"feelins" poems
**** You!
I'm tired of yo tendencies,
It's funny how quick-a-ly,
Ya best friend can become you're enemy,
I could only count on you for disappointment,
Drowning in your in your sorrows, hopin' I can make you buoyant,
With all the dudes that burned you I'm supposed to be ya ointment,
Dependent on me to be ya clairvoyant,
Help you with your problems the second, a text ends in a question,
And mine goes unreplied, every time, I'm neglected,
Then when I cut you out of my life, you contest it,
You're a self indulged user that's why I am steppin',
But I still got mixed feelins like a malloto,
I'll never let you know because of my bravado,
And the though of you got me chuggin' on Moscato,
'Till the bottle hollow,
And I forget ya name tomorrow,
Yet your attraction is an addiction I relapse in,
I'm conflicted 'cause this contradiction got me distracted,
Reminiscent on kissin' lips n satisfaction,
And then you flipped it like an improper fraction,
Oh, and ya know I hate math,
Delete ya out my fone like ***** ***** take that!"
Pretend ya someone I don't know like, "Chick stay back."
Feelins are like secrets so I keep 'em till my safe cracked,
And for you I opened up,
Tellin' each other things that are too deep to touch,
Don't know what I coulda done to keep you but,
If I ever see you, I'll run on pins and needles just,
To escape,
You're my problem so I get drunk to get away,
Then get high enough to look at you with disdain,
Knowin' no aquatic life can survive in your fish tank,
Playin' hopscotch with the line,
Between love and hate, I think I finally picked a side,
I said I'm playin' hopscotch with the line,
Between love and hate, I think I finally picked a side...
Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 7:53 AM UTC
I've been in this for too long I
don't know what has me stuck
on this song. My head keeps
on tellin me to go for it show
her that you can make it rain,
but my heart is screamin' please
please I don't know how long I can
handle your pain!
What to do, what to do?
The truth hurts but the lies
only heal this open wound.
On one hand I see pain and
strife, but on the other I see
a new happy life. I know whats
good for me and I know what its
gonna take to set me free. I just
can't do it.
You might be thinkin' "What the
hell is this ***** doin? I can feel
your pain by just readin your words.
Why stay and keep on loosin?" I'll tell
you why I stay. I'm too stupid to lead
my feelins astray. When I go for some
thin, I bring all my being into it. I hold
nothin back not willin to quit.
It may **** me in the end, but in the end
I know i was the one who tried to make
things blend. You see. I come to you
writing this poem not for a specific person.
I don't need someone jumpin to a conclusion
and turning this into a car collision.
Time heals all, but this heart has been up and
down way to many walls...Its time to open up
a new page in this story and this chapter will
be labled Untitled.
Dec 11, 2011
Dec 11, 2011 at 2:53 AM UTC
Quitting crack
Is really ******
tough.
But the **** aint impossible.
All you gotta do is **** it up,
lock yourself in a room,
and sweat the **** out.
Takes a while sometimes,
but eventually you reach
the crack threshold.
Thats
when
you
no longer need the crack
to ****** survive.
The feel of the crack entering
your system
is one of the single greatest
feelins on earth.
Which is why its so hard to quit.
But the feelin
of reachin that threshold,
and finally bein free of the
soulsuckin ****
Now that is THE single greatest feelin in the world.
In other words, if you never try crack
then you
never get a chance to feel how good it is
to go without the stuff.
But then again, you miss out on the
****** up withdrawal period too :)
Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 4:39 AM UTC
I’ve ****** up so much
Of my life I don’t care
And the more that you say
Is the less that I hear
I got nothing to lose
And I don’t see no gain
So just back the **** up
For I show you insane
They all say somethins wrong
With the way that I think
So they give me these pills
And they send me to shrinks
They just talk and they talk
And it don’t solve a thing
I just want to explode
I just want to cause pain
I have dreams in the night
That I don’t understand
So I drink and I drink
To **** pain that I’m in
I just wish I could sleep
And just never wake up
Just to stop all the feelins
Of never enough
Cuz I live in a world
That’s just crushin me down
They just kick and they punch
And they push me around
Till I can’t take no more
And I start pushin back
All the anger just builds
Till I finally crack
And the ones who all tell me
To be who I’m not
Can just go **** themselves
Or just **** on my ****
I can’t take it no more
And I’m gonna explode
Now you’ll finally see
How the story unfolds
When I finally snap
And I start breakin bones
I go out of control
And I start burnin homes
So you better just watch
What you say and you do
Cuz I’m ****** insane
And I’m comin for you
Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 9:38 AM UTC
By Arcassin Burnham
I've been on the surface for too long enough to know that
God has never made Somebody with the same interests i like,
Giving me the wrong influenced girls that never met any
Of my expectations to even cope through the night,
Trust I had trouble sleepin'....
Don't even know the meanin'....
Of all these troubled feelins'....
Tugging and grabbing sheets like I had a way out!
And That's why I don't trust any female to give my heart to
Cause they might end up hurting me in any sort of expense,
In the mean time there's no strings attached to any of our body parts
But some of our body parts would get so intimate,
Lost control of my feathers...
Sick and tired of this weather....
Love don't get any better...
I can't control you , if you want theres your way out!
No girl will ever love me
No girl will ever love me....
Sep 9, 2016
Sep 9, 2016 at 10:55 AM UTC
Lordy
Lordy
What The ****
Where did my memories go
Why did I delete
The pictures
The feelins
How many forgotten fuckfests
rest at the bottom of the sea?
Why should we try to make a difference
when forgetfulness is the best we can hope for
No! **** it! Thats not true
No more left memories
Im gonna go find them
and bring them back
Diggin dude
I'll be diggin for a long while
until the excavation is complete.
Yuh Feel me?
Jun 11, 2012
Jun 11, 2012 at 6:53 AM UTC
I read minds and break hearts.
I break rules then fall apart.
I was living a nightmare, like Freddy vs Jason,
**** left my psyche with Knicks and bruises -
Im the new Anthony Mason,
Mfs was movin foul, soon got upgraded to a flagrant,
I was in the cut bumpin Indicud,
I felt like Elmer Fudd cause of the backstabbing i was facing,
I soon got aquainted..with the fragrance, of defeat,
Thought revenge was sweet,
I had **** twisted like a twizzler,
Jealousy is for the weak,
You gotta live with your decision but them emotions are just visitors,
I couldn't stomach it .
My arrangements was far from edible,
I made a mess of the amendments
Im a of a man mess - I got a list of demands...
Im always on a different tune from the rest of the band,
I refuse to just sit and watch but this is more than i can stand,
Life was a beach..
My coral reef was in disbelief - My castles were made of sand.
You gotta learn to appreciate the darkness.
I was too proud to beg your pardon ,
I preferred the isolation - coulded help but be guarded,
Sometimes you gotta take that step back, like Harden,
And sink some of them boats filled with feelins you been harboring,
I was feeling more like Malcom - less like Martin,
My cruise was less controlled, My directives were departed,
***** I been hard to reach & outta touch,
been tryin to get a grip but been stuck in a rut,
I had an underlying desire to be violent.
My treble was to the left, cue the chelo and the violin,
I felt the hate on my skin and my distain was topical,
My blood was boiling but my climate was far from tropical,
It was a wrap for ****** but my plans always got foiled,
I was ready to strike, so like a cobra - I coiled,
I was quick to bite but took mad damage from the recoil,
****** did me ***** i was just sinkin in the soil,
I would stoop to levels with antics that resembled porch monkeys,
Was supposed to be a boss - but was movin like a flunky.
I was Jefe in my head - but was actin like a *****
Went from optimizing opportunities to wondering where my optimism went,
Karma had dropkicked me , left my armor with a dent,
I couldn't get through by just hoping - started swingin for the fence,
Nas said "Life's a ***** - Now Im seeing what he meant...
Oct 6, 2023
Oct 6, 2023 at 1:14 AM UTC
Yo to keep it 100 -
If I could go back in time I wouldn't.
Let the records hold they place.
I'm done tryin to convince you both the things I been threw.
Before my jersey was in the rafters,
I was like Vince before he left the Raptors,
Bounding over boundaries like I had shox in my shoes.
You see I tried to impress the judges - I was shocked by the boo's,
My heart turned colder than Toronto cause all my exes were actors,
See I had to ditch diplomacy ; depend against my attackers,
I felt like a loan warrior and then suddenly - I grew,
My limbs stretched further than my imagination,
My torso was more so like a river basin,
but as my body grew in size , the guilt I carried did too,
Before I knew it - my shadow covered the ground like a sheet,
Amazed by the mass I had amassed - I was in disbelief I now stood more than 81 ft,
Now everything I never knew was within my reach,
But peep
The burdens that I bear be on some revenant.
I fed my guilt, it fed off me - I was JUST like Rick Moranis.
I'm Ja Morant or maybe more like Miles Morales..
I'm more and more embarrassed ..by the Aurora Borealus..... left by my shame.
I was forced to swallows my pride - **** be ****** up my larynx,
But I'm boarding up my barracks,
And I'm suggesting you to do the same,
I'm running gags like lil homie from home alone,
I been on DND ever since karma called my home,
Mfs want my jazz but not my blues - I'm more like Karl Malone,
I tried to blame the refs for my fugue state,
when it was me that here .. in the first place.
The victim was the culprit.
Over me it loomed -
dropped an anvil of anguish like they do in ****** tunes,
I'm hangin on by a thread not even lilo could stitch me,
Had to walk it like I talk it - fate tied the shoes on my tongue,
My skin singed by the sharp pain of the 1000 looks,
My skull crushed under the weight of 1000 books,
I had to eat my words, I couldn't stomach it,
My indigestion was incomprehensible,
My miscomprehension of of my tendons was indefensible,
The guilt of feelin like a ship with no direction.
That gut feelin to cut feelins cause **** get deep like a Cesarean Section..
Jul 2, 2024
Jul 2, 2024 at 5:13 PM UTC
Coming up to 4 years on and still there’s no concern,
In time i thought You would understand the lesson u had to learn,
You choose to be a mother you also vowed to be a wife,
then you walked away so easily back to your single life,
well now your just a stranger hidden deep inside my mind,
I cant remember havin feelins or bond of any kind,
Now it’s normal not to think of you because when I did it just felt numb,
the truth is Its embarrassing to admit that your our mum,
You can dip your filth in glitter, convince yeself your not to blame,
if you really had no choice why you still using are dads name!..
dont you think it’s time to grow up an admit what you did wrong,
You were a mother that left 3 kids an kept it secret for this long..
it must lay heavy on your conscious,
clearly times been wicked an cruel,
the only one believes your lies is yourself but your a fool,
Your vanity will be your down fall,
now the cracks begin to show,
Your horns no longer hidin an every1 will know,
it’s said that evil live forever an Alone forever I hope you live,
the attention that you crave for there’s No1 there to give,
You don’t deserve a happy endin an Karma won’t forget,
You can run but you can’t hide...
Your fates already set..
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 7:08 PM UTC
s it true ppl can fall in love at first sight
does something catch your eye that makes everything feel right
do you give it your all on that first nite
what if u get left then love is jus another fright
sometimes ppl replace love with the will of lust
the person u once loved will become the person u can't trust
in the end your heart is the one whose get bust
which puts u in a state of mind n all your feelins get crushed
suicidal thoughts cuz u get tired of livin
how can one person make u get this type of feelin....
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC
driving late night
moon low, lookin like a street light
slow down, got some red lights
caterpillars growing up and startin to take flight
hand on your hand got me feelin right
and god, the feelins so ****** tight
thinking about your lips how i bite
when we're drivin late night.
and you've got this glow.
this halo
around you.
and my eyes should be on the road
but god knows, I can't control myself.
like wanting to taste the lemon
when i've got theses cuts on my tongue.
like gasping for air
when the room feels too tight
and all these ****** feelings
and we're just
driving late night
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 11:44 AM UTC
i have an overriding feeling to make an effort with you
i try to speak and tell you that i love you
but whats the point when theres nothing else for me to say
since you made it clear that i mean nothing to you , babe
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 1:21 AM UTC
Have you ever been around someone
and just couldn't think?
Have you ever been around someone
lips, soft as a rose's pink?
Have you ever been around someone
heart as vast as the open sea?
Have you ever been around someone
together forever you wish to be?
Have you ever been around someone
into their eyes you gaze?
Have you ever been around someone
piercing the soul like the sun's rays?
Have you ever been around someone
and chose to run and hide?
Have you ever been around someone
scared of what feelins are inside?
Have you ever .........
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 10:14 AM UTC
Please explain yourself
I think bout the wealth
Trying to fill this void
SelfIsh of me I just destroy
If I show you my heart
Tell you what's in the dark
Lies that's true
You wise you knew
Before you opened that door to love
Open that door to trust
You wouldn't love me so much
I like what I see
The best things in life are free
Love is better then hitting the lottory
I would say I agree
I don't know what's met to be
But tell why u lie to me
May 21, 2016
May 21, 2016 at 2:13 AM UTC
F-22 FULLY EQUIP'T STEALTH RAPTOR
F-35 FULLY EQUIP STEALTH HOVER LIGHTNING
B-2 STEALTH SPY BOMBER
B-21 NUCLEAR STEALTH SPY BOMBER
F-52 HYPERSONIC ALL OUT WARFAREQUIP'T SUPER JET
TANKS THE SIZE OF HOUSES NEVER SEEN
CARRIERS 3K DEEP
DESTROYERS DESTROY YOU
BLITZER RAIL GUNS
LAZER SHIPS
UNSEEN BUILD SUBMATRIC MOBILIZERS
DISK LAUNCHERS AN CATCHERS
UNDERGROUND FORTRESSES
ILLUMINATIC BABYLON
MIGHTY MISSISSIPPI
10 THOUSAND TITANS AN A PACK OF FUZES
10 THOUSAND TRIPLE HYPERSONIC BEEM'Z
BLOOD VESSEL EXPLODING FREQUENCIES
SWITCH THE POLES PUSH A BUTTON
FLYING ASPERATOUS
TELEPORTATION
OTHER DEMINSIONS PHILADELPHIA PROJECT
MORE THEN ONE PHILOSOPHICAL LIFE SOURCE
INVISIBILITY CLOAKS
2 DAYS ALIVE ONE DAY ASLEEP DAY WALKERS
600 DAYS A YEAR LOST
3 SUNS
A DEAD EARTH
GIGANTIC MOON
THEN US
YOU DONT SEE THRU WINDOWS
WINDOWS SEE THRU YOU
THEY GOT YOU BUT THEY BEEN GOT
SO TECHINICALLY MANKIND DIED
I JUST MENTIONED IT
WHOS THAT MAKE ME
YOU CANT SURVIVE IF THERES NO BATTLE TO FIGHT
YOU CANT FACE THE TRUTH BECAUSE ITS BLINDING
IF YOU QUESTION IT YOUR FEELINS ARE EXHAUSTED
LETS BE REAL HOW DO YOU STOP IT
THE FACTS ARE WRONG
ENERGY CANNOT BE CREATED OR DESTROYED
WRONG
FOREIGN UNIVERSAL ENERGY IS GATHERING HERE
MEANING OUR ENERGY DIES
SO THEREFORE THAT MEANS ALL PROFESSORS ARE WRONG
MOVING TO MIDDLE EARTH
COMING BACK WITH A TARANASAURUS
RIDING A MAMMOTH
DROP 10 TRILLION BUCKETS AN FREEZE MY CHIPS
PAY ATTENTION THE STORY CONTINUES
READ THIS OVER AN OVER
GRAB AIR
STOMP IT OUT
MOVE THE FAULTS
GRAB LAND
SHAKE EARTH
ASK CALIFORNIA
ON RECORD I SHOOK EARTH
NOONE IN HISTORY HAS
YOU CANNOT DENY
IT WAS WRITTEN
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 1:52 AM UTC