When we act out
We just want to be noticed
Saying, "Hey look, I made a snowman."
Or
"Hey look, I made a sand castle."
But like the little kid that she was
She never got attention
She was always ignored
So she gave up
Her family never loved her
They always said, "We love you honey, but we're busy right now."
Parents off to work
Youngest child
Home
Alone
Bored
No friends
Just me
Alone
Walking in a rich house
But
It *****
Emptiness soon filled the void
And the hollow formed
Being alone
With your hollow
Is scary
It makes you
Look for release
A steel kind
But not against the skin
No
That is a sin
But I did it anyway
And then
I thought of suicide
I cried out
But nobody took me seriously
So I stopped talking about it
And decided, "I won't even say I'm gonna **** myself, I'll just smile and say, I'm fine."
But when you are lonely
You go crazy
Because you're trapped in the same blood cell
And the knife is you're key out
You see
The reason people go crazy
Is because you lock them out
And hold them downn
And force them to do what you want them to do
Don't take this the wrong way
But Imm not free yet
I'm still. hollow
So I guess what I'm saying is Imm scared
Because I'm alone
I get really sad
I know you want me to be happy
But I feel sick again
I won't go on another rampage of poetfreak
But that's how I feel right now
I'm feeliing sick again
I'm not gonna post hate
But I'm just gonna cry it out
Because I know I hurt
And I can feel
Some people
Just won't let me be
Maybe they don't care about me
But I'm feeling quiiet right now
And I'm whining
I'm being a big baby
And I am trapped
How does one accept death?
I'm not gonna write here anymore
Because my heart is hollowed out
Lije a watermelon
I'm not gonna ignore people
I'm just gonna start writing in my diary again
I have personal thoughts
I can't share here
I just wish for this one wish
But it never comes true
*sighs
