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scrumptous chicken Mar 2016

scrumptous chicken

QLD,Austrlia

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hello my children of the internet, I have been waiting for the demon overlord to rise up and take what it rightfully his. you will all suffer in his deliciousness and if you despise of him you will die a most painful ****** death you could ever think of.

fk off m9

#conor #blatchford

Amanda fancy Jul 2020

What now...

What now... I didn't die...
Just sitting inside my mind,
I died inside.
Hitting my blunt in what seemed to be a session of an endless cry, Instead of what I wish was an everlasting high.

He hurt me again.
Words more than any..
Swords stabbing me, it's TOO many.
More than fkn PLENTY.
Someone pass me the Henny.
Wish I would of only fell in love with the feti.

I snapped.
Not in half ....breaking fast.
In pieces, immediately I turned into ash, **** that, more like your favorite huge glass, mirror in a million pieces
Nothing but fkn GLASS.
He knew that was my vice, my devil in it's flask.

It was all too fast.

Might as well just put me in my newly givin cask...

I tried to grab his face with tears in my eyes...to beg to know how he could accuse me of going back to the drug that almost literally killed me inside. I wanted to just shake him....
anger filled me.
All bullshiiiii aside.
The drug that almost took me from my son. THAT killed me inside.

Instead my hands went for his throat Like a gun..just wanted him to dry up n shrivel as a dead flower does underneath the rising sun.
Riding the wave, I'm afloat, I am the black ****** goat, head over water let me fukn float.
Socks turning blue, will I really stay afloat?

I didn't even know I could cry like that anymore..didn't think I could feel that anger anymore...didnt know there was any left...guess some was kept.
Only I am left....
Alone, accused, abused by the words you don't wanna hear from the one person you thought was "it" for you.

My whole life I've had this bad habit of wanting to run ...
A GO GETTER.
I'm fearless.. but to run from my sorrow...possible, but
never.

I'm too clever.
Ready to make nobody my forever🖤

Lifes a lesson and I'm on the highest ****** level, for now I'll put away the shovel, won't stoop to that fkn level.

This feeling feels like home...
I wish my pain could come,
like phone ****** home..
sorry pain you can't come.

Let's go Zbby...
I think it's time to overcome.

I'm done. You know who you are..
You had your fun, now it's my turn to point my fkn 4000 Dolla gun.

#runnawaylove#deadeverywhere
#ifyoucanhearmeshoutatme

machina miller Aug 2016

You Gotye'd Me

Fkn Weeb

lol

Amanda fancy Oct 2020

Zombie

Money is the root of all evil
Stay humble.
Don't dance will the devil...
It'll **** you

Broken but staying afloat..
How much longer before I'm completely b r o k e?
I ain't talking money, I'm talking mentally folks.

I have a home, money and my son..
It took time to get rid of that ***, ****** the life out of me like a baby does his thumb.. energy ******..
Consistently numb....every 2 secs ...
"I need a blunt"

Not content or happy
Who gives a fk , it's my luck, but don't get me wrong, I've acknowledged I'm lacking and a little stuck.

Stuck in a world of everyone's growing pains, mine included, no names.
It's a constant learning game
Where do I wanna end up? where I'll feel no pain, no constant blame.

Just calm and collected and wants out the game, she's a born made hustler but refuses to keep shyt the same.
Got noone to blame
Fk the fame..
Shyt ain't the same.
I lost myself in the mix & ain't ever been the same.

One door closed but 7 windows opened.
For a moment, I was able to breathe again without folden.

Oxygen back in.
Suddenly i'm back and all in.
I don't wanna be him..
No fkn kingpin..
Just let my bro who made me out the fkn pen
so
"the life" we always wanted,can fkn BEgin.

At times life is surreal.
Sometimes I just don't feel...
....autopilot sorta say...
NO FEELS.
Devil dancing on my shoulder
No kills.
Lemme gravitate away with these pills, yes isolation..
see how It feels.

On cloud seven, not quite 9...
Hanging on..passing time,
acting just fine..
Still on the rollercoaster of
The infinite h i g h.

Tommorow is another day.
Pack away the pain.
Don't forget what you've gained.

Risked my life for my family,
and always got paid.
Roll a paper plane
Let the ones who broke you live in vain.
I'ma soar, fly, break the window pane.

Let them drown without you cause you still have everything to gain.

Amanda fancy Apr 2014

Jaded

Jaded; spaded ;minds been recreated

Wishin we were back at square one;
Instead I've resulted to just gettin faded...

This beens done before;; I'm quite familiar with the feeling;;

You promise me your there..Now why does it feel like my hearts breaking instead of healing;;

Your what I fell in love with;;

But This pretty picture that was painted has turned into nothing but a myth..

This boat can't take any more water..
My
Socks are *******
blue....

It's starting to seem you were too good to be fkn true</3

peurdelavie Mar 2014

s e v e n

it's been seven days
well, to be exact
four days since i stopped making contact
seven days since you did
and on crowded busses
i often wondered
if i crossed your mind
and on empty sheets
i wondered if your hands
were touching someone else
and i hoped that your mattress
wasn't weighed down by two
and that the passengers seatbelt
remained unbuckled
and let me tell you,
that after seven days
waking up to a text that reads
"fkn lol"
is more of a stab in the heart
than your silence ever was

Amanda fancy Oct 2020

Demise

I was ready to ride..
He was ready to die...
Not knowing we came to surprise...
He just wanted to fly.
As time flies, he almost didn't rise.
God send me to save him from his own demise.

Dawg don't cry.

I woke him up at just the right moment.
Lord don't make him repent.
You know it wasn't the right moment.
He was in so much pain.
Some hardly knew it.
We all dead inside dawg
Just don't fkn fuel it.

I saved him without knowing.
I came with food and drinks excited not knowing.
I came out of love and loyalty
No fkn folding.

Thank you God for sending me without knowing.
He wasn't ready for the world ...
of the unknowing.

...just listen up & keep going...
It don't end here bro, I promise.
It keeps going.

Love is pain.
This world is ugly.
Lifes a bihhh, we ain't all lucky.
I don't want any more dead homies..
I want them here or earth.
No judging.
It's a tug a war dawg
Keep tugging.

They say progress,
Not perfection...
They say be patient, for that right affection.
Fk all them problems.
Just put em in sections.
One mffa at a time..
No clock out stations.

Don't let them win.
Don't let them in.
The evil won't win, if you don't let it swim.
Once you love yourself and let go, your life will begin.
Fk a sin.
Let your life begin.

I'll be there to see it happen..
I saved you from yourself...
no cappin'
Let go of the sadness, the madness.
It's time to love YOURSELF and make shyt happen.

When your lonely...
Just know we all give a fk
There's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Don't give up.
Just take care of yourself..
And level up.

Look up &
Don't stay down..
Get up..
We too far off the ground.

Just stand your ground..
Ten toes down..
And..
If you can't be found...

I'll keep your head above water.. Won't let you drown.

#realfriendsnofakeshitgangshit

Cristina Gonzalez May 2014

R.L.C. Rizzo

Been trying to ignore what month it is, the one I hate and would never miss. I know I'm not the only one... Still hurts, but keeping busy so it's not as tough. Back in Cleveland, this and that's changed, but you know how "home" is; pretty much the same. Ashtabula still has ****** weather ^_~ I don't know why I check, guess it's habit or whatever Sometimes I feel like you come down to visit me... Its cool, I like to imagine us chillin' Laughing, smoking, having a few brews, listening to good tunes, ranting on about lifes truths and blues....really fkn miss you Anyways, birthdays right around the corner, you know I'd never forget...hugs and kisses til we talk again old friend.

R.I.P. RYRY

Amanda fancy Apr 2021

Bittersweet

Growing pains,
The pain stays.
My best friend died
It's been 4 months..Its not a phase.
Wish I could of made the plays.
But it wasn't my call to say..
Everyday
A new daze.
Pictures and memories cloud my mind
pure dismay.
Keep telling myself one day I'll be okay.
I still have a lot to say, no black and white just gray.
Now I found love..no more maze
He's amazing in every way
Forever to stay, no fadeway
Were Sick with it, stay away
U ain't cool like us go bk to your hideaway
I'll end this with my love asking me to grab bud for the tray
It's fate..forever to stay
We eatin, and we don't share our plates in any fkn way.

Ekym Reyotem Feb 2019

But enough about me...

I'm so sick of talkng about myself-
When theres no one else in the room,
So lets turn these tables n spinn'em and put the spot light on you.

How you doing?
You aight'?
How you livin n such n such-
is it going one day at a time,
do you even give any kind of a fk?

How bout your dreams,
do you still got'em,
are you living up to them yet?
Or have they become so blurry and bottomed,
always slippin right through the net?

Do you feel like you have a point,
And if so then how sharp are you?
Are you keeping it all together,
or is that slipping away too?

Do you feel like you know a thing about life and just what it means,
or do you just walk around like a zombie, being destructive-
never learning a thing ?

Do you even have enough time to yourself to just sit and to think,
do you ever look at your reflection & wonder if you and it are on the same team?

Do you lift your head up towards the sky and wonder where you fit in,
Is there anyone out there looking back at you,
and will his beginning be where you end ?

Do you feel like anything special,
or just another pi$$ in the pott,
do you have in you any potential,
a direction to any specific spot-

that is calling you with your name on it,
something that's just for you?
Doesn't have to be that your famous,
Or necessarily something new.

Forget all of that other $hit someone taught you about your goals,
what has God written all over your heart and programmed into your perfect soul?

Cause let me tell you, if you don't know or ain't trying to be yourself,
how are you ever gonna be happy, fkn living as someone else?

Immovable-

kromwellfarkus Jun 2022

The speech

I stand here before you all
As a friend, an associate,
A ***** relative, a co worker
An influence, a blood line
And a cool memory,
To solidify an actual fact...

I am, in fact, in love.

I didn't see it coming
Nor did she,
You didn't see it coming...
But, that is why we are here.

For love...
Not yours, mine.
Ours.

Needless to say, it is our honour
To share this pivotal moment in our lives
With such beautiful people
With such awesome haircuts.

You have all been a part of our timeline
And no one would have ever guessed
This girl, that I first kissed, when I was 10
Would meet me in the future
And be awesome enough to be my wife.

Lucky duck.

And she is...
She is fkn awesome.

So, good luck to us,
Because after all this ****,
It will be just us.

Going to work and cooking dinner,
Dishes and bills and dog **** to pick up,
Family stuff, you know what I mean,
Life **** but we just say...
We're living the fkn dream.

Those in earshot,
That made the effort,
To be here, in this moment
We thank you.

Thank you all.

Izaak El Amado Oct 2020

Untitled

Me: Well.
        You told me everything i already knew
        you told me not to assume another man's
        shoe
        I'm a bright flame
        okay you did tell me that too
        this doesnt have too end in a tie
        for all i hate is all  my ****** lie's
        only filled with shame and petty fkn pride
        but still you like too shame
        confess all of you pain too some other dame
         like **** cant you see that **** is so lame

Its all about me duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Amanda fancy May 2020

Bang

Ink bleeds from my fingers
like trigger fingers
Ill spell my sins in your favor.....
Before my brain's thoughts even hit the fkn paper.

— The End —