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"firecracker" poems
It's elementary, my dear This bittersweet affection that I feel From one boy to the next I grew Ladder rungs of broken hearts First grade Blonde hair and disarming smile Recess games and hallway passes A note in a diary and minutes spent giggling Never talking, always watching Fourth grade Glasses frame of brown hair and thin shoulders Curious enigma to come and go A bit more literate diary entrees One year of crossed legs and shy smiles Fifth grade A growing tree of lean muscle and blue eyes Short brown hair and a charming grin Side by side on a rubber track Gray skies and sweet goodbyes A bright dance floor and a shattered heart Miserable nights and heartbreak songs Seventh grade Long dark hair and chocolate eyes This spring has brought a strange surprise Wiry muscle and soft cheeks Once admired, then adored An ongoing thrum of sweet affection Sidelong glances and gym class stares New discoveries and quiet realization Girl can love girl Tenth grade A firecracker packed with mysterious boys And an enigmatic girl A bomb in the summer sky Spelling new names, new faces, new hearts A whisper of 'I love you' at long last returned Names carved on my ribs and pulling my lips A tightened chest never felt so good
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 9:53 PM UTC
Crush
1. He lights another mortar and the dog runs after it barking and trying to bite it he grabs it's back leg as the sky lights up since he had barely thought to look over and the words around here don't reach his mind his ears defective as they are. He says something with his hands something foreign to me but six people watching laugh and so do I. 2. His wife sits with her sons her stomach wide with their third another boy she's gotten so used to talking with her hands that her voice is rusty and her vocabulary limited but she's here as much as the rest sitting and laughing and having a good time. 3. The owner of the house sits off the side in the nicest lawn chair here a cup in her hand we've quit counting how many drinks she's had but she only drinks a couple days a year and nobody is giving her any problems and she seems to be able to be her normal self. She had been questioning me earlier today seeing if I was really a good guy testing whether she'd have to sit at the table with a shotgun every time I spent any time with her niece. 4. Her husband is launching his own collection of mortars off with his brother while her brother-in-law hands the teens the novelties I launch off a dozen flowers and a few spinny things. She occasionally breaks her fingers away from mine to launch off a flower, smokebomb or firecracker and occasionally runs over to poke-chop her uncle who keeps talking to the fireworks. She always comes back and we'll wander by her mom and stepdad (the latter always throws in some sort of comment so we act careful around him) and over to her cousins or toward her aunt and roommate. Occasionally we'll have to get something from the house and we sneak three kisses but we mostly just stay in each others arms keeping each other warm in the almost warm 4th of July night our hands both entwined one of our heads always on the others shoulder and in all the craziness all the family drama everything is perfect and she's smiling so hard her cheeks keep hurting and she keeps telling me how little sleep she's gonna get and I tell her I ain't gonna be able to sleep at all
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 4:21 AM UTC
Fireworks
1. He lights another mortar and the dog runs after it barking and trying to bite it he grabs it's back leg as the sky lights up since he had barely thought to look over and the words around here don't reach his mind his ears defective as they are. He says something with his hands something foreign to me but six people watching laugh and so do I. 2. His wife sits with her sons her stomach wide with their third another boy she's gotten so used to talking with her hands that her voice is rusty and her vocabulary limited but she's here as much as the rest sitting and laughing and having a good time. 3. The owner of the house sits off the side in the nicest lawn chair here a cup in her hand we've quit counting how many drinks she's had but she only drinks a couple days a year and nobody is giving her any problems and she seems to be able to be her normal self. She had been questioning me earlier today seeing if I was really a good guy testing whether she'd have to sit at the table with a shotgun every time I spent any time with her niece. 4. Her husband is launching his own collection of mortars off with his brother while her brother-in-law hands the teens the novelties I launch off a dozen flowers and a few spinny things. She occasionally breaks her fingers away from mine to launch off a flower, smokebomb or firecracker and occasionally runs over to poke-chop her uncle who keeps talking to the fireworks. She always comes back and we'll wander by her mom and stepdad (the latter always throws in some sort of comment so we act careful around him) and over to her cousins or toward her aunt and roommate. Occasionally we'll have to get something from the house and we sneak three kisses but we mostly just stay in each others arms keeping each other warm in the almost warm 4th of July night our hands both entwined one of our heads always on the others shoulder and in all the craziness all the family drama everything is perfect and she's smiling so hard her cheeks keep hurting and she keeps telling me how little sleep she's gonna get and I tell her I ain't gonna be able to sleep at all
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they say you're terrifying scorpio I think you're stagnant and not in the mouldy water way you're a mountain always there looming above they say you're intense scorpio and i know you love intensely and hate intensely and find nothing in between you're ongoing and everything pulling the world towards you you're not mine scorpio and I don't know if I want you to be but I think we'd work born with the moon in scorpio I was and i'm a little bit you and i'm not sure if it's that or that i'm a little bit not you that makes this a fire ******* You're definitely a fire scorpio even though they say you're water I'm an air sign even though I know i'm earth I guess in another world you'd set fire to me but in this world I'm only rippling your surface bubbling up to the top of you and you can't bother to set me alight it's okay though we're a firecracker either way
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 4:40 AM UTC
born with the moon in scorpio
Peach salsa Has that tangy taste Between sweet and spicy Burning tongues naughtily but nicely. Peach salsa Is the quiet librarian of dips Unassuming until the bun comes undone And blink of an eye she’s a firecracker in bed. Peach salsa Tastes a lot like you And our Sunday afternoons Experiments with papaya and pineapples Tossed in with tomatoes and crying onions The perfect recipe for a little change and a lot of disaster.
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 2:32 PM UTC
Peach Salsa
Ballerina stance leaner porcelain poised demeanor lined up for a chance at that old 500 gram repeater. Yeah, a little firecracker, a little fire eater. Twiggy figure, ****** fire dome where her little wires teeter. Excellent muse material my ***** optics viewed ethereal Beauty, and she knew it. Arrogance. Noted, duly. Pittsburgh's resident fire ant, with a grace to match her face And a whole crew of troglodytes racing to get a taste So thanks Angela Chase; I prefer the fantasy too. And thanks to you my chickens won't be sleeping easy in their coup. Loop Jabberwocky with Calligraphy and dabbled in polygamy. purpose: ****** cyst bubbles to the surface. Misinterpret the tongue touching and hand clutching, you were baby girlie thumb-sucking But thought more than twice about it when it came to dumb-fucking. Pretty face: check Depression: not yet Appreciating phonemes, but still a nervous wreck false carrot tops to bed, awkward with the ***** work. Near waif redhead. Pittsburgh Boys. the city lurks It's been a minute since the girl scouts got at me, I bought it. Hop in the DeLorean tell Lauren that I'm off it.
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Mar 16, 2010
Mar 16, 2010 at 2:47 PM UTC
Security Breach at The Hen House
My kryptonite? That's a good question. I'm no superhero, no, my limbs too fragile for any crime fighting, any dark lighting of the night, I can't be a Batgirl. But everyone still has a kryptonite. I jokingly tell people ice cream, or inappropriate musicals, or turtles, or writing. Writing is a good one. I will do a lot for the sake of the written word. But that's not what truly gets to me, what breaks me down every time. Change and love. Changing love. It begins as perfection, as bliss on a stick, like a Firecracker Popsicle, delicious until you get to the part you don't like, or, when you get to the end. All you have left is this disgusting flavor in your mouth or the taste of bark, and neither is pleasant. Everything ends. That's what kills me. That is my kryptonite. Endings. In so many facets, this thing kills me. They are my favorite part of every story, but my least favorite part of my life. They are what I spend the most time constructing in a paper, but they are the thing I avoid the most in reality. I have been taught, in my life, that everyone will leave. There's abandonment sewn into my heart that I'm not sure can ever be erased because, unfortunately for me, its always been true. Almost everyone has left me, and I can't help but assume the rest will leave too, until I am alone. That's what I love about writing. When you write, there's characters, a new world, a new life. You're never alone, and you're never yourself. When you despise who you are so much, its a dream to try on a different coat and live another life, even if its for only a few minutes. Another flaw of mine; getting off track. We began on kryptonite, and then I turned it into a tale about the wonders of writing. Typical Grace, distracted about words. Words, words, words, but are they real? They're real to me, so I guess that's all that matters. I guess it all circles back to my original kryptonite. Love. I love too much and get hurt too easily. Its the struggle of my disorder and the folly of my far too large heart, far too large for my little body. Sometimes I wonder if my entire body is one larger, misshapen heart ***** I fully realize the heart is not where emotion comes from, but I'm certainly not all brain. Heart is the only ***** that makes sense. so strong, so vital, but so breakable. Maybe that's why they call it falling in love, because even Superman can't fly away from it. Its kryptonite.
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Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 3:59 PM UTC
Kryptonite
My kryptonite? That's a good question. I'm no superhero, no, my limbs too fragile for any crime fighting, any dark lighting of the night, I can't be a Batgirl. But everyone still has a kryptonite. I jokingly tell people ice cream, or inappropriate musicals, or turtles, or writing. Writing is a good one. I will do a lot for the sake of the written word. But that's not what truly gets to me, what breaks me down every time. Change and love. Changing love. It begins as perfection, as bliss on a stick, like a Firecracker Popsicle, delicious until you get to the part you don't like, or, when you get to the end. All you have left is this disgusting flavor in your mouth or the taste of bark, and neither is pleasant. Everything ends. That's what kills me. That is my kryptonite. Endings. In so many facets, this thing kills me. They are my favorite part of every story, but my least favorite part of my life. They are what I spend the most time constructing in a paper, but they are the thing I avoid the most in reality. I have been taught, in my life, that everyone will leave. There's abandonment sewn into my heart that I'm not sure can ever be erased because, unfortunately for me, its always been true. Almost everyone has left me, and I can't help but assume the rest will leave too, until I am alone. That's what I love about writing. When you write, there's characters, a new world, a new life. You're never alone, and you're never yourself. When you despise who you are so much, its a dream to try on a different coat and live another life, even if its for only a few minutes. Another flaw of mine; getting off track. We began on kryptonite, and then I turned it into a tale about the wonders of writing. Typical Grace, distracted about words. Words, words, words, but are they real? They're real to me, so I guess that's all that matters. I guess it all circles back to my original kryptonite. Love. I love too much and get hurt too easily. Its the struggle of my disorder and the folly of my far too large heart, far too large for my little body. Sometimes I wonder if my entire body is one larger, misshapen heart ***** I fully realize the heart is not where emotion comes from, but I'm certainly not all brain. Heart is the only ***** that makes sense. so strong, so vital, but so breakable. Maybe that's why they call it falling in love, because even Superman can't fly away from it. Its kryptonite.
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Marissa Ann was a firecracker of a little girl. For her, there was no fence too tall to climb, no bully too mean to face, no street too busy to cross. She was all tangled hair and toothy grins. And she'd yank the book right out of my hands and say, "Gabrielle, we have more important things to do than read." In the jungle of our lives, Marissa was a lioness, queen of the pride. I was a mouse not indigenous to these parts of the second grade. The world was a terrifying place, and I had no problem cowering in the corner, knee-deep in a pile of Nancy Drew. I tried to stay huddled behind my words, drowning in the ink, attempting to let the pages be my armor. Marissa would not let me. When I allowed bookshelves to be my shields, she came guns blazing, and kicked them all down, then stood me back up on my feet. She'd grab my hand and pull me head first toward adventure. Marissa was tough, and everyone knew it. There was not a soul alive brave enough to pick on Marissa Ann. But me? I was an easy target. The other girls said I was "weird" with my enormous wire frames resting atop full cheeks, and my frayed jeans, a glowing reminder of my mother's lack of wealth. I heard the whispers on the playground about the chubby girl who read, (can you believe it?), chapter books. Brianna was a demon of a child. She'd bat her pretty little eyelashes and everyone would melt. She had the entire second grade class wrapped around her tiny little finger. She'd corner me on the soccer field and do everything she could to remind me that I was different. But one day at recess, she was nowhere to be found, until I made my way through winding halls, back to the warmth of our classroom. There sat Marissa with a devilish glint in her eye, waving me over to sit in the desk beside her. Behind us, a sniffling Brianna, looking forlornly at the teardrop stains on her pink lace skirt, her mouth pulled tight into a perfect straight line. I looked back at Marissa with a curious glance, then intertwined her hand with my own. The sound of stifled sobs behind us and the warmth of her skin on mine sealing an unspoken vow between two girls with puzzle piece fingertips that only fit each other.
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Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
The Many Adventures of Supergirl (and her dorky bookworm sidekick)
Marissa Ann was a firecracker of a little girl. For her, there was no fence too tall to climb, no bully too mean to face, no street too busy to cross. She was all tangled hair and toothy grins. And she'd yank the book right out of my hands and say, "Gabrielle, we have more important things to do than read." In the jungle of our lives, Marissa was a lioness, queen of the pride. I was a mouse not indigenous to these parts of the second grade. The world was a terrifying place, and I had no problem cowering in the corner, knee-deep in a pile of Nancy Drew. I tried to stay huddled behind my words, drowning in the ink, attempting to let the pages be my armor. Marissa would not let me. When I allowed bookshelves to be my shields, she came guns blazing, and kicked them all down, then stood me back up on my feet. She'd grab my hand and pull me head first toward adventure. Marissa was tough, and everyone knew it. There was not a soul alive brave enough to pick on Marissa Ann. But me? I was an easy target. The other girls said I was "weird" with my enormous wire frames resting atop full cheeks, and my frayed jeans, a glowing reminder of my mother's lack of wealth. I heard the whispers on the playground about the chubby girl who read, (can you believe it?), chapter books. Brianna was a demon of a child. She'd bat her pretty little eyelashes and everyone would melt. She had the entire second grade class wrapped around her tiny little finger. She'd corner me on the soccer field and do everything she could to remind me that I was different. But one day at recess, she was nowhere to be found, until I made my way through winding halls, back to the warmth of our classroom. There sat Marissa with a devilish glint in her eye, waving me over to sit in the desk beside her. Behind us, a sniffling Brianna, looking forlornly at the teardrop stains on her pink lace skirt, her mouth pulled tight into a perfect straight line. I looked back at Marissa with a curious glance, then intertwined her hand with my own. The sound of stifled sobs behind us and the warmth of her skin on mine sealing an unspoken vow between two girls with puzzle piece fingertips that only fit each other.
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Daisies in hair, freckles in laugh, Summer camp dandelions, Bubbles in the air. Cling like a koala to your back So I can fight off the pirates And the dinosaurs And the giant squid And my mother's meatloaf. Where do teachers go at night? Do they sleep in their classrooms? This caterpillar is my new best friend. But so is this firefly. But not that moth. Roll down hill into mud puddles of chocolate goo. Sing songs and jump on clouds like trampolines. Mouth like an innocent firecracker; 3-2-1 blast off. Kissed and tucked and loved into bed. Dreaming of how good we're going to have it, Not knowing that we already did.
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Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 5:25 PM UTC
Kids
you're drinking, and then you can't control the reaction upon entering the tetragrammaton... one h is for hushed up laughter, for sighs (ah), and then the alter deja vu is a cocktail of: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah, so many, so you can look at it rather than say it... it's a sunny day, go out and play or something... leave me with the anchor of **** humanity dragging us down, or simply basing us in the underwater fudge of mud to a standstill... it's sunny, go out and play, ride a bicycle or something... you know, living 20 odd years in an english society i never had an english girlfriend, i'm told she's a real firecracker fortune-cookie... my hands are cold, i swear by the oath of the old Bailey i never touched her thighs... scouts' honour, cross my fingers and wear woman's underwear with a bowler hat to match my serious demeanour... yep, an Abbey Road's standstill... a fifth beetle chatting cheeky chat chat of a chirp... gurgles of fizz in carbonated wine known as champagne, well that's me... or as the roadrunner said to speedy Gonzales... hark a sayonara when changing the gears to a 100m sprint world record. the Mayan disease? ah right... excess spontaneous laughter, unstoppable like a tide; got chatting to a ms. khan... Genghis' great great... great great great great great... great great granddaughter... a doctor from pakistan... nice english accent gets you all the pleasantries so everything can go to hell... the sleeping pills prescription is waiting... now the sick-note... so i don't crash a plane into the Swiss elevations by "accident" while sitting on an arm-chair of nails while everyone else is farting into cushions. honest to god, the tetragrammaton is like a brick wall for vowels, you hit the ball against the four walls, and the vowels are either ****** up or they extract the consonant stability of the four letters, and your safest bet to express them is to laugh; well, i do call it a Mayan disease... because my stomach is aching from building a six-pack with the giggles.
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 7:40 AM UTC
a convulsive attack of a Mayan disease
you're drinking, and then you can't control the reaction upon entering the tetragrammaton... one h is for hushed up laughter, for sighs (ah), and then the alter deja vu is a cocktail of: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah, so many, so you can look at it rather than say it... it's a sunny day, go out and play or something... leave me with the anchor of **** humanity dragging us down, or simply basing us in the underwater fudge of mud to a standstill... it's sunny, go out and play, ride a bicycle or something... you know, living 20 odd years in an english society i never had an english girlfriend, i'm told she's a real firecracker fortune-cookie... my hands are cold, i swear by the oath of the old Bailey i never touched her thighs... scouts' honour, cross my fingers and wear woman's underwear with a bowler hat to match my serious demeanour... yep, an Abbey Road's standstill... a fifth beetle chatting cheeky chat chat of a chirp... gurgles of fizz in carbonated wine known as champagne, well that's me... or as the roadrunner said to speedy Gonzales... hark a sayonara when changing the gears to a 100m sprint world record. the Mayan disease? ah right... excess spontaneous laughter, unstoppable like a tide; got chatting to a ms. khan... Genghis' great great... great great great great great... great great granddaughter... a doctor from pakistan... nice english accent gets you all the pleasantries so everything can go to hell... the sleeping pills prescription is waiting... now the sick-note... so i don't crash a plane into the Swiss elevations by "accident" while sitting on an arm-chair of nails while everyone else is farting into cushions. honest to god, the tetragrammaton is like a brick wall for vowels, you hit the ball against the four walls, and the vowels are either ****** up or they extract the consonant stability of the four letters, and your safest bet to express them is to laugh; well, i do call it a Mayan disease... because my stomach is aching from building a six-pack with the giggles.
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Next time I act like a heartbroken Holmes, do me a favor and let me drink it away. Words hurt what whiskey soothes. I catch your name drifting away on a nimbus, past the trees of someone else’s hometown. Your eyes are bean sprouts and your scent is divorce. Your fingers are still placid, not yet ****** from the scratch of anxiety. Eyebrows bow to nose bone in speculative uncertainty, confusing rainy prom nights with dreams of Hercules. One more sip of wine will detonate firecracker cheeks. I hold your hand in secret on desolate city streets, remembering the practice of lost lovers and drunk ******* in dead friend’s beds and falling down staircases in mid-afternoon moonshine. Our pasts intertwine, just as West-coast tourist traps fill family photo albums.
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Oct 29, 2011
Oct 29, 2011 at 7:44 PM UTC
Regarding The Closeted Skeletons
...                                                                                                                                 And this palpating heart beats so quickly for the thirst oh the thirst for life in its purest and impurest forms to run quickly through in glittering veins oh let it find the music to drown in the vibrating rhythms of the earth, and let it experience the surge of a beautiful madness in heart a first past midnight kiss upon a moving train or shared ringing laughters of a cluster upon a mountain top with its twinkle of a foreign city lights as if pausing to say yes, this night, this city is yours, and so is the world- no matter it wants to drink it all in hurried golden gulps for it ignites the colored sparks illumination in the fire-aired sky for celebration of us; of the gift of youth and age because our seconds are only receding and it is only here and now so when you take one sip you cannot help but savor and embrace it whole again and again and take all of it in its whole glorious madness                                                             P.K.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 1:23 AM UTC
Firecracker Youth
He craved a father like a burnout licking his sugarcane eyes & slapping them on any surface they'd stick & he called night The Kingdom would wander off for ages said *I don't need to know where I'm goin'* said *Someday I'll have already found it* & maybe he's right *All people die a little more in daylight* he was 16 a dry firecracker one spark away from infinite eruption
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Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 2:03 AM UTC
On Hallucinations & Mass ******
Remember when you were just a kid How you would sit on the beach for hours Waiting for the Sun to finally set Sleep on the beach Because you were tired from the day Remember how you would get chased By the girls at your Elementary school Hahah you had good times Till you found out and could really understand That the woman who lived in your house Who always sent you off to school Who kissed you good night Who told you she loved you Remember how you felt How you grew so angry Because the truth was that this woman Wasn't your real biological mother Your real one abandoned you She left you at 13 months old Left in the middle of the day In ***** soiled diapers She would pass out from the alcohol Crash from the high That the drugs gave her Leaving you hungry for hours Waking up when your father came home Or her drug dealer wanted something in return Just because she didn't have the money Remember all of those things Remember when you met her for the first time She asked your stepmom "Who is that? Is that Jr?" Yeah it was you Grown up and matured Remember the thought that passed through your mind How can she not know who the **** you are Remember how angry you were See I know all of this because Well simply put I am you I am 17 years of age I want you to remember the way you were Because with age comes wisdom And I have been privelaged enough To have a good sense of observation I have become very wise Well we have become very wise See I miss those times When we would ride our skateboard Or try to blow things up with a firecracker Hahaha remember those times Look I don't know if you remember all of this But if you ever get a chance to read this Know that I hate us I hate all of the darkness I hate every poem I write I hate everything I think about Simply because the darkness is towards her The poems are written for nobody but somebody And the things I think about Keep me up well into the late hours of the day Robert I hope you get a chance to read this Because this poem may be the last You may never get a chance to read this Because I hate the fact that I have so much pain So much of useless emotions And I am tired of dying within words Written on a piece of paper I want to embrace death So hopefully one day you will read this Even if you come back in a different life As somebody or somehing else Just read at least one line of this So the past doesn't repeat itself I hope you can forgive me                                                Sincerly,                                                      Robert Guerrero
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 4:20 PM UTC
Dear Robert,
Remember when you were just a kid How you would sit on the beach for hours Waiting for the Sun to finally set Sleep on the beach Because you were tired from the day Remember how you would get chased By the girls at your Elementary school Hahah you had good times Till you found out and could really understand That the woman who lived in your house Who always sent you off to school Who kissed you good night Who told you she loved you Remember how you felt How you grew so angry Because the truth was that this woman Wasn't your real biological mother Your real one abandoned you She left you at 13 months old Left in the middle of the day In ***** soiled diapers She would pass out from the alcohol Crash from the high That the drugs gave her Leaving you hungry for hours Waking up when your father came home Or her drug dealer wanted something in return Just because she didn't have the money Remember all of those things Remember when you met her for the first time She asked your stepmom "Who is that? Is that Jr?" Yeah it was you Grown up and matured Remember the thought that passed through your mind How can she not know who the **** you are Remember how angry you were See I know all of this because Well simply put I am you I am 17 years of age I want you to remember the way you were Because with age comes wisdom And I have been privelaged enough To have a good sense of observation I have become very wise Well we have become very wise See I miss those times When we would ride our skateboard Or try to blow things up with a firecracker Hahaha remember those times Look I don't know if you remember all of this But if you ever get a chance to read this Know that I hate us I hate all of the darkness I hate every poem I write I hate everything I think about Simply because the darkness is towards her The poems are written for nobody but somebody And the things I think about Keep me up well into the late hours of the day Robert I hope you get a chance to read this Because this poem may be the last You may never get a chance to read this Because I hate the fact that I have so much pain So much of useless emotions And I am tired of dying within words Written on a piece of paper I want to embrace death So hopefully one day you will read this Even if you come back in a different life As somebody or somehing else Just read at least one line of this So the past doesn't repeat itself I hope you can forgive me                                                Sincerly,                                                      Robert Guerrero
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I. It was peppermint, snowflake blonde hair spilling into gold the foxlike amber of my skin against her phosphorescent white. She made me seasick with her bird-blue eyes and stuck like cotton candy to my fingers. II. Her name was Phoenix, and she scared me with her firecracker will. It made my lungs into waterfalls my thoughts and fingers, butterflies. My carbon-copy hair carnelian red a solar flare, an Icarus, an imitation star. III. We were virgins, and volcanoes. Sharing milkbox wishes on rooftops and climbing trees like horses instead of tiger-mouthed boys. We swallowed the citrus-colored summer like gingerbread and lemonade.
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Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 9:54 AM UTC
Three Girls
I remember climbing out my window, skulking off into a violent blizzard. Lost in teenage anguish, my feet carried me forward through the storm. Two a.m. and a mile I out I realize, I'm walking towards her house Panic slammed my body like a tidal wave, my nerves vibrated, shaking the bitter cold. I carried on determined. No plan of action, just full of **** and vigor and something... Something I hadn't yet known. The walk up her street is done with tremendous effort, like swimming in jello. Standing outside her house, I'm suddenly aware of another obstacle. I don't have a cell-phone. Which window is her room? Assuming it's upstairs, this is fifty - fifty you sonofabitch. Take the risk. I throw a small stone but hear it explode like a firecracker on the window. Silence. I reach for another when a soft voice calls my name. We stand in the street and talk for a while, holding one another. I'm sorry, I can't stay, they probably know I'm gone. I just... I just wanted to say goodbye I walked backwards the whole way down the street. Streetlights and snowfall created an amber aura around her. That, was the first time I knew what love was. Sometimes I think it was the last time, too.
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 10:59 PM UTC
First Love. (A Tale From My Life)
Do not stretch your fingers in my direction; I am not your ******* or your heroine; I am no drug to be addicted to. My body is bruised and I am bent out of shape; My ankles are all ninety degree angles; And my knuckles are caked in golden hues. The callouses on my heels are peeling; And your spitfire attitude is exhausting. "Simmer down, firecracker; You lionhearted girl." I'm flying at the speed of light; I am going to crash, a beaten down piñata; And nobody will pick up the pieces. Simmer down, firecracker. I'll simmer down when I'm dead. (a.m.c.)
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
{simmer down, firecracker}
Was the heat that melted to the seat She stood out in the lawn A cigarette hangs from her lips As she pins clothes to the line Hot devil heat Firecracker town Downtown Not too hot for coffee Or the wide open window The waitress wears her same Sunday dress That girl has got to let go Sugar cookie skin Making smiles at the manager Even when everyone In their right mind is looking It's a street or two to the sea A ritualistic walk of black frying pan Asphalt Barefoot and broken I climb to the end of the jetty As the sun starts to set If you were here this is where I would take you On the edge of the sea Where no one is looking I would try to kiss you Or hold your hand But I know you would just laugh and say "You're such a silly boy" So I know better So the sun sets The stars come out with the moon So beautiful on the sea God **** its so beautiful! I just wish you could see
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Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 2:53 PM UTC
Ice Cream/Postcards/Mexican Beer
Here I am again wading through straw hats and jazz- hailing the bartender, spilling. I’ve got last call to catch. That firecracker with geraniums in her hair is thirsty and wearing symptoms of dance fever. I’m doing a dance of my own, holding my watery scotch over my head, dodging sweaty shoulders. I’ve almost made it back to Flower Girl when I see a sight that nearly jars the J&B; from my hand- I see you. You’re waiting by the jukebox for Baseball Coach to retrieve dos tequilas and you’re happy.
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Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 1:59 PM UTC
Last Call
SSSSSSSS!! My heart was a firecracker CRACKLE!!! And you had lit my fuse ZWINNGG!!! Foolishly, I stepped too close to the sparks KABOOM!!! And then I was blown apart by your flame
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Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 1:56 AM UTC
Summer Explosions
In the midday of the solemn hour I halfly drunk my life so sour Spent myself in a cabin of madness In an hourglass.. Which sadness dwells in my whole soul Where it takes me to the hypocrite paradise As a whole i drown myself in a liquid of my youth Where the trees are bare to its growth Everytime it happens it cuts my life of root Vanish every moment where my life has sought Vanish all the battles that i have fought.. It takes all the part in me A precious stone made of my only heart Turned into an iron with a ceaseless fire Creating a storm inside of me Burning all my history Unfolding all the devious angle in me Such as a grass that is worthless to the society Making me helpless like a worm wiggling in a sandstorm Turning into a golden winged butterfly Which then turned out to be a worthless trash fly Thats how worthless i could be As i drunk this bottle of agony.. In the middle of the night where i lie deeply awake Dreaming about how my nightmares turned into my faith How could it be? I ask only me I blame only me I grieve only me I once change this crazy path which i have been thru Thinking that all of those leaves of misery were untrue But was it just deceiving my imagination? Am i in my hallucination? In my stupid illusion? My own self betrayed a faith in me Tell me, How can i trust anybody? I ask the angel of misery what hath he done unto thee? why am i suffering from such agony? He answered me maybe i have lost the fortune of leaves within me Maybe i have lost it as i drunk my hour left Try to escape a lie which makes me defeated I swear to you i did not deceive my sleep Did not spill all the secrets i used to keep I alone could only forbid myself in a bottle of madness A bottle of grief and sadness which betrayed me which used to be my friend but now turned unto my enemy! The enemy that deceives me An enemy that betrayed me Build a hole in my soul and lost my sanity I might have been sober that time Might had not touched that ****** bottle of wine! Might not commit such a stupid act Might had realize the difference between a lie and a fact But i am not! There's a lot of doom which made me unlocked The doors of forbidden curse! Which made my living burst Into like a firecracker in the sky but only.. It brings my hundred smile to die..
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Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC
Bottle
In the midday of the solemn hour I halfly drunk my life so sour Spent myself in a cabin of madness In an hourglass.. Which sadness dwells in my whole soul Where it takes me to the hypocrite paradise As a whole i drown myself in a liquid of my youth Where the trees are bare to its growth Everytime it happens it cuts my life of root Vanish every moment where my life has sought Vanish all the battles that i have fought.. It takes all the part in me A precious stone made of my only heart Turned into an iron with a ceaseless fire Creating a storm inside of me Burning all my history Unfolding all the devious angle in me Such as a grass that is worthless to the society Making me helpless like a worm wiggling in a sandstorm Turning into a golden winged butterfly Which then turned out to be a worthless trash fly Thats how worthless i could be As i drunk this bottle of agony.. In the middle of the night where i lie deeply awake Dreaming about how my nightmares turned into my faith How could it be? I ask only me I blame only me I grieve only me I once change this crazy path which i have been thru Thinking that all of those leaves of misery were untrue But was it just deceiving my imagination? Am i in my hallucination? In my stupid illusion? My own self betrayed a faith in me Tell me, How can i trust anybody? I ask the angel of misery what hath he done unto thee? why am i suffering from such agony? He answered me maybe i have lost the fortune of leaves within me Maybe i have lost it as i drunk my hour left Try to escape a lie which makes me defeated I swear to you i did not deceive my sleep Did not spill all the secrets i used to keep I alone could only forbid myself in a bottle of madness A bottle of grief and sadness which betrayed me which used to be my friend but now turned unto my enemy! The enemy that deceives me An enemy that betrayed me Build a hole in my soul and lost my sanity I might have been sober that time Might had not touched that ****** bottle of wine! Might not commit such a stupid act Might had realize the difference between a lie and a fact But i am not! There's a lot of doom which made me unlocked The doors of forbidden curse! Which made my living burst Into like a firecracker in the sky but only.. It brings my hundred smile to die..
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Rocks know a lot more about time than clocks Drive to the top of a mountain Cinnamon gum Noseblood And rocks a lot older than clocks Tell the older us we say hello I am stuck between red rocks and a very hard place Rockclimbing to rockbottom I am a time hunter, rock hunter, pigeon hunter (Let me tell you something about pigeon hunting: Shooting clay pigeons isn’t as much fun when the pigeons aren’t clay and their bodies shatter in midair like pomegranates in September with red jewels sprinkling the sandstones the sedimentary clouds and the fastfood signs) Remember that time I tattooed the sky? I wrote “time is a l.e.d. light” in a sacred heart between the stars and the freckles and the ladybugs none of their mothers were thrilled Now I know time is a rock, a very heavy rock A rock is a star, a star is a rock And me? I am a rockstar But I have all timers. Alzheimer's? No. ALL TIMERS and a monolith growing on my sternum Firecrackers. That’s what I wanted to talk about. And when I say firecracker I mean fireworks the way fire works his way between me, time and a rock What is it with rocks? Rock and roll Rocked by doubt and rolled by time Rock my world, please
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Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 11:45 AM UTC
Rock Out
He took my hand And my heart skipped a beat. Skadoosh My world implode, Never to be the same. Kaboom Now that he's gone, How do I recover? Bang He was my firecracker, My short-fused flame.
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Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 12:40 AM UTC
Firecracker
to purple skies late school nights to the tunnel under the bridge filled with our names they painted over last week to heartbreak and malt liquor to skinned knees and ****** teeth to the lies we tell our parents and sun burnt chest to Kid Cudi and Kanye West to summer reading the bible and a book about mythology to Jesus and Hera their perfect harmony to green eyes to truth to shoegaze to bass to slick roads too ****** to skate to spitting verse in the backseat to remembering family to rain and how it ruins everything to never letting your ex ruin everything to Sunday sun and mosquito nights puffy and swollen and always multiplying to the concrete embedded in our cheeks to every firecracker reminding us that we're free
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 5:51 PM UTC
invocation
your hands are gospel, writing history with your fingertips and whispering prayers up and down my spine i called you my ravenous wildebeest, and i said it with a smile painting my lips, but you are everything wild, thorny, and carnivore. you're gonna eat me up with texas-sized teeth and leave me a carcass in the desert. but i don't mind i want to be bone for you, bare. i think that maybe your bigness is going to consume me until i'm a star-soaked black hole set me on fire, douse me in gasoline make all the blood rush to my head because kid, you're a firecracker and i've always been in love with explosion. (a.m.c.)
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Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 3:51 PM UTC
{a love affair between black hole and firecracker}