"familly" poems
I am my mind, my memory and my mask
I am my heart, my head and my hand
I am my soul, my sanity and my sin
I am my secret, my sorrow and my skin
I am my sight, my senses and my stomach
I am my future, my fingers and my flesh
I am my grave, my growth and my guts
I am my past, my present and my pain
I am my bitterness, my blood and my brain
I am my words, my wounds and my will
I am my sweets, my *** and my scull
I am my thoughts, my tears and my trust
I am my loneliness, my lungs and my lust
I am my love, my lover and my lies
I am my emotions, my echoes and my eyes
I am my Gods, my groans and my ghosts
I am my fears, my freedom and false
I am my familly, my form and my force
I am my satisfaction, my swears and my scores
I am my organs, my oddness and my OCD
I am my disease, my Demons and my destiny
I am my prison, my prayers and my pest
I am my ****** my madness and my mess
I am my house, my humanity and my hormones
I am my battles, my body and my bones
I am what I am made from
I am made from my parents
Therefore
I am my mother and I am my father
I am made from the dust
Therefore
I am the air and I am the ash
I am made from just nothing
Therefore
I am just nothing
Feb 24, 2016
Feb 24, 2016 at 10:03 AM UTC
im tired of pain, im tired of sorrow,
everyone says its up to you...they all lied,
its not my option,
its everyone esles but mine
i cry
i want to overdose
i dont, im not giveing up
i fight to get my self out but i dig in deeper
im trapped by an age i cant escape form
trapped but a familly hold
trapped but the option of others
i give them the wheel but,
im takeing my heart and running with the wind
i want to leave
get out
never look back
that is my option when
im no logner trapped by an age
and scorched by the options of others rage
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 9:28 AM UTC
You are all after me
Telling me my life is perfect
As if i plant that in your brains
As if as soon as i feel down
I have all of you reminding me it's perfect
it's a dream
--
Really now i just feel alone
Right waiting for my familly to come home
How can i feel so alone next to the one i love
Afraid to be stuck
Back to a confort zone i don't feel confortable
--
I pannick
I need control over this emotion and very soon
--
Calm dow
Brief
You know it will all be alright
Remember to feel every moment
--
Actually I recovering from my bad side
I know it hurts
Not wondering why i feel what i feel
I am just fighting fall in love with you
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 10:18 AM UTC
when i see people i mostly see wrackages,
same **** different packages,
they never search for messages,
except on their smartphones.
Addicts...
I can't stand it.
So i put on a cloak like a wizard,
fly trough blizzards,
smile to lizards.
My familly are good folks fighters,rebels,
you can't buy them with papers,
you can't fool them with labels.
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 10:20 AM UTC
birthday fun, moet pops open
dinner, clubs you should pop in
beaches, sunset, mountains how are you ?
christmas, cheers familly how about you ?
it can be perfect, all my friends loud and merry
but im not the one you're gonna marry
so what if its perfect if you're not there
i miss you like air
you only ever miss it when it's gone
then gasp, like waiting for the dawn
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 8:18 AM UTC