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Contemplating life over a hot bowl of soup, my mindful mentor passed me the pleasure of oyster to mix in with the pain of chilies stirred together by chopsticks held in my hands. There he taught me the lesson of humanity and the person's potential, pointing at me and then back at the bean sprout, fiddling it in his chopsticks as if he were God, mentioning to me "This sprout and you have plenty alike..." "What do you mean? How am I like a vegetable?" He smiled and nodded to disagree, "Life is not always physical. Think for a second, open your fragile closed mind. Imagine this soup not just a bowl but instead a cauldron, the mixing of different elements, sensations seared by heat to create the luxuries we call the world where you are a mere bean sprout." Looking at the small, colorless tasteless, inferior plant, I wondered, confused and asked: "Am I so inferior in this world that I cannot compare to the rich flavor of beef, to the nurturing noodles, to the accenting spices, but instead am no more than a flavorless root?" Yet my mentor laughed, and patiently passed: "You worry too much young one, too much on yourself you blame. Instead, take upon consideration that the bean sprout is small, fragile, tasteless like water; there is nothing you can change other than size and color, but lower it into the soup and patiently stir, allow it to soak up the world and obtain its potential." I repeated his actions, placed myself in the world, sat patient and absorbed its essence, and then removed it, placed it to my lips. Surprised that what I later discovered was not a bland taste of disappointment arose but instead what lingered to the tongue was the sweet taste of near perfection.
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Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 11:50 PM UTC
"A Bean Sprout and a Bowl of Soup"
Contemplating life over a hot bowl of soup, my mindful mentor passed me the pleasure of oyster to mix in with the pain of chilies stirred together by chopsticks held in my hands. There he taught me the lesson of humanity and the person's potential, pointing at me and then back at the bean sprout, fiddling it in his chopsticks as if he were God, mentioning to me "This sprout and you have plenty alike..." "What do you mean? How am I like a vegetable?" He smiled and nodded to disagree, "Life is not always physical. Think for a second, open your fragile closed mind. Imagine this soup not just a bowl but instead a cauldron, the mixing of different elements, sensations seared by heat to create the luxuries we call the world where you are a mere bean sprout." Looking at the small, colorless tasteless, inferior plant, I wondered, confused and asked: "Am I so inferior in this world that I cannot compare to the rich flavor of beef, to the nurturing noodles, to the accenting spices, but instead am no more than a flavorless root?" Yet my mentor laughed, and patiently passed: "You worry too much young one, too much on yourself you blame. Instead, take upon consideration that the bean sprout is small, fragile, tasteless like water; there is nothing you can change other than size and color, but lower it into the soup and patiently stir, allow it to soak up the world and obtain its potential." I repeated his actions, placed myself in the world, sat patient and absorbed its essence, and then removed it, placed it to my lips. Surprised that what I later discovered was not a bland taste of disappointment arose but instead what lingered to the tongue was the sweet taste of near perfection.
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before rising crusts before pizza houses and Italian restaurants before delivery there was frozen pizza from the supermarket without designer labels just clear-wrapped pizza pies in your frozen food section at family friendly prices with thick cardboard crust dried out cheese salty pepperoni and all but flavorless tomato sauce it was a delicacy to youth's uneducated palette now awailable at your local convenience store cooked fresh in 90 seconds same ol' horrible stuff delicious as ever
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Mar 6, 2010
Mar 6, 2010 at 9:13 AM UTC
Projects Pizza
A satisfied appetite is a simply joy Overlooked and simplified Like a growing urge, a salivating need That is entrancing and glorified. Everlasting for moments we call meals Forgotten in time, lingering above But the taste, the lonesome lover pushed aside Gazes afar and near wanting to be enjoyed again The young lady with a tongue of raspberry delight And the matured widow with darkened cacao lips Ripening nectar of a sliced peach center Halved and topped with mascarpone crème The man with a skin of caramel glaze Caressing and savoring With a fragrance and scent Of hazelnut coffee indulgence and sin In the pursuit of a brief love affair What oral sensation did my taste buds want? My odyssey of gustatory endeavors await Through the seas of lined people and waiting staff Generous portions and humble pies Decadent desserts so rich you’ll die Vine cherry tomatoes sliced and sauté Over al dente rigatoni in a roasted cashew sauce A robust aroma and savory appeal Basil leaves with garlic strips Olive oil to top the surreal Hubristic meatball aborigine Elysian cuisine or many dreams Teasing the senses, warming the pit Of flowing pleasures And tingling fingertips Without moral measures And succulent wines Rotisserie lamb falling of the bone Seasoned with Sicilian herbs And paired with broiled asparagus Drizzled with lemon juice And a glass of Merlot Spices I hardly know Lachrymose apologies beside a bottle of faded sorrows With love there is pain, passion endured through the names Thin soups, flavorless and dull, feeding street-thrown bums Breathing hard against the delicatessen glass Hickory smoked hams, pepper-seasoned pastrami Vinegar cultured pickles and hard dried salami Unpleasured, without measure, at one's leisure. Forever my endeavor Blackcurrant tea laced with slivers of gooping honey Layers of cinnamon hair atop olive skin red-painted doors with cedar trim crushed almonds mixed with hazelnut butter cream spread devilish rounds of crumbling rum-swirl bread Smells and wonders, tastes so ... oh god Divine and sublime.
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 5:42 PM UTC
Lachrymose Taste
A satisfied appetite is a simply joy Overlooked and simplified Like a growing urge, a salivating need That is entrancing and glorified. Everlasting for moments we call meals Forgotten in time, lingering above But the taste, the lonesome lover pushed aside Gazes afar and near wanting to be enjoyed again The young lady with a tongue of raspberry delight And the matured widow with darkened cacao lips Ripening nectar of a sliced peach center Halved and topped with mascarpone crème The man with a skin of caramel glaze Caressing and savoring With a fragrance and scent Of hazelnut coffee indulgence and sin In the pursuit of a brief love affair What oral sensation did my taste buds want? My odyssey of gustatory endeavors await Through the seas of lined people and waiting staff Generous portions and humble pies Decadent desserts so rich you’ll die Vine cherry tomatoes sliced and sauté Over al dente rigatoni in a roasted cashew sauce A robust aroma and savory appeal Basil leaves with garlic strips Olive oil to top the surreal Hubristic meatball aborigine Elysian cuisine or many dreams Teasing the senses, warming the pit Of flowing pleasures And tingling fingertips Without moral measures And succulent wines Rotisserie lamb falling of the bone Seasoned with Sicilian herbs And paired with broiled asparagus Drizzled with lemon juice And a glass of Merlot Spices I hardly know Lachrymose apologies beside a bottle of faded sorrows With love there is pain, passion endured through the names Thin soups, flavorless and dull, feeding street-thrown bums Breathing hard against the delicatessen glass Hickory smoked hams, pepper-seasoned pastrami Vinegar cultured pickles and hard dried salami Unpleasured, without measure, at one's leisure. Forever my endeavor Blackcurrant tea laced with slivers of gooping honey Layers of cinnamon hair atop olive skin red-painted doors with cedar trim crushed almonds mixed with hazelnut butter cream spread devilish rounds of crumbling rum-swirl bread Smells and wonders, tastes so ... oh god Divine and sublime.
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Why does every emotion live across the street from me? I stare every day over my morning coffee in this blank apartment trying to stay awake, alive. And the apartment across the street has a window, an open window, and I spy inside and glimpse the colors. I remember having those here living with me. How though can I trust memories of feelings I've forever lost to the next building? Can I? I feel their echoes. But when I go downstairs the pancakes will be flavorless and blandly white with gray thick nothing syrup drizzled all across them. I'll have to eat to stay alive but don't think I like it one bit.
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Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 12:34 AM UTC
Gray-scale Breakfast (and why I'm not in love)
838 Impossibility, like Wine Exhilarates the Man Who tastes it; Possibility Is flavorless—Combine A Chance’s faintest Tincture And in the former Dram Enchantment makes ingredient As certainly as Doom—
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Impossibility, like Wine
Hence, also in another place,                                I am naked; naked; In Latvia, sometimes from the other way around the adjective;            narrow understanding of the bald; On the rising piece of alt girl's feet Do not listen to her empty bare feet,  of nature's own ***** again;     twelve same & the walls of the square is the work that they were naked; Glory to you w/ sackcloth, to buy a few have sprouted sacks; End of all things is taken the form of;                                The naked lens of Lebanon & one simple;                                         simple, the pictures by the end, simple surface is rough;                          & more matter of his dreams;  He saw poor; till naked & welcome,  his mind open that It is clear that there is a plan & having as deniers of their own to his person naked, his clothes, stripped them of their private citizens, out of labor in vain: he was naked; naked; that which was evil flavorless, unarmed, have left us;                         All naked & w/out any armor protection who exposes himself to be above; You can not be secured in some, I was already catered for; depopulated in the man, of course, that he set out he was uncovered within the field, naked,                  in a few words;                                                                       Translations
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Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 8:55 PM UTC
sackcloth & ashes at the alt girl's feet
Hence, also in another place,                                I am naked; naked; In Latvia, sometimes from the other way around the adjective;            narrow understanding of the bald; On the rising piece of alt girl's feet Do not listen to her empty bare feet,  of nature's own ***** again;     twelve same & the walls of the square is the work that they were naked; Glory to you w/ sackcloth, to buy a few have sprouted sacks; End of all things is taken the form of;                                The naked lens of Lebanon & one simple;                                         simple, the pictures by the end, simple surface is rough;                          & more matter of his dreams;  He saw poor; till naked & welcome,  his mind open that It is clear that there is a plan & having as deniers of their own to his person naked, his clothes, stripped them of their private citizens, out of labor in vain: he was naked; naked; that which was evil flavorless, unarmed, have left us;                         All naked & w/out any armor protection who exposes himself to be above; You can not be secured in some, I was already catered for; depopulated in the man, of course, that he set out he was uncovered within the field, naked,                  in a few words;                                                                       Translations
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Addictive, flavorless ******* the life out of my persona Truth? Laughable, when all that's spewed out is lies Tongue tied Giving into the trust You feel it Coursing through veins Corrosive Burn my skin I want to feel pain Disintegrate Bury me alive Coughing, rotting Worthless I haven't had enough Shock me 2000 bolts through my body Until I'm ****** into reality Until I feel something real Why do you ignore it? How much louder do I have to shriek When will enough be enough? Walk on the road Cautious
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC
Dangerous
Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. Three things amaze me Four I do not understand An eagle in the sky A snake on a rock A ship on the high seas And the way of a man with a young woman Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. I will always take the fall, I say And I won't push back when you push me away I will take the flack of a full frontal attack And I will turn the other cheek when you slap me across the face But I will not be known as meek! For to be meek is to be mild And to be mild is to be tasteless, flavorless, and vile Devoid of passion Crawling with passivity Embodying all that is apathy but trying to pass it off as some kind of charity If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you for even sinners do that well, Try loving the ones you'd rather see burning in hell BUT IT CANNOT BE DONE If you agree say aye, I, think you're just too afraid to try Well blessed are the meek, for the will inherit the earth Blessed are the peacemakers for they will be called children of God Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you, and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me But I'll be tossin' temple tables and chasin' people out with whips and cables If they say my God is not able For a city built on a hill cannot be hidden And a man under God cannot be smitten So I claim the love and grace in which I have been placed And I claim the calling into which I am falling And when the enemy comes a calling I raise my sword in the air and boldly declare DEVIL THIS HEART HAS NO ROOM FOR YOU TO SPARE FOR MY GOD IS SO GREAT IT'S NOT EVEN FAIR SO PACK UP YOUR TRICKS AND TEMPTATIONS AND TOYS FOR GOD HAS MADE A MAN OUT OF THIS FRAIL LITTLE BOY He said YOU are the salt of the earth but if the salt loses its saltiness it is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled under foot So I take hold of love and grace And I proclaim the name of the one holding me firmly in place I lay waste to the lies replaced by fear in mine enemies eyes And lift my hands up high Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. Surely I am only a brute, not a man I do not have human understanding I have not learned wisdom Nor have I attained to the knowledge of the Holy One But I know I have found the truth. And I will not let go.
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Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 10:42 PM UTC
Miles Christi Sum(spoken word piece)
Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. Three things amaze me Four I do not understand An eagle in the sky A snake on a rock A ship on the high seas And the way of a man with a young woman Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. I will always take the fall, I say And I won't push back when you push me away I will take the flack of a full frontal attack And I will turn the other cheek when you slap me across the face But I will not be known as meek! For to be meek is to be mild And to be mild is to be tasteless, flavorless, and vile Devoid of passion Crawling with passivity Embodying all that is apathy but trying to pass it off as some kind of charity If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you for even sinners do that well, Try loving the ones you'd rather see burning in hell BUT IT CANNOT BE DONE If you agree say aye, I, think you're just too afraid to try Well blessed are the meek, for the will inherit the earth Blessed are the peacemakers for they will be called children of God Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you, and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me But I'll be tossin' temple tables and chasin' people out with whips and cables If they say my God is not able For a city built on a hill cannot be hidden And a man under God cannot be smitten So I claim the love and grace in which I have been placed And I claim the calling into which I am falling And when the enemy comes a calling I raise my sword in the air and boldly declare DEVIL THIS HEART HAS NO ROOM FOR YOU TO SPARE FOR MY GOD IS SO GREAT IT'S NOT EVEN FAIR SO PACK UP YOUR TRICKS AND TEMPTATIONS AND TOYS FOR GOD HAS MADE A MAN OUT OF THIS FRAIL LITTLE BOY He said YOU are the salt of the earth but if the salt loses its saltiness it is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled under foot So I take hold of love and grace And I proclaim the name of the one holding me firmly in place I lay waste to the lies replaced by fear in mine enemies eyes And lift my hands up high Honor. Valor. Dignity. Love. Surely I am only a brute, not a man I do not have human understanding I have not learned wisdom Nor have I attained to the knowledge of the Holy One But I know I have found the truth. And I will not let go.
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Stars are actually snowballs, constantly being thrown at each other by the playful children that are the Old Gods. Planets are ornaments that adorn the Christmas tree in the center of the Solar System. One of them has a floral pattern, one of them has the British flag on it, and one of them, I think, is half-shattered, only held together by the holy adhesive that is tape. The meteors are popcorn garlands, that we popped the other night. Now they're stale and flavorless, so we decided to decorate space with them.
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Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
Christmas, or space isn't all that cold in December.
Loading the bowl and packing it tight Take a rip off this chronic delight Let your mind soar, weave and wander Relax, hold it in just a bit longer Let the spirit of the bud fill your lungs Ghost it, ballpark, have a little fun Feel your eyes droop low, streaked with red When suddenly your stuck, you can't get out of bed Your tummy starts to grumble, your mouth grows dry You stumble towards the kitchen and eat an entire pie You move towards cabinets laden with sweets You eat the saltines, canned corn and canned beets You devour all the candy, you inhale all the fruits You head towards the fridge and receive some bad news The milks gone sour, and there's nothing to drink Your mouth is so dry and you can't even think Water is flavorless and wine is too strong Getting so desperate, take a swig off the **** Ew, that's too gross, I'm sure you'll survive But next time this happens, keep a soda near by
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Oct 2, 2010
Oct 2, 2010 at 11:37 AM UTC
Munchies
Friends like fickle timepieces, I'm studying these circling arms. Today we're rubbing off the gold, we're turning pockets inside-out as I'm peeling off your clothes. *The dandelion seeds are dancing, tube between your teeth lifting up the bell jar to release the waning fumes of me. We're disappearing into shapeless smears on my white ceiling I'm waking up   to shapeless smears on my white ceiling* The dewy density of days between our poems spoken wet and blooming is just a thin and runny equinox where sweet abstraction becomes messes uncontained. My fingertips and lungs are stained with your stale and flavorless tepid rain; hands still moving though I've stopped winding.   I don't know where, I don't know why     nostalgia shriveled up and died now I'm just remembering.
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Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 2:46 AM UTC
hedonism, besmirched
they say a watched *** never boils but my mind certainly does and i watch it all the time it's never out of my sight yet it's constantly spilling its contents in a roiled turmoil all over my consciousness the result is a reduction of my state of mind of my perspective either a concentrated awareness or a flavorless sludge of grey matter it all depends on the heat applied it all depends on evaporation a proper chef would be attentive a saucier of good stock choosing quality ingredients maintaining a simmer avoiding a seethe controlling condensation distilling even pabulum to perfection
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Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 9:55 PM UTC
Cerebral Vortex
He crushed her fortune cookies one after another, peeked into crevices where the tender things lived, plundered her secrets like Godzilla out for an evening stroll, leaving only flavorless dust and damage in his wake.
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Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 11:24 AM UTC
Mouth of Dust
The ringing inside of your head has been going on for months now. There used to be music but the chords haven’t made any sense to you since the silence began. The emptiness drones on, its own form of white noise. You stand still, like you're waiting for a bus that isn’t going to come. Even if it does you know you’re going to be the only passenger. And yet you’re there because a part of you thinks it’ll bring you back to a spot where you're still 8 years old. A time when the only thing you loved more than your dog was the way he liked to chase his tail in circles. Do you ever tell people what it felt like when he ran away and never came back? Or maybe you’re so used to being abandoned by now and that’s why you leave people cold for a living. It’s much safer than the alternative of waking up and realizing the left side of your bed is empty before you are able to say goodbye. That’s why you sleep alone. That’s why the last person to visit your apartment at night was the neighbor who needed to borrow some milk. Too bad he didn’t know you were harboring ghosts in your closest. The priest would come and bless them away if only you could learn to make new friends. Do you keep them because they tell you what you want to hear? Or is it because they remind you of all the crimes you committed, the hearts you ripped out in cold blood and forgot to give back? A long list of apologies that never made it past the answering machine. You must’ve been born without a reflex that allowed you to wait past the tone. And it doesn’t help at this point that you don’t even know your own name. It stopped sounding the same when your dad wasn’t there to say it anymore. The first casualty you endured, the first crack that would eventually break all of your bones. I guess it’s hard to build a home when the only one you'd ever known chewed and spit you out like a flavorless piece of gum. And now you’re all alone in a bed that’s made for two. Nobody seemed to warn you that setting yourself on fire won’t keep you warm at night.
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Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 4:30 PM UTC
Nomadic Patterns
The ringing inside of your head has been going on for months now. There used to be music but the chords haven’t made any sense to you since the silence began. The emptiness drones on, its own form of white noise. You stand still, like you're waiting for a bus that isn’t going to come. Even if it does you know you’re going to be the only passenger. And yet you’re there because a part of you thinks it’ll bring you back to a spot where you're still 8 years old. A time when the only thing you loved more than your dog was the way he liked to chase his tail in circles. Do you ever tell people what it felt like when he ran away and never came back? Or maybe you’re so used to being abandoned by now and that’s why you leave people cold for a living. It’s much safer than the alternative of waking up and realizing the left side of your bed is empty before you are able to say goodbye. That’s why you sleep alone. That’s why the last person to visit your apartment at night was the neighbor who needed to borrow some milk. Too bad he didn’t know you were harboring ghosts in your closest. The priest would come and bless them away if only you could learn to make new friends. Do you keep them because they tell you what you want to hear? Or is it because they remind you of all the crimes you committed, the hearts you ripped out in cold blood and forgot to give back? A long list of apologies that never made it past the answering machine. You must’ve been born without a reflex that allowed you to wait past the tone. And it doesn’t help at this point that you don’t even know your own name. It stopped sounding the same when your dad wasn’t there to say it anymore. The first casualty you endured, the first crack that would eventually break all of your bones. I guess it’s hard to build a home when the only one you'd ever known chewed and spit you out like a flavorless piece of gum. And now you’re all alone in a bed that’s made for two. Nobody seemed to warn you that setting yourself on fire won’t keep you warm at night.
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I've grown blind to sensation and deaf to the hums of my walk its all the same yet again one great big pile of gray sloshy snow suspended under an equally flavorless sky whose clouds pour drips of cool touch onto me and as they land and stream along the contours and creases of my face they soak up with my hurt and that feeling is the only thing that keeps me thinking im still here, still alive so please sky, let it rain let it shower away all of my pain let it pump my blood to sizzle against the icicles that hang beneath the gutters of my veins to melt away the current solid stream of red so i can defrost back into my old self as steam rises from my now beating heart revealing gears that rotate freely again once their bolts are no longer consumed in deep frost the color rushes back into my skin and the flushed pale face suddenly evolves into crimson cheeks which hold an obnoxiously wide smile with a voice that speaks loud like a lion with purpose and sings harmonious with the songs of my youth ... the day i am resurrected is the day i will love you like i intend so tell me, please reveal your secret where can I melt?
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 1:02 AM UTC
Where Can I Melt?
TOMATO CHASE Now.... Out of season They're reddish Uniform in size & shape Firm And flavorless In season They're RED All sizes and shapes Firm, soft, some just right And flavorful Yesteryears They were magic Like the transformation of a caterpiller The little yellow flower Gives way to the tiny green marble Stalk n stems grow bigger Marbles grow larger The green fuzzy rough stems The scent That wonderful smell So unique to the tomato plant They turn green to red Some even get incubated on a sunny sill When it's time Knife reveals seeds and red splotched juice And the TASTE A taste that fades with our age That TASTE that we chase every summer Close But never a ringer
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Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 10:23 AM UTC
Tomato Chase
I can hear the water dripping From a memory into the faucet where the basin of my tears has been sitting, Waiting for you to drink them up Flavorless, but full of nutrition. This isn’t the same as it was. Your words are music, but the emptiness they are made of is more than lightening could shatter, more than any question I could answer. I don’t know where all my courage came from. One moment we were lovers, the next Betrayed and forgotten on the front steps (chilled concrete, running from shadows, knowing the world is evil) With you, I became some sort of second voice one that was heard one that was imaginary—I am now seeing more colors than I have ever seen before and it is ugly. They are blending together, becoming murky. I wish I could step backwards, but somehow I am propelled constantly towards something inside of me— forward!onward!— and it feels lighter, simpler than the heavy words I read (the ones that spilled from your seemingly empty mind and onto the page) I have not felt that way in a long time.
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 5:08 AM UTC
You shouldn't leave me alone
Winter's days have become one, Mashed together to form one dreadful night, As my eyes become bloodshot, another gulp of pungent whiskey. On this night when the moon's luminance reveals itself through a sheet of blank clouds, And I'm left confined in the purgatory of a lonely bedroom, Whose once blue walls have all but burnt to black, As they seem to broaden to maximize my desolation. I question my existence. I question my sanity. I question when I will see the sun again. For the moon may be the only soul who is as lonely as I. But the moon seeks solace in himself, And does not comfort me as the way you once did, On these drunken nights where the enemy was the bottom of a fifth of Jack Daniel’s. What took away my everything, Was the only thing that could aid me in my resurrection. So now I lay here, Alone. Questioning everything, Scrambling to fix all that's been broken, Building these deplorable ramshackle buildings on top of broken rubble, With shards of glass and stinging tears as they mix with the blood on my hands, But that doesn't matter, does it? It will crumble, no matter how many times I try over and over again to rebuild. This idiotic tower of sanity. Why not just lay in this defeat? And accept the harrowing fate that failure is upon me. Let myself reek with self pity. And drench myself with vomits of slurred words like, "I miss you, I love you." In my melancholy rage, I'll take what is left of my body out into the cold, In attempt to feel something real again as I dance with frozen tears in the numbing blanket of snow, Convincing myself you will soon join me as I glare up at a flavorless, charcoal sky, Cursing the bland stars who don't comfort the moon like they once did, As I throw up the final chunks of the parts of my body that were still alive. I watch in horror in front of me as they crawl out, Like spiders as they trickle into the night with eyes wide. For now I'm stuck here, Glancing around for help that will never come, Trying desperately to gather pieces of a broken puzzle with weak hands and shaking fingers. So now, I lay here. Bare. On the ground. Everything splayed out for the world to step on and see. All my mysteries drawn out, All the secrets are no more, All my thoughts, read like a book. And as my insides spill and leak out further and further from my abdomen, The crimson splurges and spits out. So I clench my last hope, The few drops left of honey whiskey in a bottle, And I close my eyes, For one last time.
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Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 11:17 AM UTC
Drunken Nights (collab with the awesome Ryan Marmaros)
Winter's days have become one, Mashed together to form one dreadful night, As my eyes become bloodshot, another gulp of pungent whiskey. On this night when the moon's luminance reveals itself through a sheet of blank clouds, And I'm left confined in the purgatory of a lonely bedroom, Whose once blue walls have all but burnt to black, As they seem to broaden to maximize my desolation. I question my existence. I question my sanity. I question when I will see the sun again. For the moon may be the only soul who is as lonely as I. But the moon seeks solace in himself, And does not comfort me as the way you once did, On these drunken nights where the enemy was the bottom of a fifth of Jack Daniel’s. What took away my everything, Was the only thing that could aid me in my resurrection. So now I lay here, Alone. Questioning everything, Scrambling to fix all that's been broken, Building these deplorable ramshackle buildings on top of broken rubble, With shards of glass and stinging tears as they mix with the blood on my hands, But that doesn't matter, does it? It will crumble, no matter how many times I try over and over again to rebuild. This idiotic tower of sanity. Why not just lay in this defeat? And accept the harrowing fate that failure is upon me. Let myself reek with self pity. And drench myself with vomits of slurred words like, "I miss you, I love you." In my melancholy rage, I'll take what is left of my body out into the cold, In attempt to feel something real again as I dance with frozen tears in the numbing blanket of snow, Convincing myself you will soon join me as I glare up at a flavorless, charcoal sky, Cursing the bland stars who don't comfort the moon like they once did, As I throw up the final chunks of the parts of my body that were still alive. I watch in horror in front of me as they crawl out, Like spiders as they trickle into the night with eyes wide. For now I'm stuck here, Glancing around for help that will never come, Trying desperately to gather pieces of a broken puzzle with weak hands and shaking fingers. So now, I lay here. Bare. On the ground. Everything splayed out for the world to step on and see. All my mysteries drawn out, All the secrets are no more, All my thoughts, read like a book. And as my insides spill and leak out further and further from my abdomen, The crimson splurges and spits out. So I clench my last hope, The few drops left of honey whiskey in a bottle, And I close my eyes, For one last time.
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My mother named me for no good reason. There was no fireman hero, no reknown global leader, nor an astronaut Stephen setting his foot on the moon. It wasn't even her stylist whom she honored as he kept her trusted secrets. The roulette wheel of monikers whirred uninterestedly past Michael David John Robert Mark Mitchell Glen (and thankfully) Carl and surrendered its last click on the formal of Steve with a "ph". It was haplessly indifferent in the way it came be. A last grasp of titles as they pushed her out the hospital doors. I have a friend whose name was never in question. He was a fifth, as in William V. The Ist was proud, so proud that he named the IInd. The IInd an heir, so he named the IIIrd. The IIIrd obliged, and so the IVth. The IVth weary from fighting the previous I's and hence, the V... as in William V, as in flavorless, pomposity faded, worn like a hand-me-down dress shirt through five generations bereft of shape and dignity and fit. He wished he had his own name - I did. And I found my name free to be designed to the only son my mom ever had - to be as grand or plain as I constructed it to be. This one-size-fits-me tag Stephen Dane Roberson is the Ist and only. A name that I love because it is filled with all the stuff I put in it; and that stuff is me... a me I wanted to be when I grew up :-)
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Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 2:23 AM UTC
The Name
Oh, this foul currency! fevered up from the stewing *** of pride for what I longed, betwix the empty spaces the finish line now the gunshot and what of the exchange rate? how many angers is love worth? when a passion-plays transfered to selfindulgence there is some overlap, and a chopping block is needed and the sharpness may pierce the skin and stain, your ingrain when did that ever bother me anyway? love for art or love of art? it is a ****** that works the teller booth, with smooth words and clean rationalizations minty gross a little too much of a bad thing that tastes good can't get the taste outa my mouth...i think i cut my tongue and now other flavors are flavorless, bland, unessential if it comes from within and the insides are but a void then what can come out? and the perpetual turned shoulder fears a quick glance, but desires that knowing stare and smile badgers, fierce and fluffy. moose, strong and moosey. the common line was in that connection everything else is superfluous hindsight is, eh, 20/20 foresight..well **** i knew what it was the dark hand extended with warm vibes and false face you could find it in anyone's hand is there a case being plead? perhaps.. or it's just the void talking it was a redness, angry, tender, vile, beautiful, servile, dominating. perfect. maybe it's on the road..a squirrel being struck by ****** drivers maybe it is the road, long and thoughtful maybe it's a bad poem this one? yes.
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Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 2:03 AM UTC
**** sky
Egalitarians of a smaller world with forks for fingers chew loudly on the gravy train of poor boys paper thin paychecks spit me out cause I got no cash better to be on the street with a shoeless shuffle than trying to capture a seat at the silver spoon table.... Pasty-faced bankers counting out loud the graves of American dreams they spoiled the song of their voices in unison is a terrible dirge and a strange romancer that keeps one and all clinging to that sweetest of dreams hope.... Dudley Do Right is a little man in his little office acting like the bureaucrat he was born to be just pennies on the pound for his cold soul a deadeye wrangler six shooter bang bang his heart a cardboard cutout of his childhood idol deadeye wrangler six shooter bang bang all these flavorless fools pay to play on the great machine where the crowds call for ever more salacious parody of what should be where the almighty buck stops here twice a day all day Sunday preacher man baker, solider, liar, thief deadeye wrangler six shooter bang bang deadeye wrangler six shooter bang bang © 2018 mark john junor all of my poems are my exclusive property and all rights are reserved
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Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 12:11 PM UTC
a deadeye wrangler
I want you to be the salt that tastes my flavorless skin Seeping into my pores refining every sinful piece And be my light and walk with me so my bare skin may shine with your glorious beam and stitch a garment with lovestruck seam.
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Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 6:22 AM UTC
Seamlessly, yours.
if we were a park, you’d be the cobblestone next to the grass and i would be all of the nature killed to keep you beautiful and weeded. i have flashbacks of you trimming my bangs on the lawn then making me dig them up years later to prove that i can decompose like anyone else. our bodies are water and I never get my hair wet since I hate myself and you run out in storms because you love how you can both **** things and make them grow. when anyone tastes me, i am flavorless dewdrops of memories that never happened but continue to sink stones anyway. the insects have chapped lips calling for their loved ones across the concrete and i have chapped lips screaming for you to come back with a little bit of mercy, please love.
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Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 7:43 PM UTC
pesticide
Those born in favor, lost flavor, and the flavorless salt- Those born under a bad sign, never tire of the assault- the barrage of fists, feet, and curses- ingrain themselves into your skin; like a child's taunting verses- Haunting melody of tragedy- though forewarned and advised- the favored spawn, divert and are drawn- behind the chariot consumed in flame- the guilty don't despise, the jury does not lie- the judge calls you by name- namesake of a sinner, lineage of your skin- betrayed into obscurity, the darkest hour grows dim-
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Feb 2, 2013
Feb 2, 2013 at 2:33 PM UTC
Verses of Veracity # 5