the ashes. I stand with my body, eternally. I am strong. My thighs are battle grounds trodden down three times round and they're blooming new flowers, mending from those who fought over them far too long, my thighs have super powers. I am soft and sultry sweet, full of vulnerabilities. Nature proves if anything that this will never make me weak. My eyes once snuffed out are blazing brilliant brightly now, rivers of tears have been filled in, replaced by peaches and cream and skin. My arms are solid protective forces, my hands, tangible whispering caresses. I wear my broken bits on my ******* puffed out chest with pride, for I have nothing to hide. My feet take me to and from all the places I've ever gone, and my mind, my mind, it tries. It tries so ******* hard, and my heart cares so much that it shows in every scar and battle wound, in every mark that was ever taken as a flaw by boys who never saw that without the storms I wouldn't glow the way that I glow, every boy who told me to 'go with the flow' like I couldn't learn a **** thing for myself. Still, the lessons people preached did teach me a thing or two, just not what they usually intended, my face doesn't face up to face value, belief is most beautiful when suspended. My eyes see lies better than my thighs do, yet resilience sees to it that both are mended, but if there's anything I've ever learned that's true, you should never leave anything open-ended
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Hey I’m sorry if I interrupted your class with text messages because you hate putting your phone on silent it’s just that I should be there with you laughing at your confused faces during Calculus I and staring at your look of sheer concentration during Creative Writing You were always the poet, not me But it’s 1pm and I’m stuck in Calculus with someone else as my partner who doesn't get nearly as confused as you and puts me to shame which ****** me off because you would never correct me in Calculus and so I can’t help but wonder who your new partner is Is she smarter Is she funnier Do you quote Shakespeare to her like you did to me? Is she better than me? There’s no doubt that a. I ******* it all up and that b. you’ll move on from me because you were always the popular one, I was the antisocial outcast that most people barely tolerated For some unknown reason you decided to become my friend that faithful day in Calculus I and ever since then you became my 3am conversations and midnight laugh I depended on you much more than you did on me I cared so much more and maybe that was my fatal flaw because if I hadn't cared so much then maybe I wouldn't feel like screaming and throwing my partner’s textbook at the teacher but I did I cared too much; against all warnings not to and now I’m wrecked then again, I always was in a way I just didn't know it You told me that it didn't matter that they couldn't separate us; no matter what that you would never let me go and you kept your promise but I can’t keep mine The words “I’m sorry” come to my head but those aren't the right words because I’m more than sorry I’m bleeding I’m crying I’m devastated I’m torn I’m broken and perhaps that’s why I can’t keep my Okay?Okay promise to you because no, I am not okay and you deserve so much more and this is not okay me lying to you through a computer screen is not okay me putting my gashes of regret on my arm is not okay me making you wait only for you to find a fraction of the girl I was is not okay and that is why today during Calculus I I will finish this ****** poem and excuse myself and go to the girls’ bathroom and cry my eyes out after sending this to you I should end this with a ‘goodbye’ because there’s no use giving you false hope but I can’t bring myself to end there so I’ll just say something and hope that you still remember what it means P.S. I’ll always love you (h.l.)
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
Calculus I
Hey I’m sorry if I interrupted your class with text messages because you hate putting your phone on silent it’s just that I should be there with you laughing at your confused faces during Calculus I and staring at your look of sheer concentration during Creative Writing You were always the poet, not me But it’s 1pm and I’m stuck in Calculus with someone else as my partner who doesn't get nearly as confused as you and puts me to shame which ****** me off because you would never correct me in Calculus and so I can’t help but wonder who your new partner is Is she smarter Is she funnier Do you quote Shakespeare to her like you did to me? Is she better than me? There’s no doubt that a. I ******* it all up and that b. you’ll move on from me because you were always the popular one, I was the antisocial outcast that most people barely tolerated For some unknown reason you decided to become my friend that faithful day in Calculus I and ever since then you became my 3am conversations and midnight laugh I depended on you much more than you did on me I cared so much more and maybe that was my fatal flaw because if I hadn't cared so much then maybe I wouldn't feel like screaming and throwing my partner’s textbook at the teacher but I did I cared too much; against all warnings not to and now I’m wrecked then again, I always was in a way I just didn't know it You told me that it didn't matter that they couldn't separate us; no matter what that you would never let me go and you kept your promise but I can’t keep mine The words “I’m sorry” come to my head but those aren't the right words because I’m more than sorry I’m bleeding I’m crying I’m devastated I’m torn I’m broken and perhaps that’s why I can’t keep my Okay?Okay promise to you because no, I am not okay and you deserve so much more and this is not okay me lying to you through a computer screen is not okay me putting my gashes of regret on my arm is not okay me making you wait only for you to find a fraction of the girl I was is not okay and that is why today during Calculus I I will finish this ****** poem and excuse myself and go to the girls’ bathroom and cry my eyes out after sending this to you I should end this with a ‘goodbye’ because there’s no use giving you false hope but I can’t bring myself to end there so I’ll just say something and hope that you still remember what it means P.S. I’ll always love you (h.l.)
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I could tell you the exact day I became complacent I can recall the way he parted his hair and the way he touched a steering wheel and the color of his eyes And how he cared enough about me to make sure I didn't drink and drive But not enough to stop mixing my drinks all night And since I can't stand up for myself, he watched as I fell apart I am a marionette with a broken string but **** he's a master in the art Constantly moving me; bending my frame and pulling my wires And keeping me onstage whenever he desires But it's hard for me to play my part and keep up with my lines When I come home smelling like a different cologne each night When I am just an empty canister they keep bringing to their lips Begging and pleading me to offer them something with purpose But it's always the same story: They fabricate me I break and I bleed under their idea of self discovery And my selfish idea of recovery Out of every sweet name or ***** word they've ever called me I think I've found that "Lonely" is my favorite thing to be I haven't lit a cigarette in weeks, but tonight I'll light three; One for him, one for me, and one for the person I swore I would never be Listen; My biggest flaw is that when I settled for feeling comfortable, When I settled for what he told me I was I never even bothered learning self-love
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Jan 6, 2018
Jan 6, 2018 at 2:05 AM UTC
to be honest you were always mediocre to me
A flea and a fly in a flue Were imprisoned, so what could they do? Said the fly, "let us flee!" "Let us fly!" said the flea. So they flew through a flaw in the flue. Ogden Nash
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Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 6:48 PM UTC
A Flea And A Fly In A Flue - Poem by Ogden Nash